i dont ship this so choosing moments was hard as well as finding

anonymous asked:

y do ppl see momomaki as forced i dont whats so forced between dem

Hmm, this is… a rather difficult question. I’m not really one to try and convince other people of what they should or shouldn’t ship, as long as it’s healthy and not hurtful to others. I don’t mind sharing my own opinions on stuff, of course, but I don’t want anyone to take it as me trying to act like an expert or like my opinion has any more weight than others’.

A lot of the reason momoharu has received criticism for being forced is because… well, from an objective opinion, it is true that a lot of Maki’s potential and autonomy was sacrificed by choosing to make her character revolve around Momota’s for a large part of the game instead. We know that in-game Maki falls in love with Momota “of her own accord,” but the fact of the matter is that this decision was still something written by a male author. And the gist of it is still this: a female character falls in love with a guy who tells her that she’s not living her life right.

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Breaking it Down: Attack on Titan (Eremika| Supporters VS Antis)

So,  it’s come to this. Let’s make some things clear. Do I pair Eren and Mikasa together? No. Not because I think it’s incest or abusive. I just prefer the idea of Eren and Arm in together over the idea of Eren and Mikasa together.  I think Eren and Armin would piece together better romantically then Eren and Mikasa would. This is my personal opinion, though. If you want to pair Eren and Mikasa together, I won’t bash you for it. I’m not an obsessive anti.  I would just like to explain why I don’t ship Eren and Mikasa.

First things first, it’s not going to become call canon. Hajime Isayama stated that Eren views their relationship as a mother/son relationship.     Did he specify Mikasa’s feelings? No. I do believe Mikasa is in love with Eren. But the author said himself those feelings aren’t recoporerated romantically. Does Eren love Mikasa? Yes. But it’s a platonic love. Antis should not say Eren doesn’t care for Mikasa and supporters shouldn’t have high hopes of this pairing coming to life in the magnahaveno Second thing to tackle. It’s not incest. I believe they have a close bond that could represent one of a siblings bond, and I also believe it is up to the viewer whether they see this bond as a romantic or plantoic one. A major flaw I find in this argument is that the majority of shippers that use this fight is Eren and Levi fans. If they’re related, wouldn’t that make Levi related to Eren?

One thing I’ve noticed is that there’s dispute about gender roles. Antis accuse supporters of being homophobic and supporters accuse antis of disliking it because it’s a female/male pairing. I do not think supporters are homophobes. A lot of them support Ymir and Historia. I also do not think antis should hate on it because it’s a striaght relationship. I personally wouldn’t hate it because of gender.  I have read plenty of novels with main characters with male/female dynamics and have enjoyed them. I don’t care for gender. The fact that it’s a girl and a guy,  a guy and a guy,  or a girl and a girl doesn’t make a difference to me. 

Another thing I’d like to speak about is the anime/magna comparison. I don’t particularly like the way the anime decided to potray their relationship. They changed a lot of aspects of Mikasa so she could fit well with Eren. In the magna, although they care for each other,  their personalities often clash. I am looking forward to seeing Mikasa’s magna development without Eren, as we all know is approaching.  I feel like she has an unhealthy attachment to Eren in the anime, one that she would not be able to overcome if Eren were to perish. The anime also has demolished the close bond Eren and Armin share.  Do they have their moments? Yes, of course. But extra scenes that have been added and deleted from the magna into the anime have drastically changed the way they interact. An anime-only fan would find it hard to see the close bond Eren and Armin share.  The anime seems to have forgotten Eren and Armin are as close as Eren and Mikasa are. If anything, Armin would be the one to calm him down and speak sense into him in Eren’s time of need.

Lastly, let’s look into Chapter 50. This chapter makes it apparent Mikasa is in love with Eren. But it also seems that Eren does not return these feelings.  A lot of time after this chapter is devoted to developing the bond between Eren and Armin. It was a great chapter for Eren and Mikasa,  but I also feel it signified the end of any romantic relationship they could have possibly shared. After this chapter, we see Eren growing more independent and interacting with Armin more.

