i don't know if i want an answer

fabrickroll  asked:

Synne! This Mercy nerf has me disillusioned about playing her ever again how do I cope?!

uHhghkgjkfjg to be honest…. i haven’t picked up overwatch since the first nerf……..if i did play it was only in mayhem mode where her cool down for rez was only 5 sec so she was barely playable… BUT NOW THEY TOOK OUT MAYHEM MODE BUT HEY THERE IS 3 VERSIONS OF LOCK OUT MODE smh 

AHAHAHAH TIME TO FIND A NEW MAIN u____u I heard ana can 3 shot tracer-genji again so maybe I will go back to ana or if moira is any good….////thinking face

gotta pour one out for us mercy mains

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anonymous asked:

Lance würde bims und vong sagen und du weißt es

blockd

I DON’T KNOW WHAT VONG MEANS EITHER AND FRANKLY I DON’T WANT TO FIND OUT THIS IS AWFUL

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,if germans already react like i do i don’t even want to imagine it

maybe?? i’m not from munich and the one other german person on tumblr that didn’t know of it either isn’t from munich either so you might be onto something :P

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infodumping about the ocean

anonymous asked:

Kat,,,,,,,keith Cries,,,,,,,,,fanon keith is dead,,,hes,,,,,emotiONAL,,,

Dude. Dude, I know. Here’s some great stuff about Keith that fandom can no longer deny:

  • when asked to describe himself he first comes up blank
  • no mentions of his talents whatsoever?? he’s not arrogant
  • in fact he has no trouble admitting that he’s bad at something
  • keeps saying that he pilots the black lion but refuses to say that he’s the black paladin
  • he thinks that being part Galra might be why he has always been bad at connecting with people 
  • automatically plays around with his knife when the Galra part gets mentioned
  • THE STUPID CHEER FROM S1 IS STILL ON HIS MIND
  • is very straightforward and wants to avoid complicated stuff as much as possible
  • apologized twice for blowing up; he’s self-conscious about his temper
  • [voice crack] “I don’t know why I’m that way”
  • is aware of his abandonment issues
  • is also aware that he puts some walls up
  • tries to compose himself by rubbing his fingers together
  • knows when he is about to cry and promised himself not to do it ((in front of the camera/a potential audience at least))

HE’S. SO GREAT. SO SO GREAT. He’s much more self-aware than fandom gives him credit for. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ;A;

Nick & Fiona discuss going to the pub with Harry
  • Nick *reading out a review* : "the person I'd like to go to the pub with is Nick Grimshaw or Harry Styles, or both"
  • Fiona : I can confirm that going to the pub with Harry, and you, and I've done both, is really wonderful
  • Nick : Do you like me on my own, Harry on his own or us together ?
  • Fiona : I like you on your own or you both together. I don't want him on his own
  • Nick : Why ?
  • Fiona : 'Cause it'd be awkward and I wouldn't know what to say. He's quite quiet
  • Nick : True. He's a wallflower
  • Fiona : He just doesn't fancy me, that's the problem
BTS as things my friends have said at school...
  • Seokjin: In high school, you've got your cool people and your not so cool people. Then there's me - a living legend
  • Yoongi: Oh, I know the answer. I just don't care enough to put my hand up and share it
  • Hoseok: *quiet* High School Musical lied
  • Namjoon: I understand if nobody wants to partner up with me to do this experiment for health and safety reasons
  • Taehyung: Hey! You! We're friends now! Let's go!
  • Jimin: If you keep calling me teacher's pet, I will bite you like a damn dog
  • Jungkook: *gets a detention* I'm basically a criminal now.

anonymous asked:

I get why people are upset w/Lance's vlog. But what if he is just not meant to be THAT deep & really is there to be the funny, supportive guy. Bc thats what he is: a supporting character. I know fans want more but I just don't see them developing him deeper than he is. The majority of characters seem to already be developed & they have way too much plot to handle & questions to answer. Fans should also stop w/Lance being bi as canon bc he just isn't. Just love a character for who they are.

