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|Late Night Conversations| R.MANTLE /PART ONE\

It was hard day for me. My arm is bandaged, it hurt like shit but I have this thing for you and I hope you’ll like it. 

Funny story: I came up with this idea when my doctor pulled the glass out of my skin. I’m good fam. I’m a survivor ;)) 

IMAGINE ABOUT: Reggie and reader kinda had ‘a thing’ with eachother but when Jason Blossom death comes out. Reggie immediately leaves the city leaving her with nothing but her feelings. 

I’m not supposed to be like this. 

I’m not supposed to be the sad girl who doesn’t know where the hell she’s going and what the fuck she’s doing. I’m not supposed to care too much about what anyone thinks and I’m not supposed to let words affect my choices. 

I’m supposed to be that bitchy, funny maybe a little nice girl that hungs out with her friends on weekends and goes to an average school to pursue average career. 

So far. I’ve menaged to let one person change up my life like a span of a few months. What’s killing me? I think some part of me thinks I’m supposed to be the girl who cares too much for her own good. 

My parents don’t understand me. I don’t blame them. I fucking love my parents but sometimes, I just need a break. I need a break from a lot of people and I need a break to recycle my old self to keep anyone from getting in and ripping my heart to shreds. 

Sort of like how I’m feeling right now. 

There’s no way to better describe this feelng other than the fact that I’ve tried to drown my feelings multiple times, only to find out those fuckers can swim and do  water tricks as well. 

Exams have been like hell, although I did imagine this week to consist of Reggie kissing up my neck as I study. I shouldn’t even be thinking about this, he’s gone, whatever, he didn’t choose me so fuck him right?

It’s been a few days since Reggie left, and a few days since Archie and I last spoke . Archie and I have been making eye contact at most, and I can tell by the look in his eyes that he has so much to say but can’t. 
I’ve ignored his glances and ignored his silent plea’s to confess to him my true feelings and opinion, so far it’s been good. 

In other news speaking, Reggie’s been leaving me numerous messages, in all shapes and sizes, and every single on of them made my feeling stronger than a rock.

iMessage from Reggie:

i feel sad i dont like this 

(read: 11:34pm 12/04/2017) 

iMessage from: Reggie

i let you down and i know that, but im gonna need u to not give up on me okay?

(read: 9:10am: 13/04/2017) 

iMessage from: Reggie

i dont know what is it or what we are but all i know is that im here in the middle of nowhere hungover as fuck by myself thinking of you and only you

(read: 2:47pm 14/14/2017) 

iMessage from: Reggie

i dont know what to do

(read: 9;15pm  14/14/2017) 

iMessage from Reggie: 

youre mine 

(read: 1:42am 15/04/2017) 

iMessage from Reggie: 

baby girl 

please let me know ur okay

(read: 1:45am 15/04/2017) 

iMessage from Reggie: 

i miss you like crazy 

(read: 1:50am 15/04/2017) 

iMessage from Reggie: 

im not to blame i swear to you

im so scared 

(read: 3:05am 16/05/2017) 

I sat there re-reading every message he sent, analyzing over the words and thinking about what he meand by all of them. This alien feeling in my stomach makes my eyes water whenever and my lips quiver as I read. I don’t know this feeling, and I don’t like this. Reggie’s that kind of persons, he’s the kind I think I’d never be fully mad at. 

I lay in my bed in the late at night. Thinking of nothing but Reggie’s body an my last fucking exam tommorow morning. I like this quietness, althought it would be better with Reggie. Fuck. I should stop thinking like that. I like the moonlight at this time and I like the feeling on my skin against the bed. I like it, all that it is

Just as I was about to exit my messages app, it scrolls back down to Reggie’s chat, notifying me of a new message. 

iMessage from Reggie

i wanna go home 

you read that in 2 second, u were waiting for me? please tell me u were waiting for me 

i miss your lips 

so damn much i could almost taste them 

(read: 3:27am) 

I feel so tempted to reply back. To tell him that thoughs of him have taken over my brain and I can’t help but feel like shit although he’s the one doing all the demage. He’s the one who walked out when I asked him to come clean with me, and he’s the one running away now for a reason he won’t bother telling me. 

I need to stop reminding myself that we’re not together. He can do whatever the hell he wants and i have nothing to say in it whatsoever. I can’t even allow myself to be mad at him. 

I debate in my head wheter I sould reply to ease this misery, knowing he’d been messaging me desperately for the past few days. I miss him like hell. If this is what it felt like not having his arms curled up around my body and his hair tickling my neck. I can only imagine what it would feel like withouth him at all. I decide to message him, a reply something he said says ago. My fingers type the words, staring at them for a few seconds before I press send. 

iMessage to: Reggie

I’m yours 

iMessage from: Reggie 

really?? u decide to text me back when i go to pee? now im happy and the pee wont come out properly 

iMessage to: Reggie

where r u? 

iMessage from Reggie 

im scared and im tired and i just want you 

i fucked up so bad princess, like i always do, but i want you so fucking bad 

iMessage to Reggie

you already have me 

iMessage from Reggie 


i want you now 

iMessage to Reggie

my heart hurts Reggie 

and the only person i can tell is the person who hurt me 


so fuck you 

iMessage from: Reggie

you dont understand 

iMessage to Reggie 

then explain, cause i cant go through this, im not someone you can play with and throw away, talk to me, im beggining you to talk to me 

iMessage from Reggie: 

park on 5th, right fucking now! 

tell me if you like it. Your opinion is important to me so feel free :) 

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catatonicparasomnia  asked:

what's your list of fav bellarke fan fiction????

im currently bitter bc i basically had this finished but tumblr decided to have a glitch and delete it all. anyway, here’s round 2 

cause i got you, and now that’s all that matters by @marauders-groupie

lana is beautiful and so is this fic. i think my tag for it was just a bunch of exclamation points which basically means that i’ll be in love with it forever and never be able to properly use words when talking about it. 

Clarke gets dirt stuck under her nails, Bellamy always keeps books at hand, they are both a mess but somewhere between throwing tomatoes at each other and hiding, they fall in love.

Or: Bellarke in the countryside.

Prompt: Imagine Bellarke in Modern AU. With Sunday brunches on the back porch and whispered I love yous when no one else is listening.

aphelion by @kindclaws

with the possibility of coming across as too much, let me just say that there are few people who have stolen my heart in the degree that Sara has. That being said, even if I didn’t love her to the moon and back, I would still be able to see beautiful talent, and that is definitely something that my dear friend has. So here’s the short summary of my latest obsession of hers: 

It’s been two years since the spaceship Aphelion mysteriously disappeared, its crew branded by the ARK as traitors to be shot on sight. Jake Griffin was on that ship, and with him, a dangerous secret that could change civilized space forever.

Now, Clarke wants some answers - and revenge, if she can get it. Bellamy wants a bigger ship - specifically, Clarke’s. Wells wants to fix the system his father broke. Octavia wants a little fun. Miller wants everyone to stop making poor life choices. Harper wants to kiss the new girl. And Raven? Well, Raven just wants to blow shit up.

The universe won’t know what’s hit it. (Space pirates AU!)

