i do not want to deal with this anymore

He told me that we couldn’t fix what was already broken.
I told him that broken crayons still color.
He said no one wants to deal with that. It’s much easier to just find new crayons. Throw the old ones away.
And you wonder why I still feel like trash.
—  You threw me away.

» the walking dead sentence meme

Feel free to adjust sentences to make it fit your muse better!

  • ❝ We’ll win. But we need to wait for the right moment. ❞
  • ❝ It ain’t just about getting by here. It’s about getting it all. ❞
  • ❝ It’s because you got no guts. ❞
  • ❝ If you knew us, if you knew anything, you would kill us. But you can’t. ❞
  • ❝ I’d like to take it back to awkward silence now. ❞
  • ❝ Kid. I ain’t gonna lie. You scare the shit out of me. ❞
  • ❝ If you keep thinking everyone’s an enemy, then enemies are all you’re gonna find. ❞
  • ❝ Do soy sauce packets count as food? ❞
  • ❝ Nobody’s evil. They just decide to forget who they are. ❞
  • ❝ Some people are evil. I’ve seen it. That’s why I have to get back now. ❞
  • ❝ I’m not saving you anymore. ❞
  • ❝ I’m dealing in certainties, and I’m doing my part to give them what they want. ❞
  • ❝ I love a gal that takes me to dinner and doesn’t expect me to put out. ❞
  • ❝ In case you haven’t caught on, I just slipped my dick down your throat, and you thanked me for it. ❞
  • ❝ You’re lucky. Don’t forget. ❞
  • ❝ I get why you did it. Why you took it. You were thinking about someone else. That’s why I can’t. ❞
  • ❝ You should know, there is no door number four. This is it. This is the only way. ❞
  • ❝ People can try and you set you in the right direction, but they can’t show you the way. ❞
  • ❝ I don’t give a shit if you think you’ve found the secret to life. ❞
  • ❝ People want someone to follow. ❞
  • ❝ Drink from the well, replenish the well. ❞
  • ❝ Was the joke that bad? ❞
  • ❝ Suck my nuts. ❞
  • ❝ You can breathe. You can blink. You can cry. Hell, they’re all gonna be doing that. ❞
  • ❝ We got here together, and we’re still here. ❞
  • ❝ You’re a survivor. You always were. ❞
  • ❝ When they come for us, we’ll end it. The whole thing. ❞
  • ❝ There is no right; there’s just the wrong that doesn’t pull you down. ❞
  • ❝ I don’t take chances anymore. ❞
  • ❝ Dibs is dibs. ❞
  • ❝ You want to live, you take chances. ❞
  • ❝ I’m going like I should have. Don’t come after me, please. ❞
  • ❝ I’m not planning to die today. ❞
  • ❝ We have to come for them, before they come for us. ❞
  • ❝ Why are dingleberries brown? ❞
  • ❝ We’re going to have to fight. ❞
  • ❝ This is the next world. ❞
  • ❝ Your world’s about to get a whole lot bigger. ❞
  • ❝ I like you people. I trust you. Trust us. ❞
  • ❝ You need to know things aren’t as simple as they might seem. ❞
  • ❝ Confrontation’s never been something we’ve had trouble with. ❞
  • ❝ You still got family and you still got a home. ❞
  • ❝ It should be someone who loved her. Someone who’s family. ❞
  • ❝ I want to show you the new world. ❞
  • ❝ Someday this pain will be useful to you. ❞
  • ❝ The only thing that keeps you from being a monster is killing. ❞
  • ❝ You point a gun at me, and I’m the asshole? ❞
  • ❝ Things moved slow here, and then things just started moving fast, too fast. ❞
  • ❝ Things aren’t as simple as four words. ❞
  • ❝ The people around you dying, that’s the hard part. ❞
  • ❝ The world is trying to die. We’re supposed to just let it. ❞

you know when yu start daydreaming in the middle of a breakdown because you don’t know how to process your feelings without your daydreams and you just stop being upset because it’s no longer happening to you, it’s happening to the people in your daydream and you don’t actually have to confront it in reality anymore

scarecrow’s fear toxin doesn’t work on college students because we’re already so afraid that we’ve become weirdly fearless like johnny boy could hit me with some toxin and be like “tell me your greatest fear!!!” well do i have news for you, i’ve already lived through my greatest fears of handing in assignments late, having an increasingly declining mental health which i use unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal with and having virtually no support system so if you want me to get scared anymore your gunna have to fight me johnny

