i dont know what im doing half the time

okay so draco visits harry’s compartment like at least once every train ride right

i like to imagine he just sits around checking his watch like ‘no….its too soon’

'hmm like half an hour maybe’

'like i want him to know i care but i dont want him to think im over eager’

'goyle keep an eye on the time i don’t want to leave it too late he’ll think ive forgotten about him’

'crabbe what do you think has it been long enough to go visit potter yet’

sans-the-skeleton-999  asked:

Any advice on color pallete challenges? Your at is breathtaking!

uhhh i can probably think of a few !!

1. going in bear in mind that it is a challenge and u may… not exactly like the colors ure given (god knows how it pained me to use that puke yellow in the ‘overboard’ palette) but dont let it overpower u!! theres always a way to make it look at least Pretty Okay, so dw itll be fine

2. color ur drawing two or even three different ways before fully going in! sometimes the variation you go with first isnt the best one and its not always clear to see, so try a few different combos and see what works best!!

3. this is just a personal preference but i usually go with the darkest color for the outlines in case i run myself into a corner without a way to seperate two colors so the drawing reads well but… idk if u go lineless this ones pretty useless fhjdjh

4. try to !! put some variation in neighbouring colors. like lets say u have a palette of 5 colors and u put two next to each other– throw that third or fourth one in!! switch it up keep it interesting and hope for the best

5. if ure worried ur drawing looks too bland put some scribblies in different places– lines, dots, random splotches of color, idk!! have fun with it!!! tell that challenge its got nothing on u and make it a fun experience for urself

honestly i dont know what im doing half the time but heres…..those

i honestly love how half the time i dont even know what the fuck im talking about when i suddenly tag a ruby headcanon on an irrelevant post because i usually do it just before logging off to go back to work and then i come back on after work and im like ………….. o

Please pray for me, I have so many things going on. For my first year of uni, I was in a program that I did not like much and I didn’t do very well - my mother pressured me into it because of ya know .. expectations. Anyway, halfway thru the first semester, she and I had a heart to heart and she understood that i was unhappy in that program and after a lot of prayers, she found a program for me that I love soo much but unfortunately, I might not get in because my grades are so low… :( I dont know what I’m going to do if I dont get in, i’ve already taken so many L’s this year and its only june.. Another thing im struggling with is my weight, i feel like its spiralling out of control. A year and a half, I pushed myself to start weight training at the gym and I calorie restricted to try and lose weight. It worked for a while, I looked better than I ever had in that time but then family drama, love drama and friend drama led me to start binge eating again and i gained all the weight back and more.. and then things happened to my body that I don’t know how to fix. Basically, I feel trapped in my own body, like people can’t see ME because of all this excess weight and health problems. I know that I shouldn’t self pity because im been blessed with an amazing mother who cares so much about me and an ok brother and a roof over my head, all of that which i dont take for granted but these problems weigh so heavy on my shoulders.. I just want to look .. normal and be able to wear things I like, and feel academic security and all of that. Im so sorry for rambling, thank for reading if you did

anonymous asked:

How do you make your scars for your rps?

cautions and warnings:

- gelatin hurts like a bitch when you pull it off your face, and might wax some of your face hair

- please dear god don’t burn yourself

- back to the face ones, trying to eat with these on is a strange experience bcus the gelatin pulls at your face a little.

- i don’t know what i’m doing

- i am not qualified at all

greAT. lets get started!


- gelatine (if you have liquid latex use that, i’m just cheap as hell and can’t afford it oops.)

- some ‘q-tips’ as you americans call them - one of which is cut in half bear with me

- a stirring utensil of some sort. use a popsicle, a fork, a spoon - it doesn’t really matter.

- boiling water (dont burn yourself)

- eye shadow (bruise-y and scar-y colours like reds, blues, whites, browns, greens etc.)

- maybe like some foundation or concealer or something idk

- stuff to apply the eye shadow and concealer/foundation (brushes, a makeup sponge, etc. etc.)

- a lil container of some sort


prepare your gelatin! (it is also good to note that now is a good time to put a base layer of a colour down where you want your scar to be but… im an idiot so i haven’t done that)

boil up some trusty water and pour a teensy bit into the container. pour some gelatin in and fiddle around with it until it looks about right and has a reasonable consistency. keep guessing until it looks about right.

you could alternatively measure out two teaspoons of gelatin and a couple teaspoons of water but im an idiot so…. guessing is the way to go!


wait for the damn thing to cool you animal - you dont want to give ur friend or yourself a burn - continuing to stir it so that it wont set

if its at a temperature that wont end in injury ((im watching u)) use one of the q-tips or a popsicle stick to apply the gelatin to wherever you’re putting the scar.

i chose to put it on my arm. once you spread it wherever it needs to be, in whatever shape you want, you can do the following to your new scar:

- put some more of the cooling gelatin on the gelatin on your arm to build it up and add clumps of skin gross

- take the q-tip you cut in half (or just one cotton ball end works too) and drag a line through the center of your scar. this makes it look like the gelatin is skin flapping up around the wound double gross

- i haven’t done it here but if you make some thicker gelatin you can put food colouring in it and make it look like a blood clot (the same person who taught me this did a third degree burn on my friend and she used it for blood clots and pus and honestly it was the most fascinating/disgusting thing ive ever seen)


use a makeup/regular sponge (or a brush but a sponge works best) and sponge on your first base colour until it looks like this:

and you might be thinking - kiera, that doesn’t look like a scar, that looks like a disease! to which i say - im trying okay, bear with me.


grab your eyeshadows etc and go crazy. generally just fiddle with what youve got until it looks right but i think i used foundation when i got too ham with the bruising and for the center of the scar to give it a flesh-y look.

The center is where your scar/wound is so i tend to make that more red/white, sometimes using some white eyeliner (or some highlight if you wanna go there) to make it look lighter. 

you can add some greenier colours around where the gelatin begins around the center is you want it to look a little more infected. on the gelatin bits you want kind of reddish, brownish tones so it looks like disturbed flesh ew and around the edges and outside you want the bruise-y tones of blue, purple, green, red etc or browns if you want it to look a little older.

You can also put yellows and foundation/concealer anywhere you want to look like it has puss in it so there’s that. mine ended up looking like this:

each time you do it it ends up a little different and you learn new things. in the photo above the gelatin could be a little thinner. However when the gelatin started peeling up a little it works to its advantage as it make its look as if chunks of my skin are coming off which is nice.

its really a matter of experimenting with it and at some point they might end up looking half alright like these ones did:


as said previously i dont know what im doing and am 100% not an expert. the only reason i know this is because last day of term in a whirlwind of being braindead an english teacher took pity on us and taught us the basics of making wounds.

apparently she used to teach special effects in a proper school for it??? it was pretty cool so i hope you enjoyed my horrific rendition or teaching you something that she taught me.


royalpeko  asked:

So i need some help, i just came out about being non-binary to my boyfriend and i think i just ruined our relationship. I told him about half an hour ago and he read it but hasnt replied. Im really scared that i ruined everything and i dont know what to do, help?

Take a moment to breathe, lovely. Be kind to yourself, you’ve just done a super brave thing <3 ~ Your partner may need time to process this, but after that you should try and approach having a conversation about what it means to you to be a NB person and also what it means for the relationship. Remind your partner that you’re the same person you were before you came out. If your partner responds negatively, then make sure that you’re physically and emotionally safe and then try and remember that if someone is that attached to binary gender roles then maybe you’re better without them.

every time this guy that i like does something that i could interpret as potentially suggesting that he likes me, he then completely confuses me.. we spent literally more than an hour today kinda cuddling on a sofa while chatting and watching videos, but


YOI headcannon again...

Yurio getting sick at a competition or event and Viktor giving him meds that are too strong for him. Yurio fighting to stay awake, his words slurring, and Yuuri is freaking out, “Viktor what the hell did you give him!” Yuuri cupping the boys face trying to keep him awake/ checking for fever. Yurio looking at Yuurio with a dopey grin and half shut eyes… Viktor beginning to panic, “I- I dont know. I gave him (something Viktor always takes). I take it all the time. I gave him three. I always take three.”
Yuuri- “You cant give hime three Viktor! Hes still a child, he shouldnt even be taking 2, those are way too strong for him!”
Viktor- “I-Im sorry Yuuri. What what do we do?”
Yuuri, still trying to keep Yurio from passing out from drowsiness, “Its fine love. Viktor its fine, just help me get him back to the hotel (or apt.). He can sleep it off.”
As they walk/ drive back, Yuuri breaks out laughing, Yurio is basically dead to the world now, “Vitya I cant believe you gave him 3…”
Viktor snorts, “I’m just suprised he stayed awake for so long.”

lovelies34534-deactivated201704  asked:

I hate the term "poc" personally. Also because sjws like to colorcode just like racists do. To sjws, im a white girl because of my skin tone. But im actually part of a federally recognized native tribe, which hardly anyone knows because i dont use it to win a debate. But its just like what racists do. Use appearances to treat people differently.

Good point. I’m a ginger. I have blue eyes. I inherited my facial features from my Swiss ancestors on my father’s side of the family. For all intents and purposes, I am a white woman in America and consider myself as such. However, there have been times that my mother has advised me not to tell certain people that I’m ethnically half Jewish. My whiteness suddenly becomes nonexistent according to certain hate groups. Skin color doesn’t determine everything!