Sent and Delivered by @clarkescrusade

Listen. I love social media aus, nerdy!Bellamy and thirsty!Clarke. Thankfully this fic has a little of all that. It also has adorable fanboy Jas and that’s also a plus for me. This one has stayed with me since the night i read it, so it’s def up there on my faves list. 

Clarke is pretty sure Bellamy is the hottest lyft driver she’s ever had, and it certainly doesn’t hurt that he’s a pretty great conversationalist, too. When she finds out him and Raven used to work together, it feels natural to become friends. She just never thought they’d get along quite so well, or that their lives would come together so easily, or that she’d fall madly in love with him. But that’s life.

aka: a social media au incorporating text messages, snapchats, tweets, and instagrams that definitely no one asked for.

You’re Cool On The Internet, At Least by @prosciuttoe

Once again, SOCIAL MEDIA AU. They meet on facebook and yeah. this is hella cute. I love it. Also, anything Em writes is magic, so please read this and give her the love and adoration she deserves. 

Look, Clarke will not dwell on this. She will not get flustered just because a possibly cute guy on Facebook apparently shares her views on what constitutes a terrible person.

Ten minutes later, her phone gives a short, irritated buzz; startling her enough that she jumps.

Biting at the inside of her cheek, she allows herself a quick peek.

Friend request from Bellamy Blake.

Clarke has no idea how she manages to develop a crush on a guy who won’t stop fighting everyone on Facebook, but here they are.

(Or: Clarke meets Bellamy on Facebook. They hit it off.)

neither lost nor found by awildthing 

other than social media au, my weakness is modern magic users au. AND THIS IS BEAUTIFUL. 

Bellamy Blake arrives on campus and Clarke’s magic suddenly starts going haywire.

Or, Clarke meets another magic user and teaches him to control his gift–and learns some things along the way.

I Don’t Want To Be Your Friend (i wanna kiss your neck) by @spacexualkids

i love tierney more than i love most people on this god forsaken site. her writing is always like coming home which is way too cheesy even for me. so here. read this summary so i dont become a blubbering mess. 

She finds Bellamy back on that floral couch. They’d moved it into the screened room for the winter, and then back out again once the days grew long and warm. It was becoming another tradition, apparently.

And so was this; him smoking on the sofa, her head on his shoulder, voices low in the early morning while everyone else was asleep and the world felt like it belonged to them, just for the moment.

“Someone had fun,” he teases, flicking at a spot on her neck. Clarke reaches up to feel the tender skin; Glass must have given her a hickey while they were getting carried away.

She flushes, but he’s looking back at the sunrise. “I always have fun,” she reminds him, and he groans.

“Yeah, I remember.”

“This is my favorite part, though,” Clarke says, curling up a little more against him so he’ll put his arm around her for warmth. She’s still kind of drunk, so she’s not sure if she’s making sense, but she trusts that he’ll get it. Bellamy always seems to understand what she means. “Just–us. It’s my favorite.”

Bellamy stubs out his cigarette and leans back against her. “Mine too.”

That’s all I have time for tonight, but I do have a longer one in my drafts that I plan on finishing and publishing soon. 

I will also use this to shamelessly self promo - I’m taking requests for the next two weeks bc HOLIDAYS! no more teaching for me for two weeks and that is glorious. 

so pls send in any and all prompts you want filled by yours truly

hello!! you probably know my blog if you’re tagged and you probably also have no idea what my name is or what i’m about so here: i’m bee, i’m a brown muslim girl who grew up in dubai but my parents are indian, also i’m pretty gay

so i’ve been on tumbler.org for about four or five years, and left, but i came back in early summer 2016 after i read throam. i didn’t really do anything with it besides make shitposts and ramble about my life which is why i was so surprised when i found out im getting closer to 1k, and i decided to do this thing (that literally no one asked for now that im at one thousand followers wtf??)

anyway here’s a little thank you to every single mutual that has tried and failed to be proper friends with me and still stuck around even though i couldn’t really be friends with any of them bc my offline social handicap decided to follow me here as well, and to every mutual who’s been so incredibly nice to me, and every mutual who i see in my notifs and every other blog that doesn’t follow me back but has inspired me to keep this up (keep what up lmao) alright im gonna stop rambling

fav blogs are bolded <3 (i’m sorry for annoying your notifs lmao this is probably a one time thing don’t worry)(also think of this like a blog rec since i maybe only really talk to four or five of these but all of these blogs are 10/10)(also there’s A LOT of blogs because i follow like 4000 people wtf how did that happen lmao this is gonna look messy idk how to tunmgler)

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markhyuck prince/servant au

mark as a prince and hyuck as his servant and….. this is like headcanons i guess 

this is way too long jesus christ good luck 2 reading </33

- ok so mark would be the most admirable prince ever because he is so hard working and modest and kind and all the girls swoon over him tbh

- hyuck is his like… personal servant kinda?? who always wakes him up and makes him his bed and all so he isn’t like too low in the hierarchy  

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Hot and Bothered (Young!Sirius Black x Reader drabble)

Imagine/Request: Imagine Sirius getting all hot and bothered by you putting your hair up

Fandom: Harry potter (Marauders Era)

Pairing: Young!Sirius black x Reader

Warning: Smutty? I don’t even know I’m sorry if anyone gets offended 

A/N: just a wee drabble for my wee darlings, it’s my first sexually forward? drabble I dunno what to call it… meh I’m so awkward kill me

This was inspired by ‘Muggle games’ by @neville-longbutton-and-imagines

(which i loved )

and a story my best friend was telling me a while ago about her boyfriend getting turned on everything she puts her hair up… if you get my drift… I should probably stop worrying about offending people cause in RL I don’t give a fuck 

Do you guys wanna see more smut let me know by dropping me an ask :)

I hope you guys enjoy! ~Rae :)



You didn’t think of yourself as a competitive person, you were never bothered when you lost a game. Who knew it would be a simple muggle game to bring it out of you  

But you wanted nothing more than to wipe that stupid smug smile off of Sirius Blacks face. Tonight the was the weekly night that the pair of yous got together with James and Lily a sort of 'double date night’.  

It was a simple muggle game that you were all playing, twister lily said it was called and it was boys vs girls. You had begun to play half-heartedly but the more times Sirius and James won the more it began to piss you off  

“enough!” You shouted as they won yet another round you looked at Lily and held out your hand for the hair bobble on her wrist. Your eyes narrowed and locked with Sirius’s. His shit eating grin still plastered across his face, you furrowed your eyebrows and flung your hair up in the best messy half bun half ponytail you would manage  

“ooh she means business, Pads" James mocked nudging Sirius in the ribs with his shoulder "my ten galleons back, they actually win for once"  

"another round Black?” You tease arching your eyebrow 

Sirius had suddenly gotten very quiet, the famous smirk on his melting away. His brows were now furrowed and his cheeks a slight tinge of pink. Was Sirius Black Blushing?! 

“I..I. Um.. I’m gonna pass” he said his attempt to act cool failing dreadfully  

“oh come on now pads, you can’t chicken out not” lily laughed  

Your eyes followed the full length of your boyfriend until they landed on your boyfriend’s trousers. His bulge had gotten considerably larger and his trousers were slightly beginning to tent. When you realised why you also turned slightly pink  

“Nah, actually I think I’m done with this game now,” I said trying to cover for him feeling slightly guilty  

“what! Oh, come one it’s just starting to get interesting….” James started before trailing off also realizing about Sirius predicament  

“oh” Both Lily and James said in unison  

“she only does that when …..” Sirius said through gritted teeth, gesturing slightly. 

