i do it for me not you


so apparently someone made a survey of favourite destiel fic authors (that someone being @unforth-ninawaters​), and somehow i’m ranked as 5th favourite????!?! thaNK YOU people who put my name down????? my mother is gonna be thrilled (and then ask why i’m not #1)

on another note, i’ve spent the last two days of my life painting my room purple after literally 8 years (and i mean literally, not figuratively, or exaggeratively), trying get my health up enough that i could paint a hecking wall. it. is. done. THE WALLS ARE PURPLE


AND DEAR GOD I AM EXHAUSTED IT’S 3AM everything hurts i’m dying i need to sleep

k bye

links to all 65 of my destiel fics on ao3, because of reasons

some favourites:

and my newest fic (which i’m changing the summary for right now because nobody knows what it’s meant to be):

Hey guys, I’m looking for a few opinions on something r.e. the protagonists of my third book!

I’m currently in the first draft editing stages of my third book. It is a dual narration YA contemporary: one narrator is a Muslim hijabi, and the other is a trans boy. I am white, non-religious, and cis.

I’ve researched so far by watching a load of YouTubers and reading own voices novels (plus the usual google research haha). However, I want to take this further now and talk to some Muslim gals and trans masc peeps.

Would it be okay for me to write a survey? I’d love to get an array of opinions from a number of people, as obviously I know experiences of being Muslim and being trans can differ extremely. I’d include some general questions, nothing too specific or complex, just to invite people to chat to me about their experiences! (Obviously I completely understand no one has the obligation to educate me about anything. This would be entirely voluntary, no pressure, no obligation whatsoever. Only if you want to share some thoughts and experiences!)

I want to make sure I get this right. My book isn’t about being Muslim or being trans, but, they are big parts of my narrators, and so I need to make sure I’m educated.

Lemme know if surveys would be a terrible idea. I’m not sure how else to get lots of different opinions. I don’t want to just start pestering people I don’t know with my white cis questions!!!

(P.S. I am definitely considering hiring sensitivity readers, but my book really is not at the stage of completion right now where it can be read by anyone apart from me/my editor/my agent hahaha)

don’t talk boueibu with me Ill get the weirdest ideas like talking about what the english names would be for boueibu characters if they got changed in a dub so far we got Phillip for Ibushi, Edison for Kinshiro, Julian for Akoya, Charles for Io, Jake for Ryuu and deciding between Mikey and Mickey for Yumoto I should be stopped

anonymous asked:

You know what hits me in the heart that I always feel like Im having a heart attack? The way Jungkook stares at Yoongi when he is talking. JUST. THE HEART EYES. HE LOOKS LIKE HE IS THINKING ABOUT KISSING HIM RIGHT HERE, RIGHT THERE. If youre reading this, Im probs dead by now. Please bury me with alot of yoonkook pictures surrounding me.

the ‘so much staring, so much fond’ caption in this gifset i made has never been more accurate 

THEY BOTH STARE SO MUCH, ALWAYS FUCKING HEART EYES AND FOND (they both have quite expressive eyes, that’s where they hold most of their emotions in my opinion) 

but jeongguk is honestly so much more obvious about it… he forgets the meaning of subtlety sometimes 

im ded too after looking for these moments 

The only thing more heartbreaking than the end of EoS, is a book series that had as much potential and the author killed it.

Originally posted by samisoffthewall

I’ve come up with a plan for doing draws for asks. A lot of the time during the week, I don’t feel like drawing because of work, so I’ll be doing any asks I get on the weekends, Saturday-Monday (for most of Monday) for I don’t have to sleep much or go to work. So any I do over a weekend I will post on Monday afternoons. I hope that’s okay with people!

I feel like all of you are much closer to me, than my friends in RL. You care for me in ways like no friend ever has. You all truly give me so much strength and I don’t know how to thank you for it. It is somewhat bittersweet.

aww isn’t this sweet

Gunner cuddling me when I’m not feeling well





and groaning and sighing

and getting closer and closer to my face

just in case i’ve forgotten he’s existed over the last ENTIRE HOUR OF WHINING

because he’s hungry

he’s dying, even


…. Did you honestly think I would propose an art challenge and not take part in it?

My doodles of bad dancing Jack Skellington featuring @scarboroughskellington, @pxmpkinprincess and @redheadedtwigs.

Jack kept finding more ‘white dad’ props. I don’t know where they came from.