i do not know when this happens

Imagine being in a secret relationship with Jensen Ackles and him flirting with you when he comes to your work.

“You know if I see you one more time here, I’m gonna start thinking you’re doing it on purpose.” you said with a soft smile as you checked on the machinery next to him.

“Although I would really do anything for that gorgeous smile of yours-” he said a little breathlessly and in a more rough voice than you were used in hearing on TV too “No, this really happened accidentally. Seems like I’ve been working for too many hours without eating and I had not realized it at all.” he mumbled as you hummed.

“Seems like?” you raised an eyebrow, placing your hands on your hips “You know as much as I like seeing you here, Mr Ackles, you need to take more care of yourself. Don’t need to worry your loved ones.”

“So that’s why you’re worried too?” he asked with a small smirk and you scoffed a laugh.

“Careful Mr Ackles, your Dean is showing.” you turned your back to him as you started fixing his med and shots “Besides, I think it’s more than just overworking. You’re really exhausted, you’ll need to take a break for a few days and rest. Let your body do the healing and take some vitamins you really need. What a shame you won’t go back to flirting for a profession huh?”

“Who said I can’t flirt here too?” he asked but then just laughed, wincing slightly when he felt his head ache “Besides-” he licked his dry lips “I think I won’t really have a problem staying here for longer. With such a cute nurse I honestly wouldn’t mind staying here forever either.” he broke into a boyish grin and you shook your head with a laugh.

“Who said I am going to be the one to take care of you?” you asked, looking over your shoulder.

“What? No, I won’t take another answer. I have my personal nurse, I am not going to let any other woman touch me.” he shook his head stubbornly and you laughed.

“Very sweet but-” you handed him a glass of water “Sometimes, I wish I had not become your personal nurse from all the times you’ve been here, Mr Ackles. And yes I am really saying this because I’m getting worried, and no it’s no joke now.” you said, crossing your arms over your chest and looking him dead serious in the eyes.

“Come on, sweetheart.” he gave you a half and sad smile “Just another excuse to see you.” he shrugged “Besides, I am not doing this really on purpose I told you. The first two… three alright maybe four times were a little intentional to come and see you but- but this wasn’t and I… I promise, I’ll take more care of myself. On one condition though!” he raised a fingers and you rolled your eyes, laughing to yourself.

“What’s that, Mr Ackles?”

“You call me Jensen.” he said simply “Just like that, Jensen. Why do I call you (Y/n) so easily?”

“Because you’re a patient and I am a nurse, I am working here. That’s why.” you said matter-of-factly at his obvious effort of flirting with you.

“Come on, no harm done. Besides, if that’s your problem- you could always tell me the time your shift end and I’ll be there to hear you call me Jensen, as many times as you want!” he gave you an adorable smile and you shook your head.

“Sorry but unless you realized it, the moment my shift ends you are still going to be here-” you pointed at the bed “-A patient, and unable to get up and leave because you are a stubborn ass that won’t take good care of himself.”

“You are not going to get away with this so easily.” he said and you chuckled.

“Moments like this I really understand why they chose you to be Dean, Mr Ackles.” you emphasized and he just shook his head.

“Not my fault, Miss (Y/l/n). I just so happened to come face to face with an angel in a nurses clothes, and you know I mean a lot more than the Supernatural ones.” he said gently.

“You never give up, do you?” you asked and he gave you an innocent smile.

“You know me-” his smile turned from playful and flirty to soft, genuine and sweet “Can’t help falling in love with you every single day I see you, (Y/n).” he whispered and you closed your eyes, letting a deep sigh through your nose.

“I hate you, do you know that?” you asked in a really low voice and his lips pulled into a tender smile.

“No you don’t.” he mumbled, extending a hand to take hold of your and bring it to his lips, peppering it with butterfly kisses. You got lost in the way his green eyes stared at you so intensely and you let him bring your hand to his cheek. You cupped it as his hand still didn’t leave yours. You let out a shaky breath when he closed his eyes and nuzzled his face in your palm, kissing it tenderly. You could feel your heart hammer in your chest, just like every time you were close to this man, and you got lost in the sight in front of you. This tall, big man that was so strong at moments could curl up and hold your hand like he was the most fragile little child in need of love because he was scared. Because something had happened to scare him, and today you knew what it was all too well. He needed the love because of such an experience real bad. And oh did you love him so much already.

