i don't even know how she's allowed to walk this earth

Gia Quotes for the Signs
  • Aries: "You scare the shit out of people so they can't see how scared you are."
  • Taurus: "And besides, you were the one that always had my heart, you know?"
  • Gemini: "Too beautiful to die. Too wild to live."
  • Cancer: "She was like a puppy. She was like... love me, love me, love me, love me... and I did. I did. I did right away. She was my lover. The only person I really loved."
  • Leo: "I'd tell them that you don't have to be anybody. Because I'd know that being somebody doesn't make you anybody anyway."
  • Virgo: "This is life, not heaven. You don't have to be perfect."
  • Libra: "Dear book, this is another day in my life. A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out? Once upon a time, there lived a very pretty girl, who lived in a beautiful box, and everybody loved her."
  • Scorpio: "You were the one, you were the only one, and you were amazing."
  • Sagittarius: "Because, if you let it be about you, then you're screwed, you know? So you have to stay separate from what's happening and you have to be somewhere else. But I don't know where that somewhere else is, you know? Or how to do that."
  • Capricorn: "Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above."
  • Aquarius: "I know, I know. Life is so disappointing. Here you are. You have arrived. You are here. This is your moment. What do you have? You have pain. You have everything. What do you have? You have nothing. Everything is right, or everything is wrong. It's disappointing, it's confusing. This is life. What can we do?"
  • Pisces: "You know what I think? I think there's a reason for everything. And I think that there's a plan for everyone. And I think that God has a big plan for me. Just not in this life."

anonymous asked:

an unpopular opinion: as for a "break-up" or new beard, i really don't see the seeds of that in the works. imo, they're laying the groundwork for d coming out, & we can't know the timeline of that, but i don't think it will be that convoluted. also my gut tells me ryan murphy is about become a key player in this narrative, & work his dark magic, to the benefit of d & obviously himself. whatever the plans are though, i think they are going to clear up dramatically over the next couple months.

Unpopular? I’d say that quite a popular opinion and what I would love to see happening. It’s what I vote for. But we don’t get a vote.


My opinion. Based on observation and thinking about it way too much. I think we are about to go through a phased process. I do believe part of the agreement he made with Mia is a break up. Which prevents him from immediately coming out. She does not want to be known as a beard and she wants the sympathy that will come from a break up. And I think Darren would agree to about anything in order for her to finally walk away. And I agree. I think Ryan Murphy is playing a huge huge role in this phase. This has been in the works for months. There is a reason Ryan saw hedwig in the fall. There is a reason he’s given Mia a token role in his charity. There is a reason she has been allowed on set to play and posts some snaps a hand full of times. This is her “reward” for walking away and keeping silent on whatever information she has on Chris and Darren she’s threatened to unleash in the past. And whether it’s real or fabricated. Whatever it is must be damaging for Darren to continue to allow her in his life for way longer than necessary. So phase 1 break up.


Phase 2. Rehabilitation. If Darren and Chris ever what to come out as a couple. They need to rehabilitate their relationship in the public eye. Most fans believe they have not seen each other in 2 years. That they don’t talk. They don’t interact on social media. That they do not support each other’s projects like Hedwig and TLOS. And yes. Many think they hate each other. And many thrive on that hate (still a mystery to me how you can love one and hate the other when what they did together onscreen was magical).


So they need something to bridge from where we are now to them socializing and showing to the world that they are friends. And this may be, if done right, where a new beard comes in. First, she would shift the spotlight away from the immediate focus on CC once a break up occurs. It’s bound to happen and it would defeat any attempt at invalidating miarren. And it’s why I think for a short but dense period-Chill will be increased.


But more importantly. This person may be a reason to have them interact. Go to parties and events together. This is critical. And while I think this could be done without a beard, and again the direction I would choose, if they pick the right person, it may be more natural. And an easier path forward.


Key to me -if they go in this direction. Never confirm it. Just let it be rumors and gossip. Let the new plus one be pictured on RCs. Taken to events. A few vacations. Blinds. Articles. But never a confirmed couple. That way. When we do finally get to the goal, Phase 3, Darren coming out and CC confirmed as a couple. No more lies were told. No break up necessary. Just the truth. New beard can simply say. I love Darren and Chris and I wanted to help them on their journey to come out in a happy and healthy way. And everyone wins.


On Ryan. Darren has, no question in my mind, made a deal with the devil. As mentioned above, I think he’s playing an instrumental role in the break up. But even bigger will be his role in Darren’s coming out (likely timed with ACS promotion). He will play the role of mentor. He will receive praise for paving Darren’s path to the truth. Darren will take the blame for being in the closet. He will say it’s a decision made with management and PR. And the role that Ryan and fox played will be buried. And he will be made to look like a hero.


In my heart. I hate it. That bastard should pay for the games he played with Darren and Chris’ lives. He put them in a war. Made their lives hell on earth. And when glee was over. He left them on their own to try to climb out of this disaster. Leaving them to deal with a woman who is vile and will do anything to remain relevant.


But my head. My head thinks Darren has made the right decision. The decision that not only will change his career. Bring him huge accolades if performed well. But the path and the ability to finally tell the truth. Or at least some version of the truth where he and Chris can live their lives openly and not have to hide their love. And anything that leads to this can only be good in my eyes.

anonymous asked:

I don't know if you write drabbles for fetus emison but if you do; the liars go to a new years party together and Ali has been talking about how excited she is to have a new years kiss. Emily is kinda sad about ali talking about kissing some random guy all day. But when it's almost midnight and time for the countdown ali takes emily somewhere private and gives her a new years kiss

This was pretty fun to write, so thank you:


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Please don't leave (mini series part 2)

A/N: You tell Bellamy that you’re leaving camp; he panics and tries desperately to stop you.
Characters: Bellamy Blake, mentions of Clarke Griffin
Pairings: Bellamy x reader
Words: 1016
Spoiler(s): Season 2 finale
Warning(s): None
Prompt: One small kiss, pulling away for an instant, then devouring each other.
Requested by: Anonymous and rebelkingandtrashprince

Your heart was breaking. Clarke was your closest friend, how could you keep fighting without her? You couldn’t. How could she leave you? How far had she gotten? You frantically shoved your belongings into a small backpack, the tears on your cheeks still wet from Clarke’s goodbye. You sniffed and brushed them away with the back of your hand. She couldn’t have gotten far, if you left right now, you could catch her, you could make her see that you were in this together.

