important! please read.
So !! I just wanted to establish this: my MC is based on a reset theory (in mc’s situations she’s basically us, but she has feelings too && she clearly doesn’t like being thrown into different routes, because she doesn’t want to hurt anyone, but due to ‘our’ choices she is forced to). Which means that she will know several things, be aware of it or at some point know that AFTER THE PARTY everything will end. And she will once again wake up in her apartment and see the message from unknown, go to Rika’s apartment and everything will REPEAT itself. She may not be aware of it at first, but sudden anxiety, fear, sadness and loneliness wil overwhelm her at some point where she will slowly start getting the feeling of deja-vu or even remember many things from before. But it really depends. She just knows that this is another world.
Due to this fact, she changed a bit. She became more mature & more patient, but she developed anxiety and fear of the future. She cannot tell anyone what she’s been going through, she doesn’t know how to explain it — she cannot do that. She is afraid to honestly speak her mind and she became too selfless simply because she thinks she already broke up everyone’s hearts and hurt them.
She also misses her family a great bunch && I headcanon that she had a younger brother. She doesn’t remember the last time she saw him or her parents. BECAUSE of this repeating loop, she will probably act very calm and mature at some point, but she is a jokester and loves to make others smile, make jokes and funny poses to make others smile. BECAUSE of this strange repeating circle, she’s getting rather mixed feelings when she’s writing messages and she really prefers it so people will not see how she’s trying not to sob because of the understanding that it won’t last long.
She treasures every single member in RFA. She loves them all so much and she wants to protect them like no one. And that’s why she’s trying her hardest to make them smile and take care of them.
EVERYTHING IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION, BUT THIS IS LIKE A BASE FOR THIS BLOG