You almost got lost in the moment, the peaceful silence that surrounded you helping in that. So much that when you heard footstep you jumped in your place, pulling your hand away from him “Jensen!” you hissed, shaking your head in frustration mostly because you let him get you so carried away. You walked towards the door, giving a friendly smile to one of your co-worker as she passed by and closed it soon afterwards.

“That was close.” you whispered to yourself “What the hell Jens?!” you gave him a look as he laughed at your panicked expression.

“Come on, she didn’t see a thing.” he gave you an adorable smile.

“But she could have! Because you couldn’t hold yourself back.” you huffed, walking towards him.

“And who is to blame for that? Certainly not me.” he shrugged “Why do you keep that Mr Ackles act up all the time? There was nobody around!”

“But there could be, just like you saw.” you crossed your arms over your chest “And I keep the Mr Ackles act up because if I didn’t I wouldn’t be in my clothes at the moment, am I wrong?” you asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

He just chuckled, his eyes roaming your entire frame “Guilty. Yes I would definitely put this bed to good use for once.” he grinned at you like a young boy and you laughed.

“Really huh? Does your fiance know about these ideas you have then, Jensen?” you asked and he shrugged.

“Maybe, or else she wouldn’t tease the living heaven out of me walking in here like this.” he pointed at you.

“Hm seems like that to me.” you said with a smirk.

“Now come here and give your husband-to-be a big kiss because I’ve waited too long.” he extended his arms towards you and you laughed.

“Jens, don’t get any ideas. You’re beat and you need your rest. As much as my body can never say no to you, I’m a professional when it comes to my job.” you pointed out seriously and he laughed.

“Of course I remember that, just like that small closet you have on the third floor does.” he winked and you covered your face that started to heat up at the memories. Four years in and it still felt like the first day of your relationship.

“Come on, even if it’s only a kiss. You won’t be so heartless to say no to that, right? I hate that I have to see you under these circumstances but still- we could make the most out of this chance too, right? I’m not that bad anyway. And I’m a fast healer.”

“Only if you promise me you’ll be more careful next time.” you said a little more serious and he nodded his head.

“Deal. But even if I won’t, I’ll have my gorgeous nurse to take care of me anytime.” he wrapped his arms around your waist as he made room for you on the bed, although you only just laid half on top of him.

“Now give your patient some love, miss future Ackles.” he said against your lips and you giggled before cupping his face and pressing your lips hard on his.

And of course, as expected, his hands didn’t stay only on your waist.

Five Stages of Falling In Love With Leonard McCoy

1.First Meeting

You met the Enterprise’s famous (or infamous) CMO the day you reported to him for your first physical on board the rebuilt Enterprise A as it prepared to leave on the last two years of the five year mission. You’d heard wild and crazy tales about his bad temper and gruff bedside manner and sat on the exam table hands clasped together very nervously when the nurse went to get the doctor. Expecting him to be seriously unpleasant, you were very surprised when he turned out to be anything but.

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anonymous asked:

Might just be a personal thing, but when customers are asking for help or explaining something to me, and they get too close to me like not a foot between us, I back up a little so I don't have my personal bubble popped. But 90% of the time they step right back in my face. I have to do a step turn and show them to the item they need just so I don't get panicky. I know they do not mean to but what ever happened to personal space? That and I can really smell garlic/onions on their breath. 🤢

I’ve backed up across about 16 registers and this dude still didn’t get it. I finally took a step back held out my arm so he couldn’t step closer and I almost yelled “DUDE I’M NOT DEAF I CAN HEAR YOU!” and he finally asked his question. 

I refuse to be anxious because anyone can’t respect my personal space. I’m done being nice about it after the first time. 


anonymous asked:

Hey so I've only been watching Dan and Phil since February. I was just wondering if you could help me out. See I always watch the live shows after they happen but I never actually get to see them live. I just wondered if maybe you could tell me when they happen exactly. It's like a weekly thing right? I live in Massachusetts and I just can't seem to figure it out. I'm sorry if I'm bothering you, I just figured you might know...

