i dont know what i have to say

“Why should I care what some celebrity thinks about politics?” well i dont know karen but considering there’s a d-list celeb who knows jack shit about politics running our country now i say we listen to what batman and captain america have to say

I don’t know how to tell you gals this but its possible to not pass and still have a happy life. I’m telling you this because I’m not a passing girl. Oh sure I’m kinda pretty I didn’t say i was ugly(!!!!!!) “what??? You can be beautiful and not pass?”
Yeah fuck yeah you can. Its possible. Take it from me, I’ve had to detransition once and give it a proper go when i got older. I’d have been passable had i not had to do that but i still dont regret it. I dont regret saving my ass from life as an unhappy person for a second.

Thank You.

I’m not good with these sort of posts, but I just wanted to express my gratitude to all of you. I have recently noticed that I’ve reached a little over 600 followers, and whilst that may not seem a lot, it is truly an accomplishment for me. Writing has always been a passion of mine, hell, I’m going to make a career out of it soon. Therefore, it really means a lot to me that there are people out there who enjoys what I create.

I also want to give a special thanks to @chimdeer , @astoryfor-you , @dimplecoups , @sydist and @kittae for being there during my writing woes and being amazing friends. 

Thank you, again, for being with me on my writing adventures.

hey um anyway is anyone kind of put off by the sudden hostile attitude towards dennys like yeah if there are problems w their corporation im not gonna say they shouldnt be criticized but have yu considered: 

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anonymous asked:

Hey guys! How have you been? Okay so I want to audition for SM entertainment. I cant go to the locations they are holding auditions so I'm going to send it through email. I'm going to audition for dance since I currently take dance class, but I don't know what dance to do. Should I do a kpop chorography, make my own, or just use the one in going to learn in dance? And if I make my own, what hip song should I use? Thank you! (please dont tell me its my choice cause I really dont know)

I’d say look at other auditions and go from there! We haven’t auditioned before (cept Xiu) but as much as you say not to say this, it’s really your choice. Our tastes are different than yours and also we don’t work at SM so we won’t know what they’re looking for 😂😂😂😂- Admin Jaefairy

anonymous asked:

The thing I find most damaging is the rewriting of Robert's character. I cannot stand that they made him the type of man who'd force a girl he got preggo to have an abortion. It flies in the face of the caring nature they built up not just in his relationship with Aaron, but Vic, Diane, Liv even Andy. Either they are really out of touch and they don't think it's a big deal to force someone into that, or they just dgaf and don't care if Robert looks evil. Its the opposite of how he dealt w Aaron!

Well, of course it’s the opposite of how he dealt with Aaron. That was Aaron. And the people you mentioned are his family, his little inner circle. Robert is not a nice person to everyone. He has his few people he loves more than anything, but other than them, he is not gonna be kind & caring imo. Plus that was in the past, and don’t forget ~old Robert did a lot of shitty things, so the abortion thing is not exactly something he wouldn’t do. And, I have to say, I hate the wording ‘forced to’. He manipulated her into doing that and yeah, that was awful but it was still her choice to go through with it.

anonymous asked:

hi milly! was just wondering on nights out like how do u meet people? ive got with people a couple times but it never leads to anything because i just dont know what to say!? and i find clubs hard to talk to people anyway because its so loud but even with alcohol i am rly shy and awk. was wondering how u do it and especially because u manage it sober

hey, i have actually met such gems on nights out. its a rare occasion to find someone i will meet up with again after (only happened twice..personally. but me and my friend met some boys we have chilled with so many times at a club event aswell, it can happen) ppl usually come up to me because im dancing somuch and everyone says i look like im having fun, so they come 2 me which is nice. u just gotta release good vibes… tbh im a really non awkward person.. if i wanna talk to someone i will. ngl the two times i did meet people again,,, they were both boys who i had something sexual with on the night we met. one of them i met with to shoot with and the other we just had some more sex and chilled together. but hes defo my friend <3  haha. but one time i had this really intense experience with someone but we never met again, but we spent a long time staring at each other whilst we were dancing and then got closer and we ended up wandering around the town at night, talking about things and ourselves and it was beautiful . we kissed too, later. but he never wanted to see me again, but that night was intense and full of love.  but usually the boys ask me if i wanna go outside to talk or to ‘smoke’ but then i say i dont but we can go outside anyway. usually i start convo in the club inbetween dancing like a maniac and then we go outside to continue things if i care enough to stop dancing haha. it really depends what kinda person you are!!! i dont ever drink but i really dont find communicating with people difficult on nights out, particularly boys 4 some reason!!! . i literally just am myself!!!! i just go w the flow of things !!!! i hav sm to talk abt uusally when its the right person and our energies connect its always good to talk abt the music, etc. bc thats also my passion and i love going clubbing that usually starts things off bc they can see i am having a wild time and then i usually begin by having to explain ‘im sober.’ hahha. work on ur self confidence and it will get better, it will xox clubbing isnt for everyone and thats rlly ok xx

