i dont tag right but whatevs

Since Fujimaki won’t give us GOM siblings, I’ve taken it upon myself to yolo/headcanon them. Here’s the first set with the precious son!! He has four older siblings, he’s literally the baby of his family cAN YOU BELIEVE.

His parents must have moolah bc - just consider it for a moment. Their kids would grow out of their clothes every few months growing up, all their furniture/maybe even their house itself needs to be custom made, etc.

((also the 17 age was with extra game in mind but then I drew his hair like the main series uh… yolo?))

Dear Followers... rant.

Earlier this week, a lot of my stuff had gone missing from A03. Tumblr had saved my work, but there were stories I didn’t add to Tumblr and they seemed to be lost forever.  I’ve had a bit of a panic attack, trying to get together old scraps of drafts and begging admins for help. I at last got an answer from an admin and I need to address something important.

IF YOU EVER- EVER! have a problem with something I write, whether that be tagging it wrong or something offends you then MESSAGE ME.  

PERSONALLY or on ANON tell me you dont feel okay with this content. Okay? Then I can know it is triggering and provide the necessary tags and warnings to not offend you and you can block that content from being shown. I take my work seriously and I mark everything Nsfw 18+ even if a story has no sexy times, I mark it because of violence!

HOW DARE YOU- report this directly to an admin. By doing so you are ignoring me! You are essentially saying, ‘hey admin, this person is causing trouble and will not stop even though I’ve asked them. They are a problem to the community and they need the highest authority possible to stop them.’  

Now listen, I think admins are great! They’ve helped me so much, but because someone has reported my work EVERYTHING HAD BEEN DELETED BY ADMINS.  

Fortunately I was able to get a reply, copies of my stories, and a reason why this stuff was ‘inappropriate’ so let me start by saying … what the hell.

ONE: Wrong tags.

okay, this one I understand. story did not have appropriate tags. That may upset someone, but you could have messaged me on or off anon and ask for me to change a tag that offended you.

(I remember in Eye of the Beerholder, someone asked me to label tags as misgendering just because Stretch called Red  ‘mam’.  This was funny to me in the story, but I understood this was a problem for people. I took the comment to heart and added it to the tag list. I made adjustments when I wrote and even apologized in comments. I later changed the story so that this wouldn’t be true and in doing so- I pretty much wrecked the story because its headed for a different direction than originally plotted.   But whatever- I listened to your pleas for change and I did it! That counts for something right?! I dont ignore your comments they mean alot to me! I will work with you to solve a problem!)

TWO: Selling merchandise.

… ? What even… ( Unless someone just seriously wanted to get me banned and was constantly writing complaint after complaint to get an excuse to fuck me over… I would think you meant my links?)

Do you mean coffee? The only links I had on A03 was a link to my Tumblr and a link to kofi for donations and commissions.  I don’t sell merchandise. I’m not in any shape or form using A03 for advertising.

I am not even making money off that one link on A03. I am not hurting A03′s business with $0.00 in my account.  A03 even clearly states in its user agreement that “ Linking to a personal website or blog/social network where you are taking donations, posting commissions or mentioning published works is permitted.”   so… I’m sorry for interrupting the first sentences of notes with links but I’m not even pushy about it.  

There are people who rub it in your face and go out of their way to say- “ Sure I’ll write  xyz…if you commission me!” and they have every right to do that. It is your option whether or not you want to support an artist but hell, you didn’t have to report me for linking to it.  

I know I’m not an ‘artist.’ There are people whose work is gorgeous and they deserve to be paid for their work. I’m just an amateur who writes sometimes. I have no schedule, I take breaks a lot. My work is far from edited and riddled with inconsistencies but its mine! I pour time and love into my writing and then in an instant it was erased.

…Everything is okay now. I guess it was just 2-3 days of panic  and I shouldn’t be angry anymore but this feels like a personal attack. It’s the worst one, where you have no idea what happened… or if it was even someone else. I started to doubt everything. I thought I had been hacked, thought that somehow I had deleted my own stories…  

It would be like if I went to your house and stole your pillow. Sure… its just a pillow, you can grab another one. But its your pillow. You search around your house for it. ‘Maybe its been washed, maybe I moved it..’ You start to think family or friends are playing a prank on you… it riles out insane levels of paranoia and fear from you. You start hiding your other shit, hoping they wont take the blanket or the teddy bear next time.

… I don’t even know what I’m saying.

Point is.

… in the future. Please message me privately if something offends you. I can add tags. I can remove links. Those are simple fixes. And I apologize for ranting so long.

