i dont get why this still happens

anonymous asked:

Oh jeez requests are open!!!! Ily mum u r da best mum!!! Could I request rfa reacting to an mc who's a klutz plz? Like constantly tripping/falling/walking into things/falls off chairs etc etc (lolol TOTALLY not a self insert pshhhfff idk what you're talking about) (u don't have to do this if u don't wanna!!!)

i am the most klutzy idiot so lets dive right in

Yoosung

  • even though you trip over something like 5 times an hour, he still flips his shit every time
  • he’d grab your arm and get super concerned
  • “MC!!! are you okay???”
  • “uh, yea, i’m fine! just gotta brush it off haha”
  • his hands hover over you for a second before going back to walking normally
  • “alright…are you sure?”
  • “yes, yes, im sure-”
  • this is when you trip for a second time curse this uneven sidewalk
  • and Yoosung does the same ridiculously protective thing where he puts his hands out to catch you, even though you know full well how to stop yourself from falling down after years of being clumsy
  • he really wishes he could wrap you up in bubble wrap
  • and Yoosung is pretty clumsy himself
  • sometimes while he’s cooking his spoon will just fall on the ground and he’s just kind of like “well there goes that”
  • you love to cook together but theres also a very high chance that most of the food will end up on the ground
  • my clumsy OTP

Zen

  • your clumsiness is a big source of stress for him
  • every time you  fall off of a chair, or almost fall flat on your face in public he has a tiny heart attack
  • once you two were on a jog in the park and you fell and scabbed your knee and Zen really almost took you to the hospital
  • it takes him awhile to learn that clumsy people are actually tough as shit, yknow from years of being beat up by the ground
  • “Zen, i swear im alright”
  • “are you sure? do you need me to carry you?”
  • “no”
  • sometimes Zen will ask you to help him practice a dance number with him
  • big mistake 
  • you have two left feel and he daces with the grace of a swan
  • its a terrible idea, but Zen loves dancing with you nonetheless
  • he thinks its kind of cute, and since you’re dancing together he can easily grab you if he sees you falling
  • this way u can fall all over the place without it stressing him out too much

Jaehee

  • she essentially becomes the most prepared person on the planet
  • she starts carrying around a full-blown first aid kit in her purse
  • she’s got band aids of all shapes and sizes, medical tape, gauze, alcohol rubs
  • instead of worrying about catching you as youre falling, she just worries about patching you up afterwards
  • at first she tried to stop it while it was happening
  • but Jaehee quickly learned that you’re a lost cause and there is no way humanly possible to stop you from falling over
  • also, Jaehee doesnt let you bring coffee to customers anymore
  • lets just say you’ve broken multiple mugs and pissed of one or two costumers
  • so you make the coffee and she carries it out
  • she knows from experience that usually your klutzy episodes wont end in a serious injury, so she just lets you live your life and keeps band aids on hand

Jumin

  • you’ll never forget the first time you were eating dinner with Jumin and you slipped out of your chair
  • he was at your side so fast, holding your hands
  • you were laughing at yourself, and when you looked up and saw how concerned he looked, you laughed even harder
  • “are you alright? how are you feeling? do i need to call an ambulance?”
  • you were laughing so hard you couldnt even answer him, but for some reason he was still convinced that you were seriously hurt
  • he takes out his phone with one hand while still holding yours with the other, and you started pulling on him to try and stop him
  • “im…fine…”
  • “theres no way you’re fine. it sounded like something broke”
  • everything that comes out of his mouth makes you laugh even harder
  • you wipe some tears away from your face and pull Jumin to the ground
  • “this happens all the time, i promise im alright”
  • ever since then Jumin still whips his phone out until you tell him you’re okay
  • now he’s used to it, but he cant help but ask how youre feeling every time something happens
  • he just has to

707

  • the first time something happened he couldnt stop laughing
  • the second time something happened he couldnt stop laughing
  • it gets him every time
  • “hey, why dont you sit on the floor during lunch today? it will be much safer for you”
  • “woah, watch out for those poles! they move pretty fast”
  • “what happened there? the ground whispered to you and you had to get closer to hear it?!”
  • the one time he trips over something you go HAM on his ass
  • you dont let him live it down for the rest of his life
  • one time he actually wrapped you in bubble wrap
  • like you were sitting at the computer and he sneak attacked you and essentially tied you to the chair with a wide layer of bubble wrap
  • he thought it was a good idea but since you couldnt use your arms he had to wait on you hand and foot
  • it was a terrible day for him but a great day for you
  • “i swear from now of im just gonna let you fall over…”
  • “thats all i ask”

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been wanting to use this dumb scene since forever but it looks like itll never happen in my fics so here take my mediocre art instead 👌

On Jashi

Samurai Jack has suffered a lack of waifus and women in general, so Ashi being a mainstay I think is a good thing. 

