i dont even know im over it

anonymous asked:

Even though Rey is pissed at Kylo and such, do you personally think she'll get over it in IX?? Someone said she closed the bond itself but I thought you can't do that? Like even though they're seperated, the bond is still there, right?

i think the closing was symbolic since she cant really shut if off herself i think, i dont know im speculating but she closed the door on the falcon on him through the force bond and it looked like she was trying to shut him out

Things in Kpop That Need to Die
  • adding “eu” to the end of words (snakeu, speakeu, etc.)
  • “woozi is yoongi’s son”
  • “jUnkOoK oPPa”
  • claiming all girl groups are the same
  • “when someone says all the members look the same” *inserts picture of angry idol*
  • “when someone asks why you listen to kpop when you dont speak korean” *inserts picture of angry idol*
  • “when someone says anything remotely negative about kpop” *inserts picture of angry idol*
  • we get it, you’re 12.
  • Fan Wars!! What’s the point???????
  • SEXUALIZING UNDERAGE IDOLS!!!!!
  • leaking private pictures??? it’s gross???
  • only stanning 1 member of a group 
  • putting “jagiya” in non korean fan fiction
  • using korean words in every day life even though you don’t even remotely speak korean (ex: that’s not very daebak you pabo)
  • yes that is a real sentence someone has said to me
  • spamming idols posts with “daddy”
  • “im gonna move to korea i’m just so in love with the culture uwu”
  • “i wish i was reborn as a korean”
  • “im not interested in any boys at school because im so in love with my 12 korean exo oppars”
  • “im gonna audition for bighit because its my dream to make music”
  • no its not
  • you probably had no interest in music until you saw taehyungs face
  • your white koreaboo ass only wants to meet ur BTS oppars and nothing else
  • you probably dont even know what a fermata is dont come at me saying your dream is to make music when you’ve never put in effort to learn anything about music
  • “i only stan new groups”
  • “older groups have no talent”
  • calling girls group members sluts for wearing a short skirt and a bralette when y’all will faint over jackson ripping his shirt off on stage
  • calling someone racist for asking a korean how he learned english and then heading over to twitter to defend dreads and blackface on idols.
  • “kpop is my life”
  • “i cant wait until *insert underage idol* turns 18! omo im such a pedo noona”
  • stooooooooooooooooop
  • feel free to add more

bad times with adhd:

  • cant read
  • can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading
  • boredom more like Time To Suffer
  • rsd
  • u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds
  • becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking
  • staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so
  • that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said 
  • overstimulation
  • meltdowns
  • when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”
  • trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it
  • the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long
  • “i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it
  • outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it
  • no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter 
  • *someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it
  • getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating 
  • “u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason
  • having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say
  • forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset
  • the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset
  • when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness
  • when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public
  • having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life
  • needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing
  • overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation
  • this is long i should stop now

so i was waiting for my bus at the bus stop; its a typical monday, im wearing my “tony stark did nothing wrong” shirt.

this 16 yo girl (she was also waiting for the bus i think lol ) keeps looking over at it, scowling. i’m ready for a fight just like i always am on tumblr, i can’t stand the fucking antis. i speak up. “u got a problem or something?”

the question’s not even fully out of my mouth and this chick starts going off, spit flying and all. “dont you know tony stark is a weapons manufacturer?!??? hes killed a SHIT TON of people” i’m shocked; i’ve never had a child speak to me that way IN REAL LIFE before. but i’m trained; just last week i doxxed a 15 yo girl who said tony was homophobic on line.

before i can anything though, this old lady steps up and says “tony stark is a hero u fucking bitch” then smacks the kid right in front of me and the other hundred people at the bus stop. i’ve never seen so many people clap before, i feel like justice has finally been served.

moral of the story: antis dont try any shit, we’re everywhere.

Ravenclaw: I’m really dizzy, I can’t see straight, and when I walk I feel like I’ll fall over.

