i don't really agree but i'm happy that you like my stuff!

//takes a deep breath

ARTHUR WEASLEY IS ONE OF THE MOST UNDERRATED CHARACTERS IN THE SERIES AND CERTAINLY THE MOST UNDERRATED OF HARRY’S FATHER FIGURES ok this man:

  • is so passionate about his job and supporting muggle rights that he doesn’t give two shits abt his reputation as a blood traitor even tho it’s apparently the reason he never got promoted at the ministry
  • wrote the book on why u should not enchant muggle objects and literally has a shed full of flying vehicles and shit that he hopes his wife doesn’t find out about??? lmao what a rebel?? i love this guy
  • was concerned about harry before he even met him because ron was worried that he wasn’t responding to letters and when harry came to stay he totally could have been like ‘shit another mouth to feed’ but was really really happy that harry was there and safe??? ‘pls sit next to me at dinner, child, i need to ask you ten thousand questions about muggles’
  • like he was actually the first adult ever besides maybe hagrid to sit there and ask for harry’s opinions and recognize that he had knowledge and thoughts to offer im crying
  • fixed harry’s glasses for him after they broke in the floo ;-;
  • gave zero fucks about what everyone else thought should be done and told harry about sirius black bc he wanted this kid to be aware and safe as possible??
  • dragged the dursleys for not treating their nephew like a human being (and destroyed their living room what a great moment tbh)
  • gives advice that harry remembers years later bc he respects this kind ginger man so much ‘don’t trust something that can think for itself if u can’t see where it keeps its brain’
  • (lol remember that one time molly was upset about death eaters at the quidditch world cup and he made her some tea and then was like ‘i think this needs some whiskey too trust me i’m a doctor’)
  • agreed that harry should be told certain things about the resistance because he knew harry was competent and intelligent enough to handle it but like also kept in mind that harry was a kid in the middle of a war
  • took harry to work with him and made sure he got to his hearing on time and distracted him and ‘smiled at him encouragingly’ when he knew he was nervous im dying this was so sweet
  • was part of the group who threatened the dursleys to keep their hands and shitty attitudes away from harry and he was so ‘light’ and ‘pleasant’ abt it omg this dude was throwing so much shade
  • was ready to fight scrimgeour with remus when the minister wanted to get harry alone and harry had to be like ‘omfg stand down pls’
  • ‘am i about to discover where you, ron, and hermione disappeared to while you were supposed to be in the back room of fred and george’s shop?’ … ‘how did you-?’ …  ‘harry, please. you’re talking to the man who raised fred and george’
  • never raised his voice except for that one time he told a fully trained auror to back the hell off and get out of his way so he could see his injured son and harry literally thought ‘holy shit’ it says so right there in the book u can check
  • fought in the battle of hogwarts and after fred and harry had been killed he went into full on rage mode and teamed up with percy to fuck up the minister for magic
  • owns chickens

bonus: 

‘madame delacour glided forward and stooped to kiss mrs. weasley too. “enchanteé,” she said. “your ‘usband ‘as been telling us such amusing stories!” mr. weasley gave a maniacal laugh; mrs. weasley threw him a look, upon which he became immediately silent and assumed an expression appropriate to the sickbed of a close friend.’

Matthew Daddario Quotes Pt. 2
  • "Is my butt my pumpkin?"
  • "Handing out side-eye like gravity pulls left."
  • "Go kiss a train!"
  • "Can I book this lady for my next birthday?"
  • "Punching isn't solving problems as much as usual."
  • "It's nice when you haven't read a book in ten years so you forget most of it and it's like reading it anew."
  • "Man, that was a sweaty, shirtless day."
  • "I'm not resisting this?"
  • "Vampires are cats?"
  • "Sometimes I write out the description of the face."
  • "Mmm-mm, PHOTOSYNTHESIS!"
  • "You guys keep calling me a dork. Kind of a bummer."
  • "Like with the VROOM thing?"
  • "What if they don't like the same food as me? I can't handle that kind of let down."
  • "Plants are green sometimes."
  • "Oh, that's inappropriate!"
  • "They always open their mouths and they do this, 'Don't bother me!'"
  • "I get to travel more and learn about plants."
  • "If anyone reads this, don't curse. It's bad, and if you all start doing it all the time it won't be as fun when I do it."
  • "Still at home, making pickles."
  • "It helps if you imagine all the pigeons coo'ing at you and they just don't annunciate the 'L'."
  • "I just really want them to find Genghis Khan's tomb this year."
  • "Just chop the hand off to stop the spread."
  • "I'm sure many people have asked themselves that question when they were about 12 and thought 'Oh, what a great thought that was' and I just said it when I'm 29."
  • "They're definitely going at it head first."
  • "Tall guy and little dude need a cop show spin-off."
  • "I'm gonna press the button. Here we go. That's not a button."
  • "This is so deranged! What a sick thing."
  • "I'm a little more professional. I don't giggle when someone says something funny."
  • "Why do people play this game?"
  • "This has been a stressful experience."
  • "I must be really into burning the roof of my mouth when I eat pizza because I never. Freaking. Learn."
  • "Makes me wanna go to sleep."
  • "I don't understand what that sentence means."
  • "Is an eggplant really a plant? Has it in its name, but it's not an egg."
  • "So many lame puns to write, so many buns to touch."
  • "I was allowed to curse there."
  • "Hot sauce in my bag at all times. Always have hot sauce."
  • "I don't know the Pokemon situation. I'm not gonna lie."
  • "This is a morbid question."
  • "That's some information about plants."
  • "My mom is more impressive than your mom. That's truth."
  • "Yo, tall guy, you gonna use your words this episode to solve problems? Improve relationships?"
  • "This feels like a very personal question, BuzzFeed. I am tempted to make something up."
  • "Honestly, city people! Am I right?"
  • "My friend would punch me in the face."
  • "This is the plus happiness rune."
  • "I'm pressing the button! Beep!"
  • "I'm not gonna take off my shirt. Come on."
  • "Just threw so much shade that she's gonna have to take vitamin D supplements for life."
  • "Don't say inappropriate things on here. Come on, guys!"
  • "Dates are stressful. Just go home and see what happens."
  • "Literally just told you not to do that."
  • "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT DEER SOUND LIKE, LADY!"
  • "If you don't agree, whatever!"
  • "Are these pop culture references that I'm not getting?"
  • "Lucky I'm here to provide therapy."
  • "They are getting a little sweaty and enjoying themselves together."
  • "Twins are sometimes made when an egg splits, I think."
  • "I can't reblog it because it would be narcissistic."
  • "Harry and Isaiah, who are not here, which is a bummer."
  • "I can't remember my first date. I'm sure it went splendidly."
  • "He's back home in London! Home of the world's largest skillet!"
  • "Wacky antics! Misunderstandings! Sexy interlopers!"
  • "Tell me how much you loved my sleeping."
  • "Teen dot com doesn't know their internet slang like we do!"
  • "Maybe he needs more of those forced memory flashbacks. Those seem healthy."

anonymous asked:

Speaking of aesthetic, which 1d solo aesthetic do you prefer?? niall and zayn's are my favorite! I just don't get Liam's because I feel like his pastel-ish style doesn't match his type of music (I'm not saying it looks bad it is only my opinion)

hmmm, this is a rly cool question, honeybee. also, good choices!

i feel like i deeply enjoy zayn’s more than the rest of them because it feels like a wonderful breath of fresh air for him, personally. 

you can tell he’s super into the zashion stuff, the specific iconography and typography of his album and how that relates to his presentation (it’s tattooed on him! and i could talk for ages abt the connection of the kid zayn cover w tats and adult zayn getting kid font mind of mine tattooed), the choice of images and outfits in the music videos, liw, befour, pt, and even the careful, happy curation of fanart on his social media wrt his physicality like hair colors, etc. 

all of it seems very specifically to make him feel safe and well expressed in his persona/celeb space and i really love that. he deserves so much of that. 

zayn’s the rare kind of person that can put on anything and it’s like he Is Wearing It. which means he gets to play around with unique textures and angles and color combos and clothing articles. and his soft focus in front of cameras translates so well. it all combines to make all of his pictures compelling. he moves through space in such an elegant and fun way. getting to see him be so happy about that in turn, is rly rly good and lovely. 

i’m the biggest fan specifically of: palette zayn, and that brand of comfy robust homey zayn known as zayno, and i love that he loves that awful bright shade of green (with red and black!) etc

i feel like my thoughts on the rest of them are less heart exclamation point? i enjoy some of their stuff, like country niall was my twice the heart DREAM, but i’m not vibing with them 24/7 like i do w zayn’s looks. and i agree a lot re the matching music thing. ziall kinda feel like the only ones that “match” their music wrt their looks. hll seem to have a bit of a dissonance going, which is their own to have, but just is less appealing than the seam accented, thread pulled, streamlined cut look zayn thrives in. 

katexcelsors  asked:

is there a cheat sheet for the basics of les amis like?? the ships, the characterizations, the headcanons? i mean i've read les mis quite a few times but i need help w the expansion the fandom has brought to life. help

Disclaimer : I’m compiling the general fanon and what comes back the most on my dash, so it’s mostly Modern AU. If I’ve understood your question well, it seems to be what you’re asking for, since you know the canon. You are free to add those headcanons to your own or not, we all experience a fandom differently. Same goes for ships, there are no such thing as “more important” or “mor valid” ships. We’re literally gushing over fictional dead people, and we’re all equal when we’re dead, as Gavroche would say. Keep in mind that you can ship whatever you like. Also, I’ve listed some ships but they are not all the ships out there, this isn’t meant to be exhaustive, they are just the ships that come back often. This is the broad outline, the characters are of course more complex once you get into it. That being said :

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Robron fandom ramble

I’ve been feeling a little overwhelmed with the Robron / Emmerdale fandom lately. It’s like I’m actually overwhelmed by how many talented people we have in this fandom (not necessarily in a bad way - it’s a good problem to have, really) - it’s like nothing I’ve ever really seen before.

My previous fandom was a lot smaller, and while there were many great people within it once upon a time, there weren’t many “voices”. There were probably only a handful of people who actually spoke about stuff (myself included), and everyone who did speak had pretty specific styles and voices and each of us seemed to have a role, which balanced things out. There was something for everyone, really, and the fact that there were so few of us who actually had things to say made it all so manageable, if that makes sense.

With this fandom it’s different. There are SO MANY people here, and so many who are just…..amazing. I don’t feel like there are any “big names”, or fandom “celebs” - I feel like there are too many amazingly talented people for those kinds of labels.

There are the people that make insane gifs and edits and artwork, there are the people that write beautiful fanfic and headcanons and meta and some wonderful freaks of nature who can do all of those things. There are those that theorise and can look back over episodes with such care and attention, there are those that speculate and are positive and level-headed and those who, even when having a total fangirl moment writing all in capital letters freaking the fuck out, can still write so wonderfully, can put a point across so beautifully, without even trying.

Whether it’s just a small text post with just one little paragraph (or even one sentence!) or a huge essay about Aaron or Robert or their relationship or the show in general, the level of talent displayed in this fandom literally blows my fucking mind.

It is a privilege to be a part of, but at the same time it makes me question my place here, it makes me feel like a drop in the ocean, it makes me a little insecure, because in my old fandom I was one of a few, my voice was loud because nobody was really shouting with me, but now I don’t really have a role, there are people far more talented than me, and sometimes I think of something to say but I see someone has said the same thing, albeit in a much briefer, purer, simpler yet wonderful way, or someone has said it with far more depth and beauty than I feel I could ever convey, and it makes me feel a little insignificant, which is hard when coming from a fandom where, for some time, I was considered quite significant.

And I know these are my own insecurities, my own paranoia, and it’s not a competition, and nobody has ever done anything to make me feel this way; if anything, people have been nothing but lovely, kind and encouraging towards me, people have been supportive or things I have written (actually, I have also been totally overwhelmed by how well-received some things I have written have been), and I feel like I’ve made some pretty great fandom-pals here, on all kinds of levels; I adore that one minute someone can be having a silly little “war” over a ship name, and the next they can be writing something serious and beautifully poetic, that we can all go from daft and fun and fangirly one minute to serious and mature essay-writers the next.

It’s amazing. I adore how versatile everyone is. I love how talented everyone is. Sometimes I can only sit back in awe, scroll through my dash and reblog the living crap out of all of these epic posts, whether they’re a funny little text/gif post or a mammoth essay about where a storyline is going, or a beautifully put together gif-set or an amazing piece of art.

Sometimes it actually BLOWS MY MIND. And as I said before, it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced in any fandom I have ever been in.

I was on the fringes of the Robron/Emmerdale fandom from the very start, as I’ve been on tumblr since 2010 (I DON’T KNOW HOW EITHER) and would search #Emmerdale now and then to see if there was anything (answer: there was always literally nothing until Robron was born). It took a while for me to properly throw myself into the fandom myself and use my own voice; for so long I was just a reblogger, who contributed nothing of my own (and there is nothing wrong with that, fans/fandom members like that are just as valid) - I’m someone who has never liked to spread myself too thin and at the time I was clinging to my old fandom and still trying to make an effort within that, even though it was dying and I wasn’t particularly happy there, but I’m loyal to a fault and it took me a while to let go.

