i dont know any of these people anymore

To all the Russian people who flodded my Asks inbox in Russian telling me to not delete my ML fan comic from Doob’s Tales YouTube channel, let me say this first… that was very rude. That was over 100 asks all in Russian I had to delete. Second, Doob’s Tales has been making money off of my comic behind my back, just like the other YouTubers I’ve confronted, and for him to tell all of you to flood my inbox in Russian is unbelivably rude. I told him that if someone really wants to translate my comics into other languages, I am more than willing to talk with them about it and post it on other cites that dont involve money. I have my ML fan comic translated into Spanish and French and are both posted on Tumblr for people to see with a link back to my Tumblr. But obviously he only cares about YouTube so he can keep making money without informing artists about it. Doob’s Tales had 11 videos of my comic up on his channel, and who knows how long he’s been making money and how much he’s made already. I DON’T WANT MY COMICS ON YOUTUBE ANYMORE BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT MONETIZATION CAN BE TURNED ON ANY TIME WITHOUT ME KNOWING ABOUT IT. Because I never gave permission to any of these YouTubers to make money off of my comics. Thank you for reading.

Hey guys, sorry to ask again but I could really use a few buck for milk and ramen noodles. Turns out three people dont last long on what little we had. Again, I’m offering to rip songs and edit music and sound files for people, for any amout of money. I’m so sorry for asking again. I just dont know what to do anymore.
Paypal: grimthereaper88888@gmail.com
(The offbraind sprite is BC I’m sick and a friend brought that over for me yesterday, and the sodas up top are BC my mom is diabetic and needs them if her sugar drops)

anonymous asked:

Okay so Tyler made excuses against not saying anything good when same sex marriage was legalised, which is kinda yikes. He brushes off fans coming out to him and gets uncomfortable. Also every time he's told not to climb at concerts because of the safety risks he gets SO MARDY and kinda horrid to the venue. Also lyrics like 'i wasn't raised in the hood' and 'gangsters don't cry' is appropriating poc struggles and he's saying he suffers as much as racism.

I remember people getting pissed that he didnt tweet #LoveIsLove or somethin when gay marriage got legalised in the US but I was like ???? Just because he doesnt tweet a fuckin hashtag doesnt mean he’s not happy about it?? I didnt tweet anything and I was over the moon?? Also gangsters aren’t exclusively poc. They’re actually traditionally white new yorkers. I get ur thoughts on the hood line though. 

Ultimately you don’t know whether or not he’s racist. U dont know what’s in his head. Some things he does may seem suggestive to u but  it’s likely you’re reading too much into it. I’m not a fan of top anymore ((not for any bad reason my taste in music just evolved away from them)) and I dont really care about what tyler does but I feel strongly about people accusing famous people of being prejudice, just because they’re in the public eye and people think that means they should become an activist. Some people just aren’t about that. Maybe he just chillin

Idk just give him a break he’s a person

hetalia as things me & my friends have said
  • italy: do u wanna just nap in the backseat
  • germany: haven't you had ENOUGH italian??
  • japan: i love fat pussies. im talking about ur pet cat
  • america: MY BOYFRIEND BOUGHT ME THE BEE MOVIE FOR CHRISTMAS LETS WATCH IT RIGHT NOW
  • england: i had a nightmare where the principal told me i couldnt go here anymore because i was too pale
  • france: what the FUCK do u mean ur taking spanish and not french WHY???
  • china: stop being white
  • russia: *casually makes a gun out of legos*
  • canada: they say to make friends be confident but loud confident people are the people i dont wanna be friends with
  • prussia: course i know ur not gonna be preoccupied w every and any girl that walks in, but i am not just any girl have u SEEN ME??? IM GORGEOUS
  • romano: i gave this guy the finger for cutting me off and he had a kid in the car who looked me in the eyes im so fucking happy
  • spain: tbh i only started dating him for his ass

anonymous asked:

do you have any tips on how to be less dependent on people? when i feel sad or in a bad mood i always try and write to my friends, but lately i feel like no one truly cares, and i'm tired of hearing the same "i'm always here to talk" and "i'm sorry you're feeling sad", and then things being the exact same. i dont know how to enjoy my own company, or find comfort in my own thoughts.. i'm just tired of not being able to make myself happy anymore/for a longer period of time.

