i dont ever know what to do with this boy

anonymous asked:

Holaaa Con qué canción describirías a los signos?~libra y podrías mandar gif... gracias.

aries: Not afraid - Eminem

Whatever weather, cold or warm. Just let you know that, you’re not alone

tauro: Pacify her - Melanie Martinez

Someone told me stay away from things that aren’t yours. But was he yours if he wanted me so bad?

géminis: Dead! - My Chemical Romance

And if your heart stops beating, I´ll be here wondering. Did you get what you deserve?

cáncer: Shape of you - Ed Sheeran

We push and pull like a magnet too, although my heart is falling too

leo: Paparazzi -Lady Gaga

Not sure what it means, but this photo of us it don’t have a price

virgo: All the small things - Blink 182

Keep your head still, I’ll be your thrill

libra: Closer - Halsey ft. Chainsmokers

That I know you can’t afford bite that tattoo on your shoulder

escorpio:  The anthem - Good Charlotte

That I don’t ever wanna be like you, I dont’ wanna do the things you do.

sagitario: I don’ t care - Fall Out Boy

I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me

capricornio: Jesus of suburbia - Green Day

City of the dead at the end of another lost highway, signs misleading to nowhere

acuario: Jet black heart - 5sos

Cause I’ve got a jet black heart and there’s a hurricane underneath it trying to keep us apart

piscis: In the name of love - Martin Garrix ft. Bebe Rexha

If I told you this was only gonna hurt, if I warned you that the fire’s gonna burn, would you walk in?

i drew my favorite raccoon boy. im also lying to myself if i dont say i did it for @connrcarricks.

Idubbbz and Tana Mongeau - when you pick the wrong guy to fuck with

Oh boy, this drama is gunna be messy.

This is probably going to be less of a rant and more of a warning annnnd slightly educational.. lol

actually im just really angsty today, seen all this slander about one of the best youtubers to exist, so i gotta vent here we go

What happens when your channel is run-of-the-mill clickbait-y shit, can’t take a joke/dont know what satire is, and you call out the most savage person to ever internet whose entire platform is based on decimating YouTube careers without refute?

Dear god Tana, do you know what you’ve gotten yourself into? I would say she’s oblivious, but I don’t think that’s the case. Her first tweet to idubbbz before all this happened was back in December (I believe? Too lazy to find it rn) where she called him out on his use of “the N word” and “retard”. What I find ironic is that directly after that she told him to kill himself 😂(butthatsnunofmybusiness). Irony is a beautiful thing.

ANYWHO, to anyone who finds these offensive and racist and isn’t familiar with idubbbz, sit the fuck down a moment. (If ur offended and traumatized by “the n word” and other shit like that u may want to shield your eyes in the next part to avoid being traumatized. Wouldn’t want to end up like Tana, would we?) *ahem* now listen up buttercup

1. The term “n***er faggot” and “gay retard” pertain to people who have said it to idubbbz in the past in hate videos. He is parodying those people who tried to demean him by saying those things. it is a long running joke on his channel.

2. His channel content consists of this amazing concept called s a t i r e. If you don’t know what that means, look it up, remember it, don’t forget it, because that term will allow you to thrive on the internets and most likely survive in the real world. With its power you can have fun, and experience freedom in elevated proportions. Any slur he uses is never used in seriousness - like I said, it is a long running parody on his channel. He is not intentionally being racist or offensive or whatever other label you can pull out your ass.