And honestly, falling deeply into this fandom, just becoming brave enough to use my voice and say what I wanted to say about characters and a show I have loved for more than a decade, was the best thing I have done in recent years. At first I felt out of place; all the fans seemed really new (which I thought was amazing but also a little intimidating) and I was genuinely insecure that people wouldn’t like me because I’d been around the show long before Robron (in hindsight I could see that was totally stupid of me to think that, but paranoia/insecurity is a fun thing lmao) but I was amazed at how quickly people welcomed me and even reached out to me and made an effort with me - and how there were plenty of older fans, just like me, too.

And it’s been quite some time now since I’ve been in deep, and I feel like I know so many of you even though not all of us have spoken about too much outside of our amazing show and ship.

What I’m trying to say is, you’re all fucking amazing, and I appreciate every one of you. Whether you’ve been watching the show for 48248 years or 3 months, you’re fucking awesome.

I get overwhelmed because I want to follow everyone, but I’ve always been scared of following too many people and then missing stuff because my dash is too busy. I’ve been on tumblr almost 7 years and I still only follow 394 people (and tbh, I reckon at least a hundred of those are since the Robron fandom was born) - and yet every day it seems like a new name pops up, having written something amazing, and I’m like “where did you spring from?!”, and I have to give them a follow, and it’s like…..WOW.

I could tag a whole bunch of people who I find ridiculously amazingly talented but I’d be here all fucking day, and I couldn’t possibly list everyone, and then I’d feel bad for everyone who I’d missed so….I won’t.

So as arse-kissy as this post might sound, I just want to say a giant THANK YOU to everyone who contributes to this fandom, on any scale, in any capacity….thank you. And thank you to those that follow me too; it makes me feel genuinely proud and I know it’s something I really need to hang on to when I’m feeling down on myself. All your kind words mean more to me than I could ever properly express and I need to hold onto that forever because sometimes I really, really need it.

So…..there were are. Keep doing what you’re all doing. Know that even if I give your post a reblog without saying anything too profound in response, whether in a reply or a message or even a tag (writing stuff in tags on reblogs to someone’s post is so important!!), just know it’s because I’m probably just feeling overwhelmed by how fucking awesome I think you are.

I have no idea where this has come from really, apart from this is just how I’ve been feeling lately, but in a nutshell….I love you. I love all of you. Even if I haven’t agreed with everything you’ve said, I still probably love you. I respect all of you. I’m overwhelmed and intimidated by all of your talents. Thank you for being amazing. KEEP DOING WHAT YOU’RE DOING. Keep this fandom the best fucking fandom I’ve ever been in. Keep spreading the love and the positivity and the excitement, because by god, the next month or so of life in this fandom is going to be WILD and I’m so happy to be here going on this ride with you.

As always with my long posts; if you get to the end, thank you. This only makes me love you all the more.

PEACE AND LOVE

Originally posted by justleavemebreathless

I think that as a fandom, we agree that in the TV show Derek is basically the worst fighter. And I often read explanation like “He was not raised to be an alpha, Laura was” and, yes.

But let me expose you to this delightful concept: baby Derek learning to fight.

The Hale pack before the fire obviously lived in peaceful times, with a lot of allies and not a lot of fighting (you will pry happy!Hales from my cold dead hands). So you know, they only were this big family that had a weird love for the forest after dark and threw huge picnic parties every month.

Then, years and years after Laura and the first generation of cousins, came Derek.

I want you to imagine the baby Derek with all the eyebrows, the big ears and the two teeth.

And I want you to imagine the baby werewolf Derek, with only one fang on one side (the other didn’t drop for months), the pointed ears and the tiny, tiny kitten claws.

And now, imagine baby Derek, surrounded by grown up and cousins that are decades older than him, and all of them play fight in the garden all the time. And Derek wants to be a werewolf too.

So he learns to wrestle.

And of course they all play with him, because he’s adorable and so serious in trying to learn fighting tricks, and sometimes he growls and they basically always let him win.

All. The. Fucking. Time.

And Derek grows up, and the territory is still quiet and calm. Derek tries to look tough, borrows Laura’s leather jacket and wears it every day, floating in it and getting the sleeves stuck in every door.

But he still loves books than humans, gets spooked by loud noises in the street and he tries to save all the living things.

(He saved a praying mantis from a pigeon. The thing lived in his room for three years, big and limping and missing some key body parts. It scared the living shit out of Laura.)

In a word, Derek is the sensitive one of the family.

So you know. They never really get around explaining that Derek is kind of really, really bad at it?

They keep postponing it, year after year. Someone always tries to whisper something about it at family reunions, then Derek asks them to wrestle with him and they fold like wet paper and throw themselves into the walls with dramatic groans.

Years pass. Revealing it becomes more and more difficult. The idea of Derek feeling like the butt of the joke is a sickening idea. As a teenager, he’s so insecure and kind, all gangly and clumsy.

But when he wins his fight, Derek doesn’t preen –he’s too nice for that— but he scintillates slightly in pure happiness. Then, he usually looks at his family with this trusting and eager look. The “look, I’m a good werewolf!” eyes.

(Derek’s dad can’t handle the eyes. He has to get inside the house and lie down every time. Men are weak)

Somehow, a decade has passed, and it spiraled out of control. Derek sucks at fighting. Badly. It’s almost amazing.

But Laura still falls down head first in the dirt.

Cousin Maj’ cries dramatically.

Peter lay down on the ground, not moving, and his sister still grumbles at him to look more knock down or grandma will knife him if he makes Derek sad.

And none of this is mocking, because Derek is really amazing at so many things in his life, they are honestly proud of who he is. He is just pathologically bad at planning ahead, has negative strategy abilities and is so used to people falling down when he bumps into them that he doesn’t realize how real fighting works.

“Yes Derek, kicking someone while doing a summersault is so efficient, what a wonderful idea” and “this pirouette was so pretty and so useful in combination with your amazingly dangerous final blow” and “You almost took Peter’s head right off kid!”.

And you know, in the future, I kind of want Derek’s pack to pick up the habit without realizing it?

I want them to smile at Derek when he trains betas, nodding gravely while Derek jumps and swirls like a ballerina.

All the while, Stiles and Erica waves their arms at the bewildered beta from behind Derek’s back, trying to explain with their hands that they will explain the really efficient moves after, but please, just play dead goddamnit.

Look at the sad eyes!!



(@crossroadswrite​, Rita my love, I’m tagging you in this because well. Derek)