anonymous asked:

its strange that u say white Latinx dont face discrimination. Im a white skinned Immigrant from mexico.Im bullied so much bc of my accent and inability to pronounce some words Im not knows as "Itzel" but as "Mexican chick" People talk about me right in front of me as though they think I don't understand what "ugly" and "obese" means.Don't set a divide between us we need unity more than anything.you have such a hateful attitude u spew negativity rather than Latinx empowerment

I never said y'all don’t face discrimination? How many times do darker skinned WoC have to check y'all on your privileges? You don’t have to face the same shit they do. The antiblackness in our latinx community directly harms darker skinned womxn. Honestly I’m tired of answering anons like this bruh check yourself. If you were to say this to an Afro Latina you would understand how ridiculous you sound.

anonymous asked:

AAAAAHHHHHH plz help me I have a crush on this girl but???? Im gay?? And I dont think she is. Except for she plays softball and wears flannel and is super into gay rights and I hate stereotypes but theyre there for a reason and I dont know what to do plz help

Oh heck!! I’d say, just try and casually bring it up. If you’ve had a girlfriend before, tell a story with her in it and, if you haven’t, you could bring up some kind of story involving a former crush. Or, you said she’s super into gay rights, you could try and mention it when she brings it up. Best of luck with her, pal!!

anonymous asked:

I don't get why people need to put a name on their sexuality? you can do whatever you want, sex is different for everyone and i think it's wrong to put yourself in a box with a label

i think its not our place to judge things like that, i mean i understand what you mean and it’s totally okay if you dont want to label yourself because people can change every day and so can your sexuality but from experience i’ll only say that i was struggling for a really long time with my sexuality and even now when i already have my “label” im still not sure whether i’ll stick with it or not because im growing and figuring myself out but it’s quite comforting to know that one thing about yourself and be able to name it. its not the same for everyone, of course, but to call it wrong is a little too much

Ruining the mystery/First thing taught in Paladin school

So during my first dnd campaing, which was Castlevania based, I was playing Paladin of the Church, which led to the following bit, just as we entered the castle:

Dm: …And to the left, you see a hooded man sitting on a flying carpet, playing a gold fiddle

Ranger: I go to say “Hi, Im Kaito, who are you and what are you doing here?”

Mysterious hooded: Hello there travelers, we dont get many visitors around these parts, my name is Light and I’m but a simp-

Me,half jokingly half serious: Oh, hey nice to meet you Lucifer, kinda surprise you’re here.

DM: ……….so the man just sighs, and reveals himself as Lucifer, former prince of darkness, and former ruler of castlevania

Warlord: Wait doesn’t he have to roll or something to know?

DM: He’s a Paladin of the Church, The first thing they teach you in paladin school is about Lucifer, that it means Beautiful Light and his betrayal……There was going to be this whole bit of his identity being revealed later, but that’s scrapped.

Me: Well you shouldn’t have named him Light and given him a golden fiddle

 And that is how Lucifer joined us in our adventure to defeat Dracula

bad times with adhd:

  • cant read
  • can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading
  • boredom more like Time To Suffer
  • rsd
  • u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds
  • becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking
  • staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so
  • that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said 
  • overstimulation
  • meltdowns
  • when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”
  • trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it
  • the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long
  • “i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it
  • outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it
  • no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter 
  • *someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it
  • getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating 
  • “u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason
  • having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say
  • forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset
  • the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset
  • when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness
  • when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public
  • having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life
  • needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing
  • overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation
  • this is long i should stop now

i’ve been doing this for a while now, and thought it may be nice to share with you guys. i never really had trouble verbalising thoughts during discussions, but seldom have been a person able to express my emotions without shutting down completely. music, and especially the lyrics of songs, have always been my outlet, like the words spoken were either my own or the ones i wished i would get to say one day; the rhythm and beat a whole new dimension. my fear of the temporary (and fear of losing these songs) was the final push to start this journal. i began collecting lyrics from songs that either held meaning personally or conveyed emotions that fit a story, and have found that not only is this solidifying a memory but it has been therapeutic too. not sure if it would matter to any of you, but if you ever face similar difficulties then this may help.

