i dont know what the hell he's saying im too sick too understand

#8 Mitch Marner

can you do a mitch marner one where everyone knows you guys don’t get along but fighting or arguing is something you secretly like (and he secretly likes it too) and there’s chemistry and sexual attraction that he can’t take it anymore and kisses you and it’s like aggressive kissing idk it’s not really smut but like the next time y'all see each other you guys don’t argue anymore and everyone’s like ?????? pls and thanks!

Warnings: Angry kissing *you cant see it but my eyebrows are doing a thing*

Song suggestion of the day: heathrow by catfish and the bottlemen

Originally posted by marnsxmatts

You’d known Mitch Marner for way too long and for the record he’d always been insufferable. You would have been perfectly content to stay friends with Connor and Dylan, till Mitch came barrelling into your trio. He and Dylan were like two peas in a pod and you hated it. Then you’d moved to London and so every time you saw Dylan and Connor, Mitch was always there. You couldn’t stand it. He was so annoying and immature and he’d never leave you alone. You didn’t think you could dislike another person more. Con was always the mediator when you fought, he was shy but he really had a way with people that he didn’t give himself credit for. Connor and Mitch weren’t as close as Dylan and Mitch were, plus he was definitely more of an introvert than the other two so you ending up talking to Connor a lot more than you did Dylan. This became yet another reason for you to despise Marner, not that you hated talking to Connor but that you missed Dylan. It was worse when Dyl and Con weren’t in London. You had to feed your hockey addiction so you found yourself at knights games where you’d be forced to see Mitch. To add to that, you’d see him around town all the time also. You finally thought you’d catch a break when you were accepted to a Uni in Toronto. You’d get to see Dylan and Connor and avoid Mitch easier when they were there for games. Those first couple of months before the draft were pretty lonely. You’d seen Connor brown around town a couple of times and remembered him from when he was playing with the Otters. You and connor got on pretty well and he was from Toronto so he helped you find your feet in Toronto, which was awfully nice of him. Then Mitch went and got himself drafted to Toronto, much to your distain.

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renle!hogwarts au

coughs wink harry potter + renle is honestly my favourite thing in the world bye





-he highkey acts like a hufflepuff most of the time tho lmao

-he’s one of those kids that you dont expect to be INSANELY smart

-everybody loves him, he tutors people whenever they ask him to

-he’s such a sweetheart too, he doesnt belittle you if you get an answer wrong or something

-renjun’s a slytherin (slytherin repRESENT WOOP WOOP)

-y’all know how slytherins have a bad rep for some reason smh 

-even tho it’s not as bad as before, the other houses dont interact with slytherin as much

-chenle never gets to interact with ren even tho theyre in a lot of the same classes

-his friends always drag him away, claiming that ‘he’s too sweet for huang renjun’

-”smh thEY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND YOU BBY DONT LISTEN TO THEM MY CHILD” -donghyuck, fellow slytherin roommate ♡

-chen and ren both knew about each other before they became friends

-mark and hyuck were friends (mark’s a gryffindor)

-they were friends before they went to hogwarts so it wasnt a surprise they stayed friends even after they were put in houses that were ‘enemies’ of each other

-sosO mark and hyuck hang out a lottttt

-theyre always together

-and slowly, the dream team all came together and one day, jeno (RAVENCLAW!!) introduced chenle to the boys and hyuck introduced ren to the boys

-and they became friends ever since

-ren and chen grew really close 

-ren would ALWAYS ALWAYS look out for chen when someone messed with him

-”nobody messes with mY BEST FRIEND FIGHT ME!!!!!!!!!!” -literally ren as chen has to hold him back

-on the hogsmeade weekend trips, the two of them stuck together and would go into all the stores, even if they didnt buy anything lmfao

-ren probably buys everything for chen even if chen’s like “no it’s ok!! i dont want anything haha!!!!!!”

-ren has the BIGGEST crush on chen

-it’s so obvious


-how could he not??

-he just thinks chen is the most perfect person in the world and just wants to love him ;-;

-he didnt have a crush on chen at first

-but then he slowly fell in love oh my gosh

-they sit together in charms and the first time ren started feeling feelings for chen was when their hands accidentally brushed together

-chen was like “oh sorry” and moved on without a second thought


-ever since then, he snuck looks at chen every so often and when the dream team hung out, chen seemed to be the only one he could look at ;-;

-whenever chen smiles really hard, ren literally stops breathing and turns really red

-hyuck noticed one time and called him out right before they went to sleep


-he was like “lol so when’re you gonna ask chen out yo”

-and renjun went really pale and his eyes widened like ‘holy shit wtf how does he know omg wtf’

-and hyuck just laughed in his face and was like “chen likes you too lmfao chill man”

-ofc ren doesnt believe him so they spend aNOTHER YEAR OF BEING JUST FRIENDS

-the dream team got SICK OF IT

-they were all trying to get one of them to ask the other out but NEITHER OF THEM WOULD BUDGE

-they were gonna give up but hyuck WASNT GOING TO HAVE IT

-so late at night, before dinner, hyuck dragged ren to their room


-”listen ren, if you dont ask chen out now, youll regret it

-what if someone asks him out before you? youll lose your chance and then youll be sad and your heart’ll feel icky and you wont ever feel the same way about anything ever again”

-ren doesnt say anything bc “fuck yo ive never seen hyuck talk like this” so hyuck fills the silence

-”just ask him out before you cant”

-and then hyuck leAVES



-so at dinner he’s about to stoRM TO THE RAVENCLAW TABLE

-but he walks 3 steps and sees everybody there and is like “oh shit bye lmfao no”

-hyuck facepalms and cringes but like w/e dude let the lil guy take his time

-even tho it’s been like, 2 years

-hyuck probably whispers “u lil fuckin shit ask him out after dinner isTG”

-after dinner, ren drags chen to the room of requirement (the dream team stumbled across it a year back)

-ren has no fucking issue opening that damn room his mind is racing with thoughts about what the hell he needs lmao

-and chen’s like “.-. what do ya need buddio”


-chenle stands there for a second and boLTS OUT OF THE ROOM

-when he gets back to the ravenclaw house, his face is so red and his eyes are so wide and like, EVERYBODY can hear his heart pounding

-so jeno was like “lmfao did ren ask you out or something”


-”u just did lmfaO NERD”






-he wobbled back to the slytherin dorm rooms with tears in his eyes and his legs like jelly

-and hyuck’s waiting for him in the common room 

-”ayyyy didja ask him oUT OMG REN ARE YOU OKAY”

-”i dont think chen likes me back hyuck” ren’s like trying his best not to cry oh my gosh ;-;


-”he ran out of the room as soon as i asked him out”


-jeno opens it and is like “oh hey, did you hear-”

-hyuck doesnt let him finish lmfao “ZHONG CHENLE IM HURTING YOU”


-thankfully, jeno holds him back



-but like, hyuck eventually calms down and chen explains that he was just nervous and didnt know what to say so he did what he does best


-hyuck’s still pissed lmao

-he tells chen that ren thinks he hates him and chen gets reALLY SAD


-the next entire week, they dont talk and classes together were really weird

-chen kept trying to talk to ren and tell him that he didnt hate him but ren kept brushing it off and trying to avoid him

-chen got so tired of it so he called for a dream team meeting in the room of requirement

-like, everybody got there and ren was the last to show up

-and chen just pushed everybody out of the room so it was just him and ren

-and grabbed ren’s shoulders so he could scream “I FUCKING LOVE YOU STOP IGNORING ME” in his face

-”… why’d you run away from me then?”

-”i dont know… i really liked you too and didnt wanna say anything dumb so i ran away…”

-”… for a ravenclaw u arent very smart”

-”i will punch you right here rn”

-i feel like chen hates riding on brooms

-he’s a muggleborn and riding on brooms make him feel dumb lmfao

-the only way he’ll ride on a broom is if ren’s driving it and chen gets to sit in the back 

-chen just really likes how warm ren is but shhhhhHHHH DONT TELL HIM

-they sneak out at night every once in a while

-chen likes how the night feels so cold but ren feels so warm and he falls in love with ren so much more every time they sneak out

-i feel like chen is really huggable and tiny

-like, theyre both the same height (or about) but ren hugs chen like he’s the tiniest lil kid in the world

-ren LIVES for chen’s laughs

-ren’s a pure blood so he has ZERO idea on how the muggle world works

-chen thinks it’s adorable

-one time ren scraped his knee and chen pulled out a bandaid from his pocket (he keeps one in case he ever needs one what a cuTIE)

-he was about to put it on when ren scREECHED

-”wHaT IS ThAT ThInG OmG BaBE ARe yoU TRYinG tO KiLL ME”

-”omg wtf u nerd no it’s a bandaid smh…”

-ren rarely calls chen babe or w/e lmfao

-it’s chennie or nothing (or chen bUT)

-ren met chen’s parents during christmas break

-he was SWEATING

-chen took the train back home right

-and ren was so fidgety on the train and all he could think about was how he was gonna die bc mUGGLES ARE KINDA BAD AT BUILDING THINGS

-”why u gotta be so mugglecist ren” -chenle, probably lmfao


-”… a van….?”


-”what is this food chen… it’s… magical… more magical than anything harry potter has done………”

-”…. ramen ren, ramen.”

-”i have a new religion”

-tl;dr, honestly this couple is the weirdest pair youll ever meet but like, it works for them and they make it look adorable sO 

this is long overdue, but here’s hip hip unit x zombie apocalypse~
find the vocal unit ver (here) / bts (here) / vixx (here

