i dont know the world anymore

not to be that emo jin stan but as ive been saying im just??? so incredibly unbelievably heart-stoppingly proud of him (i mean always but Especially rn)……. hes been giving his all to bangtan for years like all the boys have said how much he practices and how hard he workd to get the chordo and his lines everytine better and better and on top of that hes also so caring so he really does look out for all the other members and on top of that hes really family/friends centered so he always make sure to spend time with all of them and that everyone knows how much he appreciates them and on top of that theres also all the time he dedicates to armys bc he really loves us with all his heart and still????? ON TOP OF ALL THAT????? he went to uni and graduated and thats already hard when u can focus on it but be couldnt bc bangtan occupies him 25/8 but still he did it to make his parents proud and i just?? dont even know where im going with this anymore just know that kim seokjin is one of the hardest workers out there and theres nothing he cant do and im just so so so proud of him he truly deserves the world

Promt list

1. “Thats my phone”
2. “Why do you have my bra in your hand?”
3. “I don’t feel so good”
4. “You mean everything to me….”
5. “You lost your ring?….”
6. “Great now the fire alarm is going off”
7. “You mean to tell me that you ate all my food?…”
8. “How dare you use me when you knew i loved you….”
9. “Forget it”
10. “Maybe wishes do come true after all
11. “Maybe soulmates are a thing”
12. “Lets go travel the world”
13. “Can we sleep under the stars?”
14. “I saw you sitting alone and thought you would use some company”
15. “Are you seriously horny right now?”
16. “Whats with the cheesy pickup lines?”
17. “Nooo! They belonged together”
18. “Your jealous over my celebrity crush?”
19. “Could i maybe get your number?”
20. “How about a date?”
21. “Netflix?”
22. “Was it really worth it?”
23. “Yeah well now you’ve lost me”
24. “Let me help you goddammit”
25. “Stop being stubborn and come cuddle me”
26. “You drove here at 2 in the morning to come and get cuddles?”
27. “Soooo…..what now?”
28. “I thought you locked the door”
29. “This is going to be the end of me”
30. “You are going to be the death of me”
31. “Your just another player and its game over for us”
32. “You’re seriously a man-child”
33. “I want you. Only you”
34. “Do you belive in love at first sight?”
35. “Im so stupid. I fell for my best friend”
36. “Its cute when you blush”
37. “Back off”
38. “Is there a reason your crawling threw my window?”
39. “Thats a cute laugh. I like it”
40. “Move in with me?”
41. “I guess this is it…”
42. “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this”
43. “You owe me 10 bucks”
44. “Can you bring pizza and beer”
45. “What did that asshole do to you?”
46. “What did you do?”
47. “Ewww thats gross”
48. “Stick that toung out again and i will cut it off”
49. “Im not crying. Theres something in my eye”
50. “Wow. Your stupid”
51. “Did i fucking stutter?”
52. “You should leave”
53. “Dont mind me”
54. “Nice moves love”
55. “What a dumb idea. Im in”
56. “Can someone shoot him?”
57. “Don’t say a word”
58. “Shit, thats hot”
59. “I dont care”
60. “You need to leave”
61. “Fuck off”
62. “NEVER!”
63. “Do you even love me?”
64. “I think i just fell in love”
65. “I cant do this anymore”
66. “You’re so whipped”
67. “Forever?”
68. “I fall in love with you more and more ever day”
69. “Your all i have left”
70. “Care to dance?”
71. “Please. Just dont”
72. “Im sorry”
73. “I said im sorry what more do you want!”
74. “You cant just sit there all day”
75. “You can lock yourself away from everyone else….but please dont push me away”
76. “You can’t banish me!! This is my bed too”
77. “Talk about awkward”
78. “If you die. I’ll kill you”
79. “That dosn’t make sense”
80. “Just smile. I just really need to see you smile right now”
81. “How funny. You think i care”
82. “Tell me what’s happened. Why have we changed”
83. “I don’t even know you anymore.”
84. “Do you really need all that candy?”
85. “Don’t yell at me”
86. “Good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion”
87. “She’s hiding behind the sofa”
89. “He’s respectable. But you know, a little dodgy”
90. “Your too good for this world”
91. “Only if you give me a piggy back ride”
92. “Let’s build a fort”
93. “Wait, you like me?”
94. “Wait….is this a date?”
95. “If i did anything right in my life, it was falling in love with you”
96. “Listen i really dont like you but you hsve a puppy so im going to be over a lot”
97. “I desere an explanation. I desereve an acceptable reason”
98. “You can hate me. You can dislike me. But why cheat on me?”
99. “Your hair is so soft”
100. “I thought it’d be less hurt if i left now. But it turn out i was wrong. I promise ill never leave again”

