i don't like this sam though


I just want a moment where Alex helps tuck in a strand of Sam’s hair that slipped out since Magnus and the others can’t
(Even though official art Sam got her hair peeking out already)

Because as a muslim who went to school with the majority of it muslim, you’ll eventually experience the moment when your friend helps fix your hijab

Also, extra of Magnus and Amir getting overwhelmed by the sparkles

Reach (12.20 tag)

THURSDAY, MAY 4th, 2017, 03:12 AM:

Heya! You’ve reached Max. If this is about business, leave a message. If it’s pleasure, though, leave a message and your number, huh, just in case?


“Hey, Max, uh. This is Sam. Are—are you okay? Shit, sorry. I know you’re not. I know you probably don’t want to hear from me or anyone right about now. I get that. Just… lemme know if you don’t want me calling. I won’t. I promise I won’t. I can’t even imagine what you’re dealing with now, but if you need to talk with someone, I’m here. I know a bit about—Jeez. It’s hard to talk about this stuff in a message. I’m pretty sure some of our stories have been circulated in the hunting community, so maybe you know some of the things that have happened. But like, I just wanted to say, demon deals sound appealing in the moment but they can be really shitty. That’s not to say I… not to say I’m sure I wouldn’t do one again if I had to. But, uh, about that! I know, since you’re in the life, you probably have a lot of things to think about right now, choices you could make, and none of them are good. And I just wanted to know that no matter what you want to do, let me know if I can help. I…I know what it’s li—I mean. Dean and I, we have… contacts. You have options, I guess. We—”


SATURDAY, MAY 6th, 2017, 6:41 PM:

Heya! You’ve reached Max. If this is about business, leave a message. If it’s pleasure, though, leave a message and your number, huh, just in case?


“Max, shit. I tried to give you a call earlier but I guess you weren’t there. Alicia answered. Said you were in the shower. I got the impression she doesn’t know anything, so I didn’t tell her, but as someone who has been brought back before, lemme tell you that it hurts worse if you have to figure it out yourself. If you need help talking to Alicia, let me know. And… Jesus, I watched Dean get dragged to Hell, and I know that maybe you didn’t make a deal or maybe you did, but we’ve learned a lot since then. We’ve broken contracts before. Maybe you have access to resources that’ll tell you how, but I don’t know….  If you need help there, we may be able to wrangle something. Just. You’ve got my number. Call me? Dean and I have been through this more times than we can count. Literally. An archangel put me in a timeloop for several months and made me—anyway. You’re not alone in this. You don’t have to be. I know it’s probably scary as hell right now, but if we can’t help, we can maybe put you in contact with someone who can. So. Uh, hope to hear from ya soon.”


TUESDAY, MAY 9th, 2017, 11:15 AM:

"Uh, hey. Sam can’t talk right now ‘cause he’s waxing. Like everything. But leave a message and—” “—Dean! What are you doing with my phone? Dean, come on!”


"Wow, uh. Really? Um. Sam, I got your messages. I guess you—I didn’t mean for you to figure out like that, but thanks for—… I’m gonna talk to Alicia real soon, but it’s hard, you know? I guess maybe you do. I don’t know. Me and Alicia, we try… uh, we try not to put much stock in the stories we hear. Look, I did what I had to do and I’m not going to apologize for it. I’ve got plenty of tricks up my sleeve and I figure I’ll be okay at least in the short term. You may have figured out from that first time we met that demons and such aren’t exactly our forte. I won’t say no to any tips you have on that. And as for Alicia… thanks for the offer, but I’ve got it. I owe it to her to tell her myself and tell her soon. She’s a great hunter. Maybe we can figure something out. I’ll get back to you. Just give me time. Please, just give me some time. And, uh, thank you.”


anonymous asked:

I don't know why but your Sybil makes me think of Rose from Steven Universe, it's cute

accurate, tbh

gentle tol who could lead armies and probably destroy you, but would rather spend time with her smol (ie: a man with an overwhelming, protective love for his son and who accidentally married his way into Weirdness)

I went to my first escape room!

So I went with Erik and Sam to EscapeZone on Spadina. The three of us went into the Black Room and it was a lot of fun. It was both Sam’s and my first escape room while Erik has been to a couple before. We had so much fun we are going again very soon with Sebastian(maybe).

