i dont do drugs i am drug


inspired from that one fic by @slaygoldponyboy

This has been sitting in my folder for like 3 days because I got so flustered about drawing it that i wasn’’t sure if I should post it or not because it’s honestly so intimate and I’m rambling i’m sorry here you go


Dont get into drugs
I dont mean only the worst of the worst
I mean all of them
Dont get into drugs
Because i wanted to have a little fun on my weekends it changed me forever
Because i wanted to feel better i am changed forever
Because i wanted to pass my tests i am changed forever
Dont get into drugs
Because i loved the feeling i am changed forever
Because he said he loved me and its fun to do i am changed forever
Because “homies” gave me them with no price i am changed forever
Dont get into drugs
Because i got into drugs i am changed forever
I didnt say dont try it, or dont do it
I dont expect anyone to never be curious
But do not g e t into d r u g s.
Because i got into drugs i cannot have deep conversations
Because i got into drugs i feel worse when i am touched by someone
Because i got into drugs my mental illnesses are tougher than they ever were before
Because i got into drugs i will never not feel anxious
Because i got into drugs i cant have normal conversations
Because i got into drugs i can only be around so many people before having an attack
Because i got into drugs i am changed forever
Because i got into drugs i dont feel emotions how a human being should
Because i got into drugs making love doesnt fee as romantic or intense as i remembered
Because i got into drugs i am selfish
Because i got into drugs my body has changed forever
I am different for the r e s t of my life,
Because i got into drugs
Do n o t get into d r u g s.

anonymous asked:

Hey!! Do you know of any wolfstar fics w/ heavy drug use/drug or alcohol addiction? Loved Ghost Notes!!

Hi there, thanks for the ask, and for your kind words about my fic! <3

So the thing is, I am picky about my substance abuse fics, in that either they are angsty as hell, or the recovery has to be believable and real. For my fluff lovers out there, please tread lightly with the warnings on each fic! I’m also focusing on substance abuse, not just casual usage. I hope you enjoy some of these!

Sad Angsty Ending Full Of Pain

Beautiful Scars on Critical Veins by @chrlieweasly has Sirius on the run post-Azkaban peeking in on what Remus has been up to, and surprise, it’s soul crushing pain, lmao.

You and Me and the Bottle Make Three by hell0lust has the pups coping badly and accepting the bad coping because canon is sad and we can’t have nice things.

Everything Comes with a Price by Scilera is a post-veil fic where hahahahaha just call a coroner already, bc I am done.

Don’t Send The Searchlights by @paperclipbitch is a muggle AU where James and Lily are still dead and everything else is still sad as all hell.

Things Are Terrible, But Maybe There’s Hope?

Understanding by SubtextEquals has Sirius coping poorly post-Azkaban, though there is the possibility of a better future (if you ignore canon, whoops)

you’re still the best, more or less, i guess by buckyy is a muggle AU with alcoholic Sirius and standing-his-ground Remus.

Memories made of Memories by WolfDogStar has Sirius spiraling post-Azkaban, causing Remus to take him on a road trip for some clarity.

Ghost Notes by this loser (as mentioned above, tysm!) is an AU where Remus didn’t go to Hogwarts. Sirius’ attempts to help him with his addiction problems don’t go as planned.

Actual Hope and Happiness, Woohoo!

Grapefruit Moon by @pommedeplume is a sweet and funny muggle AU with Remus accommodating a recovering Sirius that’s so skillfully subtle, you might miss it. If you read anything on this list, be sure to top it off with this warm and fluffy fic. “Getting your ass kicked by your crush was a terrible way to end your night, even by Remus’s standards.” 

“You failed your drug test”

“But I don’t do drugs”

“Yeah, we dont hire friendless losers who don’t know how to party”

*I am forcibly escorted from the building as the supervisors do lines of cocaine off the desk*

anonymous asked:

have u ever done drugs? I feel like everyone my age has already experienced everything and I've just been left behind.

left behind? because you havent done drugs? honestly not at all. I haven’t done any drugs, i havent even smoked a single cigarette or been drunk in my life, altogether i have had about 2 alcoholic beverages in my life. and I dont care, I have no desire to do so the more time i have spent with people who use drugs/ have done pretty much every drug there is… etc i realise the more i don’t want to do it anyway. even as a very sober person I am very into clubbing/the music which attracts alot of ppl who do take drugs ,  which therefore has given me access to hang out with people who do use drugs a lot more than they should and i have spoken in depth to these people, who all basically say not to get into drugs. Its not glamorous, its not celebrating your youth. it fucks you up. people dont talk about it often, but it can really fuck you up. trust me.  i go out clubbing and everyone thinks im gurned but im literally just having the best time because of the music. i respect people have their own choices. but i am not going to sit here and say its SAFE! because its not.however,  if you are going to experiment with drugs make sure you do it around people who you TRUST and take all the precautions. its unpredictable. its a lie that everyone has experienced everything. the more i live the more i realised we are all at different but also similar stages in our life. its not a fucking race, for anything. we are all growing. instead of drug taking there are other things to immerse yourself in. i really mean that. stay safe. 

so let’s talk about underswap gaster shall we? (was suggested in the survey by blookingtons!) i remember seeing riverman to gaster fanart once so i thought, sure? why not. this is a great idea! 

i honestly dont know how gaster should act so there’s gonna be THIS type of dad, and THAT type of dad.