(pls forgive me, i’m not a photo editor. i just wanted ot7)

Hey, everyone! I recently hit 100 followers! I’ve had this blog since January and even though I had a rough start and I wanted to leave a few times, I’m very glad I pushed through. I wanted to save a follow forever for another milestone and just do a drabble game for this one but there are so many amazing blogs a wanted to thank. I really appreciate every single one of you guys. This blog has been a safe haven for me, and I can’t imagine how my life would be without it. I’ve felt much more loved on this blog in the short time I’ve had it than on my previous blog, which I had for 2 and half years before I left. Even though this blog may be considered ‘small’ to some people (not that it matters to me), I still feel as if I genuinely matter to all of you, and I can’t thank you enough. I will never be able to fully express my gratitude. I really do care about all of you. All the users that show up under my followers are my friends, and I care about each one of you so much. Thank you all so much for all that you’ve done for me. I’m beyond grateful.

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The book has a maroon jacket and embossed spine. It’s older, and he can tell when he picks it up and leafs through the pages. The musty smell reaches his nose and makes him sneeze into his arm. With a sniffle, he fans through the book, and it doesn’t take him long to realize it was one of Erwin’s.

His heart seizes, and he leaves the book open in his lap. He thinks about Erwin every day, sometimes every second, but Erwin’s never a surprise. Thinking of him is a constant, and the physical things that conjure Erwin are cataloged and sterilized. When Levi encounters them, he does so with bravery. Indifference. He has Erwin compartmentalized at this point into his psyche. The only place Erwin could affect him is in his dreams.

But this book. This book is different. It has Levi spooked, and he isn’t sure how to move forward. He turns a page. The language is old, the information flowery and, at this point, incorrect. It must have been Erwin’s father’s, and somehow having that knowledge made the book that much more difficult to hold. Another page and he discovers it’s talking about the ocean. His breathing gets caught in his chest as he reads.

Oceans are bodies of water with high salt content. They can range in color depending on location, from deep sapphire to gleaming turquoise. It is predicted that the ocean covers more of the surface of the world than land. Nobody has ever been able to touch the deepest depth of an ocean. Strange creatures are thought to originate under the surface.

Levi slaps the book shut and places it next to him. He brings his knees up to his chest and wraps his arms around his legs.

It wasn’t anything like that. The ocean was beautiful and living and moving. It was vast and mysterious and deep. It tasted different, like an exotic delicacy. And he supposed at the time that it was. They had never tasted freedom like that before–and that’s all the ocean was.


His chest grows tight, and there’s a sound emitting from his throat that’s foreign and hoarse. God dammit, he should have been there. He should have been at his side, their cloaks catching the wind like the sails of the ships illustrated on the book pages. He had fought the longest and hardest out of all of them. He got them all here. If it wasn’t for him…

The sob comes out long and hard, and Levi has never felt something shake through him so violently. His moaning cry echoes in the room as the tears pool and drop from his eyes. It wasn’t anything like that. It wasn’t some simple pages on a piece of paper. It was so fucking beautiful and Erwin wasn’t there. He wasn’t there, and it was the ugliest thing he had ever seen in his whole life. He hated the ocean. He fucking hated it.

His hands ball into his hair as he pushes his forehead into his knees. He struggles to breathe, but he doesn’t care. His sobs turn silent as he gasps in air. Erwin wasn’t there, and he’s not here now, and he can’t fucking stand it. Tears fall salty like the waters of the ocean, and he wishes so badly to drown in them.

The text above is an excerpt from a ficlet my lovely @gouguruheddo wrote for this pic to rip my heart completely into pieces <3 Thank you love.

i never see em so pikeildan headcanon:

post game vax and pike spend a lot of time apart because they have gods to serve. vax takes comfort in knowing that whenever he settles down to rest during his travels, a dove finds its way to him and takes roost nearby. similarly, pike has noticed that the temples she helps build often become popular hangout spots for local ravens