i dont know if is bc she is perfect on every way

Im basically fist fighting vegans right now. This shit seriously infuriates me! How can you call yourself compassionate but then completely shame someone who says they ate tuna bc they were severely depressed and how they felt HORRIBLE about it and was looking for advice so that wouldn’t happen again. No fucking wonder people think of us the way they do! Im so angry right now!

I know i said it before but i feel the need to say it again my blog is a JUDGMENT FREE ZONE.

For meat/dairy eaters, I will NEVER push my lifestyle choices on you and I will always show you true compassion, love, and respect. I completely understand that the vegan lifestyle is not for every person due to health reasons, living arrangements, financial reasons, etc.

For my fellow vegans, we are not perfect. You do not have to be perfect. Some of us will go off the diet, we’re fuckin human and its okay! Dont let any asshole elitist vegan bully you into thinking you’re a shitty person that doesn’t really care about animals. Those people just like to jack themselves off thinking how much better they are then everyone else. Fuck them. You’re wonderful, you’re doing great, just keep going taking it one day at a time!

For anyone who is interested in the vegan lifestyle or maybe is struggling with it, i am always here to answer questions, to listen, or just chat with. Like i said i will never judge you or push anything on you.

Sorry for my rant, I just needed it to calm down because I was ready to ask Persephone to throw down in a min. And believe me she was standing there just WAITING for me to tag her in! Lol! Love you guys! Hope you’re having a less infuriating day!

Songbird (Avengers x Reader, slight Steve Rogers x Reader)

Request: Okay. I write stuff too but I dont post them and I’m having trouble to do this; “H-how long have you been standing there?” (Reader sings and dances with headphones in bc he/she thought they were alone, until they turn around to find the team standing there and witnessing their glorious moment of singing to a wooden spoon at the top of their lungs). This scenario has been stuck in my head for a month and someone needs to do it 🙈🙏🏻 good luck! I hope to read it 😘😘

Requested By: @thatgirlsar

Word Count: 1,438

Warnings: Um, none? I mean unless you count embarrassing situations…

A/N: Hi!!! So sorry I haven’t posted in forever, and so sorry that it took me so long to do this request! I absolutely loved writing this and it was so much fun for me! I included a bit of Steve x Reader even though the request didn’t ask for it. I don’t know, I thought it just helped everything flow better. Also I threw in a bit of Kelly Clarkson in there because I was once obsessed with her and her music never fails to put me in a good mood. Requests are closed right now but if you would like to be added to my tag list, just send in an ask saying that you want to be added and you will be added! Well, anyways, I hope you enjoy it! Oh, and FYI: (Y/F/S) means ‘your favorite song.’

Tag List: @mp938368 @gcneral-organa

MASTERLIST

Originally posted by life-is-onee

Ah, what a beautiful day…

You thought as you woke up that morning as the warm morning sunshine warmed you up, leaving you feeling absolutely blissful in your mound of blankets. Today was your one day off in what seemed like forever. Practically being the Avengers’ babysitter- ahem, manager- took a lot out of you each and every day.

You have been in this position for what has seemed like a millennia, but in reality it has only been two years. While those two years were amazing, they were also very frustrating as you constantly babysat- managed- the whole team. From picking up a drunk Tony from a club to even going on a morning jog with Steve so he isn’t alone; your job covered pretty much every aspect of their lives. 

You woke up in the morning and made each and every one of them breakfast while Nat kept busy by practically interrogating you as she tried to set you up with someone. Later on in the day, you made sure each of them went to training and ate healthy. At night, you would help them figure out their mission assignments and even hold some as they went to sleep in fear of nightmares. 

Yes, your job was pretty much a glorified nanny, but you wouldn’t have it any other way.

Except today, you tell yourself as you sit up in bed. Today is my day.

Sighing out as you stretch, you can feel your muscles relaxing. Swinging your legs over the side of your bed, you begin to walk around your room in search of some comfy clothes. Finding the perfect pair of yoga pants, you slip them on as you grab an old band t-shirt. Figuring it will be cold, you grab Steve’s hoodie that you stole a couple of days ago. Pulling the warm material over your head, you revel in its scent and the way it engulfs your body. 

Its going to be a good day, you tell yourself as you grab your phone and headphones. Plugging the earbuds in and turning on a song, you happily make your way to the kitchen as you hum along to the tune. 

Smiling as you enter the kitchen, you find that it is completely empty. This just adds to the beginning of your perfect day as you realize that you can make breakfast all for yourself. As the song ends and a new one begins, you begin to pull out all of the ingredients needed for your signature pancakes. Deciding to treat yourself a bit, your grab some fruit from the fridge as well planning to make yourself a smoothie as the pancakes cook.

Soon the familiar beat of (Y/F/S) fills your ears as you begin to mix in the ingredients. Smiling to yourself, you can feel the giddiness rise within you as the song plays out.

Casting a careful glance over your shoulder, a small smile appears on your lips as you find yourself alone. Taking this as your chance, you soon begin to dance around the room, sliding on the wood floor in your fuzzy socks as you ladle batter onto the griddle. 

The aroma of the pancakes cooking makes your giddiness-levels rise as you soon find yourself singing into the wooden spoon in your hand.

It is a good day.


The Avengers, one floor below your amazing rendition, sat clumped around some measly bowls of cereal. 

“I miss (Y/N)’s cooking…” Tony grumbled out as he moved his spoon around in his soggy cereal. 

“Yes, Lady (Y/N)’s food is amazing…” Thor reminisces as he takes a feeble bite out of his Pop-Tart. While he does love his Pop-Tarts, it is no match for your cooking.

Sighing, Steve looked over his dismal team. “Yes, I miss it too. But its her day off, she deserves it more than anyone.”

“While I agree that to be wholeheartedly true,” Sam begins as he took a bite out of his bagel. “I do miss her cooking.”

“Ach. Do all you boys just think about your stomach?” Nat questions as she looks over the group. “(Y/N) deserves a day off.”

“She does,” Wanda nods along as she agrees with Nat. The group soon fell quiet as they continued to eat their less-than sublime breakfast. 

“Hey, do you guys smell that?” Clint asks, breaking the silence. The group paused as they sniffed the air, trying to distinguish what this new heavenly smell was. 

“Yeah, smells like-” Bruce starts, but is soon cut off.

“(Y/N)’s pancakes,” Bucky finishes. Slowly, every pair of eyes drifted upwards to where the heavenly smell was coming from. The silence was abruptly ended by a monstrous stomach growling. The group, shocked, looked over to where Wanda was as she sheepishly held her ravenous stomach.

“You don’t think (Y/N) would mind if we just went up and had, like, one pancake, right?” Steve shyly asked as he looked up at the ceiling. 

“I don’t think she would mind a bit,” Tony added.

“Nope, not one bit,” Sam finished as he held his own growling stomach. 

Silence followed as the group paused and looked at each other, wondering if they were really going to do this. As a collective unit, the entire team got to their feet as they hurriedly shuffled to the elevator which would soon bring them to your wonderful cooking.


Unaware of the elevator doors opening, you continued your dramatic rendition of ‘My Life Would Suck Without You’ by Kelly Clarkson as if the love of your life was right in front of you.

Totally into the song, you hopped up onto the island counter as you continued to belt out the lyrics.

The team, completely shocked, stood there watching you. Their eyes followed your every move as you danced on that counter as if your life depended on it. They listened to you belt out the lyrics as if you were performing to thousands. 

Soon, you would be as Tony grabbed his phone and pressed record. Nat, seeing the devious smile on his face, widened her eyes.

“TONY!” She shouted as she snatched the phone out of his hands. Unaware of what she just did, she continued to yell at Tony. The rest of the team stared at her with shock- and with fear- as you had just found out that you had an audience.

Eyes wide full of fear and embarrassment, you looked down at the team assembled before you, still holding the wooden spoon in your hand.

“H-how long have you been standing there?” You weakly mutter out, frozen to your spot on the counter. 

“Since the beginning of the song…” Wanda mumbled out. Eyes growing even bigger, you begin to feel a rush of heat travel through your body in embarrassment. 

Sensing the tense and awkward situation, Steve, your knight in shining armor, stepped in. 

“Hey, um, lets all just go to the diner down the street for breakfast, okay?” Mumbles of agreement soon filled the room as the team left one-by-one to grab their jackets to trek out into the freezing weather. 

Still shocked, you stayed frozen in your spot until Steve walked up to you.

“C’mon, go grab your coat,” He said as he helped you down from the counter. 

Confused, you look at him. “But I made breakfast here-”

“I think your breakfast got a little burnt,” Steve says as he motions towards the black rock of batter that was once your delicious fluffy pancake. Sighing sadly, you turn off the stove top as you walked back to your room to grab your coat with Steve.

“Thanks for helping me out of that awkward situation,” You mumbled out, still mortified at what happened.

“No problem,” Steve says as he helped you into your coat. “I know how embarrassing it can be to perform to an unexpected crowd. Trust me.”

Laughing at his recollection of the glory-days filled with tights, you nodded your head. “Still, thanks.”

“You’re welcome,” Steve responds with a smile. Walking down to the van filled with the Avengers, you feel your and Steve’s arms touch slightly. “Besides, I loved your impersonation of Kelly Clarkson.”

Stopping dead in your tracks, you looked in awe at Steve. “You know Kelly Clarkson?”

Rolling his eyes playfully at your comment, he nods. “Well, yeah. I’m 96, I’m not dead.”

Laughing at his reply, you grab onto his arm. “C’mon, Gramps. Its my only day off and I’d love to eat something that isn’t burnt with my best friends.”

Shrugging off the nickname, Steve opens the van door to find the team once again bickering. “You got it, Songbird.”

milack headcanons

lets get gay up in here

  • zack has a HUGE crush on milo first. he thinks about how much he has fun with him (like rollercoaster fun where you hate it while youre on it but afterwards youre like “LETS GO AGAIN!!”) and he realizes that he doesnt want anything to change and then just like.. everything crashes down on him all at once and he realizes he fell in love with a walking disaster and even worse- “what if he doesnt LIKE ME BACK aughhh”
  • zack ends up calling melissa in the middle of the night every other day like “hey does milo like flowers? chocolates? does he read poetry or listen to music more choose one” and melissa is like. whyd you wake me up why dont you just ask milo
  • it doesnt take long for melissa to realize hes got a crush and she just endlessly teases him about it. they show up late to school together and shes like “well did you enjoy your adventure with milo ayy wink wink kissy noise” and zacks like “shut up” and milos confused bc he thought it was a pretty good adventure
  • milos really blunt and open so one day zack is like “okay im gonna head off somewhere bye guys” and milo says “okay i love you bye” and zack almost keels over. milo gets scared its a murphys law thing and he stops saying “i love you” to people for awhile which makes zack kind of upset but he cant just TELL him why he reacted so much
  • zack talks to melissa about having a crush on milo just about all the time and she starts regretting knowing about it bc he is ALWAYS talking about milo when hes not right next to them. like she likes milo and talking about him and whatnot but is this really necessary and he overthinks everything all the time
  • “do you think i should get nicer clothes” “your outfit looks fine zack” “maybe i should save up for some cool jewelry” “ he might notice it i guess” “maybe i should get some safety equipment to hint at how i want to hang out with him even more” “dude" 
  •  milo freaking. loves with all his heart in such a strong way. he doesnt realize how much he loves his friends and craves affection until hes hanging out with zack and he just wants to lean his head on his shoulder so he does and hes like.. this is nice. meanwhile zack holds his breath bc like… milo is Very Close aaaaaaaa
  • milos totally autistic and infodumps a lot and zack loves it bc he loves his voice and he loves his smile and he loves the way he gestures to punctuate what hes talking about and when he flaps and he loves him so much and why did he let himself fall for him so hard 
  • zack is really really romantically frustrated and he’ll probably never be able to confess to milo about his crush bc hes not a risk taker at all and that makes him a little upset and he loses quite a bit of sleep drafting love letters in his head but he just never writes anything down and even if he did he’d never give it to milo bc he’d get cold feet anyways
  • zack actually works up the nerve to confess one day but like because of the murphys law thing he spends the entire day being interrupted by disasters and just other ppl even just coming up to talk to milo and hes just not able to tell him about his crush for the whole day and hes too exhausted by the end of the day to confess
  • that day ends with milo being like “thanks for staying with me for this whole day zack! i know it was pretty nuts… what was it you wanted to talk to me about?” and zack hesitates for a moment before just hugging him and being like “i just wanted to say youre my best friend dude”
  • he complains to melissa later about WHY didnt he just TELL HIM he had a perfect chance and he basically friendzoned his own crush and nothing would ever be okay again now and melissa is like “dont beat yourself up about it dude you’ll get more chances” but zack doubts it because hes never done anything before

theyre the football player/cheerleader couple of my dreams holy shit

Aria is A - Full Theory :)

hey guys, so i tried convincing my friend how aria is A but it was really hard since there isn’t exactly one post joining all clues and theories about why she is A so i did it based on these 2 amazing blogs: aria-is-a-pll & killerariaisa. i know perhaps aria isn’t necessarily the big A, but i think she could be deeply involved in this in some way, because after everything i found, i know she HAS to be involved.

okay onto the point: i’d like to point out the cast and crew have already told us how there are no coincidences in rosewood, therefore every single thing might be a clue. YET i do understand some things are exaggerations which is why i wont mention these super elaborate and minimal details, i’ll be more broad. so i went through all of these blogs, it took me over a week and went through SO many posts and clues and here are my favourites. OKAY SO I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT HOPEFULLY ITS WORTH IT AND ON SPECIFIC SCENES I ADDED A LOT OF PICTURES AND TRIED MAKING THIS INTERESTING.

disclaimer: i came up with quite a few of these on my own but also got many from the blogs i mentioned above and eventually when i was too lazy to go watch the episode, i stole their pictures. anyways onto the actual point-

first of all, possible motifs:

- A’s big motif has NOT YET been shown but we’re supposed to sympathise with him/her/it/bitch but here are some suspicious things that lead me to believe aria might have a reason

- reasons aria might want to hurt the girls, ali kept threatening to expose her dad’s affair, forcing her to tell her mother (even though A got to her first) and aria is known to be really defensive and aggressive when it comes to her family (watch her conversation with ezra in 1x04, she gets really annoyed with him for assuming things about her family SHE LITERALLY STORMS OUT OF HIS HOUSE hating him because she says he called her a child BUT HE NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT??!??!??!??! aria r u cray cray bc wtf bitch u dont leave some hot guy hanging alone bc u dont know how to handle ur shit)

- other than that, ali and aria had the weakest relationship in between the 5 of them: em and ali had an affair, ali “helped” hanna deal with her eating problems and kept spencer’s drug problems a secret… but aria? we know n o t h i n g on that friendship (other than the affair - which brings bad memories to aria) which again is sketchy af.

- we came to the consensus aria is a hella jealous person, am i right too right?

- also, whoever A is, they definitely have mental issues because they are doing such terrible things. aria was the only one of the girls who already had a mental record when she went to visit dr. sullivan (it is assumed, check this to understand why), she had already seen therapists before. also, we never know what she did in her one year in iceland, maybe she was in a mental clinic for all we know. and we already know mike deals with mental issues/anger problems and has to take medicine, and byron’s brother committed suicide and also had mental illness. i feel like aria might be like her family and have a mental problem, so many people have said she might have a double personality and it does make sense considering her family records. 