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some of u cool dudes requested a speedpaint a while ago right but i tried recording while i drew & no joke it was an absolute pain to watch ghgghhgfhd

so i made some process gifs!!!! ta-da!!! as u can see my process is basically lines-flats-shading-rendering. most of the time i don’t sketch and if i dont like how the colors turn out in the end i slap a filter over it swEAts

i hope this is…….somewhat…..helpful? hfdjgfd yeah bye ilu!

February: The Month of Love

 I figured this year more than ever we need a celebration of love! Whether its to remind us that despite all the hate and cruelty, love still exists or to take the time to give yourself a much needed self care session, its super important to celebrate the love in our lives! And of course celebrating Love is also celebrating Aphrodite! 

I was thinking about doing one of those daily challenges, but I don’t want this to be a challenge and I don’t want it to be something that turns into a chore. I also didn’t want to force people to do specific things on specific days. So instead I created a list of possible things you could do to honor love this month. This list is not at all the only things you could do. Please feel free to to do whatever feels right to you! 

If you share your activities on tumblr please use the tag #MonthofAphrodite. I will be checking daily and reblogging what I find! If you don’t want a post to be reblogged please put “dont reblog” in the tags so I know! 

Now Spread The Love!

  • Create a dedication ritual to yourself and do the ritual 
  • Enchant a piece of jewelry to make you feel powerful and confident and to protect you from negative energy
  • Spend the day with a loved one to remind yourself that you are loved
  • Plan a day of pamper for yourself
  • Donate to a charity
  • Find ways to get involved with an issue that is important to you
  • Do something nice for someone else (someone you know or complete stranger)
  • Honor your favorite physical feature (write about it, show it off, write a poem, draw a picture, admire it, etc)
  • Do something you’ve always wanted to do (this is can big or small. Like take a painting class or actually began planning for that trip you always wanted to take. Anything you always talk yourself out of but still want to do)
  • Set up a coping box for yourself
  • Get dolled up just for the hell of it and take a shit ton of selfies (Post them online or just admire them yourself!)
  • Is there a skill/craft you always wanted to take up? Do it!
  • Make a list of things you love about yourself (put this on your altar or somewhere you can access it whenever you need it)
  • Set up a small shrine for yourself (This is perfect if you are on a journey of self love! Put that list of things you love about yourself on here!)
  • Have a day where you do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING (And don’t feel guilty about it!)
  • Enchant your makeup/Ask Aphrodite to bless your makeup
  • If you have a makeup routine start making it a dedication ritual to yourself and Aphrodite
  • Have you been eyeing a piece of clothing but think you cant rock it? Fuck that! Buy the damn thing!
  • Get some lingerie and spend sometime loving yourself in it.
  • Spend some time being naked and being okay with it
  • Treat yourself to a sex toy and USE IT!
  • Create the ultimate YOU playlist
  • Write a spell to cast whenever you need a boost of confidence/power/self love
  • Create a sigil for yourself
  • Imagine yourself as a Magical Girl/Superhero. What do you look like? What are your powers? What do you fight?
  • Start journaling and/or start an artbook
  • Make a dream/vision/role models board
  • Bath magic and bath rituals. Seriously, do it!
  • Make a dedication candle (You can buy a regular candle and decorate it to represent you!)
  • Treat yourself to good food (buy or cook)
  • MOVIE MARATHON! (Watch all your favorites!)
  • List or journal about the times in your life you are proud of
  • What are the little things in life that make you smile?
  • List 3 things you are truly grateful for (maybe try and make it daily or weekly habit)
  • Celebrate a small victory

Now for Valentine’s Day, whether you have a partner to celebrate with or not I still think its important to celebrate the love you have for yourself! Think about getting (or making) yourself a card and write yourself sweet words! Get yourself some kind of present (last year I treated myself to kickass female superhero comics!), treat yourself to your favorite food, pamper yourself, anything that you want to do! Just make sure you show yourself how loved you are! 

Okay. This is a video of me singing. I’m singing Alessia Cara’s verse in the song 1-800-273-8255 by Logic. This is a song I have loved for a bit and I always would sing along to her verse. I am no Jensen Ackles with my voice, but I always felt confident with my voice while singing this song. I never feel like people will judge me on here, so I had the thought of posting myself singing it on here. Believe me, I am no singer. It isn’t even something I normally do in front of people close to me. But I just feel a confident streak going through me right now. I know it isn’t the longest, but I only felt comfortable doing her verse. I’m so nervous to post this, but here I am.

so basically im a shit artist and i run this also shit gaster blog here
but i drew my dadster and just decided “hey why not upload it here”

ive never really been a huge fan of posting my art online just because im still trying to get comfortable with my art myself, and with that being said i may or may not make an art blog based on the feedback of this shit doodle
but eh, what the hell
here he is

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EDIT

finally decided to make and art blog! you can find it here!   ↪ anemicAberration

its only just started so i dont have a whole lot on there, but please check and out and maybe follow! i hope to post as frequently as possible
thanks!