The episodes we have so far admittedly do not make good shipping canon, but it does provide a foundation. Even if their relationship does not go romantic, theres still the bases of a friendship, or even a master/student type of relationship because Jack is so much more skilled then she is. 

I personally do ship Jashi, but I can see why others would not, or would even DISLIKE the ship, as Ashi, well, shes kind of a little shit and she has traits that I think would turn people away. 

But then theres the idiots who HATE it and start discourse over it. 

Incest

For some reason people insist this ship is incestial because of a headcanon that Jack is actually the father of the daughters of Aku, 

To these people I ask “Are you retarded?” Theres NO evidence that Jack is the father to Ashi or any of her sisters, its just fan theory and not even a particularly good one at that. 

Pedophilia 

Another one ive heard. You know, im not even sure people know what Pedophila is, because they clearly have no fucking idea. 

Ashi is quite clearly an adult as we saw her grow up from a child. Id say shes in her twenties, shes more then old enough. 

And Jack is Ageless, sure hes around 75 years old, but he still has the body he had when he was in HIS twenties. And even if he wasnt, so what?

Shipping an 80 year old man and a twenty something woman, might be weird, but its NOT pedophilia and its STILL A RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN TWO CONSENTING ADULTS. 

Holy shit. 

Now these arent the only two reasons why I think people dont like the ship. I think they dislike it because it interferes with their own ships. 

Remember earlier I said that Samurai Jack suffered a lack of waifus and women in general? Well what happens in fandoms when you suffer a deficit in one gender? You get a bunch of gay ships! (Well you get a bunch of gay ships regardless if the genders are equal or not) So Jashi kills these ships. 

Jack x Johnny Bravo. 

During Cartoon Networks hayday, where Jack originally aired, they had these bumpers that played between shows where it showed the characters of cartoon network all living together in the same universe. One such bumper showed Jack and Johnny Bravo in a laundromat doing their laundry. They have an awkward conversation when Jack’s gi is accidently dyed pink because Blossom from the Powerpuff Girls left her gown in the washer. No one thought anything of this bumper at the time, but of course years later when Fandoms and Shipping became a Thing, people thought the conversation between Johnny and Jack was loaded with sexual tension or some shit. 

Its stupid, its non canon and Jack and Johnny have only ever showed interest in women, so……

Jack x Aku 

Yep, people actually ship this. Ok, when Aku turns himself into a girl and messes with Jack, its kind of funny (He does it once in the show as Ikra, and he does it again later on in one of the comics) But its clearly not meant to be taken seriously. But people took it seriously. Its clearly supposed to be the “Enemies to Lovers” trope, but the things Aku has done is wayyyy beyond forgiveness or redemption. Jack hates him and wants to kill him and Aku does the same to Jack. 

Jack x The Scotsman

*Shudders* I honestly cant tell if this is a serious ship or not, but I have seen mentions of it. No, just no. The Scotsman loves his wife. Thats….all there is to say on the matter. 


Now if you ship any of those ships above, you are certainly welcome to continue to ship them. I dont mean to bash on them and you are free to ship what you want. But I dont have to like it and I gave my reasons why I didnt like them. 

Anyway thats my very long post on the matter

  • *Me sitting alone at lucnh*
  • Friends: Omg are you okay? We are here for you, you can sit with us if you want, you are always included, we love you remember that. you. are. not. alone.
  • Me to my friends: haha thanks, but I just like sitting here because I can sleep and its quiet but thank you tho ily <3
  • Me to my counselor: Im pushing people away because I cant be close to anyone after what happened. Im still thinking about it and its bring back depressing thoughts and feelings that I dont want. Im becoming a mess again and its the only way to handle it. They're all gonna leave me so why bother with getting close to people anymore, all my friends will get bored of me and leave me soon, its what always happens, its what happened last time and the toxic friendship left me kinda tramatised, I cant be open with people and my anxiety + depression is worse because i see them everyday and I still hate myself for what happened.
The Boys (2/?)

 Summary:   You’ve been a hunter since you were 18 , a  vampire killed your bestfriend and you threw yourself into the hunting world after you met the hunters handling her case. John Winchester & Bobby Singer.   Being around Bobby, it was a matter of time before you met Dean & Sam Winchester.  You got along with Sam instantly, but you & Dean didn’t click as much . For the most part your relationship was full of flirting, insults, and arguments. Thankfully you weren’t around them often, only helping each other out on a few hunts . But what happens when you run into the boys again after years of not seeing them?

Warnings: swearing, flirting,angst

Pairing: ( none yet) Dean x reader, Sam x reader


  “ Fuck off Dean. ” you say through your laughs.  You  & the boys are celebrating an easy , successful hunt at the bar down the road from your motel. 

“ Name a time & place sweetheart , ill be there.” Dean shoots back with a wink .