Heavenly Commentary: Deathly Hallows Pt1
  • Sirius: I can't believe he broke the mirror.
  • James: Didn't really need it, did he?
  • Sirius: Still. I liked that mirror.
  • ***
  • Lily: That's a nice little tribute.
  • Albus: Yes. Elphias always was a generous man. Although Rita Skeeters is far more thrilling.
  • James: Harry thinks otherwise.
  • Albus: He will learn the truth. That no one is without regret. Rita Skeeter was surprisingly quick.
  • Cedric: Even dead we can't get rid of her.
  • ***
  • James: I never thought I'd see Harry trying so hard to save these people. After everything they’ve done to him.
  • Lily: Our son is better than us both.
  • ***
  • James: That was downright emotional for Dudley.
  • Albus: I imagine that he is beginning to see through the veil of his youth. One’s parents are not always correct.
  • ***
  • James: The guard is all here.
  • Lily: Obviously. Oh yeah. How was Moony’s wedding?
  • Sirius: Simple. You know him. Not an extravagant bone in his body.
  • James: I'm betting Tonks got an extravagant bon-OW!
  • Lily: Shut up!
  • ***
  • Cedric: Seven Harry Potters fly out of a house. What does Voldemort do?
  • Albus: He will assume they will give the real Harry to Alastor. As he is the strongest wizard present. He is unable to understand that strength is not the factor here.
  • Sirius: I don't understand. Who is taking Harry?
  • Albus: Hagrid of course. There is no one there who loves Harry quite like Hagrid.
  • ***
  • James: Even dead you're right.
  • Albus: It appears not all habits die hard.
  • ***
  • Lily: I have a bad feeling. Nothing is ever this easy.
  • James: Oh shit. No!
  • Hedwig: Hoot hoot.
  • Cedric: Trust me. I know.
  • ***
  • James: I thought he was going to die.
  • Lily: How did Harry do that? He didn't look in any shape to defend himself.
  • Albus: I have my theories. But imagine the suspense if I choose not to share them.
  • Sirius: I never said this when we were alive but, you're a dick.
  • Alastor: I said that constantly.
  • Albus: Old friend! It's terrible to see you here. Welcome to the party.
  • Alastor: Where are we?
  • Albus: The next great adventure. Your appearance is rather disconcerting with two normal eyes.
  • ***
  • Lily: Poor George.
  • James: Everyone is going crazy. They've been betrayed.
  • Sirius: And of course Snape cursed his ear off. Part of the plan Albus?
  • Albus: Let's find out.
  • ***
  • Alastor: Grieve later fools. Fight the war now.
  • Cedric: Constant vigilance?
  • Alastor: Exactly.
  • ***
  • James: Remus says Harry is like me and yet he makes it sound like an insult.
  • Lily: Because it was. Something is broken inside of him.
  • ***
  • Sirius: They've done all this?
  • James: They're children going to war. What do you expect?
  • ***
  • Lily: That had the feeling of a kiss goodbye.
  • Alastor: Smart girl.
  • ***
  • James: Happy birthday harry.
  • Lily: He's all grown up now.
  • James: But he's still our boy.
  • ***
  • Sirius: You left them stuff?
  • Albus: But of course. A few trinkets I hope will be of use. Oh Rufus. If only you put this energy into helping me.
  • ***
  • James: The Snitch he swallowed. Damn it but that's genius.
  • Albus: Thank you.
  • Lily: “I open at the close”?
  • Albus: I have always appreciated a healthy use of theatricality.
  • ***
  • Lily: Of course Luna would recognise him. I really do adore that girl.
  • ***
  • James: Do you remember our wedding?
  • Lily: I'll never forget it.
  • James: I wish we could have had something like this. Not the rushed one we had.
  • Lily: It was perfect and I'll never think otherwise.
  • ***
  • Albus: Ah fate. It is always nice to know when one is on the right path.
  • Sirius: ...ok?
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh...Albus is this tr-
  • Alastor: Enough.
  • Cedric: But Prof-
  • Alastor: Enough! There are bigger problems right now.
  • James: The Ministry has fallen.
  • Cedric: Then it's over.
  • Albus: No Mr Diggory. Now it begins.
  • ***
  • Alastor: Excellent Miss Granger. She's prepared.
  • ***
  • Cedric: Why are they being so nice?
  • Sirius: It’s not actually mercy if they can't actually kill them.
  • ***
  • Albus: Charming, Alastor. But those would not stop Severus. Given his innocence they wouldn't need to.
  • Alastor: What?
  • Cedric: I'll fill you in.
  • Hedwig: Hoot.
  • ***
  • James: Oh man, do you remember that picture?
  • Sirius: Last day of our first year. We were children.
  • James: But not for very long
  • ***
  • Lily: I remember that letter. What happened to the rest of it?
  • James: Probably Snape. Greasy bastard.
  • Albus: ...
  • Sirius: Just because he's on a secret mission to save the world doesn't mean he can't be a bastard.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Regulus, oh God. You did...why didn't you tell me?
  • James: Like Hermione said. He was trying to protect you
  • Albus: Did you find your younger brother Mr Black?
  • Sirius: No.
  • Albus: Wherever he is, I honour him. I would never have been able to drink that potion alone.
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh Remus...no.
  • James: Why would he...
  • Lily: Har- oh no.
  • Sirius: Moony...
  • James: You did good Harry. You did the right thing.
  • ***
  • James: No. No!
  • Lily: NO! FUCK THAT BITCH! NOT AGAIN!
  • James: FINISH HER! END HER LIFE!
  • ***
  • Alastor: Fools! Do they think these kids are going to school?
  • Sirius: They don't think. Wow, Kreacher looks...happy.
  • Cedric: I guess that's what happens when you're treated with common decency.
  • ***
  • Lily: Do you think they're ready?
  • Alastor: As ready as they'll ever be.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Don't ask a teenage boy what he was doing in the bathroom, Hermione. You may not like the answer.
  • Lily: I swear I will hit you.
  • ***
  • Albus: Let the games begin.
  • ***
  • Lily: Those are muggle bodies. I think I'm going to be sick.
  • ***
  • James: That's why he was so eager to get to work. His wife is on trial.
  • Lily: It’s not a trial. It's a sentencing.
  • ***
  • Lily: Holy shit. It's her!
  • Cedric: Why can't they just take the locket and run?
  • James: Because they don't know if she still has it. And stealth is still needed.
  • Albus: Also because that man is the Minister himself.
  • ***
  • Alastor: I think I preferred it when Crouch Jnr had it.
  • ***
  • Cedric: Mr Weasley is terrifying.
  • James: I think Harry agrees.
  • ***
  • Lily: Well so much for stealth!
  • James: Don't look at me like that! He's your son too!
  • Sirius: They might actually make it out.
  • Lily: Crap! Yaxley has them! He's seen Grimmauld Place!
  • Cedric: So where are we now?
  • ***
  • Lily: Ron must be really afraid if he's stopped saying “Voldemort”.
  • Albus: Perhaps not the most foolish of precautions.
  • ***
  • Alastor: You know why he's after Gregorovitch, don't you Albus.
  • Albus: I do. I'm curious to see if it will work.
  • ***
  • Alastor: Not a Christian but I appreciate the effort Potter.
  • ***
  • James: Ron isn't holding up too well.
  • Alastor: Some people aren't cut out for field work.
  • ***
  • Lily: The sword...?
  • Albus: Indeed.
  • James: So where is it?
  • Albus: Therein lies the question.
  • ***
  • Lily: He left...
  • James: I can't believe it. He's gone...
  • ***
  • Cedric: That's it then. He can't find them. He's really gone.
  • Albus: Perhaps.
  • ***
  • James: He doesn't care about the sword. He wants to go home.
  • Lily: Back to where it all started.
  • ***
  • James: Welcome home Lily.
  • Lily: I never thought th- they built us a statue?
  • James: Damn right they did.
  • Sirius: Where’s my statue? Bastards.
  • James: Why would they build you one idiot? You helped kill us. Remember?
  • ***
  • Cedric: I thought Dumbledore would be here to see his family’s graves. But I'm guessing he's actually with them now so never mind.
  • ***
  • Lily: He's crying...
  • James: So are we...
  • ***
  • James: Do you think they would've gone to all this trouble if Voldemort hadn’t been defeated?
  • Lily: Of course not. We'd have been just three more victims.
  • ***
  • James: Something isn't right. Bathilda was the sharpest woman I've ever met.
  • Lily: And now she looks...dead.
  • Albus: That would be because she is indeed deceased.
  • Sirius: How could you know that?
  • Albus: I just came from visiting her.
  • Cedric: Then who is that?
  • Alastor: What, not who. And that is Bait.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Holy fucking shit!
  • James: Run Harry!
  • Lily: Hermione! That was close. What's wrong with him?
  • Albus: I believe he is trapped inside the memories of Voldemort. The memories associated with the last time he stood there.
  • Lily: Oh...
  • ***
  • James: Grindelwald?!?
  • ***
  • Lily: Do you have anything to say?
  • Albus: Keep watching.
  • ***
  • James: Is that a...
  • Lily: Snape. That's his patronus.
  • Cedric: How do you know?
  • Lily: Because that's mine.
  • ***
  • Lily: Take the Horcrux off. Take the Horcrux off. Take the Horcrux off.
  • James: Dammit Harry.
  • Cedric: This can't end well.
  • ***
  • Cedric: I take that back!
  • Sirius: About damn time Ron!
  • ***
  • Lily: Family.
  • ***
  • James: This is genuinely hilarious.
  • Cedric: Hermione is a badass.
  • Lily: So cute. They're all back together.
  • ***
  • Albus: Ah boys. I wish I was there to help. But alas I am not.
  • ***
  • Alastor: More breadcrumbs Albus? If you trust Severus so much why didn't you just give him a letter to send to them?
  • Albus: Old friend, in this matter, the journey is far more important than the goal itself.
  • ***
  • James: The Deathly Hallows?
  • Lily: What are they?
  • Sirius: A children's story.
  • Albus: I think you'll find, Mr Black, that most children's stories are based on truth.
  • ***
  • Alastor: They should never have come here!
  • Cedric: They took his daughter! He had no choice.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Albus...are the Hallows real?
  • Albus: They are.
  • Sirius: How do you know? How can you be sure?
  • Albus: Because I've held them all.
  • ***
  • Lily: I really hope you haven't just split them apart again.
  • Albus: They are behaving as I expected them to.
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh it’s good to hear them again.
  • Sirius: Keep the faith.
  • James: NO! Ah Harry don't use the name.
  • ***
  • Alastor: Stay calm. Stick to your story.
  • Cedric: Too late. They've been found out.
  • James: They're taking him to Voldemort.
  • Lily: I think Harry is with him already.
  • ***
  • Albus: Poor Draco. I tried to help him.
  • Sirius: No you did the bare minimum. If you really tried to help him then we wouldn't be watching this.
  • Albus: I do believe you're right. But necessity demanded.
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh God. They're going to torture her.
  • ***
  • James: The mirror?
  • Sirius: What use is that going to be?
  • ***
  • Sirius: Pettigrew! You treacherous bastard!
  • James: Wait! What? No!
  • Lily: ...he's dead. What just happened.
  • Albus: Love. Mercy. Forgiveness. Things such as these can forge terribly great magic. Harry spared Pettigrews life and created a debt. Peter's hand, a construct of pure magic, just repaid it.
  • ***
  • Sirius: He's not here.
  • James: I don't think he wanted to meet the two people he betrayed and the one he blackmailed.
  • Sirius: He's gotten smarter. But I think I'll hunt him down.
  • ***
  • Albus: Oh my...
  • Lily: He's coming! You have to go!
  • James: Woah that was close! DOBBY! Excellent timing!
  • Cedric: Shell Cottage. Nice na- oh no. Don't...
  • Dobby: Master Dumbledore sir. What has happened?
  • James: Dobby. We are Harry Potters parents. We've been watching you help our son for five years. You've been so noble. So brave.
  • Lily: We want you to know, we love you so much Dobby. And you will always be with friends here.
  • Dobby: Kind Miss has Harry Potters eyes.
  • ***
  • Dobby: Such kind words from Sirs and Misses. And Harry Potter is sad.
  • Lily: Of course he is sad. He loved you more than we do. He is your friend.
  • ***
  • James: I don't understand what's going on.
  • Lily: Me neither.
  • Alastor: Then why don't you both shut up and listen to your son explain it all?
  • ***
  • Albus: Harry. You amazing young man. I'm proud of you my boy.
  • James: You had the Elder Wand? You took it from Grindelwald?
  • Albus: I did.
  • Lily: And why not give it to Harry?
  • Albus: You must pay closer attention Mrs Potter.
  • ***
  • Cedric: So we're planning again. But this time to break into Gringotts.
  • James: Should be fun. Did Godric really steal the sword?
  • Albus: It’s quite possible. No human account would ever admit to it. And who's to say the goblin history isn't biased either.
  • Lily: You were a teacher right?
  • ***
  • James: You're back. Moony has a son.
  • Sirius: Well I’ll be dammed. Good for you mate.
  • Lily: He looks so happy.
  • ***
  • Alastor: Weasley. As subtle as ever.
  • Cedric: Hermione is the only one who appreciates subtlety. The other two prefer a wand to the face.
  • ***
  • Albus: Once more unto the breach
  • ***
  • James: I recognise his voice.
  • Lily: Travers is the one who almost killed me. And then you dropped your wand and beat him half to death.
  • Sirius: Potter, your laziness is biting your son in the arse. “Half to death” finish the job!
  • ***
  • Lily: He just used the Imperius Curse...
  • James: It was necessary.
  • Alastor: Be grateful he's managed to avoid killing anyone. What was your bodycount?
  • Lily: More than zero.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Dammit! This is the ministry all over again.
  • James: Onwards. Get the Horcrux.
  • ***
  • Lily: They’ve got i- GODDAMMIT GRIPHOOK!
  • Alastor: They should have never trusted the goblin!
  • James: They had no choice! Time to go son!
  • Lily: WHY DOES HE ALWAYS INSIST ON FLYING!
  • JAMES: WHY ARE YOU HITTING ME??
  • Lily: BECAUSE IT'S YOUR FAULT!
  • ***
  • Cedric: They did it. They got the cup.
  • Sirius: Lost the sword.
  • Albus: They did well. But now Tom Riddle will know what they are hunting.
  • James: He already knows. Now what?
  • Lily: To Hogwarts.
  • Dobby: Once again Harry Potter frees a poor and hurt creature. He is truly great.
  • Albus: You are correct Dobby. He really is.
  • ***
  • James: They're in trouble!
  • Sirius: They need to-
  • Albus: Brother.
  • ***
  • Lily: Your brother isn't being helpful.
  • Albus: He's worrying more about their safety than their success. He's a better man than I ever was.
  • ***
  • James: Oh...
  • Lily: Albus...oh Albus I'm so sorry.
  • Albus: I should introduce you to my family. They would like you. But that may have to wait. I believe we are about to go home.
  • ***
  • Alastor: The war came to Hogwarts.
  • Albus: And here it will end. Never tickle a sleeping dragon.
  • ***
  • James: Use them Harry. You need the help
  • ***
  • Sirius: Why would you step out from the cloak?
  • James: He can handle Alecto.
  • Lily: So can Luna.
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh good. He's used Cruciatus.
  • James: Let's just hope he doesn't need to use the last one.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Oh great. This dick.
  • James: Oh man! Look at Minnie go! Kick his ass!
  • Lily: They're on the same side!
  • Sirius: So?
  • ***
  • Sirius: I wish I was there. One last battle.
  • James: Me too Padfoot.
  • Sirius: Although...maybe not at this very moment.
  • Lily: This is so awkward. Jeez Fleur, really?
  • ***
  • Lily: Aww they made up.
  • Alastor: Just in time to die.
  • James: Death did not make you any cheerier did it?
  • ***
  • Cedric: See I’m impressed by the visual. But the fact that it’s always Slytherin versus the other three, seems to highlight a major problem in this school.
  • Albus: I agree Mr Diggory. A simple idea that has such permanent consequences.
  • ***
  • James: In the middle of a battle and he forgets what he's doing.
  • Lily: Has your attention span.
  • James: Why is it that every bad thing comes from me?
  • ***
  • Albus: The Grey Lady. Harry you marvelous young man.
  • Dobby: Ghost Miss Ravenclaw has always been kind to me.
  • Albus: Ah of course! Before he met with me. In case I escorted him out.
  • James: But where did he hide it?
  • Albus: I do not know. But I believe Harry does.
  • ***
  • Lily: Even now he is loyal to you.
  • ***
  • Cedric: Chamber of Secrets? Hell of a romantic date Ron.
  • Albus: Aaahh of course. These children are magnificent.
  • ***
  • Lily: It’s about damn time!
  • James: They're really going at it.
  • Alastor: Timing. Idiots.
  • ***
  • James: Sirius is following Tonks. Cedric and Alastor have gone to see other people.
  • Lily: I guess it's just us then.
  • Albus: Fitting in a way.
  • Dobby: Yes sir.
  • Hedwig: Hoot.
  • ***
  • Lily: These three again?
  • James: When are old school enemies not welcome?
  • ***
  • James: He just tried to kill Hermione...
  • Lily: Were we like this?
  • James: Probably.
  • ***
  • James: Fucking fiendfyre! You crazy bastard!
  • ***
  • Lily: We would never have tried to save them.
  • James: Speak for yourself. I saved Snape remember.
  • Lily: Oh shut up. They destroyed another Horcrux
  • ***
  • James: Oh no...
  • Lily: Hello Fred.
  • Fred: Blimey. You're the Potters! Professor Dumbledore! Oh hell!
  • James: Yes Fred you are dead. But if it makes you feel better, you can call me Prongs.
  • Fred: But my pare- YOU'RE JOKING!
  • Sirius: No he's not. I'm Padfoot. And this is Moony, who literally can’t duel to save his life.
  • Remus: I’d say it's good to see you Fred bu...James? Lily?
  • James: It’s good to see you old friend.
  • ***
  • Remus: It’s been years.
  • Lily: For you. Where’s Tonks?
  • Remus: Dolohov killed her after he did me. When Padfoot collected us she went to see Teddy.
  • ***
  • James: Let's go end this.
  • ***
  • Fred: This is chaos.
  • Alastor: This is war!
  • Fred: Mad Eye! You’re al- oh yeah I'm dead.
  • Sirius: You get used to it.
  • ***
  • Sirius: Dammit Hagrid!
  • Remus: Wonderful. Giants.
  • ***
  • James: Focus Harry. You can do this.
  • Lily: Luna! Bless your soul.
  • ***
  • Remus: I'm not sure how I feel about Voldemort using this place.
  • ***
  • Lily: Oh God. Snape, run!
  • James: Too late.
  • Remus: What is he doing?
  • Albus: That's a memory.
  • Severus: Albus? Where are w- Lily??
  • Sirius: You sonofa-
  • James: Motherf-
  • Lily: QUIET! No one says a word until we see that memory.
  • Albus: If I may-
  • Lily: Not a word! You have both played with my sons life as if he were a piece in a game! No one has the right to talk until we see that memory!
  • ***
  • Lily: You bullied my son. And his friends. You went out of your way to torture and torment them. But you also risked your life for my son, every day for the last three years.I do not forgive you, but you can stay. For now.
  • Sirius: Wait what?
  • James: You heard her. But I swear, you pine after my wife even once and I'll punch you in the face.
  • Severus: I won't be here long. I want to see how it ends. After that, I will leave.
  • ***
  • Severus: It’s good to see you Lily.
  • Fred: He says after we just watched a montage based on sixteen years of his love for her.
  • Remus: Fred, shut up.
  • ***
  • Cedric: I thought you'd be more disturbed about Harry having to die.
  • Lily: I...
  • James: Don't think for a second that we aren’t being destroyed inside. But there is no choice. Our son has t-...
  • Lily: To defeat Voldemort, our son has to die. And we'll be here to greet him.
  • ***
  • James: He told Neville. About the snake.
  • Lily: Oh. It's Ginny.
  • ***
  • Sirius: The Snitch?
  • Albus: Excellent Harry. I imagine you four should get ready.
  • James: Ready for what?
  • ***
  • Cedric: The Stone! Harry was right!
  • Fred: What the hell is that thing?
  • Albus: Old and powerful magic.
  • ***
  • Lily: He dropped it!
  • James: Harry NO!
  • Lily: Wh-what just happened? Why did Voldemort fall?
  • Albus: EXCELLENT! HAHAHA! IT WORKED!
  • Severus: What did you do this time you mad old man?
  • Albus: My greatest work! My masterpiece! Engineered from beyond the grave!
  • Lily: Stop patting yourself on the back Dumbledore and tell me what happened to my son!!
  • Albus: Lily! James! Harry is alive! Now, let’s see if this works.
  • James: What? What are you muttering? What-WHERE DID HE GO?
  • ***(Due to Tumblr limits, the rest is under part 2)
A conversation that happened tonight before my class at school (keep in mind these are college boys in southern New Jersey, and they have only spoken to me once before when they needed help on an assignment)
  • Me: *scrolling through tumblr looking at pics of 1D
  • Boy 1: hey isn't that One Direction?
  • Me: yeah it is.
  • Boy 2: I heard one of them quit the band yesterday.
  • Me: yeah that's true, his name is Zayn.
  • Boy 3: he really just left?
  • Boy 4: I read somewhere that he wasn't happy and that he was stressed and stuff. Sucks that that has to happen to people.
  • Me: yeah it does...
  • Boy 2: well I mean, they're still a band right? Just one less?
  • Me: yeah the other four are still together.
  • Boy 4: oh well that's okay then I guess.
  • Boy 1: I don't know I still think that's really sad. Like, I get upset when my favorite sports teams trade good players, you know? It's never the same after that but you still love them.
  • Boy 4: yeah that shit sucks. *to me* are you like, a big fan of them?
  • Me: yeah. Really really big fan.
  • Boy 3: that's gotta be tough on you then. I'm really sorry.
  • Boy 2: yeah me too. I'm not a fan myself, but it's still sad to think about.
  • Me: yeah, it is. I gotta admit I did cry a few times. *nervous laughter*
  • Boy 1: that's cool. I cry nearly every time the Phillies lose a game, it's like the same thing.
  • Boy 2: yeah don't sweat it. It's normal to be upset when something you like gets shaken up.
  • Boy 3: yeah and if you want, we can do this assignment for you so you don't have to?
  • *other three agreeing*

