i don't really remember why i made this


So since you started to be more active in social media, maybe I have a chance to show you what I made month ago, @markiplier.

This work cross-stitch is actually really special. First of all, from all of the cross-stitch works I made in my life this one is my favorite. Second, I really wanted to made this, cause in that photo from your first channel I see more then just a guy looking at the light in the darkness. I see great hopes for tomorrow and knowing that the next day will be better than yesterday (that’s why I called this cross-stitch ‘Great Hopes’ lol). So everytime I look at my work on the wall, I remembering that no matter what’s gonna happened in my life, I should never lose hope and do something to make my future better.

anonymous asked:

Following everything with Shadow of War, Visceral and Activision's predatory patent there has been so much corporate apologism. I don't get it. Why do these people about the profit margins of suits? Do they really think that those soulless fuckasses give two shits about video games beyond the money it can make them? Tell me why Feel, why? If the way AAA games are made stops them from being good and ethical. Maybe we should stop making games that way.

I remember a 4chan post from a long time ago.

I wrote it off as general bullshit, but now I think it might be true;

The basic gist was “Hey, I work for the PR department of a major publisher. We pay some people to shill for us, but not as many as you think. We don’t have to. If you just nudge people they’ll do it for free. I still can’t explain it.”

okay, it took me a while to write everything down, but here are my thoughts and reactions to the last 19 days chapter!! (an alternative title for this could be ‘how to make people regret asking about your thoughts’)

anyway, it’s been pretty hard for me to put some order to my thoughts, because im just!!!!!!! so in love with this chapter!!!!!!!! it’s been a whole day and im still such a mess, there are noises coming out of my mouth but they’re not human, and i can’t find the right words to express how i feel because this update wAS TOO MUCH FOR MY POOR HEART

i think this might be my favorite tianshan chapter, tho it’s a very close tie with chapter 185, and im afraid i’ve been kinda all over the place, but hopefully it makes sense!! (putting this under a cut because it’s really long and there are some pictures)

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

The last ask about the Dementors made me think, do you know about the theory that Harry was reacting that badly because it was actually the memories of the Horcrux inside of him? And that's why Harry heard his dad and his mother even if he was a baby at this time and shouldn't be able to remember anything. Because it was actually the worst moment of Voldemort's life. (Sorry I don't know how to explain it, this ask can be both for you and Harry&Draco :) )

Harry:  *considering it with wide eyes*

Draco: That’s… that’s actually a really good theory, love.

Harry: I learnt to cast a Patronus for Voldemort?!

Draco: *reluctant grin* No! It was so you’d never fall of your broom again and probably die!

Harry: It’s… it’s the only memories I have of their voices…

Draco: *immediately horrified* Love, you probably remember it yourself, like… there’s no telling how much babies can remember!

Harry: *morose* You think?

Draco: YES! They’re your parents, of course you remember them!

Something about the 7
  • Frank: Are you a Chinese finger trap? Because once I stick my fingers in you, I can't seem to pull them out.
  • Hazel: Frank, gross.
  • Leo: Frank, do you remember how you escaped the finger trap?
  • Frank: Yeah... I turned into an iguana.
  • Leo: Right, that's why that line doesn't work. Because no girl wants little iguana fingers, with their poky iguana nails up their ass.
  • Frank: But you-
  • Jason: Or their vag.
  • Frank: But Leo-
  • Percy: Since when were you all so dirtyminded?
  • Frank: I'm not!
  • Leo: Really? Who said the pickup line about fingering a girl?
  • Frank: You made it up! You told me Hazel would like it!
  • Jason: Okay, you're going to need to fill me in on this one. I don't know why, but I seem to have missed the part where Leo became a reliable source of information.
  • Percy: You know what, actually, same here! I feel like I'd remember such an important moment.
  • Annabeth: You guys are so immature.
  • Percy: Yeah, yeah, we know.
  • Jason: Hey Piper, how would you respond if I used a dirty pickup line on you?
  • Piper: *Reading a brochure, and not looking up from it* First I'd knock you out with the hilt of Katoptris, then I'd cut your arm off.
  • Jason: *Knows it was just a threat, but is scared anyway* Oh, um, then I can trash the pickup line about my electric dick.
  • Leo: Jason, come on. Electdick. That one's obvious.
  • Annabeth: I swear on the names of all the gods of Olympus, if you weren't the one steering this damn ship-
  • Percy: DAM ship?
  • Annabeth: Then I'd push you off without a second thought.
  • Hazel: Wow Leo, sounds like you're in some real deep schist.
  • Everybody but Hazel and Annabeth: *Proud of her*
  • Annabeth: I hate you all.

