i don't think it's her fault so i don't blame her

anonymous asked:

Uh, hi! I was wondering if you could do an incredibly angsty fic in Seven's route where Seven is at Mc's house and Mc is trying to help him but Seven always refuses so Mc starts to think that it's completely her fault so she starts to cut? I'm sorry if this is too much, you don't have to do it if you don't want to.

Trigger Warning: Self harm

MC self harming during the time Seven pushes her away

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  • The words “I love you” left your mouth without indecision.
  • Your life in the hands of another person was what pushed you to confess to the comical hacker 707, who had came to your rescue.
  • Through flirts and late night phone calls, you were sure that Seven shared your feelings too,
  • And yet, now together in Rika’s apartment, he’s shut you out completely.
  • It’s not like you didn’t understand the tremendous turmoil that was resting pitifully on his shoulders.
  • No, you understood completely.
  • He had just found out his own twin brother was the hacker behind everything going wrong with the RFA, which then brought him to a conclusion that V had something to do with all this, considering his brother was left in his and Rika’s care.
  • You understood the immense anger, and feeling of betrayal.
  • You understood grief and wanting to blame yourself.
  • So you wanted to be someone Seven could rely on. It’s not like you expected your relationship to start immediately. Of course not! Top priority was finding and rescuing Saeran at this moment.
  • But Seven didn’t even let you express that.
  • He pushed you away with harsh words, and shut himself off by staying cooped in a corner in the apartment.
  • You wanted to help him so badly. There was something you had to be able to do for him. Something you could just do.
  • But for two days straight now, he has reminded you that you are incapable, that you are not worth the time, that you are not worth his time.
  • If only you knew that wasn’t true.
  • But how were you suppose to know?
  • He’s called you dumb, said he doesn’t care about you, doesn’t like you, not worth his time.
  • He even once called you worthless, and though you were sure you saw some sort of regret and guilt in his eyes, it didn’t last for long as he turned away to continue his work.
  • But what was the icing on the cake was when you tried to wrap a blanket around him while he slept on the ground, and he woke up in a fit, angered by your administrations. 
  • He looked you dead in the eye and said:
  • “You’re the reason I haven’t found him yet.”
  • You couldn’t sleep that night.
  • His words kept replaying over and over in your head.
  • You scrunched yourself into a small ball as you felt like you were about hurl, sickened with yourself.
  • At that moment you wanted to disappear.
  • To die.
  • You deserved to die, that’s what you convinced yourself.
  • That’s what lead you to the bathroom with a razor in your hand.
  • You didn’t have the intention to kill yourself, but to make it up to Seven by giving yourself pain.
  • He’s going through so much pain because of me. I need to be punished.
  • The hand holding the razor shook as you bit your lip, stifling back tears so you didn’t disturb Seven anymore.
  • But then you remembered how much he shut himself out, he had his headphones on to block out your voice,
  • So he won’t hear your screams anyways.
  • You brought the sharp end of the razor against your forearm, and bit your lip as you drew the blade across your arm, blood pooling to the rim of the slash and dripping down.
  • You let out a small cry at the immediate sting and cool liquid sliding down your arm.
  • An inch or two above the first cut, you made a second one, this one prickling more than the first.
  • Blood dripped to the white tiles of the bathroom floor as you continued to make more cuts.
  • You made a final cut, the 5th one, deathly close to your wrist but not close enough to cause you to bleed to death.
  • When you were done, you dropped the razor into the puddle of blood and let out a howl as you clutched your bloody arm.
  • It hurt. But you deserved it. You deserved all of this.
  • The stench hit your nose causing you to be sick.
  • You let out a few hiccups as you frantically tried to pull yourself off of the bathroom floor but you couldn’t seem to find the energy to do so.
  • Worthless.
  • Dumb.
  • I’m all those things.
  • You squeal at the door suddenly rattling, the hinges of the door looking ready to snap.
  • “MC? MC! Open the door! Open the door now!” you heard from the other side.
  • It was Seven.
  • There was such desperation in his voice as he fought to bust the door open. When the hinges finally gave through, he busted through, and the sight of you curled on the ground in a pile of blood and sick was enough to utterly destroy him.
  • He fell to his knees, grabbing on to you and practically yanking you towards him.
  • He grabbed your bloody arm and gagged, tears appearing at the brim of his eyes.
  • “Oh god, what did you do? Why did you do this?”
  • You tried to pull your arm out of his grasp but you were too weak and tired and done with fighting.
  • Seven grabbed a nearby towel and wrapped it around your arm, putting enough pressure on it to stop the bleeding.
  • You were so tired, you leaned against his chest, unable to push yourself back up. But he didn’t push you away like he always did.
  • His free arm wrapped around you and pulled you a little closer, if it were even possible. He rested his cheek against the top of your head, and carefully rocked you back and forth.
  • You two stayed together in silence in the bathroom which looked to be the scene of a murder, until Seven finally spoke, trying his best to hold back his tears.
  • “Why did you do this to yourself?”
  • Into his jacket you love so much, you cried:
  • “Because this is all my fault.”
  • “I’m the reason you haven’t found your brother yet.”
  • “I’m the reason he is still out there.”
  • “It’s all because of me that you have to be here and work to protect me instead of looking for your brother.”
  • “You’re in so much pain and it’s all my fault,
  • “So I have to be in pain too.”
  • Seven let out a wretched sob as he couldn’t hold his tears back any longer. He sobbed into your hair, his grip around your form tightening as he squeezed you, afraid to let go, as if you would slip away through his fingers.
  • He hated himself at that moment for letting you believe such a thing, for letting it get this far, for not trying to find a better way to deal with things.
  • He let the woman he loved, yes, love, reach a point where she thought she needed to hurt herself to make up for what he’s going through.
  • He pushed you and pushed you until you finally broke.
  • And he hated himself.
  • “No,” he sobbed.
  • “No.”
  • “God, no, this isn’t your fault, none of this is your fault.”
  • “I’m so sorry, I’m so fucking sorry.”
  • He pulled back to cup your face, to caress your reddened cheeks whilst wiping away the tears that continued to spill.
  • Slowly, he leaned down to kiss a trail up to your eye, kissing away the tears. He stopped with his lips at your temple, and whispered,
  • “I love you, MC.”
  • You smiled, bringing him back down to you so you could tenderly brush your lips against him. You allowed him to deepen it before releasing from the kiss, and responding,
  • “I love you too, Saeyoung.”
  • He lifted you up bridal style, bringing you to your bed room and laying down with you on the bed.
  • The mess in the bathroom could be cleaned later.
  • At this moment, he needed to be with you, to keep you safe and give you comfort,
  • And most importantly, the love you deserved.
  • There was a certain bit of closure you got from laying in the bed in each other’s arms for the rest of the night.
  • Things would change from now on, and you could help him to find his brother.
  • You looked up into his golden eyes and smiled, and relished in the one he returned before kissing your eyelids.
  • He petted your hair and stroked your hip. Every so often he would place a kiss to somewhere particular on your face.
  • Everything was falling into place properly.
  • You two were in love with each other, and you would get through this.
  • That was determined.
  • This wasn’t your fault.
  • This isn’t my fault. No. It’s not my fault.
  • We’re in this together now.

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Is The Gifted trying to make Dreamer’s ability seem all bad? She uses it to violate Clarice’s head and then when I finally think they’ll show us her using it in a good way, she messes with the Sentinel Service guy’s head and gives him even more trauma. We’ve yet to see her ability do more than harm.

About Stef and Brallie

I need to start by saying that I love Stef, normally . She’s so awesome and I would love to have a mom like her. But if I was Brandon? If I was Brandon I would have honestly married fucking Cortney if it meant being away from her. And I hate Cortney. 

Let me explain. 

In season one, when Callie is still a new addition to the family, a girl that wasn’t supposed to stay in their house for more than a few weeks, a year at most, Stef reminds Brandon that foster siblings aren’t allowed to engage in a romantic relationship. Brandon isn’t interested at the time, he’s still with Talya, but he’s “an horny teenager” so better safe than sorry, right? Right. Fine. Legit. 

As we know, Brandon can’t really help falling for Callie after that. He knew he couldn’t, sure, but he probably thought that they could wait and sooner or later Callie would be out of the house, and it’s not like he could just erase his feelings. That’s not how feelings works. Also, it’s not like Callie was blameless here. She kissed Brandon after knowing that she was going to get adopted, remember? Sure, in season 3, during the interview she says that she wanted to fuck the adoption up before something else fucked it up, because she was scared. Doesn’t seem like a good way to fuck it up to me - if Jude hadn’t walked in on them they would have probably never been discovered and then what? I’d like to ask her. Also, we knew from her conversation with Wyatt at the hospital before then that she already had feelings for Brandon too, she just didn’t think she deserved him (to quote Wyatt, she was “too fucked up”). But at the wedding she says that she knows what she deserves now - meaning Brandon. She felt safe because she finally had a family who wanted her, she thought for the first time that she deserved everything everyone else deserved. To love who she loved. But Jude walks in on them and she runs away. 

Brandon confesses to his moms that he kissed Callie, which - btw - it’s his first fucking mistake. He didn’t kiss her. SHE kissed HIM. It’s interesting because he keeps saying that it was him, even during the interview in season 3. I don’t know if he wanted it so much that he remembers being the one instigating it, but this mistake plants the first seed of distrust in Stef, who probably can’t help making parallels between her son and Liam, since, you know, Brandon says Callie ran away because of him, when she actually ran away because of what Jude said. 

The moms forbid Brandon to go see Callie but he doesn’t listen. He loves her and he doesn’t want her to believe that there’s nobody out there for her anymore. And - let me point it out - he was right. She needed to know someone was still there for her, even if she had run away and was high risk and whatever. So yeah, seeing Brandon was what she needed. But Stef doesn’t trust him and she gets him a restraining order, like he’s stalking Callie, like that beautiful hug never happened (and for all we know, Stef might not know it happened). 

Brandon doesn’t care. Brallie keeps meeting secretly. Stef doesn’t know. Eventually, they both realize that Callie needs a family and Brandon backs down and lets her go. Because he loves her. So much. And he wants her to have all she needs. And she needs a family more than she needs him. Fyi, this it’s his most beautiful act of love. 