tw: violence, blood 


  • technically speaking s.coups was supposed to be out delivering pizzas since that’s his part time job but when he opened the door and saw that the dude that had ordered it had half his face falling off he got back on his bike and was like TIME TO SUIT UP FOR THE SHITSTORM ABOUT TO HIT
  • and honestly what better place to have a hideout than a pizza shop like just bar up all the windows and live off tomato sauce  but actually the reason is home is probably infested with zombies so better stay at work for the time being
  • and so he has a good amount of food, it won’t last super long, but thankfully he’s got cup noodles in the back and a lot of dough to make calzones and hey if any zombies try coming for him this pizza cutter with it’s sharp blade is going to protect him well enough
  • but he makes a note that maybe getting a gun or maybe a bat might work better 
  • and basically the little pizza place that s.coups turns into a hiding place becomes a safe house for other survivors that come by and somehow his natural leadership makes him easy to trust and the people that ask him for help he’s like sure come in with he dough, tomato sauce, cheese - no wait the cheese might be expired 
  • and you meet him in the funniest way you actually sneak into the pizza place through a wobbly plank that you broke off the window because you were looking for a bathroom and you’re like this place has a bathroom right it’s a restaurant kinda
  • and you get pinned to a wall by s.coups with a pizza cutter to your neck and you’re like wAIT
  • and he’s like oh shit you’re not a zombie and you’re like no i just need to use your bathroom and he’s like you could have knocked and you’re like the windows and doors have planks on them and he’s like yeah well you can knock on the planks…. and you’re like lISTEn where’s the bathroom 
  • and he chuckles at you and youre like listen buddy dont laugh at me i am aRMEd and he’s like oh really and you’re like yea- wait where is it??!?!? and you search you body but you’re like holy shit i must have dropped it when i was breaking in- i mean pulling the plank off the window
  • and s.coups is like you DI D whAT A ZOMBIe cOULD GET in
  • and you both run to the place where you crawled in and you’re like !!! look my guns outside ill go get it - but s.coups pulls you back and you kind of fall against his chest and he’s like are you crazy?? don’t you see the zombies
  • and you’re like what n-no le-let go but when you look out again you see a couple of them making their way over slowly and s.coups is like frick we have to get rid of them stay here and tell the others im going out
  • and youre like wait there’s other people but youre also like im not letting you go up against them alone give me another pizza cutter im going out with you and he’s like ill be fine and you’re like shut it pizza boy let’s do this
  • and that’s the story of how you and s.coups fights off a couple zombies with just some pizza cutters and you also managed to grab a bag of flour to throw at one of the zombies which s.coups later found hilarious because the thing was so confused by moving on
  • you decide to stay in the safe house because you know they have a bathroom and also it’s better to be with people than alone and everyone in the group comes to like you but for some reason whenever you and s.coups are talking or something everyone’s like ooooo~~~~ the leader got himself a partner!~~~~~ and you’re like what
  • and s.coups is like it’s nothing ignore them hahahah but at the same time he’s like isn’t it cool?? im the leader afterall~~~
  • and you’re like rolling your eyes because ok you’re the leader of a safe house during a zombie apocalypse but you grow really fond of how well he is at controlling situations  and keeping everyone safe and dare i say,,,,you even start to see this really cool side of him
  • but you like refuse to admit it and you never let him protect you if zombies come around because you can hold your own but whenever he gets himself hurt you freak out
  • and when you’re back inside and you’re treating him and you’re hitting him like gOD dammit you sCARED me the rest of the group is like (((((((: hmmmmm why are you so scared to loooose him ((((:
  • and s.coups is like yeah why are you scared to lose me im just the pizza boy after- and you’re like so help me god s.coups shut ur mouth or else- and he’s like hey you should shut it for me
  • and ok ok it’s a good cheesy pickup line and you’re like hfslasdn fINE you’re cute but stop with the one liners we’re facing a crises here s.coups gOD 

Wonwoo & Mingyu 

  • the zombie virus broke out and they both called each other like bro im not going through this without you honestly such a touching moment but the minute they met up mingyu was like hey hey hey prove to me youre not a zombie and wonwoo was like dude we’ve been bestfriends- and mingyu’s like PROOF 
  • but anyway the only weapon either of them has is wonwoo has his guitar and mingyu has this sword thing he found on the decoration of someones wall but it looks real enough so they’re like ok we’re good
  • and at some point mingyu’s like wonwoo you can drive right and wonwoo’s like i dont have my license and mingyu’s like ok but you /can/ drive right and wonwoo is like mingyu-
  • and mingyu is like we passed by an abandoned RV back there i think it’ll be good as a hideout and it’ll be faster than us walking to places
  • and wonwoo wants to say no because it’s illegal to steal someones car and drive it without a license but mingyu’s like who cares what’s illegal there are ZOMBIES everywhere and wonwoo is like for the first time…..you’re right mingyu ok let’s get the RV 
  • and for a while they have fun running over any zombies in there path and sometimes they’ll park somewhere and lock themselves up and wonwoo will clean the blood off his guitar and mingyu will tell funny stories and they meet you when one day they wake up and mingyu goes out to check if the coast is clear and then he sees something on the roof and he’s like wait
  • and he climbs up and you’re there, sleeping, with a gun clutched to your chest and mingyu is like ………. ok well at least this person is smart enough to understand that high places are harder to reach but why the hell would anyone pick the top of an RV to sleep on
  • so he wakes you up and you immediately point the gun up and he’s like woah hey there and you’re like oh…….are you the guy who owns this thing? let me stay with you i have nowhere to go 
  • and you’re so straightforward that you catch him off guard and he kind of flounders like um uh my friend um ok um sure wait um and you get up and brush off your shoulders like ok cool im gonna stay a bit and then leave when i find a decent place to hide out cool? cool.
  • and you’re climbing down and mingyu is like ……. ok they’re cute……but…..i HAVE to TELL WONWOO rigTH
  • and he like catches up with you but it’s too late you already opened the door on wonwoo changing and he screams and you’re like chill dude and mingyu is like heeEEEY wonwoo they’re gonna be living with us for a while hope that’s cool
  • and wonwoo pulls mingyu over by the ear like ?????? what is this????? and mingyu is like listen they were sleeping on the top of the RV how am i supposed to just kick them out and wonwoo is like wait they were sleeping on the top??? what if we moved they would have fallen off and mingyu is like i D K but they’re tough as hell and have a gun listen let’s jut let them stay
  • and you’re like you know i can hear you and wonwoo and mingyu are like sh I T
  • and at first it’s a little awkward because you don’t know each other at all but once you have to go scavenging for food and you return with a hand full of like canned fruits and vegetables and some bags of chips that aren’t expired yet they warm up to because hello it’s food
  • and you learn that wonwoo is slightly more defensive than mingyu in terms of confronting the zombies, he doesn’t really want to fight them and so a lot of the time you step in and protect him which you thought he’d get mad about but instead he becomes really thankful to you
  • he’s kind of like i don’t have a weapon?? i have my guitar but getting guts on it so so…eh….plus it makes me sick to kill something even a zombie… and you look at him like how is this six foot tall, deep voiced boy saddened by killing a zombie but tbh it’s kind of cute the way he’s more cautious and fragile and you want to pet his head but he’s too tall
  • but you’re like wonwoo i want to pet your head sometimes and he like turns into a blushing mess like w-w-w-w-what
  • while mingyu on the other hand is totally ok with being physical and killing whatever gets in his way with a smile on his face. when you offer to let him have your gun when he goes out he just takes the sword he keeps carrying around and he’s like nah it’s ok, ill be fine with this
  • and tbh you’re not even worried he’s 185 cm like jesus christ even a zombie doesn’t stand a chance
  • and mingyu always manages to make you and wonwoo laugh even when you guys don’t have any food and the oil in the RV is running out
  • but mingyu is also really sweet like you notice how hard he tries when you’re out looking for food and how he even cooks when you guys can manage to make a fire outside and he lets you even borrow his jacket even though it’s cold when you want to sleep and it’s nice you feel like he’s taking care of you in this time of need
  • sometimes all three of you just get so tired you pass out all together on the pullout couch in the back 
  • and maybe kind of mingyu and wonwoo secretly bicker over who gets to sleep beside you so you always somehow end up in the middle
  • and it’s cute if worst comes to worst all three of you can defend the little RV you call home
  • also mingyu and wonwoo insist that you don’t leave, like unless you really want to but
  • mingyu is like it won’t be fun without you here to help him pull pranks on wonwoo
  • and wonwoo shyly admits that you make him feel safer so if you could stay by his side a bit longer,,,


  • has no clue what is going on, why people are running and screaming, so he just does what’s rational : gets some snacks and hides himself in a supply closet in the mall he was in when the zombie virus broke out 
  • he only finds out what’s wrong when he checks his cell phone and his friends are all texting each other in a frantic panic over ‘zombie’s and vernon’s like tch zombies yeah right
  • but then he hears someone yell zombies and then a horrible sound of limbs breaking and he freezes like oh ,.,,,,,,,oh god
  • and let’s say that it is by faith that you’re also in this mall looking for a place to hide and you’re like oh a supply closet nice!! and you open it and 
  • there’s vernon
  • who let’s out a scream cuz he thinks you’re a zombie and you’re like SHHHH and lock the door behind you and he’s like ……you’re not a zombie right??? and he reaches for like a mop and you’re like no no im not are you??? and he’s like no??? and you’re like oh god can you believe this is happening??
  • and tbh the both of you have next to no clue about how you’re going to survive this so you’re like listen i don’t know you but let’s make a pact to help each other at least get out of this mall alive
  • and seeing as though vernon is as desperate as you he’s like deal and you guys pinky promise on it honestly this is how all zombie movies should start but moving on
  • you and vernon hide out in this closet for a bit and then you like grab a broom and you’re like ok let’s go see if it’s safe and he’s kind of like,,,,i don’t think we should leave
  • and you’re like well what do we do?? starve in this closet?? and vernon’s like true you have a point
  • so you guys manage to get around this level of the mall without seeing any zombies and thankfully all the employees are gone so you’re like let’s raid the freezer section and find a microwave for this ramen and vernon’s like that’s the first idea i wholeheartedly agree with you on
  • and so you stock up a cart of food, find an employee lounge with a microwave, lock the door and eat some frozen like pizzas and make some ramen and you and vernon talk and you’re like so whats gonna be your plan after this
  • and vernon looks up at you and he shrugs and you’re like no plan?? and he’s like do you have one?? and you’re like touche i have no clue either
  • and somehow you two get a good laugh over your lack of a plan until the lights turn off and you’re like oh the mall must shut down automatically at a time and vernon’s like makes sense we should spend the night here
  • so you guys find some pillows and blankets at some department store and lock yourselves up in that closet again and you’re like hey don’t cross this line at night ok and you put a broom down to cut the closet in half and vernon is like whY would i try anything you’re the only other person here with me
  • and you’re like EXACTLY and he’s like go to sleep you’re scaring me more than the zombies
  • so for a while you and him just stay in that mall because it has enough stuff in it for you guys to get by and whenever a zombie wanders in you’re like vernon pass me something to knock it out with and he’s like um here, take this PS4 and you’re like jesus but you’re in a mall so sure
  • you once dropped a lamp on a zombie from 5 floors up and the blood left a permanent stain and vernon was like ew gross and you were like ok tbh that was the coolest thing ever
  • and vernon like hates getting near zombies or having to fight them so most of the time you do it but you don’t mind you come back with some blood on your cheek and he’s like how are you not throwing up from looking at them and you’re like it’s fine it’s what i need to do to live
  • and he’s like you’re weird,,,,but here and he passes you a towel and you’re like thanks ^^ and vernon’s like no heart do not skip a beat goddammit 
  • and you and vernon have enough fun entertaining yourselves with the toys in the department stores or the books or even sometimes one the TVs turns on randomly and it’s kind of like anyones dream to live in a mall all by yourself 
  • but at the same time you’re like we honestly need to go out and get better weapons and vernons like hahah no no way not until this is all over
  • and sometimes he gets really nervous and scared about his family’s wellbeing and you like do your best to comfort him
  • and one day vernon says that he’s thankful you didn’t leave the mall even though you could and that you stayed with him and you’re kind of like he,,hey,,, don’t say such nice things it’s,,,,,too much
  • it’s cute you guys can’t even confess to each other but it’s obvious you two care for each other deeply i mean like you’d slay zombies for him ……and he’d fight one for you two but only if you were like about to die vernon is a tiny bit of a scaredy cat 
How Many Off You Are In Here ?



it was suspicious we all knew y/n our only girl was getting it on with someone we just didnt know who almost everyone had been questioned on the matter and we had a list of the top suspects

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infucknity ∞

i dont fucking want this anymore

make me stay

im not strong

die like a paradise

be strong because im not

ilysfm ☠

so what¿

☛ hi bbys ☚



☯ love me like you do ☯

☼ youre my sunshine ☼

where are my fucking fans?