I went through this kind of thing at the end of last year, it can be so confusing and overwhelming when it feels like you really have no one, but something I told myself (and actually realised for myself) is that even if no one around me is there to talk to, I still had myself. I knew what I was going through and I accepted that it was hard and I kinda just believed that even though I was lonely I wasn’t completely alone? I still had likes and interests that could keep me occupied and I worked on developing those and becoming a better person so that when people did come along into my life I would be good company.

to apply this to your situation, you might find it helpful to just sit with your emotions and let them wash over you, and then learn how to be by yourself without having the need to be with or talk to someone

depending on who you are as a person, this could involve finding new music you like, writing stories, taking photos, making art, going on walks or bike rides and adventures by yourself, keeping a diary to write out your thoughts, researching random facts or information or theories, getting a part-time job, finding a new hobby, or even just expanding on or developing what you already do

(also if you get super lonely that you feel like you might do something harmful, please know that it is okay to see a psychologist or therapist or counselor, they exist to help people with their problems)

it may not be easy or natural at first but it will definitely get better with time

good luck :D

Okay hear me out: the critical role cast has some issues when it comes to lgbt+ representation & interacting with fans.

I know it’s easy to look at fans being upset over Marisha’s comments about Keyleth’s sexuality & think fans are “demanding”, “asking too much”, “intruding on a private game”. These are all accusations I’ve seen in the last 24 hours. It’s important to remember that this has all come up because Marisha was joking about f/f attraction on the stream. She has Keyleth say she wanted to see Vex’s breasts and it spiraled from there. 

Fans are reacting to this because Keyleth being bi/questioning/etc will remove the sting of this conversation. 

Confirming a character as exploring something other than heterosexuality (however badly it’s done) is still better than using other sexualities as a punchline. 

And the critical role cast does this. It does this a lot. Here are a few from the top of my head:

  • the purposeful misgendering of raishan (mainly by sam)
  • grog’s ‘boyfriend’  Kerrek
  •  scanlan’s many, many jokes about sex with men*
  • laura’s whole ‘haha maybe vex will get a gf ;) jk she’s been in love with percy this whole time’
  •  hell, vax’s romance with gilmore started off as liam trying to flirt the price of goods down. to his credit he committed to it for a while, but then he followed the bisexual trope of finding the ‘right’ person of a different sex and choosing them instead.

*sam had been joking about scanlan and men for months before finally discussing the topic seriously on twitter. even then he just said “not 100% heterosexual”. it’s progress, but there’s still a way to go

“but emma, they have good intentions! you have to be patient and respectful of the cast!” my dudes i dont have to respect someone who treats the representation of my community like a novelty shirt they can wear for a day and take off later. i know they’re trying, i know they’re learning, but they still need to apologize when they make a mistake. no one is asking for blood, folks. 

This could have been avoided (or certainly at least reduced) if Marisha hadn’t initially been so evasive on twitter. the unwillingness to confirm anything read as Marisha wanting to continue the trend of joking about lgbt+ representation. it was a dismissal. 

i love Marisha, god knows i defend her until i’m red in the face, but no one gets a universal pass. she’s an adult and she knew she upset people. it wouldn’t have cost her anything to tweet something like “hey i didn’t think about keyleth’s speech last night and i’m sorry that it came across as a cheap joke. i’d like to explore keyleth’s sexuality more & this will take time bc she’s inexperienced. please bear with me as both she and i figure this out”

that’s literally all she needed to do.

the cast struggles when it comes to apologizing to the lgbt+ community. we just need to look at how they handled the situation with j’mon’s misgendering. matt actually used the “dont get mad at your allies” speech, something i know a lot of us (myself included) have heard before. again, mistakes are going to happen. people slip up, we know this, but you still apologize for mistakes. you dont get to say “hm i dont think what i did caused you any harm”. you have to step back and say “oh i upset you? that wasnt my intention and i’m very sorry for that. this is new to me and i hope i will do better in the future”

final thoughts:

-this isn’t a private game anymore. this is a show that many of us pay money to access. that doesn’t give us the right to make demands, but it does give us the right to ask that our sexuality and gender aren’t treated as a joke. it gives us the right to ask a cast member if they were serious when they flirted with the idea of their character not being straight. 