Suggest who you would like it to be with and what number/s. Stay groovy 😎

Originally posted by winterxblogger


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So look I’ve been having this headcanon for a while of Lance and I’m gonna draw it tomorrow but

The Voltron crew and the blade of mamora Galra stop at some water planet to replenish their stocks before they head toward zarkon and it’s really high energy cause they finally got an army so it’s all fine and dandy but hunk notices that Lance looks sIck so he’s all like

“Lance, buddy, you okay? You look like your gonna pu-”

“Ha ha I’m fine big guy I just need some air”

And so he goes off wandering for a bit and everyone just shakes it off as nerves so after the ships are ready and everyone is ready to go they ask for Lance to see if he’s come back yet and Coran says that he’s gonna go find him so he’s wading through the thick forest and finally he reaches a clearing and he sees Lance near the beach and so he’s a bout to call out for him but… Something’s wrong…

Is Lance glowing? Wait…no…. Not Lance… The… Water??

And it’s like that thing from Moana where the water is personified in a blob and it’s staring straight at Lance and Lance is mumbling worriedly

“It’s like… I know you said you’d be with me but… I can’t waterbend anymore and I have no connection to the spirit world and I’m just really scared because zarkon-”

And out of the corner of his eye he sees Coran who looks absolutely SHOOK and it’s like a really still moment until the ocean recedes and Coran screams and Lance tackles him with a hand slapped over his mouth with large desperate pleading eyes like


few minutes later they return to the crew and allura is like

“Coran… You look absolutely ghastly is everything alright?”

“Oh y-yes princess couldn’t be wetter I MEAN BETTER”

and everyone is looking at them like what? And shiro comes over like

“I know nerves are high but the odds are in our favor this time.”

And both Coran and Lance are smiling too wide and too awkwardly and Lance is like

“I-IM GONNa just go to bed like it’s been a LONG day today so later dudes see you in the morn”

And then proceeds to all but parkour up the ramp and into the ship. Lance is MIA for the rest of the night

its almost one am and i am barely coherent but i just had a thought

what if at the end of the mcga series we get a repeat of the end of the last olympian

the norse gods are giving the heroes gifts for their bravery in the fight against loki and they call up magnus

and odin says “we rarely bestow this gift but we feel like you have earned it. magnus, we would like to offer you a second chance at being alive.”

and magnus is floored because being alive again means so many things?? he could go back into the mortal world and actually live there, fix up his uncle’s house and make it an actual home for himself, hell he could start a charity for homeless kids. and he doesn’t know what to say so he turns back to his friends and theyre all giving him forced smiles and it hits him

this offer is only for him.

obviously for hearth and blitz and sam the reward doesnt matter since theyre still alive, but his other friends will still be dead. theyll still be residents of floor 19, waiting for the actual end of the world to come.

if magnus becomes alive again, that means he couldnt come back to hotel valhalla. they could visit, but it would never be the same as actually living there. he wouldnt have any of it-the brawls, the feasts, his floormates, the rest of the hotel.

and when he died again, would he even end up back at the hotel? he could be chosen for a different afterlife, one where he never sees his friends again. he could lose them for all eternity.

and magnus looks at mallory and halfborn and t.j. who are all clapping for him with sad smiles, struggling to imagine life without them, and then he looks at alex.

alex, who chopped his head off the first time they met. alex, who had shared stories of her past with him. alex, who was snarky and talented and witty and brilliant, who was staring at him with wide eyes threatening to spill over because she knows, she knows that magnus becoming alive again means leaving the hotel.