3. Learn to laugh ffs? This dude legit has vids of eating shit out of sewers and dumpsters. Why. Why would you take anything he says seriously

Now to the rant part yey

The thing that pisses me off the most is the blatant. fucking. lie Tana told. She described in her video that Ian had put her in a “choke hold” of some sort, which i’d expect to be around the fucking neck right? And apparently, he was also talking really loudly goading her to say “the n word”

now here’s the reality:


(here’s the OG vid)

wow he’s just choking the life out of her makE IT STOP WHAT A TRAUMATIZING EXPERIENCE

Things i do see: A genius joke

Things i dont see: a choke hold, loud voice, or goading of any kind

For those still confused as to what the joke is, is goes back to her december tweet. he must have found it funny. her tweet is so ironic and priceless how could he not? its the most atypical idiotic white girl tweet from a youtuber, so he decided to show up at her expensive-ass meet and greet to continue the joke (which im hoping was intended for a future content cop in the first place). He’s standing there as if taking a picture with her, and here is the best part. Instead of “say cheese,” he says “say n***er”.

GOD I LOVE THIS MAN

What im most curious about how that’s a chokehold of any kind. Truamatized? GIRL HOLY SHIT I WOULD SELL EVERY LIMB TO JUST BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS IDUBBBZ, LET ALONE HAVE THE FUCKER STAND NEXT TO ME. TOUCH MY PLEBIAN EXISTENCE EVEN. FUCK

some people just arent worthy. the world doesnt deserve you, idubbbz. im sorry.

another thing; she said in her younow mental breakdown that it was idubbbz himself who sent his followers to bully her. bitch where? he didnt say a damn thing (yet). She’s kinda done this to herself entirely, and is now wondering why. First off she started this shit on twitter, then lied, then attacked him on twitter for something he didnt even do?? what. the fuck? he did absolutely nothing but try to make a joke. you know what in some ways i feel bad for her not only because she’s unwittingly screwed with the most immortal community on youtube right now, but because she cant see the problem is her and it’s only going to get worse if she keeps it up jfc. I dont necessarily think she’s the worst person on yt either (though i havent watched many of her vids). If she didn’t blow things out of proportion she might’ve been able to salvage what she had left of her yt career. I guess sometimes mediocre content isnt enough. Often times I hope idubbbz just let’s it go for her sake but…idk, he hasn’t done anything yet and who the hell knows. Honestly I don’t like people being sent hate. But when ur ignorant its gonna fucking happen. Especailly when you think you’re morally superior to someone when you are in no place. ESPECIALLY when you dont know the facts. Choose your battles wisely.

anyway I’m not even entirely pissed at the situation, but ooo the god awful fans of hers. They’re taking e v e r y thing in idubbbz videos out of context and making them ‘offensive’ to push their anti-dubbbz agenda. Like, did yall actually watch the videos?? satire ????? ironic humour ???? do any of you know what this is???? do you even fuckin meme bro ?? ? ? ? why would i expect any less from the fans of this type of melodramatic girl who makes shitty content??? and just slander and misinfo in general dear fucking god when will the sjw trend die

well i only have one last thing to say about this: Tana, say goodbye to your youtube career. you wanted to milk this, you couldnt just solve this in peace. instead of owning up to your mistakes you’re going to play the victim, like every other youtuber that gets destroyed. The rest of the sane internet can smell that content cop from here.

TL;DR: do not fuck with the god of youtube comedy. it will not end as planned. Just go with the joke next time, aight?

nuff said.

anonymous asked:

Do you ever listen to girl groups? If you do, what is your favourite girl group? 😈 anon

I tried to make a long post about all the girl groups I love BUT CHROME KEEPS CRASHING AND IMMA CRY BECAUSE I SPENT SO LONG DOING IT BUT EITHER WAY I WILL TRY

Before Got7 and BTS I primarily stanned girl groups, and there was a point where I had almost NO boy group songs on itunes, cause I legit wasn’t interested LOL. So I listen to a lot of girl groups, so here are my faves!