lemurianprincess  asked:

Do you summon your spirits or did you come across them at an online shop? If so, may I ask where? I am a spirit companion too, but I don't really like the shop I found my spirit at. I'm looking for other places. Thanks :)

I came across them through some sellers! I’d love to learn how to conjure one day, but maybe later on down the line when I have my own home! (Need that peace, you know?)  Anyway, I would call these sellers reputable, as I’ve always had activity with their spirits/entities, or just have had pleasant experiences with the seller themselves. Some wouldn’t agree with me, but this is my take on them. I’ll be more than happy to link you to them as well!

Blujay76 (Jamie) - I’ve worked with her and her spirits for about four years now! She’s a sweet woman, but is a little slow to reply to emails now and days. I believe there’s some health issues in her family at this moment in time, so that might be the reason why. She’s always willing to help though.

JulesMagickMoon (Jules) - She’s been around for a while and her vessel quality is pretty great, from what I’ve seen! My guardian angels came from her and their vessel is exceptional, I’d say! Prices are kind of steep for my taste but her spirits/entities are very much active!

Citrine Stars (Caron) - I love the energy I’ve sensed from her spirits, and Caron herself is a delight to talk to! She’s always offering support and just comes off as the most caring person! The times I’ve spoken with her, she always responds within a day or two! Prices are fair, I’d say…I would be lying if I said I didn’t have trouble connecting to her spirits at times though, but that’s mostly my fault. (Depression can be a p.o.s sometimes. Not the entity’s fault) :/

Wintermournings - This lady is pretty sweet too, but her store is “away” at the moment. I’m not too sure when she’ll be back. She specializes in Vampires of all kinds! Her customs are priced very well! The thing is though, the vessels they’re in are usually tiny gemstone beads. Considering how present her entities are though, it’s not a bad trade off. You can get better vessels for them anyway later on down the line when you bond with them! (I kind of see it as a great chance to bond and see where their taste lie when it comes to vessel shopping anyway, but I know not everyone is like that.)

Eternus Amici (Jessica) - I personally know the ladies that run the shop and I consider them to be my friends! They’re very knowledgeable with the entities they have. Jessica runs it for the most part, and she responds promptly to the messages received. I know she’s spoken to some people over on Skype, and I think that’s pretty cool for a seller to do that. First time I’ve seen something like that done, anyway. Vessel pricing…it’s costly, I won’t lie. Their entities are very much present though.  I’ve never had a custom done, but they’re relatively reasonable considering the other’s I’ve seen. Jess is pretty nice and understanding! Always willing to answer questions about the entities she has!

Jinandtonics - They’ve been around for a good while, and have a interesting selection to choose from! I’ve been a huge fan of their dragons, and I have a Sea Dragon from them who’s very subtle, but his energy is soothing. Like a gentle breeze on a spring day! I’ve enjoyed his company for the past 3 years now. I’ve never really messaged them with questions, so I don’t know how they are in terms of responding and stuff. They only give you the name of the entity, as they feel like their companion should be the ones to bond with them and get to know their personality. Not a lot of people like that approach, but it’s a good inciter to really bond with your companion! Their customs are priced reasonably well, and their prebounds…well, they’re somewhat pricey to me but hey, that’s just me.  They don’t have sales much, but around December, I believe they have like a 30% - 50% off sale…? Don’t quote me on that though!

Dolphinwing’s Healing -  FB Group (Leisa) - Leisa is the sweetest lady, I’m telling you! She’s a delight and just absolutely oozing with kindness. She hosts events every month that includes reverse adoptions and various auctions for certain spirits that present themselves to her during the event. She’s open to all questions about her spirits/entities and responds in a prompt manner!  She’s currently away on vacation and won’t be back until December 3rd though.

Moonspirit Boutique (Alexendaria) - I’ve been talking to her for maybe a month now? Something along the lines of that, and she’s pleasant as can be! She might come off as a little “strong” for some, but she’s willing to sit down and address any questions you might have in regards to what she does, and the entities she works with! Her customs are reasonable, and she’s very personable. I don’t have any companions from her, but I’ll still vouch for her. She might be young, but she’s way more professional than the 40+ year olds that have been in the online Spirit Keeping community since the start. That says a lot, if you ask me.So click on her link with confidence.  Hopefully I’ll be called to one of her entities someday, haha.

Mystic Morning Treasures (Lisa) - Lisa has been around for a long long time, and for good reason! Her prices are more than reasonable and her custom conjures are too! She responds within 24 hours of sending your message and is always willing to answer your questions. I’ve kind of felt intimidated by her a little bit but she’s really a nice lady. She didn’t do anything to make me feel uncomfortable, I just always feel like a dork when I message conjurers and stuff though.

Magickal Menagerie - FB Group(Carmen and co.)- This group is really understanding. I had a calling to a Qilin of theirs and messaged them about it. We talked and I mentioned I didn’t have enough to pay him at the time. He was like $25, but I only had $20, but since the Qilin audibly manifested, it was a legit call and Carmen was willing to lower the price for that reason. Received a little freebie and a “thank you!” card and it was just a overall awesome experience. They have a reverse adoption events here and there but I’ve never been able to catch any of them, so I can’t say much about them.

Lilith’s Treasure Tavern (Lilith) - Lilith is a great person! Has all sorts of entities in her store. The one’s I have from her are quite strong and even if you’re not sensitive, you’ll be able to sense them in the room. Her prices are a bit high but if you’re feeling a real call to the spirit/entity, don’t be afraid to shoot her a message! Even if it’s not the entity you’re messaging about, she’ll check to see if someone else was actually trying to grab your attention! She’s also super kind! The thing is though, if you order from her, you’ll need to be at your house to receive the package. (You have to sign for it, you see!) That part is a little annoying but if you don’t mind that, she’s fantastic!

The Dragon’s Library - Etsy - (Kaitie) -  I’m friends with her too and she’s fantastic! I don’t have any spirits from her personally but the vibes that I get from them in her store really puts me at ease! I wish she was around when I was starting out as a companion!  If you’re feeling uncertain or anything, I encourage you to send her a message! 

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The following are sellers I haven’t spoken with or dealt with, but I figured I would leave links to them so you can give them a peek!

Dark Desires

Starry1_Night

Mystic Oceans (Etsy, FB Group: Magickal Shoppe) - I’ve heard really great things about her. She post the majority of her entities in the Magickal Shoppe now and days since Etsy slammed their ban hammer on spirit related things. It’s also a place where a handful of people post/sell other metaphysical stuff as well as Wicca/Witchcraft and spell related things, so it’s a pretty chill place! There’s also another conjurer in the FB group named James who runs Magick and Mysticism, but his entities are way cheaper in the group.
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I hope this helps you! I know of a few other sellers but they’re not coming to mind at the moment, so I might update this list later! I know how you feel about not liking the store where the spirit reins from. Oh Gods, do I know. I hope you have luck with some of the ones listed here though! If you need me to talk more about any of the sellers above, I’ll gladly do so! Just shoot me another message! ^-^
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If anyone else reading this wants to join the FB groups listed, please read their rules before joining. Be respective of them as well. Don’t jump in there and act like a unruly child. These people don’t have to accept you and if they do, you should be grateful. So leave your drama at the door if accepted.

Cool? Cool.

anonymous asked:

I just wanted to say, it's so refreshing to find an artist who like... how do I put this delicately... isn't a horrible person. So often I find amazing artists only to see them post some racist, transphobic, horrible stuff, or defend someone else who does it. I never feel safe following people because I'm terrified they'll post something that will make me cry. So, thanks for being super cool, and also good at art, I guess? You don't need to publish this, I just wanted you to know :)

It was interesting getting this because I’ve been feeling kind of the same way about a lot of things that have been in my feed lately; both by people I admire and especially some of my “friends” . It has lead me to give a lot of thought as to how I want to exist here.

I’m really glad that you feel that you can be safe and comfortable with me around. I hope I can keep being that person. There isn’t always a delicate way to say something about a person and it’s especially hard to be delicate about people who aren’t delicate with you.

I’m also really really happy to hear it.

I’m still pretty young and I’ve said some really stupid shit in the past that I am not proud of. I often come back to think about my ignorance and my stupidity. Everything from only putting male and female options on gender polls claiming people would “abuse” it if I gave it other options to deviantart journals belittling “girl gamers” for wanting attention for being women. Shit that in hindsight gets even dumber when you consider that I am a biologically female a-gendered ace working in the games industry.

I remember once, someone used my artwork of a Legend of Korra picture in post calling out other artists for whitewashing Korra, holding up my art as a “how to” on painting her. They said a lot of things that where just outright wrong (things like stating that other artists where painting her light skinned, when really most of the artists where painting her as dark as I was, but where using un-tinted undertones that beginners often use when painting white people, which made her look grey and therefor washed out). I absolutely hate when people write call out posts shaming amateur artists for not knowing enough about art. While I still stand by what I said about discouraging artists and making them fear making mistakes, I was so focused on the call out and defending these artists in them not knowing how to paint skin tones properly yet, that I missed a much bigger point, that while not overtly the original topic, was really what was going on. Why can an artist go for so long using the “white default colours”? Why are these the default colours? In a post about white washing, why wasn’t this part of the conversation? Why didn’t I notice? I think we all know the answer to these questions (and if you don’t, you should go learn). The original post got a ton of reblogs, mostly people agreeing with me that things we’ve never done before are hard to get right the first time, people who also missed the bigger picture. But then I got this one reblog, calling the whole thing out for how stupid it really was and it was a real turning point for me in understanding just how much I didn’t understand and how completely offensive, ignorant and racist it must have seemed. Later I would come to understand that it must have seemed offensive, ignorant and racist because it fucking was. That particular post was about half a decade ago and it took me a good 2 years to get actually get the extent of it. It was hard to believe that something so well meaning to me could also seem so terrible to other people living in a world that I had the privilege not to. That more than one world really does exist.

In the past a lot of people brushed these things off as other people “over reacting” and “small” when people called me out on it, but god how the small things build up. I’m glad to have been called out on it. I think I might still accidentally be a horrible person if they didn’t.