You all sat down and began to try and move on from the situation 

“Sorry, pads” you whispered over to him" I’ll make up to you" winking at him as he blushed a little again, making Sirius blush was now your new favourite thing

It's A Challenge Celebration!

 (image courtesy of @atc74.. Thanks Ang.. You’re best!)

One thousand of you absolutely, the most wonderfully, the bestest, the most terrific people are following my blog!! I have no words!

Just kidding, I really do have plenty of words!

Seeing how today is my birthday (the 11th) and I hit this milestone the other day (1117 followers as of this morning!) I’m gonna host another challenge. I love watching movies and binge watching TV shows. So that will be the focus of my challenge!

Under the rules, I have listed 50 movies/shows. Pick one and run with it! Have your characters reenact the movie or a scene from it, have them watch the movie/show in you fic, use the soundtrack from the movie, have one of your characters constantly quote from a movie: use the movie or show however you want. Just have fun with it!!!

Forever Peeps tagged under the cut, plus a few others. If you wish to be added to the tag list, click the link on my master list. And as always, if you wish to be removed just let me know.

So, on to the rules and your choices, all of which are below the cut!

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Fav. Reading List

A masterlist of fics that I really love reading.
updated: 1.17.17

Okay, so I have a bunch of fics that I keep in my “likes” so I could read over and over again, but now they’re getting burried. I would use my drafts, but I already use that for fics that I’m going to read lol
these are all Bucky unless stated otherwise

Series (may contain smut) 

Hey Neighbor 2 3 4 • by @demonsebastian (Pietro)
If We Were A Movie 2 3 4 • by @rayswritingcorner
Bring Me To My Knees 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 • by @mattymattymerduck
House Of Memories 2 3 4 5 by @writingbarnes
My Joy 2 3 4 5 • by @assembletheimagines
Do Me A Favor 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 + drab • by @bovaria 
Marked 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 • by @matthewmurrdock
Have I Made You Uncomfortable 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 • by @marveliskindacool
Downpour 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 + EP • by @bionic-buckyb
Longing 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 by @sebbytrash
In An Instant 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 by @marvel-ash
Right Here Waiting 2 3 4 5 6 • by @such-fun

(if • marked at the end of a chapter, the series is finished)

Absolute Fluff 

• Since When Was I Your Best Girl? by @capnbbarnes
• It’s Just Borrowing by @bovaria
• Dance With Me by @spiderbarnes
• Slurred Confessions by @bovaria
• Why Are You So Quiet? by @demonsebastian
• Is Bucky Ticklish? by @she-who-nailed-it (i was obsessed with this one)
• Captain’s Mischiefs by @bovaria
• Clueless by @writingbarnes (Sebastian)
• Not Just Pretending by @matthewmurrdock
• The First Kick by @buckystories
• Drunken Shenanigans by @bovaria
• Domestic Bucky by @jarnesbrnes
Beautiful Things by @capsbuchanan (ouch)
The Little Things by @wakandasoldier
To Know Oneself by @jarnesbrnes
Don’t Hit Yourself by @bovaria

Short Stories (wc: 5k+) *smut

Just A Dream* [wc:8300+] by @winchester-with-wings (this is a work of art)
Prisoner Of War [wc:6800+]by @wakandasoldier (my heart)
Suburban Safe House* [wc:5300+] by @winchester-with-wings

Pure Smut

• Hiding by @just-call-me-mrs-captain (this was the first fic i ever read guys)
Thinning My Patience by @avengersandchill
A Whole New World by @after-avenging-hours 
Sex With Bucky Barnes by @fvckingavengers
Bucky Barnes & The Three Plums by @demonsebastian
Not Going Anywhere + Sequel by @just-call-me-mrs-captain
Bucky Drabble by @fvckingavengers
Post-WS Bucky Drabble by @winchester-with-wings
Addicted by @fvckingavengers
Right In Front Of Me by @mrs-squirrel-chester
July by @mattymattymerduck (Steve)


• Coffee. Black. No Sugar. by @demonsebastian
• I Win by @demonsebastian (sexual tension, but not smut)
• Awkwardly Tangled by @lowkeybxrnes
• Imagine Bucky by @aprofoundbondwithdean (metal arm)
• The Skirt Is Short On Purpose by @fanfic-super-chick
• Bucky Drabble by @mangosoldier (short af but broke my heart)
• A Figment Of Imagination by @mangosoldier (^contin. Bucky Drab)
• Little Warrior by @wakandasoldier (T’challa)
• Neighbors by @rogerthat-bucky
A Field Trip & A Metal Arm by @waitingfortherightpartner
Our Last Night by @bovaria (reader beware)
Get The Girl by @stories-from-stark-tower
The Last by @rayswritingcorner
Picture This by @pleasecallmecaptain
Dancing On My Own + Sequel by @fallen-stark

Also, some of the series are still ongoing. If something is wrong, please tell me so I can fix it asap! Other than that, enjoy these talented writers and their amazing fics ~

consider this: SMH & one direction

i just wanna talk about smh and 1d ok im so sorry this wasnt supposed to be this long i have no control 

