i don't know who allowed you to be this perfect

chy_leigh

Friends… #IDONTMIND talking about mental illness. I come from a long line of mood disorders, depression, anxiety, and ADD. I take medication every day to keep myself as balanced as possible. I used to be ashamed about that. I used to feel like a huge disappointment to everyone around me. To the ones I love the most and… to myself. I was raised with the notion that asking for help meant you weren’t good enough. I was taught that talking about my struggles, my depression, my anger wasn’t acceptable. I had to be ok, for everyone else’s sake. So I buried, friends. Deep down.
And to be honest, I still battle with myself sometimes. But I’ve had to come to grips with the fact that I’m not perfect. I can’t be everything for everyone. I have to be easier on myself. I have to forgive myself. I have to allow for mistakes. And I’m willing to share those so that, hopefully, I can be a positive influence in this world. What greater example can we all set than to know ourselves and accept who we are? Stripes and all.
Thank you @christophrwood for your humility, your candor, and your willingness to share your own journey. It’s necessary, it’s appreciated, it’s inspiring. @idontmind Let’s @Createchange together!

  • on the outside: wow, DBZ Ressurection F was such a good movie!! It was pretty funny, too X3
  • on the inside: why the FUCK didn't Android 18 fight she is literally stronger than Krillin, Tien, and Master Roshi COMBINED she could've taken out half of Frieza's men aND SHE'S JUST REGULATED TO TAKING CARE OF MARRON??? and why the hell was Gohan KO'd so fucking quickly - this is the dude who beat CELL FUCKING PERFECT CELL AND ALSO WENT TOE-TO-TOE WITH SUPER BUU (and apparently with the new timeline that was only like two - three years ago) ARE YOU SHITTING ME. WHY ARE GOKU AND VEGETA THE ONLY FIGHTERS THAT STAND A CHANCE ANYMORE DOES EVERYONE FORGET THAT GOHAN WAS SUPPOSED TO SURPASS THEM BECAUSE HIS HUMAN DNA ALLOWED HIM TO MAXIMIZE SAIYAN POTENTIAL?? I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS FAN DEMAND BULLSHIT I DON'T KNOW WHY I CARE SO MUCH but at least Vegeta got his shining moment in the end damn that only took ten years good for you my thrash anime dad.
  • Jimin: /breathes
  • Me: OMG CAN YOU NOT? YOU ARE SO RUDE, YOU KNOW THAT? WHO ALLOWED YOU? I WANNA PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE SO HARD. WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE? WOW THOSE ABS THO I COULD CLING ON YOUR THIGHS FOR ALL MY LIFE AND WHY DO YOU SOUND LIKE A 5 YEAR OLD BOY? DON'T GIMME THAT ATTITUDE, OKAY? YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE MY BIAS AND WILL YOU STOP BEING SO PERFECT? TELL ME YOUR SECRET FOR THAT ROUND ASS OF YOURS GODDAMNIT

wigglebox  asked:

Uhm, one more thing and once again I'm probably over reading into it but when Dean is looking at those pictures on the floor I was also reminded back to Season 5 finale when Sam caught the glint from the car? And was able to break through from Lucifer? I don't know. You're the only one on my dash right now who is awake so I'm going to bother you about it! Let me know if I'm being annoying :)

You’re not bothering me at all, darlin’. I am more than happy to keep talking about every aspect of this perfect episode.

The pictures Sam showed to Dean most certainly resonated with the glint Lucifer saw in the Impala in Swan Song that allowed Sam to take back control of his body.

The pictures of Dean and Mary, the Impala and that toy soldier and the engravings of their initials…they’re symbols of Home. The Impala represented Home and Family to Sam. The epitome of Love. Love brought Sam back from oblivion, allowed him to take control and send Lucifer straight back to Hell, even at the sacrifice of his own life. It was all about Dean and everything he represents to Sam - brother, father, mother, and friend.

