i don't wanna be with you

OK, so I was doing @morshmalliver ’s b-day present and I realized the image was gone (like, shit, first the contracture now this) and as you can see the universe wants to kill me, so I was sketching again and I just couldn’t do it right and somehow it ended up in sad shit.

anonymous asked:

can i intrude a little and ask what you're studying (and where if you feel like saying) i'm in year 12 and decisions are a com'n my way

i just recently started a graphic design course!!

give me haunting silence, a deathly quiet, a blanket of stillness broken only by the sticky creak of my feet breaking kiss after kiss with the floor. give me copious darkness, silken shadows to chase me around the chamber as my eyes glaze over. i slip into a trance, repeat my ritual like a ghost caught between the stars, wavering through dimensions, weaving in and out of worlds.

i am not a girl like you. i am like nothing you’ve ever known. there are secret realms within me dying even now, and some yet to be born.

—  stars within me

Wahhh I wanna cry rn yall are my favorite lil angels 😩💓

I’ve had this blog for exactly a month now and I never thought I’d get this much love and support 😽

the amount of feedback and adorable requests make me so happy and I honestly think of this blog as our happy lil place where we share all the feels and love for our favorite boys, so thank you for joining me here 😋

Also I wanted to post this bc I wanna share some thoughts about some recent requests and questions that I’ve been getting, and I thought I’d address some of the questions here…

There are some things that I’m uncomfortable writing (including smut ofc) and it might make others uncomfortable, so please understand if I don’t do your requests, it’s probably for that same reason (or maybe I just didn’t get it yikes)

 Some things like self harm, somewhat abusive relationships between the reader and a member, member x member, and weight issues (bc I can’t stress this enough…They’d love you no matter what you look like!! Your weight or your body image has nothing to do with being happy with someone, so please remember that bc you’re beautiful what the heck!!!) They’d make me and others feel uncomfortable, so please understand why I won’t write them.

Anyways, for the new followers that I’ve gotten recently, this is just a reminder that I’m willing to write for any groups. Ofc if I don’t know them very well, I’ll let you know and you can tell me a little about them.

Buttttt thank yall for always requesting adorable little ideas that bring me and everyone joy, and I hope you have a wonderful day/night and stay safe 💕💖💓

Originally posted by kwonxd

long mornings and longer thoughts