☹ basic as fuck ☹

♡ im single ♡



✿ whats bio? ✿

♡ heartbreakers ♡

fake ☯


grow up dude

”i hate people i love pizza”

she can fuck u but i can fuck u better

nobody dies a virgin, life fucks us all and i can fuck u too

why i’m so sad

xoxo, gossip girl

you’re only a depressive bitch

this bitch actually thinks i care 

silence is better than bullshit

i shoud have made you mine

a kiss is just a kiss until it is with someone you’ll truly miss

i call him the devil cuz he makes me wanna sin

stop romanticizing things that hurt

cause you dont destroy people you love

you’ll always have a special place in my heart

you’d leave me anyway

cause your heart deserves a whole lot more than a broken girl 

did you ever think about the promises you made?

you hurt the only one who would never hurt you

i trusted you. my mistake, not yours

sadness is a drug

cause who would love a girl with scars

you were the first love i lost

to the moon and back, remember?

you cant break a broken heart

its like you ripped my heart out

break my heart and i’ll break your x-box

my nightmares are about losing you

we are unapologetic

△ live fast die young ▽

waiting for someone to save me from me

life is beautiful, really, it is, full of beauty and illusions



perfect boys only exist in books

i didn’t know i was lost

everybody dies but not everybody lives

i trusted you. my mistake, not yours

that’s people, we arrive, consume what we can, then leave

time heals nothing, it just replaces memories

zombies eat brains, you’re safe

stars can’t shine without darkness

happiness will find you when you stop hiding

what is essential is invisible to the eye

mi ruberete tutto ma non il sorriso (me roubaste tudo mas não o sorriso)

someone once told me your eyes are the only truthful part of your body

our minds are troubled by the emptiness

soulless people

middle fingers up

some scars are ment to stay

one big school full of fake bitches

to love, is to destroy

if your eyes could speak what would they say?

dark circles has stories to tell

too vogue for you

in their last moments people show you who they really are

all monsters are human

are you living your dream?

no matter how good they are, some memories need to be forgotten

not expecting nothing from no one anymore

thanks for acting like you care

it’s not because i listen to weed i smoke miley cyrus

i was an angel looking to get fuck hard

i’ve been waiting yo meet you

stop pretending like you care, i know you dont

we get crazy every friday night

come on baby light my fire

too busy being yours to fall for somebody new

do you belive in angels? i’m yours

sorry i’m not like her

i’m suicidal, remember?

only know you love her when you let her go

why’d you let her go?

i do belive in true love, dont you?

you know you made my eyes burn

read this, thanks, now lets have sex

he’s my sun, he’s my moon

if i’m not with him, i dont wanna be with anybody

hold me tight

where was that love you used to give to me?

why is my heart broke?

we are unapologetic

love yourself first

love is keeping the promise anyway

one sick love story

i begged him to stay

i loved him, i loved him and i still love him

i’ve got red dress on tonight

dont you ever say i just waked away

when you say you love me, know, i love you more

and i love you more than i did before

my boyfriend went out with his litlle bitches, ops friends

clothes are boring, walk naked

live slow, die old

i shipp myself with pizza and coca

we live like rockstars

fucking hell

i wish i was dead

love me fuck me

dream to live

call me ice and suck me

give me a fuck

☼ pizza is my happiness ☼

welcome stalker

me aka fab

✞ i love bad boys ✞

my middle name is fab

✖ take a wish be a bitch ✖

♡ i love you more than i love pizza ♡


trust me you are a bitch

» im a white nigga «

☯ live slow die old ☯

my argument is invalid

✵ this is my life so shut up ✵

take my lollypoop


♡ pizza aka life saver ♡

cool story bro ✌


☾to the moon and back☽

♡ lol no ♡

”why so serious?”

let ♡ it ♡ be

i hate being sexy, but someone has to do it

shy in the streets, sexy in the sheets

your body is a wonderland

✝lets be nothing, I heard it lasts forever✝

△take every risk, drop every fall △

act like a lady. think like a boss

badboy, good lips

you and your heart shouldnt feel so far apart

she thinks that singing on sundays gonna save her soul

my dear, dont be sad

you are not alone

i never meant to cause you trouble

i lost my head

we believe in love, love doesnt believe us

i hate you all

i dont wanna be ugly anymore

just go with the flow

how fucking interesting tell me more

Living in the past will only fuck you up

help me, im dying

wishing to be perfect

“who says you are not perfect” “eu cachorra"

very, very gay

dude, i dont like you

no matter what, we party tonight

your smile is the best porn

who are you?

religion: pizza

♡ just hide the pain with a smile, it always works ♡

ice cream was my first love

what is it like to feel worth it?

call me baby and let me suck her tits

I was here all the time just you havent seen

suck me with black halls

hitler was evil because he cant know their idols

all people are some shit

i think i wanna fuck you

up the bitches

idiots, idiots everywhere

sleepy approved

i love your lips, they should meet mine

burning desire

dont do love, dont do friends

i breathe ddl

u only live once

you are so london

im lying at the cold hard ground

you make me sick

hashtag believe

free hugs

look at here

read this, thanks, now bring me food

thanks for reading the bio

please don’t go away

if you scared you better run

no one knows who you are

the only way i can escape is loving you

what’s up bitches

all we need in this world is some food

you have a twitter! what a loser

i dont know what i’m doing here

follow me and you will love me

i knew you were gonna come to me

don’t make me your enemy

there’s no going back

break my heart and i’ll break yours

show me yours i’ll show you mine

how dare you follow me?

the twitter ain’t big enough for both of us

not your fandom not your problem

no fc no opinion

all i need to understand is why you dont follow me

i follow rivers and you follow me

dont be a pussy

do you like my twitter? i love it

do you like my idols? i love it

i’m ready for your follow

mom help, there is people following me

the only thing i need it’s not you

i love you.. ok that is a lie

i love you hahaha ok next joke

what happends on twitter stays on twitter

there is no love for you

is anybody reading this?

i’m everything you wanted

what the hell are you doing here?

still better than you

pizza is my valentine

i have more followers than friends

you’re always on my mind

lonely hearts club

congrats for being such a asshole

i speak fluent sarcasm

show me your butt

dont be a dick

save your heart for someone who cares

where i can buy an ed sheeran? 

there’s someone in my head but its not me

i’m limited edition

i’m prada you are crocs

it’s time to leave feelings behind

i forgot my bio omg

sorry for being a queen

my butt my rules

i hope your mom disconnects your wifi

#1 most awkward human being on this planet

i’m surrounded by idiots

you keep my heart busy

you’re silly

loser in real life

love stinks

oh no, its you again

nobodys read my bio

and she smiled through the pain

dont let others influence your thoughts

dont give up on yourself

this is not wonderland and you are not alice

nothing hurts when you are dead

too young too dumb 

my illusion my mistake

sad teens with happy faces

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Live A Little (Part 3)

(In case you missed it, here’s part 2)


Staring at Ashton, you felt like everything was crashing down again.

“It’s not what it looks like I swear”

As soon as you said these words, you quickly glanced to look at Calum, who was now giving you a look you couldn’t quite decipher.

No? Than what the fuck does it look like?”

Hearing Ashton’s voice, you turned to face him, staying quite.

You knew what it looked like. 

Hell, just 15 seconds ago, you liked what it felt like. 

But now? 

You were completely confused.

I don't know, i just-”

Cutting you off, he laughed harshly.

You don’t know? Oh that’s fucking rich. After all the shit we’ve been through, you decided to just ignore me and move on to my best friend? Shit, who would have thought you were such a slut-”

Jumping off the bed, Calum was starting to match Ashton’s anger.

Stop calling her that.”

Furrowing his eyebrows, Ashton stared at Calum in disbelief. 

Are you defending her? For fuck’s sake you’re supposed to be my best friend, not hers. But then again, what kind of best friend tries to sleep with the girl who was my-”

Before he could finish his sentence, Bryana spoke up from behind him, the first time since Ashton came barging in.

“Ash why do you care so much?”

You saw his face falter before looking back to face her.

“I don’t care”

Then turning back to you, he made sure he held your eyes.

“She means nothing.”

Feeling like the wind just got knocked out of you, you turned your head to face the floor.

I just don’t think she should be here right now. She obviously wasn’t invited for a reason. No one needs a bitch around.”

It was at this point that Calum couldn’t take it anymore, he rushed forwards, pushing Ashton against the wall.

I swear to god, say one more bad thing about her and i’ll-”


Pushing Calum back, Ashton started raising his fist to hit him.

Scared, you jumped off the bed, putting yourself in front of Calum as Bryana tried pulling Ashton away. 


Grabbing Calum’s hands, you tired to push him back. 

Looking back towards Ashton, you saw him clenching his jaw as he stared down at your hands against Calum’s. 

Ashton, you want to talk? Fine lets talk. Alone.”

Looking up to meet your eyes, you could tell he wasn’t just angry but… hurt?

No, I’m not leaving you with him” Calum said, trying to push you behind him.

Cal i have to do this” 

Giving his hand a slight squeeze, he looked down, giving her a pleading look to not make him leave.

You heard her mate, she wants to talk. Alone. Get out.”

Turning towards Ashton, you felt so frustrated. 

You understood why he was pissed. He had every right to be. 

But to treat his friend like shit? 

That wasn’t okay.

If you do anything to hurt her-”

“You really think i would hurt her? Lets remember who was her best friend first. Let’s remember who HAD her first”

Knowing what he meant, you didn’t understand what was going on between them. 

It’s like he was rubbing what happened between you and him in Calum’s face. 


Both of you just stop. Calum i can handle myself okay? I’m fine. I promise”

Nodding his head, he reluctantly started walking out of the room, making sure to glare at Ashton the whole way. 

With Bryana right behind him, they both left the room, leaving you and Ashton to finally deal with each other.

Wasting no time, he jumped right into it.

Why did you leave?” 

Looking down, you knew you couldn’t face him when you spoke.

I was scared.”

“God, of what?”


Shaking his head, he walked over to the wall, sliding down to put his head in his hands.

Why would you lose me?”

“I don’t know”

Walking over to the wall, you slid down next to him.

Its not exactly an easy thing waking up naked to your best friend”

“But what does it matter? Its not like it meant anything!”

Pulling your knees into your chest, you couldn’t help but feel a sharp pain in your heart.

Noticing your reaction, Ashton instantly felt strange.

It didnt mean anything… Right?”

Shrugging, you didnt know what to say.

I mean… i don't know…. maybe”

Groaning, he threw his head back against the wall.

Jesus this is so fucked up”

Not the response you were hoping for, you started to get up. You couldn’t be here in the same room with him anymore.

Wait, stop. Don’t go.”

Getting up with you, he stared at you, looking as if he was in battle with himself.

Look… I just… Maybe…I feel… no… fuck… You need to realize this can’t work. We need to focus on our friendship, thats it”

Looking away, you felt the tears falling freely now. 

But why?”

Stepping closer, he wiped them off your face, sighing again.


Growing frustrated, you smacked Ashton’s hands off your face, stepping backwards.

Jesus Ashton, why can’t you just be a fucking man and say the truth! Im sick of you beating around the bush, acting like I’m too dumb to understand! Just fucking SAY IT!”


Feeling like you were just slapped in the face, you stayed quiet.

Fuck.. I didn't mean.. Oh man”

Walking away from you, he pinched the top of his nose, clearly torn about this.