Just in case you’ve never heard of an escape room, basically this is it: you are put into a room that has a theme or story and you are locked in. You have forty five minutes to an hour to get out.

So in our case, we had forty five minutes.

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Imagine being with Sam while Dean was in hell

“I’m fine.”

You knew it was a lie.

He told the same lie every day for over a month.

Whenever you asked or looked at him with sadness and sympathy, you’d get the same response.

“I love you, Y/N, but you need to stop worrying about me.”

He barely touched you. You hardly slept together and, when you did, it was an outlet for pent up anger and annoyance and regret.

There’d be no cuddling afterwards, no gentle words murmured into your hair as you fell asleep in each other’s arms.

He would wait until he thought you were asleep to allow himself time to cry - to mourn.

After two months of the same routine, the same careful dance, you’d had enough.

You walked over to where he was sat on your bed, reading through his father’s journal that he’d memorised years ago.

You wrapped your arms around him, despite his protests, and held him tight.

He tensed in your arms and, for a moment, you thought he was going to push you away.

You felt his sobs before you heard them, his body convulsing harshly. You held him tightly when he fell against you, crying into your chest as you stroked a soothing hand through his hair.

It broke your heart to see him like this, but you knew he needed it. He needed you, even though he didn’t tell you.

He was so exhausted from the months of insomnia that cried himself to sleep in your arms.

The next morning, without prompting, he finally opened up to you.

“I am not okay.”

anonymous asked:

I have really complicated feelings about Mary. I actually like that's she's not some perfect mom and has her own agenda. I like her as flawed. But I just don't like that Dean once again was the one who was made to apologise for how he was feeling. And I'm not happy with how she was basically willing to let Cas die over the Colt (though I guess you can make the argument it wouldn't have mattered much). Idk, maybe I just don't like the choices she's making right now? I get she's lost, but still...

Hey anon, I’m totally with you - I think it’s great so many people seem to have complex feelings about Mary. Because that means she’s not a one-dimensional character, but a flawed, realistic person, as you point out.

I also really hate that Dean is getting the short end of the lying stick again, with Mary, Sam and even Cas at the very end of the last episode. He sure didn’t have anything to apologise for, in my opinion, but it was a good way to not let the situation escalate. He compromised - instead of shutting Mary and Sam out & pushing them away because he doesn’t agree with the stance they’re taking re the BMoL, he chose the more difficult - but imho the more mature - path of “agreeing to disagree” and settle the dispute like that.This allows him to stay close to Mary and Sam, which, I’m sure, he hopes will mean that they start trusting him more. The more you push people away, the more they’ll lie, after all.

And the narrative is obviously going to prove Mary and Sam wrong - the BMoL are going to do something horrible (well, more horrible than they have already been doing and it’ll be revealed to Mary and Sam) - possibly related to Cas - that’ll show their true vile nature to Mary and Sam. So in that sense, I’m pretty sure Dean will be vindicated - in the sense that he’ll be proven right all along.

Of course, this is SPN so it’s likely Dean won’t be able to enjoy that little victory at all, because it’s gonna come at a great price.

Anyway, yes, Mary. It hurt me that she didn’t give up the Colt to (potentially) save both Cas’s and her sons’ lives, but then again as you say Ramiel probably would’ve wasted them all anyway, and she likely realized this. I definitely disagree with some of the choices she’s making, but I understand them. Thinking about where she came from (a family of hunters), the trauma of dying in such a horrible way, getting ripped from heaven and thrown into a world you barely recognize, being faced with adult sons that are physically close to your own age, having to deal with your beloved husband’s death…honestly she’s coping better than I would, that’s for sure.

And her motivation for working with the BMoL comes from a good, albeit misguided place. Remember what a long, long road of character growth Sam and Dean have behind them. The many mistakes they made, often multiple times, with heartbreaking and disastrous consequences. She simply hasn’t had that journey yet (well, she’s learned the lesson about demon deals…). And she deserves to have one, and certainly not be judged more harshly (as some people seem to do) for her mistakes than Sam & Dean (and Cas, too). I think she’s looking for a purpose. And while being a parent is a fine and worthy purpose in life, her children are adults. They don’t need her the same way young children would. They grew up without her, and she just hasn’t connected with them on a deeper level yet - these things take time after all.