After the first break up it seems like Brandon is the only one hung up on them. He’s hurt, he can’t forget. I don’t blame him, since he has to see her everyday. He tries. He’s vulnerable at this point and Dani keeps planting ideas in his head. That he should get her back before she gets adopted and stuff. Things blow up during the winter ball and everything Stef ends up hearing is “I realized today that you didn’t lead me on. You just never felt the way I did. What you needed, what you wanted, it was never me,” which, AGAIN, makes it look like his feelings aren’t reciprocated, not really. She doesn’t know that Callie followed him before he got into the cop’s car to tell him that what she had said about Wyatt wasn’t true - meaning that she still loved him too, since she told him that lie just so he could forget about her. But she doesn’t want him to at the end. 

Things are friendly between Brallie later, up until the GU fund riser. Callie kisses Brandon when she discovers that Robert isn’t gonna sign her adoption papers. Later - in season 3 I think - she tells the girls of GU that she did it because she thought she was giving up Brandon for nothing. Meaning - she still loves him. Brandon tells her that he doesn’t want her to give up on her dream (they promised each other, right?). Stef doesn’t know that they let each other go again, for the second time. 

Callie doesn’t take it well. She asks him if it’s because of Lou. Brandon breaks up with her. Again. 

Season 3, Brallie’s adventure in Mexico. Stef finds a pregnancy test and the first thing that comes to her mind is “you don’t think callie is pregnant with brandon’s child, do you?” How did she even go there?? All she knows at this point is that Callie and Brandon kissed once. Which makes me believe that she can see that something is still going on between them but doesn’t want to acknowledge it. 

Brallie has sex. It’s consensual. And they break it off again as soon as the adoption gets through. 

Callie tells the moms the truth and everything Stef can think about is “Brandon took advantage of the fact that she was vulnerable”, when, honestly, it was about “giving up Brandon for nothing”. 

Stef confronts Brandon about it and she doesn’t listen, won’t listen to him. She accuses Brandon in all the ways possible and never asks Callie about her feelings. At this point, Stef only knows that Brandon is in love with Callie, she never heard Callie say that she is in love with Brandon, she doesn’t know that Callie almost went to live with Robert to stay with Brandon, that she wanted to put his keyboard in her apartment, that she was the first to say I love you. 

For all season 4 Stef treats Brandon as some sort of predator and he can’t stand it, obviously, and stays with Cortney. The only person defending him is Mike, who sees the same thing happening with AJ. Stef keeps taking Callie’s side. 

And it makes me so angry. She doesn’t know the whole story, never cared to sit her kids down to ask them honestly about it, never took the time to talk about it with Callie! When Callie said they had sex, Stef brushed it off like she didn’t even want to know about it and went to bite B’s head off for it instead. She told him in 03x08 that she could see that she hadn’t been there for Brandon about Callie and she could see now that he was heartbroken, but after that? Did she do anything to be there for him? She didn’t. She kept accusing him, suspecting him, blaming him. To the point that she can’t even see Brallie in the same room together without getting tense. 

I’d like to say that I don’t blame her 100%, since she doesn’t have the whole picture, but I can’t because it’s her fault she doesn’t have all the information she needs in the first place! I blame her for being a shitty parent to Brandon, for playing favorites, for being judgmental and closing her eyes and not listening when literally EVERYBODY knows Brandon and Callie are a thing after 0.5 seconds in their presence. Sophia didn’t even need to see them together to know that Callie was in love with him! Like, seriously, Stef decided not to see what was going on, she ignored her kid like he’s some kind of rapist, did NOTHING to comfort him when he couldn’t go to Julliard (and yes, he was to blame, but not even a hug??). The only person that honestly stopped for a moment to ask him how he felt about it is Callie! And then you’re surprised he’s in love with her? Please. Brandon literally helped everyone in that house and Stef treats him like he’s a criminal. 

So now I hope she’ll get scared every time someone points out that Brandon and Callie look like they’re dating and not like siblings, because she had it coming. 

She told Mike that he couldn’t play favorites between Brandon and AJ, but that’s exactly what she has been doing with Brandon and Callie. She keeps choosing Callie over him. So Mike had it wrong, it wasn’t because of Callie that Brandon wouldn’t move back home, it was because of Stef. 

I can’t believe nobody is calling her out about treating Brandon like shit. Sure, Brandon isn’t perfect and he made his mistakes, but not everything is on him. Callie is as much to blame as he is, and yes, she’s dealing with other drama, but it can’t always be “good old Brandon who has to take it up the chin”. It takes two to tango. It’s just easier to blame Brandon than acknowledging that she should have taken Brallie’s relationship seriously when Brandon told her about it the first time instead of taking a fucking restraining order against her son. Brandon was right in 03x08 - she humiliated him. And she’s STILL doing it. KEEPS doing it. 

I’d divorce the family too if I was him. No shit. 

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm new to the supergirl fandom and I've seen there's a lot of hate on Mon El and Karamel and honestly, I don't get it? I don't see anything wrong with what people are calling an "abusive" relationship which started with "manipulation". I thought people would've liked that a man finally respected a woman's decision and waited for her. Since you support both ships (the Rhea post you made) on Supergirl, can you explain why people think it's manipulative and abusive? Ignore if you don't wanna

Hey there, welcome to the fandom, I haven’t been posting much about the ship you mentioned (well I don’t post anything related to it at all!) But i will try to make this as brief as I possibly can. (NOTE: It’s not my fault if this post ends up in the pro tag, I have properly tagged it as anti so if this is not your cup of tea, move along)

People say it started out with manipulation because it did. You see his “declaration of love” is far worse than the usual one that most women get at least once in their lives when a male friend develops feelings for them 

Usual/expected reaction to being rejected (which was shown through Winn in season 1): will tell you how hard it was for them to admit their feelings, will ignore you because they can’t be around you when they have romantic feelings for you, you’ll feel bad because you think you’re the reason for their heartbreak (though they won’t actively blame you) but if they’re a good friend they’ll come around and you’ll go back to being the good ol pals you were 

Respectful reaction to being rejected (in James’ case being broken up with): hears you out, accepts your decision, will continue to support you as a friend and genuinely still cares about you 

Manipulative reaction (exhibited by the useless alien): guilt trip mode- on, power of guilt trip- high, back it up with- more manipulation  

Now you’ll ask me “what’s so manipulative about his response??!! He was a gentleman who accepted her choice to not be with him!!” Let’s break it down shall we:

  •  Gaslights Kara throughout the episode when she wants to talk to him about the kiss
  •  Makes the whole thing about his almost death
  •  Immediately backs up the confession with “I know you don’t care about me” 
  •  Makes sure Kara knows he’s going out with someone else (she didn’t notice them, he literally calls her and makes it awkward)
  •  Backs that up with “yeah you rejected me” (and it hadn’t been too long since he poured his heart out to Kara) 
  • BONUS- By this time he knew all about online dating yet chose to go out with a woman who would surely interact with Kara at some point because they work in the same place.
  •  Makes sure Eve knows it’s not her he’s interested in while simultaneously trying to make Kara believe things are going good with them just to make her jealous 

And all of this was before Kara admitted that she may have feelings for him 

As for the Valentine’s Day episode? *Yoda voice* The Emotional Abuse Is Strong With This One. As I stated in several other posts of mine, it’s natural to get jealous and insecure when someone far better than you enters in the life of the person you like and can totally sweep them off of their feet, BUT that’s when you are unsure of how the person you like feels about you and how they feel about the other far better person (even with this excuse the amount of jealousy m0n l showed is way out of line) . In zis epizode Kara makes it pretty fuckin clear that she absolutely is NOT interested in Mxy and wants him gone and yet the person who is “oh so in love with her” just does not get it. He doesn’t try to help her and only puts her under more pressure by making the dumb decision of going against a being who can easily turn him into ashes. As for emotional abuse, these are the the signs of emotional abuse that you will find in the very first article when you look it up on google:

  • They humiliate you, put you down, or make fun of you in front of other people.- *yelling at Kara in the middle of the DEO (’BUT THERE WAS GOOFY MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND! THIS WHOLE ARGUMENT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNY! LIKE HOW OLD MARRIED COUPLES FIGHT!’ I’m sorry but fun old married couples don’t fight about murder and neither does the man sound harsh enough for the woman to literally walk away, It’s not funny and it will never be)
  • They regularly demean or disregard your opinions- didn’t think Kara was capable of handling the situation 
  • They use sarcasm or “teasing” to put you down or make you feel bad about yourself- the whole daxamite thing whenever it’s convenient 

WHILE we’re on it, why not throw some other examples that took place during their relationship

  • They belittle and trivialize you, your accomplishments, or your hopes and dreams- before their relationship and during their relationship, saying she’s a hero because she likes attention, when he keeps saying Kara’s full of herself, and he never thinks Kara is good enough to fight her battles SHE IS LITERALLY SUPERGIRL YOU BUFFOOON! Don’t tell me he does it out of love cause then he’d say something along the lines of “I will fight with you, i want you to be safe” or some other sappy bs not straight up “yeah, you can’t handle this”
  • They make excuses for their behavior, try to blame others, and have difficulty apologising- blames Kara for lying about his identity 
  • The repeatedly cross your boundaries and ignore your requests- *announces their relationship to the deo when specifically asked not to* (BONUS- let’s appreciate how the writers try to justify his shit by bringing up Bhutan’s culture where it’s done out of joy. haha okay hunny but she literally asked him not to and he ignored her wish that’s not how it works)
  • They resort to pouting or withdrawal to get attention or attain what they want- this just sums him up
  • They play the victim and try to deflect blame to you rather than taking personal responsibility- wah wah why aren’t you hard on mxy, the one you dislike wah wah i’m the victim here cause you’re being mean to me cause i’m supposed to be better than a stalker super villain 
  • They invalidate or deny their emotionally abusive behavior when confronted- in the whole Jeremiah situation, ‘okay this is my second strike!’