Sometimes I wonder if the shitty stuff I said in my past 13 years of being a loud mouth on the internet who can’t shut the fuck up for 5 minutes has made people cry. I wonder if I have hurt people who look up to me and people who trusted me. I probably won’t ever really know. I feel like I have a lot of people to apologize to and I will never really be able to apologize to them. I spend a lot of time feeling like a horrible person.

They say time makes fools of us all and time has made me look like a right idiot. I do truly take comfort that greater shall come after. I hope that this is true of the people who hurt you as well someday. I’m going to keep on keeping’ on and do my best to deserve the trust you have given me.

Thank you.

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm a new fan of The NBHD's music. I can't call myself an Hoodlum (yet) bc I have a silly rule for myself: If you don't know & love all the members, don't call yourself a fan lol. I'm 14 and live in Asia so I don't even have the slightest chance to meet them, also the info about them is very rare :( I have been hopelessly searching about them since last week then came across your tumblr & omg I love you and your blog! Could you give me some info about each members? Thanks :)

You’re already a fan because you like their music, but I completely agree, in order to be a hoodlum, it takes much more than that. Hm okay, so where do I start? (and thank you so much by the way for saying you love my blog, it seriously means alot). So first off, The Neighbourhood members USED to be

Jesse, Mikey, Zach, BRYAN SAMMIS and Jeremy
They never spoke too clearly about why Bryan had to separate from the band. At first it seemed as though he had chose to leave so he could work on his own music but as time went on, in interviews it would be hinted out that there was some tension and being together felt more like a job than it did working with friends. Bryan was my favorite member. He knew who I was before we even formally met. He was the most interactive with the fans and one of the funniest. His solo music is pretty good, if you want to give that a listen here’s the link to his soundcloud (he goes by both Bryan and Olivver, and no the second v was not a typo) https://soundcloud.com/olivver-1

This separation didnt happen too long ago. The band itself is fairly new. They grew immediate attention after writing sweater weather (which was also the first song they all wrote together) They all knew eachother before becoming a band, (Zach and Mikey are the closests though). 

CURRENT MEMBERS
Jesse, Zach, Brandon, Mikey, Jeremy

Jesse is the lead singer and the member people know most about. Not just because he is the lead singer but also because he puts himself out there a lot. He is present in if not all, most interviews and therefore its easy for most fans to fall in love with him. Before the neighbourhood became popular, he was in a serious relationship with a girl named Serena. He wrote a couple songs about her (or at least we believe he did, songs like STING) and we’re not sure why they broke up but most fans were really happy about their relationship. He was single for quite a while before getting together with Anabel Englund, the fan base seemed to be very upset about it. Most argued it was because of the way she presented herself (some people thought it was skanky) but it didn’t stop them from being together and with time people began to love them (Ship name was/is Anese). Now, its not certain but it’s argued that they broke up (they unfollowed eachother on Twitter and Instagram). Jesse is also very sensitive. If you haven’t seen it already in their Afraid video, he is completely naked and he felt very unappreciated when the video didn’t even reach a million views because he completely put himself out there and he went on a sad rant on twitter. It broke most fans hearts and it sparked a fan page trend. I believe at least one fourth of the neighbourhood fan pages that are active today were made after that. Asides from all that mushy stuff, he’s super funny and a confident guy. 

Zach Abels is one of the guitarists of the band and is by far the second most famous member of the band. Its funny because on twitter he is described to be the more sassy one and he always has been but in person he isn’t like that at all. He might not be as tall but he’s just as sweet as Jesse when it comes to the fans.

Mikey Margott is the bass player. He is the youngest of the group and grew up knowing how to play the drums but they really wanted him in the band so they taught him how to play bass (Bryan was already the drummer). He is super sweet and asides from Brandon, he is the member we may know least about, personality wise. He doesn’t have anything but instagram and he doesn’t use it that much. Also, he isn’t present in most interviews so its hard to really say you love him from anything other than maybe meeting him after a concert or the pictures posted of him by photographers and fans. What we do know is that since young, his best friend has always been Zach, he is the band’s barber and for over four years he’s been in a committed relationship with the lovely Lauren Leekley. (which all fans love)

Jeremy Freedman is the other guitarists and the most unappreciated member. I remember meeting them after the iHeartRadio live series and everyone flocked around Jesse while Jeremy was pretty much by himself. After talking to him for a bit I realized how funny he was and being the selfish person I am, I was sort of happy that I could have a conversation with him without being interrupted by other fans. He gives himself these crazy nicknames that work and it only shows about 2% of his sense of humor. Jerry Hot Licks, The Pussy Destroyer and more.  

Bryan Sammis was their drummer. I spoke about him before but he really was my favorite. He always responded to fans on twitter and was even nicer in person. The first time I saw him I didnt have to say anything, he saw the gift I was ready to give him and he knew who I was and that really meant a lot to me. The second time I saw him he recognized me (as did Jesse, they do a good job of remembering faces) and he was very chilled and cool about having a one on one conversation with me.

Brandon Fried is the new drummer. Although he may be a new member, he’s known them since highschool. He’s into Seahawk football and eating gyros and that’s pretty much all I know. He seems like a really funny and chilled guy he just hasn’t been in the band long enough for me to say much in confidence. 

I wish we knew more about their personal lives but the only person who we can really say we all know is Jesse and even then, we dont know everything. I hope this helped, if you have any more questions let me know!

I Ship It sentence meme
  • "It feels like my heart exploded through space and time into a million pieces."
  • "People aren't going to understand. They're going to make fun of me."
  • "You broke me, and I am going to ruin you."
  • "What a waste of twenty thousand followers."
  • "This is going to be slightly more pathetic than my usual videos."
  • "Having some problems with the trademark."
  • "She's not dead. I mean, she's dead to me."
  • "I set up text notifications for her twitter, is that pathetic?"
  • "You know we've never been single at the same time before."
  • "I miss not being sad and angry all the time."
  • "Happy Valentine's day, you nerd."
  • "Can we never speak of the sad night of sadness again?"
  • "This is the exact stuff great love songs are made of."
  • "I've seen it. With my eyeballs."
  • "It's full of pain."
  • "We can still put our mutual heartbreak to use."
  • "You mean it's a slow documentary of me becoming the most pathetic person I know?"
  • "You look pretty sexy in a six frame loop."
  • "Has anyone ever told you you're really intense?"
  • "I'm giving it to a girl on craigslist tomorrow."
  • "Will you go get a pizza?"
  • "I think you sound awesome."
  • "You can come in if you want. I don't care."
  • "He's here for moral support."
  • "They're not getting to me."
  • "You'll never live forever and I'll forget you all the same."
  • "You've got yourself to blame."
  • "You're a rock star."
  • "We didn't park on this level."
  • "I just wanted to feel tall."
  • "Quit looking at me with those big pitying pity eyes."
  • "I was here for moral support."
  • "It's really not up to you."
  • "I can't just wallow in platonic post breakup self pity land with you forever."
  • "I like you. Like like you like you."
  • "You said it was nothing; I just agreed."
  • "I really need to not be around you right now."
  • "He's not the most important part of my story."
  • "I can't give away all the parts of me that love you, because there's always going to be a part of me that loves you."
  • "Memories are things you have to keep and use to move forward."
  • "Sorry I'm so bad with words."
  • "I don't think I'm ready to start something with another boy human yet."
The signs as Church/Alpha quotes
  • Aries: OK, fine. Triangle of Confusion! Rhombus of Terror! Parabola of Mystery! Who cares? Get the goddamn show on the road!
  • Taurus: Okay guys, I don't mean to be rude, but I've got a missing girlfriend, a guy who's pregnant, an idiot who thinks his pet just died, AND our worst enemy is hanging out unsupervised in our base right now. So I really, really, REALLY don't have time for this HORSESHIT RIGHT NOW!
  • Gemini: Hey rookie, did you just call my girlfriend a cow?
  • Cancer: That's right... I'm a gay robot.
  • Leo: You know, Caboose, I used to not care. I just went along with orders and hoped that everything would work out for me. But after all that has happened, you know what I learned? It's not about hating the guy on the other side because someone told you to. I mean, you should hate someone because they're an asshole, or pervert, or snob, or they're lazy, or arrogant, or an idiot, or a know-it-all. Those are reasons to dislike somebody. You don't hate a person because someone told you to. You have to learn to despise them on a personal level. Not because they're Red, or Blue, but because you know them, and you see them every single day, and you can't stand them because they are a complete and total fucking douchebag.
  • Virgo: When it goes off, I'll be fine. It only affects computers, remember? And I am a motherfuckin' ghost.
  • Libra: And this is the voice of God! Give up your evil ways. Join the Blue team!
  • Scorpio: Huh. I don't know why but, I hate goodbyes.
  • Sagittarius: Okay. We all agree that while the current situation is not totally ironic, the fact that we now have to work together is odd in an unexpected way, that defies our normal circumstances. Is everyone happy with that?
  • Capricorn: And Tex? The one thing I didn't realize before was this. Maybe I'm the last Church not because I fixed everything, but because I died and there's no way I can come back. If that happens, I just want to let you know I'm sorry. Sorry I got you mixed up in all this stupid stuff. Sorry I wasn't a better guy than I should have been. Sorry for... well, a lot of stuff...
  • Aquarius: ...but, if we do survive this, then it's totally because of me and you should build a fucking statue in my honor. I'm serious! Something cool! Like me on a horse. No, no, no, wait, a motorcycle!
  • Pisces: I just want you to know... I always hated you. I always hated you the most.

anonymous asked:

prompt: ian and mickey with a daughter

//so yeah this is really long but yeah here you go!//

-

‘What do you think it is?’

Ian looked away from the sonogram for a moment and considered Mickey’s question. ‘How am I supposed to know? Not as if I’m the one carrying it,’ he said.

Mickey rolled his eyes. ‘Fine, fine. What do you want it to be?’

'Can’t exactly answer that either. Another Carl or another Debbie…neither exactly sounds appealing. I love them, but…you know what I mean.’

'Yeah. I don’t really want a mini Mandy running around either,’ Mickey said, smiling at Ian. They were both quiet for a moment, returning their attention to the sonogram. Six weeks already. 'You know it’s going to be nothing like our siblings, right?’ he asked seriously.

'I know. And we’re going to be nothing like our fathers,’ Ian said, clasping Mickey’s hand meaningfully. He was talking mainly about Terry. Frank was a liar and a drunk, sure, but compared to Terry, he was practically a saint.

'I hope it’s a boy,’ Mickey said suddenly.

'Yeah?’

'Yeah. If we have a girl, she’ll be bringing boys home to fuck every five minutes. And I’d have to be protective and shit, put them in their places, scare them off. Dad stuff,’ Mickey explained. Ian burst out laughing.

'Are you planning on parenting like you’re in a nineties sitcom?’ he joked. 'She’ll just fuck them somewhere else, Mick. God knows we did it in some weird places,’ he reminded him.

'If it’s a girl, I won’t know the first thing to say,’ Mickey said quietly. Now Ian saw through his facade. He was insecure. 'I don’t know anything about girls, and neither do you because we’re both guys, and we’re both gay so it’s not like we know about women from fucking them like straight dads do,’ he said all in a rush.

'Well you used to -’

'Shut the fuck up, Ian, I’m serious,’ Mickey cut him off.

'Sorry. I was trying to lighten the mood. I shouldn’t have bought that up,’ he told Mickey apologetically.

'It’s fine. But don’t you agree?’

'No. Sure we’re maybe better equipped to deal with a son, but just because we’re not women and we’re not into women doesn’t mean we’re incapable of having a daughter. Ok? Don’t ever feel like you’re not enough. Don’t ever feel like you’re incapable of doing something because of who you are. If anything, everything we’ve been through is just going to make us better parents.’ Ian told him, kissing him firmly. 'There’s no-one else I would rather have a kid with.’

Mickey smiled a little. He still found it hard to do that, even after all this time. Show emotions that weren’t anger. Feel happiness. He had to let himself, it never came naturally.

Mickey slid into Ian’s shoulder and looked back at the sonogram. They were quiet, and he just listened to Ian’s heartbeat and felt Ian’s hands gently running through his dark hair. ‘Ian?’

'Yeah?’

'Do you know anything about periods and shit?’

Ian chuckled. ‘Well one time we shoved a tampon up Lip’s nose to stop it bleeding,’ he told him, grinning. Mickey looked at him, eyebrows raised. ‘Look, we’ll just figure it out if and when it happens. Yeah?’

'Ok.’

-

'Shit shit shit,’ Mickey muttered, pacing the hospital corridor for the umpteenth time.

'You need to calm down man,’ Lip said from behind, taking him by the shoulders and steering him to the seats by the wall.

'Why won’t they let me in?’

'State laws, hospital protocols, cunt doctors. I’m sure you’re familiar,’ Lip said, causing a pair of passing nurses to flinch nervously.

'I’m the fucking dad too.’ Mickey whispered.

'Yes you are,’ Lip stated in agreement. 'I know that and Ian knows that. And the kid’s going to know it too,’ he told him.