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You roll your eyes, sipping on the whiskey. It burns going down your throat, you’ll never get sick of the taste of whiskey.  The night continues , all  of you sharing laughs and memories.

     A few hours later the boys decide its time to walk back to the hotel you guys were staying at . Sam was not ridiculously drunk , but he wasn’t just buzzed either. Dean having the tolerance he does, was barely tipsy. You on the other hand, were plain old drunk .  You being giggling as Sam pulls you out of the booth , and you fall against his chest with a squeal.  He follows in your laughter , wrapping his arm around your shoulder to pull you with him and Dean to the door. When the cool breeze hits your face, a smile forms.

 How did I get so lucky to find such good friends? 

“ Come on sweetheart, we have to walk a couple minutes to the room .” Dean says . The boys are now walking ahead of you , while you just standing watching them move.

“ Ugh but Dean ! Its still so early!  ” you complain.  It was barely 2 am  , the whiskey making you feel more awake than you’d like. 

 Dean makes his way back to you .He doesn’t say a word to you , just bends down and tosses you over his shoulder. You let out a string of giggles, squirming in Deans hold.

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“ D , put me down ! ” you yell , you really don’t mind the view though . Your face is nearly eyelevel with Dean perfect ass. Drunk you apparently has no verbal or physical filter right now. You lift your arm, and land a perfect smack to his ass.  You burst out in laughter, when you feel Deans body stiffen at your action. You can hear Sam chuckle making your laugh grow.

“ Keep laughing Sammy, Your ass is next.” You playfully warn.  You can feel Deans shoulder shake as he releases a small laugh .  Out of nowhere  you feel a large hand swat your ass, hard. A small gasp ,almost bordering a moan , escapes your lips at the sting.

“ Well well, looks like Y/n’s got a kink , Sammy.”

“ Ewh gross guys , can you not.” Sammy groans. You feel your cheeks heat up ,and you let out an awkward laugh.  well that was embarrassing.

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Dean Finally sets you down when you guys reach the room.You stretch your arms above your head, a yawn following. You go right for the bathroom, grabbing your pjs out of your bag on the way . When you step out of the bathroom in your baggy Pink Floyd shirt & cheekster underwear, you hear Dean whistle as he sees you .  Your eyes roll for what feels like the hundredth time today .  When Dean takes his turn in the bathroom , Sam shakes his head at the two of you. 

“ Either of you make a move yet?” Sam asks as he peels back the blanket on one of the small beds.  You snort at his question,

“Shutup Sam, nothings going to happen.“  A girl can wish though.

” Yeah whatever you say , just keep it in your pants tonight. I’m in the bed right next to you two and id rather not hear you guys -“

” Hear us what ,Sammy?“ Dean says from the doorway . I wonder how much he heard. 

” Just keep your hands to yourself.“ Sam says as he eyes the both of you .

” Go to bed, drunkass.“ you tell Sam, crawling into the bed across from his. You & Dean have been sharing a bed on most hunts. Sam being the moose he is , takes up the entire bed and radiates more heat than hell. A few minutes pass, and Sams snoring begins.You let out a chuckle at the sound. 

” Whats so funny sweetheart?“ Dean asks quietly .

” Your brothers snores could rival a hibernating bear.“ You both try to keep your laughing down. You wiggle your body , trying to get comfortable. You feel Dean right behind you , his body barely brushing yours. His hand lands on your stomach, stopping your fidgeting.

” If you wiggle your ass against my crotch one more time, we are going to have a problem sweetheart.“ Dean warns.

Oh Shit. Whoops.

” Don’t act like you don’t like it D. “ you whisper, a small smile tugging at your lips .He pushes your stomach lightly, bringing your ass now flush against his half hard bulge, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. 

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 ” Oh I love it, i just dont think Sammy would appreciate what  would happen, since hes still in the room. “ Why does he do this to me? Such a cocky bastard.   You know Dean does things just to get a rise out of you , that’s just how your friendship works. Most of the time it just irritates you to the point of wanting to lock him in his trunk, but sometimes it bothers you in a way that sends chills down your spine, & heat straight to your core.

 ” Go to bed D, that Whiskey seems to be hitting you a little hard tonight. “ You say , hoping to end this conversation. Hes drunk , he probably wont remember this in the morning .   You hear him sigh , slightly loosening his grip but not letting you go.

” Whatever you want to believe , sweetheart.“ he says . You don’t respond, instead you focus on trying to sleep .


1 week later 

 You are sitting in another crappy ,run down bar in another small town. But this time , its not for celebratory drinks. The hunt didn’t go as smooth as you all hoped for.  The man you were trying to save from the ghost ignored your warning to stay in the salt circle. Burning the bones didn’t work, so you and Dean were ravaging through the house for something the ghost was attached to, by the time you got back into the room , the man was murdered the same way the ghost was.