anonymous asked:

Hi can you please help me find a fic where dan is a prince and phil is a youtuber and their grandparents get drunk and plan for them to be married and it's really popular I don't know why I can't remember its name and I looked everywhere thank you so so much I love this blog

The Prince and the Youtuber (ao3) - Dan Howell is the Prince of England and the first grandson of a late King, and Phil Lester is a famous Youtuber who turns out to be the first grandson of a late King’s Hand, the best friend of the late King. On one night of celebration of their daughters’ pregnancies 18 years ago, the best friends made a drunken pact to marry their first grandchildren to each other the year they both turn 18, completely forgetting to consider that their first grandchildren could both be male.

- Tori

anonymous asked:

Do you know how I can make it look like I haven't been crying? My eyes get always so red and swollen and I really don't want people to notice or ask me why I've cried. Because sometimes I break down in the toilet and I am anxious to go out but I need to and then I panic.

Hi friend. I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a tough time at the moment. But please remember it’s okay to cry! I can apprieciate not wanted anyone to know you’ve been crying though. I’m a very emotional person and sometimes a good cry can just help. But that doesn’t mean you want people asking questions!

Here’s a quick guide on how to made it look like you haven’t been crying:

  1. If you can feel yourself about to well up, get yourself to the bathroom immediately. Don’t fight back your tears - they’re going to happen anyway so you may as well be somewhere where you can cry in peace. Holding it in will just make your face go red and if you’re like me, you will end up making those weird gasping breathing sounds that you just can’t stop.
  2. Once you’re in the bathroom, let your tears fall. Don’t hold them back for the same reasons as above. You need to cry, so let it out. You’ll feel better for it. If needed, lock yourself in a cubicle for some privacy.
  3. Whilst you’re crying - and this is important - make sure you keep your breathing going. More often then not, when we cry we end up forgetting to breathe. Now your nose is going to be too stuffed up right now so just breathe evening through your mouth. This will also help with any redness that may appear.
  4. Once you’re done crying, take a few deep breaths. And then take a few more. You want to get your breathing under control and to get rid of any teary-voice that may be there still.
  5. Don’t forget to blow your nose. You’re going to be snotty. And that’s alright. But make sure you blow your nose until it’s nice and clear again.
  6. Now once the coast is clear, go out to the sink and get some paper towels to dry your eyes. No paper towels? Loo roll will do! If you are/were wearing make-up, you’re going to need to clean up a little. Important note: if wearing eye make-up, remember to blot under your eyes - don’t wipe. This will just smear your make-up more. If you’re not wearing make-up, just gently press the paper to your eyes. Make sure not to rub them or you will make your face red and it will make it more obvious that you’ve been crying.
  7. Now you’ll need to cool your face down. If you’re not wearing make-up, splash your face with some cold water. If you are wearing make-up, put your hands in the cold water and then dab your fingers under your eyes. It will help to take down any swelling. Splashing your wrists with cold water will help too!
  8. Take a few more deep breaths. You may still be a little red and blotchy but for the most part you’ll be looking fine. You will notice it a lot more than anyone else. Trust me, most people will be oblivious.
  9. If you have long hair, a good way to quickly freshen up a little more is to throw your head forward, ruffle your roots a little, and then flip your head back again. It’ll quickly refresh your hair like you’ve just brushed it.
  10. And finally, once you leave the bathroom and go back into the room with everyone, take another deep breath. If your nose is a little red still, pretend to sneeze or rub the end of your nose as you walk in as if you are about to sneeze and you’re trying to hold it back. It’ll put people off the scent (har-har I did a pun)

Don’t forget my friend, it’s okay to cry. But your friends and loved ones just want to make sure you’re okay. It can be frustrating having people question why you are crying, but they’re only asking because they care for you.

nastyathechimera  asked:

So, when you brought in Temari and Norres you said "they're a pair" and Norres said, "don't say it like that! That sounds like were couple." So, how are they a "pair"?

This question make me tried really hard to remember why i made them a pair…

and the answer is…

So, yea. Norres mean that he and Temari is not a couple, they are like chillhood friends. that’s make them looks always together.

