I won't talk, like, numbers or anything like this, but like just to show everyone what a fucking awesome guy you are. Uh, before i joined the show, and I was unemployed, I had just moved to LA. Ninja Sex Party was...in the red, shall we say? And like, needed cash to stay afloat. And we were gonna do a Kickstarter! And I told you about it; and you were like, "Dude, I'll just give you that." And, like...I almost cried. 'Cuz it was so fucking awesome of you.
Wasn't that in line at...?
It was on line for the X2!
*laughing* At Magic Mountain!
At Six Flags Magic Mountain!
We were getting all pumped and then we got real!
Yeah, and then I got very emotional; and THEN I flew on a roller coaster at 80 miles an hour backwards through fire!
And saw God.
Hooooly shit, that was a terrifying roller coaster. And I'm just grateful that I got a job right after that, like a week later. And then I got this job - the greatest job of all time - and then I didn't need that anymore. So I never actually needed...'cuz I hate borrowing money from friends.
Well whatever, it wouldn't be borrowing it, you'd just have it.
Well that'd be even worse, because...I couldn't accept that amount of money without feeling like I owed you...a great debt.
Yeah but here's the thing, you're my friend.
And that's just a thing that friends do.
You're a very rare and special guy, Arin. I don't think that's a thing that a lot of friends would do.
ONE MORE because people think they’re so smug when they point this out but whenever I see someone going like ooomg ur style hasn’t changed in x months/years!! I laugh bc yeah congrats on noticing, I like drawing in this style so generally speaking it will improve but look the “”same”” to you, I don’t feel the need to be inconsistent and jump styles all the time lmao
(not to mention whenever people say this stuff they usually expect artists to “step up” and draw everything in a realistic/more detailed style which is not something I’m usually into and really disrespectful to cartoon artists)
what I’ve /actually/ been trying to change/get better at is anatomy, the general movement and flow, and I know it’s been getting better
so I don’t need you to tell me what /you/ think I should be changing, I CAN draw in other styles, I simply use this one because it’s what makes me happy
Watching Derek dote on someone is hard – harder than Stiles
thought it would ever be, despite the fact he knows it’s insincere; despite the
fact it’s the job and nothing more.
It’s hard because
Stiles hasn’t had those arms around him in months, hasn’t had opportunity to
arrange a chance meeting on a crowded street in weeks, hasn’t had Derek’s eyes
meet his and watched his mouth curl into a smile for him.
Derek’s team have
been fairly indulgent, letting Stiles tag along on the assignment to observe
and allowing him to blend with various crowds just to be close to Derek. Early
on, before Derek insinuated himself into their mark’s life, they even allowed
them to talk on the phone, but that might as well have been in another
hates his job, hates Derek’s job, hates the fact they’d never have met if it
wasn’t for their jobs because then he can’t hate it as much.
Stiles is across the
restaurant and he can’t tear his eyes away from the back of Derek’s head for
more than a few seconds at a time, usually at the prompting of the agent he’s
sitting across from.
So I wrote a thing in response to this post. It makes a few specific references and really only makes sense if you look at that first, but I didn’t want to add this on by reblogging because 1) I don’t want to start an argument or anything (though I think I’ve kept it civil, it’s just a different opinion, I just like to really examine each point and why I disagree okay) and 2) it’s over 1500 words SO
Basically the post is about how Harry should have become the Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, and I respectfully disagree and here’s why
I have a fricking midterm tomorrow what am I doing
I’m going to start a collection based on this post and this post. I shouldn’t because it’s silly but I’m weird and like silly stuff. So here we go. First one of Team Free Will with Koala-Couch-Blanket!Dean and the other too.
I think it won’t be sillier, maybe cuter, who knows…
Was I ever anything more than a sad kid? I thought the drugs would help, but they just make you sadder and a little deader. I really tried my best, but I don't think there's much use anymore. Nobody cared then, and nobody cares now.
I'm sorry, but I fell in love with you. I watch you move and I'm captivated. The world slows down just a little bit when I look at you. I wanna kiss your long neck, and run my fingers through your curly hair. I wanna listen to you talk for hours about old movies and bad music. I wanna hear every word that you have to say. But I can't, because you're in love with someone else
I dreamed so much as a little kid. All those dreams are dead know. The world has a lot of fun killing little girls dreams.
Please don't go! Stay! Stay! I need you to stay! No one ever stays.
I used to be special. Everyone thought I was going to be this amazing person. They thought I would do great things, but look at me. I'm nothing. If I was anything, it would be a failure.
