i dont even know if these are right

to everyone who sent me messages yesterday im rly sorry like im not answering any of them rn because i really need my time, i didnt even plan on logging it at all today, im so weak right now…but i want everyone to know that i genuinely appreciate everyone that took the time to make sure i was okay and to try and help me, i really love all of you and it means so much to me, don’t think that because i’m not replying right now that i don’t want to be around you or anything, i guess  i’m just too embarrassed to reply?? im really embarrassed about my entire breakdown last night and i dont know what to say, saying a simple thank you is not enough to show my immense gratitude toward everyone. i love you all, stay safe <3

triskaidekaphilist  asked:

If you could make a dating simulator by yourself, what would it be like?

aaaaa ok ok ok!!! listen ok ok so like i already Know ok i feel it i Know what i Want what my Heart Desires!!!! tbh first of all id probs make this game just for myself like watch me play my own game five times a day going on dates like nobodys business ok so like.

  • youd date cryptids!!!! bc if u Can date cryptids then why wouldnt u. also i wanna design cute cryptids ok i wanna make a cryptid blush i wanna pay my collaborators to make a cryptid smile i Want
  • thered be a customization screen bc who doesnt love those????
  • at the start of the game you set your gender and orientation and that affects who u can date (the people who u cant date automatically become your wingpeople ok they wanna Help u get a good date)
  • more choices than a dating sim should be allowed to have??? but not stressful choices bc each choice will be really straight forward
  • multiple ways of making a date go well with any character!!!!
  • if youre not compatible, yall can still remain friends and youll have a bff scene with them instead of a romantic scene!!!!
  • if youre an asshole, the wingpeople will kill you bc thats the kind of person i am and the kind of message i want to send through my hypothetical games
  • i want to implement something id call Tone! every single time you will choose to say something you will have to state the way in which you are saying it (i.e. jokingly, sadly, angrily and so on!). Tone will change the way what youre saying is perceived by the character!
  • you can opt out of topics that make you uncomfortable or even out of whole dates and it wont affect how your character perceives you!!
  • you can also suggest topics!! and if the character likes that topic they will encourage you to tell them more and an open dialogue box will come up for your ranting needs!!!!
  • you can always ask the character youre on a date with what you could do to make the date better!!! this doesnt change how they perceive you!!!
  • id implement optional mini games?? like if youre like me and you Love these characters then why dont u draw them a lil drawing?? why dont u bake them a lil muffin?? this wont change how they perceive you either but like. youd see them happy. LIKE.
  • i love when i can relate to a character im dating so i would want to make them talk about issues that many people face while also comforting you, the main character, if you can relate to them. these talks however can be completely removed at the start of the game tho, and they wont change how the character perceives you (also you can opt out of them if they get to be too much, but i already mentioned that).
  • ok but. youd be able to get control over the soundtrack so if u think u can match those songs with the situations better then DO IT
  • id like to make it slightly interactive by making social media accounts for the characters bc i Can


yeah so anyway if i were to make a dating sim id make it today listen  i woul

anonymous asked:

"Keith stepped forward, probably right over a few boundaries if he was being honest," this honestly fucked me up so much I dont even know why or how BUT IT SOUNDS BEAUTIFUL THANK U

OMG THANK YOU QUOTING MY FICS BACK TO ME IS THE BIGGEST COMPLIMENT I CAN RECEIVE AND I HAVE ASCENDED

when i first got into topp dogg over a year ago, i watched topp dogg project and my heart completely broke for hansol when his social anxiety got the best of him because i know that feeling all too well…i told myself that i would love and protect him. he’s really such an amazingly sweet person, and i’ve gotten so protective over him…i can’t articulate how much my heart is shattering right now…i love him so much. i hope he’s getting the help and support he needs…💔

some suggestions: please don’t tell him to cheer up or smile. it does nothing but make the person feel more like things are their fault. dont privately message him, as he’s said it makes him anxious. and while i know you’re worried, don’t pry into his personal life. bear in mind that even though you’re his fan, you’re still a stranger to him, and no one owes you insight into their private business. please dont spread misinformation and please dont spread the video.

please do!: comment on his sns and tell him you love and support him. and of course, treat him with respect. there’s not much else that we as fans can do.

anonymous asked:

A couple months ago i was waiting for a bus home at 4-5 am and a homeless man walked across the street to my stop and proceeded to sit by me and then put his hand on my thigh and tried to touch me but i got up and left. Its not much but i saw him again a few weeks later and i wanted to cry and sometimes i have dreams he's watching me and following me. I think im just over reacting, I shouldn't feel traumatized right? Things could've been worse.. even my friends brush it off. I just dont know.

