i dont think i missed out any

Shout out to all the trans aces who:

  • Don’t feel ‘truly’ asexual because you don’t know whether your dysphoria is having an affect on your sexuality
  • Feel that your trans-ness can’t be removed from your ace-ness but are told it should be
  • Don’t feel comfortable in hypersexual LGBT spaces
  • Have had your asexuality invalidated by people who say you can’t be ace and trans
  • Have had your trans-ness invalidated by people who say you can’t be ace and trans
  • Are happy that you’re trans and ace
  • Are sad that you’re trans and ace

Your feelings are valid. Your identities are valid. And you are amazing (ace, even!).

I got an anonymous request to make a tutorial on how I pick what colours I’m going to be using, so here’s the end result of said tutorial. It is rendering right now and I should have it uploaded in 7 hours (because that’s when I’ll  be out of class)… assuming the video renders and exports properly. :U 

update: Still can’t get this video to export properly sooo…. hhh patience. I’ll get it up, I will. I might have to separate the video into smaller clips.


  • Emma: Aren't you supposed to be babysitting Horace?
  • Enoch: He's over there dazzling some psychologists.
  • Horace: [sitting on a couch surrounded by an increasing number of psychologists] All men are at least 30% attracted to me.
  • Horace: My mother cried the day I was born, because she knew she would never be better than me.
  • Horace: At any given moment, I'm thinking about one thing, Richard Drefuss hunkered over, eating dog food.
  • Horace: I feel like I'm the Paris of people.
  • Horace: I'm exquisite.
  • Enoch: [Laughing]
  • Emma: [is confused]

anonymous asked:

I was wondering if you had an advice or verses maybe to help coming out as well gay but in a "please help me, I dont want this" kinda way? Im scared my family will miss understand and think I take pride in it. Im scared, ashamed, drowning in the guilt that this is even something going on, but I cant get myself to get those words out of my mouth. I can't think of any Bible stories to weave this into conversation where my family understands where I stabd on the matter and that maybe God can use it

To be honest I am probably not going to be of much help. It seems that you recognize homosexuality to be a sin, which is huge. However, I don’t want you to be feeling all this guilt and shame. I am friends with many people who struggle with homosexual attraction and they ask me what I think and what they should do. They all feel ashamed and guilty and some even feel angry that they are the way they are. I feel like people expect me to be shocked or expect me to scold them when they come out. But, it’s usually all this guilt and shame they express that hurts to hear the most. I don’t know how much of it is genetics, choice, or whatever. I do know that Christians who struggle with this wish they didn’t. For those people I feel like all I can do is encourage them to follow the Lord in heterosexuality and to continually ask God for help. I personally struggle with pornography and alcohol and I wish so badly that I didn’t. I don’t it’s comparable but it is so.egging I wished I didn’t have to deal with. But I am trying to fight it with God’s help and the help of the church body. So if you want to come out to your family, just be open and honest. You have these attractions, but you don’t want to have them. And it sounds like you are trying to obey the Lord. Just say it, keep going to God for help, and no matter what their response, know that God and the church loves you. You are never alone in any of this. Let people help you. Reach out, but especially to God. I hope this is even marginally helpful. Sorry if it’s not. God bless you!

While we’re on Headcanon Express here…

I like to think Dave is more unsettled by the differences between Dirk and Bro than the similarities.

Dirk does something frighteningly similar to Bro and Dave says nothing, hardly even thinks anything of it. They’re bound to be similar. That’s To Be Expected.

But sometimes he bangs his fucking shin on a coffee table at 3am while flashstepping and the goDDAMN X FILES THEME PLAYS IN DAVES HEAD AS HE STARES IN BEWILDERMENT. Dirk proceeds to curse under his breath about asspacking endtables as he makes himself a pot of coffee, all the while Dave’s entire world is falling apart. He thinks back. Had Bro ever clipped the coffee table? No? What the fuck, did he ever trip over a chair? NO? SLIP ON A SMUPPET… NO. No unexplained bumps in the night, no quiet cursing as he goes about his weird routines. Nothing.