 You are downing your 4th tumbler of whiskey, sitting silently at the booth with Sam. He is already looking for a new case, something to get your mind off of this one.  You know not every case is going to end well, but the ones that don’t still hit you hard.  Your eyes wander, landing on Dean & the busty blonde at the bar.  You watch as her hands snake around his neck, and her lips go to his ear.  Anger floods you at the way Dean blushes at what she is saying to him.  Another night, another skank.  You know its dumb to be  jealous, but you cant help it. You’ve seen him flirt with numerous girls, only actually leaving with some of them ; but everytime it stings for some reason.  You haven’t told Sam of the feelings that surfaced for his brother, not wanting to see his ’ I told you so’ face.

” You wanna get out of here ?“ Sam asks,closing his laptop.  You nod your head yes, and he leaves the money for your drinks on the table.  You watch as he goes to tell Dean you’re leaving, and the careless look on his face burned you even more.  Why would he care? He gets to be with Malibu Barbie tonight instead of getting in bed with me.  You begin the short walk back to the motel with Sam .

 ” You know, this just means you get your own bed tonight, y/n!“ Sam says , trying to ease the mood. He can sense the weight of the hunt still on your shoulders.  You send him a tiny smile,

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” Yeah, I cant wait.“ you say half heartedly. After most hunts like this, when you and Dean would both be blaming yourselves, you’d comfort each other with sweet words and youd even run your fingers through his hair until hed calm down enough to sleep.

  You enter the room , and both get ready for bed.  You finally throw yourself down on the scratchy motel bed. 

” Goodnight y/n.“ Sam says with a yawn .  He shuts the light off and falls into his own bed.

” Night Sammy.“

 It wasn’t long before you figure out why you cant fall asleep. Since being with the boys, you’ve always shared a bed with one of them. You miss the warmth , and comfort of someone next to  you . You check the clock ,seeing it hasn’t been long since you wished Sammy goodnight.

” Sammy, are you awake?“ you whisper

He grumbles, rolling himself over to face you .  He lifts his covers up , silently inviting you over, sensing its the reason youre still awake. You hop out of bed and into his. You snuggle yourself into his bare chest,  his body head instantly enveloping you .

” Jesus Christ, how are you so hot?!“ you whine. You fidget , trying to get the blanket off you a little bit.

” Good genetics “ he says with a sleepy laugh . Even in his sleep he thinks he so funny .

” Ha Ha . So clever Sammy.“  he hums in response, you can tell by the way his breathing evens out hes already back asleep.

 A few hours later, you’re woken by the sound of the motel room door opening and closing. Your body tenses, but you feel Sam reaching for the gun hidden under the pillow.

” its just me .“ Dean?Sam grunts in response to his brother..

” Why is y/n In bed with you?“  Dean asks, laying in the other bed already .

” She didn’t want to sleep alone. “ Sam says, still half asleep. Sam  is on his back now, one arm around you as you cuddle into his side. You feel Deans hand on your waist, gently shaking .

” Dean what are you “ Sam starts, but Dean ignores him.

” Come on sweetheart, I’m back. We can sleep a few more hours. “  Does he really think I’m going to just get my ass out of this bed to lay with him? Why didn’t he just stay at the girls place?

 You hum, clinging on to Sam tighter. You hear Dean let out a defeated sigh , then the bed creak under his weight. Your chest tightens as you try to figure out his actions.   You feel Sams breathing even, and hear Deans do the same.  You turn yourself in Sams arms to face Dean . Hes turned facing you , a calm look over his face.

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You want to go get in bed with him, you want him to pull you to him and snuggle against you . You love cuddling Sam , but it was different with Dean. You’re about to get up to switch beds, when you get better glimpse at his neck. Purple and black marks littered the side visible to you. Oh Fuck no.  As much as you want to move, you’re not going to go lay with him . You stay with Sammy,  trying to push the thoughts of Dean away  and fall back asleep.

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In case you were wondering what happened to Alex’s backbone in season eleven, 
apparently he left it somewhere in season ten.

Scientists

MOVIE: MAZE RUNNER AU
COUPLE: NEWT X READER
RATING: CUTE + FLIRTY

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like i am really not understanding how the flint water crisis is still happening like why has no action been taken?? this is a huge human rights violation and like it’s been going on for years and the obama administration should have done something about it ages ago??? like i rly dont get it ????

