i dont want too say nothing

anonymous asked:

I LOVE YURI ON ICE !!!! AND I FING LOVE THE BOOK THIEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DO TOO!!! Our class just watched the book thief movie today…not gonna lie, it was nothing compared to the book but rUDY (SPOILERS PLEASE STAY AWAY IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS) DYING IN THE MIDDLE OF HIM TRYING TO SAY THAT HE LOVES HER GOD I HATE MY LIFE

tELL PEOPLE HOW YOU FEEL BEFORE ITS TOO LATE I AM BEGGING YOU. UNSAID FEELINGS ARE THE FUCKIN WORST AND THEY WILL KILL YOU, COMPLETELY EAT YOU UP INSIDE AND MAKE YOU ROT AWAY. YOU GOTTA TELL PEOPLE HOW YOU FEEL, RIGHT NOW, RIGHT WHEN IT HAPPENS. TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM, TELL THEM YOU WANNA MAKE THEM HAPPY, TELL THEM YOU MISS THEM, TELL THEM YOU DONT LIKE HOW THEY TREAT YOU, TELL THEM YOU FEEL SAD AND NEED HELP. PEOPLE WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU SAY EVEN IF IT HURTS A LITTLE AT FIRST. HONESTY IS REAL AND BEAUTIFUL AND FEELINGS THAT ARE SAID AND ACKNOWLEDGED EVEN IF THEYRE UNREQUITED ARE FUCKING RAW AND BEAUTIFUL AND HEY, AT LEAST YOU GOT IT OFF YOUR CHEST. SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE HONEST WITH HOW YOU FEEL. LIFE IS FAR TOO SHORT TO HIDE BEHIND THE FEAR OF SOMEONE BEING MAD OR NOT FEELING THE SAME WAY. I PROMISE YOU. LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT THE SMALL RISKS OF SAYING HOW YOU FEEL. SO GO DO IT. SAY IT. I PROMISE ITLL BE WORTH IT. YOULL SEE.

sungjae on peniel's strength and weakness:

‪peniel hyung is really a good person, he really is too kind, always cheerful and pure. he also takes care of us well. when he came back from america this time, he bought me A LOT of candies and told me"its yours!“ (in english😂) i was very touched…. because he really is a hyung thats too kind, theres nothing i can badmouth when it comes to him.. but something i want to say? because you are so kind, people will take advantages of you :/ hyung, watch your back, really, remember our promise - dont trust others too easily ‬

Seventeen MTL | To date someone younger then them

| Hello! Can you do a seventeen most to least would date some one who is younger than them by a couple of years? 💙 | Here you go baby!! this was really interesting to do, considering Dino is only 3-4 months older then me. (I’m a June baby~) ~Admin Hedgehog


MOST

Scoups (yall saw this coming) 

Jun

Mingyu

DK/Seokmin

Joshua

Woozi

Wonwoo

Jeonghan

The8/Minghao

Vernon

Seungkwan

Dino

LEAST

so, pretty obviously Scoups, Jun, Mingyu, and Seokmin are all at the top, I just get this vibe from them that they would want to be the “cool older Oppa” in the relationship, always spoiling and taking care of their S/O and showing them off to all their friends about how cute their lil baby S/O is.

Woozi, Wonwoo, Jeonghan, and Joshua are all the ones who would say they dont really  care about age, but would probably end up dating someone maybe 2 or 3 years younger then them, nothing too excessive, but as long as they were legal then they would totally go for someone younger then them, they just have to be pretty mature for their age.

Minghao, Vernon, Seungkwan, and Dino are all pretty young, and even though DK is the same age as minghao, i think that these 4 would try to date someone a little older then them, especially since Dino is only 17/16 right now. I could see them dating someone SLIGHTLY younger then them, but no further then 16 years old. 

my only problem right now is that people are pretty much bullying anyone who thinks/wants to know if henrik and tarjei are something more irl or whatever because theyre fetishsizing gay couples. if you have a problem with young people being emotionally invested in a tv show where a gay couple is being shown with real feelings and issues and moments, that’s your own perosnal problem. for years and years heterosexual couples have been blown out of porportion and speculated and even interrogated in interviews because fans want to know if they’re something more in real life. those actors talent have NEVER been dismissed. a fetish is considered something abnormal, and there is absolutely nothing abnormal in hoping that a couple on a show may be something in real life too. im not saying henrik and tarjei are something more or were or whatever, and frankly i dont really care. but it’s pissing me off seeing the hostility. henrik and tarjei are fucking amazing actors, there’s no denying that. so will everyone just calm tf down?

anonymous asked:

I think it's less that being nice is unpopular and more that dark humor is popular. I've never seen someone put down for complimenting them but what I see a lot is people being rly mad about people being 'negative' (ie kill Dan and stuff) and then ppl react negatively to that. which...i mean there's a difference between "being nice" and calling people out for their posts, I feel like it's a normal reaction to get upset if you're like "hey don't make those jokes be nice!" even if u mean well

I know that dark humour is popular, but thats not what im talking about. I have a dark sense of humour and what I’m seeing is definitely not that. If people think it is they need to seriously reevaluate why because being disrespectful and rude is not funny. What I’m talking about is people bullying others for not shipping phan, telling people to kill themselves and taking the whole dan is a rat/whore/disappointment etc thing seriously and believing it is true. It’s the fact that every time I make a post saying I wish people would be nice I get bombarded with hate messages. It’s the fact that the phandom has this elitist culture where the more followers you have the more you’re allowed to bully others and get praised for it! I hate that this fandom doesn’t see this and instead sees that being kind is something to be attacked. When someone was told to kill themselves because they dont ship phan people were praising the person who said that. what. the. fuck. But when someone says they wish there was more positivity they get sent hate and told to delete their blog, leave the phandom or told their an idiot and don’t understand humour. this is SO backwards

I get that people have dark senses of humour but jokes can go too far and they definitely have in the past. Even if you’ve never seen someone being put down for complimenting them, it still happens. It has happened to me SO many times as well as my friends and a ton of smaller d/p blogs. I get that people might react badly to someone calling out their posts but at the end of the day the things people call out is bullying and people have the right to do that.

what im saying is being nice costs nothing and dan and phil do so much for us that the least we can do for them is be kind, to them and to each other.

I’m really sorry if this comes off as rude but I’m tired of receiving messages like this every time I make a posts asking people to be nice to them and I just needed to put my thoughts out there to clear my mind

anonymous asked:

Noo!! Stop saying things like that , please !! Naruto is not over , a new season starts in april , right? It s about the next generation but still! So please dont say things like that you re going to make me cry! ....i dont want to cry!

lmao sorry anon…. and yeah boruto starts in april… i’m sad too but nothing will ever be the same anymore *cries*

Inukag Week 2017 Day 6: Stars

okay so im working on day 5 cause damn it i am a lazy bum and keep getting stuck. but here is 6 and i guess that will have to work even though its sloppy and short and nothing like I want it to be but here ya go. please dont say ive missed some kidna deadline cause i have so much to wriiiiiittteee.

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It was just another night as he stared at the moon. Noticing a shooting star, he thought of her. He thought of the minutes, hours, days and years spent with her on the other side of that sky. Could the heavens have really stretched so far? From her to him and all that was left in between? He wondered then if she had seen them too? The twinkling white orbs that sprinkled over the inky black curtain of night. How many nights had he lain in this exact spot under the Goshinboku and recalled the shapes that she had pointed out to him? How many hours had he spent showered in the light of the moon as he stood by the river and recounted her tales of mystical princesses and lovers torn apart by the sky itself?

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anonymous asked:

@for all Nobody is saying than ace lesbians cant be lesbian (im one), ace lesbians are valid and all but why people headcanon a black coded character who dont want have nothing with a MAN and is a relationship of two nb lesbians and is in fact a lesbian relationship as ace????? Like i never see a person who see pearl as an ace lesbian :^/ but why especifically garnet???? Why in general people headcanon black characters as ace like always??????

I’m an ace lesbian too, so let’s be real here, You Know Why It’s Like That.

I know I shouldn’t be rude to Foreign Student Guy, yet here we are.

Originally posted by jonnutting

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm bisexual (a girl), and out to my family and close friends, I want to be confident but i'm scared of be myself... For example, the other day, my friend told that he liked more cute girls than hot girls, and I feel the same. And I wanted to say "ooh me too!!" But I was scared and I didn't say anything... What should I do? I dont want to hide anymore 💕💕

A beloved Buddhist nun named Pema Chodron said once:  “nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know”. You are going to face the same dilema over and over again until you finally do it. 

I have felt that scary moment when I want to say: “Yes, I think that boy is cute, too.” And It followed me until I say it out loud. Not to a million people, one is enough for a good start.

Taking a deep breath and visualizing the moment help a lot of people. And don’t think it too much. Once you start it is going to be easier the second time.

I hope this help. Sorry for taking so long to answer.

Namaste.

The signs from Gemini perspective

Aries: forever my spontaneous buddy. we can do absolutely nothing yet say we had the most fun. lol your witty insults are the best though sometimes harsh. i love that you are so caring and will do anything to make your loved ones smile.

