i don't know why it is bothering me so much

  • Sangwoo: So after keeping you locked in my house by breaking both your legs, torturing you, making you kill someone and constant psychological torture, I try to do a nice thing for you by driving you to have a mental breakdown in making you jealous of a girl which leads you to stab her multiple times in a blind murder rage.
  • Yoon Bum: Yes.
  • Sangwoo: And you're telling me that you didn't like it.
  • Yoon Bum: Not particularly.
  • Sangwoo: I don't know why I bother.

hey so why are sapphires pretty much nobility but rubies are cheap disposable foot soldiers when they’re the Same Damn Stone

No one ever needs me as much as i need them
AO3 or Fanfiction.net?

Is it just me, or does everyone else just generally receive nicer comments on AO3? When I get a comment on a work I’ve posted to AO3 it’s usually someone flailing adorably because they liked my stuff and want to let me know. Or they’ve found a mistake that they’re politely pointing out so I can fix it. That great, I like those. When I get a comment on Fanfiction.net (which is less than half as often for the same stories!) it’s quite often phrased as “this was great and all, but here’s some advice.”

Like…I don’t know you. You don’t know me. Please don’t tell me how to write my stories. If you have a critique about something particular in that story or a question than yeah, by all means, I’m more than happy to talk to you. But I don’t want you to tell me that it would be easier to read if I broke my story in to chapters. I already knew that. I read things too. It’s just that structuring my story in to chapters in probably one of the areas I fail at most when it comes to writing. Sorry I’m not a professional author?

Can’t you just be happy that I contributed 46,000 fucking words to your ship?

I was so fucking proud that I finally finished this thing I started so long ago. AO3 made me feel so good about it. Fanfiction.net made me feel that I shouldn’t have even bothered to post it. It makes me want to stop posting to that site, which is sad because I know that there are so many people who use that who don’t come on AO3. So I would never get to share my work with them. I like sharing my stuff. I like when people enjoy it. It’s really discouraging to be so proud of something and have people tell me that I did my thing wrong. They’re not even unhappy with the story itself, just the way I presented the story. Sorry I’m not perfect? 

This isn’t my job. I’m not trained in this shit. I didn’t have to share it with you…

anonymous asked:

What bothers you about first person narrative? I mean I don't have a strong preference so I never understood why people are turned off by it

i really don’t know how to explain it but it just irritates me. like if i start reading a book and it’s first person i’m immediately crushed with disappointment. i think it just feels like…fake?? and i find it so much harder to enjoy/believe idk 

  • Jungkook: *stares dreamily at Justin Bieber*
  • Taehyung: Jungkook, what are you doing? I'm talking to you!
  • Jungkook: *oblivious* Do you think I should go talk to him, Tae?
  • Taehyung: Talk to who? *looks where Jungkook is looking*
  • Taehyung: *Narrows his eyes* Oh, him. *crosses his arms, scowling* Nah, he's probably busy.
  • Jungkook: But he's just standing there, doing nothing.
  • Taehyung: *shrugs and scowls some more* He's probably lost in thought or something.
  • Jungkook: OMG, he's looking right at me!
  • Taehyung: That's because you probably have a stain on your shirt, or something.
  • Jungkook: *looks down* I don't see any stain.
  • Taehyung: It's okay. People like him aren't worth it, anyways. Why have him when you can have me?
  • Jungkook: Huh? *confuzzled*
  • Yoongi: WTF Tae? If Jungkook's mini crush on Justin Bieber bothers you so much, why don't you just go with him?
  • Jungkook: Oh, it bothers you, Tae?
  • Taehyung: No. *still scowling*
  • Jungkook: Because it doesn't have to bother you. You know that I love you the most in the entire world, right TaeTae?
  • Jungkook: You're my everything. I don't even know what I would do without you. You don't have to be worried.
  • Taehyung: *smiling* Okay, we can go see him, now. Both of us. I'm coming too.
  • Jungkook: Okay.
  • Taehyung: Oh, and I also love you.
  • Jungkook: *smiles* I know.

anonymous asked:

Hi, i'm sorry to bother you about this, but as I like your writing very much and didn't find any rec lists with fics i liked, i was wondering if you knew other HP authors who write like you ? (ie : Dramione/Tomione pairings, nice narratives and no bashing ? It's getting increasingly hard to find new fanfics who don't shamelessly bash a canon ship/relationship...) I've already read most of ibuzoo work too and i was browsing your fav page on ff, but there's just to many! Much love to you ! :3

Why are you apologizing when you say such lovely things to me?  So… I’m  not sure anyone writes quite like anyone else, and because bashing doesn’t really bother me (unless someone bashes my dear sweet Draco because back off) I can’t be sure I’d notice it, but I’ll send you to a couple of people whose work you probably know but who I enjoy reccing anyway.