When Dan and Phil’s liveshows happen:

Dan: 9pm BST (or 4pm Eastern US time where you live) every Tuesday

Phil: 8pm BST (or 3pm Eastern US time where you live) every Thursday

Of course, they very occasionally do their liveshows at different times because of different circumstances but their liveshows are always scheduled to take place at the times I listed above unless Dan and Phil say otherwise. 

If you follow them on YouNow (where they stream) it will give you a notification when their liveshows start so you won’t miss them. YouTube should also do this but it can be a bit unreliable. 

And don’t worry about bothering me, it’s no problem at all :)

- Anne

The most unrealistic bit of writing in Game of Thrones this season is that Sansa and Arya didn’t sit down and talk about what has happened to each of them. I know they weren’t exactly close when they were younger but if my sibling showed up after years of me thinking they were dead, I would definitely want details.

I know it’s not violent or suspenseful like what’s currently happening and D&D think that’s what everyone wants. But people do want the Starks happy and on the same side so people would have loved the girls supporting each other after sharing their trauma.

I’m pretty sure this is all leading up to them murdering Littlefinger so I mean that COULD be their reasoning behind this writing decision but it could have gone another way.

anonymous asked:

Do you happen to know any jikook fic with dry humping? Thank you! Have a great day!

Anonymous said:
Any Jikook one shot w coming in pants & dry hump,,. Thank you baby 💓

Why of course ;) Here you go, and I hope you both have a great day as well ♡

Title: The Color of Your Walls
Author: jikookah
Rating: Mature
Length: 1–5k words
Genre: Fluff, Smut
Summary: The walls to Jeon Jeongguk’s bedroom were of a pale baby blue color when Park Jimin first realized what love was.

Title: Don’t Go (I’ve Found a Home in Your Heart)
Author: kamuu
Rating: Explicit
Length: 1–5k words
Genre: Slow Burn, Smut
Summary: Jungkook ends up housing a difficult, yet precious hybrid who somehow worms his way into Jungkook’s heart.

Title: F*ck Crushes
Author: wildandsexy
Rating: Explicit
Length: 10–15k words
Genre: Pining, Fluff, Angst, Smut
Summary: Jungkook knows crushes. They pass as quickly as they come and he knows no matter how much they hurt at the time they leave him ultimately scarless when they come to an end. How Jungkook feels about Jimin is no crush.

Title: The Grind Never Stops
Author: MarionetteFtHJM
Rating: Explicit
Length: 5–10k words
Genre: Mutual Pining, Smut
Summary: Jimin doesn’t believe his eyes - then again, he’s not wearing his glasses or contacts, but. But there it is - he’s close enough to see it. It being Jeon Jungkook - the school’s best basketball player, one of the best students by academic standards, the elusive heartthrob that leaves all the girls (and some of the boys) thirsty - wearing his basketball shorts and showing off his great calves. But no, that’s not what Jimin’s looking at. What Jimin is looking at is a thing of dreams - that are of the wet variety.

Title: I am a Good Good Boy
Author: narrowrule
Rating: Explicit
Length: 15–20k words
Genre: Smut
Summary: The ideal couple. Jimin was short and soft in all the ways Jeongguk was tall and hard. The stuff of highly rated KBS dramas, Taehyung supposed. Until recently.
Note: Threesome; Part 1 of the “ggb” series, find the rest here

Title: Move Your Body
Author: novilunar
Rating: Mature
Length: 1–5k words
Genre: Smut, Fluff
Summary: Jimin has nothing on his mind but practice, and Jungkook has ways of getting into places he shouldn’t be. The dance department of Jimin’s university is one of them.

its such a pain when any adult woman is like “you’ll want kids some day!” and im just like haha no! i dont want to have a single child because i know for a fact i cannot take care of them! my mental illness will severely impair my ability to care for them the way that they should be cared for! there is literally no way i could be a good parent, and my mental illness will not go away if i have a child!!! i do not want to hurt any children, which i know would happen because i can’t fucking control myself!!!!!

anonymous asked:

Um, I know it's annoying when people do this, but did you so happen to make a Feferi Makara sprite? I know you get a lot of request and I just wasn't sure if you did this yet.

