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anonymous asked:

i dont understand "trans girl pidge" i thought pidge was biologically female?

hey anon, i can see where this confusion comes from. basically, let me give you the low-down as to why i believe pidge is a trans girl in canon and why i’m not really down with the nonbinary/trans boy pidge headcanon. i hope you don’t mind that i do this in bullet-point format. 

why i believe pidge is a trans girl:

  • it doesn’t say anywhere in the show that pidge was assigned female at birth. i know it’s probably easier to assume that considering she was shown wearing a dress and presenting rather feminine around her family, but the thing is that supportive families do exist and kids can figure out they’re trans at a young age. 
  • pidge has NO REASON to disguise herself as a boy to enter the garrison, unless it was because she had an AMAB body. frankly, if she was AFAB and tried to sneak into the garrison that way, that would just make things HARDER on her in regards to getting in and in regards to going incognito. it’s a military school, they do physicals and body checks regularly. 
  • she literally came out as a girl. that scene paralleled a lot of coming out scenes and a lot of coming out experiences i’ve witnessed. 
  • if we assume that she is a trans girl, it makes everyone really sweet in how fast they accepted her and in how they all assured her that they already thought of her as a girl. 
  • the bathroom scene was a real cincher for all this. as a trans person that has been harassed in public bathrooms before, and has been uncomfortable to even go in them sometimes, that scene meant something to me that a cis and gender-conforming person probably wouldn’t understand. 
  • frankly, headcanoning pidge as nonbinary/a trans boy is kinda cruel to her, and pretty transphobic. first, it disregards her desire to been seen as a girl. second, it makes EVERYONE, even the mice, transphobic af. third, it equates being a girl to having a vagina, which is pretty transmisogynistic. fourth, she literally says the words “i’m a girl” - if she was a trans boy or nonbinary, that would pretty transphobic of the writers to have her still see herself as her assigned gender and to have us all equate having a vagina with being a girl. 
  • there are like….less then five named female characters that are important. to take one away is the opposite of progressive, especially when you can headcanon/see any of the “male” characters as trans or nonbinary. 
  • the writers have stated several times that she is a girl, and have hinted that there may be some explicit LGBTQ+ rep in later seasons.

td;lr: pidge is my trans daughter and i love her so much

22.01.17 // *handwriting tag*

ive received so many compliments about my handwriting (i personally dont think its that amazing) so thank you so much! I tag you all to do this and make sure you post it and use the tag #alimastudies so i can see it! Yes i know i need to work on my lettering lol

the day before their high school graduation, lucas and maya are laying in the bed of lucas’ pick-up truck. they’ve driven miles out of the city to find a hilltop where they can see everything in the sky. farkle and smackle had already left for early admissions to princeton, riley was closing at topanga’s that night, and zay was busy packing for his last summer in texas. maya was supposed to be finishing her portfolio so she could send it to the royal academy of arts for finalization. lucas was supposed to be at one of his last baseball practices so he could polish up his stats before he played in ball on a scholarship in college.

everyone was doing exactly as wanted, but everything felt broken. so, when lucas called maya and asked her to skip town for the night with him, she couldn’t resist. they had unfinished business, anyway. as they lay under the dark night sky, lucas was looking at maya more than he was the sky. “if i could paint like you could, i’d paint a picture of us in this exact moment. i’d freeze everything and stay here until i could perfect it. so i would never forget it.”

maya lifted her head to look at him, but she didn’t drop her head back down. she kept her eyes on the boy. “do you know my favorite thing about you? the absolute best thing about you?” she didn’t wait for him to respond, but she sat up completely. she shifted her weight, shuffling with one leg under her so she was sitting on her own calf. “you’ve never been able to hurt me. we’re sitting here and it’s our last night together for a really long time. i mean, we’ll have the summer, but we’ll never have anything like high school again. but, even though you know i’m leaving you in a few months, you’re still sitting here telling me how good i am at things. i can never replace you. no one in europe is going to put up with me like you do, or keep me as close as you do.”