I mean, just myself personally though I really…don’t? The thing is, I think people just had very skewed expectations of what these blogs were supposed to be. And somehow, I think a lot of that goes back to Keith’s. I keep seeing people yell about how Keith got so much backstory in his while Allura and Lance didn’t, but you know what? That’s not what’s happening. Basically, the vlogs strike me as 1) recap and 2) getting to see more of these endearing characters that we love and hear their voice on some things in a one-on-one setting. Kind of like a glimpse into “a day in the life of” stories. So when people get mad because “Keith got more character development in this 2 minute clip then he did in 3 or 4 seasons!! Why didn’t anyone else get that!?”

I just…don’t understand that line of thought. Because the things is, Keith’s vlog isn’t new information. All of it is implied, and it’s right there laid bare in the narrative. If people didn’t realize what he was going through until he outright said it, then that’s on them. But animation is very much a medium of show not tell, all those elements to Keith’s story were already there. This isn’t news. So when people want others to get the “character development” Keith did in his vlog? It’s kinda bizarre to me, because that wasn’t what happened really. 

Keith’s vlog is really just him outright speaking about his personal issues. But you know what? He’s a character with lots of walls up, so of course it makes sense that he’d only say a lot of these things in a medium where it’s just him and he can safely vent. And I’ve said this before, but Lance clearly doesn’t have the same kind of baggage and tragic backstory that he does. He likes performing and talking about himself, so of course he’s going to respond differently from Keith, you know?

And what really bothers me is–I see people saying how Lance’s was completely shallow. But then, in the same breath, mention “they could’ve talked about his bond with Keith!!” And just–why? Why is Lance’s character development in relation to Keith somehow deeper or more genuine than what he has with Allura? Particularly when it was Allura who passed on the Red Lion to him, Allura who said he was worthy of being the Red Paladin. And it’s Lance in turn that Allura looks to for guidance, that she finds comfort in and starts to open up to. 

Lance quite literally went from being shallow and flirting with her at every opportunity to really becoming friends and turning into someone so supportive of Allura, it’s his belief in her that literally triggers Voltron’s newest power. They’ve come to genuinely care for one another and have a bond built on mutual trust and compassion, and when Lance runs to Allura to help her up in season 4? She doesn’t pull away like in season 1. They’re in a much different, much better place now, where they’re truly falling into sync with one another. And that is a drastic difference from day one. The guy has really grown and matured here. 

Lance’s vlog talked about how he developed as a character. Just not in the way people seemed to want. 

When a tarot reading gives you the answer you didn’t want but down in your heart you know it’s right

Originally posted by collegepsychexperiment

donthugmeimweird  asked:

Hello I'm a young aspiring artist that just started high school and I want to be an animator. Lately I've been stressing my self about how good I am and if I'm going the right path to be where I want to be. I get so worried about the future and if I'll be able to achieve my goals enough or on time I know this is long and your a busy person so please don't answer this if you don't want to. But do you have any advice at all anything will be appreciated thanks so much

The trouble is, even when you’ve ‘made it’ and you’re a working professional that feeling doesn’t go away! It turns into “oh god I’m a hack, they just haven’t seen it yet” or “im not good enough to be here”. The difference is, pros have these feelings and they keep drawing. When I was in high school I had the lowest self esteem but I kept drawing and striving for my goals because it was better than doing my homework. (haha I was an awful student. dont be me)

Also, there’s no such thing as “achieving goals on time”. Everyone has a different path. Yes, art school > internship > job is the path everyone obsesses about but it’s not the only way in. I have friends who didn’t work in animation until their 30s, and honestly it made their work more interesting and beautiful! I have a friend who never finished high school and lived out of a car for two years while stacking produce at a corner store. Now he’s an award winning Character Designer! One of my heroes never went to college and just pestered people until someone gave him a job. It’s all persistence, and maybe that’s why this job isn’t for everyone because that shit is HARD. When you’re feeling great, keep drawing. When you’re feeling bad, keep drawing. That’s how you know if you’re on the right path, if you can persist even when you’re at your lowest point. 