420 blaze it motherglubber 


the first time i started watching neon genesis evangelion i was 14 and haven’t even managed to watch the whole series. now lots of year later i started rewatching it about a month ago and today i finished watching the last movies, “rebuilt of evangelion”and uhm this kind of happened… :D don’t know when i’ll finish it because just the sketch took me 4 hours :’D i’ll die while doing the lineart :D but i yaaay i ship them so much <3

anonymous asked:

You don't have to answer if you don't want to. I'm just curious as to why you didn't sleep last night? I mean I understand that there was someone snoring right next to you, but, like, do you have trouble sleeping?

I kinda have trouble when days like yesterday happened, I won’t go into details because I don’t want to annoy anyone with my own problems and I try to be as positive as I can be here, but when this kind of days happen, I need help to fall asleep, however the people who are the ones who can help me weren’t available yesterday night.
It’s not their fault, I know they have a life as well and I don’t expect them to be here for me all the time, I managed to sleep for a few hours after all.
It happens rarely, but when it happens I can’t sleep.
I try very hard to fix it, and to get to sleep on my own. Thankfully Robin’s voice is very soothing and helpful haha
I’ll sleep better tonight, I’ll be fine, I promise :) - Mod Lily

anonymous asked:

Do you think that Allah doesn't grant us the one we love because they are bad for us? I love someone who doesn't see me the same way I see them. And it hurts so much and I am so angry because I thought they're 'the one'.


I do not know whether you have read my latest reply, so I will answer this again.

Whatever Allah decreed for us doesn’t always have to be in accordance to our logic because in the end we only have a limited view on life while He is the All-Knowing, The All-Aware.

So when certain incidents hit us it is not possible to say (with a hundred percent guarantee) that such and such happen for this and that reason. Generally everything is a test, in this case it could be a loss or a gain of a relationship.

Often times we do say that Allah prevents certain things for His own reason, one can be to protect us from the possible harm of things we strive for because one of His Names is indeed The Protector and Preventer of Harm. But it’s doesn’t have to mean that the person you haven’t been granted is essentially evil, it could also mean that you two are not compatible for each other in whatever way. As the poets say, Allah has written our name next to someone else ages ago, for some it will happen earlier, for some later and others might never or never again find someone to share their life with.

Of course, a functional relationship doesn’t simply mean ‘Qadr, and we’re gonna love each other forever’. No, we have been given free will and free use of actions that will determine the outcome of a relationship, and even that is not hidden to Allah.

So one cannot force someone to fall in love with them the same way you cannot call someone to Islam when he simply doesn’t have his heart into it. This would be very narrow minded and it adds up to nothing but grief. As hard as it sounds, if someone has no eyes for you you don’t have to hate them for that. Even you don’t prefer everyone who likes you, so it doesn’t have anything to do with them being mean to you.

If it hurts you, which is natural, stay away from them, but do not blame them. And do not curse them or make dua that Allah destroys them. They’re not doing anything haraam, rejection for a marriage offer is allowed for both men and women, so why would we disregard these rulings just because we can’t fulfill our low desires.

What you should do is make dua for Allah to cure you and make you steadfast in your religion. Later on everything will see unimportant to you when you look back. The most banal example for that are highschool crushes (lol).

I hope this has answered your question in some way. Forgive me and correct me, if I said anything wrong.

May Allah remove your grief and anger and grant you someone who returns your feelings. Ameen.

anonymous asked:

do you know what percentage of cishet wish they had the opposite gender's body as children and when does it usually fade off? because ive heard that it happens, although I cant remember the numbers or if the source is trustworthy. thanks in advance your blog is a true hope

Kii says:

I’ve googled around and I don’t actually think there have been any reputable studies on this, but as someone who has worked a lot with kids, it’s very common for someone to “play pretend” as another gender, or talk about how they would act if they were a different gender and still turn out to be cis when they are older. (ex: “If I was a boy, I think I’d be a really good football player”, “If I was a girl, I would wear purple dresses to school.”- Most of it is based on stereotypes, from what I’ve heard, but those are both things that I’ve heard [cis, to my knowledge] children say to me.)