Love You I Do (BrOhm)

Prompt: Chat!AU Bryce decides to try the old Song Lyric Texting Prank on Ohm. Ohm gets confused.

Song Used: Love You I Do - Jennifer Hudson

Ohmwrecker -> Brycemcquaid

Ohmwrecker: Hey, up for rainbow six? Toonz is askin

Brycemcquaid: I never met a man quite like you

Ohmwrecker: What

Ohmwrecker: Like what?

Ohmwrecker: Jus check the group chat bro

Brycemcquaid: Doing all he can

Brycemcquaid: Making my dreams come true

Ohmwrecker: Dude are you joking around or

Ohmwrecker: Just

Ohmwrecker: You up for a game dude?

Brycemcquaid: You’re strong and you’re smart

Ohmwrecker: Um thanks??

Brycemcquaid: You’ve taken my heart

Ohmwrecker: Ohohohh Brycey, have I now?

Brycemcquaid: And I’ll give you the rest of me too

Ohmwrecker: What happened to the innocent little Brycey I know huh?

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Wait bryce are you avtually being serious

Ohmwrecker: actually*

Ohmwrecker: Oh who cares

Ohmwrecker: I cant even joke and tease right now

Ohmwrecker: Cause idk if youre joking??

Brycemcquaid: Mmm, I love you

Ohmwrecker: Dude can I call, I cant tell if youre serious

Brycemcquaid: I never ever felt quite like this

Ohmwrecker: Like what…

Brycemcquaid: Good about myself

Ohmwrecker: Uhhhhhhh

Ohmwrecker: Thats good Brycey

Ohmwrecker: but from what that ive done?

Brycemcquaid: From our very first kiss

Ohmwrecker: Ok you’re certainly fucking with me now Bryce

Ohmwrecker: What do you mean?

Ohmwrecker: I havent even met you irl

Brycemcquaid: I’m here when you call

Ohmwrecker: Yea dude I know that

Ohmwrecker: but what is this about

Brycemcquaid: You’ve got it all

Brycemcquaid: And confidence like I never knew

Ohmwrecker: Uh thanks

Ohmwrecker: But you’re far more confident anyways??

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Alrigjt yea you’ve got to be joking right

Ohmwrecker: Did cartoonz put you up to this??

Brycemcquaid: You’ve got the charm

Ohmwrecker: Im flattered Bryce

Ohmwrecker: But you know Im joking with you half the time

Ohmwrecker: Since you’re straight as hell

Brycemcquaid: You simply disarm me everytime

Ohmwrecker: How man what

Brycemcquaid: As long as you drive

Ohmwrecker: What

Brycemcquaid: I’m along for the ride your way

Ohmwrecker: I dont even understand that

Brycemcquaid: You said it before

Brycemcquaid: There won’t be a door that’s closed to us

Ohmwrecker: No one said there is though? ?

Brycemcquaid: I’m putting all my trust in you

Ohmwrecker: Dude I’m always here for you, whats going on?

Brycemcquaid: ‘Cause you, you’ll always be true

Brycemcquaid: Ah, I never could have known this would be

Ohmwrecker: What

Ohmwrecker: Be what

Brycemcquaid: You and you alone

Ohmwrecker: What do you mean?

Brycemcquaid: All for me

Ohmwrecker: Dude idk what toonz or delirious told you but dont believe a word they said

Brycemcquaid: I know you’re the best

Ohmwrecker: Brycey thats flattering

Ohmwrecker: But can you just tell me exactly what you’re trying to say?

Brycemcquaid: You passed every test

Ohmwrecker: What tests??

Ohmwrecker: Goddamn im so clueless

Ohmwrecker: They told you didnt they??

Ohmwrecker: You really mocking me though?

Brycemcquaid: It’s almost too good to be true

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do

Ohmwrecker: Thats like the thIRd time you said that Bryce

Ohmwrecker: Can I just call you

Brycemcquaid: You’re the perfect man for me

Brycemcquaid: I love you, I do


“What’s up, Ohm?” There Bryce was, with the biggest shit eating grin on his face as he immediately turned on his facecam.

“What’s up, Ohm?” Ryan repeated slowly, with big eyes. His mind was going crazy with all sorts of thoughts. Many of them questioning what the hell Bryce was just talking about.

Ryan opened his mouth to ask the taller of the two, before Bryce simply lifted his right hand, phone in hand. He made sure the phone was in frame before pressing play on what seemed to be a song on the screen.

“Never met a man, quite like you-”

The song suddenly clicked into Ryan’s mind, disappointment yet also relief washing over him, “You’re a piece of shit, you know that right Bryce?”

Bryce simply laughed, his hands grasping his headphones as they barely just fell off as he leant his head back.

Ryan hated it.

That the loud laugh and idiotic prank made his heart swell out of pure fondness for the blonde.

“I can’t believe you fell for it, though!”