Delancey654 Very dark.  So dark I had to stop reading her work, but an exquisite dramione writer with complex narratives.  ( @delancey654 )

Galfoy  Queen of dramione.  Holy shit, is she amazing.  It’s all incredible.

BonaFake She’s so good.  SO good.  Just gems of stories.  Dramione and tomione. ( @bonafake)

Savva Dramione, theomione, Sevimione. She does it all, and does it all brilliantly. ( @savvyshka)

damnedscribblingwoman So good.  Through the Looking Glass made me cry.  
disillusionist9 I can only read her in spurts because she makes me wallow in inadequacy.  The queen of rare pairs. She’ll shred your heart and make you ask for more. ( @disillusionist9)

dulce.de.leche.go If you want dark, complex tomione stories, she’s your writer.  Persephone is so complicated she has a multi-colored chart.  ( @dulce-de-leche-go)

Riptey  beautiful dramione.  Everyone recs Friend Number Three, and with reason, but Queen of Heaven is my favorite.

shayalonnie It seems ridiculous to rec her, since you surely know her, but if you want long dramione with rich narrative and cathartic delights, you can’t go wrong with Presque Toujours Pur. ( @shayalonnie)

Rizzle Just read her. You’ll be glad you have.  ( @andgladly)

anonymous asked:

hey, someone on Instagram reposted your Alice Angel art. the account is just called save bendy and they're not giving credit to anyone at all. I'm so sorry this happened but they're doing it to other artists too and I hate they just flat out stole from you and then proceeded to insult you as well. 😰😰 this person is just really fucking mean by first glance so I hope they take it down instead of arguing if you don't want it there.

I know about it, and y’know what? It doesn’t bother me anymore! They can insult me as much as they want: let them. It only proves how immature and ignorant they are.

And i’m not gonna fight them, why i would waste my time making someone else feel bad when i could be spreading positivity? (That’s why I created it @batimpositivity with my friends). If they hate my art style to that point, they could have simply pretended to not see it, because it’s so not hard to do that.

I’m so tired of fandom hate, if you dislike the something you can simple avoid it by just staying away from the tags. And to be quite honest, the Batim, Undertale or FNAF fandoms aren’t BAD at all, the only bad thing about them are the cringe blogs and bullies, calling themselves ‘saviors’.

when ann gets her outfit, she immediately tries to cover herself up as much as possible and her voice is like, Really Really distressed?? like, for wearing something that’s supposed to represent her inner self, she’s really uncomfortable and i don’t get why they’d do that??? unless they address it later as a Repressed Desire or some shit  .. anyways it’s been bothering me so i attempted a resdesign or something. idk.

2skip  asked:

Chapter 31 (the church scene) of BLLB ends with Ronan being very angry. Why? This scene really bothers me, like I'm missing something important. He could be angry just because, but I don't think so. It's like this time, he's actually really hurt. Did the dream upset him? He almost seems ashamed (?), but I can't for the life of me figure out why. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it and he's upset because he's Ronan Lynch. What do I know? He challenges us all to learn him again :) Thanks, Kat

Dear wolfwings7,

The short answer to this is he thought he didn’t have to feel that way anymore. 

The longer answer requires spoilers. 




Is that far enough? If you’re spoiled after this, it’s your own fault. 

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anonymous asked:

Is there a reason you like Korean guys so much? They're basically metrosexual and act like women. White dudes in America (actually basically any other race like Black guys) act way more masculine than these guys. I don't know why you bother to be honest. If you want a girlfriend, just date another girl, not some Asian guy pretending to be one.

umm, ?? idk if you have a problem with me but

First of all, it’s not like I have some weird fetish or fixation on Korean guys (that’s creepy and wrong on so many levels. jeez I reblog a couple kpop posts and suddenly this..), and secondly, why are you generalizing and acting as if more “feminine” traits are less ideal? Especially talking as if having masculine traits are the attributes that I should prefer, which tbh, is kind of jackassy. 