Not Alone.

Originally posted by jhope-shi

Pairing: Hoseok  x reader

Genre/Warnings: Fluff, tiny nibble of angst,  This is just a small drabble..

Summary: Hoseok was a good actor, he never really let anyone know the pain he carried upon his shoulders but you were always there to share that pain even if it was only a little.

(credit to original owner of gif)

A/N: You bet your ass this is inspired by the Love Yourself trailer things, I had all these ideas so I’m gonna do 7 drabbles to just get them out of my system. Gonna try do one a day.

Yoongi   Hoseok

Hoseok had a rough childhood but even as a child he never let it show. When he came into your family he was quiet but your parents loved him, you were too young to know what had happened but as you got older your parents had finally told you as to why they had taken Hoseok in. His mother left him, not only that but in the middle of a busy street where anything could have happened. You were always scared about what would have happened if he were to find out but on his 18th birthday, he told you that he was already fully aware of what had happened to him.

You were surprised, to say the least, he had never been in pain about it. Never cried. Never even mentioned it, so it was never brought up. As a kid, you had no interests or friends for that matter so when Hoseok came you suddenly had a life. An older brother to look after you. You remembered when he punched a boy for pulling your hair too hard. You had scolded him and he had apologized to the boy straight away before taking you home. He loved the family he had been given and wouldn’t trade it for anything.

Hoseok even got you interested in dance so you both started practicing together until you were both in sync all the time, you two didn’t even look alike and people always thought you were biologically related but Blood meant nothing to Hoseok or you, he was your brother and there was nothing else to it.

This was the very reason you were standing outside his dance studio with a birthday cake, it wasn’t necessarily his birthday but it was the day he had officially joined your family, so you flicked the lights off and entered the room immediately seeing Jimin sitting on the floor filming your brother dancing, you acknowledged him with a smile before giving the cake to Hoseok. “I know that you aren’t my blood but I know that you came to my family for a reason, you carry so much but still manage to make everyone lives happy and bright and I am so thankful to have you as my brother.” You said happily while getting emotional.

He smiled at your kind words before glancing at the cake and then shut his eyes, his face dropped and you could tell what he was remembering as he couldn’t help but remember his mother voice in his ears telling him to stay put and she would be right back, maybe that was why he liked to surrounded himself with music and laughter so he never could hear those haunting words. He blew out his candle he then moved the cake over to Jimin before pulling you into a tight hug. “And you will always be my sister and I love you thank you for sharing my life.” He whispered in your ear trying to not get emotional himself.

He turned the lights back on before the music where you both started dancing hard core with bright smiles plastered on your faces, where Jimin sat off to the side looking through his phone and only being able to see your happy face. Hoseok caught him looking at you and chuckled to himself just happy to be surrounded by what he considered real family.

Ok so I haven’t watched the full leaked episode but I couldn’t help myself and watched some clips on youtube. But I just wanna, first of all, tell my fellow Jonsa shippers that they shouldn’t give up hope. Nothing that I saw showed me that Jonsa wouldn’t happen. I remember way back when I first started shipping 2 years ago, and the Jonsa fandom was so small, and now look at where we are. We all knew this boatbang was gonna happen and we all know that D&D need to stir up some silly drama. Which is what I think they’re doing. There have been way too many parallels between Jon/Sansa and Ned/Cat, and way too many hints, for nothing to happen.

