i don't now but still haha

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a little sneaky peaky on a music video i’ve been editing (that will be up on friday!!)

anonymous asked:

Were there any alternative versions or scenes for Into Shadows We Fall? Or was it exactly how you wanted it? I hope you're having a good day.

Oh no, a lot of things changed. I don’t remember everything now, I’m going to see if I still have any notes about that.

I do! Haha, I just found a snippet of dialogue that never made it into the story re: Pitch talking about his relationship with the Nightmare King:

Jack: ‘You talk about him like he’s a different person.’

Pitch: ‘He was, in a way.’

Jack: ‘Oh! Like Angel and Angelus! Or Phoenix and Dark Phoenix!’

Pitch: …

Jack: ‘What? TV is fun.’

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I remember that it was initially meant to take around 10-15 chapters to get Pitch back (it takes 7 in the end) because I was going to follow on immediately from where Pitch was defeated. But it was such a crushing thing to contemplate and I just suddenly realised: ‘if I feel this depressed about writing it, how are people going to feel reading it?’ and so I condensed like 7 chapters down into that time-jumping first chapter, where we flip back and forth to the immediate aftermath, to the mountain and the Glasera.

Even then, 7 chapters still felt like a really long time. So glad I made that decision oh my god.

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There were meant to be more sex scenes, actually, between Pitch and Jack? Not heaps. Like two more full length ones. They didn’t make it because I felt guilty that the fic was taking so long to be finished. I’ve made some stupid decisions because of this, and upon reread I still think the story works well without it, but…has made me aware that I really need to stop doing that.

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Pitch was meant to be way more cutting regarding the loss of Seraphina, and it was initially going to lead to an argument which I sketched down here:

Pitch: ‘You have no concept of what true loss is. You didn’t lose your sister, she lived a full and happy life! You don’t know what it is to lose your daughter the way I lost her, to be sundered by her with an evil that refused to let me go for centuries afterwards, to never see what became of her. How dare you speak of loss!’

*Jack chokes.* ‘Oh, my god, Pitch. I wasn’t. I didn’t mean to. I meant-’

/He begins to get teary. Pitch notices and his face falls./

Pitch: ‘Jack-’

Jack: ‘No, I know, okay? I know they’re not the same thing. I wasn’t trying to say that they were the same thing. I was just trying to-’

Pitch: ‘Jack, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have-’

Jack: ‘No, no, leave me alone. I need some, I’m going to get some air.’

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I cut the whole thing, because I didn’t like the direction it took the characters and because upon contemplation, I think Pitch would know not to say this to Jack, even if he thought it. 

Also because I strongly realised I wanted them to be united in their loss, and not divided by it. So I decided that even though they’d both know their loss was different, they’d be…brought together by it. This is also why they never sort of play ‘loss olympics’ with each other.

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So yeah things definitely change, it wasn’t necessarily exactly how I wanted it at all. I wanted Mora to be in it more in the last half, but it didn’t work out that way. I wanted more scenes with Bunnymund. I wanted Tooth to be in it more. Sometimes I get really frustrated with myself as a writer for all the things I don’t end up doing and how infuriating that is, lol.

26.10.2016 | 3/100 days of productivity

Forgot to take a picture when I was studying between classes and now it’s too dark to take a good photo, but today I finally finished reading pride and prejudice during my train ride home! 

