i don't like putting myself out there like this often but

Hi everyone! As some of you guys may know already, my granddad passed away earlier this month, and things have been really hard lately. It’s been difficult trying to keep going with school and art and hell, even eating right and taking decent care of myself is really really hard still. I’m so burnt out from all that has happened this year, but last month and this month especially.

I just wanna say thank you… You’ve all been super sweet and nice and I appreciate you all so much, I honestly don’t know what I would do without having such good pals to depend on in times like these. Thank you for being so patient and understanding… it means a lot.

I’ve been feeling really down and out, but I’m doing my damnedest to push forward. I’ve gotten really upset with myself for not doing more art wise, but to be honest, I guess I needed and still need a bit of a break. A lot of my pals have been doing so well and have been so inspiring it’s made me want to do more! On the same token though, I’ve been beating myself up for not doing more and that’s honestly not what I need right now with everything going on. I need to be kind to myself for a change…

Just a heads up, things are gonna be a lil slower than usual until I get myself in a better spot! I gotta take better care of myself or I won’t be able to do anything ahaha.

But again, thank you for being so patient and sweet. You’re all great and I appreciate each and every one of you so much. Thanks for stickin around, and here’s hoping I’ll get around to doing more things soon!