  • dex grew up with sisters (let me have this he has a bunch of sisters ok) so not only was he completely unable to escape one direction he was not allowed to get away with any sort of ‘bands that have mainly young female fanbases are not real music’ misogyny that lots of teen boys and adult males have 
    • so he likes 1d he doesnt advertise but he had to listen to them a lot so he knows their entire discography and what they have some good songs ok bro 
    • so yeah they find their way into his workout playlists so fucking what man they’re fucking hype songs 
    • his fave is niall bc hes chill and just wants to drink beer and play his guitar and listen to dad rock and he’s irish (dex is irish and is grandma loves niall bc she’s irish and what a sweet young lad) he’s not like die hard niall stan but he knows all of the 1d discourse from his sisters debating (im willing to listen to other opinions my back up is louis bc hes a punk) 
    • he save up one year (and got help from his fam) to get tickets for his sisters to see a wwa concert as a birthday/christmas/every holiday present bc theyre expensive and they dont have a lot of money 
      • his mom technically bought the tickets he just helped pay for them and the girls surprised him with a ticket for him to come with (mama poindexter: well i cant let them go alone who’s gonna watch them you have to go make sure they dont get arrested for doing something stupid) dex played it cool but it was such a fun concert and so fun to hang out with his sisters tooo
  • nursey now is a goddamn hipster u cant tell me he isnt into a bunch of british alternative bands and bc of his brit music phase he knew about one direction from the very start at the x factor stage (he definitely mentions this all the goddamn time when they start becoming popular but he chills out through the years)
    • hes been to at least one concert for every tour (he even got tickets to the madison square garden show) - he went to every concert with his sister but it was his idea to go and she was just there to keep an eye on him
    • also a big reason he got into the band was zayn like heres a pakistani muslim boy who’s super talented with these white dudes and that representation is super important (i also hc nursey as muslim or at least partially but zayn is a brown muslim boy killing it so yeah its awesome) 
    • but nurseys fave tho is harry especially when harry is a total hoe with long hair and jewelry and those red carpet looks like nursey is in love but also in awe bc those sparkly boots and that floral suit like those are iconic Looks™ and nursey loves it bc gender isnt real and he loves hoe looks (zayn is like 1.5 tho bc nursey is in love)
      • nursey tries to serenade dex with little things one day when they’re chilling by the pond on the grass and dex punches him bc nursey is making him emo even when he knows dex doesnt have emotions (in public in front of people who can see him cry)
  • bitty likes them they’re no beyonce but theyre fun and attractive and yeah hes gonna have some fun dancing to them he isn’t really up with all the drama and disc*urse until the boys have 1d nights and they watch this is us and the concert dvds bc he learns a lot 
    • he loves 2013 era harry and all the time liam (that boy is thicc and bitty 100% does not swoon)
  • holster like come tf on holster loves them he unironically and passionately loves one direction completely unashamed he does not care for your opinions and no one makes fun of him bc he’s a 6′4 fucking big ass hockey player who could drop kick u across campus if he wanted to
    • he claims he doesnt have a fave but he would die for all of them 
    • his fave rotates seasonally and he has a different fave for each era 
    • he went to the tmh tour and he’s gone to every tour since - he goes with his sisters bc its a bonding topic for them he sits at the edge of the floor or at the end of a row on the sides bc hes so tall he feels so bad and he tries to stay out of the way of the little girls behind him but hes nice to them and talks to them and so they like him even if hes a giant
    • but really he and his sisters are so close bc they have a lot of similar interests and they talk about pop culture stuff and its hard to keep intouch when hes away so much but they have group chats about 1d and tv shows and stuff so its so nice for them to keep up a strong bonding time 
  • ransom is a britney bitch and holster dragged him into 1d. he’s in it for the memes and the drama really. (he likes the songs and thinks its fun but he wouldnt have been a fan and gone to concerts if it wasnt for holtz)
    • holster takes him to the wwa concert and they have a blast 
    • holster also drags his ass to see this is us opening night (they both cry)
  • chowder just loves everyone and he doesnt understand why people hate 1d (or other pop artists with majority young female fan bases that ppl hate bc misogyny) when theyre so fun he’s not an active /fan/ until smh has team bonding nights involving one direction jam sessions and concert dvd watching and drunk history
  • on such 1d nights they put on one of the dvds and it accidentally turns into a drinking game (mainly drinking bc this part of my god did u see that !!! THAT NOTE CHANGE !!!! and ZAYN WHY !!!! and other painful parts) and some of them *cough* nursey dex and holster *cough* get possibly the most drunk they ever get bc of this 
    • theres loud awful drunk singing along and some sobbing (this is definitely not based off of any sort of personal experience whatsoever nope never done this before) 
    • after the movie when everyone is so drunk they talk about 1d history which is how the veterans teach the others about the exciting drama and disc*urse  
  • lardo is a bad bitch who is tough as fuck and manages a division I mens hockey team and every single one of them is afraid of her. AND she would not let any bro tease her for liking one direction bc why the fuck not. 
    • she has plenty of their songs thrown in arting playlists and in pump up playlists 
    • and she knows theres nothing better to cheer holster up when he’s having a rough day than a 1d dance sesh 
    • dont forget where you belong is the first song on her team bonding playlist bc its a love song to ur bandmates which transfers very well to love songs to ur teammates 
  • shitty unapologetically loves 1d and boy bands and girl bands and he supports all things that young girls love but are not taken seriously bc girls like them 
    • he’s written at least 3 papers/projects on the misogyny surrounding young girls and their interests and involvement in fandom and also boybands (he tries to fight all guys who disrespect girls’ interests and the power of teenage girls)
    • he’ll randomly show up to a 1d night bc obvi he’s in that gc and he’s ready to party and express emotions and dance and talk drama 
    • he loves harry bc “THAT FLOW MAN!!! HIS FLOW IS SO SICK!!!”
    • he cried when harry posted the pic of the hair he chopped off and cried when he saw the another man shoot where harry was defying all sorts of societal norms it was beautiful and his flow is still so nice even this short its ok it’ll grow back better than before
  • one friday night the lax bros sneak over to try to prank the haus and peak in the window and see half of the hockey team in the living room drunk off their ass singing loudly to a one direction concert on the tv - holster and nursey jumping around attempting to dance along, ransom clinging to bitty on the floor crying about a ‘hiatus’, bitty soothing ransom, dex forgetting about the drink in his one hand to drink rum from the bottle, shitty naked (not surprising) and slow dancing with a life sized cut-out of harry styles with tears streaming down his face (more surprising), and chowder lying on the couch singing through mouthfuls of pie 
  • they walk back to the lax bro house without executing the prank and they never mention it again
When John Calls

Originally posted by decepticon-s

Pairing: past John x Reader, Dean x friend!Reader, Sam x Friend!Reader
Word count: 1,165
Warnings: Swearing

Part 2 of Unwanted

Three months after John left, you sat in the house that you’d just rented. You’d barely dented the savings that your parents had left for you over the years, and had stayed with Kayla for a bit while you found a job. It was a cute house, nothing more than needed. Two bedrooms, with a small yard. You were 5 months pregnant, and slowly rounding out.

The boys knew where you were, and what had happened. After you heard John walk out, you’d called them, and they rushed over. They were your support system. They called to check on you, stopped in whenever they were near by, and texted you.

Your feet were up on the table when there was a knock at the door. Getting up, you opened the door and smiled. “There’s our girl.” Dean grinned, pulling you into a hug. You hugged him back, thankful that they’d stood by you.

“Hey, we’ve missed you.” Sam grinned, hugging you next.

You couldn’t help but chuckle. “You saw me last month.” You teased.

“Yeah, but now you look pregnant. And not like you ate the last of my pie. Again.” Dean chuckled, shutting the door. He saw the question in your eyes, and kissed your temple. “We’re on a case involving some ghosts. Easy, low level crap.” He shrugged. “And like we could ever miss finding out if we’re having a brother or a sister with you!”

“Dork.” You laughed. “My appointment isn’t until next week.”

Sam shrugged. “So? Until then we can relax.” That was one thing that they loved about visiting you- aside from knowing you were okay. They had a real home for a bit.

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ABO Birthday Challenge

I’m turning 30 and to celebrate I want to do an ABO SPN writing challenge, because ABO is my JAM!  You can write whatever you want as long as it’s ABO.

So Rules:

  1. Must tag me (@dr-dean) in your fics and use the tag #ABO Birthday Challenge, in the first 5 tags, if I haven’t liked your fic, then I haven’t seen it!
  2. All submissions are due Feb 8th (my birthday!) but the deadline can be extended if needed (I know that there can be this crazy little thing called “real life”)
  3. Send me an ASK to sign up with the number of the prompt that you would like. Please send 2 or 3 just incase one is taken.
  4. Reblog to signal boost please.
  5. Must be ABO, if you are not familiar with ABO you can check out Kittenofdoomage’s ABO Rules or ABO AO3 Primer 
  6. You can write any ship (*hint hint* destiel is my otp), reader insert, ménage à (insert number here), or you don’t even have to do a pairing if you don’t want too.
  7. There is no length requirement minimum or maximum. If you want this to be the first chapter of a series, go for it! (and please keep tagging me!)