I’m sorry this advice isn’t very practical outside of “keep it up”. But that’s all you can do, that’s all I’ve ever done, and that’s all we have to keep doing. Good luck on your journey! 

anonymous asked:

That little smile Jensen does at Misha, and then realizes what he's doing and changes his face to his Dean face, he does it usually when Misha's not looking, it happened a couple times at least while he was joking with Jared, and next to them there's Jensen with this silly little smile, and then nope, conceal don't feel (Jensen you're an adorable man). You know what I'm talking about, right? Do you know if there's a gif set of his silly little smile?

Know it?

It happened on top of my head!

That little smile has been ruining my life for years!

I mean … seriously???

WTF, JENSEN?!!!

JESUS CHRIST …

You’re so embarrassing. 

 STOP. 

I want squirrels to eat out my eyes …

because this …

 is …

disgusting. 

cabeswagger  asked:

Hi! I've been trying drawing lately & it's been cool. I mean the face comes out nice but then I have to draw the parts surrounding it? And I don't know how??? So, do you happen to have any good tips on how to draw the head + hair? You don't have to answer if you don't want to! either way- thank you :)

Hope this is helpful!

taye-x  asked:

Concept: the story of Les Mis in the style of the History of Japan. You can do it. I believe in you.

France is an country by the sea filled with poor people and it’s ♪♫ beautiful ♫♪

In the year negative a billion, France might not have been here. In the year 1815, it was here, and you could walk to it, and some people died in it

Ding dong, it’s the Revolution, and they have ideas from the future. Like really good laws, and ♪ crazy guillotines ♪. Now you can make a lot of dead aristocrats really really quickly. That means if you own the guilloine, then you can make a lot of equality, which is something everybody needs to survvvvive. So that makes you a revolutionary. Also things get a bit out of hand, Bonaparte happens, Louis Phillipe happens too

we do not here pretend to furnish a history of the French Revolution

“Please try this new monarch,” he said.
“No,” said everybody.
“Try iiiiit,” he said.
“no,” said everybody again, quieter this time.

Meanwhile in Toulon: 

“Hi Javert,” they said.
“Hi 24601,” said Javert.
“Can you call me something else, other than 24601?” said Valjean.
“Like what?” said Javert.
♫♪"How about Maire Mad’leine?“♪♫ said Valjean.

Knock knock, it’s the ABC. Yes, they’re here to take over, they just wanna bring you some cool shit. Like democracy, and freedom, and ♫♪ Enjolras ♪♫. So that’s cool. 

Grantaire wants to help at some point but Enjolras is like ♪"Listen I trust you for once this is very important okay don’t fuck this uuuup"♪
And Grantaire said, ♫♪ How bout I do, anyway? ♪♫

Then, when the barricade was done, the National Guard downgraded to a fuckton. Did I say downgrade? I meant upgrade.
And the ABC says, “Can you maybe chill?”
And the National Guard says, “How ‘bout maybe you chill?”

Then everybody died, except Marius, who pulled a sewer inspired  ♫♪ post-rebellion survival miracle ♪♫ But then the miracle wears off, he’s sad in the Musain but everything’s still pretty cool I guess. ♪♫ Bye. ♫♪

anonymous asked:

Can you expand on what happened with the dark days of dwts? I watched the show, but based on what you've said, more went on behind the scenes?

Unfortunately I very much can expand on the dark days of DWTS. You’ve just gone and hit one of my rage buttons, anon.