Hufflepuff: Maybe you should sit down for a minute.

Ravenclaw: … no, I think I’m going to not drink any water for 8 hours straight, run around trying to clean things up, and then to top it off, I’m going to drive in the dark in a car that has its windows frosted over.

Hufflepuff: How are you still alive?

Ravenclaw: A question I ask myself every day.

I also love how Black Panther looks set to have the strongest representation of women in any Marvel movie by far

I mean five named women, one of whom is well over 50?

Tell me what Marvel movie even comes close to that; who has even attempted????

it’s rare for them to scrape together as many as three White women (who dont interact) in one movie, much less a cast of powerful, well-rounded Black women who are fighters, inventors, sisters, mothers, rulers…

and who will obviously interact and speak with one another onscreen!! it’s awesome and after seeing Creed/Bianca and knowing what a beautiful love story Ryan Coogler can direct, with really strong respect and love for the leading lady, Im so excited for this movie!

your neighborhood black fairy here

hi! ive hit hard times…. yet again. but this time im literally at rock bottom

i wrote about this a bit ago, but during hurricane irma i was raped while trying to help a man on the street (please dont ask details)

which added to my already long list of mental health issues (i have a history of major depression, alcoholism, self harm, panic disorder and generalized anxiety)

but recently ive been showing signs of a possible personality disorder that im going to get evaluated for + days inpatient stay for diagnosis and treatment. i cant work anymore.

i qualify for government assistance and disability as result of my inability to hold down a job because of these illnesses. i recently had a job i had to leave because i’d keep having panic attacks and seeing things

the paperwork will be processed soon but until take a few weeks and until then… i have no income. ive asked alot over the last time from the community (everyone coming together to try to save my cat sokka is still something ill never forget)

but really im lost… im at the bottom.. so i ask one time last time if my content as ever made you laugh, think or just help uplift you, donate anything

including clothes (i gained 20 pounds so most my clothes dont fit anymore) and even e-gift certificates.

im literally on my last leg right now and i dont know what else i could do. i never have any spoons or anything

my paypal is: krisdine@naver.com or pa
ypal.me/blackfairy

cash: $blackfairy

venmo: blackfairypresident

all the money will be used towards food, transportation to and from appointments (it literally costs $5 for a bus right to and back from places here, fuck MARTA) and any other necessities

i thank you all in advance

i also sell nude photos so hmu privately if you’re interested

anonymous asked:

bucky tell us a story about darcy

darcy lewis goes drinking with thor.