lucas pulled his long legs close to his chest, wrapping his legs around his knees. “if i could go back in time, i would’ve stopped you from saying who my choice was when you were all covered in paint. because you didn’t know. i finally knew, but i still didn’t get a choice. i’ve wanted to be with you since freshmen year, maya. you’re leaving, but my feelings for you aren’t going with you. we have approximately 84 days until you leave, but my feelings are gonna stay right here in new york.”

maya suddenly felt like she couldn’t breathe. she everything came crashing down at once and it all hurt. “can you take me home? we have to be up early to rehearse for graduation anyway.”

lucas scrunched his face up, a bad taste in his mouth. “maya, wh–” but she cut him off before he could get another thought out by jumping out of the bed of the truck and getting into the passenger seat. they sat in silence the whole way home.

—-

graduation went on as planned, then the whole group hung out all summer long. maya made sure she was never alone with lucas and lucas picked up on it quickly. 

lucas was moving into his dorm before maya left for europe, but when the group was helping him move into his room, she was nowhere to be found. after he was moved in and everyone had gone home, lucas decided to lay down for a while. he was stalking all of maya’s social media, but he knew she wouldn’t post anything. she was never on her phone. she always said it wasn’t as good as the real connection you could make. just as he’d locked his phone screen, he heard a knock at his door. when he opened it, maya appeared with her hair in space buns and with a canvas behind her back.

she stepped in before he could stop her–not that he would have. he was just surprised to see her at all. “hi, i’m maya. you’re really cute. we should’ve hung out more. you make me happy.” she paused, swallowing hard. “i didn’t pay enough attention to you. it’s me, not you.” she grasped his hand, rubbing her thumb over his palm. “we can still be friends.” stepping forward, she stood on her tip toes, leaning towards his face. “not really.” maya kissed lucas gently on the lips, dropping his hand to grasp at the back of his neck. once she backed down, she finally stopped talking so fast and let him get a word out.

“i thought you weren’t coming, to be honest.” he muttered, licking his lips. he looked behind the girl for a moment, seeing the empty side of his room where zay hadn’t moved in yet. 

“i was up all night. i got inspired to create something. i fell asleep around eight in the morning and i overslept since my phone was on silent. but i think i can make up for it.” maya scrunched her face up a little, her nose crinkling for a moment. she flipped the painting she had in her hands around, handing it off to lucas. what he saw was a painting of the night sky with lucas’s truck down on the bottom right corner. in the bed of the truck, lucas and maya were laying next to each other and maya was pointing towards the sky above exactly as she was doing before everything went to shit the night he said how he felt. in the constellations, there was an outline of maya grasping at lucas’s shirt like she’d done years before. each time, lucas had hoped maya would just break the tension and kiss him, but she never did. “i remember that night you said you would paint a picture of that exact moment if you could, then i realized that i could. i want you to keep that photo and remember me with it. i have an exact duplicate of it and i’m going to keep it in my dorm room. whenever you see that painting, you can think of me. and whenever you see the moon, know i’m five hours ahead thinking about the next time i get to see my muse again.” 

lucas’s face broke into a smile and he wrapped his arms around her tiny waist. “i’m going to miss you constantly, cluckerbucket. you’re always going to be the one i chose. even if you didn’t let me choose you until now. we can make this work. i’m all in.”

maya nodded her head as he put her back down. her face felt hot, but she didn’t want to run away anymore. “i’m all in, lucas. i’ll still be all in when i’m 3,000 miles from you.”

Kiddo

pairing: dad lin manuel-miranda x child agender reader

word count: 2400

warnings: wow okay a lot of swearing, a LOT of name calling and discrimination towards the reader for being agender, abuse, bullying, blood mention, wound mentions, i think that’s it?

prompt/request: “a ?? family lin x agender reader where lin is reader’s foster dad and reader gets into fights a lot?? and lin doesn’t know its bc reader’s bullied bc theyre gay until he sees it up front? (bonus is reader nearly dies)” from an anon (i took a bit of artistic liberty on this request, but it’s generally still this idea) (i also… really hope i wrote this request right???)

a/n: i really don’t want to trigger anyone with this story, so if you think you could get triggered from the name-calling and bullying, you can skip right to the sweet lin part at the end. i really dont want to trigger anyone at all, i used a lot of references to try and write it as best as i could, and if anyone has any problems with it please dm me so i can change it! but i hope for now its still good! either way, enjoy! 