Mickey looked at him, his eyes heavy with tears that Lip knew he was too proud to cry. ‘After everything…after getting shot, getting raped, getting the shit beat out of me…this is the worst. This shit is regulated, I can’t control it, I can’t do anything. I’m missing the birth of my child,’ he trailed off.

'You know I’ve never been worried about you and Ian?’

'What are you talking about? The fuck does that have to do with anything?’

'Never. Because with you two, the stakes have always been higher. You’ve always had to go through more and be more for each other. Maybe you more than him. When he told me you two were fucking, I was surprised, sure. But I wasn’t worried. When he told me he was fucking Kash - well, when I figured it out - I was worried, I was pissed. But with you? I knew from that first moment that you must really give a damn if you were risking it all to be with him. And time went on and you stayed together - for the most part - and I barely even thought about it anymore. If I was put through even half the shit you’ve been through, Mickey, I’d have given up. But you never did, did you? You destroyed yourself, you kissed him with a broken face, you searched for him, you literally carried him. When he got diagnosed, you were there with him and you’ve never left his side since. What I’m trying to say here is that I wasn’t worried when he was sixteen and I’m not worried now. You will be able to get through this because I don’t think there’s anything this world could throw at you that you couldn’t handle. You’re Mickey fucking Milkovich.’

Mickey hugged Lip on instinct, before he could stop himself. ‘Thanks,’ he said gruffly, masking tears. ‘And I’m sorry I beat you up that one time,’ he added.

Lip laughed. ‘Shit, I’d forgotten about that,’ he remarked, breaking off the hug and clapping Mickey on the shoulder. ‘Ian?’ he called out, seeing his brother at the other end of the hall. Mickey was on his feet in a second.

'What’s happening? Is everything ok? Has it popped out yet? Boy? Girl? Ian why aren’t you saying anything? Shit did we lose it? Shit we did, didn’t we? Ian talk to me!’ Mickey spluttered frantically.

Ian was smiling, smiling so wide and with so much love. ‘No. No Mick, we didn’t lose her,’ he told him gently.

'Her?’ Mickey gasped.

Ian nodded. ‘You’re going to have to learn about periods,’ he said, right before kissing Mickey with possibly more passion than ever before.

'What’s she like?’

'She’s amazing. Come and meet her,’ he grabbed Mickey’s hand and led him inside, casting a glance back at Lip and silently thanking him for being there, for waiting with Mickey. Lip grinned back.

-

'I love you but shut up,’ Mickey said to the howling baby in his arms.

'Mick, don’t tell our daughter to shut up,’ Ian said in mock disapproval, smiling at them. They were side by side in bed, Mickey holding Rose.

'Our daughter,’ Mickey echoed.

They’d lost count of how many nights had been like this. Just laying there at 2am in the dark, half wishing they were sleeping and half wishing to never leave that moment. It didn’t matter that Rose was crying, that Ian had baby vomit on his arm or that Mickey had a headache. They’d honestly never felt closer. And the love they had for that tiny six month old bundle that Mickey clutched in his arms was a love neither had been prepared to feel and neither could understand yet.

Ian turned on his side and placed his hand on Mickey’s arm. ‘I love you so much,’ he told him. Mickey looked at him, the corners of his mouth twitching.

'I love you Ian,’ he returned after a pause. It still took him a moment sometimes. Ian knew why and he didn’t mind.

-

'Rose, why have we been called in today?’ Ian asked his daughter.

'I don’t know Daddy,’ she said truthfully.

'What have you done? You hit someone? You mouth off?’ Mickey fired the questions at her.

'I don’t think so,’ their six year old replied.

'How can you not know? Has your fist been in someone’s face or not?’ Mickey demanded.

Ian took his hand to calm him down. ‘Rose, whatever it is, we won’t be mad. You can tell us anything. We’ll work through it, as a family,’ he told her. Mickey made an odd sound from next to him. ‘You ok?’ he murmured. Mickey nodded, not looking at him.

She thought for a moment. ‘I really can’t think what I’ve done, I promise,’ she told Ian, her eyes wide with worry.

'Ah, you must be Rose’s parents?’ came a cheerful voice from behind them.

'Yes. I’m Ian,’ he said, extending his hand, smiling brightly. He knew they had to get off on the right foot before facing whatever it was that Rose had done.

'Mickey,’ he said, also shaking the woman’s hand.

'Pleasure. I’m Miss Cooper, Rose’s teacher,’ she introduced herself, 'thank you for taking the time to come here today,’ she said, sitting behind her desk.

'Of course, it’s no trouble,’ Mickey said carefully, trying not to curse.

'Well let’s get right to it, shall we? Rose is doing so well. I’m thrilled with the progress she’s been making,’ she told them. Ian and Mickey were stunned.

'She’s not in trouble?’ Ian asked uncertainly.

'Of course not! Gosh is that what you thought this was? No, not at all!’ the teacher reassured them.

Rose was grinning up at her fathers, triumphant.

'Here is a story she wrote, it’s just wonderful…and they’ve been building robots in art class, hers is that purple one on the table behind you. And these are her workbooks - almost perfect scores in math quizzes and spelling tests. And Rose, tell your dads what you did in history yesterday!’

'I recited all the Presidents, in order,’ she said proudly.

'You make them learn that?’ Ian asked incredulously.

'No, not when they’re six! She just knew. Must have learned it of her own free will,’ Miss Cooper explained, smiling at Rose.

Ian read what his daughter had written, carefully and neatly in soft pencil, telling the story six children living in a house with no parents. On the last page she’d drawn them. A tall girl in shorts with messy dark hair, two boys of equal height, one in jeans, the other with a solid crayoned block of orange hair, a girl with a ponytail and red lipstick, a boy with no hair holding a baseball bat, and on the floor at the end was a toddler wearing a nappy. His fingers traced the red haired figure. He looked at her, a lump in his throat. ‘This is great,’ he told her softly. Rose smiled and silently pointed to the corner of the page. She’d drawn a little house with one window. A girl with a nose ring and pink streaked hair was what first caught his eye. Next to her was a shorter figure, a boy with a shock of black hair in a tank top. They were staring longingly at the big family above them. Ian felt his eyes tearing up and then he just hugged his little girl as hard as he could. ‘I love you,’ he told her.

'Ok,’ she said. The adults all laughed.

-

'Did you hear that?’ Mickey said, putting down his coffee mug.

'Hear what?’ Ian asked. Another scream.

'That,’ Mickey told him.

'Shit,’ said Ian, running upstairs, Mickey behind. 'Rose? What happened?’

The bathroom door unlocked and Rose came out, still in her pyjamas. She looked pretty shaken. ‘Um. Nothing,’ she said, averting her eyes.

'You were screaming. I thought you were six weeks old again, never mind sixteen,’ Ian said her. He still couldn’t believe how long it had been.

'I said it’s nothing. Please let me go to my room. Please,’ she said quietly.

'Fine. Go. You can tell us whenever you’re ready?’ Mickey called after her. She shook her head and shuffled off. He turned to Ian. 'You think she’s pregnant?’ he whispered. Ian hadn’t even thought of that. But Mickey had grown up with Mandy. He shrugged, glancing after his daughter. Then he saw. He nudged Mickey. There was blood streaked on her pyjamas. As soon as she was in her room, Mickey groaned, looking terrified. This had been his worst fear sixteen years ago and it still lingered.

'Ian I can’t. What the fuck do we do? I don’t - what are you doing?’ Ian was going into their bedroom and opening the closet.

'Fiona gave me these back when Rose was thirteen or so. I put them away and forgot about them…I figured she had to have started by now, you know? Just figured it out on her own and not told us. We should’ve done something. How could we have been so fucking careless?’

'We kept putting it off. And I think we were in denial that she was growing up. But yeah. We should've…I don’t know, something.’

'I’m doing something now,’ Ian said, heading towards Rose’s bedroom. He knocked. 'Can I come in? You decent?’ he asked gently. Mickey was trying to pull him away furiously. 'We can’t avoid this anymore Mick,’ Ian told him as they entered. She was sitting on her bed, laptop open. Ian gently closed the lid and sat beside her. But before he could say anything, Mickey began.

'Rose. What’s happening is totally normal. It happens every month. You can use these, they’re called tampons, or there’s towels. If these aren’t right, here’s twenty dollars, you can buy whichever kind you need. I’m sorry we didn’t talk about this sooner. We love you,’ he said, speaking very quickly to a stunned Rose, and then got up to leave.

'Oh my god! Oh my god, no!’ Rose shrieked from the bed. 'That’s not why - you guys thought - oh my god!’ she said, laughing uncontrollably.

'Your - pyjamas,’ Mickey said, confused and awkward. She blushed.

'Shit, sorry,’ she muttered. Her turn to be embarrassed. 'I was screaming because…I can’t say,’ she told them.

'Rose, are you pregnant?’ Ian asked her, automatically returning to their earlier assumption. She laughed.

'Seriously?’ she asked, gesturing to the boxes of tampons. Ian sighed at his stupidity. 'Besides, I’m seeing a girl right now,’ she said casually.

Her fathers stared at each other.

'Why didn’t you tell us before?’ Ian asked.

'I wasn’t sure. I’m still not,’ she explained. She shrugged. 'It was a…surprise, when it all happened. I like her a lot. I don’t know if it’s just her or if it’s girls. I like guys a lot too. I’m trying not to get too caught up in it,’ she told them.

Mickey stared at his daughter. This girl who reminded him of himself in so many ways. But she had accepted herself and she was more certain of her heart at sixteen than he had been back then, and later. And she had better parents than him. He’d prove it, he knew, as he went to hold her.

'I’m so proud of you,’ he said.

Rose hugged her father back. She knew his life had not been easy, but she didn’t know the full story. There were questions she’d asked over the years that had been met with awkward attempts to shy away from the truth until eventually she’d just stopped asking. She knew they were both covered in scars. She knew she only had one set of grandparents. The picture she had in her head of her parents’ lives was in bits and pieces. Maybe one day they’d tell her everything, maybe they wouldn’t. Ultimately she didn’t care. She knew they loved her, she knew they did. Nothing was ever faked in their house and nothing was ever hidden. Well. She was going to hide their surprise anniversary party that Lip had just told her about on the phone. But nothing else.

'Is something burning?’ she asked after a moment.

'The pancakes!’ Mickey exclaimed, bounding out of the bedroom and thundering down the stairs to save their breakfast.

Ian laughed. ‘Breakfast foods,’ he said simply. ‘Are you ok?’ he asked her seriously.

'Yeah. I’m good,’ she told her father, smiling.

He ruffled her hair. ‘It really is ok, you know? To be confused, I mean. You have the right parents for it,’ he said, smiling. She nodded. Ian kissed the top of her head and turned to leave.

'I really love you guys a lot, ok?’ she called out. Ian smiled. She didn’t say it often. She was like Mickey that way.

He nodded. ‘I know. Love you too,’ he said, closing the door.

'Thanks for the twenty bucks!’ she yelled as he walked downstairs. Ian grinned to himself as he entered the kitchen to see Mickey scraping black discs from the hot plate.

'Gonna have to start a new batch,’ he said.

Ian went up behind him and snaked his hands around his waist, kissing his neck. ‘I know it wasn’t needed, but what you said up there was amazing.’

Mickey leaned into his touch. ‘It felt really…parent-y, you know? I never - I never thought I’d get to have that,’ he murmured.

'I can’t believe the boy who wouldn’t let me kiss him twenty years ago is still with me now,’ Ian said. 'Hell, has a kid with me.’

'Not so much of a kid anymore though, is she,’ Mickey said. 'And I still can’t believe I ever stopped myself from doing this,’ he turned around and kissed Ian. They were familiar with each others lips now, but their hearts still jolted like they did when they shared their first kiss in that driver’s seat.

'I love you, Gallagher’ Mickey told him. Ian smiled. No hesitation now.

-

//The end.//

Fights & Confessions - Requetsed (Luke)

This was requested by Megan (Could you do an imagine where Luke and I get in a fight?) this isn’t the best fight I have ever wrote, I was feeling a little emotional while writing so it’s actually kinda sad. Hope this is kinda what you wanted. Let us know what you think. Enjoy.

You and Luke have been together just over a year, your close to all the boys, which is why you’re invited to go on tour with them. Your due to finish your college course in 4 months and after 2 years studying you don’t want to drop out just to go on tour. However you have 2 months off college before the final couple of months and so you have agreed to join the boys for a couple of mouths then go home. You wouldn’t want to spend the whole tour with them anyway because it’s there adventure and you wouldn’t want to intrude after they have worked so hard for it.

The boys are in the hotel all in Ashton’s room playing video games and whatever else. You needed to go the shop to pick up some ladies products. You leave the hotel and head for the store.

Luke’s POV

‘Whats wrong with you?’ Ashton asks,

'Yeah, you’ve been snapping for days’ Michael adds, they are right I have, I hate it but I have.

'Nothing’ I lie, but to be honest I know it’s nothing even though it feels like something. I thought having (Y/N) on tour would be a laugh, we would be able to travel and share the experience but since she join us last week we haven’t had anytime alone. The boys love (Y/N) which of course is amazing, but it means that they all do stuff together. And not only that but whenever we are alone she’s being off with me, she doesn’t want me to touch her and we haven’t had sex in nearly two months.

