i dont care if you have a degree

I’m so glad I can finally spend some time with my darling as we are both in town for a while.
She also got a job and im so proud of her and
..im kinda thinking about this job too, but oh my im so scared. However i really want to get a job, that does not deal with phyhology(hopefully ill get a master degree in a year), because i simply dont have any will and energy to give. I need to care of myself with a simple job.

Thank you for being always there for me dear, i couldnt cope with anything without your support.

Gillian Anderson: 25 Things You Don't Know About Me
Gillian Anderson tells Us 25 things you may not have known about her.

1. I sleep with my feet out of the covers.

2. I am useless with anything to do with IT.

3. For the past two years, I have had a frozen shoulder and can’t move my left arm beyond 90 degrees to the side.

4. My favorite fruit is jackfruit, which can be found in Sri Lanka and other tropical places.

5. We have a fish tank in our house. That’s about the extent of animal care we can manage.

6. As a child, I had a kitten that would not grow. It was black, and its name was Sponge.

7. I am terrible at learning languages.

8. My hair is neither red nor blonde, but a very boring mousy brown.

9. Dark chocolate makes me happy.

10. My middle name is Leigh.

11. I have one of the worst memories known to man.

12. I spent 15 months in Puerto Rico before I was 2 years old.

13. I had a brother named Aaron who died of a brain tumor three years ago at age 30.

14. My brother’s tumor was likely connected to a disease he has from birth called neurofibromatosis.

15. I am a patron of the Neurofibromatosis Network charity.

16. I was 24 when I was cast as Scully in The X-Files, but I told the producers I was 27.

17. I have a sister named Zoe who is gay and married to her partner. Thanks, Illinois!

18. I don’t like okra.

19. I used to be the first violin in a string quartet when I was in grade school. Now, I don’t think I can play a single note.

20. I live in London and have three children. My oldest is 20, and my youngest is 6.

21. London is my favorite city in the world. I feel grateful every day that I get to live here.

22. I am the co-founder of SA-Yes, a charity in South Africa that provides mentors for youth leaving children’s homes.

23. I think one of the funniest movies of all time is Madagascar 2.

24. I don’t watch TV.

25. I don’t exercise!!!


Just so you guys know, my tumblr is almost exclusively run via my queue right now. Im not on here much really and I’m extremely stressed out. I’m going through a lot of money related issues right now and I’m trying to finish some things so I can start making money again. I know its super tacky to talk about this publically, but I felt the need to state it.

I’ve gotten several really long messages about really serious topics. Mostly asking for advice. I dont want to make it seem like I don’t care about those people, I really do. However, I am under a degree of stress that I haven’t felt since college. I can’t even really describe to you how frustrated and honestly scared I am about life right now. Things are bad. Things keep not working out for me and it’s really frustrating because if I can’t maintain a certain income my life will have to really change for the worse and most of the things I’m working on right now (ESPECIALLY youtube) cannot be continued if I have to relocate.

So please please please try to be understanding. Things might be getting posted, but that doesn’t mean that I’m on here. I know that people want my help right now for numerous things, but I really need to focus on my own health and earning some money right now. Every moment I spend away from what I’m working on is a moment away from me maintaining my livelihood. I can’t even afford groceries right now and that’s been a reality for me for the past 4 months or so.

That being said, I’m not sure when I’ll be making another video. I have footage for a video and I have to have this review up by the end of the month, but I know that i cannot take the time to do youtube videos right now beyond that. I just cant. I cant rationalize it at this point and that really frustrates me. I know that there are a lot of people who really like what I do and I really appreciate that. I just wanted to remind everyone that I do have a patreon account and supporting me on patreon can really help keep me above ground now. If you gave me a dollar every month, that’d only be 12 dollars, if enough people did that,it would really be helpful. Again I know how tacky this is, but I’m almost in tears right now because of how stressed out I am. I hate how my life is going right now and I really just want things to get better. I know that most people reading this probably can’t help, but reblogging this would be really helpful.

I really hope you understand and will still be there when I really come back to youtube.


There’s also a paypal donation button on my blog. If you enjoy my content, I’d really appreciate it. 

today my psychiatrist said the reason why i like masculine/androgynous clothes is because i want to let people know im strong and nobody can touch me, but i dont care how many degrees he’s got, he’s wrong, because to me whether you wear yoga pants and pink turtle neck sweaters or an army suit, you can still be dangerous and strong and a boss ass bitch like have you heard of alison hendrix