that alone should be enough to send your imaginations spinning off to wild places, but that, my friends, is only where our story begins.
it is also something you should know, just in general, in case you happen to encounter darcy lewis.
she’s tazed a god twice, and she goes drinking with thor. on a regular basis.
the first time thor wanted to go drinking after i showed up, lewis was there too. and naturally, if thor was going out so was she. neither of them knew us newbie avengers well yet, but being sociable sort of people, they invited us to tag along. scott immediately agreed, but sam was caught up doing some beta testing in the labs with tony, and said he would catch up when they were done.
so darcy, thor, scott and i went out drinking.
fun fact about thor: it takes him approximately one million alcohols to get drunk, but once he’s there, he likes to sing. preferably epic ballads of victory in battle, but he’s pretty much game for any catchy song that will get a bar excited. that being the case, lewis and thor’s go-to midgardian bar is a karaoke joint.
im sure you begin to see where things are going wrong.
fun fact about darcy lewis? she can also hold her alcohol, but cannot carry at tune. like. at all.
that doesnt stop her from singing, mind you. gotta respect a lady who knows shes terrible but enjoys herself anyway.
scott apparently loves karaoke. i dont know why that surprised me, but it did. even more surprising? hes not actually that bad, although like 90% of his song choices were bruce springsteen. no clue why. anyway, thor was delighted by having a buddy who was not only willing but able to sing with him, and after scott got over his star-struck-ness they had a pretty great time.
it was a good thing that thor and lewis went to that bar on the regular, because im sure any place that hadnt been prepared for them would have kicked all of us out. as it was, they finally booted us out the door after a rousing rendition of ‘wrecking ball’ had most of the bar on their feet. and broke two tables.
(thor apparently settles his tab there in asgardian gold, so no hard feelings from the bartenders.)
the night was young and all of us had enough booze in our systems that we decided to catch a cab back to the tower and see if we could rope anyone else into some shennanigans. thor was buzzed at least, which for thor means his voice is even boomier and his gestures are more expansive–you gotta be ready to duck. scott was drunk, no question about it, and that was probably why theyd wound up singing wrecking ball in the first place. scott’s a cheerful if floppy, “ i love you, i love all of you guys, i love everyone in this bar ” kind of drunk, and was mostly travelling by merit of being wrapped around thors bicep. i was a little buzzed myself, and lewis had had nearly as much as i did. remarkably, she seemed to be chugging along pretty well, some weaving and slurring aside. the lady lives up to her god-tazing reputation.
anyway, we got out of the cab at the tower and started making our way to the doors. scott had partially detached from thors arm and needed extra support, so i was helping keep him from capsizing while lewis trailed a few steps behind the three of us, making color commentary of our three stooges act.
and then out of nowhere, she just…yelled.
all three of us whipped around as quickly as three drunk superpeople can, just in time to see darcy lewis dish out what looked to be a pretty dang textbook perfect roundhouse kick to the chest of some poor guy.
the guy went down. lewis went down too, because the kick had totally overbalanced her. thor and i dropped scott and ran over to help.
which was when sam sat up and said ‘that was a hell of a kick’
because apparently hed finished up his testing and gone out to catch up with us, made it partway down the block to call a cab, then saw us getting out of our taxi. he jogged back–not being particularly stealthy, but we were drunk–and put his hand on lewis’s shoulder to get her attention.
lewis, having pretty poor vision even sober, and worse vision when drunk and without her glasses, just saw some big male figure who’d popped up out of nowhere and grabbed her by the shoulder.
so naturally she kicked him in the chest.
she apologized profusely, but the rest of us thought it was pretty funny. and sam was impressed the next morning when he discovered that she’d left a visible footprint on his chest.
darcy insists she has no idea why she did it. or where she learned to kick like that.
the rest of us have just chalked it up to mysterious darcy lewis powers.

theemotionalplant  asked:

hello friend! i was wondering if you know of any fics involving chubby Yuuri? maybe angsty stuff? i dont know man, i cant find any fics with chubby Yuuri (even though i cry over how adorable the chub is) and i also am SUPER into angst involving insecurities..i know its weird but im all about that body positivity my dude. anyways thank you! (also there are stink bugs crawling on my couch and ive asked them to move but they wont..help) -clover

*wipes a tear from my eye* have you ever seen a fic request…. so…. perfect…. and… pure?? Soft Yuuri saves my soul and makes my day. I love this request so much, thank you! 

Originally posted by burrito-chan


Chubby/Soft Yuuri


fixation by crunchrapsupreme, Mature, 3k
Yuuri lets himself indulge during off-seasons, his body becoming softer and more plush once again, and Victor is incredibly distracted by it. I’m OBSSESED!

Keep Your Eyes On Me by pensversusswords, Teen, 1.2k
Viktor wouldn’t change a single thing about Yuuri. Let’s give a round of applause for this amazing body positivity fic! LOVE!

aint missin no meals by queenbeetle, Explicit, 12k (WIP)
Viktor can’t help it. Yuuri’s leggings are so tight these days, and it’s so hard to focus on anything other than how his clothing shows off all his new curves in all the right ways. THIS IS AMAZING OMG

Poke by popcornnikiforov, Teen, 1.8k
Yuuri has a bit of a dilemma at the moment… He loves katsudon. Katsudon has a lot of calories. He desperately needs to lose weight. He gains weight easily. Victor won’t stop feeding him katsudon. So cute!

