i dont need this ever in my life

I need to be reassured all the time that I’m wanted and that you love me and that you’re not mad at me because everyone I’ve ever loved has left already and if another person drops out of my life without an explanation I don’t know what I’ll do.
  • me: jesus fucking christ im fat. i need to not eat anything at all anymore. 2000 calories is too much, so i should like eat only a meal and a half a day. small portion sizes and counting calories on everything. i need to get skinny!!
  • me to me: get rid of your internalized fatphobia and love yourself. exercise if you must but don't overdo it. a little chub is okay. it's healthy. eat whatever you want, life is too short to count calories. please love your body

rose and daves lands dont have small flying animals like hummingbirds or fireflies to cover their bodies if they died on their quest beds

and id always thought that that was because skaia knew they werent gonna ever need their quest beds, and didnt even bother generating anything like that

but now i think my hc is that, because rose’s quest involved reviving the aquatic life that cetus had killed, the animal she would be swarmed with on her quest bed is fish, and her bed is underwater

as for dave i dont fuckin know maybe fifty crocs would just rush up and rugby pile onto his flaccid corpse

I tried using my brother’s old prisma pencil crayons to colour. nope. I’m a markers girl for sure.

I finally read ‘A Semi-Charming Kind of Life’ and I can confirm that Darling is exactly the kind of character that EAH needed, also she is the best character hands down! No one else is better.
I dont make the facts I just report them.

In trouble (Scott Mccall Imagines)

Request: is there anyway i could get a cute scott imagine where youre a winchester and your dating scott only your brothers dont know so when they find out they flip their shit??? (ps i love you… i mean your blog… no i dont)

 A/n: aww thank you! I love you too x

 Sometimes it’s great to keep a secret from your brothers. Afterall they don’t need to know everything that’s going on in my life. They can get way overprotective and when they do, everyone ends up running away or dead.

 That’s why i can’t tell my brothers anything. If Sam and Dean Winchester finds out their little sister is dating someone, they’re going to make the guy run away.  Dean and Sam are the most sweetest brother ever but when it comes to boys, they’re literally like the devil.

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ladythugs  asked:

OK so I literally just followed you but I really need someone to rant to about Tony and none of my friends give a crap about marvel. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HES SO AMAZING AND FLAWED WHICH ONLY MAKE HIM MORE AMAZING AND IVE BEEN BINGE READING TONY CENTERED FICS ON AO3 FOR THE PAST MONTH AND EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT HIM I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BURST AND WHY THE FUCK IS THERE A WHOLE MOVIE ABOUT CAP'S BESTFRIEND BUT RHODEY AND PEPPER AND HAPPY ARE BARELY EVER AROUND IN FIC OR CANON

AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON EVERYONE BASICALLY FORGETTING HARLEY MY SMOL BEAN AND EVERYTIME TONY NEEDS LIVE AND VALIDATION THE MOST HE JUST GETS HURT AGAIN BUT HE WONT BLAME CAP OR THE EXAVENGERS BECAUSE HE THINKS HE DESERVES IT AND IM GONNA RIP MY HAIR OUT CRYING ABOUT HIM JUST GIVE MY SON THE LOVE AND CARE HE NEEDS MARVEL IM B E G G I N G

SAME FRIEND, SAAAAAME. 

HONESTLY HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HARLEY GIVES ME LIFE (if you need fic recs more centered around that, girl, I GOT YOU) 

Letters to Bruce

“November 16 2006
Dear Bruce,
  I’m sorry I have to take your time by writing to you, but I was hoping that maybe something would flinch inside you, if you ever felt something about me. I’m still in Gotham, and you can always come to me if you need help. If as you said a year ago, are my soulmate, please come find me. I still love you. With all my fucking heart.
~yours sincerely
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2007
Dear Bruce,
You did not come. I dont know whether I should say ‘yet’, but you did not come just yet. I got a job at a coffee shop to fund my college studies! I’ll make it Bruce! I promise. I’ll make my life so much better now. My sister, Emma, is also back and I can’t wait to tell her everything.
I love you so much.
(Y/n)”

