i don't know if i can even anymore

I’m sorry (not sorry) but Mary’s facial expressions in this little clip freaked me out

She’s hardly even pretending anymore. I can see the assassin clearly, she’s hardly holding up the act, she doesn’t care anymore. That first gif is like ‘come on now, Sherlock, say what you’re supposed to say.’ - there’s a challenge there. There’s NO reason for her face to change like that. When she was first introduced, she beamed whenever she smiled. Now, she does…that. The ‘I’m taking something away from you and I’m happy about it’ smile. The ‘I’m planning and I’m always 5 steps ahead of you, you should be terrified’ smile. Whatever that is.

And the way she patronizes John, it’s like she’s talking to the freaking baby.

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Coccinelle meets Black Cat.

12x08 Coda

The Men of Letters bunker has 186 rooms. Cas knew that – theoretically. Now he knows how every single one of them smells. He knows every nook and hidden chamber. 

… for about four hours. Could be anywhere. I can’t tell you much about the facility. Concrete, a few decades old, ‘s got a military feel to it …

In some of them he changes the light bulbs. Cas is surprised to see how many of the ancient ones still work. Humans don’t built things like that anymore. Things made to last a lifetime.

***

The hallways echo when he walks through them. He never paid attention to that phenomenon before. The clak-clak of his leather shoes, the soft swishing sound of his trench coat and the bone rattling thump of closing doors grate on his nerves.

… Sam’s in another part of the building. They’re coming three times a day and bring me food and books. Couldn’t get glimpse outside yet…

He catches himself being irritated with inanimate objects often. Dean used to laugh when Sam closed a book with more force than necessary. “Don’t take it out on them!” And Sam rolled his eyes and reached out for the next tome.

Their voices somehow swallowed the echoes. Now a single sigh can carry on through all the 186 rooms without any barrier.

***

The molecules of Dean’s scent last for 12 days. That’s the amount of time the old vents need to exchange the air in the bunker. Cas makes sure it doesn’t affect Dean’s room. He seals it with a spell. Just in case.

… Dude, I haven’t read stuff like this in years. And I haven’t worked out this much either. 200 push-ups, 200 crunches, 200 squats. You won’t recognize me, I swear …

***

Ever read Jane Austen? It’s kinda cool. I could read it in praying mode until I fall asleep? Here goes …

The library holds 543 grimoires. Cas works through them on the mornings. Locations spells are abundant – good ones are rare. He finds most of the ingredients he needs in the storage rooms and makes lists of everything the bunker can’t provide. He gives those to Crowley or Jody or Garth, whoever asks first for updates on his progress. There is none.

***

Afternoons are used for research. That includes keeping up with his online tracking devices, talking to Mary on the phone (she follows various leads all over the country) and contacting every single person who could possibly know anything.

Cas feels inadequate whenever he interacts with humans he doesn’t know. Sam and Dean are much better at understanding social cues and etiquette.

Cas? Listen, if you hear this… Huh, you’d been here weeks ago. Did they get you, too? …

***

At night Cas stays in Dean’s room. He locks himself in and doesn’t breathe. No light filters in through the doorway. Not a single sound gets through the magical barrier. Cas sits in the chair beside the bed and waits.

Dean’s prayers don’t follow a clear schedule but they’re more frequent at night. Often only distorted fragments reach him. Cas always listens, focused and determined.

…You are searching, right?

Cas takes a breath – such a waste, he scolds himself – “I am.”

I know someone else had this headcanon but I can’t find their post so I’m going to make my own.

Imagine Tina learning to knit the muggle/no-maj way and then making various scarves/hats/things to give to her family at Christmas/Hanukkah/birthdays. Like at first she knits Newt a brand new Hufflepuff scarf as his old one is a bit worn from use, and then she starts knitting blankets or whatever for the beasts so they don’t get cold and can stay warm - the newly-born/hatched creatures look adorable tucked under the blankets she knits, and Newt can’t help but smile ridiculously when he sees them. She sends patterned scarves to Queenie with Ilvermorny colours/house colours and she makes one for Jacob too so that he doesn’t feel left out (though she’s sure Queenie is sharing hers)

Newt soon learns that Tina knitting means she’s anxious or having a bad day, and that she knits the non-magical way because it means keeping her hands busy and her mind away from whatever is troubling her. He loves his scarf even more knowing this, and makes sure to let her know it.

(he also finds it adorable how focused she becomes, and how she sticks out her tongue sometimes when she struggles or her hands slip)

Then she hears that Queenie and Jacob are having their first baby, and she knits all kinds of things for them; blankets, hats, little booties (though it takes a while to get it right) She has a very proud moment when her sister and brother-in-law send back photos of the baby wearing the knitted things she sent.

When she and Newt are expecting their first child and she goes on leave from Auror work she becomes so restless that she knits as a way to pass the time - it also comes in handy as she ends up making loads of things for the baby. The beasts also benefit, as Newt soon finds out when he sees Dougal the demiguise with a knitted blanket draped around his shoulders like a cape.

All of their children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren end up with a scarf or hat, and if their husbands/wives have something she knitted then that means they’re officially counted as part of the family. Like it’s a rite of passage to have something she knitted, and it becomes a huge thing if they open a present and see it.

paperficwriter  asked:

If you're still doing the fandom draw thing...Overwatch!

I am! So I… have never played Overwatch and know virtually nothing about the lore or their personalities. This was mostly based on how I tend to play games like this.