Look i have Bryana now. She’s amazing and i can’t mess that up. I don’t even want to mess this friendship up. That’s all this is, a fucking friendship.” He said, sounding like he was trying to convince himself more than he was trying to convince you.

But, you knew there was still something he was hiding. 

Or at least lying about.

Then why do you care so much about what just happened with me and cal?”

Stopping, he gave you a straight look, trying to mask whatever he was feeling.

I dont. I just don’t think he’s the right one for you to be with. You know how his past is. You can do better.”

Scoffing, you laughed darkly.

What the fuck does his past have to do with anything. Why are you acting like this? So what if we might have hooked up if you hadn’t barged in. It wouldn’t have meant anything.”

“You don’t know that” he answered a little too quickly, looking away from you.

Completely done with the conversation, you weren’t holding anything back anymore.

What does that even mean! Ashton I’m not stupid, I can tell theres something you’re not telling me! Just spill it already!”

“It doesn’t matter.”

Walking up to him, you got in his face, yelling.



Nodding your head, you stepped back.

You’re right, there is nothing to explain. Just like theres nothing more to this friendship. We always promised to keep no secrets between us, but that obviously changed. I know i fucked up by running away from this, but I’m owning up to it right now. And I’m so fucking sorry for leaving you alone. But I’m here now. I came here today to fix things. To be completely open with you. And i was. But you apparently can’t do the same for me. I know you’re hiding something, but you’re too much of a chicken shit to look me in the eye and tell me the truth. So I’m done. This friendship is done. I can’t pretend to be okay with this anymore. I have to go.”

Moving past him, you tried to walk out, but he wrapped his hand around your arm, pulling you to stay.

You don’t mean that. Please tell me you don’t mean that.”

His voice cracked at the end of his sentence. 

Looking at him, you gave him one last chance.

Tell me the truth”

Shaking his head, he let a few tears slip.

I can’t.”

Pulling your arm out from his grasp, you shrugged your shoulders.

Then i can’t be friends with a liar”

Opening the door, you walked out, leaving Ashton by himself.

Not even going to look for Calum to say goodbye, you walked right out the door, straight to your car.

The whole time you were driving, you stayed numb. Everything that just happened was like a blur.

Once home, it still didn’t hit you. 

Nothing felt real until you walked into your bedroom, catching sight of an old picture of you and Ashton from when you were younger. Walking up to it, you grabbed the frame of your dresser, finally feeling it all hit you.

The whole point of running away was because you were scared to lose him. Feelings or not, he was your best friend. 

But it didn’t even matter. 

You still lost him.

Curling up on your bed, you hugged the picture frame to your chest, slowly crying yourself to sleep.

It didnt last long.

The next thing you knew, you were hearing your doorbell chiming repeatedly.

Confused, you got up off the bed, stopping by your dresser mirror.

Jesus you looked like hell.

Running down the stairs, you looked through the peep hole to see Calum looking completely distressed, slightly pulling at his hair.

Confused, you opened the door, ready to ask him why he was here, but he started rambling right off the back, not letting you talk.

Please tell me what you told Ashton was not true.”

Staring at him, you didn’t know exactly what he meant.

Not giving you a chance to ask, he kept talking, answering your question.

What happened between us in that room was 100 percent real. At least for me it was. And i know it was for you because i felt it. You were getting lost in me the same way i know I’ve been lost in you for years.”

Letting your mouth drop, you couldn’t believe what was happening right now.

I know you think you have feelings for Ashton, but just consider the thought of being with me. Ive had the hugest crush on you ever since Ashton brought you around. Shit i think i might even love you. Ive just been to much of a pussy to say anything. But I’m done hiding around, I want you. Ashton may not realize how perfect you are but i do. Please just please give me a chance to make you feel like you’re the only one in the world.”

“Cal I-”

Not letting you finish, he rushed up, grabbing you face in his hands, and kissed you.

First stiff, you tried pushing him away but just like earlier, you felt yourself melting against him.

There was just something about him that made you feel… perfect.

When he pulled back, he stared in your eyes.

I know this is a lot to take in but i can’t let you go. Not the way ashton did.”

Moving to kiss you on your forehead, he backed away.

Don't say anything yet. Think this completely through, okay? ill wait forever if i have to. Just don’t wait around for a guy who obviously doesn’t know a good thing when its right in front of him”

Walking away, you watched him get into his car, never once looking back to you.

Closing the door, you didnt know how to feel.

What the fuck is going on today?

Shaking your head, you started to walk back to your room, completely dazed, hearing your phone chime.

Running up the stairs, you ran over to your bed, feeling your heart drop.

Holy shit this is not happening

Staring at your phone, you knew all hell was about to break loose.

You wanted to know the truth? 

You got it.

But now you didn’t know if you wanted it anymore.

You didn’t even know what you were supposed to do.

Or who you were supposed to choose.


Part 4

Chapter 31:  Selfish


*5 months later* 

“Chris get up, Amarie has to go to school.” Bliss said as she shook me to death. I swear I wanted to punch her in the fucking thigh or something cause I hated when she did that shit. Shit is mad annoying. “Why can’t she just stay at home?” I mumbled, shaking her off of me. 

“Get yo ass up!” She yelled as she pinched the shit out of my arm causing me to immediately wake up. I’m pretty sure that shit left a mark, but you probably wouldn’t even be able to tell because of my tats. 

“You gone make me slap you.” I mugged her as I bucked at her but she didn’t flench at all. That threat was pointless. 

“Oooh, this bitch is shaking the table.” Bliss said, letting me know that she wasn’t scared of me. I knew she wasn’t but that was basically why she said that.

“You ain’t funny.” I said to her before leaving the room to go to Amarie’s room. Once I reached her room, I seen her all sprawled out across her with August right beside her. What is this nigga doing here? He always randomly be in here atleast once a week, every week before Amarie go to school trying to have slumber parties with her and shit. That’s why she don’t like getting up in the morning, she go to sleep too late. 

“Baby girl..” I sang in her ear as she lightly pushed my face away from her.  She so damn rude if you mess with her sleep. “Aria, get up.” I said sternly as she sucked her teeth and covered her nose. 

“Oh you talking bout my breath?” She nodded while her eyes was still closed causing me to chuckle. “Hell yea she talking bout yo breath, that shit woke a nigga up.” August mumbled as he sat up in the bed while Amarie laughed at him. She stay laughing at his corny ass jokes.

“Help her get ready Aug, since you like doing everything else. I’ll go tame my breathe.” I said before I looked at Ri again.

“Good morning, Ri.” I said as I tried to kiss her on the cheek but she pushed my face away due to my breath. That’s cold.

She grabbed a pic of her and Raye that was on the dresser. She kissed it while she just stared down at it making me sigh. Every day she asks me where Raye is and I feel bad because I honestly don’t know. I tried calling and everything. Nobody knows where she is.  

Last time I talked to her she said she needed a vaca but I ain’t think she was serious. I don’t give a fuck if I hurt her feelings or not, she ain’t have to just up and leave. When she told me she still had feelings for me, it didn’t go to well but I didn’t know she’d leave.


“Wassup with you? You been all in ya feelings lately..” I asked her as I closed Amarie’s room door. She was sick so I came to check on her and play with her for a little bit until she got sleepy. 

“It’s nothing..” Raye shrugged, not wanting to tell me how she felt. I guess she feels like every time she expresses her feelings, there’s never a good outcome.

“Just tell me, Raye.”  I said, giving me a warm and assuring smile. I’m pretty sure it wasn’t that bad.

“You dont notice it? I’m still in love with you, Chris! I risked my relationship with August just because I thought we could be together again! I did the same thing with Don too! No matter how hard I try to move on, I can’t because you’re always on my mind 24/7.. Those texts I sent you, I meant that. I do wanna be a family, Chris.. I’ve never actually moved on to be honest.” She poured my heart out as I  stood here quiet as a mouse with wide eyes. Damn, now I regret begging her to tell me.

“Damn that’s wassup, bu–” I started to say but she cut me off. I guess she didn’t wanna hear no ifs ands or butts, she wanted him to be straight up with her.

“But what, Chris?” She cut me off as she sighed, stressfully running her fingers through her straight jet black silky hair. 

“I’m sorry but I don’t feel that way no more..” I sighed, as I looked into her eyes letting her know that I was telling her the truth. 

“It’s okay.” She smiled faintly before chuckling bitterly. She looked like she wanted to say something else but she just turned around to leave instead.

*Flashback Over*

That’s some weak pussy ass shit foreal. Even if she hates me, she could’ve thought about Amarie. Amarie was a wreck at first, but I guess she just accepted the fact that Raye was most likely never coming back. She acts like herself, but deep down I knew she’s hurting. She’s always randomly daydreaming about stuff ever since Raye left.

“Uh, ima be in my room.” I said before I rushed out of her room to back to my room to see Bliss jumping  all around to Meek Mill’s Dreams & Nightmares.
“Bliss it’s too early for th–” I started to say but she cut me off. She couldn’t hear me anyway. I don’t understand why she’s so turnt. When I be downstairs trying to process my beats, she gets mad sometimes. 

“HOLD UP WAIT A MINUTE, Y'ALL THOUGHT I WAS FINISHED?!” She yelled as she bounced around shaking her imaginary dreads. This music was fucking loud, she gonna get the police called. She needs to sit her hype ass down.
Searching around for the remote, I paused the song so that she could shut the fuck up. “THEY GONE REMEMBE–” she cut herself off once she realized the music wasn’t playing anymore. Bet she feels dumb. 

“Hey! Why’d you do that?” She sucked her teeth as she tried to reach for the remote but I put it on top of the tv. Ain’t no way in hell she was gonna get that. Poor baby.

“Cause a nigga bout to go back to sleep.” I mumbled as I tried to get back in bed but she blocked me. Sucking my teeth, I made my way into the bathroom to brush them since she wouldnt let me go back to sleep. It ook me about almost 10 minutes untilmy legsstarted hurting. 

“No you’re not.” I heard Bliss say from our room. Her bossy ass.. When we drop Amarie off I’m taking my ass to bed. 

“I made breakfast. Want some?”  She asked as I came out the bathroom rubbing my stomach. I had a stomach ache from that milkshake Bliss gave me last night. She not a good girlfriend, she know Im lactose. Shit was good as hell though. She always comes through with the food. 

“Always making these big ass meals every morning.” I chuckled as I made my way back into Amarie’s room. I didnt see anything but hair. I couldve sworn her hair was just in a ponytail. August always messing something up. Plopping down next to her, I ran my fingers through her curls, slightly combing them out. I should stop before Bliss gets mad. 

“You lucky you got a girlfriend that cooks, bitch.” She spat as she mugged me. She does cook like everyday. Ignoring her, I just continued to play in Ri’s hair. She didn’t even care, she was watching tv. 

“Ri, you got food all on the side of yo mouth.” I said to Amarie but she just kept watching tv, ignoring me. Grabbing my phone to take a picture of her, I went to the ig app and did just that. 

fuckyopictures: love of my life 😘👶💘💞 

Putting my phone back in my pocket, I picked up Amarie as she started whining because she was trying to watch the tv. Ignoring her, I turned the tv off and cleaned her up so that we could get ready and go. “Bye Crybaby, I’ll be outside yo school when you get out, okay?” August assured Amarie as she nodded before he left. 

