i dont know how this stuff works but i dont think that matters i mean

hedgehogwithatank  asked:

What new vegas features do you miss the most in f4?

honestly? the writing. New Vegas had excellent writing, from the plot to the characters to just the dialogue options available to the courier. Having a voice is nice but with the limited dialogue you just can’t roleplay the same way you could in NV. Sole can only either be a bit of a dick, a totally nice guy or a smartass, while the courier can be anything from a complete moron, to an insufferable know-it-all, a smooth talker, a bit of a slut, a violent brute, a sarcastic douche, a by-the-book hero, a quiet badass and anything in between. 

And while we’re on dialogue, I really miss the Skill Check dialogue system from NV. You either had the skill needed to get certain things (or just finish quests on an alternate path) or you didn’t, and it was always clear because you got a display that told you how high  of a skill you needed (like “Speech [25/30]). Most importantly, if you didn’t have the needed skill, the actual dialogue would change, giving a good reason why the NPC you were talking to would react differently than if you had said the right thing. Plus some of the failed dialogue checks were some of the funniest parts of the game.

In FO4, if you pass a speech check or not is determined entirely by chance. You can have a CHA stat of 10 and still fail. Then you reload, your character says the exact same thing in the exact same context to the same character at the same time AND NOW IT WORKS FOR SOME REASON. That’s annoying busywork and kind of breaks my immersion. They had the same thing in FO3 where your chance of  success in speech checks was given in percentages and I didn’t like it there either.

I also like that the courier’s backstory was kept relatively vague, so you could make up  your own story for your character. FO4 gives you a pre-baked background that is pretty lukewarm for my tastes and doesn’t leave much room to make up your own character interpretation (unless you do some hard retconning/headcanon action to get around that, but even then it’s not amazing).

But other than that, New Vegas generally just didn’t take itself as seriously as FO4. FO4 has all this big focus on how miserable everyone is and how shitty life in the wasteland is. There is so much drama with families being torn apart, everyone being afraid of the Institute, the Brotherhood stomping about the place, children dying of incurable diseases…it is all so dark and serious and miserable it gets exhausting after a while.

New Vegas has dark stuff too, with drug use, slavery, prostitution, bureaucratic fuckery costing lives, war crimes, lack of medical aid, lack of food and fresh water and power, economic inequality…i could go on. So it absolutely has serious and dark issues. I mean one of the companion characters mercy killed his pregnant wife to spare her the horrors of slavery for fuck’s sake.

But you know what it also has? Ghouls flying to the moon. A gang of grannies in pink dresses beating people to death with rolling pins. Cyberdogs. A big blue grandma who looks like hulk and wears a cute flower hat. A gang of elvis impersonators. at least two (2) robots who think they’re cowboys. People cosplaying ancient romans. A dude wearing a dog for a hat. A giant plastic dinosaur with a store inside that sells tiny plastic dinosaur souvenirs. A sexbot called “FISTO” that you can hire for yourself if you wish.

What I’m trying to say is, New Vegas had a lot of serious themes (I’d argue them being even portrayed better than in FO4 but that’s a matter of opinion). But at the same time it didn’t lose it’s sense of humor. This is a world where science can make people live 200 years, create super mutants by dipping people in green goo, and radiation is basically magic. It’s not super serious all the time or tragic. Might as well have some fun with it. Fallout has a long history of dark comedy after all.

FO4 kinda lost the humor aspect and maybe it’s personal preference, but I never liked media where everything is just sad and miserable all the time because you get kinda tired of it and desensitized after a while. I don’t hate it or anything, but it can never reach the same place in my heart fnv did ;-;

god sorry for the novel i could just talk about fnv all day

aestheniaa  asked:

Hi so my grades are kinda slipping... and I would appreciate some advice. (I'm in high school and I struggle with anxiety so approaching my teachers is really hard for me) Any tips on raising grades, turning things on time (and actually finishing it without getting distracted) and studying (especially for difficult subjects)

hi there, i’m really sorry to hear that. i completely understand what you’re going through as i am honestly terrible at staying on task, studying, and being productive. while im not sure if i am the best person to give advice on this aspect, being the disorganised person i am, but i have some strategies that help me get through.

  • the most important thing is: get started!! this is honestly the hardest part but a lot of my anxiety comes from my huge workload, that i tend to not start until the last minute (which i naturally regret every single time). i know this is much easier said than done but even if you focus on getting a little something done, it’s always better than avoiding it. tell yourself you are going to have to get it done sooner or later, and no matter how tempting it is to choose “later”, you need to make the better choice for future you.
    • do whatever you can to get yourself in action and get the ball rolling. this is something i suck at. what i do is set my timer for 10-20 minutes and tell myself that i will do nothing but work during this time. if i successfully do that, i can take a break of 5-10 minutes and time this as well, before getting back to work again. 
  • forget all the extra stuff! let go of any preassumed expectations of what your study and work should look like. this will only discourage you to begin. 90% of my studying is actually a huGE mess of rushed notes and 3am cramming. 
    • start with the bare minimum! don’t begin with unrealistic expectations for yourself. once you have done the basic things, you will have accomplished what was necessary, and then you can strive to build on what you have, improve, and keep the momentum going.
  • and lastly, don’t be too harsh on yourself. especially with adhd, i’ve kind of just accepted that i won’t be the perfect, most consistent, student that i can dream of being as easily as it seems (keyword: seems) like it is for others. and although this doesn’t mean i dont constantly strive for progress and improvement, this just simply means that i try not to beat myself up when i get a low grade, or when i dont focus for as long as i want to. 
    • we are all simply human. that is all we can ever be, and part of that is failing, making mistakes, and not always reaching the expectations of ourselves and others. but the most important thing is to not let that detract from ALL the time and effort we have invested, or let that discourage you.
    • don’t forget to reward yourself for small victories! baby steps are what makes up massive achievements. dont ever diminish your efforts.
  • for difficult subjects, recognise that you are going to have to put in effort to do better. nothing else will get you there. i don’t know what subjects you are struggling with so i cant give specific tips, but its important to understand that for some subjects you will have to invest more time, effort, and energy to do well in them. for me, this is math and i am aware of the fact that i have to do tons of practice in order to reach average.
  • i feel you with the teacher anxiety. i think its important to remind yourself that teachers are there to help you, and try to rationalise with yourself that nothing horrible is going to happen just by asking for some help, whether it be clarification on a topic, or for an extension if you genuinely need it. at the end of the day they are human too and hopefully they will understand if you try to explain your situation genuinely. 
    • set yourself some small objectives regarding teacher interaction, i.e. raising your hand to ask a question during class, or staying back to ask about something you don’t understand (this sometimes help me with anxiety because not everyone is listening.) 
    • teachers will appreciate the extra effort you put in and hopefully you’ll slowly be able to overcome the difficulty of approaching teachers, as well as establish better relationships with teachers

i will now end with a quote by jake from adventure time: “sucking at something is the first step to being sorta good at something.”

this is just what i have at the top of my mind right now. i don’t know if it’ll help you too much but i hope it addresses at least some of your issues. i wish you all the best of luck with everything. let me know how it goes :) 

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anonymous asked:

So I've been looking at the tumblr lifting community's posts for awhile now and I'm obsessed and amazed; I've never lifted before but I really want to it looks so fun and I want free cute shit, but I'm so so scared!! How do I get over that and what/where would you recommend lifting for my very first time ever? Any tips or advice? I worship y'all 🙏🏼

oooookay lil nugget here we go.

first off - its okay to be scared. its actually better if you keep a little piece of you thats always scared, no matter if you’re experienced or a beginner. thats something that helps you keep track of what’s going on around you and helps you not get caught. when you get cocky or over confident, thats when trouble starts.

i cannot stress how important it is to start small.
start small.
start sosososososo small.

like a lipgloss from walmart or one plain shirt from old navy. maybe a lil pack of beads from hobby lobby. whatever you do, do it small.

this lowers the chance of you getting caught, and the chance of you freaking out more.

do this a couple times. lil thing here, lil thing there. this builds confidence. the more confident you are with yourself, the more likely you are to start pulling in bigger hauls.

be patient. dont rush anything. this is by no means a competition. this whole process of confidence-gaining takes weeks, maybe months for some people.

and another thing - the majority of us on here that are pulling in a shit ton of stuff? we’ve been doing this for years. ive been lifting for 3/almost 4 years now. do not feel like you have to hurry and catch up to us.

secondly -do your homework. read through people’s tip pages on here. read about hooks, magnets, detachers, keys, all the different types of security tags, concealment methods, horror stories - ANYTHING. everything will be helpful down the road. read up on how other people got caught so you dont make the same mistakes. read up on how that girl managed to bag 3 naked palettes and 15 Kat Von D liquid lipsticks. learn about cam placement and how JCP Sephora is a place to stay away from. learn SA behavior and how to tell if they are being nice or plain sus. Learn how to tell if a bag is going to be a good lifting partner or if its going to be a hassle getting things inside. get familiar with every aspect of this community. follow as many people as you can. get inspiration from everyone. learn this life. live it. breathe it.

thirdly - try and pair up with an experienced buddy. i have found this to be so helpful. you get to see first hand how they do what they do. you get to see them in action, and learn their methods. however, know that going out with more than 2 other people is sure to get you noticed and tailed. keep the lil lifting group to either a pair or 3 people. make sure you can trust them. make sure you know them.

Old Navy: they dont tag anything other than heavy coats and sweaters, some dresses, jeans, and in the summer some shorts. i re-vamped my whole wardrobe this summer courtesy of ON, but ive seen on here that they’ve started source tagging…. which makes me sad. so double check before you out anything into your bag.
Hobby Lobby: there are like 7 cams per store all focused on the cashiers. go crazy. get your much needed art supplies. this is a great store for beginners - and other lifters who love crafting.
Cotton On: nothing, and i mean NOTHING is tagged. idk why, but these hoes never tag anything and it makes me wonder what they’re even doing. i got christmas gifts for my brothers here this year, so i highly recommend this store. super easy.
Dillard’s: do not let the large size of the store intimidate you - this place is heaven. sometimes you’ll get lucky and somethings been left off the rack and untagged. sometimes theres that teally cute wallet that you’ve wanted for a while and it doesnt have a single tag on it. go for it. conceal in the dressing rooms. trust me. formal dresses? no tags. (from what ive seen, and ive been to 3 Dillard’s in 2 different cities.) their desinger jewelrythat they keep down there? go for it. none of its source tagged or anything. i walked out once with 5 pairs of mate spade earrings and 2 wallets worth the 100 each. just pay attention to your surroundings and you’ll do just fine.