Even though life is strange: before the storm is about chloe and her story im still excited to know what happened to nathan and to know what happened to him thats the most im excited about for this whole game, i hope we can find out what happened and how did he get into the horrible situation with mark jefferson, i need answers, yall dont realize how much i care about nathan prescott, hes strong and brave, and he needed someone to be there for him and i want to know why things were this way.

my predictions now for who we’re gonna get: vilde, pchris, jonas, even, chris, willhelm, elias and maybe yousef, on the final day? cause surely we need 8 for 8 days? unless they bring it back to sana on the last day or have no perspective …. i still think yousef might be back though. 

anonymous asked:

A and B are close friends. Who happen to be spies for different agencies. A works for the agency of 'doing everything by the book' B works for the 'this is pretty much illegal but it needs to happen' agency

1.A:”Do you even have a rule book at your place???” 

B:”Uh… No. Not really.No.”


2. A: “How are you not in jail? How is your agency still working? Why is it not burnt to the ground yet, what the hell?” 

B: “You know, I dont really know. I am not complaining though.” 


3. B:”My company gets hired more often cause we are fun. We are all people persons.” 

A: “That makes no sense! My agency gets the job done way more proficiently!” 

B:”Yeah, but you guys are boring.” 


4. A: “You cant do that! It’s against the rules! It’s wrong!”
B: “Sometimes the right way to do something looks wrong at first..” 


5. A: “Are there any rules you havent broken?!”
B: “I can’t technically break a rule if I dont seriously see it as a rule.They’re your rules, not mine.” 


I hope some of these help you, and I wish you luck with your writing. As always, if you need anything else, do not be afraid to ask! 

I don’t know how to fucking explain what happened with us. The best way I can put it is “he was here one day, and then gone the next.” Everyone keeps asking me what happened, how can two people that fit together so well, no longer even look at each other? but How the fuck am I supposed to explain something I dont understand myself? and thats what everyone doesn’t get. Everyone wants to know what happened, but the truth is I’m still trying to make sense of it, I’m still trying to piece together the pieces because  you were here, everything was okay and you were here and then you just weren’t. everything fell apart all at the same time and I didn’t see it coming, there were no signs. you were here and then you weren’t and I just don’t why. I don’t know how someone can wake up one day and decide they don’t love you anymore. 
We were everything and then we were nothing, and as much as I’d love to talk about it, I can’t because I don’t fucking understand any of it. and I think I’ll always be stuck wondering what the fuck happened, because sometimes you don’t get a reason, you just get ignored calls and empty bedsides.
—  “Why’d you break up?” 

anonymous asked:

i ship sheith but i kind of want k///lance to be canon- i know half the k//lance fandom is gonna be super smug about it and complain about sheith content still existing, but i want more development of lance's character and it's been implied that queerness will be part of that. keith is really the most viable option, with shiro having been established as having a primary relationship with keith (the brothers line is why i dont think sheith will happen) and hunk having a love interest.

well thats how you see it, i feel like keith’s love interest is probably allura or shiro. as for lance, i do wanna see keith and lance build a better relationship and get over the whole “rivalry” thing–i want them to be friends bc there’s a whole lot of opportunity for them to ACTUALLY develop together and it’s great! and i understand if klance does become canon…i dont want it the way the fans want it. you know? i want it to slowly develop but right now i just want them to be friends is all. 

anonymous asked:

Im a huge sense8 & kalagang fan(i ship them so hard!!) and im still bitter with the cancellation of the show :( now bitter than ever after what they have posted on FB. Pls dont tell me all of the efforts have gone to waste bc this show deserves better than this!!

Listen to me anon. I don’t know if we will ever get new Sense8 content. What just happened certainly doesn’t give me much hope that we will. I’m gong to keep campaigning and pressuring them for a proper explanation at the very least, and a renewal as a best-case scenario, and I will do it with just as much passion as I was doing before, if not more.

But whatever happens, whether Netflix decides never to create more Sense8 or take it off the page or burn it to the ground - NONE of this effort was in vain. Look at what we created. Look at what we’ve done. Never in my life have I seen people come together the way we have. I’ve talked to more strangers in the past week than I have in my life, and every single interaction has been infused with love and motivation and community and connection and the belief that together we can make something great.

People across the world came together this week to fight for something they believe in. I’ve talked to fans from Italy, France, Germany, Colombia, Mexico, El Salvador, the US, Canada, and Australia, just off the top of my head, who were all working toward a common goal. Who were all coming up with ideas and hashtags and proposals and new ways to get us closer to our finish line.