So, is Eren and Mikasa a valid pairing? Yes, of course. I have no quarrels with people who would like to see them romantically involved. I just wanted to state the reasons why I would choose Eren and Armin over Eren and Mikasa. You can’t hate on me for not pairing them because I don’t hate the ship, I just have valid reasons not to ship them. Also, can’t you just support another ship and not have to justify it?

I am tired of all the fighting over ships in this fandom. I would love to see a group of fans that can calmly share opinions and not hate on others for what they ship. Is it possible we can find a middle ground?

If you want me to cover a topic in Breaking it Down, don’t be afraid to ask. I’ll cover anything you desire. :)

Believe in Swan Queen

Okay, I’m finally doing this! 

I am Swen

Hey everyone. I’m Dom (Dominique to my mother, but only when she’s yelling at me). I’m a 21 girl who has no idea how to adult. I was born and raised in Pennsylvania, USA. I was raised a Dallas Cowboys fan, so for those of you that like football, you would know that being a Cowboys fan where I’m from is a big no-no. Tbh the only bullying I’ve ever experienced in my life was just the fact that I liked the Cowboys. I could rant about that forever, but no one needs to hear how I get when I talk about football. I don’t really think I’m that good at much. I’m good at bullshitting life. Does that count? I’m counting it. My favorite color(s) are all shades of blue really. Mainly navy blue (this relates to the football thing really). 

I’m the least healthiest person you’ll ever meet. I know, it’s horrible, but I just hate almost every food that’s good for you. My favorite drink is Sprite. I drink at least 2 cans a day. It use to be more so don’t judge me. I got a little better. My favorite food is a cheeseburger. My favorite movie of all time is Forrest Gump (with Imagine me and You and Love Actually in second and third. Now thatI’m thinking about it Pitch Perfect 1 and 2 are probably in from of Imagine Me and You now-a-days). One of my favorite genres of music is country. My favorite show is Grey’s Anatomy seasons 1-7. I don’t like to think about seasons 8 and after. Some of my other OTPs, oh jeez, I’m gonna try to keep this as short as possible: Jori (Victorious), Rizzles (Rizzoli and Isles), MerDer (Grey’s Anatomy I hate everything), Bechloe (Pitch Perfect), Clexa (The 100), Siophie (Coronation Street: I use to ship them so hard tbh), Naomily (skins), Spashley (South of Nowhere), Ryan and Marissa (The OC), Jax and Tara (Sons of Anarchy), Tig and Venus (Sons of Anarchy)…remember when I said I was gonna make this short? Idk what happened but I’m forcing myself to stop right now.

I LOVE Swan Queen

Okay, so I started OUAT when it first premiered in 2011. I just remember my mom and I kept seeing commercials and ads about this show everywhere so we were like, why not watch it? It looked good. I started shipping Swan Queen full on by 1x05 (That Still Small Voice). I truly thought Regina was going to kiss Emma when she walked up to her at the mines when they were talking about saving Henry. Like why else get that close?! It still blows my mind that they didn’t kiss. I’m a huge sucker for the classic season 1 Swan Queen. I like when my ships bicker like crazy. But I’m also a HUGE fan of season 4 Swan Queen. My babies have come so far and it just so amazing to see the difference from season 1. I love it so much much, it hurts. My favorite season 4 moment? hmm too many to choose just one. I would have to say when Regina magics herself out of the bug and is all like “Thanks for trying, Miss Swan”. But then that stupid looking monster flies over the town line and Regina looks at Emma. You know, THE LOOK. The look that killed us. The look of true love. 

Anyways, why I love Swan Queen so much. Why I’ve devoted my life to them over any other couple. Well, even though the OUAT writing team aren’t saying this right now, Swan Queen is actually the greatest love story I’ve ever seen. It’s the perfect modern fairy tale. What’s more romantic than the person created to break the Evil Queen’s curse is also said Queen’s true love? It’s fucking beautiful. AND THEY HAVE A SON. I just want them to all have their happy ending with each other. Why is that so difficult, A&E? Honestly, I have so much to say about them, but there’s just too much to say and this post is already long AF.