and in that moment magnus realizes that he is in love with alex, and he doesnt know why he never realized it before, never realized that he would go to the end of the world for her, never realized that he stared all the time because he just loved every thing about her.

and he knows. he knows he cant take the god’s offer. because it means he could never see his friends or alex again, it means losing some of the people he cared about the most, and hes already lost so many that the thought of losing them makes his stomach churn.

so magnus turns back to the gods, and he tells them, “as much as i appreciate your offer, i have to say no.”

and the room gasps, because hes turning down such a valuable gift from odin himself, he could never get this chance again. but odin nods, smiling, like he knew all along that magnus would say no.

and the moment magnus goes back to his friends theyre all swarming him, asking why he turned the gods down, why didnt he take the chance to be alive again? and alex is standing outside of the group, still staring at him in shock, and magnus cant take it anymore, he breaks free of the group and wraps alex in the biggest hug he could manage.

they stay like that for what feels like ages, like theyre the only two people left in the world, holding each other in silence, until alex breaks it. “why?”

“because i dont want to ever lose you,” magnus whispers back. “i couldnt take the chance.”

and alex is just so overwhelmed with emotion, at the idea that someone would turn down the gods because of her, that she starts to cry, and magnus is crying too because he knows, he knows why alex is crying, and their friends all give them the biggest group hug with tears of their own and they all stay there, with the weight of the world finally eased off of their shoulders, and the gods are faced with a heartbreakingly beautiful display of mortal friendship and feelings, the reason why magnus turned down the chance to live again

and im tearing up over this because magnus loves people, he loves his friends and family and he will never ever let them go

father's day: straw hat crew edition
  • luffy: ive never met my dad but apparently he's the baddest bitch this world has seen
  • zoro: what's a dad
  • nami: my dad's dead
  • usopp: my dad is a great warrior of the sea who so happens to work alongside the great red-haired shanks
  • sanji: *looks into the camera like he's on the office*
  • chopper: my dad thought i was an abomination
  • robin: my dad's either in the ground or walking upon it who even knows anymore
  • franky: my dad abandoned me
  • brook: my dad's dead and so am i yoHOohOHOHOHO
  • ace: dont u dare say the d-word around me i will mess u up
  • sabo: my dad looked like a donkey's ass and acted like one so i ran away
An explanation, and goodbye?

This is tough. Really tough. Because I never thought I’ be writing this.

I’ve been part of this fandom for essentially 4 years, and owner of this bog for over 3. Its been my life. I would log on every single day and post, I’d never miss a Mark video and I’d always be 100% up to date with what ever was going on in the fandom, good or bad.

You may have noticed that over the past few days I’ve not really been active. This is where is gets tough, its because I feel distant. Its not because I dont like Mark anymore, thats not true, but I’ve grown out of his videos almost. I dont have the absolute desire to see them every day. That ‘I can’t miss anything’ feeling have wavered to a point where I’ve not even thought about his videos for days until I see the Tumblr Icon on my phone.

This is so strange. I dont dislike Mark or Amy or anyone. To be honest, Mark is one of the most important people in my life. Anyone who has followed me for a while will know how I have struggled mentally for the past few years. Its not been easy and I’m not exaggerating by saying that Mark and you guys have kept me here. There was times when I didnt know how I was going to continue, and I did because I could leave you guys. I couldn’t disappoint Mark, and now its almost that I dont need that anymore. It sounds awful but please let me explain. I had no idea what I was doing with my life. I had left Uni, and gone travelling then had to face the real world. I ended up in a job I despise and although I’m still there I actually have an idea of where I want my life to go. For the first time in 3 years I know how I want to live my life. I have a dream, and I desperately want to achieve it. 

Erm…I dont want to say goodbye as if I’m going away forever, but I just dont know how active I will be. And I hate this because…because I have worked so hard on this. I feel like I’m throwing this away. Throwing all your support back in your faces. Please dont see it that way. I beg you. I’m still here. I love Tumblr, despite its flaws, and I will still post I just dont want to make you guys think I’m abandoning you. I feel the I owe you this much.

For the past 2 and a bit years I have thanked you for existing after every post I make, and that will never stop. I owe you all so much. I love you. I really do.