- in the winter its cold as dicks, so wear sweaters. utilize these babies for all they’re worth. 1. sleeves are great for concealing small items like jewelry and lipsticks. 2. “i am so hot from all this shopping, is it okay if i have one of your bags to carry my sweater in? i would really appreciate it” (note: this only works with really nice SAs. some will be bitches and shut you down. you might have to try a couple of stores before you get one. and now you have a free shopping bag!) 3. put your purse in the crook of your elbow and drape your sweater over it. this helps conceal how big your purse is to begin with and hide how much its increased in size when you’re walking out. 4. idk they’re warm and fuzzy. they make me happy.
- boots: stick things in there in case you forgot your purse or something. you can stick small things like jewelry and face masks down in there, its great.
- go through your mom’s closet. or your aunt’s. grandmother’s. rich best friend, i dont care. more often than not, they have a couple of extra shopping bags from stores they’ve been too. my mom has Bath and Body Works for days, along with a couple of Coach bags and Ralph Lauren. these shopper bags can be used in the same way as a purse for hiding things in them. hide them in yoir bag on the way into a mall, and then in the bathroom, take out your lifted clothing and stuff one of the bags. that way, when you walk into other stores, the SAs think you’ve bought things from other stores. be careful and know the layout of the mall you’re in though, because if you’re carrying around an Urban Outfitters bag and theres no UO, then you’ve gone and fucked yourself.
- be cautious, be wary, and not get greedy. get in, get out, and live to lift another day.

hope you’ll find some use for all this nonsense, good luck on starting your hobby of lifting and i hope to see some beautiful hauls from you guys!

anonymous asked:

iiiiiiif you're still taking requests, then what about a scenario where Saeyoung and MC were fighting and he kept talking badly about himself saying he wasn't good enough for her and she deserved someone better ect, then he notices her start to cry and break down and when he asks why it's because she can't stand to see him talk like that about himself? I am in desperate need for that 707 fluff

we love you, Seven!


this would probably be going on duing Sevens route,

  • everyday MC offers to make Seven food
  • breakfast, lunch, and dinner
  • “Seven, are you hungry?”
  • and she always get the same answer
  • “no. just let me work. if im hungry i’ll get my own food”
  • after three days of this, when dinner time rolls around MC once again asks
  • “Seven, i think i’m gonna um…start dinner. do you…do you want any?”
  • Seven answered without looking up from his laptop
  • “no. stop offering”
  • MC sighs, Sevens rejection sucking all of the energy out of her body
  • she sits behind where Seven was on the floor, leaning against his back
  • “i thought you were gonna make food”
  • “i dont feel like it anymore”
  • they sit in silence for a few minutes, the only thing MC can hear is Seven’s fingers tapping against his laptop
  • “hey…Seven?”
  • “what?”
  • “why wont you let me make food for you? you must be hungry, i dont think ive seen you eat all day-”
  • Seven stops typing and interrupts MC, but still faces the wall
  • “because i dont matter, alright? its not worth your time to worry about me. after this is all over you’ll forget about me, just like you’re supposed to. just like i want you to”
  • Seven lifts his hands slightly, showing frustration
  • “so, so just stop with all this meal stuff, alright? dont waste your affection on someone as invisible as me. if you try to hug a ghost, you’ll just fall through it and hurt yourself, right? so just stop it, already. i’m not worth it”
  • Seven goes back to typing for a few minutes, before he notices something strange about the atmosphere
  • MC had god completely silent, he couldnt even feel her breathing
  • he sets his laptop down on the ground and turns around
  • “hey, are you-”
  • MC starts to sob aloud, her breath suddenly hitching as her silent facade crumbles
  • “woah, hey, why are you crying?”
  • she doesnt turn around to look at him
  • “why do you have to say things like that? dont you know…”
  • MC feels hot tears spill down her cheeks as her entire world becomes a blur
  • she cant even finish the sentence
  • “its just that, you mean a lot to me and when you talk about yourself like that it really hurts me and i just-”
  • all of a sudden, she feels Seven grab her arms and pull her back
  • she sees his legs come around either side of her as he hugs her from behind, pulling her into him
  • “please…please dont cry”
  • she grabs both of his hands, squeezing them tightly
  • “dont you know that i love you?”
  • she hears a heavy sigh from Seven, as well as feels his chest rise and fall slowly against her back
  • “i wish you wouldnt say things like that…”
  • he leans forward and kisses the top of her head
  • for that moment, MC feels like the world stopped spinning
  • she couldve sworn her heart jumped straight out of her chest
  • she never thought something like that would happen
  • “hey, i think i know a pretty good way to cheer you up”
  • MC sniffs, rubs at her eyes, and turns around to face Seven
  • “hows that…?”
  • “lets make dinner together, okay? i’ll take a break and we’ll both have something to eat”
  • “really?”
  • “really. i’ll even try not to burn down the kitchen”
  • MC smiles making Sevens heart secretly melt
  • that night MC lies awake in bed for like two hours just replaying the moment Seven kissed her head over and over
  • his mouth was so warm and comforting and gentle and sweet and-
  • is it weird to think that about someones mouth?
  • probably
  • gosh, how is she supposed to sleep with all of this on her mind??
  • she wonders what Seven’s thinking about
  • little does she know, Seven was lying awake on the couch, staring at the ceiling
  • and all he could think about was how good it felt to have her that close to him
  • the way she fit in his lap was so perfect, like the final piece of a jugsaw puzzle
  • even crying, she felt so warm and soft and kind and-
  • is it weird to think things like that about someone when they’re crying?
  • probably 

thanks for reading!!!! that got away from me a lil but its fine LOVE YOU, LOVE SAEYOUNG, THANKS FOR READING

whalesharked  asked:

hi there since youre like. a seasoned musician and professional Real Cool Guy i was wondering if you had any tips for someone who is neither of those things? i mean for someone who wants to try making music, but doesnt know where to start or how to make things sound nice. thank you

I’ve gone back and forth on this for years but I think the best way to start writing music is just to write stuff down. A lot. Write everything down. Even if its wrong, or doesn’t sound write the act of trying to get it down will help you. Also maybe you’ll come back to it later and figure it out again. I do this all the time. 

Theres no wrong way to write a song, but I mean theres obviously a way that sounds good and a way that doesn’t. Music should feel good to write, so if you’re having fun then you’re doing it right.

A common problem new and “seasoned” musicians BOTH have is that they often cant get whats in their head on paper. This is something that gets easier with practice. If you can sing it, consistently, then you can write it down if you have some basic understanding of theory etc.

uhhh.. you know what I’m waiting for a ride somewhere and thinking about this has got me nostalgic so I’ll take a little bit to give you a crash course in theory. 

The first thing you’re gonna want to learn is rhythms. its definitely the easiest thing to start with and it will help you immensely. MOST music, especially pop music can be divided into patterns of 4 beats. try and find the beat and mentally count in your head “one, two, three, four” at a consistent on beat pace. This wont be true for every song, but 9 times outta 10 thats what itll be. It might not be obvious at first but you’ll get better at it with practice I promise. Each repetition of the 4 count pattern you’re doing is called a “measure.” (also called a “bar”) Usually songs are written in sixteen bar phrases. Since you’ve already divided it into quarters those are gonna be called “quarter notes” (usually)  (there are some instances where they wont be but thats getting kinda advanced dont worry about it yet)

Once you can consistently find the beat in songs you listen to, in the same space you’d divide it into four, start subdividing it into 8 pieces instead. This is complicated to explain without an example. Dancers often do this, (though, for theory purposes, incorrectly) and you’ll hear them count off something like “annnnnnd five, six, seven, eight” before they start. For musicians we usually use the shorthand of “and” for every other in-between note. So in the same space you’re counting 1 2 3 4, add the beat of “and” between each note. “1.. 2.. 3.. 4..” becomes “1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and.”  These are called eighth notes, because you’re dividing the same measure into 1/8ths instead of ¼ths. I know I know it sounds dumb when you type it out like this but thats where it starts. I just saved you 3 weeks of AP Music Theory.

For someone just starting out this handles a big portion of what you’ll want to be writing down. If you’re working in music software you can just slide the notes around to where you want them tonally.

Next up you’re going to want to start thinking about WHICH notes you want to write down. Learn about intervals first. Intervals are the space between two notes. Each interval has a certain FEEL to it. The two basic intervals we’ll be dealing with right now are called Half steps and Whole steps. A half step is the shortest distance between two notes (in western music theory) a whole step, and strap yourself in for this one, is two half steps. There are other intervals that are bigger and can get complicated in terms of naming but for now lets stick with those. A piano is a great instrument because it has this information mapped out visually. Notes that are right next to each other are a half step apart.

Thats a little cluttered but you get it.

Learn about keys and scales next. In western music theory there are only 12 notes. Each are a half step apart. Most scales are only gonna use 7 of those and in a VERY specific pattern. Major Scales, which is the bulk of what you’ll be hearing, are the basis of whats called a “key.” The key of somethings tells you which 7 notes you’re gonna be using, and how. That gets kinda complicated so for now lets focus on scales. A Key is just shorthand for how many sharps or flats does this have. Dont worry about what sharps and flats are right this second.

We’ll start with C major because thats just all the white keys on the piano. A lot of songs are written in C major because its easy to play. Theres the big secret. So in the key of C major you have whats called the C Major scale. C D E F G A B C. “But thats 8 notes, you said 7″ well the first and the last are basically the same but in different octaves which are a whole other thing dont worry about it right now. Each major scale follows the same pattern of intervals. It goes, and im sorry in advance for this, whole whole half whole whole whole half. So from C to D, whole step. From D to E, whole step. E to F, half step. Etc. You get it. That means from C to E you’d add up the intervals to 4 total half steps. From C to G, thats gonna be 8 half steps. These have specific names (major third and perfect 5th), but since it depends on the note letter names and scale degrees and all sorts of stuff we wont worry about that for now.