Even if we never see another second of new Sense8 content, we will always know we were part of something bigger than ourselves. That, to me, is the biggest way we can honor this show, no matter what happens.

anonymous asked:

Why does everyone hate snape? Like I don't disagree with the hate towards him but I don't completely understand

ooooohhh honey lemme enlighten u to the HUMAN EQUIVALENT OF A VOMIT SOAKED TRASH BAG NAMED SEVERUS SNAPE

  • so like a lot of people hated snape and then had a dramatic change of heart when they got to the chapter the princes tale BUT LIKE HIS SAD STORY DOES NOT ERASE ALL OF THE SHIT THAT HE DID BEFORE THAT 
  • like the entire snape/lily “”“"love story”“”“ is complete bullshit and offensive to me as a person liKE lets review okay: 
  • snape stalks lily as a child/offends and alienates her sister
  • snape and lily are friends at hogwarts while hes like in love with her
  • lily tries to stand up for snape and SNAPE CALLS HER A RACIAL SLUR
  • ((and need i remind u that before that lily had mentioned that she was freaked out by the death eater friends that snape was hanging around and he like defends them???? ok))
  • ““No—listen, I didn’t mean—”“—to call me Mudblood? But you call everyone of my birth Mudblood, Severus. Why should I be any different?””
  • THEN SNAPE JOINS A GENOCIDAL HATE MOVEMENT TARGETING THE SAME GROUP OF PEOPLE AS THE PERSON HE APPARENTLY LOVES????????????? LIKE THIS MAKES ZERO SENSE TO ME 
  • HE LITERLALY JOINS A TERRORIST ORGANIZATION LIEK 
  • HE BECOMES A NAZI THE WIZARDINGLY EQUIVALENT OF A NAZI I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY LIKE 
  • A   N A Z I 
  • and ppl are just like well he realized he was wrong!!! like okay but if u think about it 
  • snape switched sides when he heard the prophecy that was created AFTER harry was born and like assuming he joined right out of hogwarts thats still FOUR YEARS OF BEING A DEATH EATER 
  • the fact of the matter is that he //only// cared about lily and like how many other “"mudbloods” or muggles did he kill or do nothing as they were killed before that??? being brave and being a hero isnt about doing something for someone you care about (or have a weird obsession with) its about doing it because u know its right. 
  • “You do not care, then, about the deaths of her husband and child? They can die, as long as you have what you want?” Snape said nothing, but merely looked up at Dumbledore.“ 
  • HE DID NOT CARE IF JAMES AN DHARRY DIED IF HER HUSBAND AND CHILD DIED AS LONG AS SHE DIDNT??????? like that is not a healthy love okay if he truly cared for lily hed realize that like her son and husband are just as important to her if not more than her life
  • watch this video where jk rowling literally proves this point 
  • another thing that bugs me is that even after snape changes sides HES STILL A GIANT DICKFACE 
  • he verbally abuses the trio for 6 years like. i dont understand how people can just FORGET THAT 
  • HE TORTURED HARRY FOR YEARS LIKE HARRY HAD DONE NOTHIGN WRONG HE JUST LOOKED LIKE JAMES AND HE VERBALLY ABUSED HOW CAN U JUSTIFY THAT???????????? 
  • he was cruel to the point where he was NEVILLES WORST FEAR AT AGE 13 LIKE OH MY GOD WHO THE FUKC DOES THAT DO A CHILD?????
  • he was a bully plain and simple and he bullied CHILDREN who were just doing their best 
  • he constantly put down hermione for her work ethic and like MADE FUN OF HER APPEARANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE MADE FUN OF A TEENAGE GIRLS APPEARANCE LIEK WHAT THE UFKC I HATE THIS GUY SO MCH 
  • like i dont understnad if he loved lily soooo much like how do u think LILY would feel seeing her snape treat her child, the person she sACRIFICED her LIFE for, this way. if u think she would be anything less than disgusted ur wrong. 
  • also that can i just like so snapes patronus was a doe right??? the same as lilys. whereas james patronus was a stag and the stag the doe compliment each other and are eQUALs. like he has the same patronus as her like a copy u know idk where im going w this but u see it just like rubbed me the wrong way like thats not a true love u know
  • like his love for lily to me read as like the classic like friendzoned guy deal lIEK lily NEVER loved him and he spent all of these years weirdly obsessed w her because she rejected him (AFTER HE CALLED HER A RACIAL SLUR????????? OK) and then he hangs on to that for YEARS after she dies ???? 
  • snape is basically a fedora wearing douche and u cant convince me otherwise
  • one thing i see ppl say a lot is like bring up his childhood and like the fact that he was brought up w pureblood prejudice u know and like that argument is suCH bullshit to me like u know who also was brought up that way?????? both sirius and regulus black. sirius joined the order and like fought against that shit and regulus tried to take voldemort down from the inside. no excuses tbh. 
  • OH MY GOD U KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH in the third book snape tries at every opportunity to get lupin FIRED when lupin is basically the wizarding equivalent of disabled and hes been HOMELESS and weak and SICK hasnt had a job in so long and is poor and shit and like they were rivals when they were SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD and like snape still tries to get him fired like i dont care that u were enemies when u were teenagers thats abhorrent 

basically snape is the worst person ever and i hate that harry named his son after him i just ignore that that ever happened bc its gross and icK and gINNY WHY DID U LET HIM DO THIS i hate snape and so should u 

anonymous asked:

You post more on your nsfw blog then here...why?