If you have any questions please ask, publicly or privately. 

This is the hardest post I’ve had to make.

Oosh out
Thank you for existing 

excuse me...

i have these moments where i just hear something by taylor or read about something she’s done and there’s a part of me that wants to be calm and relaxed but this other part of me always wins and i end up an ugly crying mess because of her and that’s where i am right now. i have no idea why ive been feeling the way i have lately but the second i heard that old Untouchable performance all of the tears and all of the feelings just like……..,.,,,,,,,,,… made me crumble???? i still spend some days wondering how someone as sweet and generous and hard working as taylor ends up getting her name dragged through the mud when literally all she wants to do is make people happy as much as she can whether it’s with her music or just her presence. i dont understand. im so lost like can someone draw a map for me because we’ve all practically watched her grow up and be so many different versions of herself. from the awkward dork to the strongest she can be in the spotlight and then there’s the sweet little fairy and you just know that no matter what version of her she’s being, she’s trying to be human and she is. it’s so hard to remember this with celebrities because we put them in these glass cases never to be touched but left to fade from the camera flashes like these priceless masterpieces. but there’s a reason it seems so easy to imagine yourself stopping at starbucks for coffee after a day of shopping or drinking wine on a roof and spilling secrets like…..she’s so real. she is actually like,,,,,,not just a concept, you know? i wish there were more people like her and i wish there were more of her in me. it used to be this thing of like wishing i was in her position (because c’mon like who doesnt want to be talented, rich, and beautiful) but now i find myself wanting to make other people’s days a little better somehow, everyday. it’s that chain reaction situation that makes her such a great person because the more good you put into the world, the better it gets and it’s such a terrible place so the smallest things make it just a little easier to live in and i dont know. she’s such a bright light. i find myself listening to her more and thinking of her when she’s not around and it’s not a painful ‘i miss you’ anymore it’s more like a safety blanket, remembering days when i began to pay attention to her and nights when my mom wouldnt know what to do when i cried about just one line in her songs. i sound so pathetic right now but i really love taylor swift and honestly days like today where i feel like im on an island and no one can hear or see me, somehow she makes me feel like it’s more of a vacation from the outside world than isolation. idk but like……taylor swift was a very good idea.

without you, there is no more sun. there is no more light. there are no more stars. the moon doesnt come out anymore. without you, i am lost. i am broken, i am in pain, struggling to continue. without you, my whole world feels like its slowly starting to crumble all around me as im standing there watching everything fall in front of me. without you, my heart feels weak. its empty.. craving your love. without you, i feel like i dont even know my name.. dont know right from wrong, dont know up from down, dont know wrong from right. without you, i dont want to live. i dont want to continue. i dont want to wake up. i dont want to wake up everyday knowing youre not here. moping around feeling sorry for myself, waiting for you to come back, show up, something. i dont want to be here without you. without you,my life doesnt have purpose. my life doesnt have meaning. my life is dull. full of grey clouds and rainy days. without you, my life isnt my life anymore. im not living anymore, im only existing. you were my life. you are my life. without you, i am not me. i will never be me again. i will never know who i am ever again. and thats whats scary.. without you, i am nothing. i am worthless. i am lifeless. walking around like a dead corpse. i am just another ant on the ground, existing. not being noticed.. too small for anyone to look or care about. without you, life sucks. and i dont want my life to suck anymore.

i hope you go clubbing but dont think that will make you stop loving me or make you stop missing me deep down you know you just want to hold me. 

in reality i was just scared, scared of losing myself in someone, scared of not loving enough or loving to much 

you are exactly what i feared you become a mirror image of everyone else you dont live for yourself and you dont go with what you want you kinda just tilt yourself side to side and go with the wind and listen to everyone but yourself. 