Once you have that figured out (you don’t have to memorize it or anything) start thinking of scales in terms of numbers. C = 1, D = 2, E = 3 etc and so forth. Now, no matter what key you are in, you can just say the number and still be right. If you’re in the Key of E, you don’t have to remember that the third note of E is G# you can just think “3.” Going back to our previous interval example since C and E are 4 half steps apart, ANY 3 of ANY Major key, will be 4 half steps above the first one pretty cool right?? The 5th note of the scale (G, in our example) in a major key is (almost) ALWAYS going to be 8 half steps above the 1. Theres obviously exceptions (like “what do you call it when its BELOW the note, is it 8 half steps that way too?” (no) etc) to these rules but this is basic stuff.

Major chords are the 1st 3rd and 5th note of the major scale, or for short 1 3 5. Thats a major triad. Pretty simple right? You just learned your first chord! that rules! You can use the pattern of intervals we talked about on any note and you have the major chord for that note. This is sort of getting away from me but my rides still not here so its fine.

Next up you’re gonna want to get into diatonic chords. This gets kinda complicated so I wont go too in depth about it. If a major triad is 1 3 5, what does that make 2 4 6? well its interesting I would ask myself that in a text post that I control. Since the pattern of intervals for a major chord is not consistent all the way through (you got whole steps AND half steps??? the fuck) you end up with a different quality of chord. the space between 2 and 4 is only three halfsteps, so it sounds different! in this case its actually whats called a minor chord. NEAT. You can refer to this chord as the “2 chord of C” and people will think you know some shit. If you realy want to get into it, you’d write it as ii, the lowercase telling you that its minor, and the roman numerals telling you its the second diatonic scale of the key. It is also called Dorian, or Supertonic depending on how snooty you wanna be. Thats just a taste man music theory fucking owns.

Anyway, look into that stuff and thats a good starting point.  This was a really long way of saying “when you write melodies use a lot of 3s and 7s I got really carried away because I love this sort of thing but I also just saved you like… a whole semester.

A QUICK EDIT: you dont have to know any of this to write music or enjoy writing it! Do what feels good to you, and if thats enough then hell fuckin yea my dude. This stuff is just extra icing on the cake. As long as you are enjoying what you do it doesn’t matter how you write. 

ok so let me tell you about a little ship called lomre

yep thats there shipname, its great i know 

so according to @thesecretdetectivecollection this is how it started 

“First, we signed Emre. He was lonely because he had nobody to speak german with. Then we hired Kloppo who immediately adopted Emre as his new son. But Emre was still lonely. Kloppo wondered how to make him feel better. So he got him a NEW GERMAN KEEPER TO BE HIS BEST FRIEND. And that, kids, is how I met your (other)father.”

and that my friends is how lomre came to life

anyway lomre is loris and emre and there friendship is slowly on the rise and im living 

ok so it all started at lfc initiation when marko grujic took a selfie with them, like the actual blessing he is, 

 i just wanna thank marko for the absolute blurry masterpiece that this picture is, 

i mean the fact that loris and emre were becoming best buds right from the start of the season actually has me sobbing 

This right here is the second reason i died, I MEAN LOOK AT IT, JUST LOOK, look at them in all their toxic green glory, how they make that horrendous colour work ill never know

IF U DONT THINK ITS THE BEST THING EVER THAN UR WRONG, them being bus buddies is very important, ok very important, 

this ship is just starting out but they seem to be spending alot of time together as we can see here, and i love it sm, (also bonus demre ur welcome)

i mean if this isnt convincing you about them JUST LOOK AT THE MASTERPIECE BELOW, get a paper bag u may start hyperventilating 

and if being bus buddies wasnt enough they are also AIRPLANE BUDDIES, do i need to say more, this is just perfection, 

an hour or two in a small place with nothing but music and good old conversation what could possibly go wrong, 

(yh yh i know hendollana are being dorks in the back but just take a moment to appreciate the lomre, cus wow they look so good here)

and if that isnt enough just look at them being smily babs in training!!!!!!!!!, ITS SO PRECIOUS, look how happy they are, LOOOOOK, THIS IS MY ALLTIME FAVE LOMRE PICTURE,

 P U  R E   G O L D 

its so magical

and this picture happened and all i can imagine is the conversation going like ‘i brought you a tie emre and all u get me is a BATHROBE, WTH’  

emre- ‘ a fucking tie????that is the worst present in the history of the world’ 

they both eventually agree that they brought awful presents

and if that doesn’t convince you just look at them, if two sexy germans in very nice suits, looking like a million dollars isn’t something special, i dont know what is,

listen all this stuff has happened in a matter of like a couple months, and its prolly gonna get better so ill im saying is come join my little ship and die with me 

anyway lomre is lit so come join the ship, that rhymes haha



  • he knew it
  • he recognised your face when he saw your profile picture 
  • hearing your voice on the phone only made him suspect it all
  • he wanted nothing more than to ask
  • it was literally eating at him
  • but at the same time he didnt want to invade your privacy
  • but he couldnt help himself
  • one night while the two of you were on the phone he finally asked
  • “MC, you dont have to tell me, but are you the MC?”
  • baby boy jumped up in excitement about how he knew it had to be you when you told him it was true
  • he couldn’t contain his excitement
  • he had seen a few of your musicals that you were in
  • but he wansn’t consumed in it 
  • wasn’t
  • he is now
  • he bought all the soundtracks that incuded you
  • watched everything you had been in
  • he was amazed
  • it was you
  • really you
  • the two of you sing broadway together whenever apropriate *cough* that means always *cough*
  • he was stunned
  • he saw the two of you as almost a power couple
  • he couldnt believe he found someone who is so talented 
  • and someone who has the same interests as him
  • he wants the two of you to be in a show together


  • he isnt that into broadway
  • he’s more into classical stuff
  • but when he asked you what it was you do for a living and you openly stated you were a broadway actor he immediantly searched for you
  • he bought all the DVDs you were in, even if you were just a chorus member
  • although it wasnt his style
  • he was amazed how much emotion you put into your performances 
  • he could tell when you were on stage that you loved it with a fiery passion.
  • after the RFA party he went to one of your shows
  • and he was breathtaken
  • you were so much more vibrant on stage
  • he could see every emotion
  • all your passion and hard work
  • they way you made it look effortless
  • the smile of delight on your features during certain scenes
  • he wasnt sure if it was you staying in character or that you were unable to hide it
  • he gives you the biggest hug after your show
  • he’s just so proud of you
  • he boasts about your talent to anyone who will listen
  • Jaehee has takem note that if he seems stricter and needs to calm donw that if she mentions you - espeacially your talent he will instantly brighten up
  • no matter what mood he is in
  • a smile will appear on his features
  • and the more he talks about you the brighter the smile gets


  • his jaw dropped
  • like Zen?!
  • woah!
  • what shows were you in MC???
  • are you going to be in another show soon???
  • can I come please?!!
  • can I hear you sing please MC
  • his baby boy almost cries when he hears you sing 
  • you’re just too perfect 
  • how can you be beautiful and be gifted with the arts??
  • he honestly thinks youre so cool
  • he tries to go to whatever shows he can make it too
  • and he buys you flowers for when you finished 
  • he sometimes forget that hes your boyfriend like
  • ???
  • how did I get you???
  • he’s so impressed
  • he honeslty feels like he couldnt do that kind of stuff every night and remember all those lines and songs
  • he loves watching you reherse 
  • he sometimes listens to you practice your songs while he plays LOLOL
  • his friends always talk about it 
  • “who’s that singing in the background?”
    “it sounds amazing!”


  • no way 
  • her two favourite people are in musicals???
  • she found out what shows you were in and instantly watched them
  • she wanted to appreciate you
  • she coudlnt believe how amazing you were
  • lowkey slowly starts to buy your merch 
  • you remind her that she doesnt have to 
  • but she insists that she wants to becasue she wants to support you and show that support like she does for Zen
  • “You can show me support by coming to me show tomorrow night ~”
  • she almost screamed when you presented her with a ticket to your show
  • all tickets were sold out
  • and she desperatly wanted to see you live 
  • she 110% kissed you then adn there she was so excited 
  • she likes to listen to you sing while she catches up on work throughout the night
  • it relaxes her 
  • she blushes every time you direct a love song at her 
  • she turns bright red when you tell her she’s who you think about when singing those songs to get in character
  • she basically dies there rip Jaehee
  • she’s your muse??? but shes just an assistant ???
  • why wouldnt Zen or someone like that be your muse???
  • you convince her that she is way more than that and that she’s the most inspirational person you know


  • guys
  • he so knew 
  • he found out when he looked at your past for stalker safety reasons
  • so duh he just had to go to one of your shows
  • he compliments you all the time for it
  • he watches you practice through the security cameras
  • and of course he makes requests 
  • “MC can you do this song? THANKYOUSOMUCHILOVEYOU”
  • sometimes he’ll make serious requests
  • othertimes he request the most rediculous songs
  • of course you comply 
  • its the best bonding time for the two of you
  • this obviously creates so many inside jokes between the two of you
  • so when the two of you meet for the first time at teh party
  • you both honestly feel like you know each other perfectly

  • he’s not shocked
  • I mean 
  • youre perfect in everyway so duh youre talented 
  • he’ll take headshots for you 
  • and you even managed to get him to do the photoshoot for the cast and crew for the show 
  • he was honoured 
  • and he now has ties with them and he’s the first person they call for photoshoots now because they just love his work
  • the night he goes to see your show to do the photos while everyone was performing 
  • he was s h o o k 
  • he hadn’t seen you perform before
  • and he tried so hard to capture your passion and beauty in the photos
  • the prints are the best photos of the show they’ve ever had
  • and the ones of you are V’s favourite 
  • he’s actually framed some 
  • they’re in his apartment 
  • on his bedside table so he can see you in your element before he sleeps


  • he’s not into musicals and stuff like that
  • he doesnt really act impressed 
  • like um okay??? good for you babe
  • just not my thing
  • he’ll support you 
  • and let you practice while he’s doing something 
  • if the noise is too much he might tell you to stop
  • but most of the time he just leaves the room so you can keep on going 
  • you dont think he’s actually ever watched you perform, he usually just waits outside to pick you up
  • but he has
  • he’s actually gone to a couple of your performances
  • he acts like it’s not a big deal while watching
  • but at times
  • he’s actually teared up
  • over how cinvining you were to showing pain and saddness 
  • almost as though someone had actually hurt you
  • part of him actually was concerned that him not showing interest in your passion was a catalyst to make you cry 
  • he was actually so worried that he was the reason you cry
  • he makes sure to remind you at randoms times that he loves you, even if he has trouble showing it

okay, here’s the thing about the ‘but im tagging it properly and therefore making it avoidable!’ argument.

i realize that a lot of you really do think that you aren’t doing anything wrong, and that kids (or people who dont want to see that) wont find your nsfw/disturbing content because it is properly tagged. that is not the case.