Important info:

  1. I will be making a masterlist of all the fics
  2. I will not be doing any winners, because let’s be honest, lovers of ABO will be the real winners here.
  3. BUT everyone who submits a fic will get a short review and reblog by me! (and hopefully by all the readers too!)

Prompts (songs seem to be popular for prompts so here you go, if none of these speak to you, but you still want to do the challenge just let me know!):

Tags and Prompts under the cut.

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His Knight Chap. 3

Chap. 1   Chap. 2

Author: @riversong-sam
Summary:  Welcome to the land of Elara, a kingdom split in three run by the Winchester royal family. (Y/N) (Y/N/L) is a young woman who wants to be a knight. Will she achieve her dream? Join them on a journey of love and betrayal.
Word Count:
Parings/ characters: Sam x Reader, John x Mary, Dean x OFC yet to be named,  Cas, Lucifer, Gabriel, Chuck, Cain
Warnings:  AU
A/N: I hope you enjoy this new Sam AU! Feedback is greatly appreciated. If you want to be tagged let me know, if I tag you and you don’t want to be tagged let me know, also if you requested to be tagged and it didn’t work shoot me an ask or an IM. I have an NCIS and a SUPERNATURAL tag list, so specify which one you would like to be on if requesting to be tagged. These ones are forever tags. This fic has a special tag list by request! 

You got up early, as you normally did. And got ready for the day, climbing out the window instead of going out the door. You were sure to get lost trying to navigate the palace. Quickly you made your way back to the knights quarters, where only Cain was awake.
“(Y/N), you’re up early aren’t you?”
“I’m afraid I don’t know the schedule put in place here. I’d prefer not to be late to anything.”
He chuckles softly “You are a peculiar thing aren’t you?”
“I do suppose I am.” You smile slightly. “Have you had breakfast? I can cook if you’d like, all I need is to be shown the kitchen.”
He shakes his head, “it’s alright.”
“Are you sure?”
He nods as you sit next to him and the two of you sit in compatible silence.

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so i made an offhand comment in the tags about how maureen is a muslim and yall…yall liked it and im so glad you did and anyways here are all of your muslim! maureen hcs ft. luke, clary, and simon too bc i said so

also if theres any words in here you dont understand feel free to come and ask me!!! some stuff is cultural and not everyone knows so! feel free im so ready to talk about this

  • so like i said maureen is a muslim
  • she was born into a muslim family and it was good!!
  • she loves her abu she loves her ami, she loves her sister (shut up she has a lil sis now i said so) and she loves her aunties and uncles
  • now heres the thing she was v religious as a child
  • she dreamed of wearing the hijab, she dreamed of being A Big Girl™ and staying up alllll night during ramadan esp. in the last 10 days
  • and then middle school came
  • and middle school was…strange for her (for lack of a better word)
  • she started wearing a hijab!!! v exciting stuff! now in the beginning (re. 6th grade) she wore the slip on bc like it was the beginning right? she still needed to get used to it and yall know what i mean)
  • she met clary and at first it was nothing just another friend
  • but then they got assigned together on a few projects and got closer
  • anyways maureen ended up going to clarys house once for this english project and lo and behold!!
  • she meets luke garroway!!!
  • who!! is!! praying!!!
  • and at first shes shocked bc like?? clary never really mentioned anything before so she never really thought about it
  • but oh look!! clary has a muslim step father which is so cool!!!!
  • like outside of her family and the masjid maureen had never really met anyone else you know? and was pleasantly surprised
  • anyways so she and clary get started on the project and leave luke alone to do the prayers (maureen did hers before coming over to clary bc she good lil girl)
  • and anyways they essentially get nothing done bc theyre two idiots and end up laughing at stupid things on the internet
  • (MAYBE)
  • but ohshitohshitohshit this cannot be happening and maureen freaks out bc heres the thing. the muslim community. not terribly open to the idea of a queer girl.
  • and maureen buys into what theyre saying that yeah maybe queerness is wrong and homosexuality is wrong bc no one ever told her otherwise
  • but anyways shes freaking about clary and so she tries to repress it (and fails ofc)
  • she also feels v distant from islam at this point
  • bc she thinks that her religion hates her, she thinks her religion wants people like her to to be damned
  • and she hates it
  • bc honestly she made it this far, shes dealt with people calling her a terrorist, shes dealt with people yelling slurs at her due to her race, shes dealt with all of it and no some red haired girl is her downfall???
  • so she vows to not really be in in contact w. clary
  • but that also means she doesnt hang out at her house as much
  • which is really sad bc like. she liked clary.
  • and also whenever clary wasnt home she was out on some art class or smth maureen would kinda sit on the couch waiting and she’d talk to luke
  • and the thing is that luke liked her too 
  • they both bonded pretty easily
  • over islam, over animals, over everything
  • like he became one of her most trusted adults. he came over to dinner at her familys house
  • where she obviously acted very proper and served gulab jamun and everything
  • like he was like another uncle (bc lbr any family friend just becomes another distant relative okay theres no other option)
  • and you know he was always there during eid and he did her mehndi once or twice and they got along
  • and she misses him
  • but shes thinking that she cant go over but she owes luke something and so she goes over to the house trying to figure out something
  • and just as she gets there theres someone else in the apartment
  • its a man
  • whos with luke
  • who kissed luke
  • like it was super brief, a quick peck but holyshit it was there and she saw it
  • she freezes bc what the hell isnt this bad??
  • luke sees her and for a second everything is just frozen but then all of a sudden the world is back into rushing
  • they both open their mouth and maureen instantly blurts out smth like “i thought this was unholy, i thought this was smth and the Prophet Muhammad ʿalayhi as-salām was against im confused are we both going to jahannam???”
  • and lukes eyes widen just a bit and he realizes ya Allah this poor girl likes girls and thinks shes going to die bc of it ya Allag please
  • so he quietly just tells her to come inside
  • and he breaks it down for her
  • islam, never ever ever directly says anything about homosexuality being bad. our religion is beautiful he reminds maureen, Allah wouldnt punish us for something out of our control
  • however, and he explains to her that the muslim community is v different from the religion. which sucks
  • he also explains that the homophobic muslims ‘reasoning’ is going off of a passage thats actually talking about rape
    • (the passage is a story of this group of men who went and raped anyone and everyone. men, women, children, etc. and obviously this was shown as a god-awful thing. however the homophobes pointed to the very small area where it says that the group raped innocent men and said ‘look!! homosexuality MUST be bad’ therefore missing the point of the passage and being terrible people)
  • maureen breaks down and cries after he finishes
  • he doesnt say anything, he just holds her v calmly and waits
  • once she calms down she explains that maybe she had a tiny (huge) crush on clary and maybe was freaking out
  • luke grins and kisses her temple and tells her that its okay
  • he also grins and while wagging a finger and says that maureen still needs to properly ask for his daughters hand like any other guy would
  • she lets out a watery laugh at that
  • after that she goes home and her mind is buzzing
  • she does the only thing she knows how to. she reads the quran
  • she reads her favourite stories, she cries more and when the athan comes she does her namaz
  • the next day shes a little more calmer and a lot more curious
  • she goes online. she reads and reads and reads. not everything is accurate. not everything is good. not everything is bad either.
  • but its summer and so she goes to the masjid a lot
  • she reconnects with her religion. she falls in love all over again.
  • ramadan comes and she stays up all night and she prays
  • she prays to Allah to forgive her for her sins
  • she prays to Allah to help her with her schoolwork
  • she prays to Allah to help her figure out this whole sexuality thing 
  • when school starts maureen starts to reconnect with clary
  • (her feelings. they are still there)
  • but regardless they fall into an easy relationship and maureen meets simon
  • a jewish kid who is 10000% okay with being jewish. and pansexual
  • and its nice to see someone her age still be close to their religion and also be connected with their sexuality
  • i mean granted hes still figuring out some things but its okay bc theyre young
  • OH!! its around this time that maureen goes thru what she called “hijab puberty”
  • where now instead of slip ons shes wearing actual wrap arounds and playing with styles
  • (its v exciting and luke may have cheered really loudly the first time she went to school with it)
  • anyways so school goes on the work gets harder and maureen still deals with a lot of internalized lesbiphobia
  • she also deals with literally every str8 yt boi calling her a terrorist or yelling slurs at her
  • and yeah whatever she gets used to it
  • she puts on a brave face and rolls her eyes at them
  • (the ironic thing is, even tho theyre making fun of her hijab, even tho her hijab is partly why theyre being jackasses to her, its also become her shield)
  • it gets easier to ignore them
  • in the meantime she goes shopping with her ami for different styles and colours and texture and has fun
  • she looks for kameez shalvaars to wearing during eid bc why not
  • she gets her mehndi done by luke and tells him how her day is going
  • she joins simons band and suddenly clary is everywhere and her feelings just wont go away
  • but its okay. because shes getting through life with her friends and its okay
  • and this is really long and is kinda a mess but i love maureen
  • i love muslim maureen
  • i love luke
  • i love muslim luke
  • and i love my kids and i swear i have a million hcs but heres a story? about muslim maureen and muslim luke meeting
  • and come and talk to me about them bc i could. forever.