What I’m Writing

Tagged by @briefpaperexpert thank you so much :)

Do Dis: List all the things you’re currently working on in as much or little detail as you’d like, then tag some friends to see what they’re working on. This can be writing, art, vids, gifsets, whatever.

Fics I’m Writing Right Now:

  1. Beachtime: A part for of the Tiny!Tony Story. Peter takes Tony to the beach together with the other kids. Lets just say Tony isn’t a fan of water.
  2. Father’s Day: Another part of the Tiny!Tony Story, where Tony surprises Peter on father’s day.
  3. Lion Heart: Peter is back on the earth for the first time and suddenly he is in so much pain. God is he dying?
  4. I see you: The Avengers don’t like Tony. He is always sarcastic, loud and impolite. Peter see’s the real Tony, who is very different from what everybody thinks.
  1. (Fallen Angel: Wing!Stuckony on my other blog. Where Tony thinks he isn’t good enough for Steve and Bucky, because come on who would want someone with clipped wings?)

Fics I Started Writing But IDK When I’ll Ever Finish:

FOR STARKQUILL? Nothing! :D I will write that all! And i don’t have a story that lost my interest.

  1. (Family: Stony. Tony feels overwhelmed. He is a mechanic and pretty good at his job. So he works for the Avengers. His three little sons, who disperse every nanny he hires, only make everything a bit harder.)
  2. (Just a normal teenage life: Stony. The Avengers Academy is the start in Tonys new Life. Away from his father and working with superheros everyday. It sounds like a dream but it’s a nightmare.)


Fics I Have Plans to Write Eventually:

  1. Well everything in my inbox? (which is at the moment at 43 prompts)

Tagging: @reioka, @tsuki-chibi, @saved-by-the-notepad, @bloody-bee-tea and everybody else who wants to do this! :)

sorry i couldnt be there, i was tied to a rocking chair

i told yall i was digitizing the sloppy sketch i did a few weeks ago… i am valiantly finally done with this piece……. left to right, quigley, isadora, and duncan! please take this very fine drawing

The Right One(NSFW)

Originally posted by spnjensenlove02

Characters: Y/n, Sam

Pairing: Sam x Y/n (MALE READER)

Warnings: Swearing followed by filthy nasty smut. Master/Slave kink, choking kink, sweat kink?(is that a thing), dirtiness basically all throughout, breeding kink

Word count:2884

Summary: Sam makes y/n realize he is the better Winchester

A/N: This is a requested fic i got from the one and only @scorpiongirl1. Thank u for thinking of me to write this. This is the request- Hey, I was hoping to request a Sam smut. I was thinking Reader lives in the bunker with Dean and Sam and has a crush on Dean. He’s pleasuring himself in his room and says Dean’s name but Sam walks in and hears him and gets jealous and wants to show him who he should really be with (i.e. Sam). And it’s total smut and Sam tops. Hopefully you can do something with that, cuz I know you said Sam wasn’t your thing. (oh and Sam totally convinces the reader he should be with sam instead, no offense dean. Um so this got really strangely dirty, like i dont know why i was wracking my brain for some ideas and this filthiness is what i came up with. Sorry if I gross anyone out and this wasn’t exactly what you were looking for. 

Tagged peeps: @waywardsons-imagines @whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname @sallyp-53@supernatural-jackles @d-s-winchester @winchesterreid @teamfreewill-imagine@deanscherrypie@jensen-jarpad  @december-sunrise @helvonasche @fly-f0rever@kaitlynnlovegood @notnaturalanahi

Masterlist


“Oh god yea, fuck Dean, keep going. Get right in there” y/n moaned. For the past few weeks he hadn’t been able to get himself off. While Dean had absolutely no shame and slept with whatever bar hoe he could, y/n found it slightly more difficult to get a guy.

Firstly, they were in Kansas. While there were gay men around, y/n was slightly frightened to go and check these places out, thinking he might get attacked or something. Then there was the fact that he had his eyes on a certain green eyed hunter.

He’d been completely attracted to Dean the second he lay eyes on the hunter. While both brothers were hot as all hell, as was the cute angel with his damn blue eyes and adorable innocence, it was Dean that got him hard all the time.