- credits to this post. it has come to our attention how the pig aria has is very important in some way??? even marlene king told us to beware of the pig so EH something’s up with lil piggy. it is known that pigs help people with mental disorders, or people going on with a lot of stress and stuff in their lives. if aria is A, she must have a mental disorder, right???

- travels to iceland right when ali disappears. if one of my besties dissapeared i would never flee the country (makes you look guilty to the police – need friend support. also, it dosent seem like she made any friends in iceland either, maybe she spent too much time alone… thinking, planing things like for example, being A)

- often seen texting or writing in her journal and we cannot see who she is texting or what she is writing about (pay attention to this, it happens, A LOT)

- always needs to know all of the girls’ secrets and gets easily freaked out when she realizes they haven’t told her something. (in episode 1, she was the one who brought up A with the other girls in ali’s funeral which made them discover they all got the texts, its almost as if she wanted all of them to find out about A and share it with each other)

- often see time gaps in scenes with aria where suddenly it’s nighttime and we don’t know what’s she’s been up to

- only liar who wasn’t visited by alison (she was only hallucinating — possibly has to do with their friendship that has something sketchy/wrong about it)

- aria regularly just magically shows up at the right time, perfect timing (example, saving spencer in the sauna/shower and to witness hanna eating the pig cupcakes)

- hasn’t always had her “friends” interest at heart (example she turned down jake’s offer to help with finding hanna’s mom an attorney, when she desperately needed one – also didn’t want mike to tell the truth about mona even if it was going to help hanna and ali to not go to jail)

- often very dubious when A is supposed to have done something to the girls (example when they were in rosewood and she didn’t realize that she wasn’t holding hanna’s hand but a statue’s hand)

- very often the one to lead the girls to find A clues in strange place (example, finding wren’s prescription pads in spence’s bag, finding the lipstick in spencer’s dresser or buying that snow globe from santa)

- lucy hale was the first person to be casted in pretty little liars. first person to be casted is THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON since everyone casted after them is basically MADE TO SURROUND THEM and they need to find the right person to match with her.. why around her????? because she’s the main chArActer????? (ye m8)

- not to mention, how would A know absolutely everything going on in the girls life if one of them wasn’t directly linked with him/her/it/bitch? i know they have minions and people working for them and ways to get information but EH this way kinda hAS TO BE ONE OF THE GIRLS *coff coff* aria

- “aria can’t be a she wouldn’t hurt herself” WELL MAYBE SHE ISN’T. like for example in episode A pins aria to the wall and steals mona’s laptop (i cba to find the episode rn im lazy) maybe that didn’t even happen. as marlene said, it all has to do with perspective. maybe she just used that as an excuse to say she lost mona’s laptop so she could have it for herself, it gives her access to the laptop and she can say A attacked her, but was anyone there to see that happening or is this just A, i mean, aria’s imagination? (picture below is not my picture)

- “Everyone will freak out because it’s so clearly in every episode,” he added, while laughing. “When it’s finally revealed, you could literally go back to season 1 and knowing who it is, you can be like, ‘Oh, wow. Whoa. This has been here all along, and I never noticed it,’ which is, I think, brilliant.” - Keegan Allen. THIS MEANS WE KNOW A, so all the theories of A being a character we have not known yet can’t be true, and also the way he speaks leads us to believe it is one of the main characters… ARIA MAYBE?

- lastly, aria is writing a book in which the villain possibly wins, i’ll mention more about this later as well when she talks about the book but perhaps the book is an allusion to what she is doing to the girls???

lets talk about aria’s traits and how they are much like A’s (thanks to THIS post which i changed around a lil):

- artistic (we have seen a painting painted by A as well)

- great liar (been said multiple times, the girls all agreed she is the best liar out of all of them)

- good at sneaking around (like dating ezra)

- again, she is protective/hella defensive when it comes to her family (montgomery family has never been hurt as bad as the other liars’ families – i’ll go more into this later. and, as mentioned before, she seems like the kind of person who would do anything for her family – this could be part of the motif – all the girls suspected their families but aria really didn’t. she accuses melissa and etc but when it comes to the information garret risked his life to tell spencer about byron, she never even directly confronts him. really aria??? #baddaddy)

- violent tendencies and loses control sometimes (like trashing dad’s office after she found out he was having an affair and trashing ezra’s apartment after finding out he was the one having an affair with ali – wow aria someone doesn’t deal well with affairs?)

- mysterious (SO MUCH)

- knows how to hurt people (in 5x11, mona told aria: “you know right where to put the knife and you’re not afraid to twist it. alison underestimated you” bloODY HELL CAN U BE LESS DIRECT MONA??)

- vegetarian (we’ve never seen A eat meat)

- she likes to be in control (A is all about controlling everyone)

- loves music and plays the piano, and so does A

- loves photography much like A

- horror movies and B&W movies (A gets some inspiration from them and A likes black and white films too)

okay now i’m going to be citing some specific examples in chronological order:

1x01 - starting with the obvious, i started suspecting of aria in episode one simply because her name starts with A, which might sound ridiculous but hey what if A stands for aria and not alison. there are no coincidences in PLL, so why would they chose a name with a.. really? also, the liars and we have already come to the conclusion that A is a hell of a narcissist, so what better than sign stuff with your own name (while being discrete?)

1x01 - does this even need any explanations at all??????? they said they chose lucy’s because she is the one who did the SH better but its pretty obvIOUS SHE DIDNT (look at that its totally not centered. she has the worst shh ever, its totally to the right side. SORRY LUCY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH but u have to admit thats a terrible sh) so like why would they use it???? because perhaps aria is SHHHushing people because she has a s(hhhh)ecret? [rhetorical question - the answer is yes]

1x01 - we have been told the pilot is a important to understanding a lot of stuff and this conversation in between the girls might not mean anything but it might as well, i just find really interesting this is the first scene and what spencer says-

spencer: careful aria, take too much and you’ll tell us all your secrets

secrets???? spencer wtf r u talkin about??? i dont keep secrets?!?!??!?!! not like im threatening ali’s life or anything LOLOmskajhjfld

1x05 - aria was feeling down because of her argument with ezra and so she stayed home all day wearing A BLACK HOODIE. hm okay this wouldn’t be as suspicious since its just a black hoodie, but notice how it has a bunch of white paint sprayed all over it. and on the end of that episode it shows A opening a can of white paint to paint rosewood’s sign…. does this mean aria is a??? she was the one painting the sign?? she sure was alone all day, maybe not as home as the girls thought. (picture below is not my picture)

1x06 - we always get creepy A scenes on the end of every episode but in the end of this episode its simply mike and aria watching tv together.. hm.. suspicious? why…? is it showing A in another point of view maybe?

2x02 - in the hallway mona calls aria “hey, big A. wait up!” and aria looks back. wow thats interesting aria, my name is dominique and if someone called me “big D” i would never look back if i never heard that nickname before… right? well then i guess she did, notice how she even rolls her eyes once she hears mona say that. v interesting aria, v interesting.

2x25 - on this episode, they made a huge deal saying A was going to be unmasked but the only person who physically got unmasked was aria, which is very interesting. (not my pictures either)

and also, aria’s dress was SOO similar to the movie black swan, which is a film that deals with a mental disorder. could this have to do with the fact that maybe she was dealing with one? we’ve been told the outfit is important so this could be something really signifying her mental issues.

3x02 - [emily says something about the night she was drugged and woke up by alison’s grave which was dug up and says it to the girls and aria instantly defends herself saying something v interesting]

aria: but honestly i don’t think you remember anything clearly from that night. when we picked you up you kept calling me arlene

WTFFFsdfdasdFHDSjkfaljkfhkAlsdhfksd. A = charles = feminine version of arlene = arlene = aria = A = fuCK

3x04 - when hanna tells aria she’s going to tell caleb about A it was all very sketchy, look at the convo:

hanna: so i decided to do it. my mom’s out, i’m gonna tell caleb tonight. i refuse to let A play this divide and conquer.

aria [with the surprised face above]: what time is he coming over?

hanna [she gets a text]: hey that’s probably him i’ll call you back

and right after it goes to this scene of aria which she looks guilty AF and hanna gets a text threatening her not to tell caleb about A. seriously aria can you make it any more obvious?

3x13 - dressed up as daisy bunchanan from the great gatsby on halloween. she is perceived as very innocent when in fact, under the surface, she is evil and stabs her friends in the back. aria is there a special motif behind your costume???? (picture below is not my picture)

3x17 - A helps aria. aria had been telling the girls how she really wanted to tell ezra that he had a son but she told maggie she wouldn’t. YET the next day spencer gets a text from “aria” saying they broke up because she told him about his son, and because of this provoking text spence confronts ezra and ends up telling him about the kid, assuming, of course, that he already knew. not even maggie is upset at aria since she knows aria didn’t tell him, and neither are the girls annoyed or surprised at her going behind maggie’s back or nothing of the kind. same thing happened when she was going to tell her mom about her father’s affair in season 1, but A told her mom before. these are meant to look like bad things revealing secrets but really its the exact opposite, they are HELPING aria, she didn’t have the courage and writing it anonymously takes the blame of her but still gets it out there, PLUS she can tell the girls she was harassed by A and make it seam like A was a bitch to her. ARIA UR A FUCKING GENIUS.

4x19 - EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. in this episode EZRA AND ARIA HAVE A REALLLLL interesting chat in which aria talks about the book she’s writing:

ezra: what are you thinking?

aria: you don’t wanna know

e: try me

a: im thinking that its sunday night and i still have a lot of homework to do

e: creative writing homework?

a: okay you are gonna like this one when i’m done. it started as this one thing and it just turned into something completely different.

e: how did that happen?

a: well i had this hero, but hero’s arent what they used to be anymore, so i got fascinated with the villain

e: does ur villain loose in the end?

a: not sure, sometimes the villains win *shrugs*

ezra: sometimes

WTF DID ARIA JUST TELL US SHE’S WRITING A BOOK IN WHICH A VILLAN WINS???!?!? i have heard this could be an allusion that the reason she is being A is she is writing a book about it n shit, it makes sense because so many times we see her writing things we have no idea what they are about. and look at aria’s face with a small smile when aria asks if the villain wins.

4x22 - also very important, one of the most interesting scenes in all of the show is when aria finds out about ezra’s true identity and how he used to have an affair with alison. aria is THE ONLY ONE who read the book and she BURNED ALL HIS RESEARCH. the liars were so into finding A and ezra was a lot closer than they were, if i were aria i would totally look at the research and see what he knows that we don’t, try and know more about A.. that is, if i wasn’t a.. of course. after she talks to him, in the beginning of 4x22 they all get together so she can explain about the ezra situation and the conversation goes exactly like this:

aria: he has a theory though

emily: and what is it?

aria: he thinks that one of us did it

spencer: you are kidding right

emily: well know we know its a work of fiction

spencer: which one of us is he trying to pin it on?

aria: i didn’t get that far

spencer: you didn’t think to ask?

aria: why? [FOR FUCKS SAKE ARIA BECAUSE EZRA DID YEARS OF RESEARCH AND WE NEED HIS HELP IN AN EDUCATED GUESS MAYBE, JUST FUCKING MAYBE U FUCKING RETARD YES WE WANNA KNOW] we know that that’s not true

OK THIS CONVERSATION IS SO SOSOSOSOOS SKETCHY. RIGHT AFTER THIS ARIA COMPLETELY CHANGES THE SUBJECT, they accuse ezra of being A and she immediately defends him and starts talking about how he used them and how she was hurt (notice that like about 1 episode after they’re already together again!! if someone was using me to write a book on my missing best friend WHY WOULD I EVEN WANT TO LOOK THEM IN THE EYE AGAIN?!??!! oh wait. i wouldn’t) liKE WTF can u be less discrete about not wanting to talk about it???? by completely changing subject she NEVER TELLS US WHO EZRA SUSPECTS. which leads us to believe that he suspected of her. ezra found out aria was a, YET since he is in love with her, he joined the A team. now they cover up for each other. #relationshipgoals later they (ezra + aria) just say ezra had a suspicion on ms. dilaurentis but we know that he had a suspicion on one of the girls. perhaps so into his research he found out ms.d was the one who burried ali and so aria and him decided to just pin it on her.

anyways here is a pic to keep u guys entertained and bc hanna is literally me during all of this aria bullshit excuse to not say all ezra knows, because trust me, ezra kNOWS (A lot)

5x04 - marlene king said “key lime pie. that’s a big spoiler, key lime pie!” what i found from this post is that in 2x12 is the first time we hear about pie when mona/toby get that pie in the dinner in which toby is called, pretty eyes. anyways im going to jump this part you can read about it on that blog post, and cut to the point. pie is only mentioned again in 5x06, when aria is checking her email and there is an email from pie@ptmalls.com telling her about some upcoming pie promotion. in the next episode (5x05) aria brings ezra some pie from “paula’s π ” shop. and they say:

ezra - you stopped by paula’s?

aria - that’s key lime

ezra - why pie?

aria - why not pie?

hM convo’s about key lime pie after we heard thats a big deal?? looking suspicious dearies. (picture below is not my picture)

5x04 - from this same episode other than the pie email (which you can see on the screenshot) there is something v suspicious, an email from harvey…… fence install?!??!?!?! it says "i would like to go over the material options available for the fence project we have been d[iscussing]” do U MEAN ELECTRIC FENCE??????? do u mean the fence surrounding the girls by the end of the season on A’s dollhouse?? WHAT FENCE PROJECT WOULD ARIA BE WORKING ON?!?!??! btw electric fence would probably be ur best material option aria! but i think u figured that our yourself, right A? i mean.. aria!

(picture below is not my picture)

5x07 - I THINK EDDIE LAMB ALREADY KNEW ARIA GUYS maybe from when she went to radley to visit bethany on the reading program??? they had this convo in 5x07 which again is hella sketchy, look:

eddie: hey there. you are the new volunteer?

[she nods and immediately looks away]

eddie: i mangled it didn’t i?

aria: what

eddie: your name. on the badge.

aria: oh, no you got it right. [looks away again… REALLY ARIA? i thought u were the loving and caring one y u bein such a bitch??? thought y'all needed to GET CLOSE TO E.LAMB???]

eddie: did you volunteer for the reading program last year?

aria: nah no this is my first time here.

eddie: i feel like we met before

aria [looks hella worried]: i dont think so

NOW LOOK AT THE FACIAL EXPRESSIONS WHEN HE TALKS TO HER, SHE LOOKS WEIRD.

when she says she didnt volunteer last year this is his face, he arches up his eye brows which is a surprised kind of reaction, as if he didn’t believe her.. look. and then after he leaves aria does a sketchy face, again. aria my dear i love you so much but u rlly gottta stop with ur sketchy faces if u dont want me to suspect of u dearie.

and right after this weird convo eddie disappears. LITERALLY DISAPPEARS. GONE. suspicious timing much? notice that the exact same thing happened to mona. she found out aria was the one who killed shana and BOOM killed/gone too! someone’s trying to cover their tracks and keep people’s mouth shut heh?