I don’t know what her endgame is, but I sincerely hope she survives the end of this season, because I think she’s a fascinating character and also because SPN needs to stop killing off all their women. She could become a multi-season semi-regular! why not?

This got long so I’ll stop here - but thanks for sending this, I was planning on talking about Mary at some point on this blog, and your ask was the perfect opportunity for it.

Cas cheering up Sam
  • Sam: *is sad*
  • Cas: Do you want to talk about it?
  • Sam: I just... I feel like I've lost so much, you know?
  • Cas: I know. I wish there was something I could do.... Actually, maybe there is something.
  • Sam: Cas, you don't have to do anything.
  • Cas: But I know something that might help. It will take a little bit of time, though. Expect me back in a few days.
  • -A few days later-
  • Cas: Sam, I have something for you.
  • Sam: What is it?
  • Cas: I have found... your shoe. *holds out shoe*
  • Sam: *happy tears* Cas... I can't believe it.
  • Cas: *kneels down and puts the shoe on Sam's foot*

anonymous asked:

You've got some pushback on saying fans don't believe Sam and Cait's acting ability. Looks like you've stepped on some sensitive toes. I don't think fans are confusing their Outlander acting with real life. Are you saying they're acting off screen as well?

I don’t see any pushback. I see bloggers sharing their experiences in response to my opinion. I think, though, you may have misunderstood my point.

Fans consume what they see, digest it according to a unique set of life experiences, and then formulate a reaction. An opinion. Being human, and humans being social creatures, these fans then share those insights with other fans. For fun. Sometimes those insights line up, sometimes not. Unfortunately, human beings are sometimes so fucked up on a personal level from their unique life situations that they cannot handle the idea that someone else does not see a situation the way they do. They take personal offense because if you don’t think what they think that logically means that you with your different opinion are attacking them and their integrity. Feeling unfairly persecuted they react defensively and indiscriminately. Fucktarding. Just a handful of these fucktards can spoil and, for sure in this fandom, have spoiled the entire online experience for millions of fans and a once upon a time interactive and lighthearted cast and crew. Things are very different in this online fandom than they were not that long ago. Why do you guys think that is?

I posted that ask and answer as a way to maybe foster self reflection amongst the bloggers. It seems to be working so far. For whatever reason, Tumblr and TW fans became some sort of temperature gauge of the fandom at large. The cast and crew, curious to know what fans thought of their work, came lurking. Initially, it was a fun crowd. Fans doing fun things that fans in all fandoms do. Until some overly enthusiastic fans with good and harmless intentions (and some with bad and harmful ones) started crossing some lines and of course the fucktards started fucktarding hard because of it. Fanfic is harmless, even when it is about real people. The pornographic fanfic featuring Sam and Cait is crossing a line. Think of it this way. Are any of you in long term relationships ok with a stranger writing a story about you and your SO in which you demand that he lick his own semen off your leg after graphically detailed intercourse and then posting that online where all of your coworkers, family, and friends will read it? Don’t answer that question, only think about it. Put yourselves in their shoes. How would you feel?

I’m not picking on fanfic. I’m not pointing fingers. There are lots of things that have gone on in these past two years that were thoughtless, careless, disrespectful, and demeaning. It has dehumanized them allowing more and more fans to expect and demand without consideration or boundaries. They’ve pretty much stopped interacting with the fandom on SM and Tumblr is considered now to be a cesspool of deplorables. It’s obvious to me that we the SM fans, are in fact the problem. Intentionally or unintentionally, it is us.

I’m not saying this to be accusational or self righteous or admonish anyone. All fans are free to fan how they like and it’s not for me to say, but so many people seem to be scratching their heads lately wondering what happened so I thought perhaps I’d offer my perspective.