This fandom is beyond incredible. I never thought in a million years that when I joined Tumblr, I’d find a group like Swen to fall into. And no matter how much I hate OUAT now (I do, I really don’t like the show anymore, I’m purely watching for Regina and Swan Queen/ Swan Mills moments) I just can’t give up on Swan Queen. I’m way too deep now to just walk away, no matter how many times I say I will. Also, I truly believe Swan Queen is endgame so I’m waiting for the day it happens and then just go ape shit all over the internet about it. I’m so excited. Anyways, I’ve met some amazing people through Swen. But, I must say you guys, the fanfictions are what I live for. I honestly don’t see the point in reading books anymore when Swan Queen fanficiton is so much more entertaining. I could read about Emma and Regina falling in love 80 trillion times and I’d still cry every single time. Speaking of Swan Queen fanficiton and crying, I would like to give a special shoutout to purple-hershey and hunnyfresh. You guys are the reason for most of my tears and I couldn’t be more thankful. The fan art, the vids, this fandom is damn talented! Shoutout to every member of Swen. This fandom goes through hell and back and yet we come out stronger every single time. And once again with this Believe in Swan Queen movement (thanks by the way dakota829snow and ethan-8!) we continue to grow stronger as a fandom that refuses to be silenced. It’s amazing. All you guys are amazing. Never change. 

Hey everyone! So I recently reached 1,400 followers, so I thought I’d do a writing challenge to celebrate! Here are the rules:

  • You can write reader insert fics or non reader fics, doesn’t matter to me. I like the variations.
  • The fic can be about any Supernatural character/actor you choose, just tell me who it is when you select your prompt(s)! For example: Dean x Reader.
  • You can write for any ship you want as long as it’s Supernatural related, of course.
  • Fics can be smutty, non smutty, angsty, fluffy, etc. Do what you want, really.
  • You have until Sept 30th (USA time) to enter in the challenge and choose your prompt(s). You can choose 2 max. Prompts are listed below.
  • The final submission date will be October 30th, so you have a little over a month to work on your fic.
  • Lastly, tag me in the fic and have totallysupernaturaloneshotsfollowercelebration in the tags.

Here are your list of prompts! There are 50 total. Like I said, 2 max. As people claim them, I will be tagging their names next to the prompts they choose. If need be, I will let people use the same prompts, but most likely only two people per prompt, but it does depend if everyone who wants to enter gets a prompt or not!

