i do that myself


“Keeping up with the Blacks”


You have lived a thousand lives before, and darling, you will live a thousand more.
So remember as you lay in your bed at night, you will live without him.

happy birthday @sansaregina! ♡

anonymous asked:

brutally honest ships: Rebelcaptain (i know what your gonna say but imma ask anyway)

AHAHAHAH. Bless you, anon. Bless you.

Well, to start, I did write this treatise on WHY I SHIP REBELCAPTAIN, but that’s more a technical breakdown than it is brutal honesty.

The brutal honest answer? I haven’t loved a ship like this one in a very long time. I almost never ship characters from a stand alone movie because the tension begins and ends within the span of those two hours. But Jyn and Cassian? They’re a different animal. I went in jokingly wanting to ship them based on the first trailer and general Diego Luna lusting, but on the first viewing, I was like oh ok, I guess I am probably not gonna end up shipping them, and that’s fine, that’s cool, that’s … what the hell is going on in that elevator scene. OH MY GOD BITCH DON’T YOU DARE OH GOD.

But here are some new hot takes I don’t think I’ve put down into words before:

My brain can’t comprehend that there’s another person in the universe that would make sense for the other. Other OTPs, other characters, I could be game with the “they could love someone else–maybe it would be the great love, but it could be love.” With Jyn and Cassian, I feel like they just wouldn’t be interested in anyone else. I think they both would rather be alone than be with someone else just to be with someone else. Cassian’s married to the cause when we met him. Jyn’s just trying to survive. Romance and love aren’t on the agenda. That is, until they meet each other, and like, something snaps into place.

I also believe that if they had survived, they’d be relatively okay mentally and emotionally, relatively speaking. Relatively, because these two have already been massively traumatized by their lives when they meet, and they’re still functioning. I think they are natural survivors and survivors who have learned how to cope. They’ve both learned to compartmentalize  Maybe they have nightmares, they probably have additional layers of PTSD and survivor’s guilt, but I don’t see them in my mind as withdrawing from each other, either? But then I’ve read fics where they’ve done just that, and I love those?

But one thing I do love about this ship is that I find that their dynamic is quite … healing for the other. It’s a pairing of equals, and though on the surface they are somewhat opposites (he’s careful and cool; she’s reckless and hotheaded), they’re also very similar in other ways, which is why I think they get one another, and why I think they work so well. In a span of a week they can communicate almost wordlessly. They trust one another. It’s beautiful and tragic.

Speaking of which. One upside to them being dead is that they can’t be ruined or torn apart. They exist forever in this perfect little bubble of what if and if only. I don’t know if I’ll ever get over it (and I don’t want to).

Imagine your OTP

Person A and person B are having a fight and person B starts undressing and Person A is trying so hard to stay mad but Person B is down to only their underwear now AND THATS NOT FAIR PERSON B DAMNIT

Has this been done yet? Probably???


WIPs i’m currently working on.

gnar is for one of the raffle winners.

Dairy-us and banana soraka will be future redbubble stickers.

My brain goes a mile a minute so i end up having a mountain of WIPS

that’s just what is on my desktop at the moment

excluding that WIP folder and the other WIP folders i have stuffed in random places.

idk i always gotta fight myself to get anything done


wassat another speededit who am i what am i doing with my pathetic life
hi watch me turn a slab of skin into clothes in meta 

anonymous asked:

All these people are talking about Dark with a kid but no one has mentioned him having to deal with a pregnant POI.

You know, that’s very correct. I imagine it’s probably a handful for him.

  • He’s not really used to it in the slightest.
  • He understands that pregnancy can cause hormonal changes and that leads to a ton of other changes, like changes in appetite, moodiness, changes in other behavior, etc.
  • He’s respectful of it, since he knows that being annoyed won’t help anything.
  • In fact, Dark might even read up on the subject. A better understanding helps to prevent any bumps in the road.
  • I imagine he does lose his patience with frequent doctor’s visits. He keeps quiet about his discontent, but his body language says enough. He hates the waiting room, mainly.
  • He does more cooking and cleaning than usual. He could be a bit better at cooking, but it suffices.
  • He might not jump at the chance to help his POI indulge in singular cravings. Especially since he’s not fond of the idea of going to get something to eat at 3 in the morning.
  • With enough coercion, he would relent, though.
  • It’s probably the longest however many months (depending on when he got involved with them) he’s ever experienced.
  • It’s worth it in the end, though. So he keeps telling himself. After all, sticking with someone through pregnancy is a good way into their heart, even if his intentions aren’t that great.

here it is!! me forcing my boyfriend jv to play choices lmaooooo he’s so fuckin ridiculou s this is so funny pls watch thanK