I mean how much louder do they all need to shout out: “Don’t Be A Dick” before the fandom finally realizes that they are shouting it at us?

the-megalosaurus  asked:

okay well if you're trying to distract yourself pls feel free to provide some thoughts on the topic of Sam's wardrobe specifically his terrible shirts and his reasons for loving them so kindly (or alternatively: Sam and Dean go to the beach and Sam's beachwear is like Jared's bizarre beachwear choices) (... I invite you to tell me more)

I won’t pretend to be able to write good meta/speculation, but I do have several (disorganized, unsubstantiated) thoughts on Sam’s often eccentric fashion choices. My ideas on the subject are deeply connected to both the way Sam and Dean were raised, and to who Sam is as a person, and can be distilled into two possibly contradictory streams of thought:

1) During his childhood, there wasn’t enough room for Sam to have many things of his own, and he was discouraged to a certain point from expressing individuality. Starting when he got to Stanford, he used his clothing as a way to show his individuality, both to himself and others, by literally wearing it on his sleeve. This tendency, IMO, continued into Season 1 (hence the legendary purple dog shirt), but disappeared slowly in the years after that as the course of his life changed and his sense of self was eroded.

Originally posted by frozen-delight

2) Sam as a person is highly function-oriented. He isn’t all that interested in luxury. He eats because his body needs it, not because he really enjoys food (and he tries to feed his body only things that will be beneficial to it). He works out because it makes him a more efficient hunter, not to look good or impress anyone (except maybe when he was soulless and fond of doing shirtless chin-ups in motel rooms). I’d imagine his attitude toward clothing is largely the same. A shirt is a shirt. It serves the same purpose as any other item of clothing: to keep him warm and conceal his well-defined chest from our collective lustful gaze. This is my theory on why, for example, the hideous and infamous rusty bacon shirt has made so many appearances. To Sam, plaid is plaid. What the thing looks like is irrelevant.

Originally posted by rustybaconshit

Anyway, these are my rambly thoughts on Sam’s choice of shirts. Of course, they can probably be easily refuted, since Sam has also done things like grow his hair out and keep it consistently long, despite the impracticality of the style and the frequent resulting jabs from Dean, so he clearly still has personal preferences re: his appearance. But alas, writing meta is not among my strengths. I’d love to write fic on the subject at some point though (possibly involving Sam and Dean and the beach…).

anonymous asked:

It happened accidentally at first; Cas left his coat, which Dean, of course, wore around the bunker (he definitely did not walk around with it flapping behind like a cape, nope not at all). The next time Cas leaves it was at night when he left to do 'angel business'; Sam went into Dean's room that night to find that he was fast asleep practically hugging Cas' coat. And as much as he denies it, it was the best nights' sleep he's had, and Cas may or may not leave his coat on purpose ;)

The coat smells like Cas, too. He didn’t used to have a smell - probably because angels didn’t sweat or give off any kind of body odour. But lately Dean swears he can detect a hint of Cas’s impossible to describe but unmistakable scent. And his shampoo too, as Cas had fallen into the habit of taking regular showers, though he didn’t need them.

When Sam jokes one day at the breakfast table that Dean should get one of those body pillows and dress it up in the coat, he only narrowly avoids the pancake thrown at his head.

And if a pillow-shaped package mysteriously turns up in Dean’s room one day when he returned from the grocery store to find Sam gone (the note said he was visiting Eileen), well, nobody need ever know that it didn’t immediately end up in the trash…

anonymous asked:

Um wtf did Sam supposedly do that warranted someone to need to defend him like that?? I tend to stay away from drama but the anon was acting as though Sam had committed murder or something. What's the deal??

hahahahahahahhah oh man I stay away from drama as much as humanly possible but I assume it has something to do with Sam’s personal life and certain people being unhappy about it and how Sam/his friends have reacted to certain people being unhappy about it

beyond that I have no clue what has recently occurred in that drama-filled world of the fandom - ive only noticed him in Men’s Health SA and the fact that they’re shooting the final episode of Season 3 now and tbh that’s all I care about

anonymous asked:

I think the anon meant if there will be a bts SamCait moment during promo it could change shippers' minds again. Anon wasn't saying MM would be part of the promo. She won't be. She might be at the premiere though, like Tony will be. But who cares about promo, if Sam and Cait don't spend the hiatus together but with these others.