  • THIS KIND: gaster used to take care of sans and papyrus when they were little. LOVING FAMILY YAY. sans was born with only 1 HP so being the loving daddy he is, he was trying to find a way to get his blueberry baby to be stronger so yeh, DANGEROUS EXPERIMENT. he discussed this with papyrus who STRONGLY DISAPPROVED because HIS BABU HUSBAND BRO WOULD BE AT RISK but gaster wasn’t going to let that stop him. he locked papyrus in his room and does the experiment anyway. papyrus can do magic 2 dumbass so of course he’s gonna break through and rescue his future brosband. the process already started but papyrus, without any doubt, stop him but gaster is like “(sign language intensified) hoe dont do it, if you stop the process then BOOM. we all deed.” papyrus rescued sans anyway then BOOM. everybody die….not really. skeletons dont die. gaster cant die as well cuz he has 666 HP. 666 DF and 666 in general.HE’S ILLUMINATI CONFIRMED!   

of course karma would happen. snas had amnesia afterwards but he GOT DEM MAGIC DOE. HE CAN KILL PEOPLE NOW! i mean…since he has amnesia, he doesn’t remember anything about papyrus or gaster. papyrus preey much tell him who he is but never mentioned anything about gaster. ANNND that’s where they move into snowdin. Gaster, however quitted his job and become a HOBO- i mean a riverman to get his mind off stuff. (not gonna explain more cuz u;ll prob get the reason). 

A year later, sans wanders about and find gaster passing by. being the cute marshmallow he is, he approached him with determination. gaster was overjoyed to find that his blueberry son is still alive. they had a father to son hug. sans just likes hugs so he’s okay with it. no problem. gaster didn’t care that his babu forgot who he is, he’s just happy that snas’s safe and sound. sans doesn’t understand sign language anymore so preey much whenever he hangs with his daddy, gaster just teach him. sometimes, gaster takes him on a boat ride to get to alphys’ for training.

gaster didn’t wanted sans to tell papyrus about him since ya know. papyrus preey much hate his guts for trying to dat experiment. emoj-chan enters the underground on this part and continue the story from there, tho, i dont think gaster should do much other than travelling about. am i lazy? or am i not lazy?


my friend is a genius for coming up with this solution. it’s truly beautiful.

i prefer the last one. i regret writing all of this. shiiit


anonymous asked:

i dont kno about skin melting but i am rn on a skin ultra DRYING drug and its a fuck and a half i tell ya. everything is peeling all the time and my lips r in hell. also its like a vitamin a derivative, did u kno if u take too much vitamin a ur skin falls off? maybe u do kno, if thats what u meant by melting and ur on vitamin a stuff too, but i think its dry falling off which i wouldnt call melting. u might tho. i dunno u. so like, dont eat polar bear liver!! dont do it!!

This is a lot to take in! Haha no the drug I am on is a mood stabiliser and known for just causing a potentially fatal rash, where your skin just kind of comes off around soft/moist areas of the body.

Also I’ll try not to eat polar bear liver

anonymous asked:

i saw shipping art of Sanae and Hatate and it's so surreal but also makes sence. Imagine if they just had a brief fling at the start just cause - both are nerds, Hatate would be ennamoured by somebody with such a high position, and Sanae would have no limits at finally getting to be the Lesbian Goddess she had dreamt of in the outside world

ok this is great, but,

oh my god i just realized sanae has probably never seen a smart phone. hatate’s flip phone is probably the most recent type of phone sanae has ever seen. sumireko would hear sanae is from the outside world and go “omg we should take selfies!” and sanae would be like… “what. is that some kind of drug. i do not do drugs i am a pure and innocent shrine maiden dont PEER PRESSURE me into taking whatever selfies are”


7:23 am. Good morning everyone!!!! I feel great today!!! Its amazing how a soul full of drugs makes you feel. When im running low i get so depressed and when im full i feel on top of the world. Ugh, the struggle of a drug addict. What can i say. Its a daily odyssey for survival. I do have to admit im a bit more fortunate than others to have drugs all the time. My heart goes out to those hurting this morning and dont have their get well shot or pill to pop or line to snort or even something to smoke. I pray you find the sweet relief you are searching for.