So Mon-El stopped drinking for no one but himself. Okay, you guys, he never even told Kara that he stopped drinking. He sees he needed to change and he’s doing it without telling anyone. He is possibly finally dealing with his feelings for the death of his whole planet and family. He doesn’t need to drown his emotions anymore and I am here for Mon-El healing.

But he also wants to change to become good enough for Kara. Soulmate stuff happening right here. What is a soulmate?

“Well, it’s like a best friend, but more. It’s the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don’t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone who you carry with you forever. It’s the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you’ll always love her. Nothing can ever change that.”

This 👏is👏some👏good👏stuff👏

I “love” how with the reveal that Tracer is a lesbian, people have already just boiled her down to “Overwatch’s lesbian character.”

I will never understand Tumblr’s logic with wanting homosexuality and stuff to not being a big deal anymore but at the same time those same people boil down characters to “The gay character” and make a big deal about being gay or whatever. I’ve had people who introduced themselves to me as “Hi I’m [insert name] and I’m gay too.” Ok who cares? Do you have such a lack of personality that the fact that your sexuality the most interesting thing about you? I would react the same way if someone told me they were heterosexual, because it does not matter.

If you want homosexuality and stuff to not be a big deal, stop making it a big deal and stop getting upset every time someone doesn’t congratulate you for being gay. As cheesy as this sounds, be the change you want to see in the world, want homosexuality to not be a big deal, stop making it a big deal or trying to make it important when it isn’t important.

BTS Reaction to you wanting to breakup b/c of hate

Jungkook: He couldn’t even look at you when the words came out of your mouth. His eyes fell to the floor as thoughts had raced through his mind and absent mindlessly shook his head. 

“No.” His voice had lowered and his eyes soon found your tear filled ones.

“Jungkook..The hate, I just can’t deal with it anymore.” You quietly cried out.

“No, you’re not leaving because of that, you’re going to have to come up with a better reason because as long as I still love you and you still love me we are going to be together (Y/N).”

“But the hate-”

“We’ll get through it together. Just like we do with everything.”

V: “Nice try, you’re not breaking up with me over this.” Tae looked down at you with a nonchalant expression on his face as if he hadn’t taken your words of wanting to break up in consideration. You had tears that had fallen down your face previously and had now dried and stained your cheeks, your eyes were slightly red from crying and your cheeks were starting to puff from crying.

“Tae, you don’t understand-”

“Please (Y/N), tell me what I don’t understand. Tell me how I haven’t noticed you wiping your tears when you walk into any room I’m in, tell me how I don’t notice that you’ve deleted all social media accounts because of all the harsh words these fans are saying to you, tell me how I don’t notice the hate my girlfriend, the woman that I love is getting because we’re in a happy relationship, please tell me how I don’t understand.”

Jimin: “Um how about not.” Jimin rolled his eyes and pursed out his lips in a funny way while he was looking down at you. You had just admitted to the hateful comments you were getting on social media and told your boyfriend of a couple months that you thought breaking up was the only way to stop it.

“Jimin this isn’t funny! I’m serious about stopping this, I can’t handle all of the thousands of little comments I get weekly, it’s getting to me.” You admit, crossing your arms at your boyfriend who couldn’t be serious at the time.

“You may be serious about breaking up but it’s not going to happen. You’re still going to be in a relationship with me with or without the hate. We’ll figure something out jagiya but we’re not breaking up, that’s not the way to fix it.”