'Come on man, just tell us, is it (Y/N)’ Calum asks still focused on the game he’s playing with Michael.

'No, well yes but no. It’s nothing serious I guess’ I reply not sure what I’m trying to say the lads pause the game and all turn to look at me.

'Do you guys think she’s still in to me’ I ask scratching the back of my neck, although me and the boys are close we don’t really do the relationship talk. Calum and Ashton look at each other and Michael shrugs lying back onto the bed.

'Yeah mate, why do you ask’ Ashton answers and I can tell he genuinely thinks she’s happy.

'it’s just that we haven’t, like we haven’t…’ I stop myself, what would (Y/N) say if she found out I had told the guys.

'You haven’t had sex’ Michael asks sitting straight up. Calum and ashton both evidently grow more interested by the movement of sitting on the edge of the bed.

'No we have, of course we have, but it’s been like 2 months.’ I groan as the words remind me of how long it has been. Michael chuckles slightly and lays back down.

'Mate, what’s going on with that, you two have been together forever’ Ashton comments.

'I know, she doesn’t even tell me why we ain’t doing it she just says no, it’s so fucking frustrating’ I complain. And just as I finish my sentence I heard a sigh coming from the door and when I turn (Y/N) was shaking her head and leaving the room.

Your POV

You can’t believe he had told the guys you haven’t had sex for months, not only that but he fucking complained about it. You thought it was getting to him but you also thought when it got to much he would ask.

’(Y/N), wait just let me explain’ Luke groans as he follows you out of the room. After a second and he realises your not replying he continues
'Im sorry I told them, they asked and I needed to talk to them, I thought you were going off me’ he sighs.

'Sometimes I really fucking hate you luke, why would you even think I would be comfortable with you telling the boys about our sex lives’ you shout, you’ve been holding in a lot over the last couple of months and this argument might just be an explosive one.

'Lack of’ Luke mutters

'Seriously, are you fucking serious, are you that self centred that all you can think about is your dick’ you scream at him.

'Im deadly serious, it’s been 2 months (Y/N), and it’s not even the sex it’s just like you don’t want to be around me at all’ he’s getting angry now too as his voice rises more and more.

'Thats right I don’t want to be around you that why I left my family and friends for months to come and support you on tour’ you reply, your too angry to ever shout at him so you turn away and start unpacking the things you got from the shop.

'Oh yeah, traveling around the world for free must be a huge fucking burden for you’ he shouts, you freeze, did he really just say that to you, because that was low even for us. You can’t help the small chuckle that leaves your mouth as you  shake you head walking out of Ashton’s hotel room with your bag in hand. Your half way to your room when you hear Ashton’s door open and close then Luke shouts your name. He catches up to you and grabs your hand turning you to face him.

'Your right, I’m here for the free travel Luke, I’ve been with you for 2 long fucking years so that I could squish everything I could get out of you’ you push his chest and he moves back allowing you time to get into your room.

'I didn’t mean to say that (Y/N)’ he sighs behind you. 'Im just scared, I’m so fucking scared of losing you’ you shake you head, whenever you argue he thinks saying he’s scared will get him out of anything he says.

'No your not, you don’t give a fuck if I leave you, you’d be happy if I left you because then you would be free and wouldn’t have any guilt.’ You shout.

'You know that’s bull, I love you.’ He’s still angry but you can hear in his voice how hard he is trying to hold it back.

'You can’t just say your scared to get our of calling me a user’ you moan at him, he nods and moves closer placing his hands on your waist and you move away busying your self with un packing again.

'See, you won’t even let me touch you, I’m your fucking boyfriend, we are suppose to be in love and the lads have touched you more in the last couple of months than I have’ you look at him and can’t bring your self to continue the argument. You take your sanitary-towels from the shopping bag and throw them at him.

He catches them surprised and looks down his eyes widening. 'Oh’ is all he says.

'Im not on my period’ you tell him and he looks up confused.

'Three months ago I took a pregnancy test, it was positive. I didn’t want to tell you until like two or three months into the pregnancy so I didn’t get your hopes up. But I miss carried last month, so I’ve been bleeding for a while. That’s why we haven’t had sex and I couldn’t let you touch me because I feel like I failed you. I couldn’t carry your baby for more than 2 months’ you let out a huge sigh, relieved you have got it off your chest and then you feel how damp your face is and realise you had been crying through out the whole confession.

You had been looking down all this time and you didn’t realise how close Luke was until his fingers touched your face.

Pulling it to meet his tear glazed eyes. 'You could have told me, you didn’t fail me, I would never have thought that ever, I’m so sorry I’ve been such a dick’ he apologises pulling you into a tight embrace.

'I should have told you’ you whisper in his ear as he rubs your back.

He sighs and kisses the side of your head. 'I love you so much’

Part 2

Part 3

Send Your Requests

From Chelsea

w0nderlandx0  asked:

Ok my lovely, I may or may not have been obsessing over the coffee shop au's by the way (thank you bunches!) BUT I'm going away in about two weeks and I'm looking for stuff to read on the way have any of your favs to recommend so I don't die of boredom! :D

Hey-O w0nderlandx0!

We have some favorites lists here, here, here, and here

But have some additional long, fluffy, adorable coffee shop AUs.

Double Negatives by coffeeinallcaps

16,337  I  Bullying, Slow Build, AU-Human
Explicit
Derek and Laura run a pure food store and coffeehouse. There’s this boy Stiles who’s a regular customer. He’s infuriating, of course, but there’s something about him.

Mistletoe Never Lies by CarolineLahey

19,220  I  8/8  I  AU-Human, No Hale Fire, Fake/Pretend Relationship
Explicit
Derek Hale loves his family, he really does. He just wishes they weren’t so determined to set him up. When he finally blurts out that he has a boyfriend, and quickly gives his mother the name of the barista at his local coffee shop as his “boyfriend”, he figures that buys him a little peace.
He probably should have been paying attention to the part of the conversation where he agreed to bring Stiles home for Christmas to meet the family.

Give Me Back My Bones (maybe then we’ll talk) by kariye

32,664  I  Misunderstandings, Oblivious, Romance
Explicit
Derek meets Stiles on a Wednesday. He comes in for his usual cup of coffee and somehow walks out with hot chocolate, cinnamon on the top, and no idea what just happened there.

12 Cups by Thelionesskim

34,346  I  12/12  I  Oblivious Stiles, Deputy Derek
Teen and Up
Stiles is a temporary barista at Cafe Luna and Deputy Hale is in charge of picking up coffee orders for the station some mornings.
Some mornings quickly turns into most mornings, and coffee turns into “Hey look, I’m a werewolf and even your Dad can tell I have a thing for you!”

It’s been like years since it’s been clear by sirona

34,360  I  11/11  I  Pining, AU-Human
Mature
It’s six-thirty in the morning, but there are warm lights behind the floor-to-ceiling, de-boarded windows, and the ‘For Sale’ sign on the door has disappeared along with Stiles’ memory of where he’d been headed just moments before. The coffee shop is, apparently, open for business once more.

Perk Up by Scruffy_Wolf

42,260  I  3/3  I  AU-Human, AU-College, Friends with Benefits
Explicit
“You really like like him, don’t you?”
Stiles wrinkles his nose, “God, what are you, twelve? I don’t like like him. We sleep together sometimes and I studied on his couch for a few hours once. That’s it.”
“You should tell him you have feelings for him,” Scott continues, blatantly ignoring what Stiles is saying. “It’ll probably solve a whole lot of problems. Then you can just sleep together and hang out while not sleeping together without it being awkward. Also, I won’t have to listen to months of your moping.”
(Or: Stiles is a grad student who spends far too much money on coffee at Derek’s shop. They also fuck occasionally.)

Here’s to the Static by matildajones

80,860  I  18/18  I  AU-Human, Celebrity Derek
Teen and Up
Stiles spends most of his college break in a coffee house where he stares after Derek Hale. For some reason, Stiles is unaware of the fact he’s quite the musician, and Derek amuses himself at Stiles’ obliviousness.

BUT WAIT. WE DEFINITELY DON’T WANT ANY OF OUR FOLLOWERS DYING OF BOREDOM BECAUSE THEY DON’T HAVE ENOUGH FANFICTION. 

SO HAVE A GLIMPSE OF WHAT FLUFFY HAS BEEN READING RECENTLY:

We Could Be Happy by alphagottadonk

2,676  I  Misunderstandings, Scenting, Pack Dynamics
Not Rated
Prompt: Derek starts scenting Stiles who thinks its a pack thing until he sees Scott doing it to Kira.

Putting the F-U-N in Funeral by apocryphal

10,811  I  AU-Human, No Hale Fire, Fluff and Humor
Teen and Up
“Hale & Daughters Funeral Home,” Derek says dully.
“Oh ho! And which daughter are you?
Derek casts his eyes up to the ceiling. It’s going to be one of those calls.
(In which Derek is a bored secretary, Stiles is a baker who may or may not have ulterior motives, and there are entirely too many macaroons.)

Snow Flirting by thepsychicclam

11,396  I  Kid Fic, Fluff
Mature
As Beacon Hills get pounded with foot after foot of snow, single dad Stiles can’t quite keep up with his four year old, his job, and shoveling his driveway. Derek makes his teenage son shovel Stiles’ walk, and that just leads to Derek helping Stiles out with a whole bunch of other tasks. That’s okay with Derek, though, cause any chance to be with Stiles is okay with him.

Birds of a Feather Fuck Together by calrissian18, and maichan808 (maichan)

26,144  I  AU-Human, AU-Ballet, Dancer Stiles
Explicit
Laura is a crusader without a cause, Stiles dances like the whole world’s betrayed him and Derek’s having trouble getting both feet outside his door.

Let’s take it back a couple of years by ickletheficklepickle

30,118  I  12/12  I  Fluff, Pack, Kid Fic, De-Aged Stiles
Teen and Up
Derek and Stiles encounter a cloaked figure in the woods. The figure doesn’t reveal who he is. He just leaves a note and the pack finds themselves in an interesting situation.

Murder, He Wrote by mklutz

31,682  I  Deputy Derek, Alive Hales
Explicit
And that was how Stiles accidentally became a New York Times bestselling author.

To the Edge of Night by secondstar

40,256  I  12/12  I  AU-Human, AU-Royalty, AU-Fantasy, Angst, Hurt Stiles
Explicit
With the threat of war looming over his country, Stiles vows to help his king. As the King’s Thief, he will do anything, steal anything that his king asks of him no matter the cost. Stiles never backs down from a challenge, even if that challenge is stealing peace.

Five Times Derek Growled At Stiles And One Time He Explained by Moonbeam (luvsbitca)

45,737  I  6/6  I  5 Things
Mature  I  part of the Growling ‘Verse series
Six events in Derek and Stiles’ life where Stiles does something to make Derek growl at him and they choke those around them with all of the UST. Then finally Derek explains to Stiles why he’s been acting like this.

First Son, Last Chance by elephantfootprints

58,549  I  10/10  I  Werewolves are Known, Agent Derek, First Son Stiles
Mature
When First Son Stiles Stilinski, beloved public figure and the bane of his private security team, goes missing without a trace, ex-security officer Derek Hale finds himself tangled up in the world of Argent Security, a world he was forced out of when rumours abounded that he was sleeping with his charges.
There’s no leads, no time and no way Derek is going to rest until Stiles has been brought home safely.

All’s Fair in Orgasms and War by bleep0bleep

63,213  I  15/15  I  AU-Porn, Werewolves are Known, Knotting, Pining
Explicit
AVN BREAKING NEWS– DIAMOND VISTA RIDGE BREAKS HIS CONTRACT WITH HALE HOUSE
“We haven’t seen much of our favorite rock hard stud from Hale House ever since that indie twink dethroned him as champion in Orgasm Wars, but it’s just been confirmed that Diamond will no longer be working for the legendary studio famous for producing some of our favorite werewolf-on-human works. Don’t fret, Diamond fans, it looks like he’s been spotted cozying up to True Alpha Studios! Apparently he couldn’t get enough of that one human and then followed him home. Could it be true love? Keep your eye on this studio– us at AVN think we’re about to get a lot more of Diamond in a very new way!”
~
The one in which (almost) everyone is a porn star, and Derek just wants to curl up with his fluffy blanket and watch the Hallmark channel, but work and falling in love gets in the way.

I hope this keeps you busy during your trip and that this is everything you wanted from us!!!

HAVE A GOOD TIME AND DON’T DIE FROM FANFICTION WITHDRAWALS. 

Love and internet hugs,

Fluffy Wolf

Shawn Mendes Imagine for Joya: 

‘Hiiiii! Omigod I love your imagines soooooooooooo much and I was just wondering if I could request one since your taking requests! I am a Shawn girl, so I was wondering if u could do a Shawn imagine and I’m his girlfriend. I love to sing also, so I was wondering if you could write something where were going to sing a song together! I don’t care where the setting and stuff is (whatever you want)! Oh! I forgot to tell you my name! It’s Joya! I hope you see this Xoxo’

(Joya’s POV)

“Joya Please!? The fans would love it.” Shawn begged.

