i don't like this too much but still

anonymous asked:



it’s been ‘only’ two weeks from the last update, but it truly feels like ages, and as much as im trying to be patient because i know full well that drawing takes a lot of effort and time, im still having a hard time getting through the wait;;;;;; i just really miss our boys!!

but!! well, i don’t want to get anyone’s hope up, because i don’t know old xian and i can only try to predict what they’re going to do, so don’t quote me on this, but i feel like we might get a new chapter tomorrow?? the last mosspaca update was three days ago, and in the caption of the post old xian said that they were finally done with all the work they had to do. based on past patterns, it usually takes at least two or three days after a new mosspaca chapter to have a 19 days one: three days have passed, and old xian seems to be done with mosspaca for now, so maybe - just MAYBE - tomorrow we will finally get an update!!

we can only keep our fingers crossed and hope for old xian to be merciful!! 🙏

anonymous asked:

What do you think about Clary and Alec's dynamic now? Before s2, he didn't want anything to do with her and she just caused too much trouble. Now that he feels responsible for what happened to Jocelyn, he's more protective of her. I like the change and I don't they will ever be besties, but Alec definitely has a different attitude towards her

One thing I really like about their dynamic in s2 (so far) is that there’s more focus on Alec’s leadership, and the responsibilities that come with it. I don’t think he likes her any more than he did in s1, but it seems like he’s more capable or willing to put that aside and take charge when it’s necessary. When they’ve gone on missions together, when they’ve interacted in the Institute for any formal reason, and in the more recent ep where he stayed with her after she was attacked and Simon was imprisoned, he’s seemed to ignore any other baggage he has to deal with her like a responsible leader. Even if he’s still not particularly warm or chummy with her, he still makes sure that she’s safe, and he’s doing what needs to be done to help her. That’s an attitude that a good leader absolutely needs to have, and I really love that they’re showing Alec as being capable of putting his feelings aside to be a responsible authority figure.

That being said, I still hope that they’re still allowed to be somewhat distant with each other. They’ve never been close, Alec doesn’t really like her, and there’s really no reason for them to suddenly become besties. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: You don’t need to be friends with everyone you know, and I love that Alec and Clary can be professional and tolerate each other when they need to, but they still don’t have to be friendly with each other. You don’t have to be friends with your coworkers, or your brother’s girlfriend, or your sister’s friend, or however else Clary can be categorized in relation to him. They don’t need to be friends. As long as they can respect each other and not be total dicks, it is 100% fine for them to never consider each other a friend. And that attitude almost never shows up in this genre (power of friendship, bonds forged through hardship, even the most antagonistic members of the team end up being Best Friends Forever, it happens all too often). At this point in the story, I don’t think there’s any reason for them to realistically become friends, and that’s great, and I hope they don’t try to force any sort of love between them.

  • person: *talks about something they're passionate about even if I don't know much about it or can relate too much*
  • me: Listen. Listen. I love listening to what you're passionate about. It's fun listening. You don't have to apologize. It's good talking about things you like. Enjoy yourself.

my fave parts in beauty and the beast:

  • gaston dragging agathe in front of the whole town and then just going like ‘no offense agathe’
  • when lefou asked gaston whether he seriously wanted to be part of belle’s family
  • “is that fair?” - “i don’t care”
  • when gaston told belle that she just had to find the right man and she was all like ‘it’s a small village i’ve met everyone’ like what kind of savage
  • “BE FREE!” iconic
  • lefou spelling gaston’s name
  • beast dragging belle for her taste in shakespeare
  • belle holding back tears when she’s in the library for the first time honestly same
  • lefou’s smile upon realizing that maurice was still alive
  • “there’s a beast running wild, there’s no question, but i fear the wrong monster’s released”
  • maestro cadenza going “ouch” when gaston ditches lefou
  • when chip apologized to maurice for moving and maurice was just like ‘it’s alright’ and then he fucking bolted
  • luke evans singing
  • “too much?” - “…yep”
  • belle teaching that little girl how to read
  • “i didn’t think she would say yes!”
  • when everyone was changed back

Was playing around with a few more ideas, so that means it’s time for more Bendy doodles!

First two (with the first panel referencing Kiki’s Delivery Service a little) are based on a conversation me and one of my friends had about the Bendy plushies in the game. I might come back to this, but we both found some amusement in the idea of Bendy growing really attached to the plushies, and probably would’ve been more than happy to accept a plushie as an offering on one of the pedistals.

3rd picture was based off of a chat that was going on during SquigglyDigglyDoo’s stream. I don’t remember exactly how it went, but I think I asked if she ever drew Bendy in one of Mickey’s costumes before. So that got me to thinking about which costume I would’ve put Bendy in.

The last few doodles are sort of inspired by @doodledrawsthings. They did a few images of a hypothetical redesign for Bendy, and so I thought it would be fun to play around with this idea, too. I kinda like how it turned out, though I’m still debating if I want to keep playing around with this idea more.


female awesome meme; 5/10 ladies who deserve better: tris prior (the divergent series)
“sometimes it isn’t fighting that’s brave, it’s facing the death you know is coming”

Dean barely notices when Sam runs into the house to investigate the nephilim situation. His eyes dart this way and that, taking in the tattered, broken wingspan spread out before him.

All of the times that he lost Cas, he never saw his wings. Not once. And it feels so…final.

Dean’s lips tremble as he casts his gaze upwards towards where he knows heaven is watching. He wonders if the angels care. He wonders if God cares.

He knows Chuck probably isn’t even in heaven, and maybe he has his ears turned off while he’s having the family meeting to end all family meetings with Amara, but he tries anyway. He wants to beg, bargain, and scream, but he’s not sure he can speak. He sends up a plea, his lips mouthing silent prayers.

