you know what i can’t stop thinking about??? when andrew took neil’s hand off the beanbag and placed it on his chest when he still wasn’t ready for that
and neil, my beautiful asshole child, knows that andrew isn’t ready, knows how important an actual "yes” is to him aND fuck i just?? someone else might have just taken that as a “yea cool i’m letting you touch me so go ahead touch me” but it’s not like that and like neil says “he wasn’t sure which one of them andrew was trying to convince” i mean sh i t that makes my heart hurt ?? was andrew trying to convince himself he was ok with neil touching him so soon was he trying to convince neil he was ok with it when he clearly wasn’t for neil’s sake i don’t??
but then– “i won’t be like them i won’t let you let me be” neil lets andrew know he knows it’s still too soon and he will respect andrew’s boundaries until a clear yes is said and i am just….really emo….
I'm sorry but why would you be anyone's fp on here? You have to develop a connection first. Youre just a person behind a computer screen. That'd be weird.
lmao first of all this is super rude???
and also you obviously dont know a lot about fps cause you dont need a connection first. and its not weird if someone did. even if you did have to have a connection, i have a lot of mutuals on here. but anyways an fp can be literally anyone you have an emotional attachment to?? like a fictional character?? lmao bye get off my page