“I said no Shawn. I get hated on enough as it is. The last thing I need is to post a video with you singing. They’ll rip me apart. No, I’m not doing it.” I stated crossing my arms. He walked closer to you, and pulled you close to him nuzzling his face in your neck.

“Please…? For me?” He whispered, placing a soft kiss against your neck. You couldn’t say no to him when he was like this, and he knew that. You looked at him analyzing his face. You could tell he really wanted you to do this, but you were scared. It didn’t matter that you were a good singer people would still hate on you, because Shawn is yours and not theirs. 

You sighed in defeat, and the biggest smile appeared on Shawn’s face. 

“You’ll do it?” He asked you smiling. He laid a hand on your cheek and stepped closer to you. You nodded looking down.

“Hey,” He whispered. You looked up at him and locked eyes. “When we post this. I want you to stay off of the social medias for a little bit. I know what they are saying is complete crap, and you shouldn’t believe anything that they say, but I know that it hurts you, and I hate seeing you hurt.” He told you leaning in and planting his  lips to yours. Your lips fit together like a puzzle piece. Shawn was your other half and you’ll be damned if anyone tries to take him from you. You laid you hands on your chest and pulled away looking into his eyes.

“I think we have a song to sing, mister.” You winked pushing him away by his stomach. He grabbed your hand and took you down to his office. Fan posters covered the wall, and you couldn’t help but smile at them. Yeah most of them hated your guts, but they were his fans, and they supported him in everything that he does. Just like you.

“Wait here. I’m going to go get the camera.” You nodded and watched as he left the room. You couldn’t imagine how you got so lucky but you did. People like Shawn only come around once in a lifetime, and if you pass up the opportunity to be with him, then you’re shit out of luck. I will never love anyone as much as I love that boy.

Shawn came waltzing into the office with his guitar and camera in his hand. 

“Will you hold this?” He asked holding out the guitar. You took it from your hands, and played a few chords. Of course Shawn taught you a few, but you still didn’t know how to play. You strummed the strings, producing an off key sound. You heard Shawn laugh and you looked up. He just finished putting the camera on the tripod.

“Don’t laugh at me, Shawn. I’m trying!” You whined. He shook his head and kissed you on the forehead, before taking the seat next to you. 

“I’m not laughing at you, babe. You’re just to adorable. Try pressing onto the strings harder.” He taught you. You nodded and did as he said, producing a sound that sounded just right.

“I did it!” You cheered.  He smiled at you and took the guitar from your hands.

“Good job, baby!” He smiled. “What song do you want to sing?” He asked and you shrugged your shoulders.

“What’s your favorite song right now?” You asked looking at him, It was as if a light bulb went off in his head, and the smile grew on his face.

“Give me Love, by Ed Sheeran.” he told you and you agreed. He turned to the camera, stealing a quick glance at you.

“You ready?” He asked, and you took a deep breath before nodding. He squeezed your hand in encouragement, and pressed the button, starting to record.

“Hey guys! My name is Shawn Mendes, and today I’m joined by lovely girlfriend Joya” He introduced, looking over at you and smiling.

“Hi everyone!” You smiled, waving at the camera.

“Today, we are going to do a cover of Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran. If you like it please give it a thumbs up..” He took over like the pro he was at this. 

He started strumming the strings, playing the melody perfectly. Your voices intertwined perfectly, at just the right moments, and you couldn’t help but smile at how happy you felt.

You looked over at him smiling as you sang together. He continued strumming, and looking at you. 

You took over for the next verse, hitting all the right notes. He joined back in with you at the chorus.

“Oh give me lovee." 

He finished the song, and took a quick glance at the camera. 

"Thank you.” His raspy voice was like a drug. A drug you would never get used to. You smiled at the camera, waving goodbye.

Once he finished recording and putting the camera away, he grabbed both of your cheeks in his hand and slammed his lips onto yours.

Your lips moved in perfect sync, and when he pulled away, he left you gasping for air.

“You sang amazing, baby.” He complimented you.

“So did you, as always.” You rolled your eyes, leaning in to kiss him again.

Authors Note: I hope you liked it Joya! and sorry for the wait! If you want an imagine just request one! I do everyone from the magcon boys, Austin mahone, one direction, and 5 seconds of summer. 

anonymous asked:

Omg ty for that reply, I'm not the original asker but so many people in this fandom don't realize just how much work Liam puts in to an average 1d concert and it's depressing. It also makes me even more annoyed when their team doesn't give him parts, because being 1d's personal backup singer must be so boring for him.

OKAY I wasn’t going to answer this ask but I’ve been seeing more of this stuff than I’d like to recently so I figured WHY NOT HAVE OPINIONS PUBLICLY OR W/E. I totally agree that many people in the fandom (and the media) don’t appreciate or recognize JUST HOW MUCH Liam does in every concert, and how vital he is to their success, and the sheer amount of work and effort he puts into making a stadium and arena tour seem EASY and natural. He is always doing so much vocally while also being the hype man for the entire band and on top of all of that he and Louis manage to find time to KEEP THE ROMANCE ALIVE by having a nightly water fight. He does SO MUCH. 

HOWEVER. Liam is not treated by his band or by his team as 1D’s personal backup singer. Liam is not (imo) getting shafted when it comes to being assigned parts on songs. And the absolute last thing I would ever describe Liam as is seeming BORED by his role in the band or by what he gets to sing. I have seen the chart on tumblr breaking down the albums by vocal parts and who sings how many verses, choruses, etc. from the first album onward. And the main thing that chart points out, to me, is that for the first two albums he sang WAY more than anyone else in the band, and that for the last two albums (and what we’ve gotten from MITAM so far) it’s been far more equitable. So basically, there is now parity where before it was completely uneven. And since he did sing more parts on UAN and TMH, he’s now singing less per song than he used to, but I don’t actually think that’s a bad thing. Because I love Liam’s voice and he’s my favorite singer of the band and always has been, and I love it when he gets an opportunity to shine, but they are a BAND. He is one singer of four. That’s how it goes. And it doesn’t feel to me like Liam is unhappy with that arrangement AT ALL.

I know that there are Liam stans who want Liam to “break free” from 1D and strike out on his own and do it all so that he gets ALL the recognition and can do whatever he wants and blah blah (although given how much he’s written on the last three albums, I’m not sure how stylistically different his hypothetical solo stuff would be anyway). And like, wanting that for him is fine! If he does decide to eventually start a solo career, I hope it’s successful and that he’s happy doing it. But he is currently a member of 1D, and while he is my uncontested favorite, I am also a fan of the BAND and I’m not really interested in a Liam separatist movement. Because I don’t think that Liam feels STIFLED or shortchanged or underappreciated by anyone in his band or on his team. You as a fan may wish for different things for him, but it’s really hard for me to imagine, after having seen him in concert with his boys, getting the impression that he’s just biding his time waiting for the moment when he can LEAVE ALL THAT BEHIND. And I REALLY hate the belief that somehow EVEN AFTER Zayn left that all four of them have no control over how many parts they get or anything else in terms of how decisions are made for them as a band. This idea that Liam is getting fucked over by his own band feels insane to me. 

So much of this feels like fans getting upset that a soccer player plays a team sport and insisting that they should really switch to tennis, because then it would all be about THEM, when in reality that soccer player is HAPPY PLAYING THEIR TEAM SPORT. And like tbh I’m just here to watch some soccer and cheer extra hard for my favorite player, because the game as a whole is what I care about the most (and so does that player imo). 

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The people you’re writing this to in the comments are actual people, the youtubers you’re trying to shit all over are actual people with feelings.

First of all, I really loved this vlog, and thank you for telling us everything about your decision! I’m really happy it’s all working out for you, and that you have more free time now! ^^ I did notice the difference in editing, but it’s not a bad thing. Most of the little edits lately fit really well with the videos. Kudos to Robin!

You asked us to tell you how we found your channel and what we like about it, so here’s my answer: I subscribed around the end of November last year. What made me subscribe to your channel was the fact that I could see how humble and genuine you are, how much you care about your community, stuff like this gifset I just made, how much fun you had playing games (watching people having fun is… well, fun) and how much you appreciate their visuals. I’m a very visual person, and I gush over visuals as much as you do. Most of the time, I’m right there with you, like “I know right?!”. And of course, you always manage to make me laugh and smile, and your videos just make me really happy.

I agree with you on a lot of the things you say in your gaming videos, vlogs, RYC, and sometimes the things you say are really refreshing to hear in the sea of nonsense on the internet. I really appreciate people who do all they can to be nice and understanding and who try their best to make the world a better place, and you definitely do that, in my opinion. Because it’s so easy to just throw a mean comment, but it’s a lot harder to try and understand and be nice. I did subscribe mostly for you and your personality, and for the feel of being there and playing games with a friend. It feels weird saying it like that, but you always say that you hope that’s how we feel, and well… it’s true for me.

anonymous asked:

It's transphobic-mettaton. My original idea for that blog was to vent anger to people who were for the DWC stuff. But I went way too far, the anger got to my head, and you helped me come to my senses with your post, because I really like your blog. I seriously really do not hate transgender people, I really don't. As much as you all may not believe me. I'm so so sorry, the blog is down now. That blog was to vent anger when I was upset, and I got lost in the heat of the moment. Merry Christmas~<3

(transphobic-mettaton) The honest truth, I made that blog to vent anger, because DWC made me feel like I had no value as a person, because I was Cis and Straight. A lot of the time, I feel like I don’t have anything to contribute as a person. So, I made that blog to try and feel better about myself. It just made me feel worse. So, I thank you for calling me out. 

* I would like you to see part of the ask we had received just before the one you’d sent.

* Is this, what you wanted? Others pain to soothe yourself? You have posted violent, graphic imagery including gore in tags related to trans folk. You have sent vile, petty messages to undeserving trans folk and even telling them to die. You have insulted mental illnesses. You did not vent, and to say you went too far is an understatement.

* You went on a rampage against a minority that is disenfranchised and has a lower standing in this world than you. Who are abused, mistreated, and even murdered every day for who they are.

* You have used the image of a beloved friend, and an identity that means a lot to many trans folk within the Undertale community. You have used him for verbal violence, for abuse, for everything this blog has been against from the very start.

* I feel betrayed…

* Your pain does not justify hurting those that you have power over.

* You may apologize, but I personally, am not obligated to accept it. You have come here, but you must know and realize you have done something horrible, that you must face the consequences, and know that no one is obligated to so easily forgive or accept for the hurt you have done unto them. Anyone who damages others so viciously must accept that they are not entitled to forgiveness.


* What are you expecting from me? You want me to call you darling? Tell you everything you did was okay?

* It wasn’t. I’m personally deeply insulted that you would come here, after everything you’ve done, and give us this halfhearted apology. You won’t even show your face.

* You know you went too far. But I don’t think you realize how deeply you’ve hurt so many people. Myself included. Because, in all honesty…

* Myself, Toriel, and Sans? Every single one of us is transgendered. Your blog, filled with content reading “Die Trans Scum”, filled with insults like “autistic tranny faggot”, and filled with your spiteful and disgusting messages toward trans users encouraging them to kill themselves? 

* WE are the kind of people you’re hurting. After everything we’ve offered to you, to this community, this is how you behave? You stood against everything we’ve worked toward, everything we’ve tried to give to this world.

* I’m incredibly angry… but also incredibly sad. You took “down with cis”, which actually originated from a falsified post written by a cis person painting trans people as inherently violent, as a personal attack on your identity. But not only that, you took a step further and started actively advocating violence against trans people.

* By doing that… you are encouraging the deaths of people like me. I’m already afraid for my life quite regularly. There are those who would give anything to see me raped and murdered, just for being who I am. Because they believe, as you said on your little blog, “God makes no mistakes.”

* You’ve advocated violence against me, and everyone in the world like me. And in doing this, you’ve made an enemy of me. I will never forgive you and I will not accept your apology.


* i gotta say i agree with Toriel and Mettaton. your words and actions were downright heinous and to be honest, i have a bit of a history with anger issues. but not once have they ever made me do anything even close to what you did. 

* you hurt my friends, you hurt innocent people you don’t even know.. possibly kids who were looking for someone, anyone to talk to because their lives as trans folk are hard enough. because you decided that the proper way to ‘vent your anger’ was to scream, horrify, quite possibly scar innocent people for something they had nothing to do with, and generally act like a horrible little child. you tainted a place that to some people, is one of the few positive things that they can have at all.

* you knew what you were doing, you knew you were targetting more than the “people who were for the DWC stuff”. don’t try and back out of it now.  you wanted to hurt people. there is absolutely no way you can sit there, apologize, and actually expect us to forgive you for this. face the consequences, you earned ‘em.

* well, bad news. you’re going to have to live with the awful thing you did and everything that comes with it. it’s inexcusable. there’s no good reason for what you did. none. i hope you’re happy with your decisions, because there isn’t any way to escape ‘em. now get out of here and don’t come back. there isn’t room for your hatred here. this is supposed to be a safe space. you aren’t welcome anymore.