i don't like a long post tbh

important! please read.

So !! I just wanted to establish this: my MC is based on a reset theory (in mc’s situations she’s basically us, but she has feelings too && she clearly doesn’t like being thrown into different routes, because she doesn’t want to hurt anyone, but due to ‘our’ choices she is forced to). Which means that she will know several things, be aware of it or at some point know that AFTER THE PARTY everything will end. And she will once again wake up in her apartment and see the message from unknown, go to Rika’s apartment and everything will REPEAT itself. She may not be aware of it at first, but sudden anxiety, fear, sadness and loneliness wil overwhelm her at some point where she will slowly start getting the feeling of deja-vu or even remember many things from before. But it really depends. She just knows that this is another world. 

Due to this fact, she changed a bit. She became more mature & more patient, but she developed anxiety and fear of the future. She cannot tell anyone what she’s been going through, she doesn’t know how to explain it — she cannot do that. She is afraid to honestly speak her mind and she became too selfless simply because she thinks she already broke up everyone’s hearts and hurt them. 

She also misses her family a great bunch && I headcanon that she had a younger brother. She doesn’t remember the last time she saw him or her parents. BECAUSE of this repeating loop, she will probably act very calm and mature at some point, but she is a jokester and loves to make others smile, make jokes and funny poses to make others smile. BECAUSE of this strange repeating circle, she’s getting rather mixed feelings when she’s writing messages and she really prefers it so people will not see how she’s trying not to sob because of the understanding that it won’t last long

She treasures every single member in RFA. She loves them all so much and she wants to protect them like no one. And that’s why she’s trying her hardest to make them smile and take care of them.  

EVERYTHING IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION, BUT THIS IS LIKE A BASE FOR THIS BLOG

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I’ve… been saved by you countless times, right?

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Ushijima is unstoppable. ✿✿✿ (click the picture for a better view!) 

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a remake of this post, my trash celebration-for-finally-finishing-days post.

even tho this one is still trash tbh r.i.p

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Vivienne shuts the door of Nick’s apartment and glances down at herself to be sure that she has retrieved all of her belongings. Pumps? Check. Dress? Thank the gods. Great legs and overwhelming sense of sexual superiority? Of course. It isn’t until she is lazily pressing the button for the elevator that the daughter of Poseidon can finally snap open the clutch in her hand and tug out her phone. This moment has been nearly three years in the making and, now, as she unceremoniously types in what has grown to be an unfamiliar number, Viv knows that this is it–– she’s prepared.

She lifts the phone casually to her ear and waits for an answer (or, more accurately, answering machine).

Faking It 2x08 Recap

A closer look at Ali's dreams in 5x13

  • I will be talking about her dreams from a Watsonian perspective which means that I am going to treat Ali as a real person, not a fictional character. While I’m sure that the writers put in foreshadowing and clues into each scene, none of that is going to be important here. Sorry.

  • The supernatural elements and the obvious Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol inspiration will be ignored as well. For the sake of simplicity, all Ali/Mona and Ali/Jessica interactions were normal dreams like any person has and will be treated as such.

  • I have no idea who -A is but I’m going to pretend that it’s not Ali. If we find out that she is or that she is working with the A-Team somehow, please feel free to consider this post bullshit.

  • Yes, I’m hella overanalyzing. Shh.

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gah finally, here’s the majestic booyah nice party with:
grassyghost kumarikat kattlup chenamon quirky-malu jojoroll twilight-hills

second!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! season!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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tagging: @cinnabears / @kosofuninjo / @intoexile / @iblising / @sakiiura / @goreglitters

ZODIAC SIGN: Aries | Taurus | Gemini | Cancer | Leo | Virgo | Libra | Scorpio | Sagittarius | Capricorn | Aquarius | Pisces

MYERS-BRIGGS: ESFP | ISFP | ESTP | ISTP | ESTJ | ISTJ | ESFJ | ISFJ | ENFJ | INFJ | ENFP | INFP | ENTP | INTP | ENTJ | INTJ

FOUR TEMPERAMENTS: Sanguine | Melancholic | Choleric | Phlegmatic

CELTIC ZODIAC: Birch (The Achiever) | Rowan (The Thinker) | Ash (The Enchanter) | Alder (The Trailblazer) | Willow (The Observer) | Hawthorne (The Illusionist) | Oak (The Stabilizer) | Holly (The Ruler) | Hazel (The Knower) | Vine (The Equalizer) | Ivy (The Survivor) | Reed (The Inquisitor) | Elder (The Seeker)

SOUL TYPE: Hunter | Caregiver | Creator | Thinker | Helper  | Educator  | Performer | Leader |Spiritualist

