So…. as you all know theres been lot going on in the Kitten fandom lately… and some may have noticed I wasnt around like I used too. Most probably havent though lol! Some wont even care about this post but for few that do i just wanted to say some stuff , so whoever reads this thank you!
I had a lot of stuff going on in my private life over the years and came here as an escape, was my happy place and over years … esp last year , things got more negative and some ppl were down right mean- esp lovely anons I got!
Everyone that knows me , knows I dont like Rose at all or them together and even though Ive voiced my opinion bout it , I never stop supporting Kit as I love him and love his work.
Then the engagement came and for some reason ppl think thats why i stayed off… (Ive already received anons , applauding me maybe leaving fandom as in their words my negativity was hard on them and i was toxic and unproductive … and see you ppl are the reason things stopped being fun around here! You ppl are ones making it that i wAnt to leave) the engagment , It had some part in it but not cause of jealousy or hating kit … simply cause it added to the already load of crap already on my plate and in all honesty I just needed some time to digest it!
In a way a fear of losing him, even though he was never mine… more a fear of losing the fun, the friends ive gained over years and losing my happy place… fear of it all changing.
But after stepping back for bit …. and letting things settle, I realised… that I allow these ppl to take my fun away from me… i realised its up to me to take that fun and place back and its up to me to not let others ruin the love I have for someone.
I may not agree with everything that cinnabon does but i sure as hell love him , always will! And to me being a fan doesnt mean i have to have him on a pedestal and adore him and awe at everything he does! No, i can , not like stuff about him, choices, behaviours anything but that doesnt mean I dont love him! And ppl critizing or telling me Im a bad fan and why the hell i follow someone i critize are the problem not me!
I love Jon Snow , thats how Kit came in my life and Jon is Kit and Kit is Jon … and i refuse to let anyonw take that from me, ive fought too hard to be here and ive fought too many battles to throw away what I love in life!
I dont like the engagement and thats my right just as its your right to like it and be excited about it … but can we please just respect that of eachother? Can we please stop pointing fingers and attacking eachother on lousy anon …can we just stop and think and realise why we are all here?!
Theres already so much hate in the real world… why cant we just respect eachother and love eachother despitw our differences?
Anyways… this post got wayyyy too long abd i know everyones probably asleep by now lol… but judt wanted to say Mindy is back … still loving Kit and only kit and this is my blog and i will post what I want and and yes itll still be full of Kit!
Thanks for the few that caredlasr few days! 😘😘😘love you for it!
And to the haters… im back bitches!