Grabbing my keys, I seen Bliss come from the kitchen with Ri’s backpack in her hand. Helping Ri out of the chair by the island, I led us all outside. I hope there ain’t no traffic. 


“Bliss, you pregnant?” I asked as a smile slowly started to spread across my face and she gave me a look telling me to wipe the smile off my face. Quickly making a straight face, she rolled her eyes. 

“No I’m not pregnant.. Not that I know of? Hopefully not..” She said sounding confused and unsure. Oh yea, she’s definitely pregnant. 

“Man Bliss, what’s the real reason? Cause it ain’t about this school shit, you almost done with that. It’s something deeper.” I finally got out, because I been wanting to ask her this. I still lowkey don’t see what being pregnant has to do with school. 

“Fine! I’m scared that if I finally have your kid, you might cheat on me with Raye again and I’ll be stuck with you because we’ll have a kid.” She said as she rolled her eyes before sighing and looking the other way. 

Grabbing her chin, I made her face me so that I could make this perfectly clear for her. “Ion’ want nobody else but you, Bliss. Nobody else is stealing my heart away from you, you got it and you gone fucking keep that shit on lock. I know I cheated on you once, but baby on everything I love, it’ll never happen again cause I’m in love with you and I only want you. Ion’ want Raye’s confused ass, that shit been dead for 4 years now. Stop being so damn insecure. You too pretty for all'at, I thought I ‘wasn’t supposed to see your soft side’.” I assured her as I mocked her on my last sentence. She wiped the tears of jay from her face and laughed. Every time she’s in her feelings, she always catches herself because she doesn’t like being all soft, just like me. 

“Shutup! I’m not crying.” She said as her soft giggles filled the car, making me smile. Her laugh was cute and funny. 

“I fucks witchu’. Nah but foreal, you pregnant for sure cause you over here being all girly and shit.” I said, getting serious. I know that she pregnant for a fact. Nobody can tell me shit. 

“I may be, but don’t get your hopes up cause this isn’t the first time we didn’t use a condom.” She said, crushing my dreams a little bit. A lil while ago we used a condom, and I was pretty damn disappointed when I found out she wasn’t pregnant. 

“Bet, but you know Amarie had a dream about you..” I told her, trying to change the subject. Her smile instantly dropped. 

“What was it about?” She asked, frowning. I ain’t wanna scare her, I was just trying to tell her. 

“She said you died..” I mumbled loud enough for her to hear.

“Oh wow.. Um,” She paused not having anything to say. I wouldn’t either, because that shit is ode weird. She can’t just dream about that for no reason. I’m bout to have her by my side at all times. 

“I’m not gonna die baby, but if I do-” I cut her off because she said it like she was planning on dying. 

“Bliss!” I exclaimed. 

“What? I’m saying in general that if I do die, I don’t want you spending your whole life stuck on me. I hate when people do that. Move on and have fun with life. Even though I might not be here, I’ll always be right here.” She explained to me and she pointed to my heart, brightening up the mood. 

“Ion’ think I can do that.” I sighed, as my grip on the pillows got tighter. If she ever died, I’d be a fucking wreck. I would not be myself. 

“I’m serious Chris.” She said as she put her hand on the top of my head and started patting it like I was a dog. She always does that shit. 

“Alright, I got you. I’ll keep that in mind.” I assured her, as I nodded.

“Alright, now enough with this gay shit. Where the hoes at?” She smirked as she grabbed my phone from my pocket and started searching my messages. My hoes are literally her hoes too. 

“Why? You trying to have a 3some?” I asked, as a smirked appeared on my face. She knew I was always dork for one. We don’t have them all the time, just once every blue moon.

“Yea, bu–” the sound of the front door opening cut us off. That must be  Ri. Pre-K gets out at 12, earlier then the rest of the school. 

“She won’t tell me why she crying, so hea’. I’ll be back later.” August said as he placed her in my lap. She was crying her eyes out so it had to be something bad. “Baby girl, what’s wrong?” I drowned as I rose her chin up so that she could look at me. She tried to control her crying but it only got worse. 

“I m-mwiss mommy.” She struggled to get out as she laid her head on my chest, soaking my shirt with her tears. Damn I forgot what today was at her school. I should’ve just let her stay at home. Everybody brought their moms  for some type a story or play they were doing. Damn I know she felt some type of way. 

“Baby, calm down. I know you miss mommy, but just pray about it. Okay? I don’t know when she’s coming back.” I told Amarie but that still didn’t fly with her.
“I want mommy back now!” She cried as she ran upstairs to my room. I’m really starting to get pissed off cause Raye got Ri all depressed and shit and that’s not even in her character. Raye should be ashamed of herself. Leaving because I said I didn’t feel the same way she did. 

“That poor baby, I’ll go calm her down. You know my tricks always work." 

"I’ll be taking a walk..” I assured Bliss as she nodded. Grabbing the keys to the front door, I put them in my pocket and stepped outside. It actually felt good. Maybe I should go to the store. 

While I was walking, I couldn’t stop thinking about the look on Amarie’s face. It honestly made me wanna cry. This shit is hard. If I ever see Raye, I’m giving her a piece of my fucking mind. No 3 year old should have to go through this and be this stressed in life. Raye’s fucking selfish. 

“Hey banana split.” I heard Alisha’s voice. Turning around, I saw her walking up to me with some beats around her neck. Her pregnant ass stay walking by herself. I need to start going with her so nobody won’t kidnap her ass. 

“Sup..” I mumbled, dryly as I slowed down to the paste she was walking at. She turned her music down and frowned at me. “What’s wrong with you?” She asked, putting her hand on my shoulder. I got time. 

“Shit is just hard right now. Raye just up and left, 5 months ago and Amarie’s taking it really hard. She left without warning anybody and I think she only left because I told her I ain’t have feelings for her anymore. She probably way out the country and shit." 

"Really? I saw her at her house yesterday with some familiar looking guy getting suit cases and stuff and she looked really happy.” Alisha said, shaking her head to herself. I forgot that they had stayed in the same neighborhood.

“Are you fucking kidding me? She pulling some Christina shit.” I huffed, getting mad all over again. This bitch really living it up and shit while her daughter is fucking crying her eyes out. She probably don’t even give a fuck about Amarie. 

“Yea, I swear I saw her. I tried to talk to her but she was in a rush. Let’s go to this store though.”  Alisha said as we landed in a shopping center. Damn, that was fast.

“This shit really makes me mad. Not only because Amarie, but I been wanting to propose to Bliss but I can’t fucking do that cause now ain’t the right time. I already got the ring and everything.” I explained to Alisha as we both entered the store which was target. 

“Yea, she’s really foul for that. I didn’t know Raye would do such a thing.” Alisha said in a shocked tone. I didnt know Raye would do such a thing either. When I tell my momma this, she gone be pissed. 

“Speaking of the motherfucking devil.” I mumbled as I pulled my shades down because I swear I was looking at Raye. That hair let me know it was her. Wild black curly hair and that tattoo on her back. I’m the one that did that tat.
My blood starting boiling all over again. Making sure nobody was around, I was successful so I angrily marched towards her. “So I guess it’s fuck Amarie, Huh?” I asked her as she looked at me like she had seen a ghost. 

“No Chris, it’s not like that.” She explained, but that sounded like pure bullshit to me. If it wasn’t like that, she’d be with Amarie right now. I aint here for all her excuses. 

“Why the fuck haven’t you came by then? Amarie came home from school crying hard as hell all because of you!” She gasped and covered her hand over her mouth. 

“She’s in school now?” Raye asked as her eyes got watery. Fuck her ugly ass tears right now. I don’t give a fuck. She clearly don’t give a fuck about Ri. What 3 year old wouldn’t be in school? She gotta be on something. 

“What a sorry excuse of a mother.” I said as I looked at her in disgust. She frowned at me and then checked her watch. She bout to run away like she always do. 

“I have to go, Chris. I’m going to miss my flight.” She said as she just left her basket and left. Now what am I supposed to tell Ri? I can’t tell her that I seen Raye. This shit is stressful. 

“It’ll get better, Chris..” I heard Alisha’s soft baby voice as she rubbed my back. Hopefully it does. Itreally hurts me to see Amarie cry, knowing that I cant do shit about it. Fuck Raye, foreal. 

Chapter Fourteen


“Yo B, make sure you havent forgot anything in the room!”, I yelled out too Briana who had been getting ready for the past 2 hours while I sat in the lounge room eating my last dose of room service food. Forreal Four Season could get it popping with the food that they be making.

“Ive already made sure 3 times, Ace”, I heard her mutter with attitude as she made her way out of the bathroom looking hella sexy. Her long black hair was dead straight with a part in the middle, her thick thighs were tightly wrapped up in some figure hugging jeans and the top she wore showed of her perfect sized breasts.

“Why you got a attitude for? Im just making sure damn”, I grumbled as I shook my head while peeling my eyes from her body and continued to eat my pasta marinara that tasted so good I wanted to groan out but refrain from doing so as Briana had just pissed me off.

Ever since Briana came back to the hotel room yesterday after going to see Lani she had been distant and giving a nigga attitude. Only time shit changed was when the crew was all chilling but soon as we left the same ole attitude came back and forreal a nigga was getting sick of it. One thing I couldnt stand was when a women gave a nigga attitude without giving them a reason.

“I dont have a attitude”, I heard her huff under her breath causing me to look up and mugged her as she kept her attention on her phone. Swallowing the rest of the food in my mouth, I cleared my throat before deciding to put her ass in check .

“Forreal B Imma leave ya ass here in LA if you keep that shit up”, I gritted out as I threw the fork down on the plate causing a loud bang to erupt from the metal hitting the glass which resulted in her jumping back a little but quickly composed herself

“Who the fuck you think your getting buck with nigga? I aint one of your little side hoes so dont come at me like I am one”, She spat out while throwing her phone on the couch before coming forward and getting in a niggas face like she was about to do something.

If she wasnt pissing me off so much I would have ripped her clothes off by now and fucked the attitude outta her. Woulda taught her reckless mouth a damn lesson.

“This the reason I dont do relationships cause females always up in they feelings and instead of talking bout it like a normal fuckin human being they wanna give niggas attitude and shit. Fuck that man I aint got time for that shit”, I spat out in anger as I snatched my phone and keys off the table and headed towards the front door not wanting to be around her right now.

“Did you know what he did to her Adrian? Did you even try to stop him?”, I heard her muttered in a low voice causing me to stop in my tracks with wide eyes as I knew exactly what she was talking about.

Taking a deep breath I slowly turned around only to be faced with a crying Briana who was looking straight at me with disgust and hurt, but instead of feeling bad I felt my temper rise and I struggled to keep it at bay.

“Dont speak about shit you know nothing about”, I said as calmly as possible which only caused her to frown as she chuckled bitterly.

“She told me everything you piece of shit, how could you stand around and let him rape her like that?!”, She spat out with a little more base in her voice which only caused me to grind my teeth at the disrespect that was being thrown my way.

“You digging in places you dont wanna look B. Imma warn you now dont go prying into Tysons life, he dont take that shit lightly and I aint gonna help you when shit back fires”, I spat out, my voice a little louder than intended although she seemed un bothered by it 

“You think I give a fuck about Tyson? No nigga ! This is about my boyfriend standing around while his piece of shit friend raped my best friend!”, She yelled out as she took a step closer towards me which only pissed me off more.