HOGWARTS HOUSE: Gryffindor | Hufflepuff | Ravenclaw | Slytherin

ALIGNMENT: Lawful Good | Neutral Good | Chaotic Good | Lawful Neutral | True Neutral | Chaotic Neutral | Lawful Evil | Neutral Evil | Chaotic Evil

DARK TRIAD: Psychopathy | Machiavellianism | Narcissism

THE ANIMAL IN YOU: Lion | Tiger | Dolphin | Bear | Wild Cat | Fox | Weasel | Badger | Dog | Otter | Wolf | Sea Lion | Wild Dog | Walrus | Gorilla | Deer | Rhinoceros | Hippo | Sable | Horse | Sheep | Mountain Goat | Warthog | Zebra | Baboon | Elephant | Bison | Giraffe | Cottontail | Mole | Bat | Porcupine | Beaver | Prairie Dog | Shrew | Mouse | Eagle | Rooster | Owl | Swan | Peacock | Vulture | Penguin | Crocodile | Snake | Rabbit

LIFE PATH NUMBER: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 11 | 22

ROSENBERG SELF ESTEEM SCALE: 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30

BRAIN LATERALIZATION TEST: Left | Right

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I am perfectly aware I look awful, but I really don’t care at the moment. I’m too happy and I just need to share my feelings and thoughts over these men and what they have done for me because this was literally the best night of my life and I’m certain nothing will beat this. Ever.

I don’t usually believe in the concept of love at first sight since the age of ten (I’m nearly twenty three, despite what my shitty height might indicate) I’ve loved these five (due to health reasons, David doesn’t participate in the pizza parties) men and I honestly do believe I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for them. Due to being raised with a very ‘there’s someone out there who has it worse than you’ mentality, I very much smile for everyone for the sake of not being given shit for my undiagnosed depression. These men have helped me through so much of that shit and getting to meet them and thank them for it is extremely important to me.

While I mentally planned out just what I would say to each of them, when the time came to I was just so emotionally overwhelmed it was just endless rambly word vomit as I tried keep myself together (was actually feeling legit vomity due to emotions but I’m so happy it was just word vomit) and I’ll go into more detail over how each interaction went below.

Pierre was the first cab off the rank and he was just so chill and everything and he was just perfect. My photo with him is my favourite and he was just so all about making the time worth what it was and I’m getting emotional thinking about it. I told him just how long I’d been waiting to meet him and I nearly froze up when he looked me in the eyes after signing my laminate and he was just so chill and I do like to think I looked a lot calmer than I actually was because man, I was a mess.

Second one for me to meet was Sebastien and he is the most precious thing in this world. Too pure. Anyways, while still getting ahold of myself I just couldn’t control my mouth and said “thank you for existing” to him and he was all like “we love doing this” and then that I explained to him that I happened to “word-vomit all over Pierre”, he was all like “don’t vomit!” and laughed in a really cute way and I was internally like “I’m not crying, you’re crying” and we chatted for a bit and he was just the best.

After that, there was Chuck and he was the one I really got to talk to about how Simple Plan have impacted my life and me as a person and the one I got partially serious with as i. And also other little details like how monumental of an occasion this was for me because this was my third time seeing them and first time meeting them and he literally gives the best hugs ever.

Though Jeff was the first one of the band out and into the party, he was the last for me and my friends to get to and the time we had with him was the quickest as it was just wrapping up and they wanted to get the whole pizza party squad in one big photo. While short and sweet, getting to talk to him was really awesome and it just left me with the best feelings on the inside.

After the little indie meet and greet session, there was the big group photo and Chuck was nextish to me (as my short ass was second row from the front) and it was cool. Then after that, everyone got in a line and we all got our photos with the band and I don’t know what the conversation was but as I slid between Jeff and Pierre some Quebecois was exchanged and then again they were all super sweet and then we grabbed our signed posters and left the venue, ending the best night of my life.

I can’t really give any final thoughts because I can’t even really deal with the fact I met them and it’s just so completely wow to me that I don’t even know how to explain it all other than to ramble endlessly and yeah.

TLDR;; Basically I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy in my entire life and there aren’t even many words to use that can even begin to describe how elated I am over this and I fucking love this band so fucking much.