Lin was a good dad. When you were little, as soon as he adopted you, he had always taken you out to baseball games – or to the symphony – or to… well, to any sort of event he could get his hands on tickets for, really. He loved taking you out of the house on adventures, be it with friends or just the two of you. This was because he loved showing you off. You were his absolute pride and joy, in every sense of the word, and he always bragged about how wonderful you are with anybody who would listen. When you realized you were agender, however, you were scared about coming out to him. You were afraid that he would be ashamed of you. The day you finally mustered up the courage to tell him, though, went completely different than how you thought it would.

You and he sat on the couch, him with a hand on your knee, eyes filled with concern. When you started to cry, he looked alarmed and brought you into his arms, kissing your forehead gently. Eventually, you managed to splutter out, “Dad, I-I’m… agender.”

There was a moment of silence as he pulled away. His eyebrows knitted together in the middle of his forehead as he searched for the term in his ocean of a brain, trying to remember what it meant exactly. Then his face broke out into a gentle smile. “That’s cool, kiddo,” he told you, raising his thumbs to wipe the tears off of your cheeks. “Anyway, I wrote this song today…”

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ok sorry to keep complaining but like. im just mad and i need to process it. i just need a ‘dibby is mad’ day off forgive me…i apologize but this is infuriating me. what is with ppl who do art theft acting so oblivious and innocent about it. someone stole my art and literally put this in the desc

and i bring it up and ask them to either take it down or properly credit me, and theyre like ‘oh sorry didnt know it was yours its gone viral!’

but…..you know…that you didn’t do it either?!?! so how can u put this?! this isnt like some whoops simple mistake. you dont get to adopt my art as yours until i find it again like a lost puppy or something ?!!? 

i have also had people saying to me ‘well atleast be happy your work went viral’….why? i don’t see any of it, i didn’t even have any idea until this morning. it makes absolutely no difference for me. all i see is ppl sending me the aftermath of reposts with thousands of likes. how can i be happy when in the best of cases, my names been edited out and the piece is chopped jpeg fried to all heck, knowing at some point somewhere ppl are purposely going out of their way to make sure no one can find me. and in the worst of cases there’s stuff like this where ppl are just upfront stealing it…..? this isn’t fair? i’m not happy at all? 

metajeta  asked:

I got a new sketchbook for Xmas and I don't want to use it since the pages look so nice? I also dont know what to draw so that kinda goes along with it (I'll see what I can do though)

Omg I know how that feels - the new pages are so pristinely white~ But!! The sketchbook will be much improved with anything you have to offer it :) If you want ideas on what to draw, try a few from this list I made! 

cant we all just love our fandom and ignore the small things we dont like that happen involving our ships/fandoms and replace it with the thought that there are probably thousands of people in your fandom? thousands may even ship the same ship as you and because of this wonderful place called tumblr we can all love the fandoms we love together. can’t we just think of that and stop exploding after every little thing?

i love this website, and i love the people on it, but i dont like it when the people on it get upset over teeny things that happen but shouldn’t matter all that much. and then, when they make a post about it, people unfollow them. some may be curious and leave a message-they don’t know what’s going on, and it just makes that person more upset, sometimes petty.

maybe you guys dont see this, maybe im just being annoying and really procratinating on all the other things i should be doing besides writing this, but its been on my mind for a while, so i think i should say it.

part of being in a fandom, really your main fandom, is creating something. well, it is on tumblr. everyone on this website contributes in some way to the big idea of the fandom. whether it’s fanart, fanfiction, meta, gifs, simply speaking to others about the fandom, etc, we all contribute. 