All reality tv shows love a good villain, and they decided Hope would fill that role. From the star she was edited to look like an uppity bitch - unfair treatment to anyone but especially so to someone who was already suffering from being demonised by the media. DWTS definitely contributed to the vitriol thrown her way, a lot of people still think poorly of her directly because of the show. Any frustration or hurt she felt was twisted into attitude, her enthusiasm and dorkiness was pushed as not caring or taking things seriously and airheadedness. She couldn’t win with how she was being presented.

I started out thinking I was in a competition, but the longer I lasted, the more I realized it wasn’t really a competition - it was an orchestrated reality show with a preconceived plot line. Maks wasn’t my coach or my teammate - he and I were just characters on a tv show. But I wasn’t sticking to the script - I said what I thought and showed my emotions on camera. I was in tears several times, frustrated and tired.

It was obvious that Maks and I were put together so we would butt heads. Right from the start the casting producer wanted to see me hold my own against Maks, thinking that would make a good storyline. As the weeks wore on, the compilation footage of our rehearsals that was shown on the show grew more and more negative. 

- Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pgs 274 & 275.

She was consistently shamed by her partner, the judges, and viewers, for “not being feminine enough”, for not moving gracefully enough, for - sin of sins - having the body of the professional athlete that she is. Over and over she was repeatedly criticised for her looks, for not being woman enough fitting into their misogynistic idea of womanhood.

Maks was hard on me in many ways and our contentious relationship wasn’t just a producer’s idea of good tv. He was often nasty, swearing at me and being harshly critical, telling me that I looked like a dude and that I walked like I had balls between my legs.

- Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pg 276.

If anybody thinks this didn’t affect her, here’s an interview she did after the show ended (and she came fourth, which is very impressive all things considered) wherein she becomes emotional and specifically states that she is proud of who she is and her body. [X]

By far the worst aspect, however, was the constant bullying she was put through. There used to be a blog that had compiled an in-depth archive on this, and on her show partner’s history of this behaviour. Unfortunately that blog has now been deleted but I have saved some old gifs and quotes precisely in case this ever came up again.

He manhandled me in rehearsals from the start, pushing me, whacking my stomach, bending my arms roughly. I thought that was just how it went - how dancers worked with each other. I was tough; I could take it.

But it kept getting worse. One day Maks was trying to put me in a certain position and hit my stomach so hard with his open palm that I had a red handprint there for the rest of the day. ….. I felt so relient on Maks that I defended him and minimised his behavior. I viewed him as my coach, and I’d has asshole coaches before.

- Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pg 276

I’m going to point out here that we now know Hope suffered abuse both as a child within her family and as an adult from the team, and that how she explained and defended the DWTS situation at this point is exactly how abuse victims will often cope when trapped in abusive environments. ‘Oh, I deserved it.’ ‘I can deal with it.’ ‘You don’t understand what happened. It wasn’t that bad.’ ‘I need him’. I’m bringing this up because sadly a lot of how she writes about DWTS is all too similar to how she has talked about other abusive situations we know she has gone through - not understanding that what was being done to her wasn’t normal or deserved, not being able to discern where that line was. It really breaks my heart that Hope’s first response to being hurt like this is just to tough it out, especially because you know she wouldn’t stand to see someone else being treated like that. This isn’t her fault at all and I’m not blaming her one bit, but I really hope it’s something she’s better able to understand now. She should never have been put through any of that. It wasn’t on her to cope with it, someone should have intervened at the damn beginning.

I also wonder if she might have been comparing Maks to Greg Ryan, who was the coach during the ‘07 mess and and who was notoriously difficult and ‘emotional’, shall we say, with Hope saying that on at least one occasion he physically and very roughly grabbed her and forced her to sit down and listen to his tirade.

Back to DWTS, though.

Maks had injured his toe and was in pain so another pro, Teddy, came in to work with me. We had fun together and I enjoyed working with someone who kept things light; but our playfulness seemed to irritate Maks. By the end of the week, he was able to dance, but his mood hadn’t improved.

-  Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pgs 276 & 277.