I think that after a while he gets used to it, and takes comfort in the differences as well as the familiarity fostered by any resemblance he may share with dead relatives. But it takes time. And so it goes that for like 4 months Dave just quietly freaked out every time Dirk wasnt the untouchable broninja he grew up with.

y’all, we got some shit going on in f1. in nascar where everyone is basically just rednecks who drive cars, in f1 we got people w/ disabilities and bad childhoods and royal families and were poor, whereas nascar is just ‘im a white boy who lived a normal life’. like i can’t even think of people who had any of those things??? forgive me if im wrong but i dont remember any. i mean in f1 we got/had:

  1. bruce who’s one leg was shorter then the other
  2. jackie who has dyslexia
  3. niki lauda had a bad relationship w/ his family
  4. phil hill was abused
  5. mario andretti was a poor boy who’s girlfriend paid for him to race and live, basically
  6. wolfgang von trips was a rich boi
  7. birabongse bhanudej, who was literally the prince of siam/thailand
  8. fernando who is missing a tiddy
  9. valtteri dropped out of school in 9th grade
  10. lewis overcame the adversity of being the sport’s first black driver
  11. francois’ family escaped the holocaust
  12. kimi also dropped out of school and became a mechanic

idk people just think of f1 as this richie rich sport and while some of the drivers who came in where rich not all were? some were disabled and poor and were abused. idk idk idk i’m just talking out of ym ass at this point

add more drivers to this bc i’m forgetting a lot and, idk it’d be interesting to see how many drivers we can come up w/

anonymous asked:

well if not you then WHO!!! who could write that????????? I NEED IT

WHO???? dont make me make a list…..OKAY IM MAKING A LIST. LIKE, just for starters: @missing-headache @handaisreal @butterflytattoohaz @narry-is-the-winning-team @arie-172 @littlemissmeggie @narrymusings @breoghan-around-with-lashlum AND SO MANY MORE PEOPLE I CANT EVEN TAG OR THINK OF RIGHT NOW but there are just so many amazing authors out there PLEASE 

Water=Shippy Moments?

Anyone notice this?
In all of the major/iconic ship moments so fare, they have taken place in/near water.
Shower Scene= Shower Water (Ladrien)
Umbrella Scene= Rain Water (Adrienette)
Kiss Scene= Fountain Water (LadyNoir)

Im calling it, there will be water somewhere nearby during the reveal.

anonymous asked:

i saw you with sangwoo earlier. you should be careful with him. he's not what you think he is. i dont want to see you hurt ;_;

You guys don’t miss anything do you? At any rate,
I’m single. He seems nice enough. You guys always
complain about me never doing anything and I opted
to give him a chance. Just relax. It’s one little outing.

|| mentioned:: @xhsangwoo

buttabutt  asked:

i had people telling me to watch 13 reasons why but idk why dont you like it? (i dont think i care to watch it i just wanna hear why you dont like it :3c)


I’ve watched it twice, let me start with that. However, I did not read the book, so I’m not sure if there are any things that I’m missing out on by not reading it. After watching the show though, I don’t really have an interest in reading it. And before I start talking about the negatives, let me talk about the things that I did like about the show.

I really liked the storytelling aspect of it (but I hated the story.) The cinematography was pretty dope, it had a lot of artsy shots that I really liked. Some places and scenes were very aesthetically pleasing to me. The cast is pretty diverse and surprisingly has several lgbt characters. And the music was pretty banging. There wasn’t a single song that I hated during the whole show. When I watched it with friends on my second watch through, it was their first. They were confused during bits of the show if scenes were flashbacks or happening current day. I struggled with it too, but I think that miiiiiight have been on purpose as we watched the main protagonist, Clay, struggle with some mental issues in which he would have a hard time deciphering if things were happening today or in the past.

Things I hated about it (parts will contain spoilers):

I’m not going to talk too much about how it romanticizes suicide and talks about cutting in a super bad way and stuff because there are already posts about that on tumblr that do a better job explaining why it’s bad. I think the show was trying to show Hannah Baker as being deep or like an eye-opener, which isn’t necessarily bad, I just thought it felt a little uncomfortable for me.