Hashtag Perfect by phoenixwings, Gen, 1.7k
Sometimes the insecurity that was ever-present in his youth creeps back in and hits him tenfold when he thinks about how much his body has changed. Can I get an amen for supportive boyfriend Victor Nikiforov? AMEN!

Nighttime Kisses by QuinnTuha608, Mature, 1.5k
Yuuri can’t keep his feelings hidden and Viktor is too shameless to even try to hide. Cuddles and smut! Love!

Yuuri!!! to the Rescue by Watermelonsmellinfellon, Teen, 2k
Yuuri comes across a lost poodle sign the day after he rescued a dirty poodle from the streets. The owner is more than grateful. Featuring katsudon and chubby!Yuuri!

a sense of limerence by crunchrapsupreme, Explicit, 10k
“So, do you like to skate, Yuuri?” Victor asks, retracting his hand.
Yuuri flushes and ducks his head. “Ah - I’ve actually never ice skated in my life.” Amazing AU!

Pancakes at The Elbow Room by youwilllovemylaugh, Gen, 2.8k
Sunrise light was Viktor’s favorite way to look at Yuuri. It fell soft on Yuuri’s careful features, gentle in the same way Viktor felt when Yuuri’s lips landed on his. HONEYMOON FIC!

Laundromats and Broken Radiators: A Love Story by rougeandtonic, Teen, 2.2k
Yuuri and Viktor are neighbors who are a little too close for the comfort of Yuuri’s not-so-small crush. Lovely neighbours AU! Be sure to check out the rest of the series of this AU by the author!

Art of Seduction by Viktuurio, Mature, 9.2k
Viktor is attracted to pudgy thighs, stomach, chest, chubby cheeks and love handles. Yuuri is attracted to muscled arms and legs, a strong jaw and rocking abs. In other words they are perfect for each other, not just emotionally. Thumbs up!

Soft Like Satin by garbage_dono, Explicit, 4.1k
Yuuri works up the courage to surprise Victor on their anniversary. Chubby Yuuri and lingerie= all my dreams come true!

no small thing by sublime_jumbles, Gen, 10k
Yuuri wants that old feeling back, that sense of peace with his body. He misses that fondness, the way that being chubby felt comfortable, reliable, in a way that being thin never has. Thin is precarious, and it always gives way to softness in the end. Such a lovely fic! THIS FIC IS AMAZING

Why hasn’t nobody done anything with the grinch movie yet

Took me a week to finish this and long nights but i manage to finish it plus i got lazy at some parts

plusthismightbetheonlythingipostaboutthechristmasstuff

Anti slowly taking over Jack’s body then killing him off.

song: Halsey - Control

i watched this so many times i dont even know if its good at all or makes any sense or what 

@anti-support-group i hope it’s okay that i’m tagging you guys in it!

@therealjacksepticeye

The YOI Soundtrack is absolute genius PART ONE - Kamome

So, this is a post I’ve really wanted to make for a while. And, I know how much people seem to like my metas, so why not? I will preface this with the fact I am not a musical expert. I had vocal training, was in a few choirs etc., but I have no qualifications, I’m just a nerd who’s really into music and analysis. I would be perfectly okay with someone with experience sweeping in to tell me I’m completely wrong, these are just my personal thoughts and observations. Also, if you want to skim this, I’m bolding the main points.

I have a bone to pick with the Yuri On Ice Original Soundtrack(s), because they’re absolute bloody genius. And personally I think, represent a lot about Viktor and Yuuri’s relationship.

My main focus will be on three: Kamome, Passacaille In Barcelona, and Yuri On Ice itself. To stop it from getting to a ridiculous length, I’m going to be tackling this in three different parts. 

First, the appropriately named Kamome (translating to ‘seagull’ in Japanese).

