When someone makes a possessed family members gif set for Dean but leaves off Castiel when Dean literally spent most of the backend of S11 upset over this compared to the one episode he dealt with the other examples…
It's weird, Dylan seemed to have had quite a few decent friends, which is more that can be said for the average school shooter. it seemed most of them were good friends who he could really have a lot of fun with. I know he was lonely, but I don't think he realized what he did have in the end. not to make the comparison i see you dont like lol but I think he had more good in his life than eric. (more friends, more grounded childhood, less bullying, maybe even better parents) dyl confuses me
“Oooh god I HATE my life, I want to die really bad right now — let’s see what I have that’s
good: A nice family, a good house, food, a couple of good friends, & possessions. What’s
bad — no girls (friends or girlfriends), no other friends except a few, nobody accepting me
even though I want to be accepted, me doing badly & being intimidated in any & all sports,
me looking weird & acting shy — BIG problem, me getting bad grades, having no ambition
of life, that’s the big shit. Anyway …
Dylan knew what he did have because was able to take stock of it in his journal but in the next breath, he could only focus on those things that he felt he lacked, wanted, but could never seem to have. His depression warped and distorted his sense of reality so that all the cons outweighed the pros in his life. He was aware he had “a couple of good friends” but ends up minimizing that with a “no other friends except a few”. But even the most popular people with a number of friends can still feel immensely lonely and depressed. A good friend that is sensitive to their friends moods and feelings is a rare thing especially one that is able to see the signs of depression in their friend and to try to get them to confide in them. Dylan had a glimmer of that with his best friend Zack and they spoke about a lot of personal struggles and frustration on the phone together nearly ever night. But at that time, Zack wasn’t the right friend to help pull Dylan out of his deep funk because the two boys were alike in their mutual sadness. Zack then met Devon, and he was really lucky that she was the sensitive type of girl who was able to get him to open up and to help motivate him out of that rough patch he was going through. Dylan simply didn’t have the right person in his life, a good friend that was positive, sensitive and aware in wanting to help him, an adult that he trusted who was a motivating influence or a therapist, to get him to start putting a voice to his problems and to not keep everything locked inside of himself. But the bottom line here is that no matter how many good “things” a depressed person is surrounded with in their lives, they are simply too blind to see any of it. They feel like an isolated island on to themselves and no one can understand how they feel from their vantage point. The key to understanding Dylan is his depression was his primary problem which colored his viewpoint about everything in his life. I think the stereo type is that most school shooters have few friends but there are a fair few that have a fairly decent amount - just like Dylan. The commonality that typically binds all school shooters together is that they have some underlying form of depression going on and typically in conjunction with other personality disorder factors.
things i wanna say to people i know that were born under each sign (pisces point of view)
lmao asshole i know you secretly admire me and lowkey wish you could be more like me. i don't know why you think taking your anger out on innocent people is okay, cause it really isn't. don't forget i was your first real friend.
i love you. thank you for the childhood memories and showing me love. thank you for giving me money and alcohol.
lol i could say so many bad things about you :) first off, i know your hate for me comes from a place of jealousy. it's very obvious. being fake is NOT something you should be proud of. faking your way through life won't get you anywhere and neither will being mean to innocent people. valuing my education and getting happy over having good grades is a completely normal thing and it doesn't make me a nerd, but then again you wouldn't know that. one last thing; i lowkey appreciate the fact that you like my jokes, phrases and sarcastic comments but please stop repeating them to people and claiming as your own :-)
remember when you had a life and stopped making bitchy comments about mine? lmao. we used to be best friends and you'd always point out how you talk shit behind everyone else's back but never behind mine. good times :-) also, i especially don't care about YOU calling me a nerd lmao
i admire you so much, mummy. you're so strong and even though you went through so many bad times, you were able to brush it off and stay strong and proud. you're SO practical and you can easily adapt to change. i love how brave you are.
people hate you because of your ability to be good at EVERYTHING. i really admire you but i can't figure you out.
you care about me so much and you always stick up for me and i love you. you were ALWAYS here for me and i miss being able to run to you whenever it gets hard, that's the downside of moving away. i miss you. i'm really sorry because i pissed you off so much when i was a kid. thank you for always pushing be to be the best i can be.
i don't wanna say anything bad about you because you still mean a lot to me. i was always here for you. i always helped you. i'm a very good friend to you and i know you can't deny that. you know you can be yourself with me yet you chose to treat me like trash along with aries, gemini and cancer. tbh i think you hate me cause i can form my own opinions and you just jump the bandwagon.
you're so annoying but i love you. you're really kind and i'm sorry that i lose my temper so quickly with you.
i know you planned to have me in your future and i'm sorry for giving up and messing it up. you're way too possessive and controlling and mean at times and i cannot deal with that anymore. i feel like you have the need to always be better in everything than i am. also, i'm so glad that i was able to make you more confident and more honest.
you intimidate me. you say what i'm thinking but am too scared to say. i really admire you.
i really like you but i really feel like you don't like me??? even though i lowkey know you actually do like me?? you're really sweet and kind and cute.
these are the things i wanna say to certain people i know that were born under each sign. in no way do i think everyone under a certain sign is like those people.)