The air is still. Too still. Deathly still.

Dean squeezes his eyes shut and slumps down to the ground. He bows his head down, but he can’t yet bear to look. Not yet. Not again.

He breathes, and it feels like a monumental effort. He is hyper aware of being alive, of his lungs filling with oxygen and expelling carbon dioxide, and suddenly he thinks he might understand why yoga helps to clear the mind. Maybe he’ll take it up. He could do with a nice, clear mind after…after…

He opens his eyes. Cas is there, but he isn’t.

Dean swallows against the burning lump in his throat as he reaches a hand out. Hand touches hand. One is cold.

Dean stares at the eyes and wills them to open as he curls his fingers around the still, cold hand. And finally, after much effort, he finds that he can speak.

“Please,” Dean pleads, his voice smaller than he thinks it has ever been. “Please. Cas. I need you.”

No. That’s not right. That’s not enough.

“I love you.”

Too late. He says it, finally, after all of these years, and it falls on deaf ears. Ears that will never hear those words.

Dean’s eyes sting. “Come back. Like you always do.” His voice cracks. “I love you. I love you. I love you. Please come back.”

The world is still. Too still.

He’s not coming back this time.

Dean folds himself over Cas’s body and finally allows himself to break.

Ok but Percy Jackson isn’t just cute or even just hot he’s ACTUALLY ATTRACTIVE BECAUSE OF HIS PERSONALITY like he’s relatable to the readers and he’s not disturbing with millions of sex jokes and he respects Annabeth and gives her credit for how badass she is and admits his faults and ACTUALLY TRIES TO IMPROVE THEM and he loves his mom and he’s just so respectful??? Like???

Okay but listen, please, because Magnus calling Alec “shadowhunter” in that voice with all that affection, looking at him like that, was hot af but please fandom do not try to make it a thing that can go both ways. Because no matter how much Alec comes to love and respect Magnus, calling him “warlock” will never be an affectionate thing. There’s way too much racist weight to the way shadowhunters call downworlders by their specific race as if that’s all that defines them. And it’s just never going to be cute. Besides Alec really does love and respect Magnus too much to try to use that as any kind of pet name. He’s seen Magnus’ face when other people do it. He just wouldn’t.

anonymous asked:

wait trans marco is canon??????

Essentially. They haven’t said the word “transgender” and may or may not ever be allowed to, but in yesterday’s episode “Heinous,” Marco is essentially ‘outed’ to her parents as Miss Heinous comes to her house and explains that Princess Marco started an uprising in St. Olga’s, and demands justice. Marco is consistently gendered as female throughout the episode by everyone but her parents, even in the beginning when she’s not in the princess getup (Heinous actually compliments her ‘super cute new haircut.’) 

It’s then confirmed that Marco has been continuing to inspire wayward princesses to resist their oppressors as Princess Marco, and has willfully encouraged and known about this and maintained this persona without her parents’ or Star’s knowledge, and she refers to herself as “Ya girl Marco” happily before being reminded about Heinous’s existence. After the episode ends and everyone is safe, Marco, her family, and Star have a game night, and Marco says something like, “Can I stay in the dress?”

The entire episode is also peppered with coming-out double entendres, where Marco’s parents say things like “Is there anything else we should know?” “I’m not sure we should be mad,” etc., and then afterwards it being implied they were talking about their child inciting the rebellion in St. O’s, and aren’t paying attention to the Princess thing.

Heinous isn’t in the Season 2 finale but still has some cliffhangers related to her plotline so Marco will most likely start being gendered as female in regular, non-St. O’s related episodes after some more plot with her happens in season 3, for now she’s still mostly closeted.

tl;dr Marco has been secretly presenting as female part-time since halfway through Season 1 and is undeniably coded as a closeted trans girl at this point, will almost certainly properly transition over the course of Season 3. 

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  • • don't have body confidence
  • • feel insignificant
  • • feel incapable of giving and receiving love
  • • feel worthless
  • • can't always get up in the morning
  • • feel like they are 'too sensitive', 'too quiet','too dramatic'
  • • feel like they will never have a future
  • • don't know who they really are
  • • feel like they don't belong
  • I love every single one of you, none of your problems are 'too small' every problem is still a problem and you have a right to aid/support. If you've managed to get out of bed today, you should be proud. You are all valuable human beings and are so much more beautiful than you think.
  • You aren't worthless.
  • You are always enough.

me side-eyeing all these subplots in s4 like 

I need a cooking show where the contestants are tasked with recreating fictional dishes


“Make this dish that showed up in that anime one time - it looks like this and it’s slightly spicy. This is all we know” *shows big picture on a screen*


“Your task today is to make a health potion. It should be able to stay preserved for a week in room temperature, at least. But it’s not like we can really check that on a 1 hour show. Still, keep it in mind”

and then the old man who lives alone with two dogs and a cat wins, and the gamer and the anime nerd look at him in horror whispering “how…” to themselves

or something

but yeah I need this

you know something i love about the ankh-morpork books that i’ve never seen in any other high fantasy series?

#1: technology. iconagraphs (ie.cameras), the clacks, disorganisers, the printing press and newspapers, railways. nowhere else in fantasy have i seen people inventing stuff. there’s also stuff like the post office and bank.

#2: it shows the everyday life of the city. sure you have a war and dragon attacks and conspiracies and revolutions, but you also get to see how these things affect the day-to-day life of the people living there. and you also get to see how the above tech affects things.

things change in ankh-morpork, just like in a real city. sure, sam vimes is still in charge of the watch and vetinari is still in charge of the city, but they change too, and they change in part because of the changes in the city.