  1. “You did not just do that.”
  2. “How am I supposed to trust you?!” @nachthexeuniverseand @growningupgeek
  3. “Yeah, you take that shirt off.” @crazysocklovingfangirl
  4. “Uhm. I don’t know what to say.” @sassysupernaturalsweetheart
  5. “You wish you could handle me.”
  6. “Fuck me already, dammit.” @sammyxorae
  7. “You just took our love and tossed it in the trash, so yeah, I’m pissed.” @bideanismykink
  8. “Loving any of us is a death sentence, isn’t it?”
  9. “Wow. Can we just for one moment pretend that you’re not a huge douchebag?” @wayward-mirage
  10. “Are you always stupid or is today a special occasion?” @bideanismykink
  11. “It’s hard to resist a bad boy who’s a good man.” @matt10nt
  12. “Silence, you uneducated peanut.” @wayward-mirage
  13. “It may not be much, but it’s yours.”
  14. “Is that what you thought you were doing? Helping?”
  15. “I always had a need to be something more than human.”
  16. “Maybe we should just kiss to break the tension.” @sammyxorae and @hudine
  17. “Pay me enough and I didn’t see a thing.” @waytooinlovewithdeanwinchester
  18. “It’s okay, you don’t have to love me.” @impalapossible
  19. “I’ll find her and bring her home, I promise.” @i-dont-understand-that-url
  20. “I’m not really surprised that you murdered him.”
  21. “For some reason, I’m attracted to you.” @foxtail-lizey
  22. “I wasn’t expecting it to be so… huge.”
  23. “Silly girl, do you think I actually loved you?” @sammys-angel and @crowleysplaythings 
  24. “How did you even find me?”
  25. “…And then there’s you.” @i-dont-understand-that-url
  26. “Excuse me, which level of Hell is this?” @fangirl-faye and @rubysworld-world-stuff and @thekeybladeninja
  27. “Well, that was one way to do it.”
  28. “You are going way too slow. Speed it up a bit.”
  29. “You here to finish me off, Sweetheart?”
  30. “I didn’t know that was you.”
  31. “You’re telling me this why?”
  32. “Stick it where the sun don’t shine.”
  33. “Well, Kitten, that’s all about to change.”
  34. “I’m in pain and it’s all your fault.” @mostly–supernatural
  35. “Why the hell are you quoting Star Wars?” @blackhoneybucky 
  36. “If only you knew…”
  37. “Why don’t you come over here and make me? Oh that’s right, you can’t.” @crowley-you-sinnamon-roll and @theinsandoutsofcastiel
  38. “Holy shit he is going to kill me.” @crazysocklovingfangirl
  39. “How about you stop hitting on my girlfriend, you pretentious douche?” @hunters-r-us 
  40. “Well, that’s a one way ticket straight to Hell.” @sammys-angel
  41. “That totally came out the wrong way.”
  42. “Are you trying to seduce me? Because it’s working.” @notnaturalanahi
  43. “All that for a stupid key?! A key!”
  44. “Who would’ve thought you’d be the kinky type?”
  45. “I’m sorry I punched your face, you were the closest thing to me.” @mostly–supernatural
  46. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.” @angelwingspaintedinthesky
  47. “Oh my God! I-I mean… Never mind.”
  48. “On a scale of one to Australia, how dangerous are we talking?” @fangirl-faye​ and @poemwriter98
  49. “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this…” @clever-girl-velocistar237
  50. “No. Not you. Anyone but you.” @sassysupernaturalsweetheart and @poemwriter98

I can’t wait to read all your fics once they’re complete! You can of course post and tag me in them before the deadline!

Tagging: @deanscolette @sammyxorae @sammys-angel @lacqueluster @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog @baritonechick @just-a-touch-of-crowley @your-not-invisible-to-me @crowleysplaythings @crowley-you-sinnamon-roll @impalapossible @supernaturalfreewill @teamfreewillimagines @devil-in-a-winchester @fand0maniac @robbenedictxreader @thetalesofmooseandsquirrel @i-dont-understand-that-url @forever-a-docete @dont-hate-relate-pls @yikes-cas @sassysupernaturalsweetheart @writing-of-an-angel @castielxreader @luciferxreader @lamthetwickster @deanwinchesterxreader @charlie-bradcherry @supernaturalsuniverseinwriting @thegameison97 @spnxreaderfanfics @not-so-natural-spn @not-moose-one-shots @faith-in-dean @winchesterenthusiast @letmewriteyourlove @fairlyspnfanfic @bitchycakequeen @oneshot-twoshot-redshot-blueshot @one-shots-supernatural @hiddenwritingsintheworld @theinsandoutsofcastiel @thedancingnerdmermaid @teamfreewill-imagine @deanwritings

Chaos, or Something Like It

A/N: I decided the best way to start off 2016 was to officially induct myself into the Kylux trash family, because for the last two days that’s pretty much the only thing that I’ve cared about in any way, shape or form. So, heyhihellothere my fellow shippers. Happy to be on board for a long, long year of agony.

General Hux is nothing if not carefully composed and utterly calculated. Every move that he makes, every notion that he entertains, every word that falls from his lips is perfectly planned and even more flawlessly executed. He has learned to master his emotions, to push them down somewhere they couldnt bother him, because feelings have no order, and he has no time for chaos. He is nothing if not goal oriented, and from the moment he sets his sights upon something, he is formulating a plan to obtain it, and in all his life he has never failed to do so.

Or at least, never had failed.