because right now if you were to listen to yourself you’d come put me in your arms no matter how scared or confused or even if you think i’d shut the door on you

you are not a baby anymore you are a man. getting with girls wont numb me off your mind or get the touch of my skin off your body 

you always said weve been together for so long that its written in the books for us

i wanted you but not youre world because we come from different ones but somehow we always met in the middle

i dont even know why im writting to you but you reached out and i said if you reached out id hear you out

dont make this your halloween #2 

wether you see me everyday or not for a month then run into me or maybe youll just see me in a year 

the love you have for me is still there 

i hope at the concert yesterday you saw foggy images of me through each line he sang and it hurts it really hurts for you i know it and maybe i didnt ask how you were doing because i knew 

when you were sad or when you were mad or when you were happy 

sometimes you just know and i am always there for you, you know that 

take advantage of that 

i used to always ask if you were doing okay and you said it got annoying so i stopped 

you said things to me that i dont even want to think were true and im hoping they were just out of anger but it got too much it really did 

the thing is you could trust me im the only person you can trust

i had to get rid of everything you got me because its just memories but i think we both know that memories can be erased or taken from us but never knocked out of our mind

think a little you say im the type to just go clubbing and go for any guy im not the one who is going clubbing 

it was always better when it was just us two no outside world

You don’t own me part 6

Originally posted by bhaek


“Naive little Y/N. Maybe one day you will realise that we live in a cruel world. The good wouldn’t be good anymore if there would be nothing bad to compare it to. I didn’t choose this life. But after living it for a while I realised that there are things worse than being on the bad side.“

“Worse than letting people die for you?”, you felt like choking.

Word count: 1784 // I know it’s short 😵 I’m sorry! Next one will be longer again ;)

Warnings: death, violence, angst! I finally did it 😋 And a little slight tiny smut  😉

Author’s note: Next one! Enjoy! @httpwyf @dont-hyuck  @imbaekhyunstrash @holymolydrrad @jookyunhoe @vicassa @byunbunniess @literaltae @baekmuffin @bbhoodzz  Love y’all ♥♥♥

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To all the shadowhunters fans out there pls read this

I just need to say what I feel and I don’t even care if I get hate from this, its just my opinion. I don’t hate the shadowhunters TV show but I am getting really sick of them constantly shitting on the books. I am a book fan and I find myself avoiding tumblr which is not something I used to do. I dont mind other people’s opinion on the fandom unless it is degrading to the author and the actual series. I hate the drama going on between the book fans and the tv show fans because I cant even enjoy the fandom anymore. I will forever love this series but I cant stop being sad about the mean thing that are being said about the books. Yes they are not perfect, but it is what makes them so human. I know that some of the character’s actions are stupid or wrong but no one is perfect. I am not supporting incest, biphobia or any of that shit. I dont want you(shadowhunters fans) to forget who created this whole world in the first place. Dont dissrespect Cassandra because of the drama and just stop this nonesense. The fandom was already built and pretty big before you came along and all I ask is for a decent attitude towards eachother. I personnaly watch the show for my ships and I am happy that my OTP malec are getting a lot of attention (which gives me LIFE) but I dont like all of the negativity around book Malec. Eventhough Clace is the main ship in the books, and there is not as much Malec, dont be mad at Cassandra for it. Just appreciate that they are canon and that she keeps writing more stuff about them and their family(max and raphael). This series is really close to my heart and I value it a LOT. So I beg you guys to stop being negative and mean. Just leave the drama out and concentrate on loving the story, the ships, the fanfics, the feels and the fact that we are all fangirls/boys that are in love with the whole shadowhunting world.

Thanks for reading and please reblog if you agree with me

I know a lot of you will be mad but I hope the good old book fans will notice this and be thankful.



Originally posted by samann98

I thought that SU was going to focus on world building and giving the audience more information on gem culture (I had these thoughts around season two). But like, we barely ever talk about any gem related activities anymore. Instead we get three or four episodes about the humans in Beach City. That’s not a bad thing, but we already get how humans live. It would be better to see how Homeworld is like, how gems interact in comparison to on Earth, etc.

I dont rly care about concealing my under eyes anymore. I can serve Lüks AND let the world know I’m exhausted by it @ the same time,, it’s called Multitasking

The night fell and i have to move on ,the ropes which held me to a sick,silly and dying world are being  set ,the magic and the wonders of a simple day are fading away ,my heart is bleeding ,i need a silence urge of removing the saddest memories of a colourful past….your presence,your seal is still engraved in the remotest  parts of my whole body ,in my suffocating breath of calling your name…maybe this is a nightmare i am living ,maybe this is the gulity of something i stilll dont know ….