5x08 - when aria is trying to find out about bethany when she is working at radley she talks to this one girl who was bethany’s friend and who has her sketchbook, idk the girls name but they had a V WEIRD CONVO.

girl who idk the name: why you so into this sketchbook? was she a friend of yours

aria: no i never met her

NOW THE THING ABOUT THIS SCENE IS ARIA’S RESPONSE. her body language. when she says she never met bethany, she avoids eye contact and looks down, (sign #1 of lying) then TURNS AROUND to avoid even seeing the girl at all (sign #2??) and she even crosses her arms (its said that when people lie they cover vulnerable parts…. her boobs maybe? LOL sign #3 here) so MAYBE SHE DID KNOW BETHANY. why else would she volunteer at radley?? so whatever she found out she could see if she wanted or not to tell the girls perhaps??? i think bethany is a big part of the A mystery and i think aria might actually know her since she looks like she’s lying this scene.

5x09 - hanna is being framed by A to look like she was hitting on zack because A left a note in his pocket flirting pretending to be hanna. since he was living in aria’s house it would have been very easy for her to put it in his pocket. she was already mad at hanna because she told sidney that the girls were in NY when shana was killed, and since aria killed her, she is VERY worried this information will come out. and also again, A is HELPING aria because its making her mom get rid of a cheater, and if it were A.. she’d most likely let the relationship flow and to later see ella, and consequently aria, get hurt… AM I RIGHT?

5x14 - this one is pretty self explanatory again, credits go to (x):

5x21 - we have come to the conclusion A is all-knowing BUT when spence was in london there was no way A sent a minion with her. as soon as spence calls aria and tells her she found the blood, aria gets an a text. how would A know spencer had found the blood on her bag if aria is the only one who knew? as soon as she leaves the phone with aria she gets this text… ERHM how would A know??

5x21 - another sketchy thing happens when they visit cyrus in the hospital and he writes something down, which aria says is “carjack” and hides the note with her barely giving hanna a chance to see it, only later the paper falls of her pocket and hanna actually gets to see it and says its “varjack”and look at aria’s face in the second picture when the paper falls of her pocket.

5x23 - the liars get the brilliant idea (thank god spencer) to text varjak’s number since he/she hasn’t been picking up the calls and instead of replying back, varjak calls aria…. excuse me what???? why t f would u call aria varjack???????? how do u even have her number? perhAPS U HAVE MATTERS TO DISCUSS????? and aria never picked up the phone, probably/maybe because if he/she heard her voice they would start speaking about things she definitely didnt want to get discovered. it makes sense right?????? so she never picks up the phone so varjack understands its not safe to talk and puts on a creepy french song. IT MAKES SENSE RIGHT??? pls tell me im not crazy this makes sense right?

5x23 - got these screenshots from this post but really, why is aria SO WEIRD in 5x23??? aria and ems go to mona’s house but no one picks up the door and aria gives up and suggests they should go shopping?!?!?! excuse me aria ur two best friends are sitting in jail and you wanna go shopping?! YOU DONT EVEN SHOP.. LIKE EVER??

??????????????????????????????????

5x24 - aria did not want mike to say the truth about how he knew mona faked her death which would get ali and hanna out of prison and not get them into as much trouble as they were on. it already didnt make some sense because that could have been information that could have gotten ali out of jail, or got the police into digging more instead of believing they found the killer. she said she was protecting him because he could have been charged for not saying this information before BUT aria should totally prioritise the truth, specially because mike would be charged with A LOT less than ali or hanna, and as i read somewhere, it seems like she might be protecting A. right after comes the package with the tongue that she made mike get and open it, its like mike was supposed to see the package (since it creeped him out) but it was meant for her so like its like aria made it on purpose so that he would see everything… also, she probably tipped off the prosecution about this in order to damage jason’s credibility, since she’s the only one who would have benefits in doing so. #sneakysneaky

5x25 - lastly, one of the official pictures promo pictures for season 5 finale you can clearly see how focused the light is in AM…. aria montgomery maybe?? [again, rhetorical question!!!!] and the fact that there is a < and 3 on top of the AM letters actually make me think it stands for aria because aria is known to be the caring one and <3 means heart so… caring… heart….? ARIA again. #allroadsleadtoaria

anyways if you read this u the real MVP, haha. congrats.. really. i have never ever written this much… ever. so yeah, let me know what you guys think and if you found another suspicious thing on aria since i’d love to know! thanks for reading,

- D (more known as domi)

ID doc´s  year in life

TIME

Christmas is almost here and I can´t believe that it´s gonna be a year since I started…doctoring. AND WHAT A YEAR. I feel like i learnt a lot but also like I still have even more learning to do.

There is a lot of u here, still don´t get how this rant-filled blog has so many followers but I am glad it has. I am glad there are folks out there caring about my every day bs (and some of u even follow me on twitter! what a ride that has to be.)

Well anyway, I feel like i haven´t posted anything of value in a while. So for the first time in a long frickin time i sat down with my computer, opened a bag of extra cheesy nachos and started to write down some ideas.

In this first post (out of few i guess) I wanna write u down some of the ideas/schemes which worked for me about how to handle your time as a first year doc. As u can see I won´t be using the term intern. Where I am from …u r not really an intern. U are a full fledged doc who still needs some supervision but also sometimes when somebody professionally younger ends up with you….sometimes I am the “attending”. Doesn´t happen often but it does happen sometimes. So if u are from similar backround, or even if u r not…I hope this is gonna be helpful…or something.

  1. Plan your year

What? A year? YOU MUST BE CRAY.

No actually it´s pretty neat so just hear me out. Have some sort of plan/planner. I use my iphone calendar which can sync with my computer´s and I use a paper planner too…bc I am oldschool. 

There are occasions like birthdays and anniversaries, work stuff like a conferences and tests and certificates to take which has to be planned super ahead. Making a rough outlook of your next year wont hurt. Setting up a reminder for your boyfriends bday a month ahead so u can research the perfect gift? I mean common…that can be neat. Reminding u the next dentist or gyno visit…..The last possible day to pay for that conference….SET UP SOME REMINDERS. Made my life so much easier.

2. Plan your month

Girl u gotta set up those period reminders. Getting stuck in a all nighter without pad or a tampon and  have to ask the nurse to bring u some from the supplies u have for patients….not pretty…and those pads and AWFUL. Nothing worse that handling your shift well just to realize your panties are like something from a murder scene. 

Totally kills the vibe.

Also it´s good to know when do u have shifts. Mark the dates. Do meal prep before a shift and a “cool down” activity after a shift. I usually go out to see a movie or just plan a fun night with my bf and a bottle of wine watching Gilmore girls. It will make u something to look forward to as u get up at 4:00 in the frickin morning for otherwise healthy young man who had one watery stool and vomited once…and u bet your ass he called himself an ambulance. OH the rage.

If u have some holiday that month…do so! Sleep in, cook food, chill out…self care folks. Planning is caring.

3. Plan your week

I usually play my week around three or four main activities. Firstly work, second my free tme, my chill time and my beauty time. I´ll talk about work later.

My free time is all about friends, family and my boyfriend. I make sure I stay connected with people I care about even only when I send the poo emoticon to my brother. I call with my mom. I do some reding for work, I check up with finances, I check up what´s needed at home. I make plans to cook/buy/clean up. If not on paper at least in my head. I do yoga.

I CANNOT recommend a more useful app as Wunderlist. If u like lists and u have a partner with who u share a flat THIS IS THE SHIT. It makes u share lists and u can see if he or she checks the boxes as DONE. Makes doing house-work and buying stuff way more easier. And fun.

My chill time is about winding down. I don´t usually do a lot of moving during my chill time. I either just watch netflix or read a book or scroll on tumblr or play new Dishonored. I just chill and I dont care if there are dirty dishes or if my core isnt tight enough.

Beauty time is all about the pampering. Working at the hospital is gonna take a lot. Not just the stress and long hours - but also the overheated rooms during winter when the ganitors run the central heating UP TO MAX SOLAR LEVEL BURN BURN EVERYONE BURN. Your hair suffers and your skin suffers and its all dry and kinda unhealthy looking and there are weird spots and veins….I take long baths, I do face masks and hair masks and essential oils. At least once a week there is a section which is all about that bod. Your body is your temple. And u wouldn´t want your temple to be dry gray depressing wasteland would u. Take care of that bod. There are few essentials, when it comes to these things- I use/bring to wards everyday but about that some other time.

I usually plan one or two fun activities each week. Might seem like that´s not enough but When I come at home at four, it already dark outside, and its six below zero…there isnt much will left in me to even do stuff, not talking about going outside! that´s cray! So that leaves weekends. I plan meetups with friends, trips to the cinema, getting to know the city (bc we moved). Anything really. Something to look forward during your work hours. Unless you work weekend in which case everything sucks and nothing can save you.

4. Plan out your day

Oh boy. I use to plan a day  into two big sections. Firstly work, secondly the rest.

I have to be at work before 7:00 and I should know at 7:00 if shit went down with my patients. It usually means sitting behind a computer, eating my breakfast, slurping strong coffee and reading my colleagues notes about the night shift.

Then I make small notes about my patients like
“Miss X will have CT today, need to call the tech and tell him…..”

or

“Mr. Y doesn´t like his diet…gotta talk with the diet nurse and come up with something..”

Stuff like that. Stuff actual FOR THAT DAY. 

If u are freshly out of school and suddenly u work at a hospital…the whole process can and probably will take some time to getting use to. You will have to make up a system which works for u -  from how to best manage patient, who u can turn when u need a surgeon´s opinion when the the surgeon on call is a total asshole. Which therapist is the best and actually helps people. Where u can score some free pens ? Stuff like that.

For me the hardest thing was how to most effeciantly do rounds. I often have 8-10patients. SOmetines when I am all alone on the floor I have 20patients. And they can be all very difficult cases. And nobody is there to help me.

So I usually start - first the acutely worsening - septic, old folks which cardiac problems, suspected PE etc….there is A LOT that can happen in ID department. If there isn´t anyone actively dying on me I usually start with new admits. They normally take the most time.

I check their papers, their vitals, their main complains and after I go check on the physically. Then I come back and write my notes, order tests etc. When that is all done I check out if any new results came in.

!!I always write notes into my patient´s papers about which results we are still waiting for.

Again, if nobody is actively dying, around twelve I go to have a lunch. I eat regularly. Bc, once again guys. Self-care. The department won´t crumble after you leave for 20-40minutes for your legally required brake. Also running a floor…its a team effort.

And thats why I have to make  a correction here…

The first thing I actually do when I come in in the morning, I ask the nurse: Who do I need to see first. Bc nurses are your eyes and ears and hands.

After lunch I write down plans for my patients, something like :need another chest xray and if clear will go home the day after tomorrow…etc. In that case u always know who and when u wanna discharge somebody.

Also I write discharge papers…I try to write a bit every day of their hospitalization…but i am gonna be honest…sometimes I am just too frickin lazy.

And then its 5minutes before the end of my work day. And that´s that.

When it comes to most of my notes in my planner about my post-work activities….I usually have writing down stuff like - V cooks dinner, dishes are on me this time, gotta start christmas decorations. Gotta buy a christmas tree! Write down all the food I wanna cook on christmas…look up recepies and ….

U get the idea.

I was never a big planner. I kinda swam tru my life plan-free. Stuff happened and I managed. But once I started working as a doc I realize there IS A LOT I have to keep up with - work and home and friends and LIFE. It cannot be all work and no fun.

mm headcanons - painting your bedrooms

//i just painted my own bedroom white and i couldn’t stop thinking about this?? whoops - also i use Seven’s real name and there’s swearing in his section//

Yoosung:

  • his mom probably made him help when they were ever painting a room in their house.
  • he knows what to do but isn’t really that good at lining the molding or spreading the paint evenly so he just leaves that to you
  • he’s the dj
  • he puts slathers a bunch of paint on and then you smooth it out w a roller
  • he goes to cut the top of the wall but isn’t tall enough on his own so he uses a lil step stool
  • afterwards, even though he didn’t do too much, he’s got paint literally EVERYWHERE. it’s on his t-shirt (yoosung looks really good in that t shirt too btw), his shorts, his hair, and even his socks but?? he wasn’t wearing any socks??
  • “MC i think im getting the hang of this!!”
  • “sorry to burst your bubble, but i can see patches of beige (let’s say you’re painting a beige room green??”
  • “heh… well… that’s why you’re here i guess”
  • “and not because we live together?? and you’re my boyfriend??” jfc yoosung
  • YOOSUNG PAINTING MAKES MY INSIDES exPLODE i love him  

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Mystic messenger in band AU!

have you even wondered what the RFA would be like in concert band? me too.

~high school, because MARCHING BAND

Yoosung

  • he plays the flute u just know it
  • TBH his mom probably made him do it but he actually ended up liking it a lot
  • only boy in the flute section his freshman and sophomore year
  • all the girls treat him like a little kid and he hates it
  • section leader his junior and senior year
  • when another boy joins the flute section he is THRILLED
  • gets so many solos his junior and senior year YEA FUCK IT UP YOOSUNG
  • thinks all percussionists are ass holes (they are)

Zen

  • SAXOPHONE
  • JAZZ BAND PRESIDENT!
  • he is so good at improv! like the best in the whole band
  • the entire sax section loves him
  • they call him the “sax god”
  • then as he grows older, it becomes his thing
  • like, the whole band knows him as the sax god
  • girls swoon when he walks by
  • “yea those sax players are idiots” “but ZEN”
  • but he’s an idiot too
  • he will defend his section until he dies
  • “we may suck but we’ve got heart”
  • Zen’s section is the least disciplined on the field but the band director doesnt give a fuck bc Zen and the band director are TIGHT

Jaehee

  • clarinet all day everyday
  • first chair
  • band vice president her junior year
  • band president her senior year
  • center drum major sophomore-senior year (thats a big deal)
  • everything she plays is perfect
  • best friends with the band director
  • how the band sees her: an untouchable band god, perfect in every way, band is her life, intimidating, if she looks at you she will steal your soul and your sexuality
  • how the RFA sees her: a mess, has coffee with every meal, hates everyone in band, wishes they would all shut up, loves her clarinet more than all of her friends combined
  • how Jaehee sees herself: fake it till you make it
  • also the only living high school student that can play oboe

Jumin

  • also clarinet
  • second chair
  • he’s sat next to Jaehee everyday in band since he’s been in high school
  • incredible player
  • him and Jaehee are co-leaders of the clarinet section their senior year
  • the clarinets were on POINT that year, damn
  • Jumin hates marching season
  • but he still makes his section act right cause the clarinets will be the best section in the band if it kills him
  • he might kill someone
  • everyone thinks he is the most serious boy who ever lived
  • but the he surprises the clarinets with matching section t-shirts
  • “wow, you really do love us”
  • “no i dont”

707

  • this boy screams percussionist
  • always has a pair of sticks and a practice pad in his backpack
  • sometimes its all he brings to school
  • when he is section leader his senior year, the percussion section never shuts the hell up
  • dont get me wrong, they’re good, really good
  • but they’re also idiots who do nothing but snicker during band practice
  • probably plays bass drum during marching season
  • JAZZ BAND!
  • plays drumset in jazz band!!!
  • every girl swoons over this drummer boy, then when they meet him and figure out that he’s the biggest idiot ever they’re kinda like……mmMMm i dont know about this one scoob
  • but his drum set improvisation is A++ make anyone cry
  • him and Zen are kings of the jazz band
  • mallet instruments? no thanks

V

  • the ONLY bassoon player in the band
  • has gotten solos since he was a freshman because of it
  • gets along well with the saxophones
  • jazz band!!!
  • band director forces him into hard music, which made him really good
  • since he’s useless during marching season anyway, he’s drum major, right along side Jaehee
  • they’re really close cause of this!
  • always yelling at Seven
  • like every five seconds he tells drumline to shut the hell up
  • it never stops
  • V vs. Seven until they both die

Saeran

  • trombone
  • slacker
  • but also pretty hilarious, only within his section though
  • if you dont play trombone, dont talk to me
  • he never applies for section leader because fuck that
  • close with everyone in the section
  • disobeys his section leaders on purpose but they’re just like classic Saeran
  • jazz band (also slacks there)
  • he never practices but is somehow really good?
  • always playing pranks on his section members
  • also sometimes plays pranks on Jaehee
  • thinks V has a stick up his ass
  • always making fun of bassoons 
  • not even bassoon players, just bassoons

this is a good au i’m glad i did this lets talk about it more please

anonymous asked:

I'm seen a ton of people do MCs that are a little chubby/have a bit of a belly but I've never really seen any with like, a borderline obese MC? Like, they have to wear 4X clothes at least and it really upsets me bc I love body positive posts but I've rarely ever seen one for bigger than a little curvy and well tldr: can I request RFA+V+Saeran with an MC who is obese and really insecure about it?