And I understand that there are different expectations and standards for what is considered attractive/ideal in these countries (and so should you). But if things like makeup and looking bomb af with it makes you “basically metrosexual and a woman” then you need to lighten up and open your eyes. There’s no need to condemn people that maintain their appearance, and you negatively using women in your comparisons implies that acting like one is insulting, which is really demeaning and rude. Honestly this entire ask is so narrow-minded–I get that a lot of Americans/Western nations prioritize rugged, manly men that can bench press seventy five logs at once, but it’s no reason for you to take it and degrade others.  

I’ll date a guy for who they are, not for the masculinity that you seem to be describing. I like many kpop idols because of their personalities, not just how they look and act, and if some male idols happen to demonstrate more feminine traits, then what of it? They’re not any less of a person/man because the way they act, and if anything it makes them more human. My buddy pal, if you could kindly take your toxic ideals about men and how they should act and leave, I’d really appreciate that. 

anonymous asked:

hey! i don't mean to be annoying or anything but i was just wondering what you thought of 13 reasons why? I've heard some people say it's horrible rep for those with mental illness and others praise it and since you're mentally ill and studying psych (and one of the calmest people when it comes to discourse lol(, i wanted to know if it is problematic or not?

Hi! You’re not bothering me at all. My very long and probably very disorganized answer (sorry, I tried but there’s so much to talk about) is under the cut, but overall, 13 reasons why isn’t problematic per say, but it has it’s faults. 

Trigger Warning: Discussion of suicide and depression below. 

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Analysis of Kidge
  • When i watched VLD for the first time i was simply amazed by quality. The fact that Dream Works did such a great job on this reboot made my heart skip a beat.
  • All the characters have very nice designs and I.Love.It. Must say i like how they change Pidge into a girl - she is my favourite character(so far) and the possibilities for ships in this show are incredibly. Problematic. For me.
  • Or at least were.
  • When it comes to shipping, i'm usually waiting until the last episode to judge, if those characters could work for me as ship or otp. I love to turn on my analytical thinking on. (that's just how i roll lol) You know - "interaction quality". At first i (what's suprising) din't focus on Klance, the most popular and loved ship or any other ship in particular. My attention drew Pidge x Shiro.(i know, don't get triggered now ok? let me explain)
  • They were just adorable leader - haker team, linked by the situation with Matt and their father. I need to say this, i did ship them romanticaly... But, i found out that she is a litlle younger than him and then Shiro just dissapeared in the last episode of season 2. Poof. Heartbroken lol jk.
  • So my hart was a little confused but i moved on quickly.
  • I decided to rewatch Voltron, just for fun, look for things i did not notice before or just animation errors. Or ANALYSING PLOTS DIRECTION.
  • Guess what happend. Ironically i found fanart of the last couple i could think of. Kidge/Peith.
  • My first reaction was really stupid and bad like :
  • "what is this, who made this, why them together, i don't understand this at all, they don't have much screen time together, did i missed something, must check it out myself and judge"
  • I was really suprised. Like, i don't know why actually.
  • Turns out i was not paing enough analytic attention.
  • It really bothered me so i ended up rewatching voltron just to UNDERSTAND why some people ships Kidge. Seriously.
  • (At that point i was shipping everything BUT KIDGE)
  • And it was good choice to check it out.
  • I was analysing literally EVERY little thing. Like some frikin' conspiracy theory fanatic. And i put my shippers google on.
  • Thats the irony of this situation. Because i find more quality in Kidge than i was expecting. It's true, for some reason they really don't have much time-bonding on screen and i hope it will change in season 3. I don't understand why.
  • If we take a look at things from 80s - they were like ... Best Friends forever.
  • BUT let's go back to VLD. When Keith and Katie do have time on screen together. Ooh. Dude. It's... Really something interesting to watch and think of.
  • Not just because it's suppouse to be cute or whatever, but to understand deepness of the whole show and characters.
  • Both, Pidge/Katie and Keith had someone close to them who was tooked by Zarcons force - Katies brother and father, Keiths dear friend Shirogane Takashi, who (acording to scene where Keith is talking to Shiros hologram) was like brother to him.
  • (brother-zone, thanks Keith for breaking my dreams of Sheith. Still gona ship platonicaly though.)
  • Katie joined the academy, Keith dropped out. Both were devoted and driven by need to search for the answers.
  • Both are inteligent, stubborn and could be daring.
  • Both are not really good when it comes to socialise with people, althoug Pidge is slightly better at this than Keith, who usually plays the role of the lone wolf of Voltron. (not really, he is emo cinnamon roll)
  • Both become voltron arms, side by side working as Sword and Shield of Voltron.
  • It's not just comparisson. They are different in some aspects which brings great balance between them as a duo.
  • Keith is the intuition and feelings, Kaite intelect and logic of Voltron.
  • Just like human left and right side of brain, lions of Voltron working together making it whole.
  • They interactions are not like the rest of palladins, and im not biasing right now to prove my point. There is much more to it than that.
  • It's just pure neutral analysis. When Keith and Lance were showing sings on certain mission it was problematic at first for them to understand each other.
  • While the Keith and Pidge needed only ONE nod to know what is the other one thinking, able to cooperate in case to attack the intruder.
  • That's exacly what makes me interested in this ship.
  • Not sweetness of them. Not becuse it look good/bad. Not the single moments, fanarts, fanfics,of them. But the wonderful pleasure and possibility of analising it just for fun and thinking about the future episodes.
  • Disclaimer :
  • 1. a)they are not my only otp/brotp/ or whatever. I'm a multishipper, and i respect all of the opinions.
  • If you don't like it. I understand and not gonna hate you becuse of that.
  • b) Simply becuse i like all of the characters. Yes, even Galra race needs some love.
  • 2. English it's not my first language, so sorry for every grammar mistake i did in text. Hopefully it's not that bad.
  • 3. I like to draw fanarts of different ships in Voltron, so if you have a problem with that, i'm sorry but it's not gonna change. After all we are all part of the one big fandom. Just like Voltron. We should at least respect each others oppinions.

