i dont know what im doing half the time

☆ ┇ ooc: I had planned to make a post like this a few months ago but I missed the half year anniversary for this blog and Im making this one on the 8th one instead. It’s been a fun ride so far as for portraying this character and I do hope to develop him more soon in the future. There’s been a few ups and downs but we all have to expect that to happen with our muses. I don’t want to make a big post but there are a few mentions that I want to add below as for plotting w/ me and for some that Im looking up to. I can’t add everyone ( this is not my last post, there will be more like this in the future ) but I admire every single one of you that I follow and dont be afraid to come ask for a thread/starter or a pre estab relationship.  ♡

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royalpeko  asked:

So i need some help, i just came out about being non-binary to my boyfriend and i think i just ruined our relationship. I told him about half an hour ago and he read it but hasnt replied. Im really scared that i ruined everything and i dont know what to do, help?

Take a moment to breathe, lovely. Be kind to yourself, you’ve just done a super brave thing <3 ~ Your partner may need time to process this, but after that you should try and approach having a conversation about what it means to you to be a NB person and also what it means for the relationship. Remind your partner that you’re the same person you were before you came out. If your partner responds negatively, then make sure that you’re physically and emotionally safe and then try and remember that if someone is that attached to binary gender roles then maybe you’re better without them.

anonymous asked:

i want to leave kink but its so hard ;_; i have so many fucked up fantasies from years of child sex abuse and its so weird because i hate dating guys who like that. my bf plays along to make me happy but i dont think he really gets off to it tbh. i feel so selfish sometimes and i want to stop but its so hard and i feel bad half the time we do sexual things coz i start crying and getting flashbacks and the other half i enjoy it. my bf just modifies himself in bed for me but i feel so scared(1/2)

that im slowly changing him into a bad person by having him do these things with me. idk i can only like rough sex and im trying to stop at least the namecalling i crave. but honestly i wish sometimes he would beat me until i pass out but he said thats too far for him and i dont know what to do i only get off to being beaten until im bleeding and bruised and i feel like a horrible crazy girlfriend and dont want to turn him into an evil guy. i feel like im corrupting him i just want to die

Have you talked to him about this? It sounds like you’re dealing with some very, very deep-rooted issues and it’s definitely unhealthy to continue re-traumatizing yourself. I know your brain finds comfort in it and you find it arousing, but it is not going to help you recover in the long term. I would recommend sitting him down and letting him know your fears regarding it, and then possibly look into getting counseling or therapy to help you work through your trauma. Many people self-harm through sexual violence and there are ways you can recover from that. I promise. You aren’t a bad person. I wish you the best <3

lovelies34534-deactivated201704  asked:

I hate the term "poc" personally. Also because sjws like to colorcode just like racists do. To sjws, im a white girl because of my skin tone. But im actually part of a federally recognized native tribe, which hardly anyone knows because i dont use it to win a debate. But its just like what racists do. Use appearances to treat people differently.

Good point. I’m a ginger. I have blue eyes. I inherited my facial features from my Swiss ancestors on my father’s side of the family. For all intents and purposes, I am a white woman in America and consider myself as such. However, there have been times that my mother has advised me not to tell certain people that I’m ethnically half Jewish. My whiteness suddenly becomes nonexistent according to certain hate groups. Skin color doesn’t determine everything!

Love You I Do (BrOhm)

Prompt: Chat!AU Bryce decides to try the old Song Lyric Texting Prank on Ohm. Ohm gets confused.

Song Used: Love You I Do - Jennifer Hudson

Ohmwrecker -> Brycemcquaid

Ohmwrecker: Hey, up for rainbow six? Toonz is askin

Brycemcquaid: I never met a man quite like you

Ohmwrecker: What

Ohmwrecker: Like what?

Ohmwrecker: Jus check the group chat bro

Brycemcquaid: Doing all he can

Brycemcquaid: Making my dreams come true

Ohmwrecker: Dude are you joking around or

Ohmwrecker: Just

Ohmwrecker: You up for a game dude?

Brycemcquaid: You’re strong and you’re smart

Ohmwrecker: Um thanks??

Brycemcquaid: You’ve taken my heart

Ohmwrecker: Ohohohh Brycey, have I now?

Brycemcquaid: And I’ll give you the rest of me too

Ohmwrecker: What happened to the innocent little Brycey I know huh?

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Wait bryce are you avtually being serious

Ohmwrecker: actually*

Ohmwrecker: Oh who cares

Ohmwrecker: I cant even joke and tease right now

Ohmwrecker: Cause idk if youre joking??