“November 2008
Hello Bruce,
I hope you feel amazing. Because I do so too. I’ve met an amazing person. A regular at the coffee shop I’m working. Tonight was our fifth date. I hope it turns out good, Bruce, or that once you’ll come and see me, because I still, even after all these years, utterly love you.
And I will for so long
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2009
Dear Bruce,
Matt, the man I talked to you about in last year’s letter, gave me a ring.
A ring Bruce.
I mean, I love this man, but a part of me still stays with you. I’m going to ask you to come find me and give me some advice. Also Emma is now pregnant with a child. She said she saw you the week before.
Love you
(Y/n)”

“November 16 2010
Dear Bruce,
Days pass awfully slow with Matt. Sometimes I wish it was you in his place. But it’s not fair for him. I’m going to leave him and come to you Bruce. I’ll come back just as you had begged to years ago.
Brucie… I’m sorry for leaving that day. Have I told you how sorry I am? I know I’m late for five years but please Bruce, if you’re reading this forgive me.
Come back if you can. Come back because I can’t stand being with someone that loves me and thinks he can replace your love.
I still love you.
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2011
Dear Bruce.
I saw you on the street today. You looked bright and beautiful. You haven’t aged one bit, though I could see the faint bags under your eyes. How are your night time activities going?
Speaking of which, thanks for saving me the other day. I’d love it if you talked one bit to me. Well okay.. you might’ve not recognized me. It’s okay. Emma sends her regards and love.
Still think I love you
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2012
Dear Bruce,
I’m getting married. I can’t write a lot. Matt is with me all the time. With the letter there is an invitation. If you still love me, I’m sorry for it. I want you to be there Bruce.
Yours until I get married
(Y/n)”

“November 16 2013
Dear Bruce
I’m writing to tell you, that I finally found the courage to give up on you. I couldn’t go on like that when you lived your crazy life, ignoring all my letters and my love. You’re not coming back. I know. I’m sorry I kept sending you these messages. You didn’t even come to my marriage. And then I realized, there at the isle, that I was ready to give up on the man that loved me to have a moment with you. I’m sorry Bruce. I never thought I’d stop loving you.
PS: Emma does not send her regards anymore.
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2014
Dear Bruce
I never thought you’d be so full of shit and egoistic. You could have st least answered to one of my letters. Nevertheless, I’m sorry for your loss. I loved Dick too.
(Y/n)”


“November 16 2015
Dear Bruce,
you have a son now. Guess what? I have my own kid too. She’s a beautiful baby girl. I know I’m bothering you once again, but your son is a very beautiful boy. Matt is fighting for his life at a hospital due to an accident. I’m afraid he’s going to die and I’d be left alone once again. Not that you had to know that.
(Y/n)”

“November 16 2016
Dear Bruce,
Dick is back! I saw him. Tell him i was t to meet him, I’ve missed this kid so much.
Any way. This will be my very last letter to you. Knowing you won’t come back; it’s been ten years already, I wanted to tell you that loving you has made me a happy person. I was always full of love in my heart, when I’d see you, be it on TV or randomly on the street surrounded by reporters and photographers. Matt died, but me and Cindy are doing fine. Emma helps a lot.
I wish you were part of my life, but apparently we were never right. I still can’t get that night out of my mind. How I managed to leave you, even if you begged me not to. I was a ruthless bitch, who thought could make everything better by sending a letter once a year.
Greetings to your son(s)…
I was, am, and always will be madly in love with you.
(Y/n)”


Alfred held the letters tightly in his hands, while going down the stairs to the batcave. It was time now. Time for Bruce to realise, what not wanting to see you all these years had caused. How much his heart had darkened and moreover, how much had yours.
He set the letters on the desk, right next to Bruce’s right hand.
“ What are these?” He demanded to know.
“Some words you should have read earlier, sir.”


November 19 2016
Dear (y/n)
I’ve been trying to find words, but they don’t seem to come easily to me. Three days ago, I read your letters for the first time. I’ll be at Wayne Enterprises, waiting for you. I can’t wait to meet you to my other sons and Dick cannot wait to se you again too.
Bring your daughter too. We have daycare.
Let this be our new start
Yours Bruce"

Please don't go.