so when something you don’t like in your fandom happens, just remember how much you’ve contributed. think of how much the thousands of fans in your fandom must have contributed, the amount of time they’ve spent on that fic, or art. don’t just give up and get so upset over one thing that happens. dont keep it in the back of your head.

most of the time, arguments are over what’s cannon and what isn’t. don’t let that bother you. what’s cannon shouldn’t matter because being a part of a fandom means you can contribute-you can create. you can make art.

you can twist a certain thing anyway you want to, a million times over again, all in amazing ways. put it in a picture, in a sketch, or in a short story.

you can interpret things. you can pick through a scene so carefully that you can convince yourself that while one thing happened, something under it all did too.

and while it actually happening out for you without all of the work would be so freaking amazing; it becomming cannon would be so great, it wont always happen.

but thats just part of the beauty. you get to make up what you would want to happen. you get all the credit.

you can make others so incredibly happy for even a few seconds as if it were actually true, and that is a gift.

sometimes you need to remember that. some people need to realize that.

it isn’t always important for it, whatever it may be, to become cannon, so please don’t let small things get in the way for you to continue to contribute to the big things-the things that matter.

ok yea it’s funny making fun of Magnus / Sportacus’s accent smtimes but uh protips 4 if u meet sm1 with an accent irl

*dont ask where they were born
*if u do & they respond with an American city don’t ask again
*dont say “i like ur accent” like… they know u mean it as a compliment But they’ve probably been hearing that for all the years of their life & are fed up w/it
*DONT ASK IF THEY SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE
*if you DO ask & they’re nice enough to comply & speak in said language for you do NOT record them like?? I’ve had that happen to me so many times & it’s disrespectful as shit like?? U don’t see me recording ur speaking ur HOME LANGUAGE & acting like its a zoo act that u can speak it
*dont act like their being from another country / etc means they’re your “ooooh a (country) friennnd!!!!” Bc it Will make it seem like they’re only ur friend bc u think it’s cool they’re from another country & that’s kinda Shitty
*dont immediately start talking abt “what clothes do they wear in your country/stuff like that” bc newsflash buddy….. 70% of the time the answer is the Same As Here
*& if a person w/an accent has an exotic/ unusual name for America doNt purposely make garbling noises trying to pronounce any special letters / etc bc that’s just. Disrespectful & makes it come across like u don’t care enough to pronounce it right like….. at least make a good effort???? They’ll understand
*ON THE OTHER HAND if a person w/an accent has a regular American name (this is especially true for woc but white women / etc have gotten it b4 too I’m sure) DO NOT ASK if that’s their “”“real name’”’“’ bc buddy… believe it or not….. whatever name they give u is the 1 they’re comfortable with using lmao
*dont actually make fun of a persons accent to their face like i have a habit of mispronouncing some words bc of my accent & I cannot TELL you how much it fucking annoys me when ppl mock it like it’s funny or smth like…. smh stop
*sorry if this is kinda rantish but to wrap it up…. just treat ppl from other countries like any other ok ppl lmao

((Love truly is Love))

((Lemme make this real clear. I Support people in the LGBT+ community. I will truly look at you as a friend regardless of who you love or what you identify as. I see past all of that and look at you for you.

To all the disgusting Homophobes? Bye. Dont talk to me. Period.

To anyone who wishes to talk to me and wants something positive, You can IM me or message me for my Discord, I’m here to support everyone.))

anonymous asked:

Hey, um, do you know where can I watch voltron with spanish caps? My granfather didn't pay for netflix this month, and I want to see season 2 :c

im sorry i dont really know D: maybe some of my followers know?? if anyone knows hmu

lilminireena  asked:

maby you dont do author tumblr writing stuff but i know you could do almost anything.. can you maby write a short/medium script of the little girl and baby, like maby eerie/sad.

Idk how to do that stuff but sure


“I never wanted her to go near.. It just never was too safe.”

“I could see this meant something so much to the young girl!”