“Oh, shut up, Bryce,” Ohm whined, his face hidden behind his large hands out of embarassment, even though Bryce couldn’t actually see him.

“Now, what did you mean by ‘Did Toonz and Delirious tell you’? Tell me what, Ry?” Bryce asked, a smug grin planted on his stupid, stupid… Beautiful face.

Ryan smacked his forehead, realising he almost fucked himself over by nearly confessing his feelings entirely.

“N-nothing. Forget about it Bryce, just message the group if you’re going to get on. Cartoonz is getting impatient!”


Brycemcquaid -> H2O_Delirious, Ohmwrecker, TheRealCaRtOonZ

Brycemcquaid: I’m on! :)

TheRealCaRtOoNz: About fukn time dude, someone invite him

Ohmwrecker: Ill add him

Brycemcquaid: Thanks Ohm, remember I love you, I do ;)

H2O_Delirious: LOOOOL WHA T

H2O_Delirious: Broooooooo

TheRealCaRtOoNz: Yo Ohm didnt know you told Bryce you like him already

Ohmwrecker: Fucks sake

Brycemcquaid: Haha, Ohm, forget to tell me something in our call?

Ohmwrecker: Oh ffs, someone just call the group and lets not speak of this again





I laid in bed in my very sexy underwear waiting as thomas was coming home tonight hes been gone six months and after tonight he will be gone again for another two months so I sat waiting for him all he can talk about on skype and in text is how much he misses me and how much he need a little…you know. So I sat till I hear his car outside then the front door “honey im back” he says “ where are you” he asks
“our bed room” I giggle slyly
And within seconds hes ran into our bedroom and dumped his bag on the floor looking at me as if I was a mirage as soon as he blinked a few times checking I was definatly real he slowly takes his jacket off “move over baby, daddys home” he smirks before jumping ontop of me and kissing me all over lustfully but as he does the bead collapses I manage to get him off me as we now laid in the center of our destroyed bed “IDIOT” I shout at him
“Im sorry love, you know what im like when I dont see you” he says souding sad so I let him cuddle with me restimg his head in my lap on our broken bed “you did look very sex deprived tommy” I giggle stroking his hair a little
“Course I am, last time we did it was half a year ago” he sighs “and the only thing ive been able to do for the last six months is sext you and maybe jerk off when we skype” he says souding guilty
“I never sore you-” I begin
“I moved the cam so you couldnt see” he says
“Naughty boy” I say hitting him playfully
“I know” he sighs “im stupid ans I broke our bed, now no sexy time” he pouts looking and sounding sad
“There’s allways the spare room"i smirk and he sits up happily
"Then what are we waiting for” he says taking my hand and we run off to the spare room


experimental warm up doodle cos i havent drawn a thing for days and dont know what im doing and mostly cos Tulip looked so good in the new ep <3

Here's a memory for ELFs to laugh at...

Remember that one time when Donghae got almost half of the members of Super Junior pissed at each other, punished for no reason in one way or another, and indirectly caused Kyuhyun and Leeteuk to cry, and indirectly caused Shindong and Yesung to almost fight, but still somehow managed to get away with it and was the only one unharmed even though HE STARTED THE ENTIRE FREAKING THING?

Because I do.

Kiss It Better

Summary: In which Phil tried to execute a surprise kiss attack and things do not go according to plan.

Genre: FLUFF.

Word count: 918

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anonymous asked:

hello deerest lyric!! i was wondering if i could trouble you with a small request? :? i'm getting my hair cut soon, and i think the way you draw dave's hair (with the long + short bits) is super cute!! i was wondering if when you have a moment you could draw how it looks from the front/side/back, if that's not too much trouble? thank you bunches in advance!!!

thanks omg im glad u like my dave but im a fuckin asshole and i draw his hair slightly different like, every time so here’s just a bunch of doodles

(^this is from when i first started drawing him w/ and undercut….sometimes he has an undercut and sometimes he has half shaved head theres no fuckin telling w/ me i change my headcanons alllll the time lol)

likeee sometimes it’s frizzy curly and sometimes it’s rly wavy curly i dont even know how it works

but here’s one way i draw it

i dont even kno i have no idea what im doing 90% of the time

n then this is the other way i draw it mmm

lol im so sorry cause when i draw his hair like this i literally never draw him from the front but i hope this was somewhat??? helpful??

gayjikookadi  asked:

can you talk about this jikook120*tumblr*com/post/154221389894/i-see-you-jikook-i-see-you-they-stick-out

credit: jikook120

i dont know what they’re doing. i dont know what jikook do half the time. eye contact? wouldn’t be surprised. jimin licking his lips while looking at kookie? not surprised. 

someone explain what’s going on here to me. bc im half asleep and jikook exhaust me with their thirst and love for each other.