What i mean when i said they are a pair is like Soulmate, Pals, bestfriend, or ‘Partner in Crime’

Smol Norres and smol Temari

^their chillhood basically like this. Their appearance didn’t change pretty much.  

anonymous asked:

You know how antis have "shaladins don't interact" things? How do you think they'd react if people put "antis don't interact"? Like, I sorta understand why they put the banners, cause they don't want to have to see shaladin, but at the same time it feels petty and I feel like a lot of them would be pissed if shaladins did the same thing

I remember a few people made banners like ‘antis don’t interact’ as a joke and they got really mad about it lmao

I’ve said this a thousand times, but I’m really glad the writers decided not to make X a villain in MM0 because I feel like doing so would’ve undermined a really vital part of his character. Like yeah, I can definitely see X getting tired and maybe bitter after a while (and we sorta saw some of that in X7), but for X to completely give up? That just doesn’t feel like him. And while I can see X getting frustrated and angry because sometimes it feels like nothing’s ever going to change, it’s precisely because X cares so much that he’d never give up. 

Of course, that doesn’t mean I can’t see X getting pushed to his limits in the MM0 series. I’m not as well-versed in those games as I am the MMX ones, but it makes sense; he had even more garbage on his plate as the leader of Neo Arcadia, and just when things seemed like they were finally going to get better with the Mother Elf program, X was forced back into the same cycle of war and violence. On top of all that, he was fighting by himself because his idiot best friend Zero thought he’d make things better by taking a 100 year nap. It’s enough to make anyone exhausted (and there’s no doubt he was exhausted, I mean heck, he straight up asked Zero to let him rest once X knew Zero remembered stuff / could take over where he left off). But no matter what happened, X never let the world break him. I feel like that makes for a better story than any “hero turned villain” plotline.

My baby shot me down

I was five and he was six

We rode on horses made of sticks

Seasons came and changed the time

Now he wears black

And I wear white

He’s gone, I don’t know why

He would always laugh and say:

“Remember when we used to play?”

Bang bang, he shot me down

Bang bang, I hit the ground

Bang bang, that awful sound

Bang bang…

My baby shot me down

anonymous asked:

Hey I'd like your take on sthg if you don't mind answering. Do you see paul as a ladies' man ? He's often portrayed as such in fanfiction and I don't get why tbh.

Huh, I guess it never really crossed my mind that there isn’t any evidence within the books that speaks on Paul being a ladies’ man… now that you brought it to my attention, I can’t remember a single instance where he was overtly flirty or made any moves. I guess, through Jacob’s eyes, we see Paul as a nuisance and as someone he wouldn’t want his sister to be involved with. This sort of hints at Paul being a little flirtatious, but it could also just be Jacob’s irritation at having one of the more “combustible” wolves sewn to his sister’s hip. Paul in the films could be seen as more of a ladies’ man; his little nod to Bella when he apologizes for losing his composure is a little flirtatious.

He’s one of the more upfront and in-your-face guys that laughs at Bella’s concerns for Jacob. This kind of got grouped together with the typical fuckboy behavior he exhibits as a rowdy teenage boy, so I suppose that’s where all the stigma comes from. Personally, I don’t think he’s a womanizer or a ladies’ man, but Alex Meraz may have been directed to act in ways that hinted at Paul being such.

Seemingly random thought: Jak fandom is seriously my favorite fandom. 

Like, I spontaneously started compiling a file of all of my favorite art pieces into a file on my computer so, even after the inevitable crash and burn of this tumblr hell scape, I can always find them, and remember them, and the good times, even if we all get scattered across the internet afterwards. 

I have such good memories of this fandom and the fact that we’re still going and creating new fan content with each other and have fairly minimal discourse(at least that I have noticed) is really awesome, and in part why I remain so inspired to make more. 

Jak fandom is best fandom. 

Originally posted by roobascooba

yennlism  asked:

What is your advice for writing a background (or just history) for your world? I'm building a world and I'm stuck with how my present day world became the way it is.. I have no clue what I could make of great events that wrote history, and I don't want the basic big wars.. Thanks!

There are a LOT of things that go into the creation of a society, and war/conflict is really a very small part of that.

Famine, plagues, slave trade if you want to include that in your world’s history (though I can understand why you wouldn’t)… these things have all made a huge impact in our own world’s history. 

Exploration is always important, and remember that the Western model of exploration featuring Christopher Columbus is NOT the only type of exploration that ever happened in our world. If you want more examples, look to other Ancient Civilizations…China has a plethora of ancient explorers that can teach you a lot about how people may have made contact and interacted in an old world setting.