Hoseok: You were eating dinner with Hoseok when you sprang the news on him, completely shocking him making his eyes widen and throat close causing him to choke on his food. 

“Wh-Why!?” Hoseok yelled as he stood up from the table only to start pacing around.

“I just can’t deal with-”

“Me!? You can’t deal with me!? I thought you loved me!?-

“I do love you! It’s not you it’s the hate! I can’t do it anymore Hoseok, they’re threatening me now and I’m actually scared.”

“Well breaking up isn’t going to do you any better, I’ll figure something out, I’ll talk to management and see what we can do, no one is going to hurt you.”

Rap Monster: “You’ve got to be kidding me.” Namjoon muttered as he looked up from the laptop that was placed on his bed. 

“That’s why I wanted to end things with you.” You quietly said playing with your now more interesting fingers trying your hardest to ignore your boyfriends stare.

“How long has this been going on?” Namjoon’s voice was stern but not harsh in any way, you could tell that he was angry by the way he spoke. 

“It’s gotten worse in the last three months, but it started about seven months ago.” Your eyes quickly glanced at your boyfriend then back down to your fingers.

“Why didn’t you tell me? You’re supposed to tell me when things like this happen. I’m supposed to protect you from hate like this.”

Suga: He had just stared at you, he blinked slowly as tears welled up in your eyes. “You want to break up? Why? I thought we were good? I didn’t think there was a problem.” Yoongi admitted.

You saw how much your words hurt him but he had no clue how much more they hurt you. It hurt you to do this but you just couldn’t do it anymore. The threats, the hate, the words thrown your way, it was too much for you so this was the only way you could think would stop it. 

“I can’t do it anymore Yoongi. It’s getting worse.” You stepped to him, voice cracking and tears finally falling from your eyes. “The hate, it’s gotten worse, this is the only way to end it.”

“So what? You want to pass it on to the next girl I date?” Yoongi mumbled, eyes boring into you not looking anywhere else. “Do you honestly think I’m going to let you walk away from us?”

Jin: “You want to what?” Jin’s head snapped to you unable to understand why the words ‘We need to break up.’ left your mouth.

“Jin we need to break up, I need to end things, it’s the only way to do it.” The words leave your mouth quickly as you look anywhere but at your boyfriend.

“Only way to do what? What are you talking about jagiya? Talk to me.” Jin grabbed your head and pulled you into him, allowing yourself to fall into the warmth of his body.

“The hate Jin, I can’t do it.”

Relationships won’t stay the same. Its not going to be like the first time, it will never be stagnant. He might not be as sweet as those first few weeks, he might not text you as often, he might seem like he’s no longer ‘crazy’ about you, he might not sound that excited anymore when talking to you. And when you could finally feel the difference, you’re trying to get used to it, although its hard. I know that there are huge changes and its clearly obvious. And sooner or later all those negative thoughts will fill your mind and you might think that he doesn’t love you anymore or he’s just bored. Its hard to deal with. You start comparing him then and now, you start reading old messages and compare it to his last messages. You want to ask about it. You really do. But ‘Expect changes,’ they said.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1080 // @bynoire on Instagram
  • The most common phrase heard in the band room: "God I hate band so much. I'm gonna quit"
  • The least carried out phrase heard in the band room: "God I hate band so much. I'm gonna quit"

anonymous asked:

One of my coworkers has OCD and there are certain things that really mess her up (sometimes for the entire day). Most of us are decent and go out of our way to make sure it doesn't happen or fix it before she has to deal with it but one of our ASMs does it on purpose to mess with her. I called him out on it and he said 'this is the real world she just has to learn how to deal'. HR says they can't do anything unless she filed a complaint but I don't want to tell her he does it on purpose...