-the problem isn’t that keyleth is questioning. the problem is that the cast has a tendency to joke about these things and then never return to it, as if lgbt+ representation is a tap you can turn on or off. (sam is the only exception i can think of, but again that wasn’t confirmed on screen.) minority groups shouldn’t be treated like this.

-it’s not entitlement to ask that your sexuality isn’t a punchline. it’s not demanding to ask for clarification. it’s not asking too much for an apology. 

if straight actors dont want to seriously consider non-heterosexual orientations, then they dont get to make jokes about sexuality. 

anonymous asked:

I like Voltron as a series and never liked any season in particular, im kinda hurt at how some people i know are so butthurt about s4 because its not going in the direction they wanted. I wish people can chill im sure they are doing their best to make a good show yet no one seems to be appreciating it anymore and is just picking on anything they dont agree and like. Its not supposed to be so hard to enjoy a series 😔. Sorry in ranting to you but you seemed chill about all this.

You know, it’s probably like this because we have time between seasons to theorize and get attached to certain headcanons. I’m sure if we all watched voltron as a finished show, all seasons at once, whole plot would make perfect sense and we would be amazed.

pebbles-scatter  asked:

hey uh ik this might be dumb but i didnt know this: adhd isnt curable? i was always told it was. i know being autistic isnt curable but i thought adhd was (even if we ARE brain cousins). like, if you dont mind of course, could you provide some links or resources. if you dont have any on hand thats understandable ;; have a good day !!!

the NIMH describes it as a condition for which there is no cure. according to their research, medication helps to get the symptoms under control and for some people the disorder is hardly noticeable anymore once they reach adulthood. but for others, like me, it’s a lifelong thing.

and while we’re at it… the whole thing of “outgrowing” ADHD is mostly a myth anyway. in reality, the majority of people still exhibit symptoms later in life. usually, people just get better at dealing with them. 

I THINK I GOT SOMETHING!!!

When I went to this page(I am not completely sure it’s only this page, but it’s the only one that I checked)

and then I to it’s source and I found this interesting coding(and I am not into coding that much and I don’t know if it’s used everywhere) 

‘DUCKIE’ it looks like any other coding, but what I found interesting is it’s meaning when I googled it I found this

It sounds a lot like all of the TJLCers and tin hatters which I am also both proud to be explaining stuff to other people in which case they would be the duck and I think that the duck isn’t other people, in this case, it’s the creators Moffat and Gatiss and they want us to explain everything in detail!!!

Alright

I saw people reposting my art on instagram
And I know I said earlier that I don’t mind people reposting it as long as credit is given,
BUT
I still saw people not crediting me and “credit goes to the owner/artist” is NOT a credit for me. The person on the other side of the screen don’t get any information from that.
EDIT: Also I saw my watermarks being cut out and it’s not cool.
I just wanna say that I’m not allowing to repost my art anywhere anymore.
Have a good day ♥

anonymous asked:

hey benzie what's the shittiest thing bandom has ever done

the Pete discourse still makes me stupid levels of really fucking angry because its leaked into general band fandom tumblr so now you cant say anything about him without some fuck with an ugly pastel d*ddy aesthetic music blog who doesnt even know the context and just heard it from an ex mutual who thinks theyre too cool to like fob anymore saying “WELL PETES A P*DO SO KILL UR ELF”

its the one piece of discourse that despite being about 2-3 years old and having been debunked several times people love to bring up to try and make some sort of point that you cant trust any men in bandom or some bullshit like that
that and its been used to fucking bully people off the site, some of which are KIDS
i dont think its nearly as apparant as it was when it first started but i remember seeing a girl who had like just turned 14 get harrassed by grown ass adults because she ran a Pete blog and she refused to believe the sob story someone wrote with the only evidence being a fucking roleplay account on LiveJournal

yall are fucking vile

smokinator1  asked:

Why have been posting a lot of Overwatch recently?