Taurus: you want to be friends with everyone and you are too concerned with being popular. I dont trust these kind of people but you are so funny when you are comfortable. you are the worst texter so i call you right away when i see you writing me back

Gemini: so damn loud. you have good advice. i always go to you when i need a good drag. you seem detached but somehow you are always sensitive about something. you are a loyal friend, we cry together and i love you so much. I hate that you clam up when youre upset but i understand what youre going through. Im a gemini, i do the same. But other people dont understand that so its better to communicate your negative feelings aswell

Cancer: its true, you are moody! but i love teasing you out of your bad mood. and it always works! we flirt constantly. well i do, you are straight forward about your feelings and flirting is too complex for you haha. but when you flirt, you flirt with your eyes and smile. wyddd stop!! nothing compares to your touch and kisses! ure very jealous and possesive though, but just holding your hand and only looking at you in a room full of people makes that all go away. you are the best lover i have ever had. because unlike me you dont live in your head and that makes me want to live in the moment with you

Leo: so freakin passionate! I love it. you are perfect because i can have deep conversations with you and still keep it light. you are a mixture of my two favorite signs: cancer and aquarius. youre charming and a go-getter but sometimes a little competitive. why? just like me you are always ready to go out and look for the next adventure

Virgo: you have the kindest heart! i love your love for animals, but youre a little sneaky sometimes and you dont even realize you start real problems between people. youre too afraid of new things, i feel accomplished when i get you out of your comfort zone every other blue moon. i respect your intellect although it differs from mine sometimes. i feel i understand you better than you understand me.

Libra: hah! you are my best friends! we can chat for hours and still not be done talking. we have great banter, lots of inside jokes and we even understand each others body language. we like to organize parties together, entertain people and win them over to our friend circle. we’re proud of each other and give that little push to go for our dreams. one annoying thing is that we try to please each other all the time.

Scorpio: we are always ready to start some drama. we will throw people a bone and watch them argue. then we’ll be standing in a corner looking at them and ask each other why we are so evil and laugh about it all night. we’re always joking until one of us insults the other, hell cracks open a little bit but we get over it in a second like it never happened. normally i dont talk about my private life but with you i spill it all. it took you a while to tell me about yourself and our friendship became really strong after that. i feel you love me more than my mom does hahah love you scorp!

Sagittarius: can you stop showing me funny videos, youre making my stomach hurt from laughing. haha the internet would be boring without you! you are shy at first and its hard to make eyecontact with you but oh boy once you come out of your shell.. i like shy boys but your fiery side makes me too sad. Your shade is real and hits hard. i wish you were more careful with your words because you cant take them back once youve said them and i hold grudges so bad combo there :(

Capricorn: how do you appear so calm and collected on the outside but are so damned nervous inside? i always feel capricorns’ nervousness. youre like an alligator; quiet and meticulous. working on your next master plan to win power over people. youd be the best puppet master! youre very concerned with status but i like you best when you are not because you know how to have fun. youre one of my kinkiest friends ;) ;) lol. I like that you are accepting of people and very forgiving. Youre always there for the people you REALLY REALLY REALLY care about and thats a small tight circle of people, im glad im one of them

Aquarius: where do I start? i admire your intellect. talking to you is like having sex for the first time! all aquarius i know are effortlessly handsome and pretty. how? you make me want to be a better person. people dont often see your sensitive side, but i know your feelings can get intense. one thing i dont like though is that with other people you live in your head and bottle everything up inside until you boil over and spew out of control with them. dont do that! You are so freakin perfect. oh and you have a hate-love relationship with my cancerian friends, whyyyy

Pisces: you are like real life dolls! you are angelic and innocent looking with always a mischievous smile on your face. But behind that cute bubbly energy there is a really nasty side to your personality. you can be awefully mean when you act on your impulse and unfortunately you do it often :( you like to sweep problems under the rug because talking about it gives you heartburn! But it makes you look like you are not self-aware even when you are. People think you are detached from reality and selfish, but I see you use escapism as a coping mechanism. you are very smart! you love to learn and give. what i love the most about you is that you are patience with me and you can feel my energy without mistaking it for what its not.

anonymous asked:

Im worried one of the few people I trust is finally leaving, we haven't been talking as much. she deserves better friends than me & I dont expect anyone to stay. But I still dont want her to go. I asked her are you gonna come back & she just started talking like nothing happened. She said something Ive heard her say to people she had to cut off. Im probably too fucked up for her to handle. Im so confused & worried. I dont know what to do. Thanks for listening to me scream into the void, void.

