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Cat Got Your Tongue? Part 1 (VLD)

Hello hello! sorry I haven’t posted any writing in so long. thank you to @gdesertsand and @miss-jinx09 for ideas on the end of part one and part 2. 

warning: contains graphic descriptions of violence a swearing so if your sensetive to any of that, don’t read.

(hints to one sided Lancelot, but not much)

Word count: 1090


Lance groggily opens his eyes. His head pounds from the bright lights above him. He blinks rapidly, trying to see past the glaring lamp. Eventually, his eyes adjust to the light and he starts looking around. Stiffness in his neck from lying in an awkward position makes itself known making Lance give out a small groan of pain.
“Ah, you’re finally awake!” says a voice from across the room. Lance slowly turns his head towards the loud voice. A tall, purple man walks towards him in large strides. The man has long, white hair and light purple skin. He reeks of power and obviously holds a prominent position in the Galra Empire.
“who’re you?” lance slurs. He must have hit his head pretty hard. He goes to lift his hand up to feels for any lumps on his head but finds his arms are restrained. Dang it.
“Well, I am Prince Lotor! Ruler of the Galra Empire.” Lotor smiles. Double dang it.
“you must be a shitty leader if I’ve never heard of you.” Lance smirks. The smile on Lotor’s face slowly fades into an evil smirk. An evil glint in his eyes appear as he reaches out to caress Lance’s face.
“You’ve got quite the mouth on you, boy.” Lotor grabs Lance’s face roughly, pushing his cheeks together to make him look like a fish. Lance’s smirk disappears off his face at the aggressive gesture. “Maybe we should do something about that.”
Lotor’s eyes held a malicious glint at the threat.
Lance’s mind thinks back to his team, his second family.
“what do you want from me?” Lance questions. He’s hoping it has nothing to do with Voltron but he already knows it does.
“information, of course.” Lotor replies instantly.
“so… not my amazingly good looks?” Lance tries to keep the topic off Voltron for as long as possible. He knows he’ll accidentally say something that could jeopardise the team, but no matter how many times he changes the topic or replies with a snarky remark, Lotor always leads the questions back to Voltron.
“I’ve tried to be nice, Lance, but if you’re not going to cooperate with me I’m going to have to hurt you.” Lance shivered at this. He never enjoyed being in pain just like the other 98.99% of people on earth. But he would do anything for his team. He would die for his team. And if he was to be in pain to protect them? So be it.