Examine the ways that religions played a role, as well as social movements. Is there an equivalent of feminism in your society? These are often connected to major world events too, so pay attention to that in your worldbuilding.

But, and this is an important but - you don’t have to go overboard in all this planning. Having a few events to bring up here and there can enrich your story and make it more interesting, but you don’t have to explain everything. So don’t freak out if you don’t have every detail planned and scored away. Paint your backstory in broad brushstrokes, but don’t get too caught up in sketching out all the fine lines.

hold on you guys…

so now we all know why lion is pink, yeah? he must’ve died at some point in the past and rose brought him back to life. and we don’t know for SURE how long lion’s been around, but we know it’s been at least fourteen years since steven is fourteen.

and the thing about that is, well…

now you might be thinking, “well, it’s hard out there for a lion, maybe he lived longer because rose was taking care of him!” and that could be, but even in captivity lions only live for up to twenty years, and lion still spent fourteen years alone after rose’s death. besides, we know that rose hung out with lions long before steven was even a thought in her head, from the episode “buddy’s book.” i would guess that one of those lions ended up becoming steven’s lion. not to mention how much lion just seems to know about rose and about the crystal gems as a whole. he must have observed a lot of what rose did, or even just heard her talk about it. he couldn’t have figured it out any other way.

what i’m getting at is, i think that rose’s healing power made lion immortal, which is why he’s lived for so long. steven’s healing power might have done the same thing to lars. even if steven doesn’t realize it, it sure helps his “i didn’t really ask you permission” line to lars make a bit more sense.


Long ago, there was a kingdom ruled by a powerful but uncaring Jade Emperor. Working for this emperor were four magnificent dragons. The beautiful nymph, Xin Jing, the emperor’s daughter, was greatly worried for the people, for a famine had been on the land many months. The dragons took pity on the people. Two of them boiled the water from the ocean and the others helped lift it to the skies. The terrible drought was ended. But the emperor was enraged: how dare the dragons act without his permission? He ordered them locked inside four mountains. His beloved Xin Jing told the emperor she was joining the dragons. And all that was left to remember her by was a crystal amulet. 

Get to Know You Tag!

I was tagged by @an-author-in-progress (thank you so much!!)

Rules: Tag 10 followers you’d really like to know better.

Name: Alicia.

Nickname(s): I mean I like to call myself Cloudy on here. Throughout the years, my dear two (2) friends have made up all sorts of ridiculous things to call me too, but they’re too many and too stupid and I don’t even remember them all.

Gender: am a gorl

Sign: Libra.

Height: Short? The last time I had any news about my height I was 10. I don’t know. I don’t want to know.

Sexuality: Asexual + what’s a romantic orientation? huh? who knows.

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw with a side of Hufflepuff.

Average hours of sleep: Generally 5-7, 10+ when I have no responsibilities to take care of in the morning. I’m working on having a healthy sleeping schedule. I’m working on it.

Dog or cat person: Dog person but I love cats deeply!!

Why I made a tumblr: Guess I felt lonely because I barely interact with anyone on my main blog? Writing is what I like the most, and having a blog that would focus on it was kind of an excuse to interact with people. If that makes any sense. What I’m trying to say is I’m bad at socializing and at doing social media but writing is fun and talking to like-minded people is fun so here I am doing my best.

I tag @novel-like-you-mean-it @artattemptswriting @lost-and-found-jc @gloriawriting @oyef @jade-island-lives @merigreenleaf aaaaand I really don’t know who else to tag. I hope that’s okay haha

Hunger Games/Percy Jackson AU

During math today when I should’ve been paying attention I came up with a list of some headcanons inspired by the lovely @lililibird for her Hunger Games AU

~Reyna lives with her father, her younger sister Hylla and their pet cat Scipio. Her mom died when they were young and they lived with their father who had a hard time dealing with their mother’s death. Reyna and her best friend Grover go hunting almost everyday, as it’s one of their main sources of food. 

~Hylla gets reaped for the games and Reyna volunteers for her. On the train, Reyna meets the Capitol woman, Aphrodite, as well as the male tribute Jason and her mentor Dionysus.

~While in the games, Jason joins the Careers which consist of Drew Tanaka, Clarisse La Rue, and Octavian. Reyna teams up with a boy from District 11 named Nico. He dies and Reyna is determined to win this, for Nico. Eventually, Jason finds Reyna and they team up, Jason severely injured. They win the games together by using nightlock to coerce the gamemakers into letting them both win.

