i discovered how little people cared

thecozypreacher  asked:

Hi Sweetie, I know you are going through a very hard time right now, but I just wanted to see how you were holding up. Also wanted to let you know that I am thinking about You and your family. Sending hugs & prayers, if you need anything, to talk, cry, or just vent I'm here I have been in your shoes and I know how painful this can be. You take care of yourself okay. Talk to you soon. XOXO 🌹

Thanks. This week has been all over the place emotionally…. the closer his visitation gets which is tomorrow (Friday) the sicker I feel. The more anxiety I feel. I have so many people