i don't even at this point

im still angry about this™

okay im still not okay at all when it comes to incest ships and as someone who had to go through it i want to say that it’s super traumatic as hell and i’ve been trying my whole life already to get rid of it without success and basically whenever i see someone defending it i become very panicky
please just understand that shipping family members with each other isn’t good and can be traumatic to some people
-someone who survived an incestious relationship

  • fanfic writer: *writing* Oh wow, they are going to love this. This is by far my best work!
  • fic: *witty lines* *perfect love making* *fluffy enough to kill us all* *a dash of angst, a smidgen of hurt/comfort*
  • fanfic writer: Oh man. This is it. This will be my legacy! *sweats into fic* *bleeds into fic* *cries into fic* *spends days perfecting the grammar and verbage and sex scenes* *has 15 betas look over it*
  • fanfic writer: Okay. It is finally time to release my baby on the world. Here you go fandom. You're welcome.
  • fandom: Ha, cute. *like* *kudos*
  • fanfic writer: :/
  • * * *
  • same fanfic writer: *writing* Whatever. This is shit, I don't even care right now. A singing squirrel? Sure, let's do it. Haha, cheesy lines that make no sense, sure. Grammatical errors out the wazoo? Why not. No one's going to read this piece of crap anyway, I literally wrote it on a scrap of 1 ply toilet paper with a broken yellow crayon.
  • fanfic writer: LOL *post*
  • fanfic writer: *sigh*

when I see people post positive things about Liam and Cora

then they say “I hope they’re more interesting than Kaiden and Ashley!!1”

so you’re telling me eva mohn doesn’t get a follow up on her self discovery, vilde hellerud doesn’t get to talk about her family and struggles (and her casual racism and ableism tbqh), chris berg doesn’t get to possess more than one (1) personality trait (=which is FUNNY btw), and sana bakkoush doesn’t get to address the microaggressions, misconceptions and/or islamophobia against her even within her own friend group…

but we get to ,,,wrap up,,, noorhelm but NOT in a garbage bag… okay

anonymous asked:

I reported you and your instagram to Koogi and Lezhin. Stop making fan translations off work that IS NOT YOURS. It doesn't matter if you dont profit from it. Koogi will lose money because of you. Do you not understand that?


Koogi ultimately doesn’t lose money. Lezhin provides a livable wage for all their artists, so the purchased chapters can be regarded as bonuses:

I got this picture from Lezhin tumblr FAQ, click here to read it.

Also, can you actually blame me for providing a platform Lezhin failed to accomplish? I not only reach readers who have the ability to buy the chapters but to those who do not. 

There are many circumstances why readers cannot buy the chapters: weak currency value (Greece, Vietnam, Iran, etc.), banking issues (some of my readers are from the Middle East with this issue), political unrest (India, Philippines, Indonesia, etc.), student loans (especially for Americans, this can be a lifetime debt), and other factors.

I like your energy but it’s incredibly misdirected. Fan translations won’t stop, even if I do. So rather than getting angry at me and labeling this situation as black and white, why not direct your attention to the reasons WHY people turn their attention to fan translations. Make suggestions to Lezhin, speak of these issues and elaborate on possible solutions with the root of the problem, and speak of your fellow KS fans who are completely cut off and stranded away from the very company they love. 

No doubt I love Lezhin, Killing Stalking was born and thrive under their company. However, with the direction they’re going, why can’t they focus on the issues that we fans vocalize? If not the fans, what is Lezhin emphasizing more? Money?

Click here to read about my issues with Lezhin and COA. After you read it, talk to me again about your ideas! I value all commentary, but I also value people who are problem solvers. 


I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid it would open old wounds.


The contrast between the two of them. The open, unfiltered honesty of Alec almost astounds Magnus. From the get go it’s been this way with them. Alec surprising Magnus. For the simple reason that Alec is just so blunt, innocent and a little bit naive. The heavy weight of how Magnus looks at Alec as he confesses his love. Like he’s watching this extraordinary, young, beautiful man discover everything for this first time. And the look of disbelief on his face comes from the fact that he can’t believe he gets to experience these things WITH him.

All of the shit that Magnus has been through, all of the heartbreak, all of the LIFE he’s seen. It weighs so heavy on him, especially here. While Alec is all nerves and anxiety and just pure, unfiltered, raw, gut instinct and EMOTION. Magnus is measured, sure, compassionate, awed and steady. Just how different they both are, in everything, but especially this moment is incredibly beautiful. It’s interesting. It’s unique. It’s captivating. It’s everything.

Dan what does this imply?? Are you actually there? Did you get lost on the way back from Orlando? Are you collabing w someone and lost a challenge, so they got to tweet from your account? So many possibilities wtf

imagine hating women so much that you can’t even handle a beautiful canon friendship between two female characters because you’re too threatened by the fact that they’re romantically shipped by the fandom 

Ok but Percy Jackson isn’t just cute or even just hot he’s ACTUALLY ATTRACTIVE BECAUSE OF HIS PERSONALITY like he’s relatable to the readers and he’s not disturbing with millions of sex jokes and he respects Annabeth and gives her credit for how badass she is and admits his faults and ACTUALLY TRIES TO IMPROVE THEM and he loves his mom and he’s just so respectful??? Like???

anonymous asked:

Being Married to Shawn

  • “I love you.”
  • Shawn still taking you out on dates even thought you’re already married
  • Shawn taking you along on tour with him
  • Not having to be apart as much as you did when you were still dating
  • Waking up next to him every morning
  • Good morning kisses
  • Goodnight kisses
  • Shawn getting along with your family
  • And treating your siblings like they’re his own siblings
  • His family loving you
  • Whenever Aaliyah had a break from school
  • You’d convince Shawn to fly her out to wherever you both were
  • And you’d hang out with her and make sure she was safe
  • Shawn having meetings early on a Saturday morning
  • And you being disappointed because you like to cuddle on weekends
  • But he makes up for it by coming home at 11am with Starbucks
  • Spending long nights in the studio with him
  • Shawn surprising you with weekend getaways
  • “I love that you’re my forever.” 
  • Always being Shawn’s plus one to events
  • Getting a cat together shortly after you’re married
  • Buying Shawn clothes
  • Cooking together
  • Him knowing everything about you 
  • All the scary, hard to love, messed up stuff
  • And still loving you anyway
  • Knowing what he’s like at two am when he’s worked hard all day
  • And what he’s like at two pm on a lazy Sunday
  • Knowing everything about him
  • Choosing to love each other daily
  • Choosing to love each other through all the gritty and hard stuff
  • Knowing that ring on his ring finger is for you
  • And that whenever he sees it he thinks of you
  • Having a sign that was a wedding gift: “The Mendes Family, est. 20__”
  • Wedding pictures in your living room
  • Pictures of the two of you and your families all over your house
  • Your house full of cute decorations that Shawn let you be in charge of 
  • Playfully arguing about who’s turn it was to clean the cat’s litter box
  • Sitting on your kitchen floor eating ice cream at 2am just because
  • Literally just getting to do life with your best friend