As Lotor pressed the knife into Lance’s thigh slowly, Lance suppresses a scream. The pain was burning hot, he could feel at the knife breaks into muscle and touches bone. Lotor twists the knife causing Lance to scream out in pain.
“What are the red paladin’s weaknesses?” Lotor asks again. Lance whines in pain, his leg burning.
“Is that all ya’ got, you purple jelly bean fuck?” Lance replies. Lotor sighs, annoyed. He’s tried countless different torture methods, burning, stabbing, electrocuting and even Boiling! Nothing had worked thus far. Maybe he could try threatening him with something bigger… a loss of an appendage!
“you got such a foul mouth for such a pretty boy. Would be a shame if you couldn’t talk anymore…” Lotor watches as Lances face turns from confused to terrified. Smiling at the look on his face, Lotor moves from Lance’s thigh to his face. Lotor strokes the side of his jaw with a horrid look on his face. He grabs Lance’s jaw roughly, prying it open despite Lances protests.
“I wonder what’ll happen if this thing goes…” Lotor growls, grabbing Lances tongue and digging his claws into it to stop it from slipping away.
“Stop! Stop!” Lance pleads, his ‘stops’ coming out weirdly. Pain shoots up his tongue and the coppery taste of blood invades his mouth.
“so, are you going to tell me the weaknesses of Voltron?” Lotor stares intensely into Lance’s deep blue eyes.
Disappointed faces of his team flash before Lance’s eyes. He would do anything not to see those faces again. The same disappointed face his mama gave him when he told her he didn’t get into the fighter pilot class. He was just a disappointing cargo pilot. Second best. He’s just a boy from Cuba after all.
No.
He was Lance. The funny, handsome Lance. The Sharpshooter Lance. A look of determination makes its way to his face. He will not lose.
Lotor knows his answer just from the look on his face.
“Well then. I see you’ve chosen your shitty team over yourself.” Lotor smiles as he reaches over to the knife that’s still in Lance’s thigh. He yanks the sharp knife out in one swift pull. Lance’s scream echoes through the torture chamber.
“The only thing that’s shitty,” Lance pants, meeting Lotor’s eye again “is you.”
Lotor laughs at these words. He moves the bloodied knife towards Lance’s face. He knows this is going to hurt like a bitch but for the team, he would sacrifice his life.
The knife is pushed into his mouth, under his tongue.
“Any last words?” Lotor taunts. Lance glares into Lotor’s yellow eyes.
“You’ll never be anything more than a replacement for your father.” Lance slurs out.
Anger washes over Lotor’s face and with a slight flick of his wrist, Lance is screaming in agony and sorrow. Blood fills his mouth and the back of his throat. He can’t breathe. He’s stopped screaming by now. He chokes on the blood that spills out of his stub of a tongue. He tries to breathe through his mouth and just inhales more blood. His mind is racing, how is he going to get out of this? He breathes again, this time through his nose, and finds he didn’t inhale blood. He calms himself, careful not to breathe through his mouth. Lance tilts his head to the side and opens his mouth to let the blood out.
“I take back what I said before,” Lotor says with a look of disgust on his face. “you aren’t a pretty boy anymore.” Lotor loves how pitiful Lance looked. Choking on his own blood like an idiot.
“Take him back to his cell!” Lotor yells at one of the guards. The guards scramble in fear of Lotor to pick up Lance and drag him out the room. “idiots…” Lotor murmurs.

anonymous asked:

I dont know how you can stan someone as awful as Seunghun especially after his scandal. He takes DRUGS! and SMOKES! and he's an ALCOHOLIC! BigBang could easily survive w/o him. He's so selfish to drag them through all this and he's made them look like a really problematic group. This just shows his true colors and yet youre over here SUPPORTING that. Please delete your trash blog. You and all other Seunghyun stans. You dont care about BigBang.

I don’t even know what you’re trying to prove 
You come into my house and what? Try to make a compelling argument against my buddy Tabi here? Nuh-uh, nonny. 

If you wanna fight me on this, come off anon. See how brave you are then. 
I’m going to address none of your points because their shit and you don’t actually believe in them enough to say it to me without hiding behind the anonymous option, but I will say this: I’ll delete my ‘trash blog’ when you delete your trash personality cause that shit is nasty. 
Now if you please, I’d like you to

anonymous asked:

i dont like topaz's design (its SUPER boring) but why do ppl care about her "looking like a man"??? aside from how shitty that is to say, what does it matter if she looks masculine, how is that a criticism?? just cause most gems have a feminine appearance doesnt mean some gems cant be masculine.

Yeah it’s like the worst thing to give her shit for. I despise that these people have no clue how to make muscular gems look good (they just draw three balloons and call it a day) but giving her shit for being too masculine is lame. Come on

i have a headcanon that Matt sends him terrible t shirts every birthday and Francis send back photos of him absolutely rockin’ everyone no matter how hard Mattie tries to find shitty birthday related meme shirts

anyway happy birthday France congrats

i just really want newt to have a big crush on herms and he is one of those people who when they have crushes they do whatever they can to impress their crush so he always is tryin to be like yeah hermann look at this cool thingamaboop i did and hermann is very apathetic about it (like he doesnt downright insult it but he doesnt seem v interested) so eventually newt gets fed up which leads to their fighting and bickering and eventually one night when its late and both of them have been working till satan’s asscrack of dawn and hermann finally is like listen newton i actually have been really impressed by your work i just dunno how to tell you/praise you for it b/c lars never really did for me and newt’s like i dont care ur still a huge douche and hermann looks down and knows he is a huge dick and that newt probably hates him and then he looks up and newt is standin in front of him and gives him a half smile and mumbles “but ur my favorite huge douche” and smOOCHES HERMS RIGHT ON THE LIPS AND THEY GET TOGETHER AND HERMANN APOLOGIZES FOR HOW SHITTY HE’S BEEN AND SHOWS HIS APPRECIATION FOR NEWT’S WORK AND EVERYTHING IS DIGUSTINGLY CUTE 

you-like-that-cool-i-do-to  asked:

"Excuse me? Im sorry to bother you but is there a coffee shop around here? I just moved to town and I've got no clue where anything is." [Starter for @anotherdaytonowhere , OC is only 17+ so could Kevin maybe be a little younger? I dont care how much younger thats up to you. Also if you need info on my charater I just made the blog so her character info is pretty much right there unless youd rather I message it to you.]

@anotherdaytonowhere Kevin looked down at her, the eighteen year old about to hop in his truck after shopping. He was just about to leave town for good to get away from his shitty family and life when he heard her. He tossed the new phone and food in the truck. Might as well show her around before ditching town.

“Yeah. Theres a coffee shop across town. Run by the Tweaks. I can walk ya down there if ya want.” He was 6'5 but about as skinny as humanly possible. His exposed arms were covered in deep scars from years of abuse and he honestly looked like he hadnt slept well in years which was true.

anonymous asked:

What’s so great about being alive ?

YOUR FRIENDS??????????? SITTING WITH THEM AND LISTENING TO MUSIC????? BEER?????? BEER IS GOOD AND WINE TOO, CIGARETTES BUT DONT SMOKE THATS SHITTY EVEN THO I DO LMAO, LITERALLY U CAN TURN AROUND AND FIND SOMETHING WORTH LIVING FOR? PETTING CATS AND DOGS, LAUGHING AT A STUPID PICTURE, CUDDLING MAKING OUT , SINGING AS LOUD AS YOU CAN EVEN THO U DONT KNOW HOW TO SING BUT U DONT CARE BECAUSE U WANNA SING , EVERYTHIGN 

EVERYTHING IS WORTH LIVING FOR, I WANT TO DIE TOO BUT IM STAYING BECAUSE ITS OKAY TO STAY, ITS OKAY TO SAY THAT U WILL SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY, BECAUSE THAT ANOTHER DAY CAN BE AMAIZNG, EVEN IF IT ISNT IT DOESNT MATTER, SHIT DOESNT LAST FORVER, ITS OKAY ITS OKAY , LOOKING AT ART, CRYING BECAUSE OF A GOOD MOVIE, FINDING A NEW BAND TO BINGE LISTEN, A GOOD GAME TO STAY DAYS AT HOME TO PLAY IT,

IDK WHO YOU ARE BUT IF U WANNA DIE PLEASE DONT, PLEASE STICK AROUND, UR MOM GAVE BIRTH TO YOU AND SHE WANTS YOU TO LIVE SHE WANTS YOU TO EXPERINCE LIFE, EVEN IF SHE DOESNT SOMEONE DOES, SOMEONE WANTS TO YOU TO STAY HERE, 


AND DO YOU KNOW WHO THAT PERSON IS???? ITS YOU, YOU WANT TO STAY HERE, BELIEVE ME YOU DO

anonymous asked:

yo i looked in the comments/replies on the one post fozzie added in the comments that they dont care what u ship in taz, the post was abt tagnus but they said it really just makes them uncomfortable not that theres an overall prob w/ it (the post was meant as a lil joke for their own followers and didnt anticipate getting it big) jsyk

it really doesn’t matter tbh, the fact they’re bothered by that is their own problem and not whatsoever a reflection on the fandom, and treating it like a fandom problem to anybody was bullshit

sometimes tumblr people blame others for shit that isn’t even bad because they got it in their heads that the world’s gotta be tailored to their every whim and if u rip on people over that then the flack u get is what u should get

 y’all i hate when (privileged) people try to justify votes for tr*mp by being like “people are tired of politicians’, “the middle class whites are sad about their shitty racist town disappearing” or “rednecks are scared”

like yo how am i supposed to have sympathy when you’re totally either 100% okay with hating or you just DON’T caRE about the lives of people who are different than you? i understand how fucked the political system is here but shIT we gotta stand together and you decide to only care about yourself?? SCARY AS HELL MAN 

unfaunesommeille  asked:

How am I the racist when I understand that all cultures have something unique to offer? How is it racist to want to tattoo the Buddha, for example, out of reverence for Buddhism and its meaning? The concept of cultural appropriation is a weak one.

if you genuinely weren’t racist, you’d be interested in finding out WHY cultural appropriation was a contentious issue. it’s not my job to educate you. i’m white as well, and yet i SOMEHOW figured out how to use the internet to educate myself in the matters. there’s even an FAQ section adressing cultural appropriation. if you cared, you would have looked, but you dont-you’re only interested in being absolved of your shitty racist attitudes so you don’t have to rectify them. any further asinine messages regarding this are just going to be blocked and deleted. cheers. 

on expecting friends to punish friends

arright so ive seen a lot of shock and outrage (honestly standard at this point) and just general disapproval of raven and bellamy’s reactions to finn this past episode

[note: i am not going to talk about clarke because she has clearly not forgiven him. she never said anything remotely close to that. despite the fact that she cares about him deeply and is a naturally protective person, she is now uncomfortable and scared around him. if you think everything is hunky-dory in flarkeville rn you are twisting the events of the show so you can be more outraged at finn than you already are and honestly i dont care about u bye

im also not going to talk about murphy because he was his regular old insensitive jerkass self. love ya murphy, never change. kill some more people soon, ok? cool. kisses.]

ANYWAY. im sure its difficult to see through the haze of your hatred, but let me tell you a thing

you may hate finn collins, but raven and bell love him, and they have just as much blood on their hands

lets start with raven

  • ravens brace is not her only battle scar
  • she has (debatably) the highest body count of the delinquents: 300 using the dropship, about 100 between the bomb on the bridge and the landmines, maybe more (and i dont think shes ever shown remorse for this. KILL HER!!!)
  • raven has never given much of a shit about grounder lives (see above)
  • finn is ravens best friend, first love, and her family (her words)
  • he saved her life as a child
  • he has saved her life twice on the ground (risking his own life both times)
  • there is a theory that raven took the spacewalk, or at least did it with finn or helped him, and that he took the blame (think about it: raven had access to the equipment and knowledge of how to do it. do you really think that pre-pilot finn would have been able to pull that shit off on his own? doubtful) [credit for this theory goes to rebelleleader]
  • if that is true, he also saved ravens career and reputation by keeping her out of space juvy
  • (sidebar: do you think raven would be persecuted for the spacewalk the same way finn has been? also doubtful. moving on)
  • she literally plummeted to earth from space to be with him again
  • she has forgiven him for the one very shitty thing he did to her
  • (seriously ravens over it, clarkes over it, im over it. yall need to catch up)
  • she was the one who sent him to the village in the first place (do you think she meant ‘go get them, but dont kill any grounders in the process’? nah. raven dont care. on top of the deaths i mentioned above, remember how she showed the least reluctance to torture lincoln? she just stormed up there, took one look at bellamys weak ass torture, and was like 'let me show you how its done’. raven. dont. care.)

if you were expecting raven to go to sass level 10 and bitch finn out over some grounder lives, you have not been paying attention. someone else, maybe. if hed killed arkers, maybe. but she cares more about his mental health than the villagers and honestly that is completely in character and in line with their relationship