Can you see what I mean when I talk about the abuse comparisons? Maks was controlling and aggressive and he didn’t like Hope working with or having fun with anyone else, even though she performed better with the other pros. (No surprise, since they were actually teaching her and not hurting her.)

These are some gifs from the show paired with quotes from Hope’s book. This manhandling is a snippet of the footage that actually made it to air, nevermind everything else that went on. She is clearly upset on several occasions and the way he would treat her in practice sessions - as the gifs show - was violent. He routinely shoved her, hit her, flung her around, and belittled her. It is surreal that she would be treated like this on tv; that anyone, let alone a professional on a globally popular tv show, would act this way.

Things escalated further:

Late on a Friday night, he was getting angrier and angrier about one particuar move that  was struggling with.

He wanted my head in a specific position. To achieve that, he slapped me across the face. Hard. My huge dangling earring whipped into my face. I knew the camera was rolling, so I checked my impulse to fight back: I knew if I stood up for myself it would end up on the show, making me look like a villain again yelling at “poor Maks”. I walked out of the room, away from the camera, and took off my mike. Maks followed me and took his mike off.

He was extremely apologetic. I didn’t care. My ear was ringing as I walked out, shaking. I had just been hit and I had been worried about how I would come off looking on television. This was a twisted world. I just wanted to get through the damn show. I didn’t want any more drama. I didn’t want to be the villain on a hugely popular tv show. I didn’t want to get hit by my partner. I had just wanted to learn how to dance.

-  Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pg 277.

Hope was hit across the face, hard enough to hurt her, and she felt unable to defend herself directly because of the show’s decisions in portraying her as a villain. That is awful, and perhaps worse is that I do think there would’ve been a chance of them airing that footage if she spoke up to him on camera because like she says, they would’ve been able to spin it back on her. Instead of the assault it was, it would have been framed as a blow out between them and Hope being difficult.

That Sunday, I was called into a meeting with the executive producers and some other ABC officials. They told me they wouldn’t stand for violence and I could get a new partner and Maks would be off the show. I felt the same way I did when Greg Ryan had asked me about goalkeeping coaches - I was being asked to make a decision that would affect someone else’s livelihood. I didn’t want to end Maks’ career. And I knew that if I asked for change, it would be spun in the tabloids and on the show that I was a prima donna. It was another lose-lose situation.

-  Solo: A Memoir of Hope, pgs 277 & 278.

Hope is more bighearted than anyone gives her credit for. And again, this goes back to her feeling trapped by the show and the media’s portrayals of her. She just wanted everything to be over at this point. She chose to stay with Maks, again saying she felt she could tough it out. The show would later claim it had lost the footage of the incident, but send Hope a letter detailing that meeting and essentially covering its ass against any further action. Their apparent stance against violence is laughable considering everything they allowed if not encouraged Maks to get away with against Hope, and his known behaviour with other partners on the show.

None of this was normal, and it should never have been tolerated. It’s despicable, and that they actually set it up and allowed it to go on despite it escalating and other dancers becoming visibly uncomfortable with how Hope was being treated (in aired footage) is inexcusable. They only did something when they had to, and even that was after the fact and entirely to cover their own asses. My blood boils at it all.

This was uncomfortable to watch at the time and it is still uncomfortable to look at now. It was violent, it was bullying, it was abusive. And Hope went through it all only to still be seen as the villain years later. At the time all of this came out publicly she was lambasted as a liar, an attention seeker, a bitch, people clamouring to know why didn’t she say something sooner (gee, wonder why?).

She was trying to help grow the sport. She just wanted to learn how to dance.

Instead she was bullied and abused and is still targeted over that despite being the victim. Because it’s Hope.

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anonymous asked:

I don't know if this is something i should ask on this blog (feel free to delete if its not) but i heard the chainsmokers said something racist, do you know what it was?