A/N: I know I said before when I wrote one about MC with a tummy and freckles that it was me but like yo i was wrong this one is me ;A; tho my clothes are usually bigger to fit my shoulders and bust way more than anything else fucking rip i hate clothes Also!!!! Body positivity!!!! Yes!! ~Admin 404

I hope this isn’t too repetitive to the other one I’ve written but??? It’s basically the same thought process??

*YOOSUNG:

           -Loves your body so much!

           -You’re always so warm to cuddle up with!

           -He really doesn’t care what you look like, he loved you for your personality before he even saw you in person

           -You’re so kind-hearted and amazing, why would your looks matter?

           -Reminds you all the time that you’re amazing and absolutely perfect to him!

           -Will buy hoodies that are way too big for him because!!!! He wants you to wear them!!

           -Love love loves to lay his head on your tummy and you play with his hair

           -If you get insecure over it, he cuddles you close and literally refuses to let you go

           -You can get up and try to walk away but he’s literally attached to you

           -When you get tired of dragging him around and give up, he’s ecstatic and peppers your face with kisses- Just wants you to feel good about yourself!!!!

*ZEN:

           -His job relies heavily on looks (and of course talent but shh)

           -But literally does not care what others say about you?

           -Again, you’re so kind-hearted!!! So nice!!!!!! So amazing!!!!!!

           -Personality > looks

           -You look past his looks, so why should it be any different for him?

           - Body worship

           -Tells you there’s no reason to change! Don’t fight him on this MC, he will shut you up with kisses real quick

           -10/10 will straight pick you up and carry you everywhere if you’re insecure

           -“But Zen! I’m heavy!” “Nonsense, you’re as light as the feathers on your wings my angel!”

           - BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH

*JAEHEE:

           -She has to buy bigger clothes as well, to fit her bust!

           -SHE CAN WEAR YOUR CLOTHES!!!!!

           -Really doesn’t care about your body size

           -Judges you by the size of your heart, not your clothes!!

           -Cuddle time is the best!

           -Wants nothing more than for you to love yourself!

           -Will curl up with you, sipping coffee, and watching one of Zen’s DVD’s!

           -When you’re insecure, she will marathon these DVD’s, talk about your guys day, or bring up literally any topic of conversation

           - this lil shit makes you lose your train of thought

           -Once she knows you’re too preoccupied to think about your appearance, she visibly relaxes and puts all of her love into her words and actions

*JUMIN:

           -He’s looking for an emotional connection

           -He doesn’t care what you look like

           -Loves you for you!!! You helped him emotionally!

           -Always holding you close!

           -And??? Elizabeth the Third loves you?????

           -She’s always laying with you! And he loves it!!!!

           -If he notices you’re insecure, he will sit you down and tell you how beautiful you are!

           - will full on make a powerpoint presentation on why he thinks youre amazing

           -Seriously, you’re sitting there for hours upon hours until he believes that you understand his point

           -Enjoys all of the blushing he causes, and at the end of his talk, he’ll drag you to the bedroom to show you just how much he loves it eyebrows wiggling, wink wonk

*SAEYOUNG:

           -You were the one who was able to look past the fake personalities he’s put up

           -You’re the one who’s been through everything with him

           -So he really does not care what you look like

           -You’re so important to him!!!! Looks don’t matter to him!

           -Plus, he loves cuddling with you anyway! More to love! MORE TO LOVE!!!

           -Feels so so so bad when you get insecure!!!

           -He’s insecure as well, so when he sees that you’re insecure he reFUSES

           -DEFENDER OF JUSTICE IS HERE TO SAVE YOU

           -Can and will kiss every inch of you to show how much he loves you

           -Literally lays across you until you give up and admit defeat. Afterwards, he will spend hours upon hours telling you every little thing he loves about you

*V:

           -Devastated!!!

           -How could you talk bad about yourself!!!!

           -He can’t believe it!!! You’re amazing!

           -Why couldn’t you see that?

           -So, you’re plump? Who cares? NOT HIM

           -He thinks you’re soooo beautiful!!!!!

           -You’re his favourite subject matter for pictures!! ALWAYS TAKING PICTURES scream

           -Holds you close every time you’re insecure and makes you go through all of his pictures of you as he tells you every single thing he likes about the picture

           -The moment he has you in his arms though, you will not be leaving. Nope. Not until he knows for sure that you’re accepting of yourself

           -Realizes that it takes a very long time to actually accept yourself and your body, so he promises to help you as long as it takes!! Wants you to love yourself as much as he loves you!!

*SAERAN:

           -Why do you care what you look like?

           -He doesn’t care about what you look like, so why does it bother you?

           - Team Insecure featuring the Choi twins and this MC

           -You’ve helped him through so much!

           -He loves the personality and heart that you possess, so why would the size of your shirt matter?

           -When he catches you being insecure, he will immediately drag you to some place where he can cuddle you

           - saeran i dont wanna cuddle on the floor its cold omg why

           -Will hold you completely against himself, and won’t let you go

           -He lets you get all ranting or crying out while he holds you close, and runs his hands through your hair

           -Waits until you’re almost asleep to whisper how much you mean to him regardless of what you look like, hopefully putting a smile on your face

anonymous asked:

Nsfw RFA + saeran when they meet MC after a long breakup and end up in bed. if it's not too much trouble can you write on why they broke up in the first place and how they felt away from femMC.

oki, this turned more like short break ups and fckn sappy, im sorry if you wanted someone to mess up rlly bad, im weak and love them too much lmfao—also its very very long lmao sorry???


jumin 

-he were the heir of a big company, and you were…well you

-the dinner with his dad had went terrible, his dad telling jumin how a corporate heir were not allowed to date someone like you. 

-when jumin got angry at him, he had threatened to make his brother/sister the heir instead

-you had a big fight that night, you could´nt allow yourself to be the cause of his ruin, couldn’t bear the thought of you being the reason he would lose the company he had put his everything into

-so you did the only thing you could do. you left him, even tho it would break both of your hearts, and you knew you would never be able to put your own shattered pieces together, you prayed that jumin would his. 

-every second apart from you feels wrong, and every breath stings his lungs 

-it had only been 2 days when jumin showed up at your door, begging for you to hear him out 

-”mc, you don´t understand, you are my everything, not my company or my dad. you. nothing matters without you. please don´t leave..please” his voice cracking

-you couldn’t hold back the sobs as you threw your arms around him, fingers clutching at his suit

-”im sorry, i love you..more than anything and anyone else” 

-you spend a lot of time just holding onto each other, embracing and sharing gentle kisses full of love

-the gentle kisses eventually turn more desperate, as clothing drop to the floor, one by one 

-it´s slow and desperate, filled with kisses, and loving words

-”never leave my side again” 

-before you know it, it´s morning and neither of you have slept a wink 


zen

-he had been spending more and more hours working, and you rarely ever saw each other anymore, it was when you tried to convince him to take some time off when an argument arose

-zen yelling at you to leave him, and find someone better, someone with time for you. 

-with you, every working hour had felt easy and fun, he felt the hours had a purpose. now tho. he had to drag himself out of bed, and every second of the day, all he could think of were how you were doing, and if you were thinking of him, too. 

-he shows up at your workplace one day, his arms holding so many roses, that with every step he takes, a rose falls to the ground

-as soon as your boss lays eyes on the boy, she sends you home with pay, a smile playing at her lips. 

-you quietly help zen carry the roses to your apartment 

-”mc…listen…im sorry, i…my boss lowered my pay, bc he´s having financial problems, his wife just gave birth to a child and well…. and i had to work twice the hours to support us, and in my desperation is forgot who i was doing this for in the first place, i just wanted to be able to support you mc, you deserve that….so thats why…thats why i broke up with you…..” 

-before you have a chance to reply, zen is on his knees, begging you to forgive him with tears rolling down his cheeks” 

-everything is a blur after that, you somehow make it to the bedroom, frantically ripping each other clothes off between kisses. 

-zen bites as your lips, and you beg him to hurry up, bc you need him now. it´s over as quick as it started, and you spend the rest of the day wrapped up in each others arms.


jaehee

-everything were fine, great even, for a long time

-but old habits die hard and jaehee has many bad habits, such as. not getting enough sleep, overworking herself to the point of exhaustion and not eating anything, instead getting trough by the power of caffeine 

-she´s becoming more and more snappy as she gets more and more stressed out, you´re trying to help her by making her food, but she say she doesn’t have time to eat. 

-it goes on like this for weeks until it finally explodes into a huge argument 

-you´re trying to make her understand that by hurting herself like this, she is hurting you as well. she´s accusing you of not caring about the cafe when you snap 

-”no jaehee, i care, i care SO much. but you know whats more important then the stupid cafe??? you are! so stop doing this, you haven’t even thanked me once, call me when you´re ready to change, im not sticking around to see you destroy yourself like this!”

-you slam the door behind you as jaehee sinks to the floor.

-only things doesent go as planned, you drop your phone on the way down the stairs, and when you finnally have it repaired two weeks later you have 40 missed calls from jaehee, and 10 texts. 

-one of them reads “im sorry mc, i didn´t consider how you felt at all, im so sorry, please forgive me, just this once” 

-you dont even lock your door behind you as you storm off to her place, where you´re met with open arms and a jaehee with tearstained cheeks 

-”jaehee!!! my phone! i dropped it!” 

-her only response is grabbing your cheeks to place a sweet kiss on your lips.you respond with a longer kiss, and your actions lead to the back of jaehees knees to hit the edge of the sofa. 

-you take your sweet time eating her out, savouring every little whimper that escapes her lips. 


yoosung 

-it´s been awhile since the truth about rika were exposed and saeran and saeyoung were reunited, only yoosung doesen´t seem to understand that talking about rika, especially around saeran is… not good….

-you´ve tried to talk to him about it on several occasions but he always brushes it off with a awkward smile and a half hearted apology.

-it´s not that you don´t understand that rika and him were very close, and that he really looked up to her, but the problem is that he seems to ignore the rika of now, and cling to the rika of the past. 

-it´s after another rfa dinner, when he had mentioned something about rika wishes to help others, and how they always volunteered together , resulting in saeran storming off to gods know where, when you decide enough is enough

-you practically drag him home, aplogizing to everyone on his behalf. 

-as soon as you´re inside you´re yelling at each other

-”yoosung no, shut up. you know what she did to saeran, you cant talk about the past rika like she´s still alive. she´s dead yoosung. gone. don´t bring her up in front of them, it hurts them.” 

-yoosung is still yelling at you, trying to defend rika, after that, he´s talking to dead ears. 

-”yoosung, you listen to me. im walking out that door, and im not going to any more dinners with you, until you´ve thought this trough. we can get you a therapist, anything you need. but. dont. bring. her. up. in front of saeran or v. see you” 

-he´s heartbroken, in pieces. the reason he contacts a therapist is not because he thinks he´s done anything wrong, but because he´s in pieces and have no idea how to fix himself 

-its about a month later when yoosung calls you, calmly apologizing, he´s been talking with a therapist 3 times a week, since you walked out on him, and has finnally come to terms with rikas “death. 

-you agree to visit him the next weekend. it´s like gravity pulls you together because suddenly you´re kissing, and yoosung is digging his nails into your back. 

-it´s awkward and gentle and perfect, you fall asleep with your fingers intertwined and your foreheads touching 


707

-everything is laughs and blushing, and pure love for the first couple of months. 

-saeran has moved in with you, and tho there are more bad days than there are good, you see in sevens eyes, how grateful he is to have saeran by his side again after so many years.

-one day, one of the bad days tho, saeran manages to get in contact with some mint eye members and they show up not 30 minutes later, armed and angry. 

-you break your leg but otherwise you all get away unscathed 

-seven had been acting weird since that incident, and no matter how much you probe he won´t tell you what´s bothering him

-one day when you get home, he´s gone, saeran too, there´s only a note 

-”im sorry i hurt you, please understand i love you.”

-it hurts him so much to leave, every mile apart from you feels like hell, but he cant let himself be the cause of your pain ever again

-you fall to the floor and scream in pure frustration and sorrow, he cant just leave you like this.

-they´re halfway when saeran speaks up 

-”you´re a fucking idiot, you know that?. you´re doing what you did to me all over again. you haven´t improved at all. you might think you´re being selfless, but you´re not.” 

-saeyoung hits the break and turns around. 

-when you hear the front door unlock, the hope you´ve been trying to surpress forces your legs to run out your room

-you don´t give saeyoung a chance to explain himself before you´re embracing him, sobs raking trough your whole body 

-”don´ever do that again saeyoung..please” 

-he has to basically carry you both to the bedroom as you refuse to let go of him

-”ssh sssh im so sorry….i wont run anymore, i love you more than anything in this world”

-you reply by catching his lips in a desperate and frantic kiss

-you´re basically ripping his clothes off, while he is gently removing yours 

-it´s all about your pleasure, and he won´t force you to let go of him, there´s more kissing and clinging than there is sex tbh


saeran

-you´ve both agreed to take it slow, and never rush

-saeran still lashes out sometimes, but his anger is like waves, it´s gone as quickly as it came

-he´s always like a child in your arms, when there´s only sadness left, and he´s blaming himself for all the cruel words he has spat at you

-this time tho, he told you to leave, more liked pushed you out of the door. 

-you´re hurt and confused and he´s determined and scared

-he refuses to let you be his punching bag anymore, you deserve so much better than him, you´ deserve someone like yoosung or zen even. not him. he doesen´t deserve you 

-it´s only when he finally spills the beans to saeyoung that he even considers there´s a third option. 

-his therapist told him to leave the room, whenever he were angry but you wouldnt let him….he should have just talked to you…

-but doesen´t make any move to contact you, having no idea how or what to say. 

-it´s saeyoung who calls you to explain the situation, and listens to you cry over the phone. he´s also the one picking you up 30 minutes later. 

-you knock on saerans bedroom door once. twice, before he opens up, expecting it to be his brother.