RED VELVET IS MY FEMALE BIAS GROUP AND I LOVE THEM WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING THEY ARE THE SWEETEST GIRLS EVER AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON’T LISTEN TO THEM THEY ARE THE QUEENS OF MY HEART I ADORE THEM

Originally posted by leaderirene

NEXT IS 2ne1 AKA THE GIRLS WHO BROKE MY HEART FUCK YOU YG I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU PULLED I WILL FOREVER BE SALTY

Originally posted by shownusgrl

THE THIRST FOR MAMAMOO IS REAL AND ALIVE IN ME THEY ARE SO TALENTED AND THEIR VOICES AND FRIENDSHIPS ARE GOLD

Originally posted by mamawoo-d

MAH GIRLS OKAY WHAT A LOVELY AND FUNNY GROUP OF WOMEN THEY GIVE ME LIFE AND I FEEL BAD FOR HAVING NOT GIVEN THEM A CHANCE SOONER I LOVER THEM

Originally posted by 3unha

A few others that I would recommend are:

Blackpink

Originally posted by pchaeyoung

Exid

Originally posted by hanily

And Wonder Girls

Originally posted by girl-groups

THANK YOU FOR ASKING I LOVE GIRL GROUPS IF YOU EVER WANT TO RECOMMEND SOME GROUPS OR SONGS TO ME PLEASE DO

7

get to know me meme » favorite movies [2/5] - Moulin Rouge! (2001)

There was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy. They say he wandered very far, very far, over land and sea. A little shy and sad of eye but very wise was he. And then one day, a magic day, he passed my way, and while we spoke of many things, fools and kings, this he said to me: “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return”.

hard times, gonna make you wanna wonder why you ever sold your fucking soul to fall out boy,

hard times, gonna take you round the fucking bend because of four fucking dorks,

these lives,

and i still dont know what the fuck fall out boy is doing

hard times,

hard times,

and fuck me ive hit rock bottom because of those men

makiderp  asked:

Hey um, this isn't an ask but I hope you don't start getting pressured to draw plant boy a lot. Take as much time as you need! Just do what you like and don't stress yourself , love♡♡♡

aw, this is such a nice message! im not really worried about it right now, but if i ever do feel pressured in the future, ill probably still only draw what i want to, i really dont know how to do anything else… thank you so much for the caring words though!