A friend of mine said that the show just felt so /real/ and that’s why she enjoyed it so much. However, there honestly wasn’t much in it that did feel real to me. The relationships between children and their parents was one that I did not have with mine at all. While I did like Clay’s parents as characters, there was something about them that felt so “tv show parents” to me. The high school, which I heard was actually a real school that used to film the show in, felt fake too. This is suuuuuuper picky but it bothers me when shows set up high school as a place with no dress codes, everyone is looking attractive, and like everyone has a tattoo in /high school/.

The show focuses on the tapes to tell Hannah’s story. What kind of pretentious person just assumes that other people have systems that can play tapes?? At times, Hannah seems as though she could be an unreliable narrator. At one point she says that there are many sides to a story, which I find strange. She openly admits that there are many views to how something happened, but she’s placing blame on a person in each tape without hearing the other person’s story.

Now some of these people really are fucked up. And by some of them, I mean like two. Two of them I think are pretty gross and bad and should get in trouble for something. But like, the other 11 (or… 10 actually. It’s stupid) are just people that may have done a shitty thing or two. The level of what shitty thing they did ranges. Everyone seems to hate Courtney, this girl who drunkenly made out with Hannah. She was scared when someone took a picture of them kissing so she avoided Hannah and then later told someone that it was Hannah and another girl that were making out. (People dislike her cus she is pretty fake, but that didn’t particularly bother me). Anyways, so here you have this girl who is scared about coming out with her sexuality and she is given some blame for Hannah’s death. Another person who was blamed for her death was this guy that raped Hannah. Like, that guy is a piece of shit. But I don’t really see how he is like Courtney at all.

Something I don’t like about the show is how Hannah is portrayed. I didn’t necessarily even care about her. I didn’t dislike her, I just felt very neutral towards her. The actress who portrayed her wasn’t bad or anything, I just think there is something about the way she was written that felt very bland to me. One thing that I don’t like about her though is I felt like she wouldn’t take responsibility for anything. Almost the entire show was her blaming other people for her killing herself. I’m not sure what she thought this passive-aggressive way of telling her story was going to accomplish. People that felt like they wronged Hannah before listening to the tapes would feel even guiltier while the people that didn’t give a shit about her when she was alive would feel nothing. So in a way, these tapes are only punishing the people that already were suffering, like Clay.

ALSO this bothered me and one of my friends but the other one never said anything but it was SUPER BAD FOR ME. One of the characters is like /maybe/ a senior at high school but his actor is like 26 or something and that’s fine for most characters but he LOOKS it. Once your in college and you see a bunch of freshmen that just graduated from high school, you know what seniors in high school are supposed to look like. This guy /looks/ like he’s 30. It really bothered me watching him interact with all these people that could pull off “tv show high schooler” cus then it made everyone else look older too.

I heard reports that there has been a rise of high school aged students self harming and stuff because of this show. I do think it’s sad, but I also think that this show isn’t meant for high school aged people (it is rated MA). I think if you /know/ that if something in it will trigger you then you shouldn’t watch it, but otherwise I do recommend watching it at least once (I forced my friends to watch it during finals week and we all had a laugh) so that way you can decide if you if you hate it or love it.

Because honestly, I think that if the story/plot wasn’t pure shit and the writing was better, this could have been a good show (if they changed the whole suicide and tapes. Maybe they could have made it an anti bullying thing or something). Like story wise I give it a 1.2/5 but for music, editing, cinematography and all that jazz I give it a 4/5. I might even watch it again so I can feel angry at the wasted potential.