For a moment, your thoughts wandered to those you were about to leave behind; Raven, Octavia, Monty, Jasper, Bellamy. Bellamy. Just his name made you ache, and you had to stop for a second to refocus yourself. Memories swam before your eyes and you fought to push them back. You couldn’t afford to drown right now, not when Clarke needed you to be rock solid. Bellamy had made his choice. You’d told him to decide what he wanted, and he hadn’t chosen you. No use crying over spilt milk, you told yourself. Bellamy was in the past, your future lay outside the comfortable life Camp Jaha promised. You slung your backpack over your shoulder and turned definitively towards your tent flap.

“Y/N!” Bellamy Blake called, pushing his way in to your tent. He looked from you to your bag, understanding flicking through his dark eyes, “You can’t.”

You sighed and kept searching your space for anything that you might’ve missed, “Clarke needs me Bellamy.”

“I need you!” Bellamy replied, a hint of desperation creeping into his tone, “We all need you!”

“No you don’t, Abby can take care of things on the medical front. I’m just dead weight at this point.” You tried to push past the boy but he held his arm out to stop you, “Get out of my way Blake.”

“No, not until you promise that you’re not leaving this camp.”

“Let me go Bellamy, this isn’t your concern.”

Now he was angry, “You are my concern Y/N.”

Suddenly, all the sadness and frustration and pain of the past few months flared up red hot, and the nights you spent curled up in your bed sobbing over Bellamy seemed closer than they should.

“No, I’m not.” You spat out, “You gave all that up Bell, remember?”

Bellamy’s eyes dropped to the floor and he at least had the good sense to look ashamed.

“Y/N I-“

“Just move.” You cut in, “We’re wasting time, every second you keep me here, Clarke gets further and further away.”

You tried, once again to move past the boy, and this time he let you. You’d taken two steps, your fingers holding the tent open when you felt a hand curl around your wrist.

Bellamy was looking at you in a way that made your heart skip a beat, even now. His eyes clung to you desperately, like you were the rope that kept him hovering above the flames.

He knew, you realized, he knew that if you stepped out of that tent, you weren’t coming back. Slowly, Bellamy let go of your wrist and stepped closer towards you.

“I was wrong okay?” He said, his voice starting to crack, “I was wrong to let you walk out of my life the way you did.”

You were frozen, unable to even breathe.

“I thought that-I thought being a leader meant being alone. I thought it meant not needing anyone, but I was wrong!” he reiterated, encouraged by the fact you hadn’t walked out on him yet, “I need you. I need to wake up every morning and know that, at some point, I’ll see your face. I need to hear you laugh at something stupid that Jasper said. I need to be able to walk into this tent and have you throw me out because you’re busy with something else. I need all of that Y/N, I need it, because you remind me why I’ve done the things I’ve done. You remind me of why I fight, every day, to keep us alive.” Bellamy took another step closer, you could almost feel his breath on your face, “Please Y/N,” he said, tiredness and vulnerability colouring his tone, “please, I can’t do this without you.”

You wanted to talk, you honestly did, but words wouldn’t form. You simply stood there and let Bellamy’s confession rush over you. The boy took your silence as an answer, his hands sliding over your cheeks to cup your face.

“Please.” He whispered again, but you weren’t sure what he was asking anymore.

Bellamy pulled your face to his, placing a soft kiss on your lips. Fireworks exploded in your mind, your whole body felt like it was on fire and, when the kiss ended, you couldn’t help but sigh.

Bellamy Blake was desperate, you could see it in his eyes, he couldn’t bear to let you go.

“Please stay.” He whispered.

So much was laced into those two words, everything that he couldn’t find the strength to say to you. You had always communicated like this, your eyes saying the things that words couldn’t. Bellamy had just told you he loved you, and you’d heard him.

“Okay.” You replied.

That was all it took. Bellamy’s lips crashed into yours, your hands clung to his t-shirt and you sighed into the kiss. Bellamy forced your lips open with his own, running his tongue over your lip until you allowed him access. All that existed was Bellamy Blake and this kiss and the unbelievable peace that Bellamy always leant to your mind. You pulled away, your time on earth having made you too suspicious to accept such a seemingly perfect moment.

“Why now?” you asked, “Why not before?”

Bellamy swallowed hard and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, “I thought that keeping you away would make me stronger as a leader and that that would help me protect you.”

“And now?”

“Now,” Bellamy smiled shyly, “I’ve realized that loving you could never make me weak.” He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead, “You’ve always been my greatest strength.”

freshfaggot  asked:

hey, i'm new to your blog and i'm really curious about your Halloween AU. i don't have the time right now to go through it all but could you briefly (or not, i wouldn't mind a long post) explain each member and the story's plot? thanks!