Because this blog feels more like an obligation and less like a place for me to express myself if im being honest. In general, the things i want to talk and draw about have no place here; its why ive reactivated my remlit account, its why im on my nsfw blog more, its why im making ANOTHER blog dedicated to aus unrelated to ghoul grumps.

I started out loving making content for this blog because it was my introduction into interacting with people on a larger scale. But as my depression got worse and other personal shit happened, it became more of a task to keep up with this blog. I have a very strict policy on interacting w minors on my nsfw blog and because of that strictness, im now even more detached from them than i was before. I personally need to separate all of my content in neat lil sections and right now, bc i have the freedom to explore nsfw stuff (something im still getting used to), all of my energy goes there.

Theres also the fact that i have commissions, something I definitely DID NOT have when i first started here. I have other art and obligations that take priority over this blog and id feel bad about neglecting them. I have a SHITTON of asks piled up on this blog and I dread going through that inbox everyday. Tons of asks that i want to respond w actual pictures but i have zero motivation to go through with it. And it piles up and up and up until i dont even want to look at it anymore. It makes me feel guilty about starting any possible pictures when theres so many people ive already ignored.

Then theres The Discourse™ that i want to talk about because it personally makes me feel better to see if other people relate or understand me but instead I have people treating me like a fucking child, and since then, ive refrained from stating my opinions. There are people in this fandom im no longer talking to and bc this community is so tight knit, i would rather stay on the downlow and pretend its not an issue than risk getting spammed with messages on why im not talking to so n so.

Tl;dr this blog doesnt make me nearly as happy as it used to. Depression/Anxiety has made me more and more miserable and i can express myself more on my nsfw blog than on here. I will still produce content here but i honestly cant tell u when it will happen. I dont know if your were just curious or if you felt entitled to understand why im putting more effort in places you dont think deserve effort but theres an answer for you nonetheless.

Heart ~C.G.~

Summary: you’re little brother needs a heart transplant.

Requested: yes

Note: 2 more imagines coming and then the prologue for my Gang Fanfic. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

We were in the car taking my brother to another doctors appointment. We’re going to see if he needs surgery now or if we continue with medicine. My poor brother, he’s been going through this since he was 3 months old. He was so strong and adorable and I hate that he’s going through this.

As we walked into the hospital to see his doctor I told him a funny story about the time me and Carl got stuck in a dumpster running from bullies.

“Hello, how are you guys today?” The nurse comes in to prep him for his appointment. She asks us the usual questions about our day and how he’s been eating and sleeping and exercising. She finally left and in came the actual doctor.

“Hey little man, how’ve you been?”

My brother just smiles at him.

“Okay, we’re going to draw a little bit of blood to run some tests and than we’re gonna take you to the special x ray machine and have a look at your heart okay?”

My brother doesn’t say anything. I grab his hand so he can squeeze when they take his blood. After they finish drawing the blood from his arm, they give him a bandaid and we go the same room we’ve been to a million times.

“Ok, hmm. Mrs. Y/L/N, could you step out with me a moment?” The doctor says grabbing two pictures printed from the machines side.

I help my brother get his shirt on and ask him how it felt to be a superhero.

“A TRANSPLANT?! ARE YOU 100% SURE?” I hear my mother yell from outside the door.

I tell my brother to stay while I go outside.

“What’s going on? What’s up with his heart?” I ask the doctor.

“Well, he’s going to need a new heart. This picture on the left is what a healthy normal heart should look like, on the right we have y/b/n’s. He’s going to need it within the next 6-12 months but as soon as possible would be preferred.” The doctor explains.

“Okay, so how long is the wait?” I say upset.

“Well, we get anywhere from 5 to 0 hearts a week. If we put him on the list, he could probably last until a new child’s heart comes in.” The doctor says quietly.

“Probably? You’re telling me there’s basically no way to save him. You’re okay with a small child dying because there wasn’t enough hearts to go around?” I say growing angry. I feel my mom grab my hand but I shake it off and go back into the room with my brother.

I pick him up and take him back to the car. I buckle him in and wait for my mom.

She gets in the car and sits for a second.

“It’s going to be okay everyone. I promise.” She says before starting the car.

“Can you drop me off at Carl’s house?” I say without looking at her. She sighs but agrees and takes off for the Gallagher residence.

I knock on the door and it’s opened my little Liam.

“Hey buddy, is Carl here?” I say walking in anyway. Liam nods and points to upstairs before going back to some tv show.

I trek up the stairs, passing Debbie and Fiona arguing about something on the way up.

I get to Carl’s room that he shares with Ian and Liam. I knock before slowly opening the door.

I see Carl on his bed sleeping. I walk over to him and shake him lightly.

“Carl, babe. Wake up” I say quietly before standing on my tip toes to kiss his forehead, then his cheek then his lips. He groans before smiling and turning the other way. I huff and hop up in his bed and straddling his body making him lay on his back.