Cuz I like overwatch 

like don’t get me wrong undertale is great but whats wrong with some expansion yknow? Like I try to cater to what yall ask for but it’s been really hard to get excited for undertale stuff just cuz its been done so much, there are only so many variations on the universe one can do before they all start to feel samey and it’s just been difficult to feel any motivation for undertale

I really wanna push more overwatch stuff in the future and I know a bunch of you are gonna bitch at me because I’m not doing AU compilation 17 but its like I have interests and things I wanna do that aren’t undertale yknow? I made a kobayashi comic dub in japanese about 3 weeks ago and I haven’t posted it because I know in my heart its gonna tank and people are gonna scream at me that ‘this is weird this isn’t undertale WHERE IS DRUNK CHARA EHHH” and I dont even read the comments anymore cuz with everything happening to Camila and Ania and everyone else I’ve come to the resounding conclusion that yall just care about our work and not our interests and lives and maybe thats why I’ve been so depressed lately

idk, sorry for the rant yall I haven’t been in a good place recently )_) I’ll try to keep it positive here after this lel

Im here again to write my unnecessary thoughts. I thought i should not write, because most things are so obvious that we dont even need to talk anymore. My post has a salt in it. But dont worry im respectful salt. It is so long, i dont know if people read it but write it anyway. Continue:

Which way is the Wind Blowing?

1.Jeanne, Onyx Captain, Alessand

It is Jeanne De arc, saint that lead everyone in the past so many times , saint that can lead everyone to right way. Her son, her only light taken from her. She cant just sit like this anymore. But also it is people’s respectful saint that should have been lead everyone all this time. Whats triggered her is that her sons death, not many others. Jeanne isnt to blame, but Jeanne showing her desire just any others do. Even in Genesis, she thought her Gods abandoned her and manipulated by her own hate and become Demon. But different from that time, she is fully in her control but same thing is that she is still controlled by her own desire. Question is if there is glimpse of her light returning again, does she still gonna be act around like this? Does she maybe abandon everything because her light revived again? So many people believe in her, she cant fail them. But also her choosing another decision. No matter whats the result it will be choice that human character would do. It is understandable.

I loved this scene a lot. I know it is just small dialogue for Onyx captain. Just for that line alone, i thought about every situation in this series. “ We are up against humans.” It show cased Onyx Captain not pleased about the fact that humans are fighthing with each other. As if it is so unnecessary because he is living and fighting for the future of Mankind. But now they are fighthing with each other for freedom and live. It is so ironic that what they were trying to do for Mankind bring more destruction. Especially for the Mankind itself.


It is Alessand, i loves to talk about him too. I want more traumased Alessand, The thing is it seems he dont know about many others might suspect him. If  he did know others already suspected him he would have already broken. Since in his deepest part, he know that he fucked up. Alessand will face to face Jeanne de Arc, the person that once he was respected. The person that his reason to join the soldiers is now in different side, here to kill him. It is more interesting when Alessand now become captain of Orlean Knights, the knights that Jeanne once lead. And Alessand took that position killing her son. 

2.Kaisar and Jeanne

I have seen that or predicted many would blame Kaisar for this decision. But it is Kaisar we are talking about, it is expectable decision from him. Kaisar is the one who believe in Coexistence, Kaisar is the one who understands every sides. What a kind hearted he is, and when he shows up his side more. He is here to blame, because he is trying to stop Jeanne from killing Charioce? It is not about Kaisar stop Jeanne because he cares about Charioce or anything. Kaisar respects Jeanne, he cares about her. But why do you think he is trying to stop her? it is because his character ruined? Nah, it is his nature, it is his character. He knows the consequences. He knows what he is trying to do. Stopping Jeanne has many reasons. But all we care is his character ruined? 
Whats Kaisars meaning to stop Jeanne: 1. He cares about Jeanne, he doesnt want her to make her hand dirty again. 2. He believes in Coexistence, it is same as Azazel do reckless things in the past and Kaisar tried to stop him. 3. Jeannes rebellion filled with more revenge and others suffering, it will bring more destruction. 4. It is what Kaisar do always, try to stop people who is doing reckless things. 5. Coexistence, coexistence - the conversation between Charioce and Kaisar. Do you believe in Coexistence? Do you still believe in Coexistence? Kaisar believes it and he will do. He is doing what he always did. It is nothing new, nothing happened with his character ruined or such a thing.
No matter what Kaisar says Jeanne is already determined about her decision, this world already took her light away. It doesnt matter who has done. Since all she knows about is that Charioce was trying to kill Mugaro, thats all she care now, thats all reason that she need know. Reckless yet understandable decision.