55. “I fell in love with my best friend.” - @princesabee

I’m sorry, @pleasecallmecaptain for I have lied to you.

Originally posted by buddyineedyou

You never knew when it happened, it just sort of fell through on its own. You never planned on any of this happening nor did you ever expect your feelings to go awry. From young you had always dreamt of finding your prince charming. From when you were a little girl, you had always been so determined of finding Mr. Right. You had lost all hope when your world fell apart. Upon befriending the redhead, Natasha Romanoff, all your plans of finding the perfect one was forgotten. Instead, you were taught on how to think like a spy. You were told your dreams were silly and stupid, to focus on the bigger picture, such as staying alive. You slowly grew out of your childhood dream, realizing it was indeed dumb. That was, until you met Steve Rogers.

As soon as you set your eyes on him for the first time, you heart nearly leapt out of your chest, sending you to possible cardiac arrest. You gulped down your spit, trying desperately not to make a fool out of yourself. The lopsided grin that danced across his face made your stomach churn with butterflies. Natasha knew. She was the one who nudged you gently with a stupid smile on her face as she wagged her eyebrows. You played it cool though. Pretending to be the least interested at the Captain America standing before you. You were polite and courteous as Steve tried his best to be the same. But his crooked smile was still on his face, making it much more difficult to focus on playing your part.

Over the years, the two of you had become inseparable, becoming the best of friends very quickly. You hid your feelings and put them aside. You didn’t want to damage your friendship over a little infatuation with Steve. But it was hopeless, with each passing day, you found yourself falling deeper and deeper in love. It hurt you when you saw him happily dating another person, but you kept your mouth shut. When it didn’t work out, you couldn’t help but feel a little bit glad at the fall out. But despite this, you still couldn’t find the words to express your feelings to him.

Natasha had always told you that you would regret being quiet one day. Who knew that day would come so fast?

You remembered the day so clearly. Both Bucky and Natasha had sprinted towards the fallen soldier, with you following just seconds behind. You came to a stop as you fell to your knees in the process, tears barely pooling up in your eyes. You took his limp body with a heavy heart as you cried silently. He whispered your name, a breath of life still clinging onto him and you hoped it was enough for you to still save him. Bucky and Natasha swallowed the sob that threatened to come up, blinking away their tears. They couldn’t bear to witness the death of their best friend.

Before you knew it, he had whispered his last words to you, inaudible to the other two, making your body heave in heavy sobs as it shook your whole body. Your cheeks glistened with tears, you turned to the pair behind you, confirming the death of your best friend. You had made a mistake of falling in love with your best friend, and even more, you had made the mistake of waiting too long.

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anonymous asked:

bro can u explain why cassandra clare is terrible? im not doubting u i just dont know the receipts lmao

oh boy ok

  • she has a well known and documented tendency to plagiarize [xx] [xx]
  • she slutshames Isabelle and Clary in the show, even saying that Isabelle looks like on of Sebastian’s girls SPOILER FOR ANY SHOW ONLY FOLKS: the same Sebastian who uses girls for sex and degrades the, who kissed and sexually assaulted his sister
  • she has this disgusting thing about incest: making Clary and Jace think they’re brother and sister, having Sebastian attempt to seduce and force himself on Clary when they are brother and sister, according to many people one of her infamous fanfiction pieces included a Ron/Ginny relationship, as well as this tweet [xx] about Damon and Stefan from The Vampire Diaries.
  • according to several people online, she has bullied fans for years 
  • she retracted her IN TEXT declaration of Magnus’ bisexuality, instead saying that he is “technically” pansexual but really “identifies” “currently” as bi, because he would date a nonbinary person. this sheds light on her ignorance of the LGBT community and the differences between sexualities and genders [xx]
  • her books have the same basic characters and plot lines, with not a single difference in personality. Emma is Jace, Jules is Jem, Clary is Tessa, they are all practically the same
  • she wants to reap the benefits of having token queer characters, but gives them little to no page time. in CoHF Alec has less scenes than Maia and Julian and Emma have nearly twice the amount as he does [xx] proving that CC either doesn’t value Alec as much as she claims to or he really isn’t a main character in her mind (he isn’t in mine, despite how much I love him. He doesn’t have enough scenes) which means that her “inclusion” is mediocre at best
  • Maia is put into a relationship with her past abuser, Clary is assaulted by her brother, Isabelle gets shamed left and right for what she wears and how she acts, Alec makes out of character biphobic comments towards Magnus, Jace is an insensitive jerk, Simon is a two-timing Brony Friendzoney; all of which is gross and is honestly more a reflection on her own views rather than the characters themselves being shitty
  • she has thrown so much shade at the directors and writers and producers of Shadowhunters, even directing her loyalists on how to get them replaced
  • she never acknowledges her plot holes or her ignorant behavior, she doesn’t apologize, she doesn’t explain, she doesn’t elaborate. instead she blocks people who say anything against her and doesn’t add to the subject, pretending it isn’t there. (remember all those questions about Alec and Jace’s parabatai runes?)
  • she’s writing porn for charity. she’s writing Alec and Magnus’ first time for charity. this is wrong on several accounts. 
  • first: every straight couple has been intimate in the books, in text. Jace and Clary get to have sex and hot steamy makeouts, even when they think they’re related. Simon and Isabelle are into roleplay! good thing that wasn’t left out of the final draft! it’s so plot relevant! Clary and Simon get kisses and cuddles galore! Maia and Jordan, a.k.a. her abuser? Why not? Emma and Julian? Will and Tessa? Jem and Tessa? Sure! But Alec and Magnus? No, they’re relegated to a side story. 
  • second, its for charity. the proceeds go to the Trevor Project, Inc. if this isn’t sexualizing and exploiting a gay couple’s relationship for profit and kudos then I don’t know what is. she could have written any scene. at all. and yet she writes smut of Alec losing his virginity.