  • Jin - a demon incubus from hell whose been wondering the Earth for more than a few hundred years. Everyone who meets him sees the most attractive person ever and are immediately drawn to him. He feeds off of sexual intercourse and as soon as he’s done, his partner passes out an usually forgets about the encounter by the next day. He’s meet Yoongi a few years back and has been trying to get in his pants on a few occasions, but never pushes it, because he respects other’s desires to not do anything with him. Then he meets Namjoon and decides to move in within the Min mansion so he could be with him. Initially he was just in it for the fun, but soon he developed actual feelings for Namjoon so they’re not a couple.
  • Yoongi - he’s a vampire and head of the Min family, after his father’s passing. His other died giving birth to him, so he’s never meet her, though the stories he’s heard made him love her nonetheless. His dad gave him a nanny by the name of Hoseok who basically raised him. When he was a teenager, he found out some details about his father’s business and he was less than pleased, because he was making a lot of illegal deals and such. When his dad continued to ignore him, he started doing a lot of bad stuff to release his anger and frustration. As a vampire, his eyes should be a pretty pink, only going red when negative feelings take over. Because of all the shit he did, his eyes never went back blue. After his dad dies, he took over the business and put it back on the light side, severed all the sketchy contracts and made sure the Min company went back on top.
  • Hoseok - aka Hobi, is a scarecrow/puppet commissioned by Yoongi’s father to be made after his wife died. His duties were simply “Take care of Yoongi” He did so for years, teaching him everything from walking and talking to economics and running a business. After Yoongi got old enough, Hobi stepped back and left him to do his things, though he was always there if the vampire needed him. Unknown to him, the heart that was used to bring him to life was the heart of Yoongi’s mother. Unfortunately, Yoongi found out about it soon after his father’s death, while looking through and cleaning out some files. All the documents relating to Hobi’s creation were then thrown in the fire and burned. Yoongi asked a friend witch to erase his memory of the information too.
  • Namjoon - he was the youngest son of the Pharaoh of his time, many many years ago. He was the smartest among his brothers as well as loved by the people, as he was very friendly, ignoring things like status. Because of his positive reputation, his oldest brother fears his father would allow him to be the next pharaoh in his place. He asks assassins to kill both Namjoon and their other brother. A good few years later, a necromancer brings Namjoon back to life to have as a bodyguard. He sticks with the old magician until the day she dies and he becomes free from her contract. Not really knowing what to do, he accept Yoongi’s offer to join him at his mansion. There, he also meets Jin. Unlike the living, he can see the demon in his true form, still handsome as all hell. He refuses, for a long while, to accept the possibility of an actual, romantic, relationship between the two of them because he can’t understand how an incubus of all things could possibly love someone. But after a certain argument that ends up in tears, he finally understands that Jin really does love him so he lets loose and they become a couple. 
  • Jimin - was a ghost that haunted the min mansion. It happened a few years ago, while Jimin was going home a bit late, he was kidnapped and knocked out cold. When he woke up, he found himself in a basement, with a bloody vampire, staring down at his lifeless body. When Yoongi found him, completely shocked, he got him to tell him what happened. Putting two and two together, turned out it was Yoongi’s cousin who killed him during his last visit. Yoongi dealt with his cousin the very next day. He promised Jimin to help him pass on and had never stopped doing so. Jimin then met Jungkook and even though they never called themselves a couple, people had to be blind to not see how in love they were with one another. Who knew ghosts had feelings, right? Soon, however, Yoongi did mange to keep his promise. By chance, he met a family that resembled Jimin. It was his actual family. As soon as Jimin heard that they were safe and sound and living their lives and they were happy, he disappeared. Almost 20 years later, a boy who looked and sounded exactly like the ghost appeared at the Min mansion, claiming he had memories of the place. He had been reincarnated as a wizard. It took time, but they all realized he really was the same (almost) Jimin. And even Jungkook accepted the facts and decided to take their relationship back from step 1.
  • Taehyung - he was a werewolf born in more unusual circumstances. His mother gave birth to him after hooking up with a human. Because of that, Taehyung had problems controlling his wolf and human forms as much as the others did. He could never get rid of certain features, like his ears and tail, among other things and his transformations during the full moon were violent and left him almost always dizzy and confused. Not everyone approved of his existence, claiming their kind should never mate with someone like humans. Because of this, another pack attacked their little town and massacred everyone. Taehyung managed to run away thanks to his mother and grandfather, but the leader of the pack caught up to him. After causing more than a little damage to the kid, the leader threw him off a mountain. The fact that Tae managed to survive the fall was a miracle, but he couldn’t move. As luck would have it, though, Hobi heard his tiny howls and picked him up and brought him to the Min Mansion. Yoongi immediately took a liking to the kid and, without even realizing it, started taking care of Tae as if he were his actual child. Taehyung also caught up to the feeling of an actual family and started referring to the vampire as “dad” 
  • Jungkook - woke up one night, in the middle of a cemetery, completely confused. He didn’t know what was happening until he managed to look at himself. He was a zombie. A not very well preserved zombie. Unlike Namjoon, the necromancer who pulled him back from the dead was either a novice, in training, or forced to stop the resurrection at some point, because Jungkook looked more decomposed than he should have. His skin was almost green, his body was fragile. He tried to stay out of people’s eyes as much as possible, terrified of himself and what others might think upon seeing him. Sooner than later he found himself as another permanent figure in Yoongi’s mansion. The vampire even offered to help find whoever summoned him to life, to find out why. Until then, he introduced him to a different necromancer who started slowly restoring his body to what its supposed to be like. It’s a long process, taking a few years, but when Jimin returned as a wizard, he was already looking better. His skin was closer to an actual color and pieces of his body didn’t fall off for no reason anymore.

There isn’t an actual plot tbh, just a multitude of stories. I guess, the story that mattered at the time of its creation was Jimin’s story and how they could help him pass on.

“I can get home fine on my own,” Lois said.

“I know you can,” Clark said, continuing to escort her home.

“I barely even drank.” She drank a lot. She’d been teaching Steve an important lesson about… something. He’d passed out right at the bar, which meant she’d won.