1. you can find them outside of tumblr

tumblr isnt a vacuum, tagging it will not prevent kids from seeing it.

for example; my younger cousins (i have like ten sets of younger cousins my family is huge) like to look up pictures of their fave characters, sometimes even print them out as posters, or, if they are black and white, use them as coloring book pages. i used to do that when i was little. my younger cousin’s friends do that. when i did service learning for the younger kids in my k-8 middle school, all the kids would do that during computer time. its a thing kids do.

when i typed in ‘black butler’ with the safesearch on into google images, i immediately got a picture of a naked ciel wrapped in ribbon.

okay, but lets try specific characters, and maybe a show with an even younger audience. 

‘steven universe garnet’, with the safesearch on. scroll down just a tiny bit, not even an inch of the scrollbar down (and of course the scrollbar will be moved down in all of these situations, why would you just stare at the first page over and over again??? but im giving these searches the benefit of the doubt and not digging really deep trying to search for stuff).

BAM, garnet wrapped in a small towel, dripping wet coming out of the shower in a sexy pose.

well, im just a kid who wants to look at pics of my fave mystery twins! let me search ‘mabel and dipper pines’… is that them kissing? on the mouth??? yep. after about a cm of scrolling down. with the safe search on.

there are also even more pics of them kissing (they are all by the same artist i think… different pics tho) if you search ‘gravity falls dipper and mabel’

and whats the worst about this is that thing that happens when you click on a pic, and google shows you related pics/pics like it… so even ONE slip up opens the door to much more (yIKES the stuff i saw while researching garnet…)

what that also means is that, when clicking on a totally innocent picture, not even a questionable slip up, you’d get recommended a nasty one. while searching ‘steven universe rose’ i clicked on a pic of her, and in the ‘related images’ thing that popped up there was a pic of rose and greg… doing stuff.

also, when i searched ‘hiro and tadashi’, i clicked on one of the very first pics that came up, where hiro was a toddler and got mad ‘cause tadashi took a pic where his hair was up molded all weird form his bath. related images? hiro and tadashi very close, blushing, and looking into each other’s eyes romantically. 

and kids probably wont search ‘___ nsfw’, but just as a test i searched all of those fandoms with the safesearch on, and still got nsfw/suggestive/incesty stuff. so that proves the point that safesearch doesn’t block everything, and you cant just say, “well, the parents should monitor their kids!”, because a responsible -but not smothering- parent would make sure that their child’s computer or devices had safesearch on– that doesn’t 100% work.

(with the exception of black butler i guess, but that dosent really matter considering how young (starting at 11) the fanbase is) these shows are childrens cartoons. as the ‘big kids’, the older audience, it is not right to make these spaces unsafe for the target audience. no one is saying you cant enjoy these shows, but you should not be drawing (and most importantly, posting) harmful things involving these shows.

2. not everyone can blacklist things

not everyone can blacklist things. whether its because their computer or device isnt compatible with xkit, or they are relatively new to tumblr and aren’t even aware that ‘tumblr savior’ is a thing, not everyone has the ability to keep stuff off their dash, even if you do tag it properly.

3. spammers

shippers who ship minors and adults. they post pics of said minor/adult pairing.

when they post those pics or comics or whatever, they do tag it properly! #seba//ciel, #ere//ri!   yay!

but do you know what else they tag it with? the name of the show/series.

not even just the name of the show/series. everything related to the show or series, because they want more notes. looking for a pic of alois trancy? boom! seba//ciel. even stuff that isnt seba//ciel, but is tagged as seba//ciel. why is there a gif set of sebastian in the alois trancy tag???

goodness help you if your favourite character is a character in the ship you hate, because the tag is probably full of that minor/adult pairing. that’s rough, buddy.

4. then just dont follow me!

first - unless you have it stated on your blog or in your about or whatever, something along the lines of ‘hey btw i draw/post child porn’ (and yes, it is considered child porn even if they are drawings, and not photographs of real children) (EDIT i recently found better links than that one, so have some more: <3 <3 ), how are people supposed to be aware that they shouldn’t follow you?

and it has to be specified. just saying ‘oh btw this blog posts nsfw sometimes’ isnt the same, because there is a difference between adults being depicted sexually, and minors being depicted sexually. 

one may be a bit embarrassing to show up on your dash when your friend is looking at the screen, or maybe might make a follower a bit uncomfortable- but they can handle it, its just sex.

the other is highly disturbing, and can upset/trigger panic attacks in a lot of people.

second - they might not even be following you.

someone could see a (non nsfw) piece of art you did on their dash, and they could go to your blog to check you out because they liked your art.

then, they could be greeted by pics of an adult and a minor f*cking. (im looking at you, seba//ciel and ere//ri shippers)

is it your fault they clicked on your blog and saw stuff they didnt want to see? 


is it their fault they clicked on your blog and saw stuff they didnt want to see? 


the thing to take away from that situation is, did tagging your posts prevent them from seeing your posts?


anonymous asked:

You know IM, Robron may well be together next year or years time but that doesn't mean I'm gonna stick around for it just cause you say they will. The story matters to me and I think this one has been very badly organised and the advertising stuff especially in relation to the wedding was cruel. So yeah it depends on how this is told cause right now the 'couples make mistakes' stuff doesn't wash with me.

He’s just.. I dont even know what he is trying to do.. is he trying to calm us down? bc it isn’t working. and if they dont give robron a break soon, it’ll be just cruel.

im just wishing their new storyline is a bit more soft and with no cheating involved. xx

psiioniichearts  asked:

I love your Mystic Messenger headcanons! If you haven't already, I was wondering if maybe you could do one with the RFA dating the MC but they see them irl and find out the MC is a guy? I played the game and loved it but well ^^;; funny story, I'm a guy. Thank you!

thank you so much for this request, i like it a lot! it’s long so i put it under a cut c:

~headcanon requests closed for now~

Seven thought it would be like, the prank of the century! just tell every MC is a girl, it will be SOOOO funny when they all find out! but, um….he had no idea they were all going to fall in love with MC

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anonymous asked:

Since for the having-a-baby scenarios, you and the BTS member you're have a baby with are married (when its traditional), how about getting married to Hoseok (like the wedding and the proposal and stuff)?

hello there i dont like weddings at all (personal reasons that are traumatic as hell man) so i dont know if i made this cute enough?? or detailed enough like i dont like weddings im sorry !!