This is definitely something I am willing to answer. The video has been taken down. But yesterday at about 10AM KST, the Clamslappers posted a video of an interview in China for Ultra Festival on Twitter. And the host asked whether or not one of the guys (idk their names and I don’t want to know their names) whether he brought his dog. And he made a “joke” implying that dogs aren’t safe in China because of the typical Asian stereotype that all Asians eat/slaughter dogs. The guy didn’t say this specifically, but it was implied through his silence when asked why he didn’t bring his dog and after the host realized what he was implying the Clamslappers and the host laughed together. The caption was also the laughing (with tears) emoji. Later, (I just checked now because I have them blocked), the member (again idk their names) posted an apology saying that it was because he heard dogs get slaughtered in China (you can find it here: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DJdyhAcUMAAr8Fk.jpg:orig), but it was still a racist comment based off of old stereotypes and it frustrates me to an incredible extent. The fact that they make these remarks and laugh about it makes me mad. While he said this is why he didn’t bring his dog, I’m sure he was making a joke about Chinese and Asians in general. If he was truly worried about his dog, he would have looked concerned or sad or made a comment about saving dogs in the interview. Instead he made a cheap “joke” and attempted to cover it up with a campaign to fight against dog slaughter. What makes it even more upsetting is that they are collaborating with BTS, a South Korean boy group. I know a lot of you guys won’t agree with me, but yeah. Also for those fans that are worried about whether or not dislking or not supporting the Clamslappers makes you a bad ARMY, it really doesn’t. Fact of the matter is we love BTS not them. Just because we love BTS doesn’t mean that we have to be fans of those people. I’m going to add this because I don’t think some of you get it. I am Asian, I have lived through ugly Asian stereotypes, remarks, “jokes.” Don’t make comments about the Asian experience and say “well this sterotype applies sometimes.” It doesn’t matter. It was a cheap ugly “joke” and should not be tolerated.
- Kylie

anonymous asked:

Oh my god..., I'm sorry I have to call this out tho. Queerplatonic is not a real thing. That's literally a called a "best friendship". It's an excuse for straight people to call themselves queer, just because they like a person from the same gender as a friend????? Seriously?????? Straight people honestly wanna be oppressed so badly. They'd be like "I'm a heterosexual heteromantic person, but I'm queerplatonic because my close friend is the same gender!" IT IS NOT A REAL THING.

Queer platonic relationships are for aro and ace people who want non-sexual and non-romantic relationships that are still as strong and committed as what society traditionally expects of a romantic relationship. Everything you just said adds to the stigma ace and aro people already have in our community that absolutely should not be there because they belong just as much as the rest of us. Please do not ostracize them and try and take away parts of their identity and culture as asexual and aromantic people in a world obsessed with sex and romance.

anonymous asked:

Okay but Keith being in his marmora armor almost the whole season visually separated him from being the red paladin while he was also mentally doing it himself and idk if they meant to but I really loved that???

I’m 90% sure that they meant to do that because the glaring differences between the team and him were so obvious it hurt:

  • his outfit
  • his physical absence 
  • the team doing parades while keith was fighting for his survival
  • keith being the only one to think about lotor while the others are focused on finding allies
  • team voltron in one robot vs keith alone in his ship
  • team voltron surrounding allura when she got hurt vs kolivan just looking down on keith
  • no flashbacks, no anything when he was about to die

The differences were so obvious it hurt. I’M HURTING. KEITH I LOVE YOU BUT YOU ARE A TEENAGER STOP DESTROYING YOURSELF IN THIS WAR THE TEAM LOVES YOU SO MUCH STOP THIS PLEASE START TO VALUE YOUR OWN LIFE MORE I LOVE YOU SO FREAKING MUCH UUUGH 

ALSO @ TEAM VOLTRON PAY ATTENTION TO HIM HE ISN’T HIDING HIS STRUGGLES WHY AREN’T YOU SEEING HIM TEARING HIMSELF APART AAAAAAAAAAH