It would be better if she did know. That way she can file a complaint and get it to possibly stop. The chance that it wouldn’t happen anymore is better than hurt feelings since he’s affecting her mental health multiple times a day. -Abby


This will be the last time I post something regarding SPOILERS. I didn’t want to have to do this over and over again anymore. I’ve been dealing with it since March of 2016, and have asked countless times, not to receive any. But still it comes.

I completely understand that it’s unintentional and done out of excitement so I’m not mad about but it’s really getting to me. My excitement has already been taken away from me. I kindly ask, please don’t take what little I have left. I HAVE NOT finish reading the NOVEL.

Thank you!

“I went to Valencia to do study abroad, but I had to come back to deal with some personal stuff. Ever since I came back, I’ve been wondering if I made the right decision. I’m 20 years old and here I can’t drink or smoke. When I was in Spain, I could live however I wanted. It was cool. I come back here, and I’m not an adult anymore.”

yuuri bought a single ring in response to a conversation where it’s clear that he wants to give viktor a gift but he doesn’t know what. so he buys him a ring. one ring. it’s on the receipt, it’s what he says to the woman behind the register, so on and so on.

upon buying what he keeps deludedly telling himself is “a good luck charm,” they go somewhere romantic. he stumbles through what sounds like a japanese proposal, puts said ring on the orthodox ring finger in the entryway of a church which is where orthodox betrothals are supposed to happen, then he asks viktor to “tell him something for good luck” in exchange. 

viktor busts out a ring.

so we’ve got two options here: 

  1. viktor bought a ring at the same shop at the same time. this doesn’t seem likely, considering a. viktor’s stunned reaction to yuuri’s purchase, and b. the level of red yuuri turns when suddenly viktor gives him a ring as well. 
  2. viktor has been carrying a fucking ring ALL AROUND BARCELONA to propose to yuuri whenever it seemed right, and that little fuck beats him to it. by, like usual, doing both everything and nothing at the same time.

the fucking layers of cultural entanglement that are going on here have to be intentional. i can no longer believe that they’re not. yuuri just accidentally did the one thing he wanted more than anything else: proposed to viktor. viktor intentionally proposed to yuuri. 

of course that’s what happened, because these idiots have been doing this dance all along. literally. over and over and over. 

You know what I miss? When people used to care. I’m not saying nobody cares, I know some people do. But the number of people who used to care about me when I used to be happy has decreased ever since I got depressed. And I can’t help but wonder, is this because they don’t care anymore? Is it because they don’t like me anymore? Is it because they have no idea how to deal with it? Or is it because all they want is an “easy” friendship with someone who has no problems at all? It’s so frustrating and unfair.

anonymous asked:

There's this fic I was reading but can't find it anymore T_T I'm not sure if you've already mentioned it somewhere. It's set right after ep 12, where Yuuri has to come up with a routine for the exhibition after the Grand Prix. He decided to pair-skate with Viktor, but kept it a secret, wanting to surprise everyone. After the performance, the internet kind of exploded, and they had to learn how to deal with the media. It's only a few chapters long. Do you know what the name of this fic is?

Thank you for finding the fic, @x-benihime!

It’s Translations Over Distance by Jenrose and you can read it here!

i can’t handle this anymore. i don’t want to see the final call. i just want to go to bed. stay safe, don’t do anything rash. i know you’re pissed and scared and feeling unsafe, and i am too, but all we can do is get up in the morning and deal with our reality. ilu guys. we’ll start the fight tomorrow. for now, get some rest

redemption part 1

HOLY CRUD!!! A BACKGROUND!!!! (it’s kind of a big deal) 

I was feeling really tired and needed to do something for myself for a change…
I want to at least draw 3 more of these (one for each season) so be expecting them, all themed around corrupted Jasper’s redemption, because believe it or not I still think she’s adorable <3

also I got a new wacom tablet and this was kind of to test it, it’s a bit scratchy and that messes with me, but my old one isn’t reliable anymore. but now the drivers die all the time! I gotta go to “services” on task manager and restart it all the time! but it’s very good! the pressure sensors are amazing.

PS: I still can’t draw Steven