-his lips are on yours and your hand pulling at his shirt before a word is exchanged between you

-it´s not gentle, it´s hands grasping and nails digging in an attempt to pull each other even closer

-you pass out soon after, lovemarks from your neck to your thighs 

[SCENARIO] How the Vocal Team will Propose (DK/SK)

A/N: AND HERE IT IS! How would the Vocal Team propose! This is the Dokyeom and Seungkwan edition, and they are such babes in our hearts i swear we almost died from flutter just thinking of ideas to write about what they would do. Anyways, please look out for our Jeonghan, Woozi and Joshua edition, which is coming out really soon! :)

A continuation of one of our earlier scenarios (How the Hip Hop Team will Propose). We will also be doing one for the Performance Team as well, so we hope you look forward to it!

Enjoy!

- wooed <3
- Scooped ✌️

[JEONGHAN/JISOO/WOOZI] | [SEOKMIN/SEUNGKWAN]

Originally posted by meaniengful

SYNOPSIS: I think we all know that the Vocal Team are definitely the shyer, less expressive ones (other than Seungkwan) in the group, so we can see them turning to simpler, but sweeter ways to propose to their significant others. True to themself, their proposal methods may be really cliche but it will definitely melt any girl’s heart.

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triwiizard  asked:

i don't even supergirl but once again your writing is politely forcing me to ship something hmu with some christmas supercorp headcanons

lmao ‘politely forcing’ aka my usual method of persuasion also i love how this is like the second ship i’ve gotten you into, from a show you don’t even watch 

  • ANYWAY so lena is used to spending christmases alone, like before she went to boarding school it was usually only her and lex and maybe the housekeeper, but usually not, and then when he left for metropolis, it was usually just lena and whatever meals isabel had prepped and frozen for her before leaving to be with her family for the holidays.  and once she was in boarding school, it was much the same, she’s not ever invited home save for her senior year and she starts to wonder if that was all contrived, all some plot of her mother’s to humiliate her, to break her into something she could control
    • yikes that got sadder than i had intended (and i intended it to be p sad) but the point is that lena’s used to holidays alone, college saw a one well intentioned girl dropping hints abt lena going back to hers for christmas but lena was still a little gun shy when it came to Actual Relationships and then the news abt lex broke and that girl dropped her ass faster than lena could’ve predicted, but honestly she’s not surprised
      • so she spends the time spanning from november to january alone, usually drinking wildly expensive scotch and buying herself way too much shit to make up for the fact that the entire city is lit up with light, that people are happy and with people they love and her apartment is unchanged, just as empty as it was the rest of the year.  when she makes her move to gain control of l corp from her mother and the board, she starts working through the holidays, trying to prove herself capable and dedicated and then when she gets it, gets the company, then she has a reason to ignore the holidays (even though she’s always sure to make sure holiday bonuses are on time and no one, not even the cleaning staff or jess or anyone is scheduled to come in starting from the 23rd and running through the 1st of the year)
        • this was a v long way of saying that lena hates this time of year and honestly dread fills her entire being whenever the first notes of a christmas song start to play in the elevator to her office on the day after thanksgiving 
  • ANYWAY kara LITERALLY loves christmas so much, she really does, and the danvers were always a relatively festive family, like they did the whole thing with the lights and ice skating and hot cocoa but then alex was older and not as interested AND THEN kara comes along and its like having a little kid all over again so they go all out her first few christmases and even after jeremiah ‘dies’, eliza and alex work really really hard to keep it up bc even if it hurts its better than wallowing, better to try and get kara to smile than to stare at the empty spot at the table
    • basically kara is the Most Festive.  like you are kidding yourself if you think she does not deck the fuckin halls and drink every holiday starbucks drink and spend way too much time picking out the perfect gifts for everyone she loves.  my girl is so holly jolly that she even manages to get alex in the spirit of things, usually ending with alex a lil tipsy from heavily liquored eggnog but wearing a santa hat and elf shoes just the same
      • the superfriends find it terribly endearing bc duh and everyone goes along with it, goes caroling at the children’s hospital, goes on a tour of the city lights, the whole nine yards bc who on earth or any other planet could say no to that face
  • so you have Lena, the Grinch, and Kara, the Ghost of Every Christmas Ever and their first christmas together is actually p funny and also a little sad bc they’re not even dating and lena’s just lost what little family she had left and kara’s feeling so bad about it and then when she finds out that lena spent thanksgiving alone, is planning on spending christmas alone too she feels even WORSE and appears at lcorp with a bunch of thanksgiving leftovers under the pretense of having lunch with lena but with full intentions to casually invite lena to friendsmas
    • and its a little awkward and uncomfortable at first bc lena’s still smarting from what kara said to her, still a little hurt that she wouldn’t just come out and say what needed to be said, that she came at her in such a sideways way, but kara’s just so damned earnest that lena can see she didn’t mean to hurt her, that she was scared and tired and lena understands that, cant imagine the fear she must have been going through, thinking she and everyone like her were about to die and even if kara still thinks supergirl is a secret, lena knows and can forgive her so they warm up p quickly and then kara’s slipping the topic of christmas into conversation and lena sort of waves it off, something about no rest for the wicked and then kara’s bumping her shoulder gently and leading into it in the most obvious way like so i usually host christmas over at my place….. and lena’s sort of just looking at her bc, bless her, she has no idea what kara’s getting at so kara’s continuing, rambling i’d really love it if you’d come because i dont think anyone should be alone but i completely understand if you think it’ll be too much but it’s really fun i swear!  we do party games and alex makes really strong eggnog and 
      • and then lena’s laughing a little, a small watery little laugh and asking when she should be over, what she should bring and hiding her panic bc literally????  she doesnt think she’s ever been around anyone but lex for christmas, and their christmases were very different, she’s sure, and all her memories are tinged with bitterness now, with heartache, so how the fuck???  is she supposed to act??????
    • kara makes it pretty easy tbh.  lena shows up five minutes early with some wildly expensive alcohol from her personal collection and like so many fucking presents and kara’s eyes go a little wide before they go soft, filling in the blanks, picking up the tense of lena’s shoulders and then she’s pulling her in and telling her that alex just made the eggnog, but there’s still plenty, dont worry and then she’s in the middle of what one can only describe as a winter wonderland and holy SHIT maybe lena didnt think this through
      • but its……literally the best christmas lena’s ever had and it shows and kara mentions her yearly new years eve party and lena’s like i’ll bring the champagne
  • next christmas tho they’re together and lena spends most nights at kara’s and she really shouldnt be surprised by how early she starts decorating but the morning after thanksgiving, lena stumbles of the bedroom, still kind of hungover and definitely still working her way through the food coma aftermath, and kara’s just……just fuckn surrounded by boxes labeled CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!  and lena’s like oh please no, not today and kara’s throwing some tinsel at her and holding up one of the many sprigs of mistletoe she has stashed away for moments just like this and lena’s rolling her eyes but she’s also not stopping kara from pushing a santa hat into her hands when she leans into a kiss, even gamely puts it on and promises to help but some of us dont have kryptonian immunity to hangovers, so i’ll need a minute and some coffee
  • HERE ARE THEIR CHRISTMAS TRADITIONS (bc of course kara manages to get lena to actually love christmas and not just humor her)
    • actual city lights flight around national city: they wear dark clothes and stay out of sight, but its amazing and the first time they do it, lena’s still not that super pumped when it comes to flying, so she’s pressed as close to kara as she can be but somewhere mid-flight she starts to relax and enjoy it and kara spends more time watching lena look at the city below them than she does admiring the lights (besides, she has a sneaking suspicion that they’ll be doing this again next year)
    • kara sort of insists on a christmas movie marathon every year and lena’s hopeless, really, just capitulates with a long suffering sigh, but she kind of loves the hot cocoa and the cheesy movies and, mostly, loves how kara’s head inevitably lands in lena’s lap, how kara falls asleep so quickly when lena starts to run her fingers through her hair (and, like, if she keeps watching those damn movies long after kara’s dozed off, she’ll claim that she didn’t want to wake her girlfriend by reaching across for the remote)
    • if you dont think kara has a stocking decorating party every year, you are wrong my friend.  EVERY YEAR.  
      • darling, sweetheart, song of my soul, light of my life, don’t you think we have……maybe too many stockings?
      • every year we grow as people, so every year we need a new stocking.  keep glittering
      • they have literal boxes of stockings bc kara insists that everyone make one and then agrees to store them so there are L I T E R A L piles of boxes of just stockings and when they move in together, lena declared one closet of their new place the Stocking Closet and therefore off limits to her, bc the last three times she tries to get out one of the Stocking Boxes, the entire precarious stack just fuckn collapsed on her so superheroes only, i’m afraid
    • hot cocoa in the park whenever it first snows; lena used to hate the cold with a burning passion, refused to go out for anything longer than ten minutes and even then made sure she was bundled up as warmly as she could manage but she figures that one of the many perks of dating an alien (one alien, in particular, of course) is that your girlfriend could serve as a portable personal space heater, so she’s pretty amenable to a walk in the park (okay, yeah, and it’s pretty adorable how kara’s eyes light up when it starts to snow again, adding to the light dusting on the ground)
    • midnight wrapping sessions; this is less tradition and more necessity as kara was often called away on supergirl duty just as she got started wrapping but there was always a lull in activity around christmas which meant christmas eve was the perfect time to wrap and lena’s usually up then anyway and honestly kara’s pretty excessive with ribbon and tape so lena’s really just there to reign her in a little but its still pretty fun and maybe lena has a habit of disappearing and returning in her bathrobe with a ribbon tied around her waist and…….just her bathrobe with a ribbon tied around her waist (what are you waiting for, supergirl?  don’t you want to unwrap your present?) (it is the literal cheesiest line kara thinks she’s ever heard and its the worst one that lena’s ever said but kara’s still blushing HARD and nodding fast and ditching the wrapping session in a heartbeat)
Husband/Father!S.Coups/Seungcheol

• seungcheol would have proposed using his minions for help. by minions i mean the members bc they have to listen to their leader and eldest hyung lol
• anYWAY so he’s been like literally planning it for the longest time but u don’t notice that he’s slowly chipping away at it secretly without u knowing bc the second he met u he had a feeling u would be the one :333
• then one day he kinda just disappears to who knows where for the entire day and you thought he was kidnapped and was so close to calling the police when the members came to you and dragged you into the pledis building.
• they gave you to their hair stylist and designer and you didn’t know what was happening but went along w it anyway bc the looks on the boys’ face looked serious so you stayed where you were instead of screaming and flailing around trying to get away.
• afterwards, you looked beAUTIFUL and the members dragged you into this hella dark place and then suddenly the room lit up and it was so beautiful with all these decorations everywhere and standing in the middle of it all is choi seungcheol your amazing boyfriend :):):):):):)
• the second he sees you his jaw like drops bc he told the stylists to get you dressed up but he never knew you’d look this good osmdosnxicnsincid
• and when you approach him in caution he gets really nervous bc hE DOESNT THINK HE CAN DO THIS U LOOK TO FABULOUS UGH
• “you look… beautiful, wow.”
• then you two would have a lovely dinner together and danced the night away but your lowkey still confused bc what’s this all for ??????
• then at the end of the night he distracts you with something and when you turn back around to face him he’s on one knee with a ring shown to you and your heart just s t o p s
• “y/n, for the past few (months or years), you’ve made me the happiest man on the planet. I can’t possibly think of how my life would be like without you in it. You make me laugh, you make me cry and I love you so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to be the father of your children, the one who shows you off to all my relatives, the one that gets to spend eternity and forever with you. Y/n, would you make make me the luckiest man in the universe, and be my wife/husband?”
• anD YOU SAY YES AND HE HUGS YOU SO HARD AND STARTS TO CRY INTO YOUR SHOULDER BC HES HAD SO MANY THOUGHTS LIKE YOU SAYING NO AND IT SCARED HIM BUT HES ECSTATIC AS F KNOWING THAT YOU SAID YES AND YOUR CRYING TOO BC WHO KNEW THIS DAY WAS GONNA COME HALLELUJAH
• when it came to planning for the wedding seungcheol was more into it than you were lmao
• you had a feeling he’s been planning it way before he proposed bc the second the two of you met up with the wedding planner he just started rambling on and on about what he wanted the wedding to be like
• “okay, so I’ve been thinking maybe we can use this as our colour scheme.”
• “oH and I went window cake shopping already and I saw this reALLY PRETTY CAKE”
• “and y/n I FOUND THE PERFECT WEDDING DRESS FOR YOU-”
• then you’d whack him in the head and tell him to slow down bc this whole thing was something the two of you had to do lol
• but seungcheol was really cute about it all, he constantly asked for your opinion on everything to do with the wedding and he made sure you really really love it otherwise if iT WAS A REALLY TO SHORT HE THROWING IT AWAY
• WEDDING DAY YAY
• the wedding of the century if you ask me
• everything was flipping perfect the venue was beautiful and YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL
• everyone was there like your whole family and his whole family and all your friends and all their families like half of the people there you didn’t even know buT IT DIDNT MATTER BC THE ONLY PERSON YOU NEEDED THERE REALLY WAS UR SOON TO BE HUBBY COUPS
• then the wedding bells ring and the music begins to play and as seungcheol is watching you walk down the aisle he can’t help but c r y bc this really was it, he was gonna be yours forever :3333
• couldn’t stop staring at you throughout the whole ceremony and the celebrant had to like repeat himself a lot just coz he was too busy staring at ur entire face to hear anything he said.
• cut the celebrant off as he was in the middle of saying ‘you may kiss the bride’ and just kissed you bc he’s sO EXCITED AND SO HAPPY THAT YOU TWO ARE GONNA BE FOREVER AND EVER
• tbh father/husband!coups would want fifteen million little coups and y/n’s running round and u think he can’t handle it buT HES TAKEN CARE OF 12 FULLY GROWN BABY KINDA
TEENAGE BOIS OK HE CAN HANDLE IT
• “okok fine, lets have one kid.”
• “actually, two.”
• “nope, three.”
• “eH WHAT THE HECK?! LETS EVEN IT UP AND MAKE IT FOUR.’”
• and when he found out you were pregnant with your first child he was the happiest man in the universe and immediately began naming the baby.
• during the preparation for the baby he bought everything like evERYTHING and it may seem like it’s no big deal but that’s where you’re wrong.
• he freaking bought EVERYTHING for BOTH GENDERS
• you just casually come home from work and see diapers, toys and other baby necessities for both genders jejdjdie
• and every night and every morning, seungcheol lays his ear on your stomach, listening for the heart beat of ur unborn child and he talks to it and it’s the cutest thing in the world
• “if you’re a boy, you’ll grow up to be just as big and strong as your daddy, and as kind and sweet as your mommy/daddy.”
• “if you’re a girl, you’ll be just as damn beautiful as your mommy/daddy and just as good with the bros and the chicks like your daddy.”
• and ofc u whack him on the head because haha no hoe he’s yours for life
• will literally give you EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING IF YOU ASK FOR IT BC IF UR CRAVING IT ITS FOR THE BABY AND HE NEEDS TO TAKE CARE OF BOTH OF HIS BABIES pretty much seungcheol would run to the ends of the earth and back just to satisfy whatever it was you needed :3
• after nine long and fun months, it was finally time to give birth to the baby!!1!!1!
• not gonna lie he was a complete mess when you told him your water broke like he was running everywhere and doing nothing productive and you like yelled really loudly at him to just take you to the hospital because tHIS BABY IS COMING AND YOH DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS
• but seriously he was the most supportive husband ever, he held your hand while you were giving birth and kept whispering encouraging stuff to you whilst you were in pain and you honestly couldn’t have done it without him.
• “you’re doing so great, baby. just a little more. im so proud of you.”
• cried incredibly hard when he first held your baby, because this was a start of a whole new chapter for you two. and he couldn’t wait to get started :3
• cried and screamed when you first started walking
• pretty much what happened was he was working on some rap lyrics then he felt a tug on his foot and thinking nothing of it he looks down and says “not now, daddy’s working.” And he like pauses and stares at your child and stares at where he or she just came from and like thEY WALKED
• “baby, not now I’m - hoLY MOTHER GOOSE Y/N Y/N GET YOUR CUTE BUTT OVER HERE OUR CHILD JUST WALKED.”
• when he first heard them talk he cried then you cried then the baby cried then he screamed then you screamed then the baby screamed
• first word was mommy but seungcheol is always changing it telling people they said daddy first like uM nO
• father/husband!seungcheol wiLL FREAKING GO ALL OUT FOR EVERY SINGLE BIRTHDAY OF YOUR CHILDS LIKE EVERY YEAR IS A BIGGER DEAL THAN THE PREVIOUS ONE
• MAKES THE MEMBERS BUY YOU SOMETHING TOO EVEN IF THEY CANT GO TO THE PARTY
• “who are they?”
• “where are they from?”
• “who are their parents?”
• “how old are they?”
• “when do I get to meet them?”
• coups reaction when finding out you have a lover ^^^^
• wiLL KILL WHOEVER BREAKS HIS CHILDS HEART
• NOBODY HURTS HIS PRECIOUS BABY OKOK
• HE WILL HUNT YOU DOWN
• continues to take you out on dates as often as he can and always sends you mushy texts just to keep that fire going
• when you two get old, he STILL has the same personality as before. though his greasy moves don’t come too often as he’s too sore and tired to do it. But he does constantly remind you of anything that was EMBARASSING or sexual in your relationship and your like BABE STOP PLEASE MY EARS ARE BLEEDING
• life with seungcheol is gr8 he’s a gr8 husband, gr8 father and gr8 soul mate for life.
• “y/n, I promise to always be by your side until I die. You’ll be the first to know all my secrets, and I’ll never keep anything from you. I would do anything for you and will go out of my way to keep that beautiful, heart warming smile on your lips. I promise to support you in everything you do, to love you through thick and thin, to never leave you and the future babies coming ;;;;;). but seriously. This is a day I will cherish in my heart forever, the day where everyone is present, a day when you become mine forever. I love you.”