Thank you, Simple Plan

so here’s something i wish i had known years ago, because it might have helped a person or two i’ve cared about, but…

in its essence, a relationship is an agreement between two (or more) people. that’s a really clinical and analytic way to look at it, i know, and when a relationship is new, or when we’re new to relationships, it’s really easy to get caught up in limerence and excitement of something new and hopefully wonderful and forget the boring parts of it. to take the metaphor a little further, it should almost be like a contract in a way. everyone involved should be putting something into it, and everybody should be getting what they want out of the partnership. the beginning is where things like boundaries should be discussed, and other stuff like dealbreakers and exit strategies if things start to go wrong need to be clearly defined.

these are boring, and nobody wants to think about this stuff or talk about it when there’s feelings(!!!) or planning how many cats you’re going to get when you move in together, but it’s important. the time to think about all this stuff is before it goes bad, because then you won’t be thinking clearly and it will be a godsend to have something to fall back on.

you wouldn’t tell somebody to join a business partnership or sign a contract without discussing the terms first, would you? then why do we seem to think personal relationships are any different? especially if you’re inexperienced? i see posts on here telling young artists not to sign their life away to shitty contracts, to negotiate and get what you’re worth, so do that with relationships, too. if something is important to you, say it up front. be open about it. if someone is violating the agreement by doing something that wasn’t agreed on, tell them. things can be renegotiated if they’re caught early and communicated clearly and respectfully.

it gets harder to negotiate anything the longer you’re in it, and it gets harder to get out even if it’s bad for everyone involved if none of this was ever discussed. and it gets harder to talk about it, if there’s never that communication baseline established early on. good people can get caught in shitty agreements where neither one can meet the terms, because nobody ever knew what they were, and nobody ever asked. how could something like this be good for meeting anyone’s needs?

it’s an easy mistake to make, and it’s one of several mistakes i know i made.

the good news is that bad relationships have a beginning and they have an end, just like a bad contract. in some cases, a new agreement can be written with different terms that are mutually beneficial for the parties involved. boundaries can be written in from the start, and things that were bad due to a lack of communication and experience could be improved, because the old agreement is now null and void. the new agreement could be completely different in scope or in form. when something ends, there is the opportunity for something better to begin.

and in some cases, an agreement between those parties can’t be reached again, because either the trust is no longer there, or there’s just not enough mutual benefit for any kind of relationship at all. sometimes an agreement shouldn’t be tried again, especially if one of the people involved repeatedly violated the prior agreement despite everything being clearly defined. and in all those cases, you just have to count your losses and walk away.

but you can take what you learned and move forward, and if the opportunity comes again, you’ll be ready to get what you need out of it the next time.

@lenfaz replied to your post “Such a great meta on Liam! And I think it also explain why he was so…”

But that is also the thing, they were never taught to forgive, not even themselves- They were left behind, sold into slavery and treated like objects for years. No one has ever forgiven them, they don’t know how to forgive themselves… or others.

oh shit, someone stop me, I’m having ALL THE BROTHERS JONES feelings

@nothingimpossibleonlyimprobable replied to your post “Such a great meta on Liam! And I think it also explain why he was so…”

LENA YOU MADE IT WORSE! HOW DARE!

Literal flagellation for their mistakes, can’t forgive, only learn to not make them in  the first place

Dammit all you both are ruining my day in the very best way. Stupid Jones brothers.

Now that I’ve crapped all over your post… just have to say that it’s really phenomenal that we have this sort of consistency for these two, after all the holes in so many characters and storylines. Love or hate their life’s story, the Jones brothers are probably the most consistent characterisations on this entire show

Presented as is bc you guys made my heart do the clenchy thing and it’s unfair for those observations to stay hidden in replies.

(head’s up I’m gonna keep all commentary to single posts like this from now on. any breaks between statements is a commentary pause during the episode)

OKAY episode two starts with “the next time I laugh will be when you die” like shit son take it down a notch or twelve. Also the secret of vampirism is some shit called Plana which btw terrible name. 

Whenever MC says Duo it sounds liek Dio which is hilarious in and of itself, and apparently Duo is dudebro’s father but I’m hardcore squinting bc are we talking birth father or vampire father bc i need to know what kinda daddy issues we’re dealing with here.

“I’M NOT TRYING TO KILL YOU BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT THE CLAN WANTS I’M TRYING TO KILL YOU BECAUSE I WANT TO” WHAT SHAKESPEAREAN BULLSHIT IS THIS HONESTLY. “I THOUGHT YOU GAVE ME ETERNAL LIFE BUT ALL I GOT WAS ETERNAL PAIN” YOU EMO SON OF A BITCH ARE YOU FOR REAL. also i s2g if they say “the disease of death” one more time I’m going to scream

WE HAVE A NAME FOR Mc it’s Zeig -_- YO THIS HUMAN DICKWAD KICKED A PUPPER INTO A TREE AND KILLED IT WHAT THE FUCK. Wait he just turned the dog into a vampire are you kidding me. what the fuck