One thing you have to understand is that consistently in the music, Viktor is represented by strings, and Yuuri by piano. I’m not going to claim that this is true for 100% of the anime, but honestly just listen to background in the scenes for the characters (even down to their Free Skate music! The difference between Stammi Vicino and Yuri On Ice!), you’ll see what I mean.

Personally, I think this represents their personalities. Though it’s true you can pluck strings pretty quickly if you want to, none of that really happens in the pieces we care about. In fact, Viktor’s pieces are always so steady sounding (some are waltzes, I believe? A very sturdy dance and beat). Whereas, a lot of the piano represented by Yuuri is super erratic and unpredictable. I don’t think I really need to go that deep into explaining why that represents them both, and what they brought to each other’s lives so beautifully. But oh boy, the piano and string pieces meant to represent the both of them together?

We see Kamome used in three scenes, which all represent similar events in that the scenes start with Yuuri fighting on his own, and end with a greater bond between he and Viktor. Those scenes are:

Yuuri running off to practice figures in Ice Castle (episode two)

The infamous beach conversation (episode four)

The Christmas market scene (episode ten)

And the same story is told through the music too!

Now I believe the figures scene and the market scene both use the exact same clip of the music, which happens to be the start. Honestly, just listen to how innocent it sounds. For me at least, the first part of Kamome reminds me of a music box. Which, if we take that image, makes me think of repetition (you know those spinning ballet dancers and such? – Interesting that we see Yuuri skating figures with this playing).

Now, these two scenes skip the strings sections and just keep the little piano parts. And to be fair, these are both scenes that only lead up to Yuuri bonding with Viktor, hence the solo piano; Yuuri is fighting on his own, making his own choices.

So, we’re left with one scene were the music is pretty much as it appears on the purchasable soundtrack: the beach scene. This is, in my opinion, the best symbolic use of the music. First of all, we start off with the innocent sounding piano as Yuuri recounts that story of Detroit, which again portrays him in a naïve and kind of childish/innocent light. And finally, we get the strings at this moment:

As soon as Viktor reaches out to Yuuri, the music has a different mood. The strings fill in the gaps the piano left, almost swirling around it and complimenting it in the best of ways. If you will, Viktor is literally meeting Yuuri where he is, both in animation and their figurative strings/piano representations.

The music for that scene ends there, but if you listen to the whole piece, it almost tells the story of Viktor and Yuuri all together. This is going to be a lot easier if you actually listen to it, the music is on both Spotify and Youtube.

0:00-0:28 We have the innocent music box piano, AKA Yuuri on his own

0:28-0:51 The strings have joined in, but the piano definitely seems to be leading, so this part represents where Viktor followed Yuuri’s lead, and decided to ‘meet him where he is’

0:51-1:10 This part feels more like a mutual balance, showing how Yuuri has begun to accept Viktor’s presence, and even trusts him more.

1:10-1:20 The piano is alone again, but this time much more playful. For me, this sounds like an invitation, especially with the little flourish at the end that begs to be completed. The anime literally shows this, as it’s the same moment Yuuri actually extends his hand to Viktor in invitation.

1:20-2:00 This honestly sounds more like the strings are now leading, showing how Yuuri has finally put his faith in Viktor. Now the piano sounds like the steady beat, which could perhaps represent how the tone of the anime shifts as we find more out about Viktor, and see how Yuuri created stability in his life too.

2:00-2:18 The piano and the strings are now in perfect harmony, creating a beautiful, romantic sounding duet as they’re less distinguishable from each other. To be honest, this is the exact conclusion of Viktor and Yuuri’s relationship in canon – just take a look at the Stammi Vicino Duetto

To be completely honest, I have no idea whether the Yuri On Ice creators actually intended this to be such a perfect representation of viktuuri or not, but I kind of think it is? Why? Kamome. Seagull. Through the entire series, seagulls are used consistently as a symbol for Viktor and Yuuri’s love. Sometimes it’s a mere background shot, but it is explicitly brought to our attention. Although it could just be called Kamome due to the beach scene it’s in, I have to think it’s deeper than that.  