~Next year in the quarter quell, Reyna and Jason (both reaped once more) create alliances with an older lady named Hazel and a dashing young lad named Percy from District 4, an older man named Leo and an older woman named Calypso from District 3, and Thalia from District 7. Hazel and Calypso both die in the games, while the rebels break Reyna, Percy, and Leo; however, failing to retrieve Jason and Thalia.

~They’re taken to District 13, where they are taken care of. 

~Some of the soldiers later manage to break out Thalia, Jason, and a girl named Annabeth from the Capitol. However, Jason is half-mad from the tortures done to him.

~Reyna spends her time making propos with the camera woman Piper, and her assistants Castor and Pollux. Life isn’t totally horrible in District 13 though: Percy and Annabeth get married.

~Reyna claims she wants to fight, so she requests to join a team. She does, though it’s more for the TV than actual fighting. The team consists of Piper, Castor and Pollux, Grover, a set of twins named Travis and Connor, their leader and second-in-command Frank and Gwen, and Percy, and later, Jason.

~They still shoot the propos, but they still have to fight for their lives. The Capitol is ridden with pods which kill Frank, and indirectly the Stoll brothers. They go down to the sewers, and mutts go after them, killing Gwen, Castor, and Percy.

~Soon, Reyna and Jason both travel near the President’s manor, where he kills Capitol children. Rebel medics come in, Hylla among them. But more bombs go off, which kill Hylla, and injure Reyna. The rebels take the Capitol.

~After healing and the death of both presidents, Reyna returns to the ruins of District 12, joined by Jason and Dionysus, where she rebuilds her life.

[AU] the “year” between their first meeting and their reunion

ETA: I’ve been (thankfully) notified that my timeline of events is way off so this is 100% inaccurate. However, it makes for a lovely AU (because who doesn’t like pining!Victor amirite) so I’ll leave it up. Just keep in mind that this does not follow the canon timeline. At all. Thanks, @nika11ama, for clarifying things for me!

I kept asking myself why, if they’d previously met (at the Banquet) and Victor had really fallen in love with Yuuri that day, had he treated him that way in this scene? How could he  be so nonchalant in that situation? It didn’t make sense.

But what if Victor had spent the entire year lying to himself? Telling himself over and over that he couldn’t possibly have fallen in love with someone after only a day? Forcing himself not think about Yuuri or web-stalk him. Chastising himself every time he caught himself remembering their dance or, worse, pining. 

So a year passes and he thinks he’s golden, thinks that time has finally done its job and eroded his little “crush.” And then he sees Yuuri again and tries to treat him like he pretty much treats everyone else, only it completely backfires on him.

He watches him walk away and tries to convince himself everything’s fine. That he’s fine. That he doesn’t care. And yet he can’t bring himself to tear his eyes away from Yuuri’s back even after the other man is long gone. 

And it’s like a floodgate opens. Every wall he built over the past year to keep himself from obsessing over Yuuri collapses and he finds himself incapable of not thinking about him.

And then he sees The Video™…

…and every lie he’s ever made to himself just turns to dust. His defenses are down. He can’t fight it anymore. He doesn’t want to fight it anymore. He’s in love. Has been in love since since the day they met, and maybe it doesn’t make sense but he’s reached a point where he just doesn’t care anymore. He’s going after what he wants, and what he wants is Yuuri. 

So when an opportunity presents itself he seizes it and flies to Japan without a second thought or a backwards glance. He’s wasted enough time and has no patience left. 

See, he made a promise the first day they met, though not with anything as obvious or empty as words. Yuuri seduced him, and Victor fell, hard, and the traitorous little organ in his chest promised itself to Yuuri without him realizing. It took him an entire year to. 

And that’s why Victor, who’s notorious for never remembering–and therefore keeping–the promises he makes, remembers Yuuri’s request an entire year after he made it. 

The heart doesn’t forget. 

anonymous asked:

Let's be honest here, no smart ass remarks. I'm very curious as to why you're with Kuroo. I get he's kind of adorable with that bed head and all but you don't seem like... I don't know.. I feel like I'm missing something here. What happened in the middle of it all that made you deiced that; he was worth you. I remember taking care of you and the movie "dare" dates and all that but hmm im really curious just as to why you choose him?