She just left. She didn't say anything. In one simple second, all the love and laughter that we had, was ripped from both of us. She just decided she did't feel like loving me anymore.
It's all gone. Any hope that I had is gone.
Do you think that if I get prettier, he might look at me like he used to? Maybe he'll love me again.
The whole world is at my fingertips, they say, but I can't seem to ever grab it.
I could tell she didn't love me anymore. She would smile, but in her eyes I could see the pity and slight disgust she had for me. I tried to stop loving her, but I couldn't. I felt pathetic, like I was stood up. But this time I couldn't just go home and forget about it the next day. She was, and still is, my everything.
I don't want to feel this anymore. I don't want to be trapped in my mind. I want to live again. I just want to see the light one more time.
Could you just tell me you love me? You don't have to mean it. I just want, for a second, to feel loved.
Okay it just hurts me so much, the MCU and I can’t take it.
Warning: It’s my own opinion, I know people would disagree and I’m not looking for a fight. So if you’re here to start one, please don’t. If you just wanna give your opinion (in which i will totally respect), it’s cool.
Tony Stark is not the villain. Yes, he has his PTSDs and wrong choices; Howard Stark not caring enough (proven when he voiced his disbelief to Fury on how much his father spoke of him). Obadiah Stane’s betrayal. Ultron’s creation when all he wanted was Vision, please keep in mind he lost J.A.R.V.I.S. in the process, and I know you know how much it meant to him, he’s more than just an A.I. to Tony, he’s family.
Steve Rogers is not the villain. Yes, he has his own fair share of PTSDs and conflicted emotions; WWII? Peggy? Feelings of longing because he’s just not home, he’s in a totally different world and he’s lost and to know that the one person who could remind him of home is alive and lost as well, fuck, of course he’s gonna do all he can to save the guy.
Bucky Barnes is not the villain. Yes, he also has his PTSDs and tons of regret building inside him; He regrets all his Winter Soldier activities and blames himself for it. His expressions show so much emotion, emotion that you can tell but can’t exactly read and that’s the main idea- it’s a jumble of mess in his head right now. He managed to not return to Hydra and want to just live life normally, probably find out who exactly he is now because no he isn’t Sergeant Barnes neither is he the Winter Soldier. He’s like a lost puppy and he just wants to feel again, and his plums.
I know Tony has his wrongs. He has a part in Ultron,yes, although I mentioned strongly that Vision was his end goal, and that there are a few other individuals involved in the process (I don’t wanna be naming them). Plus, a lot of assumptions in the fandoms have been made about him wanting to adjust the Accords accordingly (and I agree, it seems like the Tony thing to do) and the lack of communication between him and his (ex?)teammates helped contribute to ‘Civil War’. So yes, it’s partially Tony’s fault.
Steve wanted his home, as I mentioned before, and Bucky is that home- the last remaining piece of 40s he could have. And after his awakening in the 2000s, after all these years of public pressuring him to uphold this perfect image of Captain America and robbing away him as Steve Rogers, I find it fair that he wants to be selfish (and not even entirely because he’s also doing it for Bucky) for once and break the laws.
Lying to Tony and attempting to lie to him in his face again is not right. Fighting Tony because Tony saw his mother die in front of him (albeit on screen), when he’s just lost (because I’m pretty sure that all these years Tony blamed Howard for his mother’s death, and to see the truth, he kinda lost a main link for his hatred towards his father) is not right. (I mean, protecting Bucky is definitely right but how can you not expect this to happen after keeping it a secret from him for 3 fucking years? What about “Sometimes my teammates don’t tell me things”?)
I’m convince that the other Avengers are so caught up with the image the media painted for Tony they forgot to see the man he really is, and to be living with him for years now? It’s, to me, in a sense, pathetic. And it hurts more to know that Tony probably saw all of them as friends- family, but with the way he’s being treated, well, I don’t think the feelings’ mutual.
I don’t blame Steve for everything, especially Civil War and the Accords; it’s everyone’s fault, no single individual is to be fully blamed.
I don’t hate Steve for wanting to save his closest friend, James Buchanan Barnes, because “till the end of the line”.
But for how he treats Tony, I just don’t know if I can respect him the same way I did before, either.
just a random idea that came to me in a fever dream earlier this week. rated E for explicit smutty smut smut. enjoy!
“You want me to do what?”