So, long story short, some serious praise is deserved, because this is symbolic genius.

Even if you don’t buy into my analysis, please listen to it because it is a BEAUTIFUL piece of music.

(I promise I’ll upload part two and three soon, but this third is over 1000 words and took me a while to write, so please be patient)

one week since u looked at me

James and LIly fight and it’s 100% the other person’s fault, and everyone is just a little bit unhinged. 

3371 Words

For @expressopatronum​, who requested a jily fic based on the Barenaked Ladies song. :D


tues.

James Potter to M8S B4 D8S: well. Fuck.

James Potter: im broken up

James Potter: literally

James Potter: and metaphorically

James Potter: and every other kind of shitty ally tbh

James Potter: hello?????

James Potter: im in Crisis here

Peter Pettigrew: we know, mate. You ok?

James Potter: how??

Peter Pettigrew: well…

James Potter: she texted u???

Remus Lupin: she texted me

Peter Pettigrew: then he told us

Remus Lupin: wtf, Prongs

James Potter: u believe her???

Remus Lupin: didn’t say that, mate. Just a weird situation, yeah??

James Potter: Weird = shitty, then yea. her fault tho for being so dramatic!! And do u arseholes have a group chat w/out me???

Sirius Black: nah. y would we do smth like that to u prongs. go chill @ mine. AND i for one am being a good mate and withholding judgment. (except on evans cos shes clearly at fault here)

James Potter: damn straight she is. 100%!!! and im already @ urs, actually. where r u tho?

Sirius Black: alcohol

James Potter: Good Man

Remus Lupin: I’m getting pizza

James Potter: don’t bother?? never eating again

James Potter: PS no more talking to evans unless its for espionage

Peter Pettigrew: this should be fun

 - - -

 James Potter to Not Lovely Lily: ready for ur apology, like, whenever, babe

James Potter: no?

James Potter: sirius’s sofa is super fucking cosy, btw

James Potter: PS whatever the current differences between us, pls dont stoop so low as to eat Mums biscuits

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a shitty theory

okay so, we see in the new infinity war trailer that tony is clearly distraught over something

here are the gifs:

to me, im pretty sure that he is holding someone else’s hand in this scene (CORRECTION: it seems to be his own- but besides the point he’s still upset) . And from the evidence from the earlier and leaked trailer for infinity war, i’m predicting that it’s peter parkers!

in the leaked trailer we see that peter is clearly harmed and he is talking to tony and saying “i’m sorry.”  and that scene and this seems to add up.

now does peter die??? i don’t know, considering there is another spiderman movie due to happen.

possibility one: peter dies

this is a long shot but, what if peter dies due to thanos, which would be easy considering peter is only a human with powers that don’t compare to thanos. however, if he were to die- strange would probably do some boom boom pow shit and go back, saving him from his death

possibility two: this is where tony dies

okay so, what if it is peter thats on the floor and he’s utterly damaged due to thanos but not quite dead- but really hurt and what if… tony just snaps

what if tony gets so angry that he just goes after thanos and that results in his death?? because even though tony probably wont admit it that much, he really loves peter and possibly sees him as a son as he is responsible for him and he’d be really upset over his harm… and this results in him going after thanos and dying because… he’s not strong enough for thanos

BUT THATS JUST A THEORY

A FILM THEORY

no but please dont criticise this theory i know its poop… IM NOT GOOD OKAY BUT IM JUST TRYING TO CONNECT DOTS

anonymous asked:

Your bio says you're a college student and busy so I don't wanna bother you but at the same time I love your AUs so much because they make my heart warm and your writing gives me such feelings, so whenever you have time could you write something based of NCT 127 sun & moon with Doyoung? (Also as someone who's going to start college about 2/3 months I need your luck)

it’s an nct mood tonight hehe but i decided to write a soulmate!au with doyoung since that’s what sun + moon reminds me of~