important quetions
  • Kirishima: bro, you think Bakugos gay?
  • Kaminari: IDK bro, I know how you could find out though!
  • Kirishima: HOW?!
  • Kaminari: go up to him and say, you gay bro?
  • Kirishima: no.
  • Kaminari: or... you could ask every one else in our class what they think.
  • Kirishima: Yes!!
  • Kaminari: I was kinda kidding.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Hey Jirou!! Do you know if Bakugo is gay?
  • Jirou: why would I care and why do you ask?
  • Kirishima: Just curious.
  • Jirou: I dont know. He dosnt really seem that type.
  • Kirishima: what type?
  • Jirou: you know the gay type.
  • Kirishima: There are different types of gay? What type am I?
  • Jirou: You'er... OOHHH that actually makes a lot of sense.
  • Kirishima: What does?
  • Jirou: Im just gonna go away now.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Yo Midoriya! You'er close with Bakugo right! Is he gay?
  • Deku: Kacchan?
  • Kirishima: Yeah! him!
  • Deku: well I went to elementary school with him and middle school and I dont think hes ever liked anybody, boy or girl, that I can think of.
  • Kirishima: Ever?
  • Deku: nope. why do you ask?
  • Kirishima: No reson!
  • Deku: Oh!... I am so sorry for you, Im sure you'll get over him soon, if you'er lucky.
  • Kirishima: Why do you say that?
  • Deku: No reason
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Kouda! you know Bakugo right? very angry very spiky? do you think he's gay? you know into other guys?
  • Kouda: ...
  • Kirishima: right thanks
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Todoroki! My man! Blasty McSplode gay? is he?
  • Shouto: Did that sentence make any sense to you, because it didn't to me.
  • Kiri: Bakugo. Is he gay?
  • Shouto: See that made much more sense. I don't know.
  • Kiri: Great.
  • ...
  • Ida: I don't approve of inter class relationships!
  • Kirishima: I just asked wether or not you knew if he was gay!
  • Ida: *disapproving look*
  • ...
  • Kiri: Hey Sero! you'er close to Bakugo right?
  • Sero: He once used me as a means of transportation. Is that what you meant?
  • Kiri: Did he seem gay to you?
  • Sero: out of every one part of that horse? no he was not the one setting off my gaydar. you were there to.
  • Kiri: true.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: hey Tsuyu!
  • Tsuyu: YES.
  • Kirishma: I didnt ask you anything yet.
  • Tsuyu: I dont care just yes.
  • Kirishima: Cool thanks.
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Excuse me Uraraka?
  • Uraraka: Yeah?
  • Kiri: You are one of the few people Bakugo possibly respects.
  • Uraraka: I am?
  • Kiri: Yes. Do you know if he's gay?
  • Uraraka: Do you want to ask him out?
  • Kiri: Why would you think that?
  • Uraraka: I can see the appeal, hes loud and strong and his abrasiveness is weirdly admirable, not to mention when hes not scowling hes not bad looking. I think you should go for it whether you think hes "gay" or not!
  • Kiri: ... Thanks Uraraka! To be clear you'er not interested right?
  • Uraraka: No. maybe if he wasn't an ass to my best friend, maybe if I didn't other have interests. *glances at Tsuyu*
  • Kiri: cool
  • ...
  • Kiri: Yo Momo! you'er VP is Bakugo gay?
  • Momo: *in a state of mental and emotional breakdown due to many things* YES HES GAY IM GAY YOUR GAY EVERYONE IN THIS DANMED CLASS IS GAY EXEPT FOR THAT GRAPE HEADED MOFO.
  • Kiri: Are you OK???!!!
  • MOmo: NO! im sorry.
  • ...
  • Tokoyami: Iv already heard. My answer is just go ask the guy himself, and possibly activate your hardaning before hand.
  • Kirishima: Great advice Birdman!
  • ...
  • Kirishima: Hey Shoji, you have great ears, have you possibly herd any clues to Bakugo's sexuality.
  • Shoji: ... Kirishima, if this is a very convoluted way of coming out to the class...
  • Kirishima: NO, I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF BAKUGO IS GAAAY!!!!!
  • Shoji: Then ask him.
  • Kiri: ARRRHHHHGGGG!
  • ...
  • Kaminari: So did you get any answers?
  • Kirishima: Nothing helpful.
  • Kaminari: I think the only person who's sexuality is now known by the entire class is you.
  • Kirishima: I dont care.
  • Kaminari: Actually the one person who isnt aware is probubly Bakugo.
7

This boy makes me so unbelievably happy I don’t know what I did before him or what I would do without him. He’s everything I could ever ask for and even tho I’ve only spoken to him once i can tell you that he’s such a sweet genuine person and he makes my heart explode. He does so much for me without even realizing and I cant thank him enough. I dont want this to be too long so if cody somehow sees this I love you sm

Memes in Review : 2016

AKA: this year fucking sucked

January

- its TIME TO STOP (holdover meme from 2015)

- jojo to be continued (holdover meme from 2015)

- dabbing

- squidward dabbing

- pacha edits

- half an A-press

- tag yourself

- crying michael jordan

- david bowie died.

February

- i can be your angle… or yuor devil

- bernie or hillary?

- history of japan

- the dog filter is released

- JEB is a mess. Jeb is a waste.

- damn daniel, the most marketable meme of the year

- marge krumping

- SANS is NESS?

- the birth of High Quality Video Game Rips

- “The Life of Pablo” releases

- life of pablo album cover parodies

- Haha, long boy

March

- *breath in* boi

- I’m You, But Stronger.

- ted cruz is the zodiac killer

- Get You a Man Who Can Do Both

-  I’m Rick Harrison and this is my pawn shop. I work here with my old man and my son, Big Hoss, and in 23 years I’ve learned one thing: You never know what is gonna come through that door.