anonymous asked:

I want to ship nessian but I just feel like cassian deserves better

OK. ok. i can do this.

I AM GOING TO DO A LONG, LONG POST BC IT’S NOT THE FIRST TIME I SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND ANON U ARE GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO TALK ABOUT THIS and yes i will try to make u ship them with all my might tell me if I succeed.

NESTA ARCHERON, my bby, love of my life, reason why i wanted to read acomaf, queen of my heart. In acotar, in the beginning she’s cold and distant, seeming like a proper bitch in some ppls eyes(not mine, I loved her for it but i have a soft spot for this characters). And then feyre is taken by our local masked fuckboy, and what does nesta do?

NESTA HAULS UP HER ASS, GOES TO A MERCENARY, PAYS HER AND GOES TO THE FREAKING WALL TO TAKE HER SISTER BACK, JUST AFTER SHE WAS NEARLY RAPED. Now, i know u are probably bugged for the fact that she didn’t help feyre and that she sometimes used feyres money for frivolous things, but Nesta WANTED TO STARVE, SHE WANTED TO STARVE JUST TO SEE IF THEIR FATHER WOULD DO SOMETHING.

Now, I think that we forget a lil thing: Nesta basically watched her mother die, she watched as her father didn’t move a finger, even if he could, and she was just a child, and from her character, i bet she didnt say a thing to elain or feyre(and feyre confirms it in acotar, when she says she didn’t know who said the truth, if nesta or their father and thats bc feyre didn’t live that thing, her mother dying, not like nesta did, and damn it, that can and will thraumatize a child.) EVEN AFTER FEYRE COMES BACK, SHE STILL DOESN’T SAY A THING ABOUT TOMAS, SHE DOESNT GO TO FAYRE LIKE “I TRIED TO RESCURE YOU LOVE ME” she just say “it wasn’t right”, she listens to feyre, to all of it and doesn’t even try to tell her about tomas AND A YEAR LATER SHE’S STILL SCARED OF WHAT HE TRIED TO DO TO HER.

And even than, when they got all their fortune back via spring blonde dickhead, she’s angry(and feyre uses her to hide from all the ppl bc nesta can and will scare ppl) and why? bc she lived the downfall of their family in ways feyre cant understand: NESTA LIVED HER CHILDHOOD IN RICHES, SHE WAS PROBABLY EDUCATED TO BE A PROPER LADY, SHE WAS MAYBE GIVEN THE EDUCATION OF AN UPPERCLASS LADY(which may have something to do with the way she is) AND THEN HER MOTHER DIES WHILE HER FATHER WATCHES(and pls dont make me think of baby nesta crying at her father to do something because “mommy is sick” bc i will legit cry my eyes out). Nesta oesn’t hate her father bc they become poor, Nesta hates her father bc he let her mother die and Nesta, contrary to his father, acts(maybe even a bit too much, but we will see this later). 

She says to feyre, in acomaf, to not come back to the human world, to stay with the fae(who she hates) if that is what makes her happy.(DO WE WANT TO TALK OF THE FACT THAT SHE WANTED TO TAKE A BOAT AND SEE THE WORLD, TO SEE WHAT A WOMAN COULD DO AND SHE GOT STUFFED IN THAT FUCKING TUB STRAIGHT FROM THE FEIRY PITS OF HELL???i am feeling, lots. my bby only wanted to be free)

ACOMAF!which yes now enters the perfect bby bat.

Cassian, my bby, my bat, my sun and stars.

I ALREADY DID A ASSLONG RANT ON HIM AND WHY HE IS PERFECT, BUT LET’S SEE HIM WITH NESTA Y’ALL.

They meet after feyra darling made the hella dumb decision of take the mortal whiny ass traitors queens to their house AND PLS PPL DO REMEMBER THAT NESTA ALLOWS FEYRE TO DO SO, BC IF NESTA SAID NO I DOUBT ELAIN WOULD HAVE INSISTED, SO NESTA IS PUTTING HER LIFE ON THE LINE TO HELP FEYRE AND THE FAE(OF WHOM SHE IS STILL CARED SHITLESS OF and like it doesnt go easily, she finds herself with an high lor, a fae sister, asmol polite bat and  a cocky(her future husband) bat; the first thing he tries to do(after looking at her for a solid half hour or whatever) is try to roast her for hher treatment of feyre: result? none on the outside, a shit ton on the inside.(then they bicker like an old couple on their tea be still my heart). He cares for feyre, and sees nesta as the cold older sister who didn’t do a thing to help feyre when she needed(again, see teen nesta full of hate and rage and loss) and the fact THAT SHE JUST STRAGIHT UP IGNORES HIM MAKES HIM FURIOUS AND DELIGHTS ME ENDLESSLY.

AND THERE’S THE LIL SMACKDOWN BETWEEN NESTA AND THE QUEEN I LOVE HER SO MUCH “it is the choice of cowards” YEAH U GO NESTA LIL BALL OF FURY

so in order: THE EXTRA(i dont even ahve to look it up bc i know that shit better than the bible) AND WE KNOW OUR BAT BOY IS IN DEEP, COULDN’T KEEP HER FACE OUT OF HIS MIND ah god i love this horny teeange bat so much he tries to rile her up, and we know from this that nesta doesn’t know who she want to be or what she likes “and what do you do of importance?” nesta was so engulfed with hate that at one point it become all she had, the hate and protecting elain, and now that elain was about to marry(and now she will have my smol ginger son, so things didn’t change all that much) and didn’t need her and she decided to make peace with feyre, she had neither and i think it scared her shitless.

Nesta is attracted to him, but on the other hand, Cassian terrifies her andWEEL, WELP AND FUCK, FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD TWO MAN IN HER LIFE, ONE LET HIS WIFE AND MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN DIE AND THE OTHER TRIED TO RAPE HER, I THINK IT;S KINDA NORMAL IS IT NOTrethoricalquestion.

She is scared of him bc he sees her, he sses her where no one else can, and we know how his words the first time they sa each had hit a nerve, they landed right home and nesta is scared of him and wants to hurt him bc of it, so that he wont tell to ppl that she is weak, bc being weak is something that nesta cant afford to be BUT EVEN THEN, SHE BARES HER THROAT TO HIM , WHICH IS, BY FAE STANDARD AND ACT OF SUBMISSION AND TRUST ad ofc the bat dives the fuck in, bc cassian is cassian and she lets’ him until she can’t, when he swipes his tongue on her neck, which is a very, very sexual gesture that surprised her, but mostly i think she was scared by herself, bc she let herself go for maybe the first time in her life(she is a very mental, calculating character”be nice”, she thinks of every move she will make, but he can make her be irrational and it terrifies her).

Now, the knee in the balls moment: i said this time and again, it was a dick move, but why? what does cassian say? “all i see is a bored and spolied girl”, it’s the truth, in his eyes, bc he doesn’t know her and it infuriates her, bc it hurts her. Nesta is a 22 y/o young woman who doesnt know what to do with herself, doesnt know how to show emotions that aren’t hate, even if she feels tham so strongly she’s chonking on them.(like think of nesta watching feyre painting and elain with her gardens and feeling envious and lonely bc she would want something like that too, something to sooth her and help her but she doesn’t have it, all she has is her fire that is burning her insides). So she’s furious, she would do anything to make Cassian shut up, bc he is saying some thigs that she may think of herself(and he only wanted to kiss her, poor bby bat). What does she say after? “you know nothing of who i am and what i’ve done and what i want.” i see it as a  U DONT KNOW ME, STOP READING ME, STOP SEEING RIGHT THROUGH ME, U DONT KNOW ME. Cassian scares her bc he makes her feel vulnerable, and after a whole life of caging herself in order to protect herself, a man who u are scared of(fae, soldier, army commander, huge as shit and with bat wings), who u are attracted to (and maybe nesta is experiencing that kind of attraction for the first time, hello confusion my old friend). He goes back FEELING HER EYES ON HIMSELF ALL THE WAY TO FUCKING VELARIS boy my bat u are gone and delivered.

and the tiny cassian talking with feyre about nesta on the bridge after the theatre oh god and king of HYBERN I DIDNT FORGOT THAT U COCKBLOCKED THE SETTING UP OF MY OTP I DIDNT FORGOT AND I DIDNT FORGET

THE SECOND MORTAL WHINY FUCKERS QUEENS MOMENT and i have to say it, i fangirled. i fangirled HARD.

 She blasts the queens, she goes up and tells them to make the good choice, to save the ppl SHE BEGS THEM , SHE CRIES. That’s when cassian sees that she isnt a bored and spoiled girl, bc fot all nesta know the queens could punish her for it, nestas just a mortal girl, a defenseless mortal girl, but she speaks, she gets up, she acts(contrary  to her father) and cassian sees it, he sees her.(tey both would die for the ppl they love)

Hybern, IN WHICH AFTER NESTA RAN TO ELAIN RIGHT AFTER SHE DIES, NO FUCKING ONE WAS THEREFOR NESTA RIGHT AFTER SHE FUCKING DROWNED AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO WANTED TO BE THERE FOR HER, THAT BEING CASSIAN, WAS BLEEDING ON THE MOTHERFUCKING FLOOR.

They need each other and, in my opinion they deserve each other(and ppl i love the bat, the miSTER I WRECKED ONE BUILDING BAT, THE DOING SHITTY DECISIONS BC HE HAS A TEMPER THE SIDE OF PRYTHIAN AND JEALOUS AS ALL FUCK LIL BAT. he has his dark sides, his faults and i love him all the more for them, but he isn’t a little unaware naive flower)

Cassian can teach Nesta that being vulnerable isnt an horrible thing, that she can let ppl in, she can let her walls down, she will not die, he will be there(and daaamn i am waiting for nesta to be vulnerable in fron of cassian so bad), and nesta can teach Cassian to think before he acts, to not think so low of himself, bc she loves him(and nesta is a force of nature on the regular, but nesta in love will be fucking awesome).

AND I AM DONE

FOR NOW

Unpopular Opinion Time :

I DO NOT ship Cassian and Nesta.

I don’t. There’s nothing that will change my mind and if ACOTAR3 happens to put them together, I still won’t ship it. It’s like that fly that’s buzzing around but I don’t feel like swatting it.

And here’s why:

Nesta is not a good person. Her character is fabulously written because Sarah J Maas is a goddess, but Nesta just isnt a good person in my eyes.

For starts, she chose between sisters. How you treat your family says a lot about the type of person you are. (Especially Cassian. He sacrificed his bloody WINGS for Azriel and they aren’t even blood (but the Inner Circle relationship is much closer than blood)). But here we have Nesta, who is Feyre’s blood sister and she treated her horrible. She chose Elain over Feyre (instead of just, I don’t know, loving both?) and protected her. While Feyre goes out every day and night to provide for a family who doesnt give a rat’s ass about her. 

No, ‘are you okay?’ No, ‘do you need help?’. No nothing. Nest is a spoiled brat sulking over the fact her family lost all its riches and she letting her youngest! sister! go out and risk her life while she sits by a fire and sulks. It’s pathetic and disgusting. 

‘Hey guys. I just killed a Fae in Wolf form today. No I’m fine. No it’s fine I’ll make dinner again. No I’m not like having many panic attacks. No, no, it’s fine. Sit there. Yeah sure, have some of our only coins to waste on stupid things. Do this all over again tomorrow, yeah?’ Nesta is a complete waste of space and she’s eating food that could have been put to good use. 

But then she also acts like she’s BETTER than Feyre. Which is abusive towards her sister. Always putting her down and making her feel like shit after all she’s done to keep your useless self alive. Why? Because she loves you. Anyway, Nesta always acted like she was BETTER. So what, Nesta? You remember being rich and famous and la-dee-do comfortable in a mansion and Feyre doesn’t? Feyre is a hundred times the person you were and will EVER BE. Name ONE OTHER PERSON who would put up with Nesta’s shit? *cricket noises*

Next example. Here we have, la-dee-do, Tamlin the Tool, waltzing in and bLOWING THE DOOR OFF THE HOUSE. And here he is, demanding for Feyre because she killed a Fae. What does Nesta do? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING PROBABLY FILING HER NAMES! And no. She wasn’t scared (but reasonably she probably was Tamlin’s beast form is horrifying) she just didn’t CARE about Feyre.

I will bet you every gold coin Celaena Sardothien used to own that if Tamlin had asked for Elain, Nesta would have beaten that Tool to death with her iron bracelet. But since it’s Feyre and Nesta doesnt care, she sits there and hold’s Baby Elain (WHO IS NOT A BABY!!). It’s sick. 