That’s traumatic, dude. And of course your friends brush it off because they weren’t there and they trivialize it.

anonymous asked:

I've never even thought of disliking a group just because of some of their fans but rn I'm legit struggling not to. The disrespect they give to bigbang. Making fun of their appearances is the lowest you can get, especially that all of them are beautiful inside and out. Such a shame they give a bad reputation to a group who are talented and nice. They say that the group paved the walkway for the kpop industry, they are good but they still have a long way to go to achieve what bigbang achieved.

i can only guess which group we’re talking about and honestly ure right. i dont even want to know anything about the group or the fandom bc it’s already too much for me. what i dont get is like… how is bigbang related to this matter like.. at all?? what does bigbang got to do with it? they’re literally competing in nothing. neither of the groups. bigbang is hibernating and idgaf about anything else tbh

anonymous asked:

y r people bitching at ur for ur post. its ur opinion u have a right to say it, even though i dont personally agree I l realize that u rnt being malicious or anything, yall needa chill

Thanks for this! I really don’t know, but it doesn’t really bother me. I’m glad you understand lol

video games are so incredibly hostile and unwelcoming to mlm and im really feeling this more than ever after Watch_dogs 2 decided to continue to queerbait its audience with Wrench and Marcus w/o ever confirming their relationship as anything other than a joke, and after Mass Effect: Andromeda decided to not include gay men in major roles out of fear of backlash from the straight male audience, and Persona 5 preferred teacher/student relationships to relationships between two boys of the same age and etc etc etc

like these are all on varying levels of being overtly homophobic but the theme is fucking unignorable; video games dont want to have gay or bi men and its undeniably because theyre scared of upsetting the core straight male demographic by confronting them with things like gay and bi men. 

like right now im desperately waiting for blizzard to reveal who the gay characters in Overwatch are because if any of these men are gay theyre going to be the only male player characters who are canonically gay or bisexual (and not just player choice) that i know of who havent just been “confirmed gay” on twitter. and even the characters that do fall into the latter category add up to a grand total of two (and i hate including Axton from Borderlands 2 because i will never forget that his one off line flirting with guys was originally a fucking programming glitch gearbox chose not to fix. the other guy in question is Jacob Frye from Assassins Creed if anyone is curious)

im sick and tired of this like its exhausting just not existing to anyone. its not like the situation in film or television or any other media is that much fucking better right now, but at least i can name movies and tv shows that have gay men in them. its so unendingly depressing being a gay man and trying to enjoy video games because unless im willing to build them for myself they just dont fucking exist. 

“Villainous”: Why you shouldn’t  throw hate to this show

Okay, so over the past days you may noticed a lot of fanart and posts about a particular show: “Villainous” (or “Villanos” in spanish). This is actually a mini series that is transmited between comercials for Cartoon Network México. Is about a villain (Black Hat) who tries to make the most evil and succesful artefacts for villains, along with Dr Flug, Demencia and 5.0.5.

So, what’s the problem with this mini-series?

There’s a few flaws that people have been complaining about, the most important of those being Markiplier voicing 5.0.5, a problematic artist (LemonTeaFlower) working on this show, etc.

Ignoring those facts, “Villainous” is pretty funny and entertaining to watch, and the animation and art style is really good. Is not the humour that everybody likes, but I personally enjoy it. But actually neither the characters or the plot are the reason im encouraging you to support this show.

This is the first ever cartoon (for Cartoon Network) created entirely by mexicans.

As a mexican, I can’t describe how happy I am to know that my country is finally making big steps in the animation industry, this is a huge opportunity for people like me, who aspire to be an animator but don’t have the resources to get out of their country.

And, if this show gets enough positivity and fame, Ai Studios, the animation studios who made this show, might actually do more cartoons! Better cartoons, with better plots and characters!

Let me tell you something, if Ai Studios doesn’t start making more cartoons, there’s literally no job opportunity in Mexico for aspiring animators. You either go to the U.S or forget about animation.

And yeah, this show might seem cringey, (well, it started developing in 2007, what did you expect?) and as I said it has some problematic aspects, but I dont think this is the right time to start making callout posts and discourse blogs for this cartoon. It hasn’t even aired in the U.S yet and there are already pleople complaining. And I don’t blame them, I would callout those things too if I didn’t already know how important this show is for Ai Studios, how important this show is for mexicans.

Many of the people who complain about it don’t even know that this show is made by mexicans and the opportunities it could give to us. So, what i’m asking you to do is simple.