- zootopia came out

- that blurry pic of mr krabs looking confused

- sad pawpaw

April

- dont talk to me or my son ever again (return of a holdover meme from 2015)

- dat boy (the most quickly over-saturated meme of 2016, hands down)

- He Ruined My Dream Journal 

- the godawful powerpuff girls reboot

- it is wednesday my dudes

- uh oh! you friccin moron. you just got BEANED!!

- people started saying doggo

- year-running meme “Can We Listen To Something Else Besides ” peaks in google search queries

- but steel is heavier than feathers

-  “ Views from the 6″ releases, it’s album cover is also parodied

- Prince died.

May

- CONFOUND THOSE DOVER BOYS, OH HOW I HATE THEM!

- overwatch is released, opening another can of worms: including

- play of the game

- gremlin d.va

- and “healsluts”

-  harambe dies, inspiring unfunny highschool kids everywhere to get their #DicksOut

- idubbbz says “I’M GAY”

June

- spongegar

- year-running meme “nut button” peaks in google search queries

- water bottle flip

- Brexit. (oh yeah, also world events are memes now.)

- Muhammad Ali died.

July

- pokemon go launches, becomes insanely popular

- worm on a string

- Stay Woke

- WHY I GAVE THE POPE UNDERTALE

- Alright here’s the 411, folks. say some “gangsta” is dissin’ your fly girl; you just give him one of these

- I PLAY POKEMON GO EVERYDAY

- meet graham, the only person designed to survive on our roads

August

- alolan exeggutor is revealed, and it looks dumb as hell

- year-running meme “this is fine” peaks in google search queries

- you vs the guy she told you not to worry about

- the sausage party mistake.

- make it stranger (stranger things logo edits)

- This is the ideal male body. You may not like it, but this is what peak performance looks like.

- arthur’s fist

- OwO whats this?

- in good news, frank ocean finally releases a new album “Blonde”

- some guy jerked off with a mcchicken

September

- the popularity of triggered jokes explode, making 2016 monumentally more insufferable

- the trolley problem

- you reposted in the wrong neighborhood

- its. the. nutshack.

- Describe yourself in 3 fictional characters

- Hillary makes the “basket of deplorables” comment, much to the delight of trump voters

- pepe is branded as a racist hate symbol

October

- the death of High Quality Videogame Rips

- retrowave text generator

- ken bone

- clown sightings

- pen pineapple apple pen

- timbs

- confused math lady

- Vine announced that it’s shutting down.

November

- You know I had to do it to em

- I Am Forcibly Removed From the Premises

- Donald Trump wins the US election.

- oh fuck its sans undertale 

- evil kermit

- conceited making that one face

- pokemon sun and moon are released

- Wow Queen, You’re So Beautiful

- mannequin challenge

- WE ARE NUMBER ONE 

December

- BODE

- Me in 2006 vs. Me in 2016

- Sad!

- misc. jokes about 2016 being a shitty year

- removing all but the first and last panels from any CAD comic makes it funnier

- she was fearless and crazier than him. she was his queen, and god help anybody that dared to disrespect his queen

anonymous asked:

I am in the middle of reading CN after putting it in my mark for later list due to my workload being a bitch and boy is it a treat! Currently ended chapter 6 and i am loving every bit of it! Like that part with the van morrison song playing and them dancing under the starlight was roo romantic it made my heart burst!! Also i dont think i have ever wanted to people who i know are gonna get together to get together right this second so badly!

Oh, thank you!  I’m glad you are enjoying it.  You only have, what?  Another 100K or so for them to figure it out?  LOL, I do love my slow burns.  Hope you enjoy the rest!

WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHY I DUCKING LOVE "I DONT EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME"

No one, what a shame.

Sit yo ass down, shut up and read for a sec.