Well, of course they’ll be spending hiatus with these others… 

As for SC bts moments… based on reactions I read yesterday, I can’t say people were particularly excited about any possible bts and I think many even missed the “banter” as I don’t think I even saw anything about it…

Overall, seems like nothing yesterday hit even the ‘interest’ mark much less any ‘squee’ mark, so….S3 promo… is a long ways away…enough for everyone to get fully over it…

  • For the anon who wanted the incubi having and argument
  • Mika: Sam... what are you doing?
  • Sam: Drinking... chocolate milk? Because I'm thirsty? That a crime?
  • Mika: What are you drinking out of?
  • Sam: It's one of those weird triangle-cup things I found in a cabinet. This one had a hole in the middle though, so I put some of that metal foil shit over it. Genius, I know. I accept thanks in the form of kisses and mozzarella sticks.
  • Mika: Sam, what are you talking about? That's a funnel!
  • Sam: A what?
  • Mika: You don't drink out of a funnel; that hole's supposed to be there!
  • Sam: What the fuck is the point then? It looks just like those glasses up top!
  • Mika: Those are martini glasses!
  • Sam: Aight, fine, if it's such a huge deal then gimme one of those.
  • Mika: What? No! You're not supposed to drink chocolate milk out of a martini glass! Those are for... like... alcohol and stuff.
  • Sam: Oh, what the hell! Y'know what, whatever, I don't care anymore. I'm drinking chocolate milk out of a damn funnel. Stop me.
  • Mika: You look like a perfect moron!
  • James: Good morning.... *sipping coffee from a champagne flute.*
  • Mika:
  • Mika:
  • Mika:
  • Sam: Heh.
  • Mika: Don't.

anonymous asked:

as you are the rec queen I was wondering if you possibly had some weecest fics to recommend? thank you!

Hi nonnie! I’ve recced weecest fics earlier in this “John finds out” post and in this “Dean calls Sam baby boy” post.

There’s also this great rec list made by samsweetchester aka sebastiantrash and this rec list made by wincestreading and this rec list made by wellcometothedarkside and this rec list made by sammytheboyking and this rec list made by cockslutjared.

After you’ve finished reading all of the above, you should also read:

Everyday Life Series by bewaretheides15  
What passes for normal with the Winchesters is a whole new ballpark.Sam and Dean have feelings for each other, and then sexiness ensues. Five fics in the series.
Tags: verse sam/dean weecest virgin!sam kink:voyeurism mutual-masturbation forbidden-fruit fingering caring!dean cuddling first-time bottom!sam top!dean

follow the star whersoever it went by dollylux
Union soldier Dean Winchester gets a furlough to come home for Christmas. (Civil War-era AU.) sam is 12 and dean is 16. Words: 4,041.
Tags: sam/dean  oneshot  au  historical  weecest  teen!chesters  underage!sam  soldier!dean  established-relationship  top!dean  bottom!sam  cuddling  coming-untouched  size!kink

Goodnight Kisses by TheWincestRiots
Dean is 12 when he stops giving Sam a goodnight kiss. He figures they’re both a little too old for that stuff. He still tucks him in, but when Sam looks up at him expectantly, waiting for that kiss on the forehead that he’s gotten every night of his little eight year old life, Dean just pats his shoulder and says “Go to sleep, Sammy”. Words: 2,101.
Tags: sam/dean  weecest  oneshot  kissing  fluff  sad!sam  guilty!dean wee!chesters  teen!chesters  pining  first-kiss

Hands Away by objectlesson
When you’re horny and alone with one person in one room for a long time and you’re sixteen and all you’ve ever been taught is to love your brother more than anything, it doesn’t seem like that far of a leap to start imagining what his mouth would feel like around your dick. Words: 13,298.
Tags: sam/dean weecest first-time pining!dean  forbidden-fruit  bottom!sam  top!dean  underage  angst guilty!dean dub-con brothers-fighting 

here between your hips (this is where I wanna live) by strippedpink
Written for spn_rimmathon with the prompt Dean is trying to embarrass wee!Sammy by talking about sex explicitly while John is gone. But it backfires when Dean starts talking about rimming and Sam says he wonders what that feels like. Of course, Dean has to demonstrate. No plot, just tongue-in-bum. Words: 3, 279.
Tags: sam/dean  weecest bottom!sam embarrassed!sam rimming pwp kink:dirty-talk

High Score by rivers_bend
For the prompt Weecest (Sam is 14-16). bottom Sam. wall sex. Dean [does] Sam up against a wall and Sam has his legs wrapped around Dean and moans. Words: ~1,000.
Tags: sam/dean pwp  bottom!sam  weecest wall-sex  top!dean public-sex  