anonymous asked:

So stop acting like to know everything about the industry because you don't. And if you did then you'd realise that jen and Darren are in a relationship. You'll block me and try and act like this hasn't bothered you but you know deep don't that all the joshifer stuff you say is fake. Your trying to convince yourself of something that never happened. Have fun blocking me but if I've at least made you see that your ridiculous and sad that I'll be happy. Also get a job your 40 years old!!

You sent me 5 messages. FIVE.

One. Two. Three. Four. FIVE.

Five messages about how I am wrong and I don’t know anything and you know everything and you are right.


This whole message was really just art wrapped in hand wringing and nervousness. You should probably check why someone having a different opinion than you bothers you so much. 

Also, you should have tried to insult me with adding something about taking care of some kids to really drive home your heternormative sexist world view.

Also when I am 40 I will be happy with the knowledge that I never sent anyone some anonymous hate about two celebrities, which is something you will have to live with for the rest of your life. So when you are 40 and doing whatever it is you want to do with your life you’re going to think back on this younger version of yourself and be like jeez who the fuck cares, why did I do that to someone I didn’t know? Why was I such a little asshole to people over something that doesn’t even matter?

Because you have the choice to just move on from a website that has a different opinion than you do. You make the choice to go and try to hurt someone. That says a lot about who you are as a person. But I have faith that you’ll grow as a person and when you are 40 you’ll be a better version of yourself.

You didn’t hurt me, you should really fear 40 year old unemployed people who have access to the internet, they are more resilient than you.

But I hope you have a good day.

anonymous asked:

I haven't played Overwatch, but I love the stories you write. Sailor Moon too of course! Your writing just gives me a lot of feelings. I admire you a lot. Thank you for being you.

You know, sometimes, I look at stuff and i’m like, SHIT WHY DO I BOTHER? 

And then I get stuff like this, and I remember why I’ve spent my whole life writing, and why i devote so much time, still, to telling stories to an audience. 

So thank you, really, this really meant a lot to me right now, I mean it always would have, but I’ve had a fair amount of ego bruising and shit over the last week or so, and this meant a lot. 

lunaswondrousworld replied to your post “let me just be salty for one sec, it’s been too long if you think…”

I hate that so much about the new Promos. Also, every time I have to read “battle couple m@lec”, an angel falls down from the sky and dies. Like, can we just leave SOME things out if all that shipping bs please? Ugh!

thisssssss like it’s one of the things that annoy me the most and that have driven me away from the ship, what causes me to cringe everytime i see it…..everything has to do with IT. alec smiles?? HE NEVER DID THAT BEFORE MAGNUS. alec loves? HE LEARNED HOW TO FROM MAGNUS.