The night fell, i have to start my journey,the ropes which held me to this unknown,evil and dying world are being set ,the deserts that i crossed one day with you, are setting  free , i can not hold them anymore ,the weight is too heavy and the sands of a story are slipping away through my fingers….

The night fell , i have to clim to the vessel to an unexplored soil,maybe the ground which is waiting me to rest …i can not hold anymore the leaves tired of a day by day, trying to stand in the branches of an old tree.The places,the sounds ,the smells of the world we conquered  are only dust and i have to shut the door…

The night fell , i have to say goodbye to this light which insists to grab me ,my eyes dont want to see ,my eyes are moving to your place ,your hidding place …

The night fell and i have to overcome the nightmare and meet on the other side of the Ocean ,the meaning of being me again…

This is why the night fell… is me holding the waves to embrace you even for one last time….

like. dude. listen. you cant put shit out in the world without at least some semblance of the awareness that, wow, huh, maybe that’s actually regurgitating a really harmful idea!! maybe i should look deeper into my own biases and examine why theyre there!!! ethics 101!!

theres this super fucking pervasive idea that disabled people–in this case, let’s say particularly blind people–are the victims of some horrible tragedy. fight ableism because “that could be you one day!! [shudder]”, or ditch the fighting ableism completely like most people. that could be you one day. oh god. how terrifying. imagine a life like that!

when i went blind i spent like a week in the hospital bingeing everything on netflix that had audio description (at the time this was: daredevil, criminal minds, sherlock bbc, and glee) and getting an alarming number of blood draws. it was pretty chill. i didnt really have my official freakout until a couple weeks later, after…wait for it…a professor failed me rather than deal with the inaccessibility in her own coursework and told me i should drop out, because academia was no place for someone like me.

i was pissed at first. im still pissed. meet me in the fucking pit, laurie, the 504 coordinator can be our referee.

but after a little while it set in that, oh right, i can’t read. oh right, i can’t currently cross the street on my own. on right, i cant, i cant, i cant. everything that everyone had ever said was such an awful fate to be subjected to sunk in all at once and i think i ended up crying over not being able to finish dragon age: inquisition.

i dont even like dragon age.

it took like…..a while……..to remember that life has intrinsic value. that theres nothing actually all that important about being sighted. there are some things i cant do anymore but that isnt the end of the world, and like, hell, there are some perks, too! i never have to see benedict cumberbatch’s face ever again, for one.

i got through my little breakdown pretty quickly, and into a stage in my life where my blindness was something that defined me – and that that wasnt a bad thing. i know im lucky for that. i know if i werent already a cr*p it probably would have been a lot harder. i know other people still struggle with the idea that they’re useless, or that their existence is tragic. i have those moments too.

and like, spoiler alert, if y'all fuckers and your “isnt it so sad that matt doesnt know what foggy looks like”, [something something inaccessible disney channel cartoon], etc etc thought you werent involved here, you thought wrong. those ideas are part of the problem. you are part of the problem. maybe you dont think that its a big deal because you’re not necessarily espousing eugenics (side-eyeing u transhumanists real fuckin hard rn), but it is. casual ableism like that, like it’s a no-brainer, of course blindness is terrible, of course it’s something to fear, of course… that has an impact.

grow the fuck up. think critically about the kind of shit youre putting into the world. be better

anonymous asked:

Do you think an artist can just bail on promoting a collaboration if it's underperforming? As in, JHO isn't doing as well as they'd hoped, so they're distancing Louis from it? Although is that even an option after being so involved with the roll out? I continue to be so confused about the video promo, promo overall really.

i feel…. like JHO has done pretty well all things considered. i know it didnt stay high up in the charts for long etc but you literally hear it everywhere. it was literally played at the grammys.. i think louis’ team did a piss poor job of promoting the single because they spent the whole time promoting him via stunts and not the music and thats what we’re all annoyed about and what we mean when we say they didnt promote it… but i think steves team put a lot of effort into promoting it for it to get where it is now, which apparently will be/are the same team? idk i was away the day that all came out.. so it’s like they almost worked together on it. promoted the single via steves team while promoting louis’ personal life through his team. 

