i dont like calling them dreads

i am absolutely terrified of tomorrow its when i figure out if my doc’s nurses lied to me or not about my dosage (not really lied but like possibly lied about talking to my endo doctor when i called them like three times cause something about the dosage didnt seem right to me, like theyre having me taking less when i shouldnt be at all) its more complicated then this but like im almost 100 percent sure im in the right ughgh and also i have to tell her if she can maybe help me with my thoughts of maybe taking medication for my anxiety and depression and im sure shes gonna refer me to someone else which is fine cause like she doesnt really deal with that stuff i just really dont know what to say and im dreading sounding like a fucking liar or something but ijust really need the help so badly and i just hope i dont cry in front of her  

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