And I haven’t even addressed the other reasons why people hate him (HINT: It’s got to do with him owning slaves, the best love interest who is also a black man being shoved aside to make way for him and him stealing screen time from minorities who actually play an important role in moving the plot along and not just stand there like a lamp shade) 

I hope this answered your question

Originally posted by wondwrwoman

anonymous asked:

From what I'm seeing, people are either loving the song or hating it. I've seen a few things complaining about Taylor "playing the victim" again, which I don't really get in the song and I don't think it's fair to argue that about only the first single. Thoughts?

Definitely not playing the victim. She isn’t saying it’s her fault either. The blame is still on the person/people she’s writing about. But this time it’s like ‘I’ll fuck you up and if not me, karma will. You’ll see’. I personally love that but find it sad people had pushed her so far she has to write such stuff. The world is stupid. But Taylor Swift remains on top.

Aaron and Zane's Side story. MC Diaries.
  • Aaron: * walking around in the afterlife* .....So this is what it is like to dead?..Hm?.. * hears the sounds of someone struggling* .......* runs towards the noise*
  • Zane: * has shackles around his wrists, struggling to hold something on the other end down* ....Y-You will never hurt anyone again!! I won't let you take control anymore!!
  • Aaron: Zane?
  • Zane: Go away Aaron!! I can't get distracted! I need to keep him from getting back!!
  • Aaron: I am here to help you! I-
  • Zane: No! I don't want your help! You can't help me!....*groans in pain* Y-You should leave..! hurry! I will hold him back!!
  • Aaron: I can help you! You need to let others help! you can't keep fighting your demon by yourself!
  • Zane: ........Y-You just don't understand the pain he put me through.....making me hurt others.....kill others.....betray others I cared about......I.....I just don't want help.....I can handle this.....alone.
  • Aaron: ......What if Aphmau wanted to help you?....
  • Zane: ........I wouldn't let her.....I wouldn't want her to waste her time on something like myself....you shouldn't waste your time neither.....
  • Aaron: APHMAU WOULDN'T THINK OF YOU AS SOMETHING SHE WOULD WASTE HER TIME ON, ZANE! YOU KNOW SHE CARES ABOUT YOU!
  • Zane: well she hates me now.....all because of the demon, no one cares about me anymore! I AM DEAD TO THEM! I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN! I LOST EVERYTHING! MY LIFE! MY FAMILY! MY FRIENDS!.......Someone who notcied I was there.....
  • Aaron: ......Zane. Please. let me help you. I know it wasn't your fault. I know what your father did to you. You didn't ask for this to happen and none of this is your fault. It's your father's.
  • Zane: ........*crying* ....Aaron.......Why can't you see you or anyone else cannot save me?....It is too late.......I am dead.....and this is my enternal punishment.......I had no choice.....I was corrupted......Everyone now knows me as a monster!.....and they see you as the hero who slayed the beast.....It's better this way.....so I can never hurt anyone again!!
  • Aaron: ..... * walks toward his friend* .....I don't see you as a beast. I see you as someone who is in alot of pain. someone who wanted to live a normal life. You are not a horrible man Zane. You are good. its this demon who contoled you who is the beast. not you. you are Zane Ro'Meave. Aphmau....she knew you could have changed and stopped this demon and I think she is blaming herself for not helping you when she could-
  • Zane: No.....She is upset because you are dead......Aphmau.....I let her down......I hurt her.....and.....I will never be able to live this down......thats why....I never told her what my father did to me while we had our time together.......I didn't want her to become scared of me and leave my side......and I didn't want this demon to hurt her.....thats why.....I...kept this secret to myself....to protect her from the truth.....
  • Aaron: ......She is your friend, isnt she? You care about her enough to die for her safety? You may even say you love Aphmau?
  • Zane: .........
  • Aaron: Zane, Aphmau did care for you. you were too afraid to let her help you since the monster inside you was getting worse....I understand you are upset and angry with him and yourself. I killed you to save you from your suffering and to save Aphmau from opening the Irene portal....she would have died....
  • Zane: Aaron.....It hurts......I wish I could go back.....and tell her to truth....but it's too late for words now...I was erased from the world......and no one remembers I am dead.....they all think I am bad........
  • Aaron: I know it hurts. You feel like no one understands, but I do. I wanna help you because I don't want you to hurt anymore. and Aphmau wouldn't want you to suffer any longer. We are your friends.
  • Zane: * looks at Aaron, tears coming down his face* ....
  • Aaron: What would you like to have? Me to help you? or suffer by fighting alone? *holds out his hand*
  • Zane: I...* puts his hand in Aaron's* .....I just want to be free.....
  • (this is for @aphmau <3)
Daddy!
  • (A NaLu Fanfiction, also my present to my 200 followers! Thank you all for following my black ass into craziness. Small Gruvia, Gajevy, Jerza and Elfgreen)
  • Many years have passed, people grew up and new people showed up. There were many small little changes but Fairy Tail has never changed, except maybe one little thing.
  • Lucy: NATSU!
  • As the pink haired dragon slayer turns around he sees a blonde, beautiful girl running at him. Before he can react she jumps at him with a hug. They look at each other, both of them smiling.
  • Lucy: You're back! How did the quest go?
  • Natsu: It was a piece of cake like always!
  • Lucy: How many houses did you destroy...?
  • Natsu: Eh?! N-None...
  • Lucy: You sure...?
  • Natsu: *Nods rapidly*
  • Lucy: So the newspaper about a pink haired boy destroying more than half the village wasn't you.
  • Natsu: ...Uhhhhhhh.
  • Lucy: It's okay you big klutz, did you miss me?
  • Natsu: M-maybe I did, maybe I didn't!
  • Happy: Oh he missed you, he was like "I am going to spring back to my Lucy".
  • Natsu: HAPPY!
  • Lucy giggles as she gives him a kiss on the cheek. They hold hands as they enter the guild. It is loud as ever, and it only increased as Natsu entered.
  • Gray: Good job firebrain! Another village that needs fixing! Natsu:Shut it stripper on ice! It wasn't my fault!
  • Gray: Suuuuure it wasn't!
  • Juvia: Aww Gray-sama, you're so cute when you're angry~
  • Gray: J-Juvia not now...
  • Juvia: Hai Hai, Juvia will wait here for your loving embrace when you're done.
  • Gray: Shhhhh...not here.
  • Natsu: What is that Gray? Not man enough to hug your woman?
  • Gray: What did you say?
  • Levy: *sighs* Can you two just be peaceful for one day, look at my Gajeel. He knows how be mature.
  • Gajeel: OI SALAMANDER! Where is the song you promised huh?!
  • Natsu: That was years ago!
  • Gajeel: Yeah and? Write it now or else I make you eat some first rate metal!
  • Natsu: Bring it!
  • Lucy and Juvia: You were saying?
  • Levy: ...Nevermind.
  • Throughout the years, many new couples have been formed. To nobody’s surprise Elfman and Evergreen got together, followed by Erza and Jellal as they finally cleared up his name and joined the guild. Jellal doesn't get away that easily though as he is being teased about lieing to Erza. Then followed by Gajeel and Levy and in the same day Gray and Juvia. Natsu and Lucy took the longest. They were both unsure if the other had felt anything for each other. They tried giving each other signs but those were completely misunderstood. One day they just yelled their love at each other simultaneously and were both surprised and happy. Everybody is happy for them as well, Mirajane the most as she predicted this would happen. That was 2 years ago, they are still together happily. Jellal walks in with a pink box in his hands.
  • Jellal: Well well, fighting like always I see.
  • Erza: Of course *she walks to him* if they didn't then you could say that something would be wrong in this guild.
  • Jellal opens the box with a smile that just says "You like what you see".
  • Erza: J-Jellal! That..That is...You shouldn't have!
  • Jellal: Yes it indeed is your favorite cake, Strawberry.
  • Erza's eyes sparkle and before you know it she is already at a table with the cake and enjoying it. Jellal sits next to her and puts an arm around her as he watches the other quarrel...with magic of course. Jellal blocks any debris that is flying towards them so Erza can have a peaceful eating time.
  • Juvia: Go Go Gray-sama!~ heart emoticon You are making Juvia heart melt with your bare chest and...Gray-sama your pants are missing.
  • Gray: ARGH NOT AGAIN!
  • Natsu: To think that we thought you had gotten over that habit.
  • Gray: Shut up ash breath...Juvia, you don't need to strip too.
  • Juvia: Aww, but Juvia wants to.
  • Gajeel: Shooby Doo Bop!
  • Gajeel smashes his guitar into Natsu face. His head is on fire filled with rage.
  • Natsu: SHOOBY DOO BOP THIS, YOU RUSTY WATERPIPE!
  • The day goes on like that, the girls are smiling as their boyfriends try to beat each other. Erza enjoyed her meal and finished the fighting but that didn't last long as she joined in herself. The guild, once again was a complete mess at the end. Everybody said their good byes and walked home. Natsu and Lucy are walking towards their home. Happy said he will go to Carla and try his luck once again since he felt left out of the couple circle. As they reach Lucy's apartment there was a shield of the Landlady being gone for the weekend. They enter her room.
  • Natsu: Ahhh back to a comfortable and knowing place.
  • Lucy: Were the houses you guys stayed at not good?
  • Natsu: It was filled with bed bugs, I showered by a nearby waterfall.
  • Lucy: How very man like~
  • Natsu: What is that supposed to mean?
  • Lucy: Oh nothing~
  • Natsu: You're weird Luce, you know that.
  • Lucy: You know you love my weirdness.
  • Natsu mumbles as he blushes, Lucy giggles. The sun outside is slowly setting. The room fills with a beautiful orange color. Natsu puts his bags down and stretches, when he looks at Lucy he sees what he always loved to see. A smile, it was the best for him, he never wants that to be gone for any reason.
  • Lucy: I am going to take a shower and change okay? NO PEEKING!
  • Natsu: I won't! How did you come to that idea!
  • Lucy: Just a feeling...
  • Natsu: Eh?
  • She walks into the bathroom and winks at him before closing the door. Natsu sits down on the floor, placed his hands behind his back and stares at the door. He did see her a couple times naked so its not so surprising that she would get suspicious that he would try it again.
  • Natsu: Some of them were accidents though... Oh well, can't blame her.
  • A couple minutes pass and the shower is quiet now. There is the sound of a hair dryer and the door slowly creaks open. Lucy looks out with one eye.