Brycemcquaid: Mmm, I love you

Ohmwrecker: Dude can I call, I cant tell if youre serious

Brycemcquaid: I never ever felt quite like this

Ohmwrecker: Like what…

Brycemcquaid: Good about myself

Ohmwrecker: Uhhhhhhh

Ohmwrecker: Thats good Brycey

Ohmwrecker: but from what that ive done?

Brycemcquaid: From our very first kiss

Ohmwrecker: Ok you’re certainly fucking with me now Bryce

Ohmwrecker: What do you mean?

Ohmwrecker: I havent even met you irl

Brycemcquaid: I’m here when you call

Ohmwrecker: Yea dude I know that

Ohmwrecker: but what is this about

Brycemcquaid: You’ve got it all

Brycemcquaid: And confidence like I never knew

Ohmwrecker: Uh thanks

Ohmwrecker: But you’re far more confident anyways??

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Alrigjt yea you’ve got to be joking right

Ohmwrecker: Did cartoonz put you up to this??

Brycemcquaid: You’ve got the charm

Ohmwrecker: Im flattered Bryce

Ohmwrecker: But you know Im joking with you half the time

Ohmwrecker: Since you’re straight as hell

Brycemcquaid: You simply disarm me everytime

Ohmwrecker: How man what

Brycemcquaid: As long as you drive

Ohmwrecker: What

Brycemcquaid: I’m along for the ride your way

Ohmwrecker: I dont even understand that

Brycemcquaid: You said it before

Brycemcquaid: There won’t be a door that’s closed to us

Ohmwrecker: No one said there is though? ?

Brycemcquaid: I’m putting all my trust in you

Ohmwrecker: Dude I’m always here for you, whats going on?

Brycemcquaid: ‘Cause you, you’ll always be true

Brycemcquaid: Ah, I never could have known this would be

Ohmwrecker: What

Ohmwrecker: Be what

Brycemcquaid: You and you alone

Ohmwrecker: What do you mean?

Brycemcquaid: All for me

Ohmwrecker: Dude idk what toonz or delirious told you but dont believe a word they said

Brycemcquaid: I know you’re the best

Ohmwrecker: Brycey thats flattering

Ohmwrecker: But can you just tell me exactly what you’re trying to say?

Brycemcquaid: You passed every test

Ohmwrecker: What tests??

Ohmwrecker: Goddamn im so clueless

Ohmwrecker: They told you didnt they??

Ohmwrecker: You really mocking me though?

Brycemcquaid: It’s almost too good to be true

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Thats like the thIRd time you said that Bryce

Ohmwrecker: Can I just call you

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

INCOMING CALL…

“What’s up, Ohm?” There Bryce was, with the biggest shit eating grin on his face as he immediately turned on his facecam.

“What’s up, Ohm?” Ryan repeated slowly, with big eyes. His mind was going crazy with all sorts of thoughts. Many of them questioning what the hell Bryce was just talking about.

Ryan opened his mouth to ask the taller of the two, before Bryce simply lifted his right hand, phone in hand. He made sure the phone was in frame before pressing play on what seemed to be a song on the screen.

“Never met a man, quite like you-”

The song suddenly clicked into Ryan’s mind, disappointment yet also relief washing over him, “You’re a piece of shit, you know that right Bryce?”

Bryce simply laughed, his hands grasping his headphones as they barely just fell off as he leant his head back.

Ryan hated it.

That the loud laugh and idiotic prank made his heart swell out of pure fondness for the blonde.

“I can’t believe you fell for it, though!”

“Oh, shut up, Bryce,” Ohm whined, his face hidden behind his large hands out of embarassment, even though Bryce couldn’t actually see him.

“Now, what did you mean by ‘Did Toonz and Delirious tell you’? Tell me what, Ry?” Bryce asked, a smug grin planted on his stupid, stupid… Beautiful face.

Ryan smacked his forehead, realising he almost fucked himself over by nearly confessing his feelings entirely.

“N-nothing. Forget about it Bryce, just message the group if you’re going to get on. Cartoonz is getting impatient!”

END CALL

Brycemcquaid -> H2O_Delirious, Ohmwrecker, TheRealCaRtOonZ

Brycemcquaid: I’m on! :)

TheRealCaRtOoNz: About fukn time dude, someone invite him

Ohmwrecker: Ill add him

Brycemcquaid: Thanks Ohm, remember I love you, I do ;)

H2O_Delirious: LOOOOL WHA T

H2O_Delirious: Broooooooo

TheRealCaRtOoNz: Yo Ohm didnt know you told Bryce you like him already

Ohmwrecker: Fucks sake

Brycemcquaid: Haha, Ohm, forget to tell me something in our call?