Next, here we are, about a year later?? And her sister comes back a Fae. It doesnt come as a shock Nesta doesnt run to her sister and hug her and ask if she’s okay (no, that’s what a decent person would do) she’s afraid of her. Now I get it, Nesta grew up thinking Fae = bad. Fae = kill. Fae = sucks meat on my bones. 

But here’s another thing, Nesta REMEMBERED what happened to Feyre. And here she is, sitting in a mansion once again like she was when she was a little girl, singing and brushing her hair ‘oh look at me. i sat still and looked pretty and i was rewarded’

(Nesta did go and look for Feyre. Once. And I’m pretty sure she just wanted someone to protect her again and was pissed Feyre left them. Prick (and not the hot High Lord of the Night Court kind)

Feyre comes back, not begging for money or anything like that, but she comes back asking Nesta to open her house up so tHEY CAN OH I DONT KNOW SAVE THE WORLD! And petty Nesta goes “No”. Um. Exsqueeze me? You are os lucky I’m not your sister because I’m petty and would have lET YOU DIE OF STARVATION AND DEHYDRATION!! (sorry mum, but I’m breaking my promise)

Even Cassian hated Nesta for what she did to his future High Lady. DETESTED HER EVEN. Now I get it, It’s a YA novel (but Sarah is none for not always following the norm) so I don’t see how Cassian, someone who values family above his WINGS, HIS PRECIOUS ILLYRIAN WINGS, could ever love Nesta. 

I don’t give a Cauldron’s bubble if they somehow have a mating bond. (which in my mind, is not possible for two reason above all. One, mating bonds are extremely rare so why the hell is everyone just buying mating bonds from Walmart? Two, mates are supposed to be EQUALS. In my mind, there is no way Nesta could ever be equal to precious Cassian) But if they do somehow have a mating bond, I don’t think Cassian should immediately love Nesta.

He should still hate her for what she did to Feyre (and don’t say she was a child or anything like that, because no no no my friend, she’s the bloody eldest). A mating bond doesnt mean you automatically fall head over heels for them. (Exhibit A. Rhysand’s Parents. (self promoting my fanfics haha) they never fell in love. They had a friendship and a deep respect for each other and their mating bond and realized a mating bond is a rare thing, bUT THAT DIDNT MEAN THEY WERE FORCED TO LOVE EACH OTHER LIKE TAMLIN LOVES HIS HAIR!)

So honestly, in my mind, if Cassian sticks true to his character and doesn’t do a complete 180 tenfold, he wouldn’t love Nesta. I’n sure he would respect the mating bond and realize the universe thinks they’re perfect together, but (here it comes) : That doesn’t mean Cassian thinks he’s perfect for Nesta. 

So who would Cassian end up with? Okay, One: What? What is this question? Since when did Cassian, (OR ANY BOSS ASS MALE) need a female in his life to be happy? Sure, Mor made him happy. But he’s even happier being her friend and Azriel’s brother and awkwardly being the buffer between them, whispering “screw him, screw her” under his breath. So honestly, Cassian don’t need no female like Amren don’t need no man. 

But it is also 100% A-Oh-KAY if Cassian wants a woman. It’s A-OH-KAY IF CASSIAN WANTS TO CHERISH A WOMAN IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. It is A-Oh-Kay if Cassian wants to give her small ear kisses, and tickle her stomach, and toss her over his broad shoulders. It’s FINE if Cassian wants to stroke her wings just right (cough cough if she’s an Illyrian **holds thumbs UP**) and make her our his name. It’s okay if Cassian wants to love another woman since Rhys’s  mom (haha self promoting again hey) and Mor. Cassian may not need a woman but he sure as hell wants one just like Celaena sure as HELL wanted Chaol. 

And since you’re asking, who do I see Cassian with? Well I already mentioned an Illyrian female! And I think it would be so sweet and amazing and it would make my YA book loving heart THROB. For one, Cassian is like a huge feminist second to Rhysand himself. He’s trying to slowly raise an army of story Illyrian females and he respects them so much (because of Rhys’s mom is my guess *hehe*). And I think if he finds one that makes his heart flutter and she makes him laugh so hard he snorts his wine out of his nose, or he randomly races her through the air, CASSIAN WOULD BE HAPPY WITHOUT A DAMN MATING BOND. Because now he feels like this female is his equal. And he doesnt need the DAMN UNIVERSE to tell him a thing *snap snap snap*. ALSO Cassian was a bastard. So I think that if he realizes an Illyrian can move him (not because of his connections to the High Lord, or his siphon gems, or his powers) but she just loves looking into his eyes, and kissing his shoulder, and making his toes curl, Cassian will feel LOVED. He will feel loved and cherished by an Illyrian female and I don’t think he’ll ever think TWICE about calling himself a bastard. 

(this is legit my newest OTP)

What if Cassian doesn’t want an Illyrian? Hell yeah, that’s okay too, bitch es. Cassian can want a Fae and he can want her hard. He can want to bit the pointed tips of her ears. He can want to nuzzled those ears until they flush that adorable red. HE CAN WANT IT ALL! And I already have a small scene where they meet too. Cassian is totally in denial like “Nope, there’s no King of Hybern’s army behind me, lol army? What army? Pshhhh. Let’s go get drunk, we’ve been through enough” But I also think he would be fighting his ass off, even as his wings are still slightly healing (THOSE SUCKERS ARE GOING TO HEAL OKAY) but I think they’d start to hurt and he’d get overwhelmed. And the Inner Circle is divided bc this army is huge and they’re like 5 of them (Feyre still with the Tool, kicking his ass). So Cassian gets overwhelmed and this new monster (because yay) advances towards him. And then oUT OF NOWHERE THIS AMAZING FEMALE SOARS THROUGH THE SKY AND CHOPS THAT SUCKER’S HEAD OFF. And she does that like twenty more times and she’s covered in blood and gore and panting and her ears are pierced and Cassian is on the ground, eyes wide. And Rhys saw the whole thing and he’s like “Damn. I approve” The Fae woman reaches her hand down aND SHE PULLS UP BIG MUSCLES CASSIAN straight out the sky. She winces and Cassian baby is like “omg did i dislocate her shoulder?” But this girl is a trooper and she just pops it back in and then she has the Inner Circle surrounding her and she’s like “Really? I save this guy and you guys go all attack mode?” And she explains herself and she’s probably a real bad ass and gosh I love this chick already. Mor is over here, gushing because hell yes another girl that makes four of us (when Feyre gets back) and three of them!  And Cassian is just staring like an idiot and she’s like “They’re about a thousand or so more over the hill” And Rhys again is like “Damn. I approve”

So those are my two hopes for Cassian that have absolutely positively la-dee-do NOTHING to do with Nesta Archeron. And it’s a real long shot, but even if these exact things don’t happen, I think anyone would be great for Cassian. (Except Ianthe (and Nesta!!). Just. No) 

So those are my thoughts and I just pumped myself up and I might write those fanfics about Cassian and the Mystery girl. Thanks for reading!

anonymous asked:

rfa + v and saeran, mc has a gaming channel and allows them to be in one of her gaming series!

YEEEES I LOVE THIS

yoosung
- yoosung knew entering the relationship you had a gaming channel
- he loved to watch your videos so much
- he always secretly wanted to be in a series with you since you did some with your other friends
- when you picked up a copy of skyrim to play for your channel, you decided to ask him
- skyrim was a fantasy-looking rpg game where you got to design your own character and hoard all of the items you possibly could, of yoosung’s favorite things
- he was so excited to be in the series and wanted to make a good impression so he wore a nice outfit
- you two spent an hour in character creation trying to make sure your character was perfect
- when yoosung saw the dragon he grabbed the remote thinking he was going to be able to kill it
- although he didn’t get to, he kept playing with hope that he would
- yoosung’s favorite part was the combat. yours was stealing as many of someone’s stuff until they noticed and jumping off the cliffs to see if you would die.
- you guys have so much junk in your inventory that you can’t run
- it’s worth it though
- when you go in the mountains, yoosung runs bask and forth so he can hear the sound of the snow beneath your character’s feet
- you steal some armor and thankfully DONT DIE
- it makes combat and missions much easier
- you two got so into it that you played for over five hours and took up all the space on your camera

jumin
- jumin never really played video games growing up
- once he started dating you, he liked to watch you play the games for your channel
- you got so into it. when you beat a level, you cheered and hollered around the house; when a character you really liked died, you snuggled up into his chest and cried about how unfair it was.
- he wanted to feel emotions like that when playing a game, too
- you kept a lookout and you picked up a copy of until dawn
- you heard that the story was very good, the characters were enjoyable, and quick-time events kept you on your toes
- all of your viewers had requested ur so WHY NOT
- you gave your subscribers a disclaimer that jumin had literally never played video games before
- he eventually got the controls, after a lot of explaining
- jumin liked the idea that the choices you made could make or break your ending
- he became very emotionally invested in protecting emily at all costs
- “people misunderstand her, just like some people misunderstand me.”
- :(
- he hates mike though, so much so that he refuses to play when control is switched to him
- “any man who would trick a woman like that is not a pal of mine”
- the both of you have an argument about whether or not jess should really undress in sub-zero weather
- “jumin, she’ll freeze to death” “you know just as well as i do that when you need to have sex, it doesn’t matter where you are!”
- touché
- jumin has you do the quick-time events
- you guys play daily and it takes you only a week to finish
- “that ending SUCKED-”
- he actually CRIED
- jumin chill
- lowkey me too though

zen
- zen has only ever played lolol once or twice at yoosung’s place
- he’s never been into them but he says if you find him a REALLY good game he’ll reconsider
- you decide on the walking dead game bc zombies
- the killing of the zombies gameplay isn’t particularly hard but the storyline and characters are a+, according to the online reviews
- zen is excited to be on camera and he hopes that “your fans don’t faint at the sight of him”
- he makes really snarky comments whenever the character you have to control, lee, says something “stupid”
- “lee you just killed him with a shotgun why would he answer you”
- he hates lilly and larry so much, because according to him “they’re a more outright aggressive version of jumin”
- he likes how all the dialogue options and the choices you make affect the game in small ways later
- he cries every time clementine gets upset
- the ending has him totally dumbfounded and he can’t speak for a solid five minutes
- “zen?”
-“…..i can’t believe this…..”
- “zen, are you okay?”
- he literally breaks down into a sobbing mess, and turns his chair away from the camera
- “you got me, mc,” he chuckles as you wipe tears from his cheeks, “i’ll play more games with you”
- he literally doesn’t shut up for the next month about what an injustice the ending is and how he’s going to write the company just to tell them that

jaehee
- jaehee is a little experienced in gaming but not like you
- however, she finds a copy of murdered: soul suspect in the discount bin at the store and finds it so interesting that she has to buy it
- you see her installing it on the game console after you get home from a jog and your jaw DROPS
- “JAEHEE!!!! Do you know how long I’ve been looking for that game in the stores?”
- you get so excited that you set up your camera and audio and everything
- “wanna be on my channel?”
- jaehee eagerly nods - this could be a chance to experience something new and exciting, with her girlfriend too!
- she finds the intro video so COOL but it ends up being really sad and makes her cry
- she’s in love with ronan because he’s so cynical but is just trying to help people
- the enemies are so hard to beat and it takes her around half an hour to kill only three
- the game has historical background and she LOVES IT
- the game ends up being really spooky so she snuggles up to you in case she needs hugs
- which she does. many times.
- “jump scares, i can’t help it!”
- when the mystery is solved, she cannot BELIEVE who did it
- it was so unexpected and NOT who she thought it was in the end
- “mc that game is evil why did i do this to myself”
- good question, jaehee
- your fans love jaehee because they literally have almost all the same reactions she did

saeyoung
- saeyoung has played almost every game known to man so when he tells you he wants to play a game with you for your channel, you are SO lost as to what game to play
- you just got a copy of the new game “the sims 4” so you pitch the idea to him
- “i’ve played the sims 3!” he exclaimed. “i should be so good at this.”
- you guys boot up the game after downloading a bit of custom content first
- you decide to design a married couple to start as
- saeyoung puts up the body thickness, muscle, head size, and ear size as high as they can go and the feet and hands as low as they can go. he makes the guy bald with thousands of tattoos and thick rimmed glasses, and puts him in a speedo-looking outfit. his name ends up being “billy bob omelette”
- you actually take time and put effort into the female character. you name her scarlett and damn is she gorgeous.
- you move them into an empty lot so you can build your own house
- billy bob is a secret agent and scarlett is an at-home author
- for some reason saeyoung finds it funny to make them pee their pants
- “they just look so sad doing it”
- he begs you to make the title of scarlett’s book be “but that’s none of my business”
- he insists on lavishly decorating their house even though you only have $15,000 left in funds
- he likes to fish or dig in the stones for treasure and collectibles
- he tries to tell you this fake story about how they worship the llama God which is why it’s on everything, but little does he know you’re a lowkey sims nerd too, and you know his story is fake
- you let him have this victory, though
- you run to the bathroom for five minutes , telling him to make sure the camera doesn’t fall over
- you come back to find that scarlett has died of overexertion
- “saeyoung! what did you do??”
- “…..i made them woohoo ten times….”

v
- your subscribers are always asking you to feature your boyfriend v in a series with you and you finally oblige
- you get life is strange because it has a seemingly interesting story, plus it seems to have quite a bit of photography references that he’ll appreciate
- well my pal, he did more than just APPRECIATE them
- after the mention of daguerreotypes, he gave you a twenty minute lecture on daguerre and other famous photographers
- he takes every opportunity to get the optional photos and even rewinds so he can pretend to have a photo shoot
- “warren, step aside, for i am King of The Nerds”
- of all characters, v likes the non-centric ones (like juliet, dana, trevor, and logan)
- the plot line has him literally shook
- he treats the characters like he knows them in real life
- “how dare you victoria i could’ve taken that unflattering photo of you but i DIDNT and this is how you repay me?”
- the end literally kills him and he ends up crying into your shoulder
- “it’s not fair, mc….”
- it’s okay v, we know
- you get him a shirt that says “ready for the mosh pit, shaka brah” and he doesn’t take it off for a week

saeran
- you want to help saeran get over his nervousness to talk to people and be on camera
- you figure that having him be on a series for your gaming channel will help
- it’ll help him be more comfortable and you’ll get to play a good game, two birds with one stone
- you pick the wolf among us because it’s by telltale, your favorite game company
- saeran is nervous in front of the camera at first but you hold his hand and reassure him that you’re here for him
- he appreciates the humor of the game and finds it hysterical that the characters are such assholes but don’t even realize it
- he also likes that the story is modern fairy-tales
- “i’ll have to tell saeyoung these jokes”
- snow and bigby remind him of you him and himself; you’re snow, the beautiful, optimistic badass and him, the guy who may appear scary on the outside but isn’t on the inside
- his favorite character is toad because his voice is so funny it makes all his jokes 10x funnier
- he really enjoys solving the mystery and trying to put the clues together in his head
- the person who did it is not who he expected at all and it has him confused
- he gasps at what he calls “plot twists” every five minutes
- it’s kind of adorable how he’s gotten so into the game that he forgot about the camera
- his gasp at the end of the game is so loud you’re sure that you’ll have the police called on you
- “mc, what the fuuuuuuuck”
- he buried his face into your stomach
- “please tell me there’s a season 2” “unfortunately not yet” “UGHUGHUGHUG”

Admirer!Seokmin/DK

- the overly-expressive, annoying type of “admirer”

- actually, instead of “admirer”, he’s more like “obsessive” 

- don’t hit me

- it’s my opinion lmAO dont worry i m not anti!!11!!

