i don't know what i'm even doing with life anymore

if when I was younger someone told me that when I’d be 24, I’d be blogging about how the Pink Ranger from that weird dinosaur robots show my brother is forcing me to watch is a power bottom and the Yellow Ranger is a service top at 1:40am on a Wednesday like it was the most important subject of debate in the world, I’d have probably cried for 10 hours straight

Disney Lyric Starters
  • [ Classic, modern, golden days, you name it, i got it. Feel free to change pronouns etc. Also this is a looong post]:
  • "Some day, my prince will come."
  • "Some day, we'll meet again."
  • "Some day when spring is here, we'll find our love anew."
  • "And soon you'll find you're dancing to the tune."
  • "There isn't any let up. I hear them calling, calling."
  • "Every time she/he'd find a minute, that's the time that they begin it."
  • "They always keep her/him hopping."
  • "She/He goes around in circles till she/he's very, very dizzy."
  • "They have stars in their eyes."
  • "Side by side with your loved one, you'll find enchantment here."
  • "The night will weave its magic spell when the one you love is near."
  • "This is the night, and the heavens are right."
  • "Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?"
  • "Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?"
  • "How many wonders can one cavern hold?"
  • "I want to be where the people are."
  • "I want to see, want to see 'em dancing."
  • "Flipping your fins, you don't get too far."
  • "What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?"
  • "Sick of swimming. Ready to stand."
  • "And I'm ready to know what the people know."
  • "When's it my turn?"
  • "I can see what's happening, and they don't have a clue."
  • "With all this romantic atmosphere, disaster's in the air."
  • "She'd turn away from me."
  • "He's holding back. He's hiding."
  • "Why won't he be the king I know he is, the king I see inside?"
  • "Love is where they are."
  • "If there's a prize for rotten judgement, I guess I've already won that."
  • "No man is worth the aggravation."
  • "Honey, we can see right through you."
  • "It's too cliche. I won't say I'm in love."
  • "I thought my heart had learned its lesson."
  • "You keep on denying who you are and how you're feeling."
  • "Get off my case. I won't say it!"
  • "I steal only what I can't afford."
  • "These guys don't appreciate I'm broke."
  • "I can take a hint, gotta face the facts. You're my only friend."
  • "I'd blame parents except he hasn't got 'em."
  • "Tell you all about it when I got the time!"
  • "I think I'll take a stroll around the block."
  • "Let's not be too hasty."
  • "They're quick, but I'm much faster."
  • "Barely even friends, then somebody bends unexpectedly."
  • "Both a little scared, neither one prepared."
  • "Finding you can change, learning you were wrong."
  • "Certain as the sun rising in the east."
  • "There's something sweet and almost kind."
  • "I wonder why I didn't see it there before."
  • "Who'd have ever thought that this could be?"
  • "True he's no "Prince Charming"..."
  • "Who'd have guessed they'd come together on their own?"
  • "We'll wait and see a few days more."
  • "What I love most about rivers is you can't step in the same river twice."
  • "To be safe, we lose our chance of knowing."
  • "Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming?"
  • "Is all my dreaming at an end?"
  • "For a long time we've been marching off to battle."
  • "Our aching feet aren't easy to ignore."
  • "Think of instead, a girl worth fighting for."
  • "I want her paler than the moon with eyes that shine like stars."
  • "It all depends on what she cooks like."
  • "Bet the local girls thought you were quite the charmer."
  • "Yet the only girl who'd love him is his mother."
  • "Whatever you do, I'll do it, too."
  • "Show me everything, and tell me how."
  • "It all means something, yet nothing to me."
  • "It's all so close, and yet so far."
  • "I wanna know. Can you show me?"
  • "I wanna know about these strangers like me."
  • "Why do I have this growing need to be beside her?"
  • "Come with me now to see my world."
  • "Don't you disrespect me, little man!"
  • "You're in my world now, not your world."
  • "And I got friends on the other side."
  • "Sit down on my table, put your minds at ease."
  • "I can read your future. I can change it around some, too."
  • "You come from two long lines of royalty."
  • "I'm a royal myself on my mother's side."
  • "Your lifestyle's high, but your funds are low."
  • "Mom and dad cut you off, huh, playboy?"
  • "You've been pushed around all your life."
  • "Won't you shake the poor sinner's hand?"
  • "I hope you're satisfied, but if you ain't, don't blame me!"
  • "All that time never even knowing just how blind I've been."
  • "At last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted."
  • "If she/he's here, it's crystal clear I'm where I'm meant to go."
  • "All at once everything is different now that I see you."
  • "Come on, let's go and play!"
  • "I never see you anymore."
  • "We used to be best buddies, and now we're not."
  • "I've started talking to the pictures on the walls."
  • "It gets a little lonely, all these empty rooms."
  • "People are asking where you've been."
  • "They say "Have courage," and I'm trying to."
  • "We only have each other."
  • "It's just you and me. What are we gonna do?"
  • "Okay, can I just say something crazy?"
  • "I love crazy."
  • "I've been searching my whole life to find my own place."
  • "I've never met someone who thinks so much like me."
  • "Say goodbye to the pain of the past."
  • "We don't have to feel it anymore."
  • "Can I say something even crazier?"
  • "I've been staring at the edge of the water for as long as I can remember."
  • "Every road leads back to the place I know where I cannot go."
  • "It calls me, and no one knows how far it goes."
  • "I can lead with pride. I can make us strong."
  • "I'll be satisfied if I play along."
  • "What is wrong with me?"
  • "But no one knows how deep it goes."
  • "If the wind on my sail on the sea stays behind me, one day I'll know how far I'll go."
  • "Now I know I can be happy as a clam because I'm beautiful, baby."
  • "Scrub the deck and make it look shiny."
  • "I just love free food."
  • "Ouch! What a terrible performance!"
  • "You don't swing it like you used to, man."
  • "Send your armies, but they'll never be enough."
  • "You try to be tough, but your armor's just not hard enough."
  • I'm laying in my bed. The room is completely dark. O Helga Natt is on repeat.
  • Mom: Hey honey what do you want for dinne... Aren't you over exaggerating?
  • Me: I don't know, am I? Does anything make sense to you anymore? Everything led up to this day and now... Nothing.
  • Tell Julie it's too late.
  • Mom: I will make a salad...
When you try so hard to keep a person in your life, I think it’s the perfect time to let go. I believe that love or friendship should not be so goddamn hard to keep; if they want you in their life they’ll do whatever it takes to keep you. If they don’t, then you’ll find yourself doing whatever it takes to keep them.
—  If someone was meant to be in your life, they’ll be there with a simple hello.