Her claims of sobriety were undercut when she stepped slightly wrong, had her heel land crooked to nearly give out beneath her. Not that it had the chance to, because Clark was there in an instant to catch her by the shoulders and hold her upright.

Very gentlemanly about it, too. He made it easy to forget that he was goddamn huge. Something about his posture, or the way he almost always stood at a distance. But then he did things like this, walked her home and offered his arm and generally acted unrealistically gallant. And the distance was gone, and all of a sudden he seemed like he’d doubled in height.

She took his arm only because the sidewalks were a mess, and she didn’t want to risk damaging her heels. They were very nice. They were very expensive. They hurt like hell.

“I’m basically sober,” she added.

“I see that.”

She scowled up at him. The fact that she had to look up was irritating. Lois was, objectively, not a short women. And she was in heels. “You don’t get to talk.”

“No?” He always played so innocent. She could see right through it, though. A glint in his eye that his glasses couldn’t hide.

“No,” she confirmed. “Because you didn’t even drink.”

“True.”

“You never drink,” she added.

“Also true,” he agreed.

“You know what I think?” She was just prodding at him now, really. Trying to get a rise out of him. He could be fun, sometimes, when he took the bait.

“No,” he said, “but I’m sure you’ll tell me.”

She narrowed her eyes at him. “Don’t try to get smart with me, Smallville.”

Clark smiled. It was a good smile, even she had to admit that. Kind of goofy in the earnestness of it, but that could be okay every now and again. “Never. I’m always stupid with you.”

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anonymous asked:

Maybe for ground blake siblings headcanons do when they first got to earth? I didn't send the other ask but that would be interesting lol

this has been sitting here for a while but?? i don’t know what to say but okay

- atom was her first like real kiss (i do think bellamy pecked her lips in a totally nonsexual way like once because she was getting emo about never having a life outside their cabin)

- octavia was stoked about getting locked up, actually, because it meant she got to socialize even though she was awkward af

- she would sit and watch people interact to learn how to do it. in doing this, she watched some guys do like the hang loose sign (probably as a joke, and they weren’t serious about it), and adopt it. that’s why she does it when jasper reaches the other side of the river. she actually thinks it’s a thing, but we all know it’s not lol.

- while some people were allowed visitation rights (like raven with finn), due to the severity of the crime, he wasn’t allowed to see her at all.

- bellamy tried to give her hector, though the guards, (her stuffed whatever) but they confiscated him and tore him open to check for drugs or extra rations. she was given the torn up doll. needless to say she hella cried. she was able to stitch him up and brought him down to earth.

- she had a tally mark thing going on in her skybox room. like on the wall. up until her 18th birthday.

- when she heard that they were going to earth, like part of her was stoked and the other part of her had a panic attack because it meant losing her brother

- she’d put on a smiley brave face a lot. because she’s trying to connect with people and shake the guilt at being alive thing. like why the fuck did you have me mom. she had a lot of repressed anger, resentment, and frustration building up while locked away. WHY AM I GETTING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING MY MOTHER DID. WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO SUFFER FOR THE DECISIONS OF OTHERS. idk she’s salty.

- okay but when they land i think they def have a moment where she’s you and me, let’s just leave and explore, blah blah. we don’t need anyone else. we can just take anything we can carry and leave. and normally that would be enough for him? but i think he’s feeling the freedom of not having to be RESPONSIBLE as much anymore. and she’s also so stoked to just exist and live and explore. and then it turns into this mess of wTF because of the grounders. anyway. yes.

- the jumpsuit she’s wearing is her mom’s old jumpsuit.

- i think bellamy told her about butterflies. like he learned it in one of his classes and ever since then she was obsessed. and idk she really identifies with them. so seeing one. and seeing it glow– gave her so much HOPE that she could now break out of her cocoon.

this is all so scattered idek what you’re asking of me but yes good these are more ark based, but, there you go

coming home with broken bones

The first time Kaidan sees him after the Reapers, after the destruction, after everything, Shepard barely looks human. His skin is burned away to the bone in some places, not a single trace of hair left on his body. He looks smaller, sharper, a skeleton with barely enough muscle and flesh left to hold him together. They tell him that his organs and bones have suffered the same, every trace of Cerberus’s cybernetic repairs torn and burned out of his body until only the human traces of Shepard are left. Barely enough to survive.

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for pipalypso week!

famous actress Piper meets Calypso, one of the first people not to recognise her

I finally figured out that I seem to write much quicker and get more done when I do it by hand, so I’m giving that a try instead of typing everything! Fingers crossed this works out. It’s working so far hey I actually finished this in time for pipalypso week! amazing

for now it’s just a lil one-shot but I’m thinking I might actually continue it at some point or write more bc I really like the famous piper au

fandom: Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus
pairing: Calypso/Piper McLean
word count: 1,626

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anonymous asked:

I don't know if you do much angst, but. the Inquisitor goes missing from skyhold. any/all LI's (depending on how you feel!!) then finding the Inquisitor after weeks of searching with red lyrium growing from their body.