I need you more than you’ll ever know. I care about you more than you could understand. It doesn’t matter what anyone says about you. You’re the only one who calms all the thoughts in my head. When the world is collapsing around me you’re the only one who stops it all. When I’m with you it’s like everything is the ways it’s supposed to be. I look at you and I’m home.

You have no idea how much I need you. I dont want to live a life where I don’t see you in it; not even for one day! You are my moon, sun and stars and everything in between. I have never adored and cherished like the way I do you; I will never feel this for another person ever again. I tell myself if I can’t have you, no one have me. I wish you would see how much I tried to show how much you really deserve to be loved and be happy when all you ever had before was heart break and lies.

I promise I will never hurt you the way they hurt you. I promise to love you with every ounce on my being till the day I die.

I need you; please come back.

—  Things I’ll never say to you

anonymous asked:

2 for thog, ashe, and sid

Anonymous said: *im the thog ashe and sid one by sleep with i mean share a bed with djhfksd

oh yea no dont worry I Gotchu

I marry Ashe, because she’s such a good person and I love her dearly

Share the bed with Sid because hes warm but like… I dont want to touch him. Ever

Cuddle Thog bc i am under the firm believe that he is a good cuddler and probably smells nice and I need that in my life

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anonymous asked:

I find it baffling how people can spend actual money on some fictional girls on electronic cards than actual important stuff.

UM? bruh i could be spending my money on hardcore meth instead so be happy?? let me live my damn life so what if i decide to spend money on cute anime girls thats my decision, my money?? i dont need ur condescending ass tone while im doing something i enjoy and dont even dare to judge me spending money on scouting love live! girls if you ever collected pokemon or yu-gi-oh cards, just because it’s feminine and electronic it doesnt make it any different so. stop shitting on people’s interests when they’re not hurting anybody 

something about npd.. i dont personally know a single narcissist who hasnt survived or is actively experiencing a trauma wherein others put their feelings and needs before our own to the point that its dehumanizing.

for me personally, i know the exact trauma that caused me to develop npd and i know it changed my life forever. ive recently realized how i subconsciously developed my npd symptoms in self defense, to keep from experiencing traumas like this ever again.. because that trauma happened because i was too empathetic and too many people had taken advantage of my kindness.

not that our trauma is any of your business but..

when you criticize narcissists for our abnormal/low/lack of empathy, remember that a lot of us, if not most of us, got that way because at one point we internalized the feelings of others until we reached our breaking points. when you criticize our sense of entitlement, remember a lot of us got that way because we grew up with others mistreating us and taking advantage of us and making us feel less human than them. when you generalize narcissists as “mean” remember that a lot of us got this way because we were once too nice for our own good.

obviously if someone with npd is mistreating you or anyone they dont just get away with it but dont judge someone based on things they confess about their inner psyche, dont make generalizations about our disorder just cuz the symptoms look bad on paper, dont go on npd feels blogs and call the anonymous confessions “mean”/”entitled” etc..

anonymous asked:

36,48,55,57?

36: What would you tell your younger self? 

you aren’t straight!! and it’s okay! ur dark skin is also okay. more than okay. be as honest and responsible and open w ur parents from the start, bc it’s too late now and i wish i had since the beginning. take care of ur skin and hair PLS. dont fall into the 1d fandom rabbit hole (jk sell it ur soul but beware itll be painful) (but worth it)

48. What is one thing you want to confess?

man i have no clue aaaaaaaaah. well. im teetering on the edge of being pan, not bi! also. i have serious needs for approval and validation all the fucking time it’s tiring.

55. Have you ever had to recover after something?

physical or mental? physical yeh! mental also yep. thank my anxiety. 

57. Top ten life values?

i love this oneeeeeee omg

a) do you, be proud and love lots

b) judge people by how they treat others not how they treat themselves pls

c) be nice to nice

d) indulge yourslef as much as u want u be the decider on whats right and wrong 

e) family isnt only blood u can choose ur family too

f) work hard every day to break away from stereotypes and prejudices society wants u to have

g) when sad, look at colours and aesthetics and glitter. and have a shower, too.

h) find anchors. they can be anything- people whether real or fictional, animals, things, concepts, whatever. 

i) theres no point in intentionally hurting someones feelings for no reason so dont do it

j) carpe diem!

there u are! 

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