3. Favaro, Charioce and Nina

So many of us predicted that Charioce is trying to slay Bahamut, or did know that he will, around episode 18, 19 spoiler.  

Nina my dear Nina, you know whats so brilliant about her she is unique character and yet she is very human. Also she has a role to play as a main heroine, who protects everyone and who burdens everyones desire. But thats not the case, Nina is heroine of her own. If she has still role to  play love and hug, thats what she will do, If she has role to play protect and care people who around her, thats what she will do. Slaying Bahamut, Bringing Coexistence is not Nina’s fate nor her things to do. You know who knows that more than anything. It is Favaro, Favaro understands Nina more than anything or anyone. Just like what he did to Amira, his important ones. Favaro is very strict and smart, he knows the consequences and whats happening around him. He is not dumb but also just because he was trying to do something for his important one is not called his character ruined, but show casing his character more. Nina was determined to stop Charioce in recent episode. But as soon as she faced with that, she cant control her feelings. Because Charioce is important one too. 


He wasnt resisting, it was as if he is admitting that he deserve this. Because he has done cruel things, no one can deny, even he admits about it. Dying by Ninas hands maybe the one thing he want. Dude talk a bit. I mean i know you suck at talking, but people need your answer. Old dude is mvp, he give us so many information. Also i dont think Oldman justified all their actions, it is just Favaro and many others needed answer, so he told about their reason. It is not about justify thing, it is about understand thing.  I love understand word and meaning, but it seems we all have too much different insight. 

“We needed a King who possesed incredible mental fortitude”. I totally loved this oldmans word. Not only he told about what we were always thought about Charioce but also told about “King” position. King is here for people and their Kingdom. Not for himself but for people. To make something better, to make something different. They needed “King” who covers their plan and actions. Charioce is not human who feels something for them but King who has a duty to fulfill something. 

What a suicidal creature you are? He seems to program himself that  I have been born for this, and die with this fate. And it also connects with oldmans word “King who possessed incredible mental fortitude”. He is already decided this fate, he shouldnt waver, he shouldnt regret for his decision also most importantly for his subordinates, for him it seems he is not human to feel but weapon to slay and be statue called “King”.

It is all about ruined character again. I mean, why would Favaro change just because he was seeking answer from Charioce? He never defended Charioce, he never justified Charioce’s action. Even in this scene, he only needed answer for Onyx captains recent act and Mugaros death. Not the things happened in the past. He dont know if Charioce ordered to kill Nina, which Charioce thought Red dragon was enemy until he realises it was Nina. Problem is we know that Charioce didnt take his orders away, we know that. He didnt take his orders away, because of his orders that we have this outcome. And Favaro was seeking answer to recent events like Onyx captain tried to kill Nina and Alessand killed Mugaro. Look at all of this from characters insight and position. Favaro didnt cared things that happening around Charioce. Ever since Kaisar wanted him to cooperate to all of this, he was concerned about Nina, because as a teacher, as an important person, it is his duty and what he always did. I dont know why it was so surprising for us that thinking his character ruined. When it is Favaros’s nature and character. 

Do you think Favaro will let it go, if Charioce slaying everyone? He needed answer for Nina, and he took the answer he seek by himself for Nina. Favaro is a character that would say “I dont give a fuck about world or unnecessary things happening, but i wont back down if my important people or many innocents are suffering.” Favaro didnt justified Charioce, he knows what he did more than anyone. But just because he give ease for Nina, he is now ruined? We know that he wont just sit there. But also dont want Nina to suffer. Because thats he care now more than the world itself. 
No one is justifiying Charioce, no one will forgot what Charioce has done. No one can erase what Charioce has done in the past. No one can forgive what Jeanne has done, or Azazel has done too. Past will never change. Past will not forgiven and forgotable. No matter whats the reason or how characters has changed. They cant change the past.