  • Blackwall would blame himself. He knew he should have gone with them but he didn’t. Now her death was another weight on his shoulders, another death he could have prevented, another life that shouldn’t have been lost. He’d believe that he deserved this. Anything good in his life he seemed to fuck it up and ruin it. Now he ruined it for the world. While he understood that it wasn’t something that could be his fault; he’d feel like it regardless. Despite everyone calling for him to not touch their, he’d hold their face in his palm, closing their eyes with the other. They deserved to live. He’d pray to take their place any day.
  • Cassandra bit her lip as she stared at them. The initial shock froze her. In some part of herself she assumed that this was what she deserved. She became intimate with the Inquisitor and this was her punishment. Another would question the Maker; why take away someone they put on this earth to save it? What had she done to deserve this? What had they done? Her hands would cover her mouth as she attempted to shove through the crowd surrounding the Inquisitor. She couldn’t bear to look any longer. She was supposed to be the strong warrior, the stern advisor, not the vulnerable woman. She’d close her off for weeks, taking to drinking to help mend her sorrows, she was in love and that love was gone.
  • Dorian instantly feels his mouth dry and his eyes water. He’d deny anyone saying that he was becoming emotional because acknowledging it would only make it worse. Seeing them dead like that, with lyrium, it wasn’t fair. They made him feel a peace, wanted, whole, but now they were gone. What made everything worse was that the lyrium growing from their bodies made it difficult for him to even be in their proximity. Inevitably he’d start crying, a few tears in public, but all came out when he returned to Skyhold. He’d indulge in drinking; having to be pulled out of the tavern in a drunk only to be left to feel hollow without his love to be at his side.
  • Sera would be nothing but angry tears. She’s cursing and kicking the lyruim near her girlfriend’s body. She couldn’t have one thing in life that was for her, that she loved, that made her feel like she was at home. Tears would fall from her eyes, run down her cheeks, and drip off her chin as she glared at the dead body. She wasn’t going to accept it. That thing wasn’t her love. It wasn’t. It couldn’t. She couldn’t have died because of lyrium she was the friggin Inquisitor! She walked out of the fade alive when everyone else was dead! Sera would dash off, opting to take her frustration out on anything that moved. She shooting demons, animals, anything. 
  • Solas it was as he suspected. He knew that the Inquisitor had disappeared. Being unable to find her in the the world let alone in the fade he had suspected the worse. He wouldn’t let his distraught show. His hands clench around his staff before stepping back from her body. The lyrium caused him to not be able to come too close to her but he couldn’t bear to move her to see the pained expression on her face anyways. Solas knew he should have never allowed himself to fall for her. It was foolish. This ending was inevitable.
  • The Iron Bull was taught to not let death bother him. It was a natural part of life and the Qun emphasized in letting the dead die and not becoming emotionally compromised because of it. As hard as he tried to keep a stone face he couldn’t help but feel his eye start to water. They had talked about marriage, about being something more than what he had known. They were going to be together. He’d comment on how this wasn’t supposed to happen. How he told them to not run off alone, but they did it anyways. He’d kneel close to their body and stay there. He couldn’t leave their side and maybe if he was able to have a moment to himself he’d let himself mourn openly.
  • Cullen would reel back, the back of his hand to his lips, and eyes wide with horror. This was his nightmare. This was exactly what his nightmares were. Their lifeless body laying on the floor and acting as a source of nutrients for lyrium. He’d break down. Lyrium haunted him his entire life and now it took away the one person that freed him from its grasps. He’d shake his head throwing his sword and shield to the floor and lashing out at anyone who spoke to him. What was he to do now? 
  • Josephine insisted on attending Cullen on his expeditions to locate the Inquisitor. It was her lover, she needed to know where they were. Seeing them on the ground, dead, and lyrium infested would break her. She would desperately cling to someone as she fell to her knees, hoping that they would support her in the moment but she went down anyways. Her sobs held a form of despair that only came with the loss of a love. It would take multiple people to keep her from reaching their body, from holding them to her chest, and begging for them to be given back to her.
Merry Christmas, Mistletoe

“I expect the entire lawn to be cut evenly by the time your father comes home. Do you understand, Gail?” Before Gail can get a word in, her mother thrusts the object into her hands. Gail regards it cautiously, eyeing with certain disdain.

“A trimmer. You’ve given me a trimmer?”

“Yes.”

“You have seen how big the lawn is, right? Where’s the lawn mower?” 

“Broken until your father can get around to fixing it.”

“Why can’t Nathan do it, he usually does the grass?” Gail wasn’t particularly fond of her neighbour, but in times such as now, she was wishing he would turn up as per usual to complete these tedious tasks. She knew exactly why he was running around desperate to help out, after all, as he was hoping his liaison with the Peck family would help kickstart a career in policing, something she also knew wouldn’t happen because of her parents perception of him. 

“Why do you think it’s broken, Gail? Now enough with these silly questions. We have company arriving tomorrow evening for dinner, so we need this lawn looking as perfect as can be. Think you can do that, sweetheart?”

“Yes mom.”

“Very well. It’s all plugged in, now on you go. Make sure to mind the plants now, darling.”

“Yes.”

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anonymous asked:

The Matsunos overhearing their crush talking to someone (could be Totoko, Chibita, some random person, etc.) about how they think they don't have a chance with one of the brothers and thinking that they aren't good enough for them?

The responses will be longer that usual because… why not?

Osomatsu was happily counting his Pachinko earnings, rounding a corner before he heard the voice of his crush. He quickly backed up, poking his head around the side. They were slouched over the counter, nibbling at a piece of meat on their plate.

“I don’t even know if I should go for it. I mean, Osomatsu’s attractive, and fun, but what am I? I don’t have a chance with him. He probably doesn’t even like me.” they mumbled.

Chibita scoffed. “Of course he’s into you. You’re not too bad looking, and he’s a Matsuno. He’d say yes before you could even finish your sentence!”

“You think so?” they asked.

“I know so.” Chibita answered. Listening to this, Osomatsu was absolutely elated. His crush liked him back! This was better than all the Pachinko winnings in the world! Pretending like he heard nothing, he rounded the corner and greeted his crush, sitting next to them.


Karamatsu was loitering in the park, nodding to the people who passed by and trying to look cool, as always. He heard the sound of his crush’s voice, along with their friend, and panicked, deciding to duck behind a bench as they passed by.

“Stop lying to yourself!” their friend exclaimed. “You’re a great person, and he’s– Well, he’s… Karamatsu.”