Keep reading

Less of this:

And more of this:

Kim Jongin is the light of my life. There are times, during the week, where I need a Nini break to destress. He is too precious for this world and too damn good for anyone who doesn’t take the time to understand him. Those low quality pictures of him with a flower crown on his head and costume angel wings on his back mean the world to me. You don’t even understand. A moment that has been bothering me ever since it happened, was when he said he was going through a tough time in his “Kai, Deep in Thought” VLive broadcast. He said he likes to walk along the river and listen to music; as music has been helping him get through current hardships he’s facing. Most of us will never know what he’s going through right now and it’s really none of our business unless he shares. Nonetheless, I worry about him deeply

My angel/bear/sunshine, I hope whatever you’re going through will pass quickly. You are amazing inside and out. Never believe you are unworthy; as a son, an uncle, a friend, an idol, nor as a human being. You are perfection. Your family, friends, and fans will always be by your side to love and support you until the end.

tag game! been ages since i did one of these holy frick

thanks @yourbuddy-your-bucky for the tag ily <3

a- age: 21! 

b - biggest fear: not being able to breathe, whatever that’s called

c - current time: 10:11 am

d - drink you last had: water

e - every day starts with: me waking up and bitching about being awake

f - favorite song: right now it’s halfway right by linkin park

g - ghosts, are they real: ehhh, dont think so? 

h - hometown: karachi, pakistan

i - in love with: JON SNOW JON SNOW JON SNOW JON SNOW JON SNOWJONSNOOJOFMK

j - jealous of: people who do not suffer from executive dysfunction lmao

k - killed someone: no?

l - last time you cried: a couple days ago, it was v cathartic but i wish i hadn’t

m - middle name: don’t have one

n - number of siblings: a younger brother and sister

o - one wish: to be independent, financially

p - person you last called/texted: my mum bc we were out of macaroni

q - questions you’re always asked: “so you’re almost a doctor now…….. when are you getting married? also, my tooth hurts”

r - reasons to smile: my room is the perfect temperature rn for me to have one leg out of the blanket

s - song last sang: halfway right by linkin park

t - time you woke up: idk 8ish? am.

u - underwear color: white

v - vacation destination: i don’t have just one, i’d love to see the whole world, like ALL OF IT

w - worst habit: i pick at my face a lot

x - x-rays you’ve had: dear lord where do i start………. foot, chest, lower jaw, teeth, and those are just the ones i remember

y - your favorite food: desi cuisine

z - zodiac sign: pisces

thanks so much for the tag <33333 i’m not gonna tag 10 people, just a couple: @tricksterkat209 @amoderndivide @marriedtojbiebs

heyy pals im sloth (she/they) n i’m always at least half asleep. but ok i hope you’re all having a gr8 day n i’m really stoked to be apart of this rp fam !! so below you’ll find more misc deets on this super goober boy than anyone asked for oops

if the plotting mood treats you right then dm is our friend !! also i have a neato connections page for ideas if you see something on there that you’d be down for or we can brainstorm cause i can flow with that too no problem. whatever floats your boat sunshine

  • tfw you already have a pair tag in mind but !!
  • all right so you all remember him from the book n movie n i dont wanna change him ?? but just expand on that w some depth n character development from then bc he deserves better imo
  • he owns a quidditch shop and idk the name i’m between it being either quidditch quixote or the dizzy broomstick
  • decided to redirect his quidditch aspirations into owning n operating a quidditch supply store instead of pursuing professional dreams bc he suffered a wrist injury during a game making it near impossible to grip a broom as needed
  • n yeah he could just get it healed but ?? that would require him to admit to that n that’s a no go for him geez
  • still had to be involved in quidditch somehow tho
  • also self loathing on the down low yikes
  • he displays any and all trophies he’s won around the shop bc i mean it’s him
  • is willing and ready at all times to talk any customer’s ear off about quidditch
  • cares for his shop like it’s his child no joke
  • and the responsibility of running it has helped to center his focus n help him redirect himself to more productive matters
  • it’s also helped him deal w the aftermath of the war like he suffers from it and it’s made him seriously reflect on himself. he wants to do better but yknow he’s still him in some aspects like his pride n such but he’s just kinda doing some work on him now putting things into perspective since the war
  • but is still pretty oblivious to most things ??
  • he’s hesitant to commit to anyone but lowkey really needs it
  • he just wants a good influence to cling to him like that one exception
  • cause boy isnt capable of that on his own. he just needs that guidance without knowing that he’s being guided yknow
  • surprisingly good at cooking ?? idk i’m watching food network n i want him to be good at cooking ok
  • he’s also super like s u p e r protective and very realiable n loyal for the right people ofc and organized. just a big teddy bear really
  • it’s too crazy about the marriage law n kinda scared of it and the whole relationship aspect of it ?? but outwardly he’s pretty much just ok cool
  • has a few scars from the war on his neck and palms
  • lastly his aesthetics include polished wood,, light breeze through an open window, displayed tarnished trophies, waking up mid morning on his stomach in a sea of blankets, sitting ontop of his shop counter, the bell that rings when someone pushes the front door open, warm lighting, comfy jumpers in shades of autumn, and that vibe you get in some cozy smallish shop
  • i guess that’s it but if you want some clarification then i’d be happy to provide !!