  • Natsu: Is something wrong Lucy?
  • Lucy: N-NO! Can you...please close your eyes?
  • Natsu: Why?...
  • Lucy: JUST DO IT!
  • Natsu closes his eyes quickly, he hears the door of the bathroom closes and she is stepping forward. He smells something sweet coming from her.
  • Lucy: Y-you can open your eyes now...
  • He does and boy is he surprised what he saw. Lucy is wearing very revealing and seducing underwear on. Black stockings, black rose bra and a black panties. She has red lipstick on and she shuffles around very nervously.
  • Natsu: L-L-L-LUCY?!
  • Lucy: SHHH DON'T YELL!
  • Natsu stands up, staring at her with a bright red face, her face turns red as well and she places a closed hand in front of her mouth and looks down at the ground.
  • Natsu: But but but
  • Lucy: I KNOW!...I know but you were gone for so long...and I really want this weekend to be special...
  • Natsu: Special? Wait...you don't mean...
  • Before he can finish his sentence, Lucy leaped at him, making him fall on the bed. They stay there for a minute when Lucy sits up on his lap. She looks down at him, rubbing his chest. She wiggles her hips around and Natsu gets flustered.
  • Lucy: Oh...Looks like even you can be in moods like this.
  • Natsu: I-I don't know w-what you mean!
  • Lucy: Don't worry, I show you...
  • Lucy takes off her bra, takes Natsu hands and places it on her breast. First Natsu hesitates but then he slowly gets into it. Most likely because Lucy let out a small moan when he moved his hands.
  • Natsu: Did I hurt you?!
  • Lucy: N-no silly...it feels good.
  • Natsu: Is that so...what if I...
  • He wrestles Lucy down and places his mouth on of her breast, the more she moans the more he gets into it. He seems to understand what to do and she is definitely enjoying what he does.(Since this is 200 followers special fanfic I won't go into great detail on what they did unless ya request that from me one day xD Too bad, too sad). The night has passed, both of them are sleeping naked, cuddling close to each other. They wake up, give each other one long kiss and smile.
  • As weeks passed Lucy seems to be very nervous about something. Natsu realizes she often leaves the house to go 'have a girls night' but when she comes back she smells like she came back from a hospital. Natsu's curiosity gets the best of him and he grabs her from behind and places her on his lap.
  • Natsu: What's wrong Luce? You seem to be hiding something.
  • Lucy: Oh ehm...I don't know how to tell you this Natsu but...god...I am kinda surprised myself and... I don't know how well you will cope with it.
  • Natsu: Well tell me and we will see.
  • Lucy: Let me just say that whatever I am about to tell you, I am very happy about it and I hope you will be too.
  • Natsu: Okay so its nothing bad.
  • Lucy shakes her head, she stands up. Turns a couple times in her room before facing Natsu while taking a deep breath. She looks him in the eyes, blushes and she says 3 words that made Natsu wide eyed.
  • Lucy: I am pregnant.
  • Silence. Natsu just stares at her, he looks like he just saw a ghost and is trying to understand what he saw. His
  • mouth just closes and shuts.
  • Lucy: Don't leave me in the dark like this! Say something!
  • Suddenly Natsu starts to sweat and smiles nervously. He is grabbing Lucy's tea cup and tries to take a sip but his hands shake so much that it just splatters all over him. He slaps his cheeks and looks at Lucy.
  • Natsu: That...that...THAT IS AWESOME!
  • Even when saying that he is shivering, shaking and sweating.
  • Lucy: You sure? You seem awfully nervous...
  • Natsu: DO I? HUH I DON'T FEEL NERVOUS.
  • The cup he is holding catches on fire. He throws it out of the window.
  • Natsu: I w-w-will get you a n-n-new cup.
  • Lucy: Natsu...what is wrong? You're not happy for us having a child.
  • Natsu finally manages to pull himself together.
  • Natsu: No Lucy it's not that. Its that I can't imagine that we will have a child. I will be a father, you'll be a mother. Maybe some guild members will be the uncles and aunts. I want to be a good father, I need to be a good father. A good man too. I don't want to mess this up but I guess through that I-
  • He keeps on rambling and rambling in a quick manner. He counts on his fingers on things that he wants to do. Lucy first was surprised but she starts to smile and giggle.
  • Lucy: Is the big, strong Dragonslayer scared of taking care of his own child?
  • Natsu: W-who is scared?! M-Me? Noooooooo.
  • Lucy: You are adorable when you are confused and nervous.
  • She gives him a kiss on the cheek, they look at each other and smile together. They spend the day together in her room. Happy flies in and hears about the big news and flies off to tell everybody else. The next day the guild organized a big party for Lucy and the upcoming baby.
  • Gray: Well well well, looks like ash breath managed to add a family member without anybody teaching him.
  • Natsu: You want to go, ice cream boy? So far I know you Juvia is still waiting for a child.
  • Gray: Oi oi, keep your nose out of our relationship.
  • Juvia: Juvia can wait for Gray-sama until he is comfortable with doing it...although Juvia don't mind seducing Gray-sama.
  • Gray: J-juvia! Shhhhhh.
  • Gray blushes strong and puts a finger on her lips. In the mean time Natsu went to Levy and whispered something in her ear. She nods and leads him to the library, she gives him multiple thick books. He goes and hides in a corner and starts reading them.
  • Lucy does not know that Natsu is in the library and this routine goes on for a couple days. Lucy wonders where he keeps on going and why Natsu is so tired all of the time. She secretly followed him. After a couple minutes he fell asleep by the books and she sneaks by to steal a quick glance. They are all books about how to raise a baby, how to be a good father and how to prepare for birth.
  • Lucy: You adorable little idiot~
  • 8 Months pass, Lucy stomach have grown and Natsu has become less nervous about the baby. He does all the shopping so Lucy doesn't need to overwork herself. He sends Happy to look for good baby stores and then goes there to buy all the necessary equipment. Diapers, pacifier, baby milk, a small little bath tub etc. etc.
  • Lucy: Natsu, you should rest a little too, you are overworking yourself.
  • Natsu: I am still full of energy and I will do everything to make you and our child happy.
  • Lucy: That is very sweet of you~ We still need to find a name first.
  • Natsu: Oh god that is difficult...
  • Happy: I think Nashi would work for a girl.
  • Natsu: Nashi?
  • Happy: You know it almost sounds like your name and Lucy's name in one.
  • Lucy: Why not! What if it is a boy.
  • Natsu: Luigi.
  • Lucy: No!
  • Natsu: Aw come on!
  • Lucy: We are not calling our child Luigi and thats...OH!
  • Lucy leans down, holding her stomach. Natsu runs towards her and holds her by her shoulders. She breaths heavy and holds her stomach. Natsu knows from the books he read that the baby is kicking and might be even ready to come out. He uses a communication Lacrima to call a doctor to come to the house and help Lucy. 10 minutes later the doctor is at the door, he walks in with 3 nurses, they prepare the entire room to be ready for Lucy to give birth. Natsu starts sweating again like he did 8 months ago.
  • Doctor: Now sir, your wife will be fine and you don't need to be nervous.
  • Natsu: N-Nervous? W-Who is n-nervous?
  • Doctor: Sir...the couch is on fire...
  • Natsu: O-oh that? I like my couches warm
  • He immediately throws the couch piece by piece out of the window
  • Natsu: I w-will get a new one...
  • Nurse: Do you want to be by your wife side or rather outside.
  • Natsu: I won't leave Lucy!
  • He walks over to Lucy and holds her hand. She presses it very tightly. He is staying strong for her and she is being strong for him. Seconds pass that feel like minutes and minutes pass that feel like hours. Lucy groans and bites her lips so she won't scream. Natsu keeps her hand clamped in both of his, keeps on looking back and forth.
  • Finally, Lucy breathes heavily she doesn't seem to be in pain anymore. There is a cry of a child.
  • Doctor: Congrats Sir. Its a healthy baby girl.
  • Natsu walks over, the baby has been cleaned. She has a little pink fluff on her head, her eyes are like Lucy's. Natsu carefully holds his child in his arms, he smiles softly. He starts crying and walks over to Lucy.
  • Natsu: Lucy look...our child.
  • Lucy: She sure...is a...cute one.
  • Natsu: Lucy why am I crying? I am not sad.
  • Lucy: Dummy...those are...happy tears.
  • They both start crying in happiness.
  • The baby crying with them. Happy snapped a photo and he also gets a little teary.
  • As time flew by, Natsu has shown excellent work at being a father. Almost beating Lucy in her love as a mother. He plays with her, changes her diaper (although at the beginning he had difficulties with that), feeds her and puts her to bed. He thought he was already the happiest man, having a beautiful woman by his side, a cute daughter and friends that he will see everyday. Though one thing has not prepared him for what happened next.
  • Lucy is holding Nashi in her arms as Natsu walks into the room, he has returned from a short quest.
  • Lucy: Welcome home honey~ How did the quest go.
  • Natsu: Let me just say it’s boring without you. Can't we just take Nashi with us?
  • Lucy: And put her into danger? Never.
  • Natsu: ...I protect her?
  • Lucy: A no is a no.
  • Natsu: Okay I understand Miss boring.
  • Lucy: You are such a child!
  • She giggles and Nashi opens her eyes, Natsu comes closer to Lucy and gives Nashi a quick kiss on the forehead.
  • Natsu: Daddy is back Nashi.
  • Nashi: ...
  • Natsu: Have you been a good girl and made mama happy?
  • Nashi: ...
  • Natsu: Did you not grab Happy tail too strong this time?
  • Nashi: ...
  • Natsu: Should I stop asking questions because you won't answer yet?
  • Nashi: Da...Daddy.
  • Natsu: Thats what I thought! So...Wait...
  • Lucy: Did Nashi just...
  • Natsu: NAH! We must have misheard!
  • Nashi: Daddy!
  • Natsu: Nice job Happy! However you are doing this!...Happy is not here...is he?
  • Lucy shakes her head, she puts Nashi down and she walks slowly but steady to Natsu, she trips but grabs hold to his pants. She looks up with a smile. Small little fangs showing just like her father.
  • Nashi: Daddy!
  • Natsu: Its actually you...YOU ARE CALLING ME DADDY!
  • Lucy: Meh! I am jealous~
  • Natsu holds Nashi up and gives her a soft hug as he laughs. The sun shines bright into the room, Lucy smiles at both of them. A happy family.
  • THE END

anonymous asked:

I hope you don't get mad at this question. I always wondered why fans say that Fez/Jackie was forced? I remember Jackie always got jealous of Fez's girlfriends and that in season 1, Donna makes her realize she likes Fez. Fez obviously always liked Jackie. I don't like them as a couple but I don't think it was forced. I think it was actually showed since season 1.