there are more sources all throughout the anti cassandra clare tag and all throughout her twitter. tldr; she’s a practiced plagiarist, she’s ignorant at best and malicious and rude at worst, she refuses to acknowledge her problems and listen to the complaints of fans, she’s complaining about the success of the show despite its “inaccuracies” and wants to have more control even though she sold the rights, she’s misogynistic and homophobic and every other phobic under the moon and she’s tacky and i hate her

A Kidnapper’s Taunt

Originally posted by myfoxesandroses

Pairing: past John x Reader, Dean x Friend!Reader, Sam x friend!Reader
Word count: 1,040

Part 10 of Unwanted

The Winchester men knew that you had a point about that. John felt like he was going to be sick, and he couldn’t tell if that was the alcohol, or the guilt. He’d done his share of drinking after walking out on you. The picture of you looking so heartbroken had been etched in his brain, and he tried to drink it away.

John sat with his back against the door, his feet out in front of him. He could hold his liquor no problem. It was emotions that he had trouble with. A month had passed since what was supposed to be his wedding day. Looking down at his finger, he sighed. He’d put on his old wedding band, and as he stared at it, the worst he felt.

He knew that Mary would have smacked him upside his head, but if she were there to do that, he wouldn’t be drunk in some motel room. Sighing, he let his head fall back. “Shit.” He groaned, knowing that even if he wanted to go back to you and start over, even if he told you that he wanted everything, you’d never in a million years believe him. Not that he would have blamed you.

“Dean and I will stay up first.” Sam started, breaking him from his memories. “We’ll stay up trying to find anything we can. A lead, a clue. Anything.”

John stood up, nodding. “Alright, I’m gonna go crash, then.”

Dean shook his head. “Nope.” John raised an eyebrow at him. “You’re staying right here. We all are. We don’t know if they plan to come back. We’ll all be staying in this room. I’ll sit on that bed with Y/N, Sam can sit at the table, and you can sleep on the other bed.” He explained. “Then, if we find anything, we’ll wake you up. If we don’t, we’ll switch in the morning.”

You thought it over. “Fine.” You agreed. “That’s probably the best option we have right now.” Glancing at the clock, you tried to think of what the best time would be to switch. “Wake me up in 6 hours, and then you can crash, Dean.”

“Same here, Sammy.” John agreed.

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Magical Muslim-Monsters, Romani, Black Women and Latina Stereotypes

Anonymous asked: 

Okay so i am working on several stories with POC characters. I feel like a few of them may be tropes but i’ve checked and they don’t seem to match any? 

Magical Muslim and Monster Tropes

in one story there’s a trio of magical girls. one of them is a Muslim girl who was cursed into a spider creature. she is ashamed of this and views it negatively. would this relate to any monster Muslim stereotypes? she doesn’t drink blood. she rarely uses her magic, only if she absolutely has to.

Sassy Black Stereotypes in Children

in the second story there’s a trio of sisters. they are all Black and the daughters of the personification of heaven. the first sister is very young, only 7 or 8. she is very loud and sort of bold, i don’t want her to come across as a “sassy Black girl” stereotype, because later on she reveals she is only that way because her oldest sister doesn’t care for her as much as she should. the middle sister is a teenager, like 16, and spends a lot of time on her phone. she cares very much for her little sister. she doesn’t get along too well with the oldest sister either because she didn’t take care of their younger sister. she kind of fits the white girl starbucks stereotype but is shown to be caring and gentle on a regular basis. their oldest sister is disconnected and not really sure how to be a good sister after their mother left, but she tries her hardest. i think the second 2 characters are okay but im not sure about the first one.

Greedy Latina Stereotypes

in the last story (its fantasy) the entire main cast are POC. first off theres the main heroine. she is indigenous Guatemalan of Mayan descent. she lives in a village in England. She wears English style clothes and armor and speaks English, even though Spanish is her first language. she wants to fit in so people with see her as a hero, because being a hero is her goal in life. throughout the story she slowly starts reconnecting with her Guatemalan roots, like speaking Spanish more and wearing her mother’s huipils on occasions. at the very end of the story she has learned to preserve her parent’s culture while living in England. i don’t want her to come across a negative latina stereotype of liking money and being sort of greedy. (she is strong and kinda punk as well)

Romani Elf 

one of her friends is an elf and Romani with albinism. she isn’t an elf because shes albino or albino because she’s an elf, she’s just an albino elf. she can’t use magic as well as her brother can so i think that avoids “magical albino” but is there any issue with her being Romani? i couldnt find much in your tags on Romani in fantasy. what could i do to show her living a traditional Romani life without using stereotypes? (i know it may not make much sense for an elf to be Romani, but she is because of the way elves work in this world. i wont go into detail but basically elves are sort of seen as higher beings and since her parents chose to live with a group of Romani people, their children were born Romani.)

Saudi Arabian Djinn

2 of the side characters are a Tahitian mermaid (cookiecutter shark) who mostly acts a guide. at one point she tricks the first girl mentioned by leading her off and taking her valuables. im pretty sure that’s not a stereotype however. the other side character is a Saudi Arabian djinn who is not Muslim. she’s a traditional djinn, is there something wrong with her being Saudi and not Muslim? 

Motherly Black Queen and Angry Black Woman

And finally the 2 characters that i think are sort of problematic but i cant pinpoint why. The queen is a Black woman, she is very motherly towards her subjects but this is because she is the queen and she’s sort of the sad about it, like the subjects dont know how much empathy she has for them. she is very mysterious and magical. her counterpart is the villain, another Black woman who is connected to fire. she is the sun, basically, and shown to be abusive to the elf’s brother who had the stone her spirit was trapped in for a long time. she uses a lot of big, fancy words. she is so angry because she was trapped in the stone for so long, i dont want to play her as an angry Black woman stereotype though.

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Originally posted by jeffreysdeanmorgan

Pairing: John x Reader
Word count: 1,484

Final part of Time Changes Things

When it was time to go home, you had been worried. Your father hadn’t spoken to you since that night, but he had sent you flowers. John eased your mind, offering you the chance to go home with him. It took you less than a breath to nod your head, agreeing.

That led you to the current moment. You were in the Impala, looking out the window. “You okay, sweetheart?” He asked you gently.

Looking over, you nodded. “I’m glad to be out of that hospital, that’s for sure.” You smiled. “How do the boys feel about me staying with you?” How they felt about the whole situation was unclear. Neither you, nor John, had brought up what the two of you were. When he had visited you, the two of you watched movies, and kept your spirits up. You’d been in the hospital 4 days, just ‘to be safe’.