But Kylo Ren is nothing if not unpredictable. He is a volatile surge of emotions, all rage and venom and a desperate desperation in everything that he does. He is a terrifying whirlwind of passion and loathing, and it shows in every move that he makes, every notion that he entertains, every word that falls from his lips. His emotions have learned to master him, to guide him and use him and mold him into this weaponized embodiment of chaos.

Hux has no time for chaos, and therefore has no time for Kylo Ren, particularly when the Knight was causing chaos on his ship, channeling all of that rage into another piece of particularly expensive technology. He is sick of having the same conversations, the same arguments. Each and every time, he has selected every word, every subtle movement, has crafted in his mind the perfect image of how the dialogue should go. Each and every time, Kylo does or says something that is so completely unexpected, Hux swears he can feel his own composure wavering at how easily the Knight can throw him. He hates it, perhaps more than he has ever hated anything before in all his life, hates how Kylo is able to react to the moment instead of mapping out every possible outcome long before they have the chance to arise. He hates it, but he envies it too, almost, a realization that only makes him despise it all the more. Already that’s two emotions the Knight of Ren has managed to elicit from him, which is two more than he desired to feel at all.

Regardless of all of this, of knowing fully well that he will likely regret this, he finds himself lingering before the door to Kylo Ren’s private chambers. He stands perfectly still, his breathing even and measured, because everything that he does is ordered and timed. He tells himself that perhaps this time will be different, that Ren will merely listen to him instead of trying to escalate the scene into a confrontation, that maybe this will be the time he finally convinces him to find a better place to take out his aggression than on the First Order’s machinery.

In his mind, his voice is sure and calm, but still he hesitates a moment before lifting his hand to knock. The sound is sharp, crisp, and a stark contrast to the jagged voice that calls out from within. “Leave me,” Kylo hisses, but the usual fire that his tone always seems to hold sounds as though it’s been doused. Hux also notices, with a slight hint of surprise, that it isnt muffled by the mask he insists on wearing any time someone might see him.

Hux is nothing if not diligent, patient. “I want to speak with you, Ren,” he says in reply, his own words coming out sharp and direct.

A soft huff sounds from within the chamber. “Talk,” he repeats, and Hux swears that he can picture the exact scowl upon his face, the one that looks like it’s caught between amusement and disgust. He’s silent for a long while, then, and just when Hux is beginning to consider deriving from his script and calling out to the older- older, he thinks pointedly, it’s ridiculous-  man once more, he hears the sound of shuffling footsteps, and then the door is parting to reveal Kylo himself. He looks a mess, dark hair all disheveled around his pallid face in a drastic contrast. Somehow, he manages to make it look intentional, this small display of chaos, and Hux hates it, but he seems to be having a hard time catching the stray thoughts of how it might feel to take him by a fistful of it in his own fit of rage.

Standing before the general now, he lifts his chin just enough for their eyes to meet, and Hux is expecting to see some tangible rage left over from whatever had prompted his outburst, but instead all he sees is this great vacancy. “Well?” He urges, pushing a hand through the tantalizingly tangled locks.

Hux never breaks away from his perfect posture, and his expression never flickers from the blank and disinterested expression he nearly always wears. But inside, his mind is breaking down, shattering each carefully constructed wall one by one and allowing his thoughts to wander places he had dared not venture into before. He imagines that Kylo’s fingers are calloused from his training, and for a mere fraction of a second, he catches himself wondering how they might feel trailing over his flesh.

Kylo Ren is still staring at him expectantly, making no attempt to shield his irritation. Hux blinks a few times, too quickly, and swallows hard. “Ah, yes,” he murmurs, falling back into his facade. “I wanted to ask you just how many times I was going to have to ask you to stop wrecking my ship before you actually decided to take the words to heart.”

Something shifts in Kylo’s features, not quite surprise but more like a muted aggravation. “Sorry,” he drawls in a tone that assures the redhead he is most certainly anything except remorseful. A quick pause, his head tilting to the side just mere millimeters, only enough to notice by someone who never missed anything. Then, the spark of a gleam in his depthless eyes. “Perhaps I will stop destroying your machines when you stop acting like one.”