Hi! Not angry at all. It’s a good question.

First, an important note: early-seasons Fez is a very different character from S6-S7 Fez, and season-8 Fez shares little more than the original character’s name and accent (and portrayer).

Initially, Jackie is attracted to the sensitive romantic part of Fez’s personality but not to Fez himself. She wishes Kelso had the same romantic sensitivity, and Kelso often takes advantage of and benefits from Fez’s attempts at wooing Jackie – because Jackie isn’t romantically or sexually interested in Fez but in Kelso. 

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Fishing

RivaMika Week 5
Title: Fishing
Pairing: RivaMika | Words: 1755 | Rating: K+ | Canonverse
Prompt: Floral – Hops
C/n: Hops is a sedative and a hypnotic herb, used in the treatment of insomnia, restlessness, and anxiety 

Summary: Sometimes you get what you want even if you don’t really know you want it. Or how Levi is cranky, Mikasa doesn’t care and Armin is a mastermind.

RMW: Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5 | Day 6 | Day 7 | Day 8
Español: Día 1 | Día 2 | Día 3 | Día 4 | Día 5 | Día 6 | Día 7 | Día 8

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anonymous asked:

I don't understand why people love Danny so much. It's not just about the fact that she's kinda preventing hollestein from happening. I don't like the way she acts, she's trying to please Hollis too much. Idk, i just find her annoying. Why do u like her???

hello anon! sorry for the delay, but i think my heart has finally calmed enough to answer your question. i understand that not everyone loves danny. i get that. everyone is entitled to their own opinion. but to me, danny is something special. let me tell you why I think danny lawrence is so spectacular

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a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 11)
  • "We were close, never close enough."
  • "I'll come around if you ever want to be in love."
  • "You always had something effortless."
  • "At school you were the biggest deal."
  • "We were young, we were side by side, don't know when we started losing touch."
  • "I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s."
  • "There are roads left in both of our shoes."
  • "If the silence takes you then I hope it takes me, too."
  • "Brown eyes I hold you near."
  • "You’re the only song I want to hear."
  • "I've tried before to tell her of the feelings I have for her in my heart."
  • "Every little thing she does is magic."
  • "Must I always be alone?"
  • "I’m drunk off your kiss."
  • "This is becoming too routine for me."
  • "I did not mean to lead you on."
  • "It's all right to pretend that we still talk."
  • "It’s just for show, isn’t it?""It’s my fault that it fell apart."
  • "You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started."
  • "I still pick my friends over you."
  • "We're making our own history."
  • "This is the moment where it all began."
  • "Every single hero has to start out looking like me and you."
  • "We can do this if we really want to."
  • "Why mess up a good thing, baby?"
  • "It’s a risk to even fall in love."
  • "This is trouble."
  • "I don’t go out much like I used to."
  • "Why leave when I got you, baby?"
  • "It’s a risk but babe, I need the thrill."
  • "I never said you'd be easy."
  • "It could be lethal, sleeping with a friend."
  • "No heroes, villains, one to blame."
  • "The thrill is gone."
  • "We used to have it all."
  • "It's our time to go, but at least we stole the show."
  • "I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me."
  • "I'm not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me."
  • "I love you so much, I'm gonna let you kill me."
  • "When you kiss me, I am happy enough to die."
  • "Classy girls don't kiss in bars, you fool."
  • "You and that girl, she your girlfriend?"
  • "Pretty girls don't know the things that I know."
  • "I love this secret language that we're speaking."
  • "Never really thought we would make it."
  • "I don't wanna see the end begin."
  • "I never felt nothing in the world like this before."
  • "You could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance."
  • "Why does your pride make you run and hide?"
  • "Are you that afraid of me?"
  • "I will wait for you."
  • "You're still in love with me."
  • "You don't love me at all."
  • "You're a bad-hearted boy-trap, babydoll."
  • "You're so damn hot."
  • "So who's this other guy you've got?"
  • "Once upon a time, we burned bright, now all we ever seem to do is fight."
  • "I could've been a princess, you'd be a king, but no, you let me go."
  • "You really hurt me."
  • "I'm going straight to hell."
  • "You're going down."
  • "God, it hurts so much to be the bearer of bad news."
  • "Don't just dream in your sleep, it's just lazy."
  • "I am going sleepless and you're out of lullabies."
  • "You've got a dark heart, you've got a cold kiss."
  • "You always let me down."
  • "I'm a junky for the way that you please."
  • "I almost told you that I loved you, thank God I didn't because it would've been a lie."
  • "I say the damnedest things when your on top of me."
  • "I'm not the one that you want, I'm not the one that you need."
  • "My love is like a fucking disease."
  • "I'm the hardest mother fucker to please."
  • "They say you never miss it 'til it's gone; well you're gone and I wish I'd done it better."
  • "I miss having you close to me."
  • "I'm sorry, I promise I'll do better."
  • "Can we start again?"
  • "You needed something better."
  • "I want more."
  • "I try my best, but I don't ever change."
  • "Who wouldn't want it when he looks like that?"
  • "If I try my hardest, would you look my way?"
  • "Do you want to show me something new?"
  • "I know I want it far too much."
  • "Are you coming over soon?"
  • "Can I be what you like?"
  • "Don't try to fuck with me."
  • "This is the last time I am gonna put you back together."
  • "I'm sending pic after picture, I'mma get you fired."
  • "I can't stand these nights alone."
  • "You light up my cold heart."
  • "A love like this won't last forever."
  • "I'm not the one that you want me to be."
  • "Are we just gonna stay like this forever, floating?"
  • "I know I'm gonna let you down."
  • "I wish I could say what I'm feeling; I'm scared to let these words out."
  • "I can't trust you."
  • "This isn't fun anymore."
  • "Damn, I thought we'd make it."
  • "You never got to heaven but you got real close."
  • "I beg for attention in small doses."
  • "You play those hearts like toys."
  • "I'm the option you shouldn't have chosen."
  • "This is the night you'll regret in the morning."
  • "I always wonder how far we could go."
  • "We could be free."
  • "This is my life and they'll call it a song."
  • "Make myself a king."
  • "There's no one to blame but you."
  • "You need me there, ain't no leaving me behind."
  • "There ain't nothing here for me anymore, but I don't wanna be alone."
  • "I can be a lone wolf with ya."
  • "All the world is gray as though you took the colors with you."
  • "We don't talk anymore like we used to do."
  • "What was all of it for?"
  • "I just heard you found the one you been looking for."
  • "Shoulda known your love was a game."
  • "I just hope you're lying next to somebody who knows how to love you like me."
  • "Call your girlfriend, it's time you had the talk."
  • "Say it's not her fault, but you just met somebody new."
  • "Let her down easy."
  • "You never meant to hurt no one."
  • "I give you something that you never even knew you missed."
  • "Don't you even try and explain how it's so different when we kiss."
  • "Now it's gonna be me and you."
  • "You're not sure that you love me."
  • "Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine."
  • "You're gonna break my heart anyway."
  • "Get it over with and just let me move on."
  • "Don't concern yourself with this mess you've left for me."
  • "You not making up your mind is killing me and wasting time."
  • "I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now."
  • "I'm trying my best to get it together somehow."
  • "Tell me where love goes when it's gone."
  • "Suddenly someone is no one."
  • "I'm sorry, I let me fall for you."
  • "You're the hand I can't hold."
  • "I don't want you back, I just want to have what you took from me."
  • "I'll come around again, I know it's not the end."
  • "Love leaves a black hole where it dies."
  • "How can I ever love again?"
  • "I see you with her and it crushes me inside."
  • "Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time."
  • "Maybe this is a sign."
  • "Maybe I've been blind to reality."
  • "You seemed so interested."
  • "Was it real or was it all in my head?"
  • "She's so pretty, you two look so great."
  • "It was probably just a silly crush anyway."
  • "I just can't help but think that we could've had something."
  • "Did you ever feel the same?"
  • "I promised I wouldn't do it again."
  • "Taught him a lesson he wouldn't forget."
  • "I hope you find a way to be yourself someday."
  • "Change can be amazing."
  • "I pray for the best for you."
  • "I wish you could be honest with me."
  • "Why’d you fake it?"
  • "Hesitation is killing me, too."
  • "I couldn’t save it."
  • "Friend, why don’t you love me?"
  • "Tell me you want me in your life."
  • "It helps that you feel the same."
  • "We started from a spark."
  • "We got dreams and they start right here."
  • "I cry like a baby when I don't get my way."
  • "I won't apologize when I make a mistake."
  • "Do you want me?"
  • "I got scars on my heart and they won't go away."
  • "Everybody knows I'm a little insane."
  • "I feel you don't even know I'm alive."
  • "I feel you think that I'm out of my mind."
  • "I just want someone to hold."
  • "You're looking at me strange like you want me to change."
  • "I think you're a saint and I think you're an angel."
  • "You give me something to think about that's not the shit in my head."
  • "You're a miracle."
  • "I gotta stay with you."
  • "You're a glimpse of bliss, a little taste of heaven."
  • "I know you're gone now, but I still wait for you."

anonymous asked:

So people blame Hamilton for having an affair with Mariah and call her the victim. Correct me if I'm wrong, didn't SHE initiate it? I don't think he ever would have. He should have said no (duh he has a perfect wife) but it's technically Mariah's fault for indicating it. He carried it out, of course, and paid to keep it going. But I honestly don't think, at least from Lin's interpretation, he would have ever cheated on Eliza of his own accord. These are just some thoughts. What do you think?