I also like the designs of Tracer, Junkrat, Zarya, and Lúcio!

*Charlie Puth released We Don’t Talk Anymore*

Me: psh what kind of song is this just a typical top 40 nonsense i don’t even know the singer

*Jungkook made a cover*

Me: tHIS IS THE BEST SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD OH THE MELODY AND THE LYRICS ARE SO DEEP I CAN’T bELIEVE I’VE BEEN MISSING THIS ALL MY LIFE THIS IS ALL I NEED IN LIFE BLESS THIS SONG BLESS HIS VOICE BLESS ALL THE PEOPLE BREATHING I

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[Part 2/3] Continuation of the Reiner x Geek!Connie au (x)

Still can’t believe that I actually did part 2 and it’s not even finished. Part 3 is still in a VERY slow process. Haha. ha. 

I really wanted to go to the bathroom
Nishiyama Koutarou, Kaji Yuki
I really wanted to go to the bathroom

Nishiyama’s “unrelatable embarrassing experience”

(from Kiznaiver “KizRaji” public recording, morning part)

In this corner titled “Reach for Your Goal, Kiznaiver of Solitude! ‘Only One’ Championship Match,” each seiyuu needs to share an embarrassing experience that the audience should find hard to relate. After each seiyuu’s story, the audience will indicate that they can relate by applauding, and the seiyuu who gets the least applause wins.

(This happened after Kaji told his story… You can check that out in my previous post if you want ^^)


Nishiyama: It all happened –

Kaji: Everyone is starting with “it all happened”… *lol* (Note: Kaji went first and started his story that way, so everyone just followed his example lol)

Nishiyama: – when I tried to hold it and not go to the bathroom as usual…

Kaji: Just go if you need to!

Nishiyama: Whenever my home is pretty close by, I tend to make bad judgements and think that I can hold it until I get home.

Kaji: Is this story gonna be ok?

*laughs from the audience*

Nishiyama: Then, I waited for the elevator (at my apartment building). But, the elevator just didn’t seem to come. I really wanted to go to the bathroom – so badly that I could barely stand it. At this point, the elevator came.

Maeno: Don’t tell me –

Nishiyama: And there was no one in it.

Maeno: Don’t tell me – !!

Kaji: …Eh?

Audience: Ehhhh – ?!

Nishiyama: No no no! I’m not done yet… I really couldn’t hold it anymore, so, in order to be able to do it the moment I get home, I loosened my belt.

*laughs and applause from the audience*

Kaji: So that’s what it was.

Maeno: I see now.

Nishiyama: Yeah, I loosened my belt so I could just go ahead the moment I stepped into my bathroom. But when I got to the floor that I live on, my neighbor appeared right in front of me.

Kaji: Uwahh…

Nishiyama: Not to mention that my neighbor was female… So I bent all the way down and rushed into my apartment before I lost control… That was my embarrassing story.

Kaji: Ah. I see.

Nishiyama: Yeah, that’s all.

Kaji: Have you met that person afterwards?

Nishiyama: I was careful not to run into her.

Kaji: *lol*

Nishiyama: I would take a look through the peephole to make sure she wasn’t outside before I go out.

Kaji: Oh… I see.

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That was the closest I was ever to fighting one of my brothers.
But to be blunt anon, nothing really happens even if I snap

And some of you might not think it’s a big deal but I KNOW Shiro did that on purpose!

Okay, okay I can’t hold it in anymore. I’ve kept this little au idea in secret for quite some time now, with only some friends knowing of it in Skype chats. I’ve even wrote some small ficlets over it and shared them with some, and I’ve been so anxious to share it with anyone else haha. But now I’ve got some courage to do it.

And I’m only gonna…put the main idea out and some little stuff out for now since it’s really late where I am right now haha. But yeah, it’s an AU based solely on Mabel.

But onto the main idea of the au (that I still can’t think of a name for lol): but basically it involves Mabel and her parents and Dipper getting into an accident, with Mabel (at the age of 5) being the only survivor. And as a result, Stan ends up taking her in and being her guardian. And does EVERYTHING he can to provide for her and keep her safe and happy in GF. It’s a big Mabel and Stan bonding au, basically (though Ford does show up later too.)

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Starbucks white boy clone #56 (Death)

- kinky cutie pie

- unoriginal as shit

- probably posts Geno’s heated moments on his Instagram just to piss him off.

- likes whip cream straight from the spray can.

- probably hides the lucky charms to eat them later when no one is looking.

- loves his boyfriend(Geno) 💙 :)

Angry gay anime asshole (Geno)

- deep throats pockey sticks.

- really likes to kick people and scream

- “I-IT’S NOT LIKE I LOVE YOU OR ANYTHING. B A K A PEICE OF SHIT, I HOPE YOU DIE.”

- snorts crunched up ramen noodles

- drinks coconut Ramune 2/47

- hides the fact he loves his boyfriend(Death) but it’s obvious as hell.
>:( ❤

Winter isn’t the same without you.
The cold breeze reminds me of you,
because I remember shivering that day when we sat outside, that day you said I was beautiful.
One of my favorite sweaters still smell of you,
I can’t even wear it anymore without thinking about your arms around me.
I watch the rain,
and think about all those times I told you how the coolness kept me sane,
but now the only thing these memories cause me is pain.
—  a.a.
everything isn’t the same without you m.k.j.