“…..The way she laughed and slyly came across to me…almost as if she was never was supposed to be around..though.”


“…Yet, why did it happen….?”

“ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵈᶦᵈ ˢʰᵉ ᵍᵒ..?

”ʷʰʸ ᵈᶦᵈ ᶦ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵃᵗ.”

“ʷʰʸ ᵈᶦᵈ ᶦ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ⋅⋅ʰᵉᵃʳ….ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ

“You could hear a slight crush…not too loud, not to noticeable..”

“Yet…the right amount to know..the life of once young, is now withdrawn.”

“A life with a future relived from a mother to a daughter, is seized.”

“All…because of ᵐᵉ”

“I could see a slight look of distant confusion.”

“ᶠᵉᵃʳ.”

“I was never too sure what was worse for me..”

“The girl’s life potential taken.”

“ᴼʳ ᴹʳ⋅ ᴬᶠᵗᵒᶰ ᵒᶰᶜᵉ ᶫᶦᵛᵉᶫʸ⋅⋅"

“ᶜᵒᵐᶦᶰᵍ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰᶦᶰᵍ⋅”
“ᵀᵃᵏᶦᶰᵍ ᶦᶰ ʰᶦˢ ʰᵃᶰᵈˢ ᵃ ᵈᵃʳᵏ ᶠᶫᵘᶦᵈ ᵃᶰᵈ ʰᵒʳʳᶦᵈᶫʸ ᵏᶰᵒʷᶦᶰᵍ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᶦᵗ ʷᵃˢ⋅”
“ᴱʸᵉˢ⋅⋅⋅⋅ʷᶦᶫᵈ”

“….Yet, have you ever heard a lost man cry?”

“Change into something you sworn to be not.”

“Or..”

“ᵂᵃˢ ᶦᵗ ᵃᶫᶫ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵉᶰᵈ..?”

anonymous asked:

So Lotor obviously won't be exactly like he was in the dotu because reboot and all but I'm hoping against all hope they don't decide to run with his obsession over Allura. His character was driven almost solely by the need to bone her and at the (very shallow) root of that desire he'd be content to see her enslaved and stripped of any power or dignity. People can argue all they want that Allura's not black because she's from space or whatever but keeping that in the show... Yikes.

i completely agree with you anon,,, i dont want to see this Lotor in VLD,,,,but if for some darnforsaken reason they DO decide to go this route,,,, i really really hope that they dont try to redeem him/make us sympathize with him/make his actions Not seem bad,,,,,you know what i mean?

anonymous asked:

You know, if Victor can be naughty with a demon, I dont see why you cant get to know Isabella a little more :'>

Its… its just improper. A priest vows to a life of celibacy and all that.
I just… I know if I get too close it’ll just hurt that much more- and thats not my style!

ALSO NO ONE SAID VICTOR CAN BE NAUGHTY WITH A DEMON.

Dear A,

Hi my love. Not that you’ll read this, but the last time I wrote to you I was upset, and angry, and frustrated. 6 months later, I couldn’t possibly be more in love with you. I love you more than anything! You know this, I tell you every day, and you tell me. Ugh, i love you. The thing you said the other day about “not having each other in our lives for a while so we know what it feels like when the other is gone made us value one another more” could not be more true. I love you love you love you.

I feel like I can tell you anything, but i dont want to scare you away, or say anything too cliche that will make you roll your eyes. but i really see a future with you and I really would like to marry you someday. I hope you stick around that long. I don’t plan on going anywhere. I love you. And i find new things to love about you every single day. I hope you feel the same about me, and mean it when you say “i love you more”. I don’t think you can, because theres so much love in my heart i might explode.

we’ve been through a lot together. hopefully we’ll go through a lot more together. i love you more than anything.

M  

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Call out post for Travis Willingham: so supportive???

Kitty was trying to be smooth (again) but the Princess knows all of his tricks. 

She is not going to fall for any, Chat. Maybe you should change your ways…

…altho who knows. There are many ways to fall.

Dupain-Cheng 6 - Agreste 1