Still practicing color and light! I’ve always been a sucker for Modern AUs so have some Fashion!Bellarke or whatever you’d call this.

(After the white washing controversy around Bellamy, I felt it was only fitting to give him a filipino tribal tattoo)

Tagged by the magnificent @canisconstellation

Nicknames- cao, cho, kai, caoily

Zodiac- aries

Height- 5ft 4 I think

Last thing I googled- who plays harvey bullock in gotham

Song stuck in my head- well im listening to cold by aqualung + lucy scwartz sooo

Last movie I watched- teen titans the judas contract

What am I wearing right now- my ripped denim jeans, grey skull shirt nd gladiator sandals

What do I post- I dont really post I more reblog whatever im fixated on

Why did I choose my url- honestly by now its just that im too lazy to change it

Religious or spiritual- idk..religious I guess

Fav colour- blue

Average hours of sleep- 6/7 I suppose

How many blankets I sleep with- just the one

Dream job- some form of author

Im just going to tag @jaytimbers @sunnycanary @oh-my-jaeger nd anyone who wishes to do so
Go ahead

I got tagged by @katryh 

Thank you for tagging me. °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

1. favorite anime?
haikyuu. voltron doesn’t count right?

2. your worst anime?
oh geez. that one where the girl loses weight and all of a sudden the guys love her. i hate it, i dont even know what its called

3. do you read the manga that goes along with the anime you watch?
I finish whatever is out in the anime, then read the manga because im impatient

4. most favorite genre?
mmm… action? sports?? supernatural???? 

5. least favorite genres?
harem. is that a genre? anything else i can usually get behind but i just really dislike most of the harem ones. 

6. favorite character?
100% absolutely, Bokuto! He is the light of my life

7. least favorite character?
i can’t think of one rn… but i bet as soon as i post this i will know

8. qualities you like in a character?
kindness/friendliness. think of characters like lance, bokuto, and luffy and you’ll probably know what i mean. 

9. short or long anime?
mm… short. i dont know how i managed to catch up to one piece from the very beginning. 

10. anime or manga?
anime

11. how do you choose the anime you watch?
usually from people reblogging posts about them and i get curious

12. skip or listen to intros/outros?
generally I listen to them, as long as there not annoying tbh

13. best soundtrack?
arghhhhh… if ghibli stuff counts then I’d pick howls moving castle tbh

14. do you stop an anime midway if you don’t like it?
ngl i will stop in the middle of an episode if i dont like it

I’m tagging: @bokutoo-san @itsyaboylance @bringmemyqueen @onimask

I’ve never really talked to any of y’all before so don’t feel like you’re obligated to do this or anything, but we’re mutuals so I thought it would be fun. ^^ 

5 Things Tag
Tagged by @song-of-the-moon-1025 (thanks dear!!)

5 Things You’ll Find In My Bag

Earbuds, Wallet, highlighters, glasses, and whatever random book im reading (right now it’s Be More Chill!)

5 Things You’ll Find In My Room

Playbills, Scripts, Action Figures, A life-size Dean Winchester cardboard cut-out (i went through a phase. dont talk about it), and paintbrushes.

5 Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do

Go to Europe, Be in a Broadway production of Newsies (I’d love to be Race), write a musical (or movie), get a tattoo, ask out that guy from my work that ive been dying over for two years.

5 Things That Make Me Happy

Dear Evan Hanson, stars, sunsets, seeing people get the support that they need, and remembering the time that Jared Padalecki hugged me. 

5 Things I’m Currently Into

Bondage (KIDDING)

umm im into Newsies, Dear Evan Hanson, Tuck Everlasting, Be More Chill, and Marauders. 

5 Things On My To-Do List

Get my surgery tomorrow( nothing serious), Find out my college roomate, pay off my car, finish crying over the Tony’s, get some sleep.

Tag 5 people:

I tag (they dont have to do this if it makes them uncomfortable. They’re just people i feel comfortable tagging in stuff and im sorry if i forgot anyone!)

@darafeth @connormurphweed @flyingmintbunny123 @arimarris @glitterandacne