6, thats a lot to happen in 4 years. im tired, my mind is tired, my heart is tired. i wish i had taken this year off to heal. I dont think the world is out to get me; i am just at this point in my life trying to shield myself from any more harshness breaking down my heart. im just so tired. most days i just am able to sit in a bath and stare at the ceiling; waiting and watching my skin prune in the water. i miss high school a little bit…not the people in high school or being bullied every day…i miss the simplicity of it. walking the two miles home most days, waving hi to the neighbors, buying my mom chocolate every day and a rose on the way home, my summer jobs, and riding my bike…god, i miss my bike - the most simplistic time of our lives we take for granted. i miss young Maude. she was so beautiful, so happy, kind, outgoing and so innocent. Thank god for pictures or i wouldn’t believe she’d ever existed. I dont feel sorry for myself, i feel sorry for my friends, family, and professors that dont know whats going on with me and for me not being able to explain or emote. im just so tired. 

im not me anymore.

Ashton Irwin Smut → Daddy Kink Part 2

Pairing: Ashton x Reader

Request: Yes

A.N.: I’m going to hell.

I havent seen my boyfriend Ashton in month, he was currently on tour with the boys in Paris. Since I had a few days off I decided to surprise him. I already talked to the other guys about it, Calum picked me up from the airport this morning, saying that Ashton doesnt suspect a thing. I was hiding in his and Luke’s room for the day. I was waiting for their concert tonight to reveal to Ashton that I’m there.

It was thirty minutes before they went on stage, I was already on my way to the arena when I decided to send him a text.

To: Ashton ‘I miss you daddy. I wish you’d be with me now. I’m thinking of you.’ To tease him even more I added a picture of myself naked, touching myself.

Not even five minutes passed when my phone vibrated in my bag. I took it out to see a new text message from Ashton.

From: Ashton ‘Fuck. Princess dont do this to me. Lets skype later and I’m gonna show you how much daddy misses his little princess.’

I smiled, putting my hope back into my bag. I couldn’t wait to see him, I could wait any second longer. I miss his touch. I miss his smile, his lips, his mouth all over my body, his fingers. I just missed him so fucking much I couldn’t wait to hold him in my arms again.

I arrived at the arena five minutes before they’d go on stage. Only a few more minutes til I see him again. Only the thought of him made me all tingly inside. They were just running on stage when I arrived backstage. Good timing. I waited for a few more minutes, talking to some people before I went to the right side of the stage, watching them perform. I was thinking about how I could make Ashton see me when an idea popped into my head.

Michael just announced some stuff and talked about the next song when I yelled “Daddy” as loud as I could. I quickly turned around to see if anybody noticed but frankly no one did. Ashton head shot up, confusion on his face. He looked all around and finally his eyes found mine. He almost dropped his drumsticks as he saw me, his face shocked. I bit my lip and waved at him, mouthing a “Hey Daddy.” He closed his eyes for a second, inhaling a deep breath. He shook his head and winked at me.

Throughout the whole concert Ashton couldn’t keep my eyes off of me, probably mainly because I was teasing him the whole time. Touching myself while no one but him was watching, placing my finger in my mouth, sucking it and stuff like that. Ashton shot me a dark glance and bit his lip.

The show ended twenty minutes later, when he stood up to say goodbye to the fans I could have sworn I saw his cock pressing against his tight pants. I made my way to the dressing rooms as I suddenly felt someone pushing me inside a room, pressing me against the wall. “What do you think you were doing princess?” Ashton asked with a serious expression on his face. “I just missed you so, so much Daddy.” I replied innocently. “and it seems liked you missed me to.” I glanced down on his boner, placing my hand on it.

Ashton licked over his lips, pressing me harder against the wall, his prominent boner poking my thigh. “I did miss you a lot princess. But what you did deserves some bad punishment.” He hissed. “I’m sorry daddy, I didn’t know what I was doing.” I said, rubbing harder over his pants. “Clearly.” He mumbled, letting out a low moan.

“But seriously,” he said, moving my hand away from his crotch, “I’ve missed you so much! What are you even doing here? Why didn’t you tell me you were coming!” He asked excitedly. “I wanted to surprise you! Calum picked me up from the airport earlier and I hid in his and Luke’s room for the day.” I smiled and slung my arms around Ashton’s neck. “I’m so happy you’re here princess! How long are you staying?” He asked pecking my lips between every word. “A week!” I said happily. “And I can’t wait for us to be alone.” I smirked.