For a few painfully precious seconds, Hux finds himself rendered speechless. It’s brief, his pause, but it’s enough for him to notice. He knows fully well that Kylo notices it too, this rare crack in his shell, but for one reason or another, the dark haired man chooses to leave it be.

“I’m sure I dont know what you mean,” Hux says eventually, when he has reclaimed his precious self-control. “And anyway, we’re discussing your personality flaws, not mine.”

“So you admit to being flawed, then,” Kylo notes, his voice lifting slightly, like this alone was all that he had needed to elevate his obviously dampened mood. It’s a misstep, a single word that he hadnt measured quite as cautiously as the others, because something about Kylo fucking Ren makes him forget how to be careful. Or maybe it was just that Kylo makes him want to forget, because somehow the Knight makes reckless abandon look desireable. He makes letting go look easy. This pathetic, pitiful mess of disastrous dark curls and temper tantrums and beautiful rage makes him think that giving into his emotions cant possibly be a bad thing. If Kylo can learn to use them as a strength instead of wielding them as a weakness, then surely Hux could do the same.  

By the time he realizes his second misstep, it’s already too late. The air hangs heavily around them, thick with tension and silence and the weight of the distance between them, of which Hux suddenly finds himself overly aware. By the time he realizes that, in letting his walls down he had been inviting Kylo Ren to come marching right inside, it’s too late, and the Knight is watching him curiously, and for once he appears to be the one with the guarded expression. The general is quick to arrange his features into a scowl, taking a step backwards like maybe the new distance between them might be enough to keep Ren from pawing around in the confines of his mine, where his most private thoughts have been locked away.

“Oh,” Kylo says, and that’s all, just this slight exhalation that dangles between them, twisting and spinning and sending a wave of nausea rolling through the redhead before him. When he finally pauses to meet Hux’s eyes, he adds shortly, “I cant tell if you want to hit me or fuck me.”

Quite literally choking on the very breath that he’d been taking, Hux gives a quick series of undignified coughs. “I-I…” He stammers, cursing himself for even opening his mouth at all. But it matters not. This round is over, and Kylo has clearly emerged victorious. At least he will be in better spirits. Perhaps the ship can afford taking any damage for a few days. Giving up entirely, he gives a small shrug. “Most of the time, I cant either.”

Now it’s Kylo’s turn to be silent, the last of the oxygen in his lungs escaping in a single gasp of a breath. His eyes have widened, and all at once Hux realizes that he has turned the tables, that he is back in control, that Kylo is the one unprepared and caught off guard now. He takes advantage of this, working quickly to smooth his hands over his pressed back shirt and blinking away the last of the trepidation from his eyes. Straightening up and jutting his chin out, he looks down upon Kylo in comtemplation.

But instead of selecting his usual sneer that he had generally reserved specifically for him, he opts instead to relax, slouching his shoulders from their rigid position and going so far as to push a hand through his perfectly slicked back hair. “Perhaps I can see what other techniques I can use to render you silent,” he states, and he is nearly certain it is the boldest thing he’s ever done in his life.

Or the second, he decides a moment later, because instead of waiting for Kylo’s reply, he lunges forward, hands tangling into a mess of black tresses and lips colliding into a sudden kiss. It’s rushed, sloppy, and terribly elegant, but Hux cant help but think that in spite of that all, it may be the most perfect kiss of his life. He withdraws for mere seconds, just long enough to look Kylo in the eye, maybe to give him the opportunity to run. But Ren is silent and Hux is impatient, and soon the general has descended upon the other man once more, and he is twisting his hair around his fingers, and he is embracing the twisting feeling of anticipation as it blossoms in the pit of his stomach, and he is using the weight of his body to lead Kylo Ren towards the bed.

He is letting go, and nothing has ever felt so right in all his life.