anonymous asked:

Ok I'm honestly concerned for Milo. They don't seem to have dysphoria and yet are taking T shots. I feel like when the changes do happen they'll force themselves to be happy bc they are convinced it's what they want. This could lead to even suicide. Wish I could help, but there's nothing we can do, it's their choice

Milo needs to seriously reevaluate her life choices. I don’t know if she even believes what she’s saying anymore, or if she’s just pandering to the audience she somehow has. Starting T when she’s not dysphoric is just going to fuck her up, and possibly even give her dysphoria in the long run. I think it’s going to do her more harm than good. Milo needs to step away from the internet for a while and just live her life without thousands of people telling her she’s incapable of making wrong choices.



So what if they do this, they stop playing with each other when they’re younger, because of the whole thing with Eren, but then, yeeeaaars later, when they’re ALL GROWN UP, it’s like DAYUM (remember we were talking about the Swan Princess?!?!) because puberty’s been good to them and I no longer have control of my life, goodbye friends

anonymous asked:

Can you please pray for me, I'm afraid that I'm losing my faith and I even started having thought of "I don't even want God in my life anymore" and I know these are wrong and I don't know what to change it

Hi friend,

Sending prayers up for you. <3

I think the fact that you’re worried about that thought (and that you came here for prayers) means that in your heart you know to be true the opposite (of that thought). I think you know that not only do you want God in your life, but you need God. 

These thoughts are so scary, and you’re not alone. I’ve had them too. I really believe them to be the enemy. I think he sees that we’ve got something good going on (with God), and he wants to stop us in our tracks. He doesn’t want us to pray or read our Bibles or have fellowship or any of that. 

So fight back, friend. It’s going to be hard, but try your hardest to keep leaning into God during this time. Talk to Him. Tell Him about the thoughts and tell Him that you don’t know what to do and ask Him for help. He’s got you, love. I promise you, He’s got you. 

“Jesus looked at them and said, “’With man it is impossible, but not with God. For all things are possible with God.’” - Mark 10:27

“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” - Joshua 1:9

All my love,


It was bound to happen.

None of the individual pictures belong to me!!

anonymous asked:

some days it's like what's the fucking point in even trying? Why am I still here?what will my life ever amount to?What's the fucking point? Why why why why do we put ourselves through shit only to not get anything out of it? WhAts the fucking point anymore? College is only so important grades and degrees are only so important I don't even know if I want kids Idk who the fuck I Like Idk shit and I certainly don't know what is happening w/ my life or why I'm still here nd going.What's the point?