“Hm me neither. The other boys planed to go out clubbing anyway so we have all the time in the world.” He hummed. “Sounds great daddy.” I smirked. “Let’s go find the other and get out of here.”

Fifteen minutes later we all arrived at the hotel. Luke and Calum went back to their room getting ready for a night out. Michael, Ashton and I walked into their room, “Alright kids, I’m just gonna grab my jacket and then I’m outta here. Please don’t do it on the couch. Or my bed. And please don’t do it in the bathroom. I still want to shower there tomorrow.” Michael said, grabbing his jacket. “Just leave man.” Ashton laughed and pushed him outta the room. “It was nice seeing you again (Y/N)”

Ashton quickly closed the door behind Michael, turning to me. “Finally.” He smirked and walked towards me, “What are you gonna do to me now daddy?” I asked as innocently as I could. “I’m gonna punish you for teasing me the whole night,” He said, pressing me against his body. “You’ve been a bad..” His hands moving under my dress, “bad…” his finger moving my panties aside, “bad girl.” I gulped and took a deep breath as I suddenly felt Ashton’s finger pressing against my heated core. “You’re gonna get punished now and if you don’t do as I say, your punishment will get worse. Got it baby girl?” He pressed his finger harder against me, slowly moving sloppy circles around my clit.

“I-I’m sorry daddy.” I moaned. “You better be princess.” He mumbled. “Now, go to the bed and take off your clothes.” He instructed, I did as I was told, slowly stripping down my dress and underwear. Ashton scanned me up and down and licked his lips, slowly walking towards me.

Ashton pushed me down onto the bed and hovered over me. “What now daddy?” I asked innocently. “Oh princess I’m gonna make you scream.” he said and placed himself between my legs. Next thing I know Ashton pumped two of his long fingers in and out of me. I let out a low moan a grabbed a fistful of his hair, pulling him closer to me. “Oh fuck daddy!” 

“You want more princess?” he teased. “Y-yeah d-daddy.” I tried to say without moaning. “Tell me what you want baby girl.”

“I-I want oh fuck,” I moaned “I- I want your mouth daddy.” I whined. “As you wish princess.” he breathed against my core. He licked over my slit one time before sucking harshly on my clit. I squeezed my eyes shut, puling Ashton’s hair harder as I felt my stomach tighten again.

“F- Fuck daddy,” I moan, bucking my hips. “I’m- I’m gonna come..” Ashton pace quickened up once again, “Oh god Daddy, right there fuck!” I screamed moving my hips. “Stay still.” Ashton growled and his grip on my waist tightened. 

“Holy shit.” I heard a vocie say which definitely wasnt Ashton’s. He quickly moved away from me and we both turned around to see who interrupted us. I let out a shriek as I saw a wide eyed Michael standing in the room. “What the fuck are you doing here man?” Ashton asked rather pissed. “I wasnt feeling like going out. I actually thought you’d be in (Y/N) room.” Michael said and looked over to me. “Guess I was wrong.” he smiked. “Oi buddy eyes off." 

"Sorry mate.” Michael smiled, “but that makes me think of last week. You remeber what you said?” he asked and wiggled his eyebrows. Ashton looked over to me and licked his lips. “Would you excuse us for a sec?” I nodded confused and watched them leave. 

Five minutes passed when they got back into the room, both with a stupid grin on their faces. I blinked confused as they sat down next to me, one on either side. I looked at both of them confusion still on my face. “What is-“ 

“Just listen princess.” Ashton said and started kissing my neck, immediatly finding my sweet spot. “You know when you told be you’d wanted  a threesome one day? I’m sure you do.” Ashton smirked, “so, Michael and I have been talking and I think we could make your dream come true.” I gulped and eyed them both again. Were they serious? “I- uhm -” I cut myself off as both of them started kissing and sucking on my neck. 

I couldnt help but moan, this turned me on so damn much. “I- ahh” I moaned as both of them started touching all over my body. “She’s such a good girl.” Michael whispered in my ear. “She’s daddy’s favorite.” (x)

I hope you enjoyed it. Feedback is always nice. :) x

anonymous asked:

I dont know why, but i think protective daddy Natsu is the best daddy Natsu type. What tyoe of father is Natsu?