Ohmwrecker: Oh ffs, someone just call the group and lets not speak of this again

INCOMING CALL…

IDIOT

REAL LIFE:
COUPLE : TBS X READER
RATING : SEXY

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Y/N POV:
I laid in bed in my very sexy underwear waiting as thomas was coming home tonight hes been gone six months and after tonight he will be gone again for another two months so I sat waiting for him all he can talk about on skype and in text is how much he misses me and how much he need a little…you know. So I sat till I hear his car outside then the front door “honey im back” he says “ where are you” he asks
“our bed room” I giggle slyly
And within seconds hes ran into our bedroom and dumped his bag on the floor looking at me as if I was a mirage as soon as he blinked a few times checking I was definatly real he slowly takes his jacket off “move over baby, daddys home” he smirks before jumping ontop of me and kissing me all over lustfully but as he does the bead collapses I manage to get him off me as we now laid in the center of our destroyed bed “IDIOT” I shout at him
“Im sorry love, you know what im like when I dont see you” he says souding sad so I let him cuddle with me restimg his head in my lap on our broken bed “you did look very sex deprived tommy” I giggle stroking his hair a little
“Course I am, last time we did it was half a year ago” he sighs “and the only thing ive been able to do for the last six months is sext you and maybe jerk off when we skype” he says souding guilty
“I never sore you-” I begin
“I moved the cam so you couldnt see” he says
“Naughty boy” I say hitting him playfully
“I know” he sighs “im stupid ans I broke our bed, now no sexy time” he pouts looking and sounding sad
“There’s allways the spare room"i smirk and he sits up happily
"Then what are we waiting for” he says taking my hand and we run off to the spare room

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experimental warm up doodle cos i havent drawn a thing for days and dont know what im doing and mostly cos Tulip looked so good in the new ep <3

Here's a memory for ELFs to laugh at...

Remember that one time when Donghae got almost half of the members of Super Junior pissed at each other, punished for no reason in one way or another, and indirectly caused Kyuhyun and Leeteuk to cry, and indirectly caused Shindong and Yesung to almost fight, but still somehow managed to get away with it and was the only one unharmed even though HE STARTED THE ENTIRE FREAKING THING?

Because I do.

Kiss It Better

Summary: In which Phil tried to execute a surprise kiss attack and things do not go according to plan.

Genre: FLUFF.

Word count: 918

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The Confession of Someone Who Cares Too Much

Everything’s so hard, and I can’t breathe. Which way is down, how do I jump off this plane? I keep running and running, but I can’t get away from it. I’ll clean and clean but the stain won’t come out. When do I get what I want? Why do I have to keep giving a fuck? Why can’t I stop the train and walk way from the wreckage? 

The answer: Because if I don’t stay and wait all this shit out, then I won’t know the ending to the story.. and not knowing is worse than the relief of stopping. So, I have to give a fuck. It’s all I can do. 

  • What she says: im fine
  • What she means: i dont know how i didnt realize it sooner than greg the babysitter, but if you do the math, assuming sour cream must be 16 to 18 years old, steven was born 2-4 years after greg and rose met and its fucking me up like i always thought that they must have been together for like a longass time before steven but nope less than half a decade and also how did greg go from young rock star to old man rocker in that time span?? Like did exposure to the gems steal his youth or wtf greg.........are you GOOD??

gayjikookadi  asked:

can you talk about this jikook120*tumblr*com/post/154221389894/i-see-you-jikook-i-see-you-they-stick-out

credit: jikook120

i dont know what they’re doing. i dont know what jikook do half the time. eye contact? wouldn’t be surprised. jimin licking his lips while looking at kookie? not surprised. 

someone explain what’s going on here to me. bc im half asleep and jikook exhaust me with their thirst and love for each other.

Sorry for the lame simple edit im way too lazy to do anything 

Woah for the first time actually following more than 100 people!!! Im not very good with words but I just want to say thank you all for 27.8k+ on this acount and 28.6k+ all together on my kpop blogs
@kimijongin // @marktiun // @minsgyus // @taeyunhs
I want to thank everyone who has filled my dash with lovely posts and made me not hate tumblr as much as I should. Thank you for all the good memories this year. I hope everyone has a good new years! 

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