It reminds me to look for the little details, it reminds me that you can fall in love with something you see for an instant,
It shows me how important those little moments are, you can fall in love with a glance and it can be just as strong


It makes realise that humans aren’t set to hate people, we are set to love each other, hate is taught to us and we can deny it

I love the idea of seeing someone across a crowded room and falling in love for a sec, you don’t have to do anything about it

It’s just a pure feeling, and it reminds me that even if I have a shit day, someone may have felt that, for just a sec, they Felt that, the tiniest thing, that the person didn’t even realise they were doing, it made someone’s day.

The tiniest things Have the biggest impacts, like the way this one song, can bring out all this. It just makes me realise how every little thing It’s connected, and it doesn’t matter who we are, what we do, where we are from, we are all connected even if it is just by The fact that we breather oxygen, we live on earth.

Everyone is link, by invisible threads, which are so tiny, almost Unnoticeable, but when you take a step back you see the connections, like a giant spiders web, every person weaving a thread Into the loop until we are all stood together.


So thank you Shawn mendes.

You made me get my shit together and realise a few things.

Crystal

Originally posted by wakinguptheneighbours

Originally posted by pandemic28

Request: Happy imagine where the reader is recovering from drugs and helps her through it and helps her go to rehab and waits for her 

Warning: Drug Abuse

Im going to break this into a few parts. Heres the first part:

Remember when your growing up and people tell you about drugs, warn you about them. They tell you you can overdose, get diseases, that you’ll look fifty when your thirty. They tell you you’ll lose your teeth, your skin will turn yellow and wrinkly. But they don’t tell you you’ll lie awake at three in the morning, staring at the shadows dancing on the ceiling, trying to sleep but you cant. They don’t tell you you’ll be alone and crying. They don’t tell you it feels like a monster is inside you, trying to rip itself out of your body. They don’t tell you that your cravings aren’t the worst thing.The worst thing about being an addict is that youlll never be normal again. You wont be that girl that can have a few drinks at a party and enjoy herself. You’ll be the girl drowning herself in alcohol, trying to think of ways you can ditch your ‘normal’ friends to go get your fix. They don’t tell you that you can’t spend another minute in your skin when your sober.  They don’t tell you you’ll lose everyone to your own lies and broken promises.
They tell you addiction is awful, but they don’t tell you its hell.
People try to romanticise addiction, but theres nothing romantic about it.
Theres nothing romantic about sitting in a closet all night, smoking meth out of a pipe your ex found in the trash. Theres nothing good about sitting in a cold bath tub for three hours cause your too stuck to move. Theres nothing romantic about hiding on your lunch breaks, because you’ve been up for six days and people are starting to notice your not eating.
People think addiction is a love story, like a rollercoaster at full speed, beautiful and tragic.
Its tragic, but not in the way they think. And theres nothing beautiful about sitting on the floor, needles scattered around you, trying to find out where you went so wrong.
Your eyes don’t sparkle anymore and your smile doesn’t shine like it used to. Your lungs are full of the only happiness you can find and your slowly fading away.
But who’s noticing?