His crush groaned. “I just don’t know. Would trying even be worth it?”

“You’re fine,” their friend said reassuringly. At this, Karamatsu cheered under his breath. It was 100% confirmed that his crush could not resist the brilliance of… Karamatsu.

He popped out in front of them, flipping his hair and saying, “Heh, my heart led me here, [Name].”


“I really like Choromatsu, but I don’t think he likes me back.” a voice sighed.

Choromatsu was walking down the hallway of his home when he overheard his crush talking to his mother in his parents’ bedroom, and froze in shock. First of all, his crush, his actual real-life crush, liked him back! Second of all, why on earth were they confiding in his mother?

Matsuyo laughed. “Of course he likes you! He won’t stop talking about you during meals, [Name]. He actually banned his brothers from talking to you, saying he was the only one allowed to speak with you.”

“But… He barely talks to me.” they pointed out in confusion.

“That’s just him being my loser NEET son,” Matsuyo said, shaking her head. “Choromatsu, get in here. I know you’re eavesdropping!” Choromatsu’s eyes widened. How did she know?

He walked in shamefully, blushing and bowing his head. “…Sorry.”


Ichimatsu was just innocently following a cat when he heard his crush talk about him. Like any other person would, he decided to eavesdrop on the conversation.

Please, he’s into you like he’s into cats,” Totoko scoffed.

“Ew.” Ichimatsu’s crush scrunched up their face. “Are you absolutely sure? There must be someone better.”

“You have nothing to worry about.” Totoko told them. “I just don’t understand why you’re not going for someone better looking. You could totally do it.”

“No way!” they responded. “Ichimatsu’s really attractive, and even if you weren’t judging by looks, he’s a great guy.”

Totoko shrugged. “Hey, I’m not complaining! If it gets one of the Matsunos off my back, I’m fine.” Ichimatsu smiled. It was confirmed that his crush liked him back! He walked off contentedly, deciding he’d let them make the first move.


Most people notice a man hopping the fence into their backyard, then running over to their window, but somehow Jyushimatsu’s crush didn’t seem to notice. He was getting ready to pop his head through their open window and ask them if they wanted to play some baseball, but he stopped when he saw them on the phone.

“You know I’m not confident about these things!” they whined. “I don’t know if he would like me! He talks about this girl he liked, and I don’t think I fit his whole… criteria.” 

Nothing discernible could be heard coming from the speaker in their phone.

They furrowed their brows. “You think it would be better for me to just ask him out? Yeah, sure. Jyushimatsu would probably be creeped out.” They listened to the other person talk. “Yes, I know I’m deeply in love.”

“You are?!” Jyushimatsu blurted out, gripping the windowsill. His crush’s eyes widened, and they turned a deep red.


Todomatsu was texting away on his phone, sitting cross legged on a chair at a nearby cafe. His crush was sitting a couple tables away from him, and he was very aware of that fact. It seemed they were too, as they were whispering with their friend about him. Luckily for Todomatsu, they were really bad at whispering, and he was ecstatic that they liked him back.

“He’s cute and he’s perfect. In fact, maybe a little too perfect!” they said in a distressed whisper. Todomatsu nodded in agreement. “I’m just… me.”

“Oh, come on, [Name]. Just ask Todomatsu out already!” their friend said, obviously not aware of Todomatsu’s presence just two tables away. His crush widened their eyes and shushed them.

“He’s right there!” they hissed, pointing discreetly at Todomatsu. Their friend turned around. “No, you’re making it too obvious!”

Their friend waved at Todomatsu and turned back to his crush. “Good. Ask him out,” They shook their head defiantly. Todomatsu decided that this was the best time to join them.

ohlookaloser  asked:

"He's dead, let's move on." Percabeth? :)))

The thing is, Annabeth’s pretty sure it’s a nightmare.

Time slows the way it shouldn’t; slinks by, pulls at her pulse, picks apart her thoughts. Everything is frozen and cold and too bright and when Annabeth finally falls to her knees in the dry, moonlit field beside his body, she presses her hands to his chest, his neck, and grows as still as he lies.

This can’t—he can’t

Her voice is a wisp of breath. “No.”

“Annabeth.”

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12/clara: is it like an addiction?

 tl;dr “no”

I saw someone expressing reservations about people applying the “addiction” metaphor to 12 & Clara’s relationship, and I was thinking about why it feels so ill-fitted to their dynamic. After all, it’s something Clara herself articulates clearly–after her last-ditch effort to break things off cleanly with the Doctor, she begins to think it’s some moral failing on her part that makes her want to stay with him. Maybe, she thinks, it’s all about the adrenaline rush, that she has a life so far removed from her normal routine that she can’t imagine going without it. And a lot of Clara’s and 12′s behavior throughout S8 looks, on the surface, like a couple of addicts desperately trying to justify their behavior–they’re constantly lying, manipulating, and lashing out, both to each other and to everyone around them. Of course this relationship is awful and unhealthy and toxic for both of them, and they’d be much better off without each other. Right? WRONG.

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titaniasfics  asked:

Duende - for you dahling!

This is probably trash. I’ve lost my writing mojo and all my ideas. But I don’t wanna leave you hanging, T. Thank you for the ask!


Duende - unusual power to attract or charm

I’m late. I’m late. For a very important date.

The famous words of that ridiculous, time-keeping rabbit echo through my head, taunting me as I use the rearview mirror to apply a coat of mascara and dab some gloss on my dry lips. I hate being late. I’m not usually this heavy-footed, but today I have to make an exception. My baby sister is graduating from college, and my prick of a boss - knowing that I had a three hour drive ahead of me - decided that it was a good day to overload me with a bunch of work that “has to be finished before you leave, Katniss.”