ok now bellamy

  • bellamy cares about finn a lot ok
  • remember that time he carried an unconscious finn back to camp like a fucking disney prince? remember how when he tortured lincoln, it was for finn?
  • ive said it before, and ill probably say it again: the line bellamy told finn cant be uncrossed, he crossed for finn
  • finn gave up the safety of the drop ship (and committed his first murder that wasnt in self defense) to save bellamys life
  • in ssn 2, they are constantly protecting/defending each other and show a huge amount of trust in one another
  • they have not said one word against the other since this season began
  • even when they disagree, they listen to each other and seriously take the other’s opinion into consideration, usually giving in to it (ie bringing murphy, the girl on the cliff side)
  • bellamy doesnt chew finn out when he 'disobeys’ him, even when he doesnt understand it (ie untying murphy, shooting the one-eyed grounder) he sees him as an equal 
  • (remember when atom and murphy showed insubordinance and were literally strung up and lynched?)
  • (the only other people who get this treatment from bellamy are clarke and octavia. js.)
  • bell has been visibly concerned for finns mental state for this whole season
  • “i’ll sleep when we find finn”
  • and bellamy doesnt give much of a shit about grounder lives either. he is the military leader of the 100 and they are the opposing army.
  • he has killed many himself, and as the military leader, is arguably accountable for all blood spilled by the kids
  • he let finn go to the grounder village with an automatic rifle and a murphy, knowing full well he was not in his right mind
  • he gave the man he banished, and then tried to murder him a gun so that finn would have back up

seriously, i dont think bellamy has any moral high ground to stand on and even if he does, he wouldnt use it to judge finn. just like raven, he cares more about his friends mental health than grounder lives. in fact, hes more likely to blame himself for letting finn go in the state he was in than to blame finn. thats kind of his whole deal

and tbf, you cant see your crazy from the inside. bell could see how irrationally finn was behaving, finn could not. 

there was a time (early ssn one) when both of these characters may have condemned finn for his actions, but not over grounders. and at this point, im sure they both feel theyve been forgiven for unforgivable things

(which is not to mention that the arkers need every soldier they can get atm, and theyve made it clear that they dont give a shit about grounder lives since they landed. finns punishment was never going to come from them. his pardon by the council says more about the council than about him.)

i am NOT condoning finns actions. i am NOT equating theirs to his.

fuck, im not even saying their reactions were rational, healthy or morally sound. im saying that their reactions were in character and in line with their relationships.

these kids number one priority is each other. the bond theyve all formed is one of my favourite parts of the show. it sucks to see people belittle it by saying that finns best friends should be punishing him. his punishment will come from elsewhere, let his friends support him in his time of need.

or fuck it, dont. they will anyway.

jaha OUT

  • what she says: I'm fine.
  • what she means: CASPAR CARES SO MUCH ABOUT JOE AND IM HAVING TROUBLE SLEEPING AT NIGHT BECAUSE THEY ARE SO AMAZING AND HAVE A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP EVEN IF THEY ARENT DATING AND I LOVE THEM AND I STAY UP TILL 5 READING JASPAR FANFICTION PLEASE HELP ME

i just wanted to make some quick sketches about these nerds but i got carried away and now i have these overdone doodles that dont even look that good >:/

i know im going to get a lot of hate for this, but whatever this is my blog.

teen wolf season four is so shitty.

the new characters have no chemistry with the old characters.

first, scott and kira, oh my god. okay, so at first, i guess i found them cute, but only because allison kinda got jealous.

but now, i dont care how many times they make out or how romantic jeff davis makes the scene look, i just don’t feel anything, fuck.

second, stiles and malia…. just no, please. i literally have nothing else to say other than the word no.

third, there’s almost no scenes with stiles and lydia.

more importantly, there’s almost no scenes with lydia.

jeff davis told us that stydia were actually going to be friends this season, but how will they be friends if they don’t even spend time together.

the only time they’re together, they almost get killed.

i miss the times when stiles was just crazy about lydia.

i miss the times when he cared about her.

because right now, it doesn’t even look like stiles knows lydia.

fifth, i fucking miss scallison.

i just miss the effortless chemistry between tyler and crystal, oh my god.

i miss them so much, it’s making my heart hurt.

i miss isaac lahey and danny mahealani so much, too.

i miss when teen wolf still made sense.

it’s so fucking frustrating, i want to scream.