The pictures of Dean and Mary were a reminder of the life Dean lost in a fire. That fire…Mary fought Fate. She wasn’t supposed to remember. She wasn’t supposed to be there. But she fought fucking Fate for the sake of saving her son, who was damned long before his conception. And she died trying to save him. Just like Dean died trying to save him. It is a cycle. Always a perfect circle. 

Dean responding to those pictures, to everything he lost and everything he’s truly ever wanted, was sign of character development. In his darkest hour, his back was up against the wall. Killing Death was a split second decision that Dean wasn’t even sure would freakin’ work, but he did it because what the hell else do you do when someone puts a gun to your head? You submit to your Fate, or you take the fucking the gun, or you call their bluff, or you do any of the 146 other options available to you to fucking fight back. You fight Fate, whether it has a gun to your head or your balls in its hands. You fight. And Dean fought back because the pictures of his mother reminded him of everything she did to fight back for her family, for the people she loves most in this godforsaken world. And Dean Winchester is his mother’s son. Always.

anonymous asked:

I don't want to see Daryl shower. I don't want him to cut his hair. All I want is for him to experience real, unconditional comfort, love and happiness that makes him feel worthy as a human being for more than two seconds. I want him to smile and be allowed to be playful and light for a moment because he's earned it. And what do you know, this is also all I want for Carol and the way the show has been written over 6 seasons they are the only ones who can truly do this for each other.

^^^THIS!

You just described my entire reason for shipping Caryl in one short paragraph. PERFECTION.

Originally posted by controyeboi

aholidayhome  asked:

Hi! I'm hoping this is in line with what I've seen you post. This is a new blog where people can send holiday letters to those (many lgbtqa+) who don't have welcoming families this holiday season. It's similar to YourHolidayMom but we allow letters from everyone and not just for Christmas. I would really love for you to write a letter. If you don't have time, that's fine, though I would beg you to at least mention it on your blog. I just want everyone to know they have people who care this year.

(( I’ll write the letter here if that’s alright… I’d like everyone to see this blog, I know a few of my followers could use some love over the holidays. <3

A Sibling for the Holidays

Hey,

You are perfect, you came to earth exactly how nature intended, the way you were meant to be… no mistakes, no abnormalities, no sins.

You deserve all the love in the world… And deserve to love and be loved by the person of your choice. I hope you’ll feel that love, not only at this time of year, but always. Even if others fail to see your beauty, even if those that should love you most disappoint you, know that you are loved and you have a family…

Because family isn’t always blood.

Draw close to the people that see you for who you are… funny, smart, loving, loyal, patient, considerate, spontaneous, humble, awkward, gentle, passionate, etc.

A human being.

Life can be beautiful, and you can make it right. You can find the people that love you most, and that you share the most common ground with.

The people you choose to surround yourself with are your family. You create your own family.

So here’s a sibling for the holiday… Sending you love, snuggles, hot chocolate, fuzzy pajamas, random outbursts of carol singing in the kitchen while making dinner, complaints because you never know what you want for Christmas and it’s impossible to shop for you, extra layers, Christmas lights, and snowy nights by warm fires.

Merry Christmas Sweetheart.

-TT ))

chasing-the-fullmoon  asked:

As much as I try to be the perfect daughter for my parents, I could never be who they want me to be. I wonder if I'm selfish for wanting to take charge of my own life instead of allowing them to do it for me? I'm not happy, I feel ugly, I'm constantly reminded of my weight. Some say the bad things will motivate you to keep going but I don't know if I can tbh. Nobody knows that I break down every night when everyone's asleep. I feel alone and not even my boyfriend knows helpful advice.

Hey, sweetheart. About a month ago I answered to a similar message, you can read it here. I hope it helps you even a little bit. 

There is no such thing as a “perfect daughter” - we all have our flaws, none of us is perfect. Remember that you don’t have to be perfect and you can’t please everyone.