I think Alex was stressed, tired, and lonely. All he wanted was someone who would show him companionship and a break from the silence of writing back and forth, some fun to take away from the stress. Maria was the form his relief came in (hehe *wink*), and he gladly accepted it. As Reiner once said, “Even she would be liable to thinking of anyone, even a fool like you you, as a prince if they saved her from this”
Replace Annie with Alexander, and it works
Kinda

Basically Alex was tired and not fully in his right mental state at the time. In a way, he was taken advantage of.

anonymous asked:

i haven't watched the anime so i'm really curious as to why you'd say the staff don't get the manga, could you elaborate if you have time and feel like it?

Thank you for asking! (I got another ask asking me essentially the same, I’ll just answer it here.) I was actually referring to anime adaptions in general, not specifically Gintama. Apologies for the confusion! I don’t necessarily think the staff doesn’t get the manga. However, there are a few differences between the manga and the anime. Most of them have to do with the filler episodes. Thankfully, I’ve never seen anyone else having an issue with the anime. But if you want, I’ll gladly point out some of the differences between the two. I’m nitpicky like that.

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Belle’s Motives (And Worse– I Put It In Verse!)

Prompt: (GreatExpectations!Anon)– Ninja, do you believe Belle is also at fault when it comes to her expectations of her and rum’s relationship? I don’t think Belle has ever lead him on. She just wants him to be a better person because it’s the right thing and he should do it for himself, not for her. However, there are times that I think she expects too much. Rum has been stepped on for the most part of his life so it is natural that the call of power would tempt him. Add 300 years of said power on top of that turns him into this human wall that’s hard to break. I really do think they need to sit down and talk. Rum is not just the one who is to be blame. What they need is time off from each other to build themselves and the writers seem to be doing badly on this part and create unnecessary drama

I’ve been reading to the little ninja, which is my only excuse for the following:

Meet Rumplestiltskin— he sheds lots of tears
For the scores of poor folks he’s shivved through the years.
First he killed for his son and then he went dark—
Then turned guys into snails during walks in the park.
He kills when on dates and he kills when he’s single.
He kills when he’s hitched or when ready to mingle.
He kills with his son and when Bae’s on vacation;
He kills folks in every realm and/or nation.
Belle’s been in his heart and his house and his bed—
Yet he still sneaks outside to kill peasants instead.
(And unless the show’s math is too much in arrears
Rumple’s been at this for three hundred years!)
I don’t mean to be rude but it’s time to imply
That maybe, just maybe he’s a murderous guy.
But of all the dark deeds that I care to retell,
None of it, none is the fault of Our Belle.

“That’s not really him!” you might say, “He was cursed!”
And it’s true, Rumple’s curse is among the worst.
But here I must add with a sigh and a frown
That he re-chose the curse bringing magic to town.
He chose it again sneaking back in 4B,
Changed in the AU (before Ctrl+Z)—
And then there’s that scene that made all Dearies scream
Where he leveled himself up to be DO Supreme.
(I know he wants power to subdue his enemies
But a side-effect is that he tries to kill Henry!)
The man likes his power; likes potions and vaults—
But none of it, none is his darling Belle’s fault.

Each couple can set their relationship rules—
and Belle’s involves not treating people like tools.
She shouts— and by now the whole town has heard her
Say she’s not down with a wee spot of murder.
Lying’s out too; and for heaven’s sake let us
Not blame the poor girl for HIS torturing fetish.
(I think that she likes that her love’s a bit bad—
Perhaps it’s from Lacey or issues with Dad.)
It’s not like she’s asking the moon and the sun,
She just wants her boo not to kill everyone.
Relationship standards! Each couple has got ‘em
And Belle wants a dude with a heart that’s not rotten.
So sure, she’s naive, but she isn’t a nag—
When Rumple’s all shady she starts packing bags.
He swears that he’ll change but she’s oddly resistant
Till he proves that its true— hey, she’s consistent!
Rumple keeps choosing darkness (plus demonic voices)
But let’s not blame Belle for her husband’s poor choices.

Belle stays when he’s good; she leaves when he’s bad
What else can she do without going mad?
If she stays when he’s bad she’s enabling his life—
Stays away when he’s good? She’s a cold and false wife.
As it is, she is hopeful and goes back and forth
While Rumple sits pondering his own self-worth.
The problem is Rumple is trying to doubt her
Love being true— so he’s often without her.
It’s not that he feels that Belle’s so far above him–
It’s more that he’s certain that no-one could love him.
Rumple just needs the courage to let her love in
And tell her his schemes BEFORE they begin.
(It isn’t naive to suggest that Belle’s flattery
Might downgrade his murders to assaults and batt’ries.)
Belle would be SO supportive as long as he’s trying–
But she can’t do that when he’s sneaking and lying.

As to why Belle comes back, the reason of course is
She thinks that her boo doesn’t NEED to make corpses—
He’s a good man deep down, that’s the theory she posits
He just needs to stop shoving bodies in closets.
And yes! Rumple CAN be a kind and sweet guy—
He helps out the Charmings and co. by and by
And he used to treat Henry with sort of kid gloves
(Before he got scared that he’ll lose all he loves.)
So it’s not that she wants him to change his core self—
She just wants him to take care of his mental health
And spiritual side by not hurting the peasants.
Is that so far-fetched? It seems quite unpleasant
To assume that Our Imp is so far past redemption
Belle should exit forever under moral exemptions
‘Cause heroes and villains just can’t make it work.
(I think they can IF he stops being a jerk.)

But that’s not on Belle! That’s Rumple’s decision
About whether he’ll make a magical incision
And cut himself off from the pride and the power
And choose love instead in a redemptive hour.
It’s twenty-sixteen! Tell your sisters and brothers
To stop blaming the villains’ significant others
For the murder and mayhem THEY choose to commit.
Put the blame where it’s due— villains being lil’ shits.
I wish marvelous things for both Rumple and Belle
In season 5B— so I’ll see you in hell!

So this is the Discourse™ that ensued with an FB friend after I shared a video (made by a liberal) about how it was the fault of the left the Trump won.
  • Friend: I'm sorry but Democrats did not elect Sanders because he was not a Democrat. He rushed onto the scene using the Democratic party to gain notoriety. He was never a democrat.
  • Also, Hillary remains to be the most qualified candidate to ever have run for the position of presidency. I don't agree with everything she has ever done, but there is no denying that fact. People fault Hillary for shifting views from conservative to liberal as she aged, but never failed to notice Trump was a staunch Democrat in action until the election started. And more to the point Bernie Sanders changed his party stance from Independent to Democratic just to gain enough momentum to spread word about his "movement".
  • If this is the Democratic party's fault, then it's the republicans as well. They could have elected a better candidate. The had three very viable candidates in Rubio, Bush, & Cruz, yet they chose to let that orange circus take over.
  • Don't blame my party for this. Blame the majority of angry, working class, (mostly) racist white voters. Blame the nameless, faceless electoral college that we have no say in choosing who "represent us".
  • I am so tired of people tearing down the Democratic party because a devision happened. End rant.
  • Me: Calling the almost 60 million people Who voted for Trump "mostly" racist white voters is part of the problem. I daresay only a fraction of his support was coming from that. There's no way he would be able to win on that demographic alone. Lifelong Democrats voted for Trump. People who supported Obama for all eight years voted for Trump. Blacks voted for Trump. Gays voted for Trump. Muslims voted for Trump. Women voted for Trump. All the groups The media swore up-and-down would never, ever, ever in a million lifetimes see the appeal in Trump voted for him anyway, because Hillary was not a good candidate. Years of lies and shifty playing was coming back to haunt her. Many in the Democratic Party were weary of her before her campaign even started. They basically had to rig the game for her to even win the primary. Say what you will about Sanders, I certainly don't agree with his politics, but there's no doubt he engendered FAR more enthusiasm than Hillary ever did. Forcing Hillary on us was one of the worst mistakes the DNC could've made and numerous liberal commentators have admitted to that at this point. I am far from saying the Republican Party is without blame. I'm a registered independent because I don't much care for party politics and this is why. I think nominating Trump was a disaster for the RNC. But there is no denying that it was more than simply "racist whites" who brought Trump into the White House. And people blaming the electoral college act like Hillary won the popular vote by millions. She had less than 1% more of the popular vote than Trump did. She didn't even have 51%, it was more like 47%. And I highly doubt any Hillary voters would be complaining about the college if Trump had won the popular vote and Hillary had won the college.
  • There is blame on both sides, but the insistence that Hillary was not a deeply, deeply flawed and unlikable candidate and that mere "sexism" and "racism" are solely to blame for this is simply not taking into account the facts.
  • Friend: He actually did pull primarily white, male, non-college educated voters. *cites a BBC article*
  • Hillary did win the popular vote by millions. The percentages don't make it marginal. Most people took Clinton at surface level, refusing to do any further digging into either candidate other than what they read on Facebook or Twitter.
  • The DNC favoring Clinton over Sanders wasn't a rigging. They didn't see Sanders as a viable candidate because, again he was not a democrat.
  • When you support a candidate that breeds hate, intolerance, and is vocally racist; then yes, I identify you as racist.
  • Me: She absolutely did not win the popular vote by millions. This is the current count: *cites a picture from Google showing Clinton with less than a 500,000 vote lead on Trump*
  • And many, many people, including myself did the further digging into Clinton and didn't like what they saw at all. Keep in mind, I didn't vote for Trump either. But 29% of the Latino vote went to Trump. That's more than Romney got in 2012. I'll say it again; people who voted for Obama all eight years voted for Trump. We can try to ignore it all we want, but the reality is it was not just racists voting for Trump no matter how you look at it. *proceeds to cite articles written by blacks, gays, Muslims, and Obama supporters who voted Trump*
  • Now we can pretend these people don't exist. We can shut them down and silence them and act like their voices, however small, don't matter. But that is exactly the attitude that people are getting tired of.
  • Friend: I've posted the statistics, and again his majority came from white men. 8% of the African American vote is not a large number. It's people not acknowledging the fact that the reason he won was because he was a hate-monger that makes our side get tired of explaining why Trump is not fit to lead a nation.
  • Me: I never said his majority didn't come from white men, I said we've got to stop pretending that the millions of other people who voted don't matter because they don't fit that mold. I'm willing to bet the majority of the people who voted for Clinton were white too. That kind of comes with the territory of being the majority race in a nation. And I didn't say 8% was a high number either but again it *matters*. It means that something he was saying appealed to more than just white men. Those articles I posted above are not just "statistics" they are actual people trying to give actual reasons why they voted for Trump, and we know just by common sense that it isn't because they're sexist and racist.
  • I don't need you explaining to me why Trump is not fit to lead a nation because I don't think he is either. All I'm saying is that it is wrongheaded and damaging to shout down every dissenting opinion or person who dares bring up the fact that maybe Clinton wasn't a great candidate either. To paint every person who doesn't think the way you do as a racist without even hearing with their reasoning might be. To assume it's all just hate and fear instead of a long broken system that people are sick and tired of. Everybody was wrong about Trump winning. The media, the pollsters, the celebrities, everybody. I'm just wanting it to occur to people that maybe, just maybe, they made some wrong assumptions about the mood of the country and what they look for in their leaders.
You see him after your breakup

Niall: It’s a Saturday afternoon and the weather is absolutey lovely today. But you don’t really feel like doing anything today. When ou’re about to watch some Modern Family your cell phone rings.It’s your bestfriend Noa. ‘Hi No, what’s up?’ 'Hi hun, I was thinking maybe we should get some ice cream at the park? I really need a study break.’ 'Yeah sounds great, meet you at 3.' 