Marrying Hoseok

Originally posted by tae-hyung

  • yo guess who is inconsistent as hell
  • this is one i have thought about a lot as a hobi stan
  • okay idk how long people get married like my dad is my prime example of marriage and all his marriages have been different time spans like wtf
  • but anyway back to hobi
  • i think he would be one of the first ones married because he is someone who feels emotions very strongly and dives into everything head first, like giving it his everything no matter what he does
  • so when he thinks he finds the one he wants to marry well he wouldn’t want to wait very long
  • i think when he realized he was ready for marriage he would probably call his sister up for help like hey do you think im ready, should i really go for this?? and he would be such a giggly mess cause he’s just thinking about you and she’s like um i think you already know the answer to your own question…
  • i think he would honestly be like one of those people that does the whole 2-3 years of dating before he wants to settle down
  • he would be one who talks about marriage with his boo a lot like i think that would be something he really would want for himself, to settle down with the person he loves and start a family
  • like can you imagine cute hobi with his lil family cause wow weak
  • okay but once he realizes he’s serious about this wedding business all the other boys are in on it
  • like right away
  • he goes to namjoon first because even though throughout all my series namjoon and yoongi ride the bachelor train, namjoon is really selfless and always has good advice so i mean
  • yoongi would be the next to know, like he has such a soft spot for hoseok and he would be so like emotional like hoseok is his lil baby and now his baby is getting married??
  • yoongi would probably be the most !! out of the boys like he knows you and he likes you but he doesn’t want hoseok to get hurt or scared or anything
  • jin gets way into it like i kinda think hoseok would be the first marriage honestly so this is all new and he volunteers himself to be the cake baker and the picker of the suit (and then namjoon is like please with your fashion sense and they fight it out later oops)
  • and you start to notice hoseok has been acting kinda weird
  • like everyone wants to say he would be screaming 25/8 in a relationship, but hear me out, there is so much more to hoseok than screaming all the time
  • like yes he’s really affectionate and emotional and expresses himself a lot, and that might come off as weird or childish to people, or something to laugh at, but these people seriously are the best because they’re genuine and they give themselves fully to whatever they have to do im getting emotional
  • so like with hoseok you know something is off because he seems less passionate about the little things
  • like you guys have your movie night every monday or whatever works for you all but suddenly he suggests you two just go to bed?
  • or like in the morning he usually shower sings and asks you to join for a duet but he just hops in and kinda gives you a kiss before getting ready like he’s not as upbeat and open with you and this scares the hell out of you
  • but in reality he is so absorbed in making everything perfect that he kinda sorta lets stuff start to slide like he dedicates 100% to this wedding planning and oops
  • his sister and yoongi are the two that come ring shopping with him can you imagine that
  • hoseok doesn’t want anything to showy like i think he would want something different, but not showy because it’s your relationship, and it’s obviously personal and he just doesn’t wanna show off like wealth or status?
  • he’s such a humble guy and he doesn’t wanna make anything too over the top or flashy
  • he would be one of those people to settle on a different cut of diamond though (he wants diamond for sure though, like gotta stick to tradition)
  • your girl just realized there aren’t many cuts of diamonds
  • he would get a pear cut diamond and it would have a gold band right and there are baby diamonds around the band but the diamond isn’t that big itself it’s more simple
  • and he probably tears up when he finds the one cause wow he’s actually gonna propose and get married to you, the love of his life??
  • jeongguk and jimin are the two that get you to start thinking
  • it’s because they did something stupid like google “how to be good groomsmen” in front of you and then read the article out loud im smh
  • and you look over at them “wait who’s getting married” and they bolt out of there so fast you wouldn’t believe it
  • oh hoseok would be the type to stalk your pinterest (if you had one) to see if you have any wedding boards up oh my god can you imagine he would be that boyfriend i can see it
  • okay but proposal time
  • he doesn’t want this to be big or flashy either like that’s not his style
  • but he wants it to be memorable okay
  • so he gets the boys to help set up this amazing proposal place area thing
  • it’s this really pretty meadow right like a beautiful wildflower meadow?? with a few trees clustered near the front (he tried carving your initials there with a plastic knife once no joke) and the sun is always shining and nobody really knows about it but you and hoseok like it’s your special place and that’s where he said i love you for the first time?? so it’s definitely an important place to you
  • so one day hoseok is like “babe bae you know our meadow?? yah yah, the one where i said i love you and then i kissed you but i stepped in a hole and fell on top of you?? yah well we haven’t been in forever, let’s go tonight after practice. im staying late to help namjoon and yoongi on some choreo, so jin can take you is that okay? we can meet up!”
  • and you just “that sounds suspicious but okay”
  • and he’s smiling so widely and he kisses you before rushing off to practice
  • and it’s pretty boring that day but then hoseok texts you “wear something nice okay?”
  • “oh hell i knew this was suspicious”
  • okay but you throw on your nice clothes!! and you’re ready to gO!! and jin arrives at your door with the maknae line in tow and you kinda “oh is this a family date?”
  • jin just winks and then glares at tae cause he’s about to spill the entire damn surprise and the car ride is mostly silent cause the maknaes are afraid to incur the wrath of god upon themselves
  • okay you get there and it’s like summer ish so the sun hasn’t set yet and she sky is pink and orange and the moon is rising but it’s not up there yet and it’s breathtaking
  • you notice the tea lights first
  • they’re up in the trees and they illuminate the place just a bit but you know in a few hours (or less) they’ll be your main source of light
  • but then you take a closer look at the trees and they tied like a clothesline up in the trees and they pinned pictures of you and hoseok up so it’s like a memory tree and you’re tearing up because you know what this is about to become
  • and hoseok is there too obviously but you were so caught up in the decorations?? okay but this precious sunflower would be wearing a vest okay and this button down and slacks so not super stuffy but really dressed up help me i cant breathe
  • and you definitely are crying now and the boys stand off to the side cause hoseok wanted them there okay his brothers (yoongi is taking all the pics okay)
  • and you run up to hoseok and throw yourself into your arms because you’re so happy and he laughs “let me get down on one knee at least”
  • hoseok would be the type to totally write like a twenty seven page speech, about your looks, your personality, your memories, why he loves you, the good and the bad times, his hopes for the futures
  • he can’t finish though because he’s crying (and so am i)
  • his hands are shaking as he slips the ring onto your finger and he pulls you into his arms and it’s a long gushy kiss (jeongguk ews and yoongi whoops his ass)
  • hoseok tries to be involved in all parts of the wedding planning
  • like the color scheme and the cake and the venue
  • it’s a small wedding, only immediate friends and family
  • it’s a spring wedding in the same meadow okay that’s where the ceremony is like you have one of those lil bridal arches and it’s decorated with flowers and you have more pictures up okay like this place is your thing and like you might think meadow?? but no it’s a lovely day and the sun is shining and the flowers are in full bloom and there’s a lil path and you guys got cute chairs and everything and it’s simple but beautiful and that place has so much meaning to you guys??
  • he cries before you even walk down okay he’s in tears
  • yoongi is the best man fight me on this
  • he writes his vows and you write yours too and he cries through them and so do you and everyone in the audience is crying too
  • and he’s holding both your hands even though he needs to slip the ring on your finger at one point and he’s smiling so brightly you’re like hello am i blind?? and while the dude is reading his stuff you’re mouthing cute things to each other and it’s really noticeable but really super cute too
  • and when he says you may now kiss hoseok dips you down dips you for sure and kisses you so softly and gently and you cup his face in your hands and everyone is cheering!!
  • the reception is probably like in one of those old mansions you can rent out for a bit and i swear this boy is like lets skip eating because we need to dance!!
  • your first dance song is really slow and you keep your head on his chest and he sings the lyrics into your ears as he leads you around the dancefloor
  • but there is also upbeat music okay like super upbeat and he’s like breakdancing in his tux?? what is this??
  • yoongi gives the first toast though and then all the boys give a speech and again hoseok is in tears
  • he dances with your parents too like he wants all the families to unite and be involved
  • and cake time he would slam the cake  into your face there is no question about it and then probably pull something greasy like lick it off your nose (in front of everyone) and so you slam the cake right back at him
  • this party probably goes well past midnight because hoseok is dancing
  • you fall asleep on his sister’s shoulder ahh and he always comes over to check on you and once he realizes you dozed off he’s like alright we’re gonna go home now!!
  • and everyone kinda !! oh !!
  • he picks you up in his arms like hello yes we’re going home now!! to our house!! that we share as a married couple!!
  • and you wake up a bit to smile up at him and it’s so touching
  • the honeymoon is like the day after the wedding you two are gonna go go go
  • but the night before like he tucks you in and as you two sleep he holds you hand to see the rings right?? and he keeps whispering to himself “wow i cant believe i married the love of my life…”
  • he’s always messing with your fingers to see the rings ahh
  • anyway honeymoon would be somewhere cold yet stunning so like switzerland or norway or something like that!!!
  • and that’s the wedding with hoseok my boo i hope you enjoyed!

Okay, I just have to say this, and I know a lot of you are going to send me death threats after this, but whatever…

I’m fucking tired of teen wolf fandom, tired about the shippers, tired about the producers, tired about the whole show.

I started to watch teen wolf since the very beginning, and believe it or not, this whole time I watched it I wasn’t ‘in’ this shipping stuff since a year and a half more or less.

I didn’t ship anyone with anyone, or actually: I didn’t care, I didn’t payed attention to that.

Scott could be with Allison, or not, Stiles could be with Cora or Lydia, Lydia could be with Aiden or with Jackson… I didn’t care about it.

I was there to watch the plot, to watch the new supernatural creatures they implement, to watch Scott (the actual main character) learn to be a werewolf, to watch him fight hunters, alphas, darach’s etc.

The show was called Teen Wolf so I decided to watch it because I love werewolves, I love all the mystic and supernatural creatures (except vampires, I hate them).

What I didn’t like since the very beginning was how the producers intended to make a romantic scene.

It was like, OK someone’s dying but let’s make them kiss…. But whatever, like I said I didn’t even knew about the existence of sterek, scallison, stydia and stuff.

It’s not that I didn’t knew what “shipping” meant, at that moment I was shipping a few couples, but from other shows.

I realised about this whole shipping war when I was searching for pictures of Malia.

I felt in love with her character since the beginning, and I thought that Stiles and Malia were cute, but that’s it I wasn’t a maniac for them or anything.

When I searched for Malia’s pics I saw the hate she and Shelley were getting… From who? The so called “stydia shippers”.

That’s when I realised how toxic this fandom was, and yes, I like stiles and Malia together, I am a stalia shipper, but if they brake up I’m okay if they are okay…. If they find another person to be happy with, I’m okay with that also.

Maybe I’m a stalia shipper because they were actually canon, at least, not a fantasy ship that’s only in the imagination of the shippers (ups!)

But I am anti stydia. You know why?

It’s not because I’m a stalia shipper, I could care less with whom stiles is, the reason why I hate SALTY stydia shippers it’s because they are the worst part of the fandom, they are cyber bullies, they are salty about everything.
(I’m talking about the great majority, not all of them)

They send death threats to the actors and actresses that play characters that are in the way of their ship.

They accuse Malia of fucking RAPE, of being abussive, of having the mind of an 8 year old, of being a slut.

How can you even said that??? Are you stupid or what? And no, stiles wasn’t sedated because he was READING AND SEARCHING FILES BEFORE SO DONT EVEN TRY TO SAY THAT DONT BE STUPID.

And it’s not like Malia was retarded or something, maybe she spent 8 years in the woods, but maturity does come anyway, you know? Unless you are having a mental issue.

They accuse Jordan Parrish of being a pedophile, even though Lydia has 18 years, of being a freak and dirty minded even thought he can control his allucinations, even thought that it’s Lydia the one creating them because she is calling after him.

Excuse me but I’m 19 and my boyfriend it’s 25, my parents accept him and they know how much he respects me and loves me, we’re dating for 3 years, are you going to say me that’s wrong? P L E A S E… Stop being jelouse

I have many other friends that are dating older guys, my mother’s best friend and her husband had a 13 year age gap… So stfu.

The age doesn’t matter if he or she is a good person.. You can be with a person that has your same age and he/she can be a jerk to you.

Besides: JEFF FUCKING DAVIS confirmed that LYDIA has feelings for Jordan. It’s not one sided.

They fight even with OTHER FANDOMS to claim that their ship it’s better, like what in hell? I recently read a lot of posts of bamon shippers (from TVD) complaining about salty and stupid stydia shippers, just because bamon was winning some poll or whatever.

And I’m so ashamed of them because they make people hate on TEENWOLF fandom, not just stydia shippers.

It’s like they’re fucking blind, romanticising scenes with no reason… You know that smile after Stiles said Allison save Scott was for Allison, RIGHT?! Or you are watching another show? It’s fucking ridiculous I swear I just ashamed of humanity with all the stuff they said.

The other reason: producers and social account managers are unprofessional as fuck.

It’s very clear that teen wolf it’s going downhill, and fast.

So Jeff Davis, instead of being a good producer and create new and innovating plots to gain viewers, he decides for the easiest way to 'gain’ them, by baiting stydia shippers, focusing on Stiles story line, on Lydia storyline, and leaving THE FUCKING MAIN CHARACTER SCOTT MCCALL like a secondary character, and giving so little screen time to other characters like Kira, Malia, Parrish, Liam…

That’s why I like other shows more: CW Supernatural, for example, STICKS to the plot, there are ships and there are ship wars, but the fandom it’s worried about the fucking plot, the fandom is interested in the plot, and they watch the show FOR THE PLOT.

And unlike Jeff, when supernatural went down hill around season 7 they didn’t make destiel happen, they INNOVATED the plot, like professionals producers do.

They let social media disrespect other characters: PeaceOutKira/ Malia Who?


The Twitter, Instagram and I think tumblr manager only promotes STYDIA. NOT EVEN SCOTT I MEAN WHAT IN HECK??? Aren’t you supposed to be PROFESSIONAL?

Other reason:
Stydia shippers are like fucking starving dogs, they are unsaciable

Jeff, do you really think that you are going to make stydia happen and they would leave you alone?

Yeah right. Keep dreaming.

If stydia happened, the shows name it’s going to be switched to Teen Stydia.


