Hey my girlfriend makes me feel so safe and warm and at peace and just….happy
Like since moving to the other side of the world at 10 my life just turned upside down so much and I developed all this anxiety and depression bullshit and I just haven’t felt at home and safe and like I belong or wanted to be alive since age 10 and it’s fucked me so much but
For the first time I feel
Like I am truly content and happy and grateful to be here and alive
Like it’s not like I’m cured and never feel anxious or depressed or suicidal anymore but
All that does temporarily melt away when I’m with her and it makes every day life so much more bearable
It just feels so fucking amazing to feel happy, and to feel happy to be alive, and like I have something worth being alive for
And it’s weird and all feels fake and like it’ll stop being real any moment because I’m not used to actually feeling good but
I think my life is finally good
I just feel ok for once
Hey, sooo because I’m quite new on tumblr, and I got a lot of new followers (i am really thankful for that by the way 💕) i thought it would be nice to give you a little impression of what I look like. I don’t know if this is a thing … but anyways 🙈 I love being here with you - it’s so much fun!! Greetings from Germany I really hope you are doing all well, all the love! ❤️❤️
Omigosh I had so much fun sketching this out. Gon-chan in Killua’s clothes makes me melt. If you want an inked and full color version then down’t worry, it’s coming…sometime. I was actually planning on giving this to an AMAZING artist online so I’m trying really hard to make sure it looks good.
I’m probably gonna change my profile pic to Gon’s face in this pic sometime soon, you know, when it’s finished.