Yes all protective papas are the cutest!! ;v; He’s protective when his children are in any kind of danger, and gets very paranoid and worried in situations like when he’s sending them to their first day of schooooool. 

An example:

He constantly barges in to check on them in lessons and is so loud and obnoxious about any boy that looks at Luna that the school had to put up restrictions to make him stay out, much to Totomaru’s happiness. (YES TOTOMARU I MISS HIM IMAGINE HIM AS LUNA’S SENSEI)

Romance wise, he respects their choices, but is always on edge about his children’s relationships. His sharp dragon senses doesn’t give Luna and Nash any slack….

His children respect and love him a lot and he loves bringing them on many many adventures that sometimes put Lucy on edge.. Oh and he loves passing down his best pranks to his children. He’s not much of a storyteller, but Lucy is. The family love to gather around on weekend nights to hear Lucy tell ENDless stories about their adventures together.

motherkapelput replied to your post: UPDATE uhhhhh I love everyone and th whole…

Like I didn’t expect it but you warned me. I try not to get involved too much and some days it stresses me out too hard to bother rping. It’s seriously almost on par with Sherlock for me.

:( Im sorry friend. I have the same issue. Its why I block the fandom out COMPLETELY, especially on my rp blog. I will not allow fandom blogs to follow me & I dont follow anything fandom but other rpers and even then I’m pretty tight on the rpers I follow since some of them are heavily involved with the disgusting parts of the fandom and have blasted rly ignorant shit around themselves. 

Personally I missed out on the whole sherlock / superwholock fandom thing– I think I was homeless when that was big so I wasnt up w/ any nerdom stuff since I couldn’t watch anything. When I came back to tumblr it was already a laughing stock and those fandoms were already regarded as the absolute worst so even though I wasnt part of them I saw some of the nasty stuff. 

Thing was what I saw from those fandoms, although bad, was always other people making fun of it??? Like it didnt bother me or hurt as much as the stuff that goes on in the gotham fandom because I mean you had a sense that while people in the fandom were gross annoying fetishizing homophobes they were wrong and a vast majority of people could get that. Its the polar opposite with gotham and thats whats so depressing? 

Like, never in my life have I been in a fandom thats biggest meme is pure, unashamed homophobia, literally the mockery of the attempted murder of a gay man and then to further try to make “gay panic” & internalised homophobia into something sexy / romantic and a huge joke as well? Like. It really makes me sick. And this is big fandom normal. Its not just a couple of uglies here and there its a majority of the fandom. 

But yeah… tldr I feel. I feel completely.. 

anonymous asked:

Hello! Have you noticed that after thousands of years nothing has changed in the AkaYona universe? For example, the buildings don't get more advanced over the years or that the fashion is the same as the time the original dragons lived, dont you think that sensei kinda missed that out? That way, it would maybe make it seem as if a lot of time has passed and that its's not the same time. Or maybe I missed something out? What do you think?

Hello anon! You highlight an interesting aspect of AnY that I had never really noticed up until now. It’s true that it doesn’t seem like much in AnY’s universe has changed over the 2,000+ year gap we’ve seen in the story, when you’d expect that even some advances (particularly with tools and such) would have been made during this time. It’s a great insight!

This being said (and I’m no historian myself, so I’m not as into or concerned by these things as others might be) I’m very open to fantasy stories and worlds having their own set of standards when it comes to this sort of thing. After all, Kouka is a fantasy world, and (because it’s never been explained or explored) perhaps we can give leeway and assume things - such as that the world Yona and co. inhabit doesn’t have exactly the same resources as our world, or that maybe even the calendar is different and as such 2,000 years for Kouka is not the equivalent of 2,000 years for us?? Similarly, we haven’t been shown much of Hiryuu’s Kouka, so while we might see little difference in clothing and the like, maybe there are differences that we just haven’t seen, or can’t fathom from the manga format: perhaps they have similar styles of clothing, but different fabrics? Different dyes and weaving methods?? Stuff like that ^ ^