Peeta frowned at her foot, wielding the nail polish brush threateningly. “First, I want you to hold still.” Katniss wriggled her toes defiantly but then obliged, hardly daring to breathe when he swiped the coral nail polish onto her big toe in nice, even strokes. It looked perfect, of course. He could always paint better than she could, even nails.
“Seriously, though. You want me to go to a dinner party with you?” she asked. He glanced up at her with a crooked smile before he started painting her next toenail.
“You make it sound like I’ve asked you to strip naked and run around the block or something,” he said, focusing on her toes. She snorted, then clamped her lips shut when he shot her a warning look. Snorting made her foot jiggle, apparently. “It’s just a dinner party. Delly asked everyone to bring a guest–someone, and I quote, ‘interesting.’ So I’m asking you.”
Katniss stared at the top of his head, his blond curls falling across his forehead as he worked. “But I don’t really know her. And what a weird stipulation,” she said with a laugh.
Peeta shrugged. “Delly likes her theme parties,” he muttered, tongue poking out the corner of his mouth as he delicately painted her pinky toe. Satisfied with his work, he shot her a triumphant smile. “And you’re the most interesting person I know.”
She rolled her eyes. “Says the guy who paints nails better than any girl I know.”
He gave her a look of mock offense. “Are you questioning my masculinity? You know how I feel about rigid gender roles.” Then he held up his hand, palm flat, fingers spread. “And who’s got a steadier hand than me?” She kicked playfully at his hand, and he made a noise of protest, grabbing her ankle to place her foot down on the coffee table. “Don’t mess up my hard work.”
Katniss slumped down into the couch, chewing on her lip. “You know I don’t like people. How am I supposed to be interesting around a bunch of strangers?”
Screwing the nail polish bottle shut, Peeta sat back on his hands. “Just think of it as a challenge. See how often you can work into the conversation that dry wit and razor-sharp sarcasm of yours without them realizing you’re insulting them.”
“Do you want people to hate me?” she asked wryly, folding her arms over her chest. He grinned.
“Delly said interesting. She didn’t say anything about likable.” He laughed when she flipped him off, then pushed off the floor to stand up. “I should head home. But I swear, if you just be yourself, people will love you.” She didn’t think it was that simple. Peeta never had to worry about getting people to like him; it just came naturally to him. But she didn’t argue the point, letting him pull her up from the couch. With cotton balls stuffed between her toes, she wobbled after him to the front door. Grabbing his jacket from the coat rack, he turned to her. “So you’ll come?”
I can’t do this anymore,
All you do is constantly hurt me & I don’t think you will ever care about me as much as I care about you.
I can’t wait around for you only when your feeling lonely.
You have to want me all at once, or not at all
hi, I'm sorry if I am bothering you but I really need advice. I have a friend who I don't wanna hang out with anymore because I don't think it's healthy friendship. She can either make me feel like the luckiest person or the worst human being on earth. i've tried breaking up our friendship but she manages to make me stay and make it seem like it's my fault. how do i manage to get out of the situation without feeling like it's my fault?
Hi cutie !! No need to be sorry, you aren’t being a bother at all. Know that what you’re going through right now is not easy, and it can definitely be a very emotional process even after that person is out of your life. It’s important to be patient with yourself.
Sometimes, it’s can be helpful to openly talk about your honest feelings with the person (consider writing a letter instead), but realistically some people won’t make an effort to change. If they don’t respect your boundaries now, it’s unlikely that they will later. It’s never your responsibility to remain in their life. If you choose to speak to them in person, I recommend doing it in a public place.
If you’re ready to cut them off for good, here’s what you should remember:
• Feeling guilty is actually totally normal. You’re a human being who doesn’t want to hurt another person- but putting your own health and happiness first is absolutely essential. We do crave and need friendships, but not all of them.
• Missing them is another normal part of moving on. Know that you can still miss all the amazing things and memories about the person while letting go of the bad things.
• Don’t feel like you owe anyone an explanation. If you want to explain, that’s more than okay. Just remember to be honest because your feelings are not up for debate. If you prefer, you can tell them simply that you drifted apart, or that you don’t want them in your life anymore.
• Block and delete them anywhere and everywhere on social media. Delete your past messages, photographs, etc. This step is usually the hardest for me personally. Remember, you don’t have to be sentimental.
• The likelihood is that the person will try to find out why you’re ignoring them. They may try manipulative tactics to get you to talk to them. You still don’t have to engage.
• Just because you aren’t talking to someone anyone, does not mean you can’t wish them love and luck.
• Make an effort to reconnect with others and make new friends who make you feel good, but most importantly take the time to concentrate on yourself.