but you also gotta remember that WE the fandom did SO MUCH for JHO.. we got it to number 1 in all those countries the first weekend it came out just by supporting louis. this excerpt from this post really sticks with me:

The decision to not promote Louis‘ song could very well have been a logical outcome of the team asking themselves the question „Why?“: Why should we promote his song with huge effort when we KNOW his own fans are going to do it passionately, especially if they think  we don’t give a shit? Why not playing that game in order to make them promo it the hardest way they can?“ Why indeed??  

i dont think sony/syco/whatever label’s marketing plan for JHO was to let the fans do all the work and rely on us… what would happen if that didnt work and we didnt like the song? they wouldve had to have had a contingency plan. BUT they know us.. they’ve been working with this fandom for 6 years. they would definitely have factored in us a fandom and the way we support louis and how much we give everything to these boys. they wouldve used that for sure.

so… i dont think it’s under performing as much as we think it is. it’s played so much on tv shows and mainstream radio… it might not be at the top of the charts anymore, but it’s on everyones playlists and it’s used in a lot of different ways.. it’s like it’s been embedded into the pop world now… louis was smart when he said he saw a gap in the radio market and wanted to fill it with an EDM/Pop collab. 

and to be frank… i really dont think louis’ team have his best interest at heart, enough to distance him. if it was a good team, they wouldve promoted his musical talent and abilities more than his personal life so they could appease ALL fans and show the world hes more than just a boyfriend a dad including but not limited to his social media presence and even his instagram handle, they would have opened their mouths and stopped the media from slamming him whenever they had the chance… they would have had his back a lot more than we’ve seen. after the airport incident they would have done what scooter does every single time JB gets in trouble, they wouldve turned him into the victim, which he was, not the villain they made him out to be. 

anyway…. i highly doubt louis would want to bail on his own music. an artist is a passionate person and naturally ambitious who is trying to get the world to hear their music. why would they want to bail on their own work.

Aries:  Come home, please,  I know everything is so very different now and you are a different person than who left, and you are coming home to people who are different too, but we are still waiting for you to come home, the lights are still on.

Taurus: People will always be assholes, they will always step over you to get what they want, but you are not forgotten and you have not been left, your pain is still visible and crystal clear, please don’t ever forget that.

 Gemini:  You aren’t at war anymore, there are no more monsters waiting for you with guns pointed at your chest, you are free, it’s time to set down your guns and let down your walls, and staying up all night to keep guard.

Cancer:  Ignoring your pain does not make it vanish, wearing a long sleeve t-shirts to hide the wounds doesn’t make them vanish, you have to acknowledge you’re hurting to actually heal.

Leo:  You are not a graveyard, so as painful as it is you have to stop burying the graves of everything you could of been in your skin and know you are so much fucking more then that.

Virgo : Remember who was there when everything was falling apart around you, and know that if your world ever caves in again, if those demons you locked im your closet ever come out, they’ll still be there arms open and swords ready to help you.

Libra:  People are proud of you, because you have walked miles in sheer agony of your own mind, and I know you can’t stand your own company, that you were a horrible traveling companion,  but you are getting better, you will be okay.

Scorpio: I know there are people you dont talk about anymore, and certain dates that make your veins feel as if they are made of molten lava, but sometimes those are the very words that need to be spoken.

Sagittarius :   Time to pick up the pieces of the storm you’ve surrounded yourself in,  you are not the disaster that was made, you are not the agony that was caused, you are not the scars that remain, it is time to piece your world back together.

Capricorn:   I know you don’t recognize the person in all those photographs, and you can’t believe your friends when they say it’s you, just appreciate how far you’ve grown, and know the distance between who you were and who you want to be is real.

Aquarius :  You are truly made of stars and everything beautiful this world has to offer, I know being stuck here in the ground is painful and agony, but darling you don’t have to be in the sky to shine.

Pisces:  Its okay to run, and to burn every bridge you can come across, but you have to learn to stand in the ashes without grabbing a hammer and trying to rebuild.

—  This weeks astrology