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anonymous asked:

do people ever befriend you to get free art out of you? i feel like thats been happening to me and it makes me feel awful :-/ if so do you have any advice for someone like me??

i know the feeling, it happened to me a few times way back during my deviantart days. not so much now, i get more ppl saying things like “can we be friends?” (which, for the record, is not really a good way of befriending someone. friendships develop naturally over time and putting pressure on someone to be labeled as “friends” when you’ve barely interacted is… very awkward.)

if you feel like someone is trying to get free art from you, it’s okay to have boundaries. its hard to say “no” but if they are asking you repeatedly, it’s important to be clear and communicate with them that you feel like they’re using your friendship for their own gain.

when i draw things for my friends, its either for a trade or i do it to surprise them, they don’t usually just ask for something because they respect my time and the work i put into my art. if someone ever asks me “will you draw ____ for me?” or “you should draw ______” i just politely let them know that id prefer not to or that im not open for commissions.

sorry you’re having to deal with this, i hope things work out!

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm from South Africa and I'm currently in Grade 9 (don't know what the rest of the world calls it, though). My grades are... pretty good; e.g. Ranging from low 70s to low 90s (%; percentage). I've already pretty much decided which subjects I'm going to choose, but... Sorry. What I mean to ask is even though I get good grades, and my parents support me and everything, I always feel super bad when I do bad (in my opinion, 70s% and below) in a test, assignment or exam. Any idea why? Advice?

I feel bad when that happens and I think it’s just because you have high expectations for yourself. Don’t feel bad because there’s probably a lot more people doing worse than you and you could be one of them. It’s just a part of life, and believe it or not getting a C in highschool isn’t the end of the world lol. So hang in there

anonymous asked:

What do you mean this time? Did something happen before regarding Hoechlin and the news?

He tweeted on election night, which I don’t know if you were on Twitter but it was devastating, the rage, shock and unbelievably sad.  And his tweet on a night like that, “let us remember to not judge and love all” when millions were afraid for their lives, knowing what was coming, the hateful ensemble that was to be the Cabinet and especially the 50 brutal murders at Pulse we were all completely numb and horrified and a saying like that is just empty when you’re in pain and truly afraid. It wasn’t a bad thing to say by any means, we all know he’s a good person and lives by love and has a beautiful heart, but tweeting that, THAT NIGHT showed he did not really understand the “climate in the room” so to speak. You just wouldn’t say that under those circumstances if you did. 

But he’s smart and seems to be exposed to alot of things in his travels and stuff and this new post is indicative of that, since he has never voiced a real opinion about social matters before? I don’t think he has to share his opinions just because he’s a celebrity, but it was great to see his support and real thoughts!!


How did this happen???? I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve this, especially based mostly on my own thoughts, but thank you guys! I never thought I’d get this many followers when I first put this blog together.

If I wasn’t right smack in the middle of covering The Ultimate Enemy, I’d try to throw together some sort of celebration. While I try to finish this, feel free to suggest some ideas, because I’d really like to do something to thank you all! You’ve been amazing!

anonymous asked:

why do i feel like the girls are coping mechanisms and the whole twist is going to be like nanny mcphee "when you need me i will come but when you want me i must go" so once the boys have gotten over something the girls just *poof* out of existence

i thought along those lines too and i’m thinking…yeah, they probably are??????? i’m not sure;; we do know jk’s girl left already (probably because he started accepting??? since he seemed to have realised something after listening to yoongi’s girl play + the lighter) but the rest are still there so maybe something else will happen and they will *poof* out of existence without a goodbye

like yeah i know that 10-20 hours is nothing and i have to play a lot more and practice and all but u really don’t understand why i feel that way. i tried playing as d.va like once when i was lvl 40 or something bc i always looked at enemy d.vas and thought “wow, they’re so cool, i wonder if i can do this, too”, but of course not, i never played before and i got destroyed all the time, so i dropped it. but then i decided to do that again, later, when i was around lvl 100. and suddenly. i could do things i never even imagined i could do. like my brain realized everything at once. of course it took some more time to learn some tricks and how to use defense matrix properly. but it’s just completely different from all other heroes i’ve tried. it just happened. on its own. (kinda the same thing happened with hanzo. i didn’t know how to aim as him up until i was around lvl 240. i mean, i did, actually, i just couldn’t do it for some reason. and then i got him in the mystery heroes one time. and just like with d.va. suddenly i figured it out. and then i started playing him in qp again and i wasn’t great or anything, but i totally did know what i was doing, not just shooting randomly and hoping that i’ll get someone like before.)