Don’t throw hate at this show.

I’m not asking you to praise it, I’m not asking you to make fanart for it. I’m asking you to leave it alone, and leave alone the people who are enjoying it.

How can we do better if you don’t even give us the opportunity to make more cartoons?  

So yeah, that’s basically it. I’m not saying everyone should watch it and enjoy it, I mean, if you want to do it go ahead. I’m just saying it would be kind of egoistical to make discourse blogs and callout posts for the first mexican cartoon made by a new animation studio that just came out 3 days ago. 

Let us have this, please.

bad times with adhd:

  • cant read
  • can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading
  • boredom more like Time To Suffer
  • rsd
  • u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds
  • becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking
  • staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so
  • that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said 
  • overstimulation
  • meltdowns
  • when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”
  • trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it
  • the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long
  • “i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it
  • outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it
  • no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter 
  • *someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it
  • getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating 
  • “u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason
  • having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say
  • forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset
  • the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset
  • when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness
  • when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public
  • having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life
  • needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing
  • overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation
  • this is long i should stop now
5

something vaguely moboween

dunno if this is gonna grow into something else but pls just have this for now

Unnecessary Lotor Meeting Headcanon

Imagine this:

• Lotor first meeting the whole crew planning on attacking but immediately lays his eyes on Lance (I been seeing fan art i needed to jump in, okay??)

• Keith is jealous by how much this guy is paying his full attention to Lance because that’s his what the heck???

• Lotor wanting to take him as a prisoner with intentions of stealing Voltron too

• Lotor dissing Keith everytime he talks or butts in and is a sass king (i just have a feel)

• Uncomfortable Lance, Flirty Lotor, Fuming​ Keith who is ready to fucking explode

• It became Keith vs. Lotor so fast that everyone else just kind of doing their thing and beating off anything trying to attack

• Lance would tease Keith of going to Lotor if he didn’t do something Lance wanted

• It immediately back fires and turns to being Keith pinning Lance to the wall

• Do not mention Lotor

• EVER

• He cradled Lance​ in his arms and it wouldn’t be the same if it wasn’t him even if the little shit denies it

dont let bill know about the companion cube theory or that they gotta incinerate it

i lowkey like @zentagon‘s portal au 

 I was thinking and the thought “what if Voltron was a musical” crossed my mind. So….

  • The musical starts with Shiro, Matt, and Mr. Holt getting taken by the Galra and it’s all like really threatoning harmonies but then it switches to Lance, Pidge, and Hunk at the Garrison failing their simulation and it becomes like way more upbeat. 
  • The whole rescuing Shiro bit is a song where Lance is way too eager, Pidge is being all science nerd-y, Hunk is afraid™, and Keith is introduced as a bad boy rebel who sings a couple lines as he fights and it sounds like?? fuckin gorgeous?? and Lance is in the background with his mouth wide open.
  • They literally cut the song so Lance and Keith have their first introduction as the argument like in the show (but it has these notes every line like when people are talking in a musical but there’s still background music). 
  • Allura has a song where she’s training the paladins and they’re all shit until they start improving. At the end, they form Voltron. (kind of like make a man out of you) 
  • Lance’s solo starts all upbeat and fun like most would expect but then he starts singing about his homesickness and insecurities and it ends with him kneeling on the ground and reaching out with his arm 
  • Hunk’s solo is just?? great?? He narrates the teams’ actions in song and is skeptic about all the situations like in the show. He also sings about his anxiety a bit. 
  • Pidge sings about her family and how she’s on a mission to find them. It also has flashbacks to her home life, revealing that she’s a girl. It ends with her realizes she has a family within Voltron and stays with the team. 
  • Keith’s solo is about his past and how he lived alone for so long. The song is basically about Keith discovering himself. 
  • Shiro’s solo seems very formal as he leads the team but it turns into a “WHAT AM I DOING WHAT AM I DOING I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING IM JUST WINGING THIS HELP” 
  • There’s also a song about his Galra imprisonment
  • Coran’s solo is just?? fuckin weird man
  • Lance and Keith have a rival song kind of like “What Is This Feeling?” from Wicked but it ends with them actually confessing they admire eachother but they’ll never tell (Happens like right after the bonding moment after Lance get’s out of the pod)
  • IMAGINE THE SONG WHEN THEY FIGHT ZARKON IN THE LAST EP OF SEASON 2 
  • Everybody is their correct ethnicity, it’s done really well, and they give an even amount of time to each character with equal development 

just…imagine a voltron musical