BECAUSE IM IMPULSIVE AS HECK AND THEY’RE STEADY AND THEY PLAN THROUGH THEIR ACTIONS WHILE I HIT MY HEAD IN A BRICK WALL UNTIL I CRACK IT OPEN AND DIE. ok too extreme but you get the point
they’re just soooo fukiing pure with huge hearts. way too good for this planet omfg. they’re angels trapped in a human body. even though they have a war going on on the inside they always try to back away from conflict,
which isn’t always good but i dont know im a sucker for those damn hippies i guess. and i think the main reason they don’t open up much about their troubles is because they think they’re bothering the other person too much. and you best believe they got your back all the time 100%
THEY ARE ALL SO BEAUTIFUL. like take any taurean person and L O O K AT THEM. SO FUCKIN PRETTY ITS LIKE GOD HIMSELF CARVED THEM
all cats and dogs love them. your pets love them more than they love you.
i love being around them i dont know, i’ve always loved them i have the biggest need to make them smile all the time and remind them they’re awesome!!
i get really happy and giddy when i make people mad, annoyed or upset. it's the weirdest and shittiest thing to do omfg im such an horrible person. i don't wanna die, i just don't want to live right now or ever
I get the same dude. I think it is a shitty trait but its not unusual and its not ur fault. i dont rly understand it I think its might be something to do with getting that feeling of superiority or dominance or something. The fact that you know its a bad thing is good. If you showed no remorse that would make you far worse so dont beat urself up about it too much
this is part of an unfinished poem, i never got around to it , " Am I worth the sleepless night and the dreamless day? If I ask you to, will you dare stay" I am almost certain I wrote this around the same time, but this one is unfinished. and by the way you words, kind words of encouragement (for laura / ignis alike) they are really motivating me to start writing again like i used to, not just poems but short stories too, so thank you for that , you dont know how much it means to me.
Are you kidding me that’s THE BOMB DOT COM???? Like what the hell, man what a TALENT (and yes omfg please never stop writing, you’re fantastic)
Where to start? Hes such a happy boy omfg..Hes got a dirty head like me, but only shows it when you really know him…Very supportive too!
See, your fave mod [dat be me XD] has cerebral palsy, so um..my legs dont work for walking at least. Well recently we talked and i said i couldnt do cheerleading due to my disability.. He said, “So? Don’t let that stop you! Never say you cant.”
Hes also really a jokey type, whenever he messes with me he’ll go, “Im just takin the piss on you” How irish shit
hes so caring and pure but at the same time a dirty shite im in love
as much as i despise people slut-shaming and demonizing laura i also hate like. seeing people talk about her like she’s some fragile angelic victim or something?? like no yeah she was an abuse victim no doubt i’m not detracting from that but i mean more like…
idk i recently found someone writing her as this really kind of sweet, broken person but. laura was oftentimes aloof and dismissive and mean to the people who cared about her and it sounds fucking weird to say this but… i find that kind of important????
part of the tragedy of her story is how the only way she was really capable of dealing with her abuse was like. co-opting it, doing super unhealthy things and sexualizing herself and being hella fucking self-deprecating (there’s this entry in her diary about how she keeps having this dream where a rat keeps crawling into her room to watch her sleep and she “knows she has to hurt herself or the rat will do it for her” and that’s super indicative of her whole general mindset and her relationship with killer BOB)
and she hated herself soooo fucking much for it that she was constantly trying to push other people away from her (”i love you, donna, but i don’t want you to be like me”) and laugh it off when they expressed concern or anger or any desire to be like…emotionally confrontational with her.
and of course i’m not saying that narratives about people who endure and stay kind through their abuse aren’t important or capable of being equally complex but…not everyone is capable of doing that, stories about abuse victims who are just so fucking angry about everything and the coping mechanisms they try to use are so fucking important too. and laura was seventeen years old and her life was a living hell and she had no means of getting herself help and no headspace to cope with things in a healthy way so like…
OKAY SO I’VE HAD THIS IDEA ABOUT DRAWLING FNAF IN SU STYLE AND I ONLY NOW GOT AROUND TO IT AHAHA!!! so here it is! Fnaf in what i could try to do in SU style. who knows maybe if you guys want me to i could draw them like this more, maybe make a comic or something!
Btw don’t repost this anywhere. but im sure you all knew that right??