You know what, Booth and Brennan will always be my #1 otp because they gave me so much as a couple. I mean, I’m not talking about sex or smut because that’s fanfiction material (like you go girl, want to see your fave ship bang on a piano? go and read that !!!! that’s what that website is for) but everything else. The ‘platonic’ aspect of their relationship has always been the best part of their dynamic to me, but they were still able to overcome that phase and be a family. This being said, that original dynamic has never been compromized, not to me at least, because when it comes to the important stuff, Booth and Brennan are still partners first, they are still the people they would give up their life for, they would fight for each other. While the majority of other ships kinda change once they get together. Booth and Brennan never completely changed, so much that people complain because they’d rather have them being romantic the 100% of the time. I don’t. Also, it’s the little things that matter to me, like it might sound stupid, but I find it extremely adorable and precious that Brennan knows Booth by knowing his injuries. Every time something happens, she’s able to compare factures and other stuff to Booth’s. And that’s so IC, that’s something I really want to see because it’s them. And it’s been this way since she first found out about his past in 1x15 and it never changed. She imagined him on that autopsy table in 11x01 by looking at the bones, just like it happened on 12x04 with Aldo and in other many occasions. Brennan saying like I know that because of your brain tumor. She knows his brain scans. YAAAS. Give me this stuff. Give me Booth and Brennan that can’t sleep without each other at night when one of them is struggling with something, give me them talking about taking someone’s life and carrying the weight of the world on their shoulders. Give me them hurting each other to save each other. They would never cheat on each other or hurt each other because they want to. They only do it because it’s the only way. Yaas. Screw sex, just give me this stuff.

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Geez, what a difference a year makes! Especially if you’re drawing the same character nearly every day.

I still remember the first time I drew him and being so jazzed and proud about how he was designed, and thinking about how he took way too long to draw, haha. Luckily I’ve gotten faster at it, or else updates would take even longer than they do now :P

Happy Birthday, Fatal_Error :’)

And thanks to everyone for being here to celebrate it <3 I’ve got a little surprise planned, but it’d take a miracle to have it done before the end of today. I’ll do my best though ;)

And if you’re curious, the first image was a part of this, and the second image was from here!

I actually feel kinda presentable today! (for once…)

How are you guys? <3 I’m seriously struggling to find motivation for school right now… I recently turned in my college applications so my current grades don’t really matter anymore (as long as I don’t completely fail HAHA)… After working my ass off for four years to get really high grades and test scores, I think I’m just feeling… done with high school now that college apps are over? I mean, I love learning a lot, but every day I feel like I’m stuck in this fish bowl? I am so looking forward to college… Hopefully my motivation for school will come back after this semester ends and second semester begins and my schedule changes! Which is in… two and a half weeks… what am I going to do in the meantime LAUGHS

Bust commission for @babsquish of her OC, Atomi! ヽ(◕◡◕❀ฺ )ノ

I finally got to finish the first one, hopefully I’ll manage to do the others by the end of this week too :p She was so fun to draw tbh, though I had some troubles drawing her hair, haha. Anyway, I hope you’ll like it! :D

some pretty headphones for the ladies

anonymous asked:

Is there any character from Queer as Folk you are not too fond of? Or the cast? Sorry if you were asked before.

Characters? Chris Hobbs, Craig Taylor, any Kinney other than Brian…but if you’re talking about the main gang, nope. I genuinely love each and every one of them, flaws and all. Now, some of them I may love more than others, and some I may relate to more, but they are all my darlings and I shall protect them till the end of time.

As for the cast… I always have trouble answering this, to be honest, mainly because I don’t actually know any of them, and my opinion of them is based solely on the image they consciously choose to make public. I just don’t feel right saying I dislike any of them since I have no true basis of judgment on their character. There are some I’d probably enjoy getting stuck in an elevator with more than others (or, less extreme version, grab a drink with), but there’s not anybody I actively dislike. 

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Camsten + ‘Stretch’
(for my-broken-resolve​)

So I made a mistake. Like. I asked off on the 12th to go to B.A.P.s concert and that is fine but then I told my boss I could still work the 13th. Kill me now. The 13th will not only be my first day house-sitting, but I probably won’t get back in town until like 2 or 3 in the morning since we will have to drive back from Rosemont. I am going to die that day.

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#dgm hallow countdown - One day to ep 1!!

Day 06Tribulation / Sad Moments / Emotions

hnngh i had to sketch casual!oboro with her hair down really quick because THANK YOU KOZAKI SHRIEKS
i messed up on the colors haha ~

whispers she is also wearing takumi’s red hair tie lolol
I will still do ophelia request next, probably later tomorrow because SPLATFEST of course i’m team art huhu