“The fuck you wanted me to do B? That nigga kills for sport, FOR SPORT Briana. Besides, that nigga’s the closet thing I have to family, no matter how fucked up or wrong the shit he does Imma always stand by him no matter what and aint no girl gonna randomly come in our life’s and try to fuck it up!”, I roared feeling my anger taking over.

Tyson was my brother, my family and aint no one gonna sit there and talk shit about him and I aint gonna say nothing bout it. Briana had no idea what it was like for him, sure what he did was messed up but to him it was the only way he could survive. Besides Lani had forgiven him and moved on so Brianas nosey ass needed to stay the fuck out of it.

“What about Nalani, Ace? How can you even face her knowing you let him rape her repeatedly? Are you really as heartless as he is?”, She questioned causing me to clench my jaw tight. I wasnt about to let this little girl make me feel like it was my fault or put me through no guilt trip, hell na.

“Imma tell you something once and once only. That nigga love’s that girl like you would never understand, he would literally carve out his fuckin heart for her is she asked . Yes the shit he did to her back then was fucked up but he was sick in the head, mentally fucked up and there was nothing J or I could do to stop it without loosing him and that was something neither one of us was prepared to do.”, I gritted out each word as I stepped towards her until she was pressed up against the wall with my tall frame hovering over her small body.

“You may not understand our reasoning because you nothing about Tyson and Im warning you now B cause I actually like and care about you, after this conversation leave it alone. Dont try to dig shit up or turn Lani against him Briana because trust me you dont wanna feel the wrath of Tyson. She didnt use to call him the devil for no reason.”, I grumbled as I ran my hand down my face before pushing off the wall and making my way out of the hotel room so I could cool off.

As soon as I stepped out of the room, my eyes connected to Jeremiahs who was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed against his chest. Before I could speak, I lent against the opposite wall and mentally coached myself to calm my breathing down before I let my anger completely take over and do something I might regret.

“How much you hear?”, I grumbled already knowing the answer, while running a hand down my face and blowing out a frustrated sigh.

“All of it, you good?”, He sighed as he stood up straight and adjusted his snap back before nodding his head towards the elevator which I gladly began to walk too.

“I'on give a fuck what she or no one says, his ma brother dog and I wouldnt change shit”, I spat out as I felt the need to get that out in the open with him although I knew it was un needed.

“Man you aint needa tell me twice. They dont understand Ace, so dont what they say get to you ight?”, He muttered as he patted my shoulder before reaching over and repeatedly pressing the button for the elevator

“You right bra. I just fuckin cant stand when people talk shit and on top of that wanna turn around with bullshit like ‘Why you aint stop him’, They aint no him or what his his like, so stay in ya place and dont speak about shit you aint know”, I grumbled while shaking my head with a frown.

“Im always right cuh, but like I said they dont understand or know him, so hey opinion dont matter. Sure it sucks cause its ya girl but if she cant and wont even try to understand your best friend, than is she really worth it?, He muttered with a raised eyebrow as we both stepped into the elevator that had arrived and pressed the penthouse one to many times.

“Fucking sucks cause I actually like this girl but you know no one comes above ma brothers no matter how good the pussy is”, I chuckled lightly with him before turning serious, “You think she told Jasmine bout it too?” I suddenly asked as I debated in my mind if I should be annoyed with Lani for bringing Briana into this mess.

“Na Jas has no idea. I think Lani’s closer with B and I think she just needed to talk to someone bra so do be too hard on her. Y'all forgetting that Lani been alone through this for years”, J muttered knowing that I was having a internal battle about how I should feel about Lani going out and talking about Tysons demons.

“I know bra but fuck I don’t even no where B and I stand now and what if she goes out a spills? Everything we fought hard to hid will come out”, I sighed as we both stepped off the elevator and made our way to the front doors of the penthouse

“Just give her time Ace, she obviously needs some time to let everything sink in cause I dono if you forgot or not but our past wasn’t chocolates’ and roses man. As for spilling, Briana wouldnt do that to Lani, she loves the girl like a sister and would never betray her man”, J assured me causing me to un tense almost instantly.

Jeremiah was the man to talk to. No matter how bad the situation he always had a way of making you feel better about it and always ked us in the right direction. I could almost guarantee we’d all be locked up if it wasnt for him and his smart mind.

“You right bra, you always damn right”, I chuckled as I started to bang on the door hard which swung opened minutes later and revealed a mean mugging Tyson whose frown disappeared when he realised it was us.

“You’s was bout to get cussed the fuck out bra”, He chuckled as he dapped us both with his good arm and nodded with his head to invite us in.

“How you feeling nigga?”, J cheesed as he playfully pretended to throw a few jabs at Tysons direction who dodged them all before returning the gesture with only one arm.

“Man theses meds are crazy good, I cant feel shit forreal”, He chuckled as he led us towards the mini bar and pulled out a bottle of Hennessy and smirked at both of us with a raised eyebrow, silently offering.

“Nigga I’on think you can mix your meds with that shit”, I chuckled as I watched his crazy ass shrug before taking a swing of it straight from the bottle. Nigga drunk alcohol like it was water but it took a shit load of it to get him even slightly drunk.

“Fuck it bra, it works better with it anyways”, He smirked as he grabbed to whiskey glasses and set them on the counter before pouring both J and I a large amount.

“You saying fuck it now cause Lani aint around wait till she finds out, she gonna straight whoop yo yellow ass”, J taunted as he looked around for Nalani who was no where in sight which was strange as her and Ty are usually glued to the hip.

“Im a grown ass man, she aint gonna do shit”, He huffed causing us to look at him with a amused expression, while he took another swing of the bottle before looking around for some packets of salted nuts that I had downed yesterday.

"Lani’s ass better not of eaten my salted nuts”, He muttered to himself while narrowing his eyes in search as if it would make him see better. Quickly changing the subject so he wouldnt figure out it was mean, I decided to mess with him a little.

“She aint gonna do shit? Ight no worries Imma let her no right know”, I smirked as I looked around the pent house before yelling out, “YO LANIIIIIII!?”,

“Nigga shut the fuck up, you trying to get ya brother killed?!”, Tyson whispered harshly as his head darted towards the main bedroom door with wide eyes.

“Nigga I thought you was a ‘Grown Ass Man’”, J muttered as he and I hunched over and laughed at his reaction. Forreal Lani was the only one who could put even the slightest bit of fear in him and thats only cause he loves her so much that his afraid to disappoint her.

“Man y’all know Lani’s feisty little ass, wont ever let a nigga hear the last of it”, He huffed as he took a seat on one of the bar stools and lit up a cigarette.

“What you expec you aint suppose to be drinking it anyways, ya dumb ass”, J grumbled going all responsible adult on us which we both were use too.

“Where she at anyways?”, I mumbled quickly trying to avoid the lecture that we both knew was coming and  downed the rest of the contents in my glass causing a little burn to erupt in the back of my throat. Id never no how Ty could drink large amounts at a time and not even flinch a little.

“She taking a shower, we gotta be heading out to the airport in about a hour or so. Cant wait to get the fuck outta this state and back home bra", He muttered causing us both to nod our head in agreement.

“Have you guys spoken about the whole Bipolar shit yet?”, J asked causing my attention to turn on Tyson as I waited for his response and reaction although as always his emotions were blank.

“Na not really, I mean I know she hurt that I knew and never told her but we aint really sit down and talk bout it yet”, He confessed casually causing me to shake my head as I knew he was trying to avoid it as much as possible. 

Tyson hated talking about his Bipolar with a passion, it wasnt something he was proud of and preferred to never mention it or even knowledge it .

“She aint no that we knew you had Bipolar this whole time?”, I asked with a raised eyebrow, knowing fully well she didnt.

“Na man she thinks I kept y’all in the dark too and honestly it’s best if she thinks that cause I know she gonna have my balls if she finds out that you and J knew and she didn’t”, He grumbled with frustration.

“She told Briana everything you know”, I blurted out accidentally causing J to groan as he smacked his hand against his forehead. I couldnt lie or keep anything from either one of them and same goes for them. We grew up only trusting each other and confiding in no one but us so it was hard trying to keep secrets, it just wasting in our nature to do so with each other.

“The fuck mean?”, He grumbled as he narrowed his eyes at me before looking over at J for some answers although J just sat there not saying a word knowing it was my secret to tell.

“Exactly what I just said bra she told B. Now B got a attitude with a nigga and forreal I think she done with me”, I huffed out knowing that wasnt the biggest issue in this but was still up in my feelings.

“Briana running her mouth?”, He gritted out in anger as he slammed his fist down on the counter causing a echo to erupt in the room.

“Dont stress bra, I already told her to stay in her place and she wont be talking bout it or nuthin”, I quickly assured him realising he may fall into a manic stage if he got too angry and than we’d all be fucked.

“Bra calm down and dont go putting shit on Lani either ight? She aint never have no one and she needed to talk to someone who cares about her”, J stressed to Ty knowing fully well that Ty would blow this back on Lani .

“She got me cuh ! She aint need to be running to no one else, she can talk to me !”, Ty spat out with frustration laced in his voice. We knew exactly what this was. Ty wanted Lani to himself and hated to sharing her with anyone, both J and I were surprised when we found out she had made friends that Ty actually got a long with because it wasnt in his nature. To Tyson, Lani only ever needs and no one else, so for her to confide in someone other than himself caused anger and hurt.

To anyone else it doesnt make sense but to him and us because we understand him and know how his mind helps, it does make sense.

“Bra you forreal right now? She a young girl Ty, she needs a girlfriend to confide in and shit. You gotta let her talk to someone she trust to help her through her past. And get that shit outta ya head, she doesnt love or trust anyone more than she does with you”, J argued causing him to let out a sigh before taking another swing from the bottle of Henny to calm his nerves.

“Man whatever, I'on like it but I aint gonna interfere cause Im trying to o this her way but Ace you better make sure ya girl dont be going around talking shit and filling Lani’s head with all that crap”, He stated sternly

“Relax bra she aint not gonna be no problem”, I assured him although the look he gave me told me he was still sceptical and would now have his eye on Briana just in case.

“TY?”, Lani’s small voice yelled from inside the bedroom causing Ty’s eyes to go wide as he hid the bottle of Hennessy in record time as J and I tried to stifle our laughs.

“Both of you, shut up”, He whispered just as Nalani made her way out of the bedroom causing Tyson to smile almost instantly. Lani was a beautiful girl and she loved his crazy ass just as much as he loved her, so know matter what Briana or anyone else has to say, I know they were meant for each other.

“Wassup Jamaica?”, J smiled as he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her into him as she laughed.

“Hi JJ, what y'all doing?”, She cheesed as she jumped onto one of the bar stools next to Ty and leant over pecking his lips which he gladly accepted.

“Nothing, just hanging out before we all gotta jet off”, I muttered as I brought my glass to my lips and took a swing causing Lani too look at me with a raised eyebrow.

“You drinking this early Chincky?”, She frowned as her eyes darted over to J whose glass was sitting in front of him before turning her attention to Ty who was avoiding her gaze. She was too smart for her own good.

“Ty?”, She gritted out causing him to look down at her with a fake confused look on his face, which only caused her to mug him.