’(Y/N) I’m here!’ You hear Noa call you. You smile and walk over to her. 'So how are your exams going?’ you ask. 'Eugh I’m so done with it, if I don’t have ice cream within 5 minutes I’m going to get a mental breakdown. 'Well let’s go then.' 

As you are enjoying your treat in the sun and talking you sundenly see Noa’s eyes getting bigger. 'Are you alright, Noa?’ 'Uh yeah, but please don’t look at your right.’ 'Huh why?’ As the curious person you are you do turn your head and see him. Niall Horan. Your ex. The boy you still love, but broke u with. It was the best. You quickly turn your head back. 'Fuck did he see me?’ You whisper. 'Yes… He’s coming your way.’ 'Fuck, fuck, fuck. Can we go please? I don’t want this.’ But it’s already to late. ’(Y/N)?’ you hear his sweet voice behind you. 'Hi Niall…’ You almost whisper not being able to look at him. 'Uhm… yeah well… Uhm… How are you?’ 'Oh yeah I’m absolutely wonderful, Niall.’ You fake smile. 'I’ll leave you two alone.’ Noa says and stands up. You give her a desperate look, but she ignores it. Niall decides to sit next to you. 'I still miss you, (Y/N)… a lot.’ You are finally able to look at him. You sigh. 'I miss you too… a lot.’ You are both quiet for a while until you take his hand and hold it really tight.’

Louis: It’s been almost 6 months after you guys broke up and you haven’t seen each other since then. But you got over it pretty fast, now having an amazing boyfriend who cares a lot more about you.

'Baby, would you like to go out for dinner?’ Evan asks. 'Uh yeah sure, when would you like to go?’ 'What about now?’ 'Now? Evan I’m already in my PJ’s and our pizza will be delivered soon.’ 'I don’t care. I just want to go out with my beautiful girlfriend.’ You stand up and give him a kiss. 'I love you crazy bear, just let me get dressed alright.’

After half an hour you two arrive at the restaurant. 'Table for two please.’ Evan says to the waiter. 'Of course sir.’ 'It’s absolutely beautiful here.’ You say looking around. 'Just like you.’ You start to blush. The waiter escourts you to your table. 

'Sorry I really need to go to the toilet right now.’ You chuckle and stand up making your way to the toilets. When you are done you quickly open the door wanting to head back to your table. But you bumb into someone. Not knowing it’s you ex. 'Oh I’m so sorry sir I… Louis?’ You ask shocked. 'Hi, (Y/N)’ He gives you a small smile. 'I have to get back.’ you quickly say not wanting to have to talk to him. 'You look beautiful.’ He says. 'Thanks…’ 'Who are you with tonight?’ Why is he asking me all these questions you think to yourself. You can barely give him the answer but he knows it by your silence. 'I hope he makes you happy. And if he ever hurts you I…’ 'Louis,’ You interrupt him, 'You were the one who hurt me remember? I’m happy now. Way happier than before. I’m going back to my table right now… Have a nice evening, Louis.’ You can barely hold back your tears. But you need to let him go. 

Harry: His POV: After (Y/N) broke up, I haven’t heard anything of her. That night when I came home she was gone. Nothing was left of her anymore. But it’s all my fault. I was too selfish to even care about her. I miss her so much. Her beautiful smile, Her voice, Her body. The way she could laugh about how stupid we were after a fight. But this time she didn’t smile, she left. And all because of me. 

'Dude, are you okay?’ Niall asks. 'Huh what?’ 'I asked if you are okay?’ I sigh looking at my phone, praying for a call or maybe a text. 'Still nothing?’ 'Nothing… I think I’m going to her house. I need to tell here I’m sorry…’ 'Do you want me to drive you there?’ 'No… I’m going for a walk.’ 'Alright… Good luck mate.’ 'Thanks, Niall.’

I walk out of the studio making my way towards her house. Am I nervous? More terrified. As I arrive I take a couple of deep breaths before I knock at her door. No respond. I look through her window, but it’s dark inside. I bet she isn’t home. As I’m about to leave and turn around, I see her. She’s standing in frot of me. But she doesn’t look the same. She doesn’t look like my happy carefree (Y/N) anymore. Her hair is messy, Mascara swipes out and her clothes are ripped apart. She stares deadly at me. 'Oh my God, babe. What happened to you?’ She doesn’t respond and walks past me wanting to go inside. 'Why do you smell like alcohol and drugs, (Y/N)’ 'Why do you smell like pure shit, Harry?’ 'You don’t do drugs, do you?’ I ask worried. 'Does that matter?’ 'Yes it does matter! You’ll get fucked up by that stuff (Y/N) you have no idea how much you are damaging yourself!’ 'OH EXCUSE ME THE ONLY THING WHO GOT ME FUCKED UP IS YOU. AND I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR THAT. AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR STILL LOVING YOU. BUT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO FORGET YOU HARRY! SO JUST LEAVE AND DON’T YOU DARE TO EVER LOOK FOR ME AGAIN!’ I can’t hold back my tears anymore. 'I CAME TO LOOK FOR YOU BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU TOO. I’VE MADE A HORRIBLE MISTAKE AND I BLAME MYSELF FOR THAT EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!’ 'I don’t know how to trust you anymore Harry.’ 'Let me show you.’ 'How?! I really don’t want to be the person who constantly asks you where you’re going or where you’ve been.’ 'If you want to do that you have all the right. If you want to check my phone, go ahead. But I can’t let you walk away again. I’ll never forgive myself that.’ I walk over to her and hold her for dearest life. She cries onto my chest. 'Please don’t hurt yourself this way love. You are way too special.’ 'You have a lot of making up to do Styles.’ 'I know. I know.’ I whisper kissing the top of her head,

Zayn: It just didn’t work out that way. You were busy with uni and he was busy with his career. You still miss him sometimes. The fun days you had together. When he sang to you if you felt down. But it is just better this way. 

You are standing in front of the frozen section at your local Waitrose. Some friends are coming over tonight and you have to cook something, which isn’t really your talend so you decide to keep it simple. 'Where are the mozzarella sticks?,’ You mumble to yourself, 'Fuck they are on top…’ You try to reach for them, but being 5'2 is not that fun.’ 'You need any help with that?’ You hear a voice behind you. But you know that voice way too well. It’s the same voice who woke you up almost every single morning. 'Zayn?’ you ask surprised. 'Here let me get that for you.’ He grabs the mozzarella sticks and hands it to you. 'Thank you.’ 'I see you still like your cheese sticks.’ You blush a bit. 'Yeah… What brings you here?’ 'I’m visiting my family and I quickly wanted to pick something up before heading there.’ 'Well, tell them I said hi.’ 'I will.’ You give him a small smile. 'Well I have to get some other stuff so uhm…’ 'How are you doing by the way?’ He asks. 'Great, yeah… I finished my exams and now I can just take it a bit easy… And are you still on tour or?’ 'We’re having a little break in two weeks we are going to America.’ 'Oh wow nice.’ 'I still miss you (Y/N).’ 'I miss you two Zayn. But it is better this way.’ 'Maybe it is…’ 'I really have to go now. It was really nice seeing you again. And all the luck in America.’ 'Thanks love. Uhm… Do you mind if I give you a hug?’ You smile. 'Of course not.’ You give him a hug inhaling his scent one last time. You pull back and give him a kiss on his cheek. 'Bye, Zayn.’

Liam: 'Mummy! Mummy where are you?!’ Your 3 year old daughter cries. You had the pick something up at the store and decided to bring Anna with you but when you didn’t watch her for not even a minute, she walked a way now crying for you. 'Have you lost you mummy, sweetie?’ A young man asks her. She nods at him a little frightened by his sudden approach. 'Shall I help you find her?’ 'Yes, please’ She cries. 