I still like you. Tell me you do not like me, and maybe it would hurt enough that I would let go. I am not sure.
—  10:34pm thoughts// actually, no, I’m not fine and certainly not okay
Heat (1995) Starters
  • "You know, you can ball my wife if she wants you to. You can lounge around here on her sofa, in her ex-husband's dead-tech, post-modernistic bullshit house if you want to. But you do not get to watch MY FUCKING TELEVISION SET!"
  • "Ain't a hard time been invented that I cannot handle"
  • "And all I know is... all I know is there's no point in me going anywhere anymore if it's going to be alone... without you."
  • "Because she's got a...GREAT ASS!"
  • "Bon voyage, motherfucker."
  • "But I tell you, if it's between you and some poor bastard whose wife you're gonna turn into a widow, brother, you are going down."
  • "Don't let yourself get attached to anything you are not willing to walk out on in 30 seconds flat if you feel the heat around the corner."
  • "Don't waste my motherfucking time!"
  • "For me the sun rises and sets with her, man."
  • "He knew the risks, he didn't have to be there. It rains... you get wet."
  • "I ain't lying. You're a hot dog. A regular rodeo rider. And this was the monster fuck of my young life."
  • "I ain't your cousin, you rat motherfucker."
  • "I am never going back."
  • "I don't even know what I'm doing anymore."
  • "I don't want to wear the blue ones. They don't match!"
  • "I gotta hold on to my angst. I preserve it because I need it. It keeps me sharp, on the edge, where I gotta be."
  • "I have one where I'm drowning. And I gotta wake myself up and start breathing or I'll die in my sleep."
  • "I know life is short, whatever time you get is luck."
  • "I love you. I love you fat, bald, money, no money, driving a bus - I don't care."
  • "I may be stoned on grass and Prozac, but you've been walking through our life dead."
  • "I mean - is this guy something, or is he something?"
  • "I say what I mean, and I do what I say."
  • "I told you, when we hooked up, baby, that you were gonna have to share me with all the bad people and all the ugly events on this planet."
  • "I'd like to know what's behind that grim look on your face."
  • "I'm alone, I am not lonely."
  • "I'm angry. I'm very angry, _____."
  • "It's like risk versus reward, baby."
  • "So you never wanted a regular type life?"
  • "That's pretty vacant, you know."
  • "Well I am... over-fuckin' whelmed."
  • "Well ya know, for me, the action is the juice."
  • "What am I doing? I'm talking to a blank telephone, cause there is a dead man on the other end of this fucking line..."
  • "What are you, a monk?"
  • "When are you gonna get a lady?"
  • "Where's your empathy, brother? It's a substance abuse problem."
  • "Who? Who? What are you, a fucking owl?"
  • "Why'd I get mixed up with that bitch?"
  • "You do what you do, and I do what I gotta do."
  • "You know, we are sitting here, you and I, like a couple of regular fellas."
  • "You see me doin' thrill-seeker liquor store holdups with a "Born to Lose" tattoo on my chest?"
  • "You're proud of me? What the hell're you proud of me for?"
  • "You want to walk? You walk right now. Or on your own... on your own you choose to come with me."

Oh my god how have I not heard more of OneRepublic’s stuff YOU ARE SO RIGHT and also i’m so sorry but this is literally also my reaction to hearing any lyrics about Being On FIIIIIIRE

(one of the things i’ve noticed is that “I’m on FIRE” and “I can’t breathe” metaphors are in pretty much every second song ever. IT IS CONVENIENT BUT ALSO PAINFUL)

idk what Anakin is doing but he probably has enough feelings to break into an epic Disney solo.

Just Checking In...

Hi everyone! As most of you know, I quit playing sims about a month ago. I just logged back on to see what’s going on in the sims world and noticed that I have 360 followers… which is insane considering I don’t even play anymore. But anyway, thanks for supporting my past self lol

Also, I just wanted say that I’m really enjoying this not playing sims thing (although I do miss the strange glitches and drowning people). Now that my life isn’t absorbed in a screen, I’ve had so much more time to work on things that are more important, such as violin. A year ago, I could barely play the thing, but I just got my vibrato a few days ago, am playing three-octave scales, and will be auditioning for a symphony orchestra at the end of the month. Plus, I’ve gotten much healthier. I lost 3 pounds after climbing Arthur’s Seat (and practically walking 10 miles everyday in Edinburgh) and I feel much more awake and eat healthy, too! Sometimes you have to let go of things you love in order to be happier!

I hope you all are having a healthy and happy day/night!

anonymous asked:

when bbrae discover raven's with child, bb takes it upon himself to learn how to braid hair and practices on raven while she reads


Raven looked up from the book spread out over her knees and looked over her shoulder at him. He was grinning, and pushed the braid over her shoulder, letting it rest on the curve of her breast. The braid was intricate, catching all the thin light of the lamps in their room, and reflecting little plum sparkles back to her. Raven, try as she might, couldn’t keep the smile from tugging at her lips. 

“It looks good, Gar.”

“Thanks.” He grinned and leaned forward, resting his chin against her shoulder, his stare glancing down at her swollen stomach with a soft sigh. His fingers ran along her stomach for a bit before he pulled he hand back, kissing her neck quickly. “Do you think it’ll be good enough for her?” 

“I’m sure it will… I’m sure that no matter what, you’re going to love your daughter.” She reached behind her and teasingly tugged on a lock of his hair. “No matter what.” 

She felt him smile, pressing another kiss to her neck. “You’re the best, Rae.”