“What baby?”, He muttered lowly as I tried my hardest not to crack a smile that was so desperately fighting to come out.

“You been drinking?”, She questioned with a raise eyebrow causing Ty to act offended at her question. Nigga shoulda been a actor instead.

“What? Hell no baby, you know I cant drink while Im meds. These fools just needed a buzz”, He shrugged it off causing J and I to narrow our eyes at him for ratting us out.

Suddenly Lani grabbed his face with her two small hands and crushed her lips on his, making sure to slip her tongue in. She was tasting him. See? Like I said, too smart for her own good.

Pulling away she socked him in his good arm before grabbing the hidden bottle that he tried to hide behind the glasses and poured it down the sink that was at the mini bar,

“Damn baby, you got hands Mike Tyson or Ali”, He muttered as he rubbed the spot she punched while we laughed at her feisty ass.

“I can taste that shit in your mouth Tyson”, She huffed as she hopped off the stool and started to make her way back towards the bedroom only for him to grab her arm and pull her back.

“It was just a sip Lani, calm the fuck down”, He grumbled as he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her into his chest, not letting her go as she tried to pull away.

“Lord give me strength not to punch this nigga in the balls”, She muttered into his chest as we all died of laughter.

Once we all settled down from our laughing fit, we all made our way to the couches in the lounge room and sat down as we just mucked around to pass time before we all needed to get up and head to the air port.

It wasnt until a hour later did we realise that J and I had left our girls back in our hotel rooms and havent heard from them since until they both showed up at Tyson’s door banging to be let in.

“Man, y'all foul as fuck for leaving your girls hanging like that”, Lani laughed out loud as she shook her head in amusement while walking over to open the door.

“Yo bra, it didnt even cross my mind for a second”, J confessed lowly as Ty held his stomach and laughed .

“Jeremiah !”, Jasmine yelled as she marched her way in with her curly hair all wild and shit which only caused us to laugh harder while J sat there with wide eyes afraid to be cussed out.

“Baby relax, Ty needed us so we been here helping him out”, He lied which she didnt buy for a second 

“Nigga only thing Ive been needing help with is this bottle of Hennessy which y'all gladly assisted me with”, Ty chuckled causing us both to groan at him ratting us out yet again until I realised that Briana had yet to say anything to me or even look my way.

“Come sit down B?”, I chuckled causing her to narrow her eyes at me which caught the attention of all our friends.

“Im just perfect standing right here. Matter of fact Ill be even more perfect when I get out of this damn hotel”, She muttered causing Lani to frown and look at her with confusion.

“You okay B?”, Lani asked softly unaware that Briana was salty at a nigga because of what she revealed to her yesterday.

“Yer B, you okay?”, Tyson smirked causing me to lowly groan as I knew he was getting a kick out of it.

“Never been better, thank you for your concern Tyson”, She mumbled with sarcasm laced in her voice causing me to narrow my eyes at her in a silent warning not to get bold with him.

“Um B, Jas come help me pack the rest of my suitcases”, Lani quickly piped in once she noticed Tyson gritted his teeth as he sent a death stare towards Briana.

Jasmine stood up instantly, not without kissing J on the lips and led the girls out back towards the master room.

“Ty really nigga?”, J chuckled once the girls were in the room with the door closed.

“What bra? I was just asking if she was okay. Fuck it I aint ever gonna try be nice again”, He huffed causing us both to look at him with amused expressions.

“Nigga you couldn’t be nice to no one if ya life depended on it!”, I laughed loudly causing him to smack his lips as he waved me off.

“Yo forreal though we gotta start heading out, like now”, J mumbled as he glanced down at his rolex.

“YO LANI!”, Tyson yelled at the top of his lungs causing poor Nala to rush out of the room while looking around frantically.

“What? What? What happened?”, She stressed as she ran over to Ty

“We need too go baby”, He said as calm as possible as she looked down at him with confused than angry eyes.

“I thought you were dying nigga!”, She yelled in frustration causing us all to bark out in laughter as she walked away while shaking her head.

“Man I'on how she puts up with yo crazy ass”, I chuckled as we all stood up just as Remy and Brock made there way into the hotel room.

“She loves ma sexy ass”, He grinned causing Brock to pretend to throw up.

“The fuck y'all sitting around for? We got a plane to catch shitheads”, Remy barked out causing us all to groan out just as the girls all existed the room with Lani’s suitcase in tow.

“Us girls are ready Rem”, Lani cheesed before turning her attention to Tyson and sticking her tongue out at him causing him to mouth 'When and where?’, towards her just to piss her off which worked.

“We’ll meet y'all in the lobby in 10”, J muttered as he slipped his arm around a giggling Jasmines waist and leading her out.

Gesturing my head towards the door at Briana, she rolled her eyes and stomped her way out the door as Tyson flipped her off as her back was turned to him causing Lani to slap his good arm.

“Wish me luck dawggg”, I chuckled as I dapped his crazy ass and jogged after Briana who was impatiently tapping her foot on the ground as she waited for the elevator to arrive with a irritated look on her face.

Sneaking up behind her I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her back into my chest as I kissed her neck. In a instant she tried to get out of my hold but I only held her tighter as I grounded my rock hard dick into her ass.

“Why you mad at ya man?”, I grumbled huskily into her ear causing her to shudder almost instantly as she stopped resisting for a second until the elevator arrived causing me to let her go so we can walk in.

“Dont come near me Ace”, She gritted out as she stood in the corner after repeatedly hitting the button that our floor was on.

Smirking as I licked my lips I placed my arms on either side of the wall, caging her in, “You so fucking sexy when you feisty baby”, I muttered as I grabbed her bottom lip in between my teeth and pulled a little causing her to moan lowly.

“Always tasting so damn good”, I mumbled as I began to suck on her lip causing her to push her hips into my straining dick that was begging to be released from my sweats and pushed deep inside of her.

Trailing my hands up her waist and up to the molds of her perfect, perky breasts, I didnt waste any time cupping one of them and while my other hand went down to her ass and gripped it hard.

“Tell daddy you aint mad anymore”, I grunted as she bit down on my neck making sure to leave a mark which I allowed only this once.

“Im not mad daddy”, She moaned almost instantly causing me to smirk as I gripped the sides of her hips and hiked her up causing her to instantly wrap her legs around my waist.

Just when I thought I was going to get my dick wet in this very elevator, the dinging of the bell went off followed by the doors opening.

Ignoring it, I slapped her ass hard causing her to moan but quickly pulled away at the sound of someone clearing there throat.

Looking over my shoulder, there we were faced with a elderly couple who looked at us with wide eyes and a shocked expression causing Briana to quickly hide her face in my chest as I sat her down on her feet.

“Sorry bout that ladies and gentlemen, my ladies just looking so damn sexy I couldnt wait”, I cheesed causing the old lady to gasp as Briana playfully hit my chest while stepping out of the elevator and headed to our door.

“Have a good day !”, I yelled out over my shoulder at the older couple who still stayed stuck in there position while Briana giggled and ran to our door to hide.

“Ace! They looked petrified !”, She squealed as soon as we made it into the room and quickly closed the door behind us.

Silently standing by the door I couldn’t help but smile at how beautiful she looked when she was laughing. I knew this was nothing like what Tyson and Lani had but I could see myself getting there one say with Briana. Only if she’d let me.

“You still wanna be with a nigga or what?”, I muttered as I slowly made my way over to her causing her to stop in her tracks and sigh as she dropped her eyes.

“Aceee”, She dragged out causing me to shake my head as I placed my hands on either side of her hips.

“Look at me B”, I mumbled causing her to slowly lift her head until I could see her eyes.

“You gonna hold it down for me or na B? Cause honestly, I dont do this we no girls . Shit I aint ever do girlfriends, but you are different and I wanna know if Im wasting my time or not?”, I flat out asked her not wanting to drag this on if she wasn’t feeling it. 

“Ace but what about Ty and Lani-”, She began but I quickly cut her off by shaking my head.

“B Im asking to be in a relationship with you, not you, Lani and Ty. So tell me now cause I'on wanna get in a relationship if you gonna be constantly bringing up our best friends relationship and shit. It aint our business, this is about you and I, bout Adrian and Briana, no one else”, I grumbled out in frustration causing a small smile to play across her lips which confused me.

“I like the sound of that”, She said softly causing me to raise a eyebrow in confusion.


“Adrian and Briana, I like the sound of them put together”, She cheesed before throwing her arms around my neck and crashing her lips with mine.

“You think we got time for a quicky?”, I groaned as her legs wrapped around my waist.

“We got 7 minutes”, She mumbled in a breathless tone.

“Shit Imma take you to heaven and back in 7 minutes”, I smirked causing her to playfully roll her eyes before squealing as I threw her down on the bed.

No doubt it was the best 7 minutes yet.


Once we had left the hotel, we made a quick stop off at In and Out burger where we all chowed down on some serious meals. The word of three Miami Heat players got out and we were constantly trailed by fans and paparazzi desperate to get a picture.

Airport check in went as smoothly as it could and we had finally made our way through the pack of vulture paparazzi and safely got into the private jet that was taking us home to Miami.

Usually I didnt pay much attention to the paps or worry about them to much but when Lani was with me, my senses where always one hunnid and full alert as I didnt trust no one around her.

Stepping on the Jet, Lani and the girls looked around with wide eyes and their mouths opened as they took in the scene of the Jet that belonged to us boys.

“Holy crap this is nice! We travelled coach here for what?”, Jas muttered causing J to chuckle as he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her into him.

Usually Im not into that sappy shit and dont care to watch people all loved up and shit cause it usually made me sick but no lie I was happy for my boy J.

Forreal out of all three of us, if there was one that deserved love and happiness it would be him. J was a good bloke, he was loyal as shit and had a heart of gold and no lie any girl who ended up with him would be lucky as hell.

Jasmine seemed to make him happy as hell and anyone who could keep my boy smiling like the way he has been lately was good in my books.

As for Ace and Briana, well by the way they were humping each others legs since leaving the hotel Im guessing they fucked and made up. I had no problems with B to be honest, as long as she stayed in her place and didnt pry into mine and Lani’s relationship than we was good.

Honestly I didnt think Ace would settle any time soon, shit neither with J due to the fact that they both liked to go out and fuck around. I was right there with them until Lani made her way back into my life.

“Baby lets just try to sleep the whole flight, okay?”, Lani mumbled in a sleepy tone as she kicked her jordans off and brought her legs up on the chair so that she was cradled in a ball.

Planting my ass on one of the big lounge chairs next to her, I left out a sigh of relief as my shoulder had been killing me and all I really wanted to do was take my meds and crash out for a few hours.

“Imma pop a few painkillers, my shoulders hurting”, I muttered as I reached down and pulled out the bottle of Oxycoatin from my Miami Heat duffle bag.

“Only take two Ty”, She yawned as she rested her head on my good shoulder and kept her eyes on the bottle to make sure .

“I aint no little baby Lani”, I huffed as I poured only two pills in my palm so she wouldnt drill a nigga, before swallowing them without any water.

“Your my big baby”, She laughed lightly as she struggled to keep her eyes open. Forreal she looked hella cute right now as she struggled with herself to stay awake.