Let’s suppose Jeff makes stydia. Stydia shippers are going to be happy for a episode or two, and then they’re going to ask for more kisses, more cuddling, more ridiculous hand holding, more dates more fluff and then an Mtv article it’s going to go out saying:

Mtv producer Jeff Davis promises EVEN FUCKING MORE STYDIA YEIII!!!
Scott McCall who?!

I’m right and you know it.

Stydia it’s ruining the show, when the whole pack it’s in danger producers give us 5 fucking minutes of stydia handholding, of stares, of stupid fucking things I don’t give a shit about.

They only focuse in that now because stydia shippers are so annoying they don’t know what to do. Because they’re desperate for more viewers, and they are so BLIND they do not realise they are going to lose even more viewers because of this pathetic stuff.

Why I don’t like teen wolf anymore:

First, they keep ignoring characters, to give Stiles (the main character best friend) the spotlight.

Don’t get me wrong, I used to love stiles he was a great COMPANY for Scott, because that’s what he’s supposed to be, a companion, someone who is to help Scott with his problems. Actually Scott is batman and Stiles fucking Robin.

I get that now Dylan O'Brien is way more famous than the others, but that doesn’t mean to just pretend Scott doesn’t exists.

The “spoilers” of season 6 or what Jeff teased about it where practically ALL ABOUT STILES.

This season was about his problems, his feelings, his shit.

Am I getting this show wrong or what?? As far as I understood… It was supposed to be about the beast and the hellhound fight, and how Scott and the pack tried to figure out how to help Parrish and defeat the beast, right?? Then why a got almost 20 minutes each episode of how stiles felt so betrayed because Scott believed Theo even thought he believed him because Stiles lied to him. (And then you want to have a friendship like Sciles, yeah right.)

I’m fucking tired about stiles, I really am, I want stiles: the funny and sarcastic COMPANION again, not mr fuckboy attention whore.

Next: how bad and how ignored are the other part of the cast.

I swear I’m in tears every time I read how much Arden Cho worked to get where she is, all the things she gave up only for freaking racist teen wolf and people keep hoping for Kira to leave or to die. (The story has been circulating over tumblr).

I know I had liked and reposted some anti stydia or anty teenwolf, but it really just bothers me so much I can’t help it, they say so many stupid things I can’t handle it.

I know stydia shippers are going to pop like popcorns know and start barking, I just wanted to tell you that:

If the fandom (more stydia shippers than other shippers) wasn’t so salty and so fucking stupid, and if the producers weren’t so unprofessional, you can have ALL THE STYDIA YOU WANT, I can’t care less about it, but since stydia affects all the show and all the other characters and it ruin the show, then kill it with freaking fire and holy oil 🤗

All of this is so shameful for me because I’m part of the teen wolf fandom and I’m really sorry if I offended someone with this.

So please, Jeff, whoever, stop ruining teen wolf with this shit.

I want to clarify again that I’m talking about SALTY part of the fandom.

And before you said anything, English it’s not my main language, you’re going to find typos.

It’s my opinion if you don’t like it I don’t fucking care.

pwinsu  asked:

i dont mean to be rude but i dont get how you can draw so well at your age ~ i mean what i did mainly in my teen years instead of drawing was staring at a hopeless future

I don’t think you’re being rude at all! heck I also think that way about other artists. Haha it’s actually disheartening to me and stresses me out a lot, so I just try not to think about it and I tell myself to just realize that age doesn’t dictate the skill level an artist is at/will be at, it’s mostly making an effort to learn and improve, which anyone can do at any age :) Sure, it might be intimidating or annoying (I know how annoying it is, lemme tell you) but don’t get hung over it or beat yourself up about it like I did/still do. It gets in the way of drawing hahaha..

If it helps you, what I did to improve was to find artists who were exceptionally skilled and to learn from them, and by exceptional I mean dead, because back then in my opinion most artists were incredibly disciplined, i.e. Rockwell, academic painters, etc. and they learned from teachers who knew what they were doing (which, and I should say this here, should tell you to not take 100% of my tips as actual fact, lol, this just works for me). Of course, there are still great artists out there who are alive/on the web, but in my experience trying to learn from them made it harder for me to improve, since learning from a style is not as beneficial as learning from the basics. This is just my take on the issue though.

I don’t know you too well (sorry), but that just seems like the perfect choice to tell you my life story hah so around 2 yrs ago or so, when I was complete crap at drawing (I mean compared to now), and when I realized that my art was just, so bad, I practically panicked and freaked because heck, I thought I was working hard at what I was doing; I thought my art was “good enough” (let me just say now that good enough is never good at all) but seeing other artists who seemed like they were basically cruising through every artwork and having it turn out phenomenal without what it seemed to me like barely any effort at all just pissed me off, AND they were in my age group, made me get off my ass and stop wasting my time with non-challenging artwork. See, that’s the thing, if it wasn’t a challenge, it wouldn’t make you better, right? That’s what I had come to realize.

So yes, while I am a teenager now, bro lemme tell you I was desperate and scared af, I mean, this is all I have. Nothing much else interested me, nor was I good at any other subject in school (I’m what they call specialized a.k.a. good at one thing and suck at everything else ha ha). Other artists seemed to me like they were or were going to be more successful no matter what they do, and they could still paint something mind blowing. I had nothing, only drawing, and even then I wasn’t good at that. It fucked me up man… I was angry and sad; I made a list of all the things I didn’t know how to draw (it was long lmfao) it went a little like rocks, trees, plants, landscapes, metal, water, animals, backgrounds, stuff like that, and I incorporated whatever it was into the piece I was currently doing and just kept practicing it until I got the hang of it. 1st step here is to know what you’re bad at, don’t be soft on yourself (avoiding things isn’t going to make anyone better) tell yourself, that yeah, maybe I do suck at this, and I need to get better. Constructive criticism, right/  And I kept doing that. I still have a ton of things I’m not great at, but the gist of it is to just do it. So yeah, at the time my prime motivations were pretty negative, like anger and desperation and whatever, but it got me through that phase of drawing, where I had just been satisfied with idk, a pose or whatever and that was it, no background, narrative, or expression of feeling in it. I don’t recommend having that kind of motivation, it was a really rough period to go through for me, but I’m grateful I did. 

Also, I was never satisfied with my finished work. I don’t think I ever will be, and that drove me to just keep drawing. I tell myself, “don’t think you’re good.” Praise will often make someone slack off, and constructive criticism does the opposite. Get rid of those “what if’s” or “if only’s” or “I wish”. Just stop thinking and empty your mind of any negative thoughts, because it does seriously hinder your progress. Imagine that you’re pushing those annoying young artists out of the way, and just focus on the bettering of yourself/your own art. What went wrong with how I was thinking was that I cared way too much about those other artists, and I realized that obviously they wouldn’t give 2 shits about me, hell they don’t even know me, so why should I care so much about them? it was like an abusive relationship, tbh, so I just dropped it and stopped giving a fuck about them. I didn’t want any of that to affect my art, because it was my art, and it shouldn’t be turning out badly because of them. basically my thought process was “fuck them who gives a fuck if they’re a fetus and they paint better than me”, ( tl;dr of this article https://markmanson.net/not-giving-a-fuck ) sometimes you gotta be harsh with yourself to get rid of bitter thoughts. numbers never truly matter in art, and I always want to avoid any kind of math lol

And most of all, I love drawing, I couldn’t imagine doing anything else, and this might sound like some ridiculous silly dream thing a kid would say, but I wouldn’t know what else I could do/want to do. Lol I could’ve put this info more coherently, it seems kinda jumbled, but I hope you got something out of this, and of course I apologize if the long read bored you D: Work hard (and smart), enough so you can look back and admit that yeah, you worked your butt off and you’re glad you did. Whatever you’re doing, it shouldn’t be easy if you want to improve.

 If you still have any specific questions just go ahead and shoot, I’ll try my best to answer them well!!!!!!! :DD thanks for messaging me ^^

o yah, and sorry it took a while to get back to you, I had to go back and edit out the cuss lingo. trying to maintain my image, hahahahahahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaa

Tips For The Satanic Witch

I have had quite a few women message me asking for tips on being a better satanic witch. They ask as if it is not a big deal, but honestly if you are a satanist (period), you should already know some things about what you are doing.. so I will post these tips for the women that tend to forget to stand for themselves sometimes and do what others do to fit in.

¤ First off be yourself. Doesn’t matter if you’re into cosmetics or computers, if you like something fucking say so.

¤ Dress however the fuck you want. If you like it, do it. In the long run does it matter what other people think? No.

¤ Be confident. Your body and soul is beautiful & you can legitimately do anything if you try hard enough.

¤ Say whatever you feel necessary. This doesn’t mean you can be an asshole and go up to some other girl at the mall and be like “you talk like a stuck up cunt” no, this means if lets say your guidance councellors or parents tell you that “you aren’t cut out to do” what you want to do as a career, you can absolutely tell them off and go on to do that job.

¤ Marriage - “Would you still want to be with him if he’s the same as he is now in 30 years?” If yes, go for it. If no or you dont know, either move on or wait a bit to see if he gets his shit together.

¤ When it comes to having children and I absolutely cannot stress this enough do not have a kid so you and your partner will be “together forever”. A child should be made between two people completely in love with eachother who would both enjoy having a kid. Absolutely do not have kids with someone you do not consider your best friend or someone you dont see being in your life 20 years from now.

¤ If you do happen to do spell work and use candles, incense, etc, even if its a bit more expensive go for the good stuff. Its better to have natural things too than be burning things that are made of petroleum and synthetics.

¤ If your dead set on cutting your hair a certain way, dying body hair, shaving off your eyebrows, and your partner or parents disagree, do it anyways, your happiness matters most.

¤ Once in a while find some sea salt and essential oils and fill a bath, add some and relax. Imagine a white light and cleanse your aura. It makes you feel a lot better if you feel mentally or spiritually dirty, trust me.

¤ Make your home/room your sacred space. This is your place. Fill it with whatever you like. It should always feel comfortable.

¤ Practice good hygiene. Being dirty makes everything worse, and who doesnt love a good face scrub?

¤ If you are depressed, or struggling with any mental illness, force yourself to get up and out of bed and to get dressed. Clean, do exercise, blog on the computer, just do not go back to bed until the night comes.

¤ Your body is your temple, decorate its walls how you wish.

¤ Try yoga if youre stressed at all.