Your lips pressed against the cool glass, your face glowing from the light of the flame. Your eyes watched the smoke swirl as your breathed it in, the bitter taste touching your tongue.
You twirled the pipe, your eyes never leaving the bowl and you smiled to yourself when you blew out the cloud. Smoke lingered in the air of the bathroom and you sat on the counter.
Your stood up and turned to the mirror, running your hands through your hair as you stared at the girl looking back at you.
Your eyes were black, your pupils taking over and you took a shaky breath as you washed your hands.
You slipped your pipe back into the case and into your bag.
The music pumped through the walls and you adjusted your tight skirt before walking back into  the party.
You moved through the crowd, past the men clad in leather and your half naked friends.
You walked to the bar, suddenly aware of every movement your body made. You felt the fabric of your skirt against your legs as you walked, felt the brush of strangers on your arms as you passed by them, you felt like you could feel your hair, flowing down your shoulders.
“You okay babe?” Mia asked you behind the bar, a sad smile on her face.
Shit you thought. She could always tell the second she saw you if you were high or not. She didn’t judge you for it, but something about seeing the sadness in her eyes when she looked at you sent guilt straight through you.
“Yeah,” You smiled at her as she passed you a vodka.
You walked through the crowd, some eyes following you and you danced to the music, rocking your hips.

~~~~~~~~~~

You sat in bed, leant against the headboard, the sheets pulled up over you and a cigarette in your hand.You could feel the warmth from his shoulder on yours and you looked at him, your eyes running over his tattoos.
You were his favourite crow eater, Happy always took you to bed at night and have his way with you. You’d have a smoke and then leave, going back to your shitty apartment and loneliness.
Happy didn’t know why he was drawn to you. You were beautiful, yes, but so were the others. But there was something about you he couldn’t shake off.
Your eyes were dark, drawing in all attention and light. He watched you as you blew out your smoke, smiling at him.
“You can stay.” He said, his voice raspy.
You frowned slightly and put out your cigarette before climbing on top of him, sitting in his lap.
You ran your hands over his shoulders and caressed his neck.
“I cant stay Happy.” You spoke lowly, his dark eyes watching your lips move.
“You can.” He said again.
He knew who you were, what you did. He knew the habits you couldn’t shake and he knew the emptiness in your heart. He saw the track marks on your arms, he noticed the way you always wore long sleeves, no matter the heat. He knew you were lost.
You leant forward slowly and kissed his lips softly.
“I cant stay, Hap. You might just fall in love with me.” You winked at him and got off the bed, searching for your clothes scattered around the floor.
“Would that be such a bad thing?” He asked quietly as you pulled your shirt over your head, your heels in your hand and your bag tossed over your shoulder.
“Didnt anyone ever tell you, Hap?” You asked as you moved towards him. “Never fall in love with a junkie. We’ll sell your soul for a hit.” You whispered and kissed his cheek softly before heading for the door.

~~~~~~~~

You sat in the diner, a coffee in your hands as you studied the newspaper, looking through the ads.
You needed a job. You’d been fired from your last one for coming to work high. They didn’t know that you were high every damned day but that one day in particular was very bad. You had been up for six days, your eyes dark and shadowed. You had flipped out on a customer when they’d grabbed your ass, and you’d punched him in the face. Your boss had sent you to your office and when he’d come in you were searching through your bag, your pipe in your hand. He’d fired you on the spot and now you were running out of money.
You glanced at your watch and stood, leaving the coffee and newspaper on the table and headed to your car.
You had promised Mia to help out at the clubhouse, Gemma needed a hand cleaning and you didn’t mind.
You pulled into the lot and stepped out into the sun. The bikes were lined up and you smiled as you waved to Gemma, standing against the office door.
You walked into the clubhouse, smiling as you walked past the boys and winked at Happy.
You met Mia in the kitchen and she passed you a cup of coffee. You both leant against the counter, sipping at your coffees and watching the boys talk.
“(y/n)?” Mia asked quietly and you tuned to your friend.
Her face was filled with worry and you looked down at your feet.
“Do you ever wonder what people think about you?”
“I dont need to,” You said slowly. “I see it in their eyes.”
“Why do you do it?” She asked and you took a deep breath.
“Its all I know. It makes me feel.. something. It makes me feel alive.” You said slowly.
“You know whats fucked up? The thing that you think is keeping you alive is killing you, (y/n).”
Her tone turned serious and you fought back the anger rising inside you.
“Yeah, well. Gotta die from something right?” You said and walked out of the kitchen, cloth in your hand as you headed to the bar to start cleaning.