So that characters like Kaisar and Favaro are not justifiying all these things but just make all of things to change it better way. They are characters who sees the Tomorrow and the Future itself. It is just whole understanding things going on. Conversation between Kaisar and Charioce are still has its meaning through out the series. Do you believe in Coexistence? It is not about forgive and justify actions of someone, but think all possibility. You dont have to forgive and justify others to understand about them. Just for that alone both Kaisar and Favaro will never forgive Azazel what he has done. But they let it go, because it will bring them nothing. Their fathers not bring up just because they are in pain. Matured characters that sees World differently. See the tomorrow and believe in the better Future.


 Tomorrow 

not yesterday.

so this has been a long time comin

okay hey so like, im pretty Done w this fandom and im tired of sticking around and seeing gross toxic stressful shit so im probs not gonna be on this blog anymore?? i love voltron but this fandom is….como se dice…disgusting lmao ud think yall would get tired of being so extra but Here We Are with the latest drama about a klance shipper leaking shit and blackmailing the animation studio ending up on like, mainstream lgbt news sites. so. thats it. im out. i dont want any ties to the general fandom anymore ESPECIALLY not antis or klance-stans (shippers are one thing yall good mostly but yall stans needa c h i l l w ur nonsense)

anyways im really grateful to everyone whos sent me nice messages and who im mutuals with and who were positive lights in the midst of all the bullshit. and im glad to know i was able to be that for so many people in return (over 8k like DAMN i am grateful to all of you hands down).

anyways buh bye voltron fandom its been wild. im keeping this blog up as an archive of sorts so people can find safe content. u can still find me over on @irllance until i figure out whether i wanna leave behind everything and start over fresh or nah.

peace out, stay safe n chill yall
kylar 💖

today at school I was eating lunch and minding my own business when this girl from my class sat next to me and said “yes this is real fur on my clothes” and I was so confused I was just like ??????? and I guess I said “whaaat…?” or I just stared at her confused or something cause she then repeated the same thing saying “yes this is real fur on my clothing, I just wanted to let you know cause I know you are vegan and might care about this” and then I was just even more confused and I had no idea what to say to that and i was waaaay too sleep deprived to care about her nonsense so I just ended up saying “nothing u decide to do in your life has any type of effect on my life. I do not care, you can do what ever you want” and then she was a little baffled and said something like “well I just wanted to let you know” and then i just said “well im glad u got that off ur chest” and then we didn’t talk anymore. Some people who are not vegan have the weirdest idea about vegans :’D like why on earth would you think I care about what you are wearing??? we are not even friends??? I dont even know you??? do your thing and let me do mine and that’s that :DD

anonymous asked:

(Love your art I think its really cool dont let anyone give you any shit, once I get better at using my drawing tablet I might start an ask page aswell, try and keep the fandom going a little bit you know :) ) Anyway my question is for Ben. How do you get your majoras cartrage out to other people so you can haunt them anf kill them/make them kill themselves? Or do you not do that anymore? If you dont then how do you kill people??

(thank you so much ‘////’, be sure to tell me when you make the blog so I can check it out :D)

anonymous asked:

im a cis girl and im kinda going through something like ?? internalized biphobia??? cuz i know im bi and ive accepted that all but now i actually like a guy and might even start dating him and so my brains just like "youre not lgbt anymore :^) youve never dated a girl u cant know ur actually bi" but i do know im bi???? i dont really know what to do

straight people know they’re straight even though they haven’t “tried it out” with any gender yet, right? so the same thing applies to bi people – you don’t need ~experience~ to know yourself.

anonymous asked:

Thoughts on the chicago dyke march twitter/insta? Especially their anti-butch stuff. It upset me a lot I dont even know where to begin. If you dont wanna get into this I understand.

Oh almost any self-named queer space is bad for lesbians. I say, if you’re a lesbian, literally just stay away from those scenes because otherwise you will get hurt. I’ve held that position for several years now. The set of politics that often (not always) comes with that word is homophobic and often especially lesbophobic. They’re not the kinds of people whose opinions of me worry me anymore, I have no investment in those kinds of spaces emotionally, and I’ve learned my lesson more than enough times to really care what they have to say of me. I hope you get to that place sometime too, hon!