I can still hear his smarmy tone. The asshole knows I need my job. If I didn’t, Marvel Jenkins would be walking around town minus a set of cojones by now.

I’m so engrossed in my angry thoughts and frantic driving I don’t even see the motorcycle behind me until the red and blue lights begin to flash and I startle, jerking the mascara wand across my eye and leaving a trail of literal black crap on the top of my cheekbone.

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Stains

Part 7 of my filthy priest verse. I just needed a little break from CoL, so here you go. Just smut. Or rather, Father Gold having filthy thoughts.

Rating: NC-17

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Friday, 5:42PM, the flat (My Mistake)
  • Mitchell: What's that?
  • Anders: It's you bag... with your stuff in it. *opens another vodka bottle*
  • Mitchell: Wait a minute!? Are you throwing me out!?
  • Anders: No. I'm not. It's just that after you heard what I'm going to say you'll leave me, so I wanted to spare myself the pain of following you around the apartment like a lost puppy while you're packing your things.
  • Mitchell: Good God, Anders! What's going on? Why on earth would I leave you?
  • Anders: You will, trust me. *empties his glass and pours himself another one*
  • Mitchell: Can you at least allow me to be the judge of that? *sits at the table in front of Anders*
  • Anders: *sighs* I got a phone call three days ago. So it's been three days that I'm drowning in misery, trying to figure out how I'm going to break the news to you.
  • Mitchell: *frowning* Tell me.
  • Anders: Gaïa is back in New-Zealand.
  • Mitchell: Gaïa? You mean Idunn-Gaïa, Axl's ex-girlfriend ?
  • Anders: * empties another glass* That's the one.
  • Mitchell: You slept with her before we met. I don't see how it threatens what we have together. You're not Bragi anymore and she's not Idunn. From what you told me, it was a god thing between you and her.
  • Anders: Yes.
  • Mitchell: *reluctant* Do you still have…. feelings for her?
  • Anders: No. Never had. If I have had any control in this,I would never have slept with her at all.
  • Mitchell: You have to enlighten me then, because I don't understand how her return is a problem for our relationship.
  • Anders: *takes a deep breath* She's back to Auckland because she wants me to meet my daughter.
  • Mitchell: ……………........... *shocked silence*
  • Anders: I can walk you to the door of you want.
  • Mitchell: ... Since when did you know about this?
  • Anders: Three days.
  • Mitchell: How can you be sure it's your child and not Axl's?
  • Anders: She was using protection with Axl. With me… well… we were in a god frenzy, and I don't think Idunn or Bragi even acknowledged the existence of condoms.
  • Mitchell: I see. But there is a thing I can't understand: why are you dumping me? Did she ask you to choose between me and your daughter?
  • Anders: No, she didn't ask such thing. She doesn't even know you exist.
  • Mitchell: So you chose your daughter over me of your own accord if I understand well. *hurt*
  • Anders: NO! I didn't choose anybody! I just figured out you wouldn't want to stay with me once you'd know about her!
  • Mitchell: Why?
  • Anders: I don't know!!! On Monday I was still this ordinary guy and suddenly on Wednesday I learn that I'm a father. I feel responsible toward that little girl and you never signed up for it: for being with a father!! Of course I don't WANT you to leave: you're my boyfriend and I love you for god's sake!!!! But I can't impose the consequences of my mistakes on you.
  • Mitchell: That's bullshit, Andy. I'm an adult and I make the conscious choice of being with you. That means dealing with the good and the bad. And besides, is it that bad that you suddenly become a father? I had little sisters and brothers back in Ireland. One thing I know is that kids are similar, not matter in which century they live. I'm sure I can be an awesome step-dad.
  • Anders: *hopeful* Yeah?
  • Mitchell: Of course!!! *smiles* I bet she has your eyes.
  • Anders: *shyly* Gaïa says so. They are supposed to come here for a visit next Thursday. I'm so nervous I'm already feeling sick.
  • Mitchell: I rather think it's all the vodka you drank, baby. Do you want me to be there next Thursday?
  • Anders: *with a tiny voice* Please?
  • Mitchell: *fondly* I can't wait to meet that little monster.

anonymous asked:

hello there! you have met yvonne a few times right? how different does she look in person, if she is? can you describe it in full detail? haha! i don't think i'll ever get to meet her and a lot of people say pics don't do her justice so i want to know what i am missing. thank you so much for your time!

She’s 100000 times better in person. She’s so gorgeous that she practically glows. She is the type of person who is such an absolute joy to look at and be around, that you unconsciously blush when you’re within a 30 foot radius even. 

I am so serious. 

But I think the best part is that she is a wonderful human being. She never seems to be putting on an act or being super kind to her fans because she feels like she has to be. She’s very genuine, even though she was very obviously tired throughout the Nerd HQs that I met her at. Everybody was tired at those things. But she was all smiles, very friendly, very down to earth.

This last year, they made us walk through this alleyway to get to her photo op for Operation Smile, and the wind was blowing through there like crazy. And it effed up my hair so bad. And I was really disappointed, because I was dressed as Orange Orange Sarah and I fixed my hair just so and I was like “for the first time ever, I get to actually shake Yvonne’s hand and tell her how important she is AND I LOOK LIKE SHIT NOW NOOOOOOOOOOO” and I was terrified of being judged.

But then I got up to her and I know I was blushing, but she immediately gestured to my cosplay and said she loved my Sarah get-up and touched the apron and was super pleased with the whole thing. And I asked her if it was alright for me to take a second to fix my hair, and I was like “Is it okay now? They made us walk through a wind tunnel.” And she said “Pffft, you’re gorgeous. Look at my hair. I’m a wreck.” And my head snapped towards her Exorcist status and I was like “YOU ARE NOT!!!!!!!” And she cracked up.