John kept his eyes on the road but smiled softly “The boys are glad you’re ok and that you’re coming home.” You bit your lip and sighed.

“It’s not what I meant John…” You fizzled out, you just felt so exhausted of the whole situation,he turned to look at you and nodded his head.

“I know but as you and I haven’t had a proper chance to talk about our future I didn’t think it was right to be discussing it with them. When we get back and you’ve settled in, I’ll make us a drink and we can talk…Okay sweetheart?”

The way he called it a future made you smile softly. “I’d like that.” You agreed.

John reached out and took your hand, wanting to comfort you the best he could in the car. “It’ll be okay.” He said it for both of them.

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The Mogi 500!

Ok excuse that terrible reference, I don’t even watch races all that much, so what am I doing making that reference???

Anywho, yes, I HIT 500 FOLLOWERS!!!! Like what even guys? I don’t even know how this happened? I’m pretty sure I am a bump on a log like all the time and I do nothing but write, so 500? Okie dokie thennn…

But believe it or not, this baby is organized!!!!! Those who have been following me from the beginning know that these things are train wrecks from me, but I put this I a spreadsheet and like, woah, life got a whole lot easier. *~*

First, call out goes to my waifu, @neato-ft , who did the lovely coloring you see at the top. I really don’t know why you put u with me, for like the past month, I have been nothing but crabby for more than half of it. But hey, you’re sticking with me and I can’t be more thankful. Thank your for being my best friend and waifu, Boo.

To the Chat of Unfortunate Events, You guys are great and idk what i would do without you guys, that includes you new members too!! Yall are tagged throughout this since I’m copying and pasting from my spreadsheet, I’m lazy. x]

So here goes.

@blah - you follow me, kudos and thank you!

@blah - you are mutuals, and i love you

@blah - you are my friends/family on this lovely sea of blue and ily bunches

@blah - you are my senpais and I look up to you for various reasons ^^

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Im Sorry - Part Thirteen

A/N: Now this is LOOOOOOONG overdue and i am deeply sorry for that, this part also is pretty short but its just a filler, but better than nothing right?!?!? i actually do have lots of ideas for this story thank to the ones you guys sent it :) I just have to plan it all out now but till then enjoy the filler!

Characters: Dean, Sam, Lisa, Reader

Warnings: Language

Word Count: 1000

Tagging: @badgalwinchester @daydreamingintheimpala @melanie451 @madamebroadway

Im Sorry Masterlist

P.S If you wanna be tagged lemme know :)

“y/n?” Dean whispered, you rolled your eyes and pushed the knife harder into Lisa’s shoulder earning a squeal from her.

“Who else would it be Dean?”

“This isn’t you y/n!!” Sam shouted

You laughed “This isn’t you! The old y/n would have never done this!” you spoke in a mocking tone towards Sam, “Blah blah blah, that’s all a load of crap”

“Why are you doing this?” Dean asked

“Wow Dean, even someone with your lack of knowledge should be able to figure something as simple as that out”

“What do you want?”

“Oh, just some sweet sweet, sweet revenge and since i can’t have you here to see it, the next best thing is to hear her scream, and certainly not in the way you want, Dean”

“y/n, please dont” Dean whispered

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Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
whoops I just decided it would be fun

1.Last beverage: coffee
2.Last phone call: uhh…my mom I think?
3.Last text message: my friend
4.Last song you listened to: The Head and the Heart - Rivers and roads
5.Last time you cried: oh man I…I think when I watched Arrow a few days ago. Or was it yesterday? During Arrow, either way.

6.Dated someone twice: nah
7.Been cheated on: not…exactly
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: yes
9.Lost someone special: no
10.Been depressed: I don’t think so?
11.Been drunk and threw up: I was young and rebellious okay
12.THREE FAVORITE COLORS: red, dark deep blue and..mm..turquoise


15.Made a new friend: both online and in real life, yes
16.Fallen out of love: no
17.Laughed until you cried: A LOT.
18.Met someone who changed you: my friend I think
19.Found out who your true friends are: I guess in a way.. but not exactly in the last year, no.
20.Found out someone was talking about you: yes.
21.Kissed anyone you follow/follows you: no

22. How many people do you know in real life that you follow/follows you on tumblr: 3 I think
24.Do you have any pets: two cats and a fishie
25.Do you want to change your name: strangely, I actually like my name:”)
26.What did you do for your last birthday: that was a trainwreck. just me and relatives
27.What time did you wake up today: 9:32 am
28.What were you doing at midnight last night: i was reading a certain explicit haikyuu fic
29.Name something you CANNOT wait for: 2d season of haikyuu, finals to pass
30.Last time you saw your mother: on Saturday
31.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: maybe stop thinking I am lonely when in reality I’m not 
32.What are you listening to right now: Shinedown - What a shame
33.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34.What’s getting on your nerves right now: f i n a l s
35.Most visited website: tumbr\twitter? I guess twitter even more so
36.Blood type: I dunno how they are in English.. III+ I think?
37.Nickname: Belka (which is squirrel in russian), and Enot (which is raccoon) :D
38.Relationship Status: nah
39.Zodiac Sign: taurus
40.Pronouns: she/her
41.Elementary: yes
42.High School: yes
43.College: Yes
44.Hair color: dark dark brown
45.Long or short: a bit lower than my chest
46.Height: 158 cm
47.Do you have a crush on someone: no
48.What do you like about yourself: I like making people happy?
49. - dunno what happened here. 
50.Tattoos: Not yet but I want one. Would get soon if I knew WHAT i wanted..
51.Righty or lefty: right
52.First Surgery: i had it
53.First piercing: ears when i was very little so i don’t remember.
54.First best friend: a girl in a kindergarten named Yana.
55.First sport you enjoyed: karate 
56.First vacation: in Kiev with my parents, then slowly moving to the village to grandgrandmother
58.First pair of trainers: i remember the ones my mother made that were black and had colourful balls on it

59.Eating: about to
60.Drinking: i’ll go for tea
61.I’m about to: I’m supposed to start preparing for my graphics final and make a goddamn boot
62.Listening to: Free osts
63.Waiting for: my doom. finals.
64.Want kids: i guess?
65.Get married: eh I guess
66.Career: Student for now

67.Lips or eyes: eyes
68.Hugs or kisses: depends
69.Shorter or taller: taller
70.Older or younger: hmm a bit older
71.Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 
72.Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS
73.Sensitive or loud: I dunno….science shows I love both
74.Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75.Trouble maker or hesitate: hesitate

76.Kissed a stranger: yes
77.Drank hard liquor: yes
78.Lost glasses/contacts: lost my favourite glasses with dolphins on them. I was a kid i don’t know where they went
79.Sex on first date: depends but probably no
80.Broke someones heart: sadly yeah
81.Had your own heart broken: yes
82.Been arrested: almost..come on i was just having fun in the fountain 
83.Turned someone down: yes
84.Cried when someone died: yes
85.Fallen for a friend: fuck yes

86.Yourself: I don’t know..more no than yes but sometimes i do
87.Miracles: nope
88.Love at first sight: not exactly..attraction yes but not quite love
89.Heaven: I’m agnostic
90.Santa Claus: I did.
91.Kiss on first date: if i really like them then why not
92.Angels: dont think so

not tagging but go for it if you want to;)