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Happy walked into the clubhouse smiling as his brothers greeted him.
He had been gone for three weeks, helping out SAMTAC and he was glad to be home.
The party was pumping and he scanned the crowd, looking for you.
He sat next to Jax and Tara by the bar, his heart sinking when he couldn’t find you.
Anger filled him as he thought maybe you were already in a dorm with another guy.
He turned to the bar and saw your friend Mia, serving drinks.
He called her over and she smiled, leaning over the bar and flashing some cleavage.
“What can i get you, Happy?” She smiled at him.
“Is (y/n) here?” He asked gruffly, urgent to find you. He’d spent the last few weeks worrying about you. He know-how bad your addiction was and he worried when he wasn’t around to look out for you.
“No, she hasn’t been around for a few days.” Mia smiled saadly, worry on her face and she moved down the bar, heading to another member.
Happy turned back to the party, worry filling his veins.
“Whats wrong brother?” Jax asked, raising an eyebrow when he noticed how tense Happy had become.
“Im worried about (y/n).” Happy growled.
“The junkie whore?” Tara scoffed and Happy turned to her, his face filled with rage.
“What did you call her?” He growled.
Taras eyes went wide and she clutched at Jaxs side.
Happy glared at her and stood up, marching through the crowd.
He grabbed a blond crow eater and pulled her to his dorm, desperate to get the thought of you out of his mind.
And as he kissed her in the hallway, you tied the belt around your arm.
And as he pushed her into his room,his hands exploring her body, you pressed the needle to your skin.
And as he pulled her clothes off and threw them on the floor, you tilted your head back, staring at the ceiling as your favourite poison filled your veins.
And as her moans filled the room, you closed your eyes as the room began to spin.

The next thing you remembered was a paramedic screaming at you to stay awake or you’ll die.
And you tried to sleep, convinced that if you slept then all the pain in the world would stop.

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shirogomis  asked:

for the asks prompts thingy! 1, 10, 28, 47, 48, 65, 80, and 81 <3

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? my closet doesnt have doors so i guess open
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? when youre tryin to explain smth to someone/tell them a story/just talking in general in response to something they wanted to know, and you get interrupted… like…WHYD YOU ASK
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? nope!
47: Do you sing in the car? yes! loudly
48: Do you sing in the shower? yes!!! VERY loudly
65: Nike or Adidas? cant afford either so neither
79: What was the last concert you saw? ive never been to a concert… but the first one i go to might be for ninja sex party/starbomb (’:
80: Hot tea or cold tea?  i dont drink tea

anonymous asked:

Can I ask for advice? I do sometimes feel good and confident about myself but every time I do start to feel good I remember how no boys like me and I start to feel bad about myself. Guys just don't talk to me ever, no matter what I dont and I don't know why :( I just wish I could know what to change. I feel like it just adds to proof that I'm actually ugly

You cant truly be confident if you rely on other people’s views on you… why are u concerned about if a guy talks to you or not. confidence comes from within and it comes without being easily influenced by outsiders.. REAL Confidence is influenced by yourself not other ppl. You need to stop thinking about what others think about you or how they act towards you. that shouldnt effect how u perceive your self image.And why are you trying to change yourself according to what guys will like. Honey you fucking up. That is not ok. if u want to change for someone it should only be for yourself and your best interest not for any temporary ass nigga. U really need to learn to love urself outside of looking at yourself from other eyes. That is really toxic and not ok i hope u realize that all that matters is how u view yourself. You are caught in the physical world and other people’s views of you. You need to fix that..

anonymous asked:

i like this boy and i think hes bi or pan based off like one thing he said and also suspicious ways hes acted but he might have a gf im not sure and i have to see this kid nearly everyday for a year and a half what do i. do. im way too scared to ever make a move and we dont know each other well at all and idk how to try and get closer. do i just die

i have no clue i’m figuring this out for my self

galraboyfriend  asked:

Kate ever since i followed u tumblr keeps recommending me john enwhistle blogs,,, can you blease tell john to leaf me olone? He keeps trying 2 sell me Tupperware containers, how do i tell him nicely i dont want the products he is trying to sell me?

sorry robyn i have 2 support my Boy’s business :/ its what keeps food on the table if u know what i mean :/ he also sells homemade pottery if ur interested :/