¤ Do your homework if youre still in school. Teachers respect kids more that try to do the work and get all the answers incorrect than the kids that don’t do it at all. If you try youre more likely to pass, even if you fuck up all the answers.

¤ Exercise cleanses your body of toxins through sweat. I try to exercise a few times a week, it makes me feel good about myself too.

¤ There is nothing wrong with masturbation. I’d definitely rather masturbate than hook up with some greasy dude from a bar.

¤ Travel, especially if you love the outdoors. Doesn’t matter if your even close to home. If you see a street you havent been down before, go, if you have the time.

¤ Don’t fight with your family. Yes every member can be an annoying piece of trash sometimes, but fighting with them over anything is not worth your breath or time. Just walk away.

oh anon!! thank you! you’re such a sweetie, i wish i could wrap you in blankets and make you your favorite meal and tell you everything’s going to be fine haha. i have been out of school for about a year so i remember vividly being in your shoes…it was by far the most stressful time of my life. hopefully something i say can make it a bit easier for you to make it through ;; (this is very long, as usual)

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Ok so I got a couple questions from ppl and I wanted to take a few minutes and explain some things.

Yes I want kids someday. I think Ill be a awesome mum. Its what girls are for. Like literaly its what we exist for. I dont no if guys totaly get this. But like ok you want to go out and be successful and be like a great business man or police man or dr lawyer what ever… How many girls do you no that started off wanting stuff like that? How many of those girls quit all that and became mothers? LIke for girls society says you have to go be as successful as a man but then hormones kick in you get baby fever and you want to quit all that and raise kids. But lots of girls feel bad about this because they are told they have to be just as good as the men at being a lawyer or accountant or what ever. The thing is we will never be as good as men at those things. Maybe like 1 out of 1000000 girls will be but most of us cant be. BUT we can be mothers. So like deep down most girls even ones that dont admit it most of us really really really want to be a mum. 

Yes I really do think the way I say I do about gender rolls. I dont think Im worthless or that girls are worthless. Im not real religious so this isnt a chirstian thing for me. Its just about what is natural. This will piss some ppl off I no. But I think its true. Like men are built to go out and do things like build stuff and control things run companys all that. Girls are not built to do that. Men are way more stronger. Ya theres some butch girls that are strong but there never as strong as guys. Thats why sports are girls sports and guys sports. Girls are not as smart as guys are on average and we dont think the same way guys are do. Girls are more emotional and nurturing and guys are more like thinkers and good at hard stuff. Guys are like scientists and architects all that stuff. Guys are really good at like math and science and like putting things together. I no not all guys are but they can be. When guys try to do that stuff they do it real good. Girls are mostly good at like supporting a man. Thats why girls make really good nurses not drs and good secretarys not bosses. Thats why we are cheerleaders not quarter backs. 

Also I hate when ppl act like men objectify us. I have news for you we objectify ourselves for men! I dont know about you but a man didnt hold me down and do my makeup today. I did that myself and guess what? I DID IT FOR MEN! Thats right I want men to look at me and notice me! I WANT the attention. Men arent doing anything wrong when they catcall and stare at us! We objectify ourself and then get mad at men for falling for it! So stupid. And also notice that most guys dont go through all the beauty routines and pain we do to look good for us? Ever wonder why? Because they dont have to! The reason we objectify ourselves is because at least a little bit we no that WE ARE OBJECTS! Ya thats right the whole reason we go through all that stuff the makeup and hair the heels and skirts the crazy diets and workouts is because we no deep down that guys want the prettiest girl. The best guys want the best status symbols to show off and make other guys jealous because thats how guys work. They want to show all the other guys how successful they are. So girls its time to stop complaining about the game we are all playing. Nobody is making you do all this. Your doing it because you no its what you are. Its just that society tells you to feel bad and that you should want more than that. You ever notice how girls want to no how tall a guy is and what kinda car he drives what he does? Guys never ask what a girls grades were in school or how smart she is. They care first about how we look. Because thats whats important. Its like hard wired into them. Guys want a girl that will make cute kids. They dont care if we are smart for a girl because most girls are just not as smart as guys any way. How tall a girl is could matter to some guys definitely how skinny or heavy you are. Pretty is most important though. Girls want security guys want a trophy. The same pride a guy feels when he has that crazy hot girl all dolled up hanging off his arm is what we feel when we can say my husband the dr. It means I was hot enough to land a successful man. 

And as far as wanting more. No I dont want more than to be a house wife and mother. LIke ya I want to be like THE PERFECT wife. LIke a stepford trophy wife! :) Totally serious BTW. Yes I cook yes I clean yes I can do it in heels looking flawless. 

anonymous asked:

Why do you love pete so much

I’ve been wanting to post this for so long but I’ve never had the guts, so here goes!! This is going to be a really long answer please prepare yourself… 

  • I love Pete because he is legitimately the best person ever, he’s so down to earth, humble and has such a great sense of humour. Also he sticks up for everyone he loves and he’s loyal as fuck.
  • I’m pretty sure everyone can relate to some of his lyrics. I know they’ve helped me through so much and they’ve helped so many other people as well. Also Pete loves that, like whenever people ask him what it’s like to know you’ve saved peoples lives he says it’s awesome and he was saved in the process as well, what an angel. (tweet)
  • I don’t want to sound like really cliché and emo, but some of the stuff he says really makes me feel better. Especially quotes like this one which is probably my favourite quote ever, also Here’s To The Kids, I mean okay I know everyone takes the piss out of that because yes it’s emo but honestly I love that quote so much because I’ve lived a life of being misunderstood by pretty much everyone and it’s just nice to know someone /gets/ you. Also more recently in a tumblr post Pete wrote ‘Fall Out Boy has always been about inclusion. If you don’t fit in anywhere, you can fit in here.’ This is SO important to me because I’ve always felt like I don’t fit in anywhere. I’ve always had a lot of friends but I’ve still felt uncomfortably different, so it’s nice to feel like I belong somewhere.
  • He’s had a really long history with depression and bipolar disorder, it got to the point where he tried to kill himself in 2005 and that is probably my favourite thing about him (which sounds ridiculous, I know) but the fact he was at absolute rock bottom and tried to end his life but managed to get over that and managed to get through his depression no matter how serious it was is just downright the most inspiring thing, and although I’ve never been in a similar situation I know there are many people across the world who’ve been helped through their depression thanks to Pete.
  • Furthermore, his parents got separated when he was younger, he mentions it in this video as it being his worst childhood memory and this is a thing that’s helped me personally. My parents split when I was younger and it really effected me, so it helps knowing your favourite human on the entire planet went through something similar and still ended up okay.
  • He does so much charity work, he’s such a good person for example in this picture he is giving a homeless man a bag of food just because he felt like it, Pete pls……

  • He’s also been working with Invisible Children since 2006/7 like the main thing being shooting the ‘I’m Like a Lawyer’ music video in Uganda to try and raise awareness of the whole LRA/kony situation. He also took part in a campaign called Displace Me, where 65k people across the USA slept on the streets in makeshift camps and shelter type things trying to recreate what the LRA camps are like in Uganda to help try and raise awareness of what its like for the kids there.

  • Leading on from the depression/bipolar point, he spoke about his experiences and difficulties for the ‘Half of Us’ scheme, helping people everywhere with depression and suicide basically making people feel okay to not be okay and make sure they know they’re not alone. This is awesome because he managed to speak about his serious personal problems to try and help other people which not only is very difficult (because imagine how hard you find it talking to friends/family about your issues, imagine telling the world), but also a very good use of his power as a high profile public figure. (if you haven’t seen it you should really watch his videos)
  • Additionally, he took part in Larry King’s Disaster in the Gulf telethon trying to raise money for the Mexican people affected by the oil spill on the Mexican gulf, answering calls and accepting money from the people who were donating:

  • He is a supporter of Unicef, and ages ago he took part in a campaign trying to raise money for Haiti after the disaster there due to the earthquake. (you can read about that here if you want)
  • Fall Out Boy took part in the PSA for dosomething.org to try and raise awareness about global warming and trying to make people do something to prevent it from happening. (video)
  • Pete is a supporter of LGBTQ+ and took part in the ‘No H8′ photo campaign, a campaign aiming to end homophobia, transphobia etc.
  • Additionally, Fall Out Boy made their views about gay marriage very clear in their latest music video ‘Uma Thurman’. (Pete wrote in a tumblr post ‘We hope you can support the hidden message at the end of our video’). You can read about it here.
  • Every single person I’ve spoken to about meeting Pete have said he is lovely to fans which I wouldn’t doubt for a second because he always does random acts of kindness to fans. For example, you might not remember but he does stuff like he dressed up as the Easter Bunny and gave the queueing Fall Out Boy fans pieces of chocolate. (video
  • Also, he’s good to fans because he never denies people a photo. Look this photo was taken like a while ago and look at all the shit hes carrying and he has Bronx (his son) with him as well, but he still stops and takes a photo like no other celebrities would do that, well not many anyway.

  • Basically this post about one of his book signings made my heart explode.

  • On the subject of his book I don’t know if you’ve read his book Grey but it was the most EMOTIONAL thing I’ve ever read. It explains his life so much and lets you inside his head. It explains loads of Fall Out Boy lyrics so you should definitely read it because it made me love him 900x more than I already did, which was a lot. It has a lot of good quotes, including: ‘I wonder if killing yourself is the only thing you can control in your entire life, and that’s why it’s a sin. Because you’re beating God at his own game.’ (the book is quite dark)
  • He is a really great dad and loves his sons Bronx and Saint more than anything. He stated in the past that having children is the greatest thing that’s ever happened to him because it helped him become less selfish as he believes in his 20s he was ‘the most selfish person alive’ (I disagree, look at all the stuff you’ve just read!) but he appreciates his children for developing him as a person. Also, Pete was heavily depressed again in 2010 following his divorce with Ashlee Simpson and has said Bronx is a main reason he pulled through it. Basically he’s as dependent on his children as they are on him.

  • He’s helped loads of musicians make it, for example Panic! at the Disco (another favourite band of mine), Cobra Starship, Travie McCoy/ Gym Class Heroes, etc.  through his record label Decaydance and collaboration with Fueled By Ramen, so basically he’s enabled other musicians to achieve their dreams through his fame, and has therefore helped a whole lot of other people. (e.g people who are inspired by Brendon Urie from Panic! at the Disco)
  • One final thing, he really fucking loves Fall Out Boy fans.