I am terribly sorry, dear blogger. You deserve the very best and nothing less. Your very existence is a miracle. If this friend of yours fails to see how precious you are, it’s her problem. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. This friend may be caught up in herself instead of seeing the bigger picture: eventually, they will reach a place in the universe that isn’t as forgiving as the one they’re in now. Then, they will be forced to deal with the consequences of their actions. If they often cut people off, it says more about them than anything or anyone else. And please feel free to scream into me anytime, dear.

roo is definitely going to die soon and it’s so sad and im in denial and i want 2 die and i feel super guilty about not being with him the past like 5 years even tho i should’ve been UGH!! that cat literally is the reason im alive and the fact he’s going to be gone soon hurts too much idk nothings like exactly wrong w/ him, he’s just old he’s 17. now im crying rip i dont want to say goodbye to him

lilwrist  asked:

what's ur opinion of the glamorization of mental illness in the media?

it makes me feel sick and ,,,, confused? i think partially tumblr and youtube are 2 blame. i feel like every youtuber i watch has anxiety and social anxiety and depression and im like ??? feeling sad once in a while doesnt mean ur depressed and feeling nervous at times doesnt mean u have anxiety. i dont want 2 get into the tumblr side of it too much but im sure most ppl can say that they have seen blogs dedicated to self harm and depression and u cant tell me that its not ‘glamorising’ it and making it ‘cool’ 

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was a girl
i was the only kid in the world i thought i knew
what it meant to you
but im wrong
im wrong im wrong
im not okay
in fact im sick today im on the floor
its such a bore its
nothing new
to you
ill be downstairs let me do my hair
and put my make up on it feels so wrong
you say
“rock on”
im not the same

everybody loves you yeah
everybody wants you
your smile your teeth your hair
they dont know you’re not there

too fast too slow too late
you are never gonna make it

day 2 at cinemark

-definitely a bit more ‘this is a job’ but i’m not hating like people say they hate jobs
-the total came to $24.19 and when i read it out, i so badly wanted to yell, WE GOTTA 2419 but i thought they’d just look at me weird
-a goofed a couple times but nothing too bad. i don’t have anxiety over it which is a plus
-i am now learning which managers you can be chill around and which to watch out for
-when it was slow, we were discussing ‘which celebs we would go gay for’ little did they know i am gay as hell so i dont need to play that game.
-how the hell do the other newcomers already have the prices memorized. i am a goon.
-i didn’t even know one of the guys i work with goes to my school. i have never seen him before.
-mondays at the movies are so. fucking. slow.
-when i got off my break, the guys helping me out said i took forever, making me scared that i had taken too long of a break, but nah i was fine.
-i’ve never stood so long, at least not since i was a youngin’
-the popcorn machine fucking EXPLODED. not my fault, just faulty wiring
-there was a lady that told the guy with him to shut the fuck up everytime he opened his mouth. i felt really bad for him.
-the smell of too much popcorn gives me such a headache
-tonight was so uneventful, we cleaned everything around us until there was nothing left to clean.
-after my break, about an hour in, i really wanted to go home.
-once we were shutting down after a long night, we started quoting a lot of the office, which brightened my spirits up alot.
-then an old man busted out of a theatre and got mad at us for “snapping” at him, an assistant-manager sitting on a counter, then said ‘we pay your salary, show some respect’ there’s the people i’ve heard about.
-i kind of really don’t like closing shifts. i wish i was in box office, so i could escape the stench of popcorn just a bit and sit in a booth, printing out tickets. that’s what i wanted.
-as you can tell, my chipper attitude has worn off a bit (a lot) since i’m not going into my shift tomorrow and cried when i got home. the stress is getting to me. talked to one of my assistant-managers about not shifting me on week-days, especially closing shift while i’m still in school. i’m gonna keep hanging in there, but i need thursday to be really nice to me cause i’m exhausted. coming home at 11:30pm, being exhausted and then realizing you have school the next day is so upsetting.
goodnight. 🌙

you cant fuck the giant inflatable batman featured in scooby doo meets batman. the people who made this movie were probably high, and im not implying by that statement that the movie (actually two episodes of a seventies tv cartoon strung together and rereleased in 2002) is especially surreal or creative or visually interesting because thats not the kind of of art that high people make. high people dont want to put that amount of effort into anything, let alone a process as arduous and time consuming as animation. scooby doo meets batman is the kind of movie you would actually make if you were high, in that everything about it feels like it was made up on the spot by someone who didnt care too much. not to say that it isnt brilliant, in fact i heartily recommend it, for the halloween season and for any other time of the year. whats scarier than scooby doo AND batman, interacting, occasionally? nothing comes to mind for this blogger.. by the way i dont think ive ever included two images in a post before but this is what the giant inflatable batman looks like after they deflate it