  • soulmates are technically chosen when you’re born but,,,no one knows their soulmate until they make eye contact with that person 
  • because once they do a number tattoo appears on their wrist that is unique and only matches for these two people 
  • and practically everyone you know has gotten a number,,,,not all of them know who their soulmate is,,,,but they’ve at least managed to cross paths 
  • but your wrist,,,,,,is empty
  • and it embarrasses you and makes you a little nervous because what if i don’t have a soulmate? what if im a category: alone?
  • or even worse,,,,what if your life is meant to end before you can fall in love,,,,
  • but your friends all tell you that it isn’t anything to stress over some people dont find soulmates till they’re 50s! but you,,,can’t help it,,,,
  • not until you’ve found yourself on a plane,,,destination seoul because of work related meetings 
  • and it doesn’t even occur to you until you walk through a packed street, glancing at store windows and then looking at a screen playing what looks like a music video 
  • and a boy appears,,,,handsome with doe eyes,,,,,purple hair and the minute you look at him you feel something like heat on your wrist
  • and looking down,,,,,,you see it,,,,,,the numbers
  • 127-2196
  • and you don’t???? get it????? how could that be how could your numbers show up without you seeing anyone????
  • and you panic,,,, thinking what if it’s a mistake a malfunction????? 
  • running back to the hotel you ask your coworkers if it’s normal,,,, can the numbers just pop up???? and all of them say that technically you have to look into your soulmates eyes
  • and your whole trip becomes even more confusing because you weren’t looking at anyone????
  • on the other hand,,,,doyoung wakes up heart racing and breathless and when he looks around he sees jaehyun staring at him wide eyed and pointing to his wrist
  • “doyoung,,,,,,your soulmate,,,,,,tattoo,,,,,”
  • and doyoung looks down,,,, the number,,,, 127-2196
  • and he doesn’t believe it,,,rubbing at it and accusing taeyong of playing a trick on him but everyone gathers around and they’re like
  • “you were sleeping? maybe that means your soulmate saw one of our performances,,,,i didn’t know that counted as eye contact,,,”
  • and both you and doyoung,,,,are speechless,,,,,, confused,,,,,and even when you’re out of seoul back in your home country everyone is sure ur tattoo must be wrong??? you didn’t look at anyone???
  • not until you force yourself to think about that moment and then,,,,,
  • the boy
  • in the music video
  • you spend hours looking through youtube and then you find it - nct 
  • and there’s even a recent interview and you see the boy from the video
  • the mic in his hand and then his wrist,,,,,,,, 127-2196
  • and you fall back in your chair just as the interviewer asks “your soulmate tattoo - is it new?”
  • “yes,,,i got it recently,,,,,,,,although i feel like i wont find my soulmate soon.”
  • the interviewer asks why not
  • and again,,,he looks into the camera,,,your heart stopping for a moment in your chest
  • “i think we’re worlds apart,,,when my sun rises,,,their moon rises,,,,”
  • and you can feel it,,,,,he knows,,,,he knows you two are far apart
  • but something tugs at your heartstrings,,,,something like excitement,,,,because you have a soulmate
  • he’s far but you have one and he knows he has one too
  • and you don’t think you’d be soulmates for nothing that some day in the future
  • you’ll be able to meet under the same sun,,,,
  • “doyoung” you say his name to yourself as you turn off the screen of your laptop
  • and across the ocean doyoung runs his hand over his tattoo and a name comes to mind,,,,,, a name he’s never heard before,,,,,, but he can’t stop thinking about
  • it’s your name 

can you believe even was only in 2 scenes where he had more than 1 line while one of them being in the background but still his past is brought up in almost every episode by either hints or directly by people talking about him just for the sake of drama :)

 So here’s my first request ! I hope you enjoy it and it’s not too terrible ! I put it under the cut bc it turned out a little longer than expected ???

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