“You looking like the baby right now, come on lets go sleep on the lounge”, I chuckled as I stood up and helped her up by using my right arm. Leading her over to the lounge which was big enough to be considered a bed, she jumped onto it and moved across to the window side.

“Come on TyTy, Im so tired”, She once again yawned as I rolled my eyes at the gay ass nickname she had gave me and refused to stop using.

“Quit with the corny shit Lani”, I huffed as I climbed onto the lounge and used my good arm to cover us with the blanket because Lani’s ass was seconds from crashing.

“Dont you love me though?”, She mumbled in a sleepy tone while her eyes were closed.

“You no I do”, I muttered as she snuggled her body into mine carefully so she wouldnt hurt me. Smiling softly I nested my nose into curly hair that smelled of coconut and vanilla mixed together.

“Goodnight TyTy”, She whispered softly causing me to chuckle

“Its 1:00pm Nala”, I smirked with amusement 

“All the same to me”, She giggled in a sleepy tone.

Within minutes she was knocked out with myself following behind her not to long after.


“Just carry her and follow me bra”, I muttered to Brock who held a small, sleeping Nalani up the stairs as I led them towards my bedroom. Usually I wouldnt ever let anyone touch her like his but I couldnt carry her due to my arm and I didnt wanna wake her up because she was hella tired. Besides Brock looked at her like a little sister so I let that play in my mind as he carried up my girl, bridal style.

Lani had been crashed out since taking off in LA, like baby girl was dead to the world that I literally checked her pulse a few times to make sure she was still breathing.

“How has she not woken up yet?”, Brock chuckled with amusement and he gently tossed her onto my California king bed causing her to frown as she stirred in her sleep.

“I'on bra, I think shes getting sick. She usually lazy as hell and always sleepy when she gets sick”, I laughed as I helped him take her shoes off and tuck her under the blankets.

“Ight walk with me”, He muttered once we had finished getting Lani in bed and made our way back downstairs towards my kitchen.

“Whats going on?”, I grumbled as I lifted up on the bench after getting myself and him a bottle of water from the fridge.

“So coach whats you to check in tomorrow during training, the team has got you your own personal physical therapist to help you keep in shape as we as help use your arm once again”, He explained causing me to nod my head as I refrained from groaning at the thought of having to work on using my arm again.

“Man this is gonna be a long year”, I sighed causing him nod his head sympathetically .

“You’ll be alright man, forreal you were made for basketball and nothing, not even a small ass injury is gonna stop you , you hear me?”, He grumbled sternly causing me to nod my head in agreement.

“Oh one more thing, they found out the name of that dickhead who drove into the bus, names Terrance Combs”.

“They catch him?”

“Na man, he hiding out but they got every cop in LA out looking for him ight?”,

“Should kept my ass there, bet I would have found him straight away”, I huffed in annoyance at the poor job the cops were doing.

“Na man you need to keep ya ass outta trouble and focus on healing”, He stated sternly causing me to mentally roll my eyes as I walked him towards the door.

“Whatever bra, I want that piece of shit to pay for this. Done lost his mind if he thinks his gonna get away with fucking up my shoulder”, I muttered causing him to chuckle as he shook his head.

“Ight, Im out. Ill see you tomorrow man, dont be late!”, He smirked while dapping me before heading off to the black SUV that brought us home from the airport.

Needing to use the bathroom, I made my way to the toilet downstairs and quickly done my business before going off to find my packet of cigarettes.

Finding a packet of Malbouro Gold in my office, I quickly lit one up and let out a satisfied groan as I sat back in my large, leather office chair and kicked my feet up on the oversized oakwood desk,

The urge to pour myself a glass of whiskey was there but I pushed the thought to the back of my mind as I desperately wanted to stay clean and sober for Lani’s sake.

“Well, well, well if it isnt the King in all his glory”, I heard a icy voice muttered causing me to become tense as I lifted my gaze to the entrance of my office.

There standing in a dress that was way to short to even be considered a dress stood Adrianna. The hoe who who I had living here before I got Lani back.

“See now you’ve just gone and fucked up my whole mood”, I grumbled as I place the cigarette in my lips and made my way to my bar that I had set up in the office. I know I just debated with myself not to drink but this hoe just had to come and kill my vibe and now I needed it to keep calm with otherwise I’d kill her right now.

“Aww come on King, dont act like your dick didnt just jump at the sight of me”, She purred causing me to choke on my drink as I tried not to laugh at how desperately she tried to sound sexy.

“Did the opposite actually, ma dicks never been so soft before”, I smirked causing her to glare at me for only a minute before licking her lips and smiling.

“Dont tell me your still hung up on that young, inexperienced pussy?”, She chuckled bitterly causing me to laugh at how jealous she sounded.

Licking my lips I brought my glass up to them, not once breaking eye contact with her was I took a gulp than proceeded to make my way back to my desk and sit down.

“Why you here Adrianna?”, I sighed out in a bored tone just as she began to walk further into my office until she was right on the other side of my desk.

“I came here so you can fuck me Tyson”, She stated simply causing me to throw my head back at laugh at how much this chick was a hoe. 

“My girls right upstairs”, I chuckled as I wiped away the few tears from laughing so hard as she wore a irritated expression.

“I can be quiet”, She moaned lowly as she parted her legs and slowly rubbed her hand on the inner side of her thigh. Licking my lips at the sight, I raised my eyes until they found hers as she was already watching my reaction.

“I aint fucking you Adrianna”, I grumbled lowly causing her to smirk as her hand moved further up until she started to stroke her pussy that was now in clear due to her not wearing any thong.

“You sure about that daddy, you dont miss fucking me on this very desk? Legs spread out and you burying yourself as deep as you can?”, She muttered in a low tone causing me to bring my glass back up so I could take another swing.

“My girls upstairs”, I repeated just as her fingers disappeared into her swollen pussy that was glistering due to how wet she was.

“Your girl?”, She breathed out as she moaned

“Yer my girl”, I muttered as I watched her continue to finger fuck herself.

“Oh yes, Lani right?”, She moaned out causing me gritt my teeth out in anger.

“THE FUCK I TELL YOU ABOUT SAYING HER NAME?”, I roared as I slammed my fist of my good arm down on the desk causing her to jump back before quickly recollecting herself.

“Oh please King, you act like that girl is gods gift. News flash nigga she isnt and you were about to prove it, a few seconds longer and you would have been fucking me on this desk while your precious Lani was sleeping upstairs!”, She yelled out causing me to laugh out loudly.

“You thought I was gonna fuck you? Oh hell na girl I was just enjoying you making a damn fool of yourself. Standing here fingering yourself like the hoe you are. Aint even get me the slightest bit hard”, I laughed even harder when I noticed Lani leaning against the door silently laughing to herself.

“WHAT?! You stupid mother fucker ! You aint shit nigga!”, She screamed out cause both Lani and I to erupt in laughter which caught the attention of Adrianna who turned around and glared at Lani.

“What them eyes Adrianna, dont be looking at my girl like that”, I gritted out as Lani walked over to the desk with a smirk on her face that only pissed Adrianna off more.

“Ty whats this whore doing in our house?”, Lani yawned out as she came around the desk before jumping on top of it with her back to Adrianna who was shooting death stares.

“Your house?”, Adrianna spat out with attitude causing Lani to look over her shoulder with a bored expression.

“Yes bitch, my house that I live in with MY man”, She chuckled before looking back over at me with a tired looked.

“Get rid of the trash so we can go to bed?”, She sighed causing me to chuckle at all the shade that she was throwing.

“You heard my lady, get the stepping”, I laughed at Adrianna who was red in the face and looked like she was about to murder someone. I knew she wasnt dumb enough to do anything though so I just sat back and enjoyed the show that was playing out in front of me.

“Mark my words King, this wont be the last time you hear from me, okay? Your going to regret it, you and that little slut of yours”, She spat out causing Lani to roll her eyes as she slipped off the desk and stepped back before she began to lift her shirt above her head, throwing it to the side.

Next she slipped her shorts off, leaving her in a red lace bra and matching string thong that showed off her perfect round ass. Licking my mouths, I instantly felt my dick jump as my eyes roamed my babies perfect body that was now on display.

“Unless you want to watch me fuck my man, I suggest you leave now”, Lani calmly said as Adrianna stood there with wide eyes and a mouth hung open not believing Lani had it in her to do such a bold thing.

Shaking her head out of her shock, her embarrassed look quickly turned into a glare as yelled out in frustration and turned around, marching her way out of my house making sure to slam the door hard behind her.

Turning my attention back on Lani only to find her grabbing her clothes and quickly putting them back on causing me to frown.

“Why you getting dress baby?”, I raised a eyebrow as I quickly stood up and made my way over to her only for her to back up a bit.

“Not right now Ty”, She sighed causing me to frown in confusion.

“I dont no how she got in Lani, I aint tell her to come”, I quickly explained, afraid she might think that I somehow told her to come over or something.

“I know you didnt you big fool, I just got a really bad headache Ty and I think I have a fever too”, She sighed before pouting and caving her small body into my chest as I chuckled at how much she acted like a baby sometimes.

“You know you suppose to be looking after ya man, right?”

“I’ll look after you, if you look after me?”, She cheesed with hopeful eyes and I just chuckled and nodded my head.

“Come on lets go to bed”, I yawned while wrapping my arm around her neck and pulling her into me as we began to walk out of the office and up the stairs to my bed room.

“Ty I hate this house”, She mumbled lowly causing me to frown.

“The fuck? Why?”, I grumbled although I knew exactly why.

“You had that hoe living here Ty and god knows how many other groupies you’ve brought here or no where you live”, She huffed with jealously laced in her voice causing me to smirk.

“Ill get you a new house”, I stated simply causing her to roll her eyes as she jumped on the bed.

“I didnt mean that you fool, I meant lets just live in my apartment?”,

“No”, I grumbled as I slid in behind her and got comfortable on my pillows.

“What why not? You dont wanna live with me?”, She mumbled lowly with a pout.

“I wanna live with you Lani just not in a apartment thats the size of my bedroom, fuck that”, I mumbled as I turned on the plasma screen that hung from the roof in front of my bed and switched over the channel to ESPN.

“Hey ! Its a nice apartment you shit head”, She huffed causing me to smirk as I kept my attention on the screen.

“Shut up and come sleep with ya man, we’ll talk bout it later”, I yawned as I laced my arm around her small waist and pulled her into me.

Yawning just after me, her eyes got droopy and once again I was watching my baby girl as she feel asleep snuggled close beside me.

Smiling softly, I lent down and kissed her hair before falling asleep moments after.

The Zodiac: Book 3: Pisces - Chapter 93 Part 1


Chapter 93

* Loving and caring*
* Trusting, hospitable, and will help all in distress
* Shy
* Helpful
* Romantic
* Creative
* Mystical
* Gentle and kind
* Compassionate
* Understanding of others



Bree smiled so hard that her cheeks and jaw started to hurt. She sat up in bed as she cradled her cell phone between her shoulder and her ear. “Congratulations. I know you’re happy"she said sweetly. Maurice just called her excitedly because he was just added to the performance lineup for the Grammy’s. She was proud of him. No one deserved to perform more than him. He’s been through enough. He was at the top of his game, fell down, got blacklisted and now he was climbing his way back up to the top again. He worked hard and he was righting his wrongs and she couldnt be more proud of him.

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