A main point to remember is he is a super famous rock star who has been absolutely trashed by the media and the internet and pretty much everyone who isn’t a Fall Out Boy fan, yet he’s stayed true to himself and still as lovely as he was when Fall Out Boy started, if not lovelier. Keep that in mind because I can assure you there are not many celebrities who have experienced the same attention, fame, media backlash and abuse that Pete has who has stayed a lovely genuine person that he always has been.

Looking back over the past 8 years of loving Pete and Fall Out Boy, it’s amazing to see him grow as a person and become a better version of himself every day. The point is that people (myself included) thought Pete wouldn’t make it past 27 because he was so sad and so hooked on drugs and 7 years later he’s got his amazing band back, the best friends ever, two incredible sons and a beautiful girlfriend. I swear to god if that doesn’t give you hope in life nothing will, I am so so so proud of Pete Wentz.

also tweets like thisthisthisthisthisthis and this make me cry because he’s my favourite person ever

And when he’s not being inspirational and wordy he’s a complete sweetheart (pic) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (tweet) (video) (video) and also just (video)

Okay to summarise:

  • His life has been shit at points
  • He got through that shit
  • That makes everyone feel like they can get through their own shit 
  • He’s a great humanitarian and does loads of charityowrk and makes the most of his impact on society by raising awareness to issues/fundraising events
  • He’s so LOVING to his friends for example Gabe, Brendon, Patrick, Meagan
  • He’s never been phased by fame or hate from the media and has always stayed true to himself.

Pete Wentz, I love you forever. 

anonymous asked:

Hi can your rec me some of your favourite narry fics? Xx

i hope u know what u triggered with this… u r in one hell of a ride, leT’S BEGIN:

i’m gonna start with fics i’ve read a long (long) time ago (but i still love them til death or deletion do us apart):

  • everything by irishnamesandpaperplanes (same name on AO3 and tumblr) bc their writing fucking crushes me and gives me life at the same time) (too bad they dont write anymore… i hope everything is ok with them)


Both happily living independently, Harry Styles and Niall Horan suddenly became step-brothers after their single parents were caught in a love bubble.

With their attitude mismatching their ages (Niall; the older one who’s more innocent and clueless about things and Harry; the younger one who’s arrogant and bossy), their views in life completely different and their interests polar apart, a brewing brotherly fight arises.

But will their hate for each other worsen the relationship of their parents, or will the longer they stay under one roof, the more possibilities it is for them to develop a feeling more than just brothers?

My comment: one of the first narry fics i’ve read and i fell in love with it. honestly, it’s so good but i don’t think it’s ever gonna be finished… i just love the enemies to friends to lovers trope, it’s my biggest weakness. GOD i’ve waited for the author to continue this since….1342 but…. ARGH. imma live tho… i hope im gonna live

Summary: Being the youngest billionaire in the world, Harry seems to stand on top of the world, though the burden of inheriting his father’s company nearly breaks him until he hires a new assistant.

But Harry soon realizes that his biggest struggle is accepting the fact that Niall may mean more to him than he can understand.

AN: In light of Tony Stark and Stark Industries, but nothing more. No ironman!harry haha

My comment: tbh i think the summary says it all…. what more can u want than rich ass harry and his cute ass assistant niall? idk brother idk… this is beyond perfect


Zayn visits an old friend.

My comment: this is pretty angsty i guess… and i’m bad w dealing w angsty stuff so….it killed me… but in a good way i think
rip me btw why do i allow myself to read angst i dont UNDERSTAND


Niall falls in love five times before he finds the one, and Harry? Well he’s been there all along.

Or the one where Harry and Niall are best friends who fall in love.

My comment: this fic is beyond wonderful. i cant describe how much i love it. it again is laced w angst but also not really. IT HAS A HAPPY END FUCK YES and tbh TBH just ufkcign read it FKCG

now the ones i read not too long ago:


“Louis,” Niall says, approaching the oldest boy as if he’s about to discuss something absolutely profound and life changing, “who do you think tops, me or Harry?”

My comment: leitmotifs writes amazing fics and i could’ve rec'ed them all here… but i decided for what must be the funniest of them… like shit fuk this work is preCIOUs


Niall meets Harry on the set of Masterchef and is instantly attracted to him, even if he is a bit of a dick and far too smug for his own good. He finally cracks his determined exterior and a pretty mind blowing set of blowjobs later they start tentatively seeing each other, only Harry is far too invested in the competition and he just doesn’t have time for distractions like Niall

A MasterChef AU.

My comment: nice nice nice nice nice harry is a dick but the fic is so nice damn yes brokendrums is a brilliant writer so i recommend all their works tbh but as with leitmotifs i needed to decide for one but… u need to read them ALL


Niall starts to forget them, little by little.

My comment: we dont talk about this fic i saID WE DONT TALK ABOUT IT i was left a sobbing mess i fuckgin hate it oh my god FUCK its so good but FUVKG …warning: angst that makes u wanna rip ur skin off ur body bc ur WEAK


Everyone knew that Harry and Niall were really HarryandNiall and had been for some time, years really, even though they weren’t open about it.

Zayn is new. He doesn’t know this.

They all race fast cars.

My comment: goddamn……..kind of a zarriall love triangle but w narry endgame…just how i like it…..this fic is so amazing and good and everything nice………..i need more…….


Niall and Harry get up to some kissing shenanigans at the school fair.

Based on this post!

My comment: fluff that can warm my ice cold heart i wanna thank one of my fav writers for writing this…..shit….the love is real


Harry Styles: Street Magician

My comment: honest 2 god this is so cute and fluffy and light and funny i just cant anymore….harry is one great ass magician i have no words WONDERFUL fic!

and because i am not ashamed to promote myself:


“Out of the band, I always thought we had the strongest bond.”, Niall whispers then timidly, fingers playing with Harry’s. “I thought that maybe–”
“Yeah, I know.”, Harry hums and he knows.

(or the one where Harry and Niall meet again after seven long years).

My comment: its a future fic and yeah……….its my own…fic…..u should read it i think :))))

so thats it for now! if u liked this and u want more narry fic recs just tell me and ill rec u some more! u can hmu anytime

(here i rec'ed some of my fav writers)

anonymous asked:

I feel sort of weird asking this and you totally don't have to but I had a really shitty day, do you have any happy jayroy headcanons?

oh bb i gotchu! Im on my phone so sorry i took so long to reply, formating is terrible. Some Soft cute jayroy headcanons because of reasons:

  • Jason, no matter what, always takes the surname “Harper” or variations of it when he’s undercover. As a matter of fact, his most used alias is Peter Harper. Roy pretends to be nonchalant about it but every time he hears some stranger call Jason “Mr. Harper” he dies a little bit inside.
  • Jason doesn’t want to let anyone know this, but he’s a stress cooker. Like sometimes Roy would wake up to find all kind of extravagant breakfast meals on the kitchen table. “Dick just called in to tell me hes taking the lead on the case I was working on” he would say as explanation, angrily flipping a pancake. Roy would nod, “so are we going to kick his ass after breakfast or at night?”
  • So we know Jason is a book person, right? Well, Roy is really, really into music. And you know what else? Into serenading Jason with the sappiest, cheesiest songs he can find. Jason pretends he hates it because “Oh my god you’re so lame Harper” but he loves when Roy suddenly sits up and proclaims “today your song is-” and proceeds to tell him some romantic sappy song.
  • When one of them is having a bad day, they binge watch silly shows together in their pjs, and eat junk food on the sofa.
  • Now, they have a similar taste on tv shows (Its always sunny in Philadelphia, the office, the x files) but when it comes to movies genres they’re a mess.
  • Jason likes movies with historical themes, hell, he would deny it but he usually really likes romantic dramas too (i mean, his favorite movie is Pride & Prejudice), while Roy is more of a thriller/horror movies guy. So when they have to pick a movie for the night… chaos ensues.
  • “I’m not watching Scream again, Roy” “well I ain’t watching you swoon over Mr Darcy-” “shut the fuck up, i dont swoon-” “ohhh Mr Darcy, with your bright eyes and awkward posture,” “I DONT SOUND LIKE THAT SHUT YOUR MOUTH”
  • They always wear matching costumes for Halloween parties, but it’s usually by accident. At first it was like “ha! What a coincidence I dressed up as Hawkeye and you decided to go as Black Widow because you own half of the clothes anyway. A match made on heaven, uh?”, but then it evolves to “lets see if we match again this year, don’t tell me your costume, hush” and then high five when they indeed match again.
  • Roy is still trying to convince Jason to buy a chicken. “C'mon! [Points to screen where Joey and Chandler are yelling at their chicken] that could be us but you playin’!” “Roy, if we get the chicken, I’m kicking you out. It’s the chicken or you, pick”
  • When they’re apart they send each other snaps or trashcans and the like, with the captions “this reminded me of you” “didn’t know you were back!” Because its their way to show the other how much they miss them and think about them without sounding too cheesy (which Roy doesn’t really mind, but doesn’t want to pressure Jason into it)
  • They love sharing their interests with each other. Roy would curl around Jason and hear him read his favorites books out loud, or rants he starts after reading a new book, and Jason would sit down by Roy when he’s doing something, and hear about the step by step of creating it, or how it works.
  • They never really talk talk about the future, but they always slip things like “what if we played the rains of castamere at our wedding oh my god” “what the fuck, we’re playing the imperial March you ass” “shit you right, sorry babe” / “full offence but we aren’t calling our kid after Mr. Darcy” “I never said I wanted to either, you ass” “cool. Because listen-” “if you say you want to name them Indiana, I’m shoot in you in the face” “… okay but what about Han or Harrison….”
  • Petnames !!! Roy uses them all the time and Jason is just so embarrased but he really likes how special they make him feel tbh. Roy usually goes with the cheesy ones to annoy him in front of people (baby, darling, sweetheart, buttercup, baby boo, my moon and stars, babe, muffin, sunshine, honey, sweety) while Jason uses really basic ones like Royboy & Roytoy, and sometimes…. he slips some Hispanic petnames okay. Tesoro, mi amor…. oh boi.
  • Roy makes Jason playlists all the time…. oh my god that’s so sappy I hate him
  • Not really soft but… Roy was the one to teach Jason all about memes (as a matter of fact, Jason used to pronounce it ‘mee-mee’ and sometimes still does just out of spite), and he’s really proud to see how Jason sends rare pepes to Bruce all the time
  • They go to Gotham’s pride every year, and it’s always a lot of fun! Especially when they hang out with the other batkids.