She’s veeeeeeery down to earth. Very personable. Hilarious. Nice. And everything that everyone says she is.

She must be protected. Because she is an actual gift to humankind. She really is. 

Thank you, Strzechowski parents, for bringing an absolute ray of sunshine into the world and allowing her to bless us with her performances and her existence in general.

(This keeps refusing to show up in my reblogs so I’m posting it separately)

It is Moffat’s fault that “The Girl Who Waited” happened.

Because Moffat is the showrunner. He choeses what goes into the show and that doesn’t. Things that happen in the episode:

  • Amy is blamed for making a simple mistake and putting herself in danger

  • The Doctor completely ignores Rory’s pleas for help as he fears for his safety

  • The Doctor is only concerned about his own health

  • According to the Doctor, because time is compressed in the other timeline, that means that Amy doesn’t need to eat. Which, for many reasons, makes no sense whatsoever, because it implies that it is a man-made timeline, instead of one that has been tied to the major timeline. Also, she AGES in the other timeline, which kind of sort of means that her body is using energy which food is kind of required for.

  • Apparently the Appalapachians know about Earth, but not about humans? Apparently they’re so stupid they don’t even bother to take alien biology into account when building their hospitals EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE THE 2ND MOST VISITED PLANET IN THE UNIVERSE? They literally threw the idea of aliens visiting their planet out the window and designed their hospitals and cybernetic staff so that they wouldn’t be able to help any aliens that did come to the planet. Even though they are the 2nd most visited planet in the universe. Even though they are advanced enough to have robots with synthetic skin. Even though they have the ability to tie fragmented timelines to their own, allowing victims of the plague to live out their entire lives there.

  • They fail to inform their patients about anything that is going on. If you press the red waterfall button, they just assume that you know what it means, and that you’re sentencing yourself to a life alone (And they decided to instance their timelines…why????) with no possible way of checking out.

  • Apparently the Appalachians are xenophobes because they want any aliens visiting their planet to die. Even though they’re the second most popular planet in the universe.

  • Do you see my problem yet?

  • No? Then let’s continue.

  • Rory and the Doctor both attempt to and succeed at emotionally manipulating Amy into killing herself, so that they don’t have to feel guilty about not rescuing her before she grew old.

  • Rory says he doesn’t care that she got old, but then he snaps at her that she needs to stop flirting with him. Huh.

  • The Doctor plans from the beginning to betray Amy so that they can leave her behind. Because he doesn’t want her now that she’s old and no longer worshiping the ground he walks.

  • Did I mention they emotionally manipulate her into killing herself? And then betray her when she demands they save her too? Did I mention that?

  • Oh, pshaaa. Obviously I’m just imagining that and making things up because I’m such an RTD fangirl!

  • Amy is forced to BLAME HERSELF for everything that has happened to her. Because instead of finally rescuing her and letting her live the rest of her life the way she wants to, they show her her past self in an attempt to get her to ERASE HER ENTIRE LIFE FROM EXISTANCE.

  • They are literally asking her—no, demanding, because they’re not giving her any choice, to DESTROY HERSELF.

  • A minor detail but she kills the staff very easily, she really should have more armour than half of one of the robots. Like, really.

  • The entire thing is from Rory’s perspective. Which would have been okay, if he cared about her at all. If he could actually connect emotionally with her with what she’d gone through. But nope. He just wants to kill her so that he can have his young wife back.

  • Rory: Could that work? Two Amys? Doctor: Well I don’t know. It’s your marriage.

  • DO YOU SEE MY FUCKING PROBLEM YET?

  • Amy literally has to fucking bargain for her life, she has to try and CONVINCE THEM to save her, because the thought is so gorram inconceivable to them that they should save her.

  • This episode isn’t even about Amy. It’s about Rory. “So I have to choose which wife I want?” Really? Really? Instead of letting, hmmm…I don’t know, maybe HER DECIDE?????? Because you know it’s only HER GODDAMN LIFE ON THE LINE.

  • Have you ever heard of bodily autonomy?

  • The right to the pursuit of happiness?

  • Do you really have no problem with anything that happened in this episode? Really?

  • Amy has to explain, time and time and time again, that “She is me. We’re both me.” Because Rory and the Doctor refuse to SAVE HER.

  • Rory makes her pain about himself. He shouts at her that “I SWORE TO PROTECT YOU!” AND SINCE I COULDN’T NOW YOU HAVE TO DIE TO PAY FOR IT!

  • Because, you know. That’s totally logical. Oh gods, I didn’t stop my cat from having his tail stepped on! GUESS I’D BETTER FUCKING KILL HIM THEN AND TRADE HIM FOR A NEW KITTEN!!

  • Literally. The entire episode. Amy is begging for her life. Because they refuse to save her. Because she’s not the person they want her to be. Because she grew up without Rory there to ‘protect’ her. Because she doesn’t worship the Doctor anymore, and because Rory can’t stand the thought of having his wife be so old.

  • The Doctor blames them for getting themselves into this mess, because looking at history books to make sure there wasn’t a plague or anything “IS NOT HOW I TRAVEL!!!!” and obviously they should have known this.

  • The Doctor literally fucking looks Amy in the eye before slamming the door in her face, and sentencing her to death. He looks her in the eye, and has the gall to apologize. Even as he’s locking her out. Even as he’s leaving her to her death. Even as he’s wiping her from existence because she doesn’t love him anymore. He apologizes, so obviously everything is fine and it doesn’t matter that he just MURDERED HER.

  • Do I really have to go on? Because I can.

Moffat. Is. The. Showrunner. He runs the show. He chooses what happens and what doesn’t happen. He chose to let this happen. He chose to let all of this happen. He probably even adding a few things in here and there. Because, you know, two Amy Ponds at the same time? “If you’re a red-blooded male, that’s all you need!”