You know, after I watched ep 2, that’s when I started shipping Bellamy and Clarke, and I still shipped her with Finn. Just not as much. Cuz after the pilot I loved her with Finn. But the more I see of Bellamy and Clarke interact, and see how well they go together, just overall the great dynamic that is between them, the more I don’t really like her and Finn together. I mean they just don’t do anything for me anymore, not even a little bit. I can now only see her with Bellamy! And it has nothing to do with them having sex right away. Which I think was way too fast and kinda forced. Those type of ships don’t last, not to mention him having a girlfriend, just complicates their whole relationship. There was never really any build to them, they just were really attracted to each other and I’m not saying they don’t care about the other - I’m sure they do. But to me there was never any deeper feelings there. And the way Finn reacted after thinking he would never be able to talk to the ark, in which I mean his girlfriend,(Finn, did anyone ever tell you cheating is bad? I’m disappointed in you) shows how much he really cares about her. Yes, he cheated on his girlfriend but what I’m trying to say is he cares more about her then he does Clarke, that sounds bad but its the truth. Who knows how long hes been with his girlfriend. He may even love her, and I know, how can you cheat if you love someone? I just think he was so mad about not being able to talk to her and letting her know hes alive and there was this strong attraction he had to Clarke, that it just happened. Doesn’t make it right but that’s how it goes I guess. I feel bad for Clarke, cuz I’m sure when she finds out about her, she’s gonna feel hurt. I think any girl would. 

Now Bellamy and Clarke just have so much chemistry and they really do understand each other. I mean they are trying to see eye to eye, to a certain level now. So they are kinda working together. Of course there will be more arguments, more of them clashing and not agreeing. But that is what makes them so great. There’s this nice tension there between them, cuz they don’t always get along. And Bellamy is not a bad guy. I just cant see him that way at all. The way he was with Charlotte and him not being able to kill Atom proves that to me. Yes hes hard-headed,  and may not always make the right decisions but he has so many layers. And I love him so fucking much it hurts. And I never expected to love him, or Bellarke or this show as much as I do tbh. It took me by surprise, THEY took me by surprise. They are already the main romantic storyline of the show. They’re already building them, just slowly. Which in any case, is the best ship to watch unfold. After last week, Bellamy completely sees Clarke differently now. He already likes her, I can see it. She may get on his nerves at times, but the point is, he likes WHO she is! His views on her have changed. In that one moment when she killed Atom and the way she did it, showed him her real strength, kindness, her compassion and that is what he now respects about her. It’s what makes her human. Shes real and honest and stands up for what she believes in. She truly believes the good in people and the value of human life. And Bellamy, I think is taken back my all of this, cuz she is not what he expected her to be at all. So there’s no doubt in my mind that hes going to fall so madly, deeply in love with her. ASDFGHKJL MY FEELS GUYS, MY FEELS!!!!!! And I love it so much cuz it just wasn’t something he ever thought would happen. He’s there for his sister and yes hes trying to keep himself safe from the people on the ark. But him falling for her and her of all people - someone who he thought was so privileged and didn’t really have to work for anything…. is what makes this ship so damn beautiful!!! And like Clarke, she saw him with Atom too, he couldn’t kill him. Which shows her he does care. Like she told him, hes not a killer. And also him wanting to protect Charlotte, shows her again… HE DOES CARE!!! I tell you hes NOT a bad guy. I think Bellamy will start having deep feelings for her, before she does for him and that’s fine. Even though its torture to see, at the same time I love seeing moments when you know the guy truly cares about the girl, giving her looks, getting jealous, etc. I mean who doesn’t???? I think they would be wasting so much potential if nothing happens between them. And with the way their scenes are going, and I’m sure continue going, I just dont see it not happening. I definitely think by the end of the season, he may be in love with her, at the very least have intense feelings for her. And I just need to see them happen okay!!! I need this show to last, I need them to air the whole first season, I need there to be a second season… they cannot cancel this show. I wont handle it!!. FML man, this is why I don’t like getting into new shows, especially falling madly in love with a ship. They’re really an OTP tbh, I mean they are just fucking perfect!! It will break my heart if I dont see them happen! And like I said, they hit me outta nowhere. And you know with ships, you don’t choose them, they choose you! Oh gawd guys, hELP, I NEED HELP!!!! THEY ARE RUINING MY LIFE!!! THEY. ARE. LIFE. RUINERS!!!!