The First Time by kinksock22
For this prompt at the kink meme: Dean killed his first creature, a werewolf, when he was sixteen. Afterwards John dropped him off at the motel room with Sammy and left on another hunt immediately. I’d like Dean still pumped on adrenaline and Sam worried sick about what happened (and all the bruises he had, per Bad Boys) and all that energy turns into sex even though Dean had sworn they’d wait til Sam was at least 14. I just want passionate, desperate omg you almost died sex with Dean still trying to be gentle, and Sam being swept along (but completely consensual). Words: 2,954.
Tags: sam/dean  oneshot weecest  first-time bottom!sam  top!dean hurt!dean baby-boy

Speechless by veterization
Sam has taken a liking to slipping into Dean’s bed during the night. And even though Dean can’t comprehend why, he finds it hard to complain. Words: ~5,300.
Tags: sam/dean weecest pre-series oneshot bed-sharing forbidden-fruit cuddling first-kiss  

anonymous asked:

Top 5 modern ur Remus/Sirius settings/ideas/shit idk

  1. trans remus and genderfluid sirius meeting in  support group for non binary kids
  2. college au where remus is taking a pre-law course and sirius is taking a pre-med course and they constantly confuse each other by talking about their respective passions but it’s done while cuddling in one their beds and sirius doesn’t mind because remus’ eyes light up and his smile is huge or if it’s the other way around, remus doesn’t mind either because sirius is like this excited child, flailing around about how much he loves his classes 
  3. remus is an artist who’s in a rut and hasn’t painted anything decent in weeks until he meets sirius black who is more than willing to respond to remus’ need for a nude model
  4. im pretty sure i saw this post somewhere and i still think about it everyday: remus going up to sirius because ‘you look really familiar i’ve seen you somewhere’ and sirius is just super smug and hands remus his card that says ‘adult film star’ AMAZING 
  5. everybody lives modern au where remus and sirius are 50+ year old nerds who embarass all the potter-weasley kids because they share the teaching load as DADA teachers. sirius handling james sirius who’s a little shit and causes so much trouble like ‘james potter, two weeks detention. OH MY GOD I’VE WANTED TO SAY THAT FOR YEARS’ ‘oh my god, sirius stop’ but imagine though, REMUS DEALING WITH TEDDY ‘victoire weasley?’ ‘present’ ‘yeah just kidding, i saw vicky sneaking out of the tower two minutes ago, son, i know that’s you’ ‘dad’ ‘do ever go to your classes or do you just cover for all the weasley kids?’
NG S6 Ness Rambles

I finally have the time to binge-watch New Girl Season 6 again, and maybe I can write some reaction about Nick and Jess (because I miss writing about them).

1. House Hunt

Season 5 ended with Dr. Sam making Jess realize that she’s still in love with Nick even though she doesn’t realize it.

But then, Reagan comes into the picture and whisked Nick away from her again.

Instead of doing something about her newly-realized feelings, she tried to distract herself. But then, Nick returns to the loft earlier than expected because he was excited to show Jess that he finished writing his book - The Pepperwood Chronicles - and it was because of Jess. He even dedicated the book to her “for all they’ve been through”.

Just look at them. Nick saluted Jess because, let’s face it, if it weren’t because of her, Nick wouldn’t have the drive to finish the book. Winston once commented that Nick wasn’t a finisher, and maybe Nick wanted to prove to Jess that he can actually accomplish something. Remember in Quick Hardening Caulk, Jess told Nick that it turns her on when she sees Nick actually trying at something. This time, Nick doesn’t only try, he finishes writing the book.

I love the thought of Nick devoting most of his time in New Orleans writing a book (and probably thinking about Jess because - hello, Jessica Night IS Jessica Day) instead of spending quality time with Reagan. No wonder their relationship is too volatile.

Look at this hug. I can feel all the longing on both sides after not seeing each other for a month.

“Get in here. Give me a hug.”

“Look at you, you got jacked.” - because Nick Miller knows Jess’ body and he knows what changed in the 4 weeks he hasn’t seen or touched her.

“I need some Jess.” Oh Nick Miller. You love her so much.

To see and hear Jess acknowledge that she still loves Nick but she couldn’t do anything about it is heart-breaking.