“Literally any boy, would love to be woken up like this Gallagher. What the hell is wrong with you?” I say lightly laughing. Carl wraps his arms around my back pulling me into his chest and turning us so we are on our side.

“Carl wake up, I need to talk to you about something serious” I say pushing away from him slightly. He kinda sits up so his shoulders and head is against his headboard. I move with him and rest my head on his chest.

“What is it babygirl?”

“Y/b/n has to have a heart transplant and they say he might survive until then. He needs it within the next 6-12 months but if we put him in the waiting list, there’s no telling when he’ll get it. My baby brother needs a heart Carl and I think I’m gonna give it to him.” I say tracing circles in his stomach to keep from crying.

“What do you mean, you’re gonna give it to him, y/n you only have one heart and you can’t give that up.” Carl says more serious.

“I’m gonna drown myself” I say looking at Carl.

“No the hell you aren’t. Your baby brother is strong and I know he’ll last. He also wouldn’t want you dead just so he can have a new organ”

“Carl he’s so young, I just want this to be over for him. I don’t want him to suffer anymore. We have the same blood type and everything. He could have my heart and live long and he wouldn’t have to worry about breaking down any moment.” I sit up and cross my arms.

“I don’t give a fuck what blood type you are. You can’t give up your heart. IM NOT LETTING YOU KILL YOURSELF I DONT CARE. I love you and so does your little brother. Why would he want you dead y/n. Don’t be fucking stupid. You’re a idiot if you are even considering that as an option. I swear to you, your brother will get a heart and it’s not gonna be yours. Now lay the fuck back down and take a nap with me princess” Carl growls at me before pulling me back down and kissing my forehead.

“I love you too Carl.” I say snuggling in his chest still thinking about my brother. Maybe I should just let fate deal with this one. Whatever happens, happens.


——

*4 months later*

My baby brother actually got a new heart earlier than expected. When I left Carl’s house that night, I had a talk with my brother. I asked him if he wanted my heart and he said, even if something happened, he wouldn’t accept my heart. So I figured there was no point in trying.

But things did work out, and I guess I have Carl to thank for that.

anonymous asked:

This is a heavy subject but. I realized I was molested when I was seven by a member of my family and I dont know what to do? Like I can function like a normal human, but I cant tell anyone because that person is still around me in my life. Do people get therapists without their family knowing? Im not sure what to do

Hi Nonnie. I’m so so sorry that happened to you. I can’t imagine how hard that would be. And yes, plenty of people go to a therapist without their family knowing. A therapist is like any other doctor. It’s no ones business why or when you go. That’s between you and the therapist. I think getting a therapist would be a good idea. Please let me know if you need help. Feel free to PM me. I hope this helps!

irememberyouu  asked:

Hey Ik this is probably really random but for you was there a difference between being 19 and 21? Like is there a big turn around lol, I always see you putting wise stuff on here and I wanted to know ur opinion ?

there was a HUGE turn around for me. that’s so funny, i was just talking with my best friend about this yesterday!! but, who I was at 19 is lightyears away from who I am now. A lot happened within those years (moving cities for college, meeting tons of new people, starting and ending relationships and friendships) that made me reflect on the choices i’ve made. I hope you dont mind me posting this publicly bc I think it’s good advice for anyone! The biggest things i’ve realized so far is:

1) You have every right to remove toxic people from your space. Life is precious, and you shouldnt waste energy on people who dont love you with their whole heart. You arent being selfish or too harsh. In fact, you’re showing yourself the highest form of compassion.

2) Speaking of, you should never have to question if somebody loves and cares for you. Never. They cant help but to show it.

3) You can never truly control or predict what another person will do. (as an earth sign I…hate this lol). All you can do is control your *reaction* to how someone treats you. There will always be someone who doesnt treat you like they should. But you dont have to let that change who you are. Never let a nasty person make you nasty, too

4) KARMA IS REAL, GIRL!!!! Karma is SO real. I cannot list the amount of people who have done me wrong and, within the year, are worse off because of it. What you put into this world you will get back, I promise. That goes for putting in work for your passions/dreams/goals as well.

5) Everything happens when it’s supposed to. Again, that’s something I still have trouble with, but it’s true. If you try for something and dont get it, or if you want a relationship, but no one seems to be giving you what you need, I assure you those things will come. Fighting against time will always be a losing battle, so i just let her lead the way!

6) Figuring out your faults and flaws is CRUCIAL. Knowing what things tick you off, and why, is like the first step to having power over yourself. Knowing what you arent so good at (patience, consistency, directness, etc) is the first step to growth. We all got issues. But recognizing those problems and moving forward makes all the difference.

7) You will never have all the answers. And that’s okay. They will come (if they need to) eventually💕