'Anna?!’ You call, 'Anna honey where are you?!’ 'Miss, are you alright?’ An employee asks you. 'Have you seen a little girl. She is tree years old, has a brown hair with a black bow and wears a white shirt with jeans and converse.’ At that moment you hear her call your name. 'Mummy!’ 'Oh Anna!’ You rush over to her and pick her up. 'Oh honey, never scare mummy like that ever again okay?’ 'I am sorry, mummy.’ 'It’s alright sweetheart.’ You look up wanting to thank the man who brought her back, but when you see him your heart stops for a moment. 'Liam?’ He smiles at you. 'Hi (Y/N).’ 'Thank you so much for helping her.’ 'It’s alright. She looks a lot like you. She has your eyes and smile.’ 'I hear that a lot.’ 'Do you know him, mummy?’ 'Yes I do. This is Liam. I was in love with him before daddy.’ Anna looks confused at you. 'You still love daddy, right?’ 'Of course, Anna. I love daddy very much.’ 'I’m glad to see you happy, (Y/N).’ 'Thank you. It’s been a long time, Liam. How are you?’ 'Oh yeah. I’m great.’ 'How is Sophia doing? Are you still together?’ He smiles. 'Yes we are.’ 'That’s wonderful.’ 'Mummy, are we going home?’ 'Yes in a minute.’ 'It was nice seeing you again, Liam.’ 'Yeah definitely. I got to go as well. All the best (Y/N). And nice meeting you Anna.’ 'What do you say, Anna?’ 'Thank you Mr. Liam.’ 'Good girl.’ You smile one last at him. 'Goodbye, :Liam.' 

anonymous asked:

I hate to admit it but I'm a little tired of random angst to prolong drama. The curse on hook I get! But hook taking Henry and trying to send him off without telling Emma, Emma not trusting him, the charmings all ganging up... And then what it's like it never happened next episode? I'm just confused and dislike negative character development. I don't mind the curse but I did not love how it was (not) handled just so hook could be more sad? More angsty? I don't know if I make sense

You absolutely do, and I have seen a lot of people with similar comments (myself included). I feel like (as i—still—do said) that Hook trying to take Henry out of SB for his protection was meant to parallel Emma taking him from Regina and trying to leave, but because Hook isn’t his father or related to him in any way it came off as Hook screwing up big time rather than a parallel. It does, however, as many people have said, show how similarly both Hook and Emma respond to situations like that.

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  • Remus and Sirius are discussing a prank they intend to carry out with the rest of the marauders:
  • Remus: So you'll stand here until your hear the sig-
  • Sirius: No, I want to at least see. Can't I stand over there?
  • Remus: No. Don't bell the cat.
  • Sirius: What cat? Did someone loose their cat? I thought we were pulling a prank on Snape, not looking for a cat!
  • Remus: N- No! What I meant was; don't tempt fate.
  • Sirius: Fate? Fate Etherington? If she's tempted by me, I'm not to blame. Well, I suppose I am, it's my fault for having these shockingly good looks and this charming personality, but I wouldn't flirt with her on purpose! I know Wormtail likes her, and there are plenty of other girls interested in me.
  • Remus: Gosh, even you're not this stupid. Are you pulling my leg?
  • Sirius: Your leg? Of course not! I wouldn't touch you legs for one-hundred Galleons! No offence, of course, I just suspect they're all hairy. You are a werewolf, after all.
  • Remus: ...Merlin, you cannot be serious.
  • Sirius: Yes I can! Who do you think I am, Professor Slughorn in an elaborate disguise?!
The Video - Requested (Ashton)

Hey this was requested by Anon (one where y/n is lukes older sister and shes on tour with the guys but whenever she’s asked to come along to sound checks and interviews and stuff she says no because she’s scared of the fans and has anxiety and ashton comes one night into her bunk and cuddles and tries to make her feel better?) its isnt 100% what you asked for because i changed it up a little but i hope you still like it. ENJOY ALL!!!!

‘(Y/N) please come to sound check, I hate leaving you in on your own’ Luke begs as he lingers in the door, ready to leave. But you laugh trying to act normally.

‘Luke, I’m fine. I don’t want to come’ you tell him, but you tell he takes offence and huffs leaving without a good bye. You feel bad so you send him a text apologising for it sounding so nasty, he forgave you pretty quickly. You decide to go for a walk, leaving the bus and walking about five minutes before seeing a group of fans, there are about eight of them and as you get closer they split half coming over to you, the other half walking away and watching.

‘Hey (Y/N), could we get a picture?’ one girl asks,

‘With me, I think it’s my brother you came for’ you joke and the four girls laugh as they pose with you. You chat with them for a couple of minutes and before leaving they hand over a A4 piece of paper FULL of twitter names and a couple of phone numbers, they ask you to give it to the boys and you agree. As you begin to continue walking you hear one girl shout behind you.

‘Your Luke’s sister you should be supporting him, not using him for his fame’ you turn to see one of the girls in the group you didn’t speak to laughing with her friends as she glared at you.

‘I support Luke 100%, and if you did you wouldn’t be shouting thing to his sister in the street’ you tell her walking away and heading back to the bus not in the mood for a walk any more. The fans are horrible to you, well some of you, others are lovely. As you enter the bus you let out a frustrated growl thinking you were alone, but that wasn’t true, just as your about to flop onto the sofa you see something move in the Courbet of your eye, you jump slightly looking in the direction only to see Ashton standing there frowning.

‘Hey, is everything okay?’ He asks

'Jesus Ash you nearly gave me a heart attack, why aren’t you at sound check?’ You ask avoiding his question

'Calum wanted his phone charger and I’m not needed at the moment so I came and got it’ he explains you nod, and sit down on the sofa. Ashton comes and sits next to you, turning and crossing his legs in the sofa so he is looking at you so you shift so you’re facing him too and way in him eye brows raised as you wait for him to speak.

'Talk to me’ is all he says and you shake your head frowning. 'Come on (Y/N), I know you want to be strong and not bother us with your stuff but we complain to you all the time. Just tell me what’s wrong’ he tells you and you watch him for a moment until deciding you can trust Ashton to not tell Luke.

'The fans hate me, they think I’m only on your with you guys because I was to share Luke’s fame, its horrible Ash and I don’t understand it. Mali-Koa doesn’t get hate, everyone loves her. Sometimes I just want to tell them how much I have given to support Luke but don’t want to sound like I was praise for it. But Ash I have given my life up so Luke could be here and I don’t mind because he’s my baby brother but it’s shit that al I get for it is hate.’ You stop looking down at your fingers; Ashton’s fingers lightly touch your chin moving your head so you’re looking at him.

'Ignore it, I know it’s hard but your amazing (Y/N), we know how much you have given and we are all so grateful. Look if the fans don’t want to accept you that are their problem. Because you are beautiful, funny, kind, loving, a little crazy at times but you really are amazing. Don’t miss out on the opportunity to explore all these amazing places because of a couple of girls’ he tells you, his eyes never leaving yours. You feel like you having a moment until his phone starts to ring and he has to get back to sound check.

While he is gone you can’t help bit keep thinking about everything he does. You have always kind of liked Ashton, he is the same age as you so it’s always helped but you always pick it aside. He is Luke’s best friend and he would never want you. You decide to look through twitter, it’s been about an hour since Ashton left and the boys still aren’t back. You see that there is a new video on the boys twitter and open it.

'Hi, hope everyone is doing well! We are just at sound check but we have something on our mind and we need to talk to you guys’ Ashton’s begins

'Earlier today we found out that someone very important to us is getting a lot of hate’ you watch Calum explain and your belly drops, you know it’s about you and you want to scream in augur at yourself for believing Ashton would keep your secret.

'My sister is amazing, and I really mean it when I say we wouldn’t be here without her. (y/N) actually talked me into starting to do YouTube videos and then when I told her about Calum and Michael she encouraged me to ask them about a band, she said the worst that could happen is that they say no. But not only that but because I’m not legally an adult I’m not actually allowed to be on your without a responsible adult which I’m sure most of you know because that’s why my mum was always with us, but two months ago my gran became very ill and my mum needed to be with her butters was no one else to be my responsible adult so we actually had a couple of serious meeting about cancelling the tour but then my amazing big sister quit her job that she has worked so so hard to get and she left her friends and out family at home to come with me so that we could still tour.’ Luke explains to the camera becoming very emotional to the point where he is nearly crying and Calum runs his back, comforting him.

'Some people have been horrible to her and she felt like she couldn’t tell us because people would say she’s attention seeking but she isn’t and we needed to know because honestly she hasn’t been herself lately and now we know why’ Michael continues for Luke as he seems like he can’t talk much more.

'We need people to stop, we love you guys but it’s not fair. No one should get hate messages especially not (Y/N)’ Calum tells the camera still running Luke’s back.

'She is an amazing person and none of us would be here right now if it wasn’t for her. So please, please stop’ Ashton begs the camera.

'Bye’ they all say not in union, bloody idiots can never speak at the same time no matter how hard they try. You close the video and although it was sweet you were still a fury at Ashton for betraying your trust. Your about to match over to the sound check to talk to Ashton when the bus door swings open, Luke comes rushing in and before you have chance to stop him his arms are around you tightly, like he can’t let go.

‘I am so sorry, this is my entire fault. I love you (Y/N), I understand if you want to go home. I hate that this is my entire fault.’ Luke tells you still holding you in his arms; you push him back gently and shake your head at him.

‘Luke this isn’t your fault, I wanted to do this for you. Don’t blame yourself. I honestly don’t mind, you know me never one to complain’ you smirk as he laughs, he always comments on how much you complain so the joke lightens the mood. Calum and Michael give you huge hugs to but Ashton doesn’t, he nods towards the door none of the other noticing as they got on with their own stuff. You walk out of the bus and turn to face Ashton.

‘I can’t believe you, I trusted you, what gave you the right to tell Luke’ you yell at him.

‘You can’t be mad at me, I had to do it, it was horrible to see you so down and knowing what was making you feel that way and not doing anything would have hurt even more’ he tells you not raising his voice at all.

‘I thought I could trust you, do you not think if I wanted Luke to know I would have told him. You had no right. That was my business not your Ashton’

‘You know, I don’t care if you mad at me. I did what I had to do; making the video and making you hate me will all have been worth it if you get a little less hate.’ He tells you and his words are so kind, so caring you can’t argue with him instead you stare at him augur and annoyance in your glare but also thankfulness, because maybe him going against you has actually helped.

‘I, still mad at you’ you mutter as you go to walk past him, but his hand grabs your arm turning you slightly and his lips press against yours, it was so quick you didn’t have time to think it though but before you knew it your lips were moving along with him, one of your hands in his hair. But you soon think through what you’re doing and pull away rushing inside. For the rest of the night you avoid Ashton at all costs. You’re in your bunk snuggled under your covers, and you hear your curtain being pulled back, you go to turn but as you do you are stuck in place as a body presses against yours, its warm and one arm moves over your waist holding you close, when you see the hands you know its Ashton. His lips touch your neck softly.

‘I like you’ he tells you, you smile and feel him smile as his lips are still on your neck.

‘Same’ is all you mutter as you close your eyes hoping for a good night sleep while in Ashton’s arms. 

Taking Requests

From Chelsea