and ive fucking lost my friends because im a fucking trans kid, my 3 fucking best friends are gone. they’re fucking gone i dont have anybody anymore, i dont have the person i fucking loved anymore,, hes gone, completely out of my life, only to randomly pop back once in a while and he’ll hug me, really tightly, and it fucks me up again, and then im right baack at the start, wishing that i coukd be rid of him. and my other best friend is going to college soon, and i’ll never be able to see him, im going to be fucking completely alone. i cant stop shaking i feel so fucking sick,,,,,, why hasnt ,my mom fucking gotten me a therapist yet, she said she was going to over a month ago, and she still hasnt. im getting bad again i dont know what to fucking do.