- and he’s always popping next to you like ????????????? wheRE DID YOU COME FROM

- “i just came back from room 30″ 

- “BUT ISNT THAT ALL THE WAY IN THE BASEMENT??? WHY ARE YOU ALL THE WAY UP HERE??? IT’S BEEN 3 MINUTES SINCE THE BELL RUNG AND–”

- “Y/N, you’re really pretty” cue his eye smile

- and you slowly shifting away because why is his arm suddenly grabbing onto yours LMAO whAT

- he admires how smart and beautiful you are and he remembers you from middle school 

- how he remembers you was because you accidentally hit him in the face with a soccer ball 

- and then he started crying really hard and snot was running down his nose and onto his mouth js

- and when he looked up he saw little you running up to him and saying “sorry” a lot of times

- and he just stopped and stared at you bc wow!!! much beauty!!! much nice!!! but ouch!!!! my face!!! very hurt!!!!!

- ever since then seokmin fell in love with you

- like who wouldn’t fall in love with you, reader, you’re perfect ;))))

- and he will always bring up whenever he sees a fricken soccer ball like, “remember you hit me in the face with a soccer ball” 

- “yes, seokmin, you tell me that every time you see a ball. not just a soccer ball.” 

- cue his large ass smile and disappearing eyes 

- okay story time

- one day you were reaching up on a shelf, trying to get a book

- then suddenly seokmin appeared and was like, “oH DO YOU NEED HELP??? WANT THE BOOK?? I GET YOU BOOK!!!”

- AND THEN HE FRICKEN JUMPS UP AND GRABS A PART OF THE SHELF AND KNOCKS EVERY FRICKEN BOOK DOWN 

- AND HE FALLS DOWN AND A BOOK SLAPS HIM IN THE FACE

- AND HE JUST SITS THERE AND LOOKS OVER AT YOU BEFORE HIS SMILE APPEARS AGAIN

- AND YOU’RE JUST STARING AT HIM LIKE “ why are we even friends” 

- and seokmin was about to say something but then the librarian comes over and almost gets a heart attack 

- and then she literally yells at dk and he just was nodding rapidly, looking terrified

- and you’re almost dying bc your face was getting really red from holding in your laughter

- but then seokmin tells the librarian you were gonna help him

- and you stop laughing bc oh god

- so that’s how you end up cleaning with seokmin in the empty library 

- and he always tries to bump into you 

- which makes the whole cleaning process taking longer than it was suppose to

- by the end of cleaning up

- there was this one book that was supposed to be on the top shelf

- but then frICKEN SEOKMIN JUMPS AGAIN AND KNOCKS EVERYTHING DOWN 

- AGAIN

- so then you stay for anOTHER 2 HOURS AND YOU’RE INTERNALLY CRYING AND PISSED

- BUT HE’S ALL SMILEY AND GIGGLY

- AND AFTER FINISHING CLEANING 

- YOU’RE YELLING AT SEOKMIN 

- BUT HE’S JUST GRINNING AT YOU

- AND YOU JUST HUFF IN ANNOYANCE

- BUT THEN HE TAKES OUT A BAG OF SWEETS

- AND YOU LOOK OVER LIKE ????

- “here!!! these are for you!!”

- and you’re all suspicious bc “what did you do lee seokmin” 

- and he pouts and shoves it in your arms and was like, “i always wanted to spend tons of time with you!!! especially so i can give you this!! me and my mommy made this!!” 

- and you kinda was like aww becAUSE HE STILL CALLS HIS MOM MOMMY AWW LMAO

- and you just furrow your brows like

- “did you know that you were gonna get me in some kinda trouble or that you’d do something stupid that’ll make me pissed so you can give me this???” 

- he blUSHES REALLY HARD BEFORE HIS BIG GRIN APPEARS AND HE NODS LIKE A CHILD

- AND YOU’RE JUST SIGHING BEFORE SMILING SLIGHTLY BC WOW HE IS ONE INTERESTING KID WHEN IT COMES TO YOU

- and he just watches as you take out a biscuit and eating it and he’s looking at you with shining eyes

- and you’re like “oh wow, this is really good.” 

- and hE’S LIKE “REALLY? SO YOU ACCEPT MY LOVE??”

- and you freeze bc wait what

- and you loOK AT HIM LIKE ??!!?!?!?!?!?!?

- AND HE’S JUST GRINNING BEFORE YOU LAUGH AND TURN AROUND

- AND HES SO CONFUSED AND HES WALKING BEHIND YOU, POUTING

- “Y/N??????!?!!?? ARE YOU NOT GONNA ANSWER ME???”

- “how adorable you are, lee seokmin,” you sigh and chuckle as you eat more of the sweets and cookies and food i love food 

- and he pauses and stops, staring at the back of your head as a soft blush appears on his face

- and you glance back, “well? i’m not gonna walk home alone in the dark.” 

- AND HES ALL HAPPY AND JUMPING TO YOU LIKE YES MA’AM!! 


ADMIRER!AU SERIES

1.) Admirer!Mingyu

2.) Admirer!Seungcheol

3.) Admirer!Wonwoo

4.) Admirer!Joshua

5.) Admirer!Jeonghan

6.) Admirer!Minghao

7.) Admirer!Vernon

8.) Admirer!Hoshi

9.) Admirer!Woozi

10.) Admirer!Jun

11.) Admirer!Seungkwan

12.) Admirer!Chan

13.) Admirer!DK

bodyguard!hansol
  • okay so he works as a bodyguard but a very violent one
  • but a very good one
  • who protects people secretly
  • except when it came to you, all he did was follow ( almost ) every move of yours
  • ye it’s pretty stalkerish but that’s his job ok
  • over the span of 7 months he picked up a bunch of things no one really knows about you
  • some that you dont even know about yourself but you catch yourself doing them
  • like your strange ways to listen to music
  • you could go to 80s german pop to chinese folk music
  • hes also experienced you being in and out of relationships
  • hes seen you with your heart broken
  • but dont worry, from afar he’s cheering u on to get better
  • bc he lowkey has a crush on you
  • only lowkey though no one knows bc why would he have a crush on the one he’s trying to protect hahHAhhHHhha…
  • there would be these bad guys who would attempt to kill you but that would never work out bc hansol was always in the background ready to fight
  • he’s also extremely fast and skillful at fighting
  • but he’s also rlly tall too so he’d hit his head against something trying to follow you only to be in huge pain
  • one time while blocking some bad guys that were trying to kill you, they pulled down his mask and fuck he’s like “ poor girl !! cant protect her now hahHHAHH my identity’s out !! “
  • like srsly hansol what the fuck
  • but no actually he knocked both of them rlly quick and had his partner ( yuta ) give them these pills which resulted to short-term memory loss
  • but he was still being paranoid that they know what he looks so he bleached his hair
  • “ hansol you dont look different it’s just your hair “
  • “ exaCTLY, they wont know anything “
  • “ that doesnt make sense “
  • one time you nearly escaped from getting kidnapped and the bad guys were trying to find you
  • “ whered she go “
  • “ idk man “
  • and hansol beat them up
  • but you were like
  • “ ohhHHh shit i dropped something there let me go BACK to where i ALMOST got kidnapped ;;;; ))) “
  • and you saw hansol mid punch with a buff dude and another buff dude on the ground basically dead
  • after hansol was done with the buff dude #2 lets just say you were “ surprised “
  • hansol looked at you, but rmbr he only saw you from afar and he has a crush on you so he was like
  • “ oh…………….. you’re up close…… ”
  • he kinda just stayed staring at you for so long you felt violated
  • you dove into your bag ready to get your pepper spray out
  • “ NO DONT GET THE PEPPER SPRAY IM A GOOD GUY “
  • “ how did you.. ?? i didnt even get it out yet ?? wat “
  • “ oh shit “
  • the whole time you were like who is this man and why is he saying hes a good guy
  • you demanded for an explanation
  • so he basically went all out bc why wouldnt you am i right
  • “ i was protecting you bc that’s my job. you’re this huge ass company’s target, and i stop them from killing you. and for your information i’m actually really good at my job. “
  • “ wait so im targeted ?? what the fuckie why “
  • “ you expect to work as spy and have no problems ?? “
  • “ ok u right “
  • lets just say you guys had a little coffee “ date “ after
  • “ what do you want? “
  • “ extra hot no whip white mocha “
  • “ no whip?? what the fuck you really are hardcore “
  • also cue the cliche oh there’s whip on my lip let me.. wipe it off for you..
  • HA SIKE hansol was all like
  • “ that’s what you get for getting whip! “
  • so you had to wipe it off yourself
  • but during that little date you were still pretty baffled by how events turned out
  • “ he’s really a spy.. he ain’t that bad looking either i could have fun with this“
  • even though he wasn’t really “ secretive “ anymore he started being by your side
  • well
  • more like 10 feet behind you
  • you would always meet in your apartment
  • s e c r e t l y
  • and you’d both have deep conversations on how fun but shitty your jobs were
  • he started even falling for you even more when you both were getting closer
  • but how is that possible ?? idk bro
  • same as you, you were also developing feelings for him
  • until one time
  • he discovered your diary that you write all your lil secrets in
  • but seriously you’re a spy and you fucking have a diary containing secrets when was this a smart thing to do
  • pull yourself together man
  • he was snooping through your diary when you were taking a nap
  • “ hansol, he has badly bleached hair, but he’s cute… sometimes too quiet “ you wrote
  • “ what the heck is this girl… my hair costs more than she does— “
  • hansol what are you saying, you’re literally protecting her
  • you also wrote your “ planned “ confession on a page
  • hansol kept grinning and giggling to himself while reading it, it was so cheesy
  • may i also add that he changed some of the ways you described him–
  • your handwriting and his are so different
  • “ badly bleached? you mean. .. perfect hair ehem. abnormally tall? you mean gorgeously tall duh “
  • as he put your diary back where it was, trying to make it seem like he never touched it, he quietly lied on your bed facing you and kinda just admired your features
  • he was blushing even though you were asleep
  • you woke up awhile after that only to meet his eyes staring right at you
  • you pushed him away
  • “ you’re so creepy oh my god hansol “
  • he didn’t say anything
  • he just leaned toward you, leaving a kiss on your forehead
  • “ i like you too “
  • “ what the fuck hansol– how’d you know? what did you look through oh MY GOD HANSOL “
  • you just stayed here half blushing from the kiss and half freaking out how he figured out you liked him
  • you also noticed how he kept glancing at your diary every second
  • “ hansol… you didn’t “
  • looking through your diary, you noticed a bunch of eraser marks and smudged writing
  • “ hansol is the best.. hansol is hot.. did you seriously write this all ?? “
  • “ hey! i obviously didn’t write that, you’re the one who likes me here pft “
  • “ so do you! “
  • and you both just sat there thinking … wow the other person likes me .. oh ym GOD
  • he blurted out “ will you be my girlfriend, ___? “
  • you guys are now the happiest couple there could ever be
  • on some of your dates, bad guys would try and come and he’d just.. make out with in public so they wouldn’t notice you two
  • his kisses are the best
  • whenever a guy is checking you or something, he would always keep you by his side
  • “ hansol there isn’t anyone bad here “
  • “ yeah there is, that guy right there– looking at my… girl hmph “
  • your relationship is filled with adventure ( or basically doing your jobs side by side and you both escaping from people )
MBTI types as 5sos songs

ISTJ: She looks so perfect

Simmer down, simmer down
They say we’re too young now to amount to anything else
But look around
We work too damn hard for this just to give it up now
If you don’t swim, you’ll drown
But don’t move, honey

ISFJ: Beside you

The silent words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
“Don’t ever leave,” she said to me
When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky.
To the beat of our hearts at the same time.
So close but so far away.

ISTP: Reject

Save your breath, you can talk at me but I’m not listening
If this is a test, then I’m probably failing
They try to save me, but I’m too far gone
And they called me crazy so I played along
And you wanna change me, but I’m on my own

ISFP: Never be

We’ll never be as young as we are now
It’s time to leave this old black and white town
Let’s seize the day. Let’s run away
Don’t let the colors fade to grey
We’ll never be as young as we are now

INFP: The only reason

When I close my eyes and try to sleep
I fall apart, I’m fighting hard to breathe
You’re the reason, the only reason
Even though my dizzy head is numb,
I swear my heart is never giving up
I swear I see you shining
Brighter than the flame inside your eyes

INFJ: Jet black heart

Everybody’s got their demons
Even wide awake or dreaming
I’m the one who ends up leaving, make it okay
But now that I’m broken
Now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?
‘Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it

INTP: She’s kinda hot (worst song title ever bc it has nothing to do but -.- )

When you’ve got bigger plans that no one else understands
You’ve got a shot though
They say we’re losers and we’re alright with that
We are the leaders of the not-coming-back’s
But we’re alright though
We are the kings and the queens of the new broken scene
And we’re alright though

INTJ: Everything I didn’t say

Wake me up now, and tell me this is all a bad dream
Flowers I should’ve bought, all the hours I lost
Wish I could bring it back to the start                                                         Taking every breath away                                                                               With all of the mistakes I’ve made
                                                                        From all the letters that I’ve saved
This is everything I didn’t say

ESFP: Long way home

Take me back to the middle of nowhere
Back to the place only you and I share
Remember all the memories?
The fireflies and make-believe
Kicking back in the old school yard
Singing songs on our guitars
This is our reality
Crazy stupid, you and me

ESFJ: Disconnected

I like the summer rain
I like the sounds you make
We put the world away
We get so disconnected
You are my getaway
You are my favorite place
We put the world away
Yeah we’re so disconnected

ESTJ: Fly Away

I want a little bit of California
With a little bit of London sky
I wanna take my heart to the end of the world
And fly away tonight
I want a little bit of open ocean
With a New York state of mind

ESTP: Unpredictable

Hey we’re taking on the world
I’ll take you where you wanna go
Break the plans we had before
Let’s be unpredictable
Earthquakes won’t wait for another day
One day we can make it out alive
So let go! Till’ we’ve lost control
And we’ll stumble through it all
Let’s do something new and unpredictable

ENFJ: Tomorrow never dies

It’s hard to see the enemy
When you’re looking at yourself
Maybe your reflection shows you
Screaming out for help
And you try your best to just keep up
And your feet they fall behind
But the beat you’re marching to
You’re keeping perfect time

ENFP: Hey everybody!

Hey everybody, we don’t have to live this way
We can all get some, yeah, we can all get paid
So what you say everybody? Gotta live it up today
We can all get some, yeah, we can all get paid

ENTP: Permanent vacation

You say that I’m too complicated
Hung up and miseducated
Well I say 9 to 5 is overrated
And we all fall down
Hey, I’m doing fine, and I know I’m out of line
So let’s sing this one more time. It goes:                                            Destination, permanent vacation

ENTJ: Kiss me, kiss me

Let me know where to go and I’ll get you there
Tell the truth and I’ll show you how to dare
Flashlights, held tight, we can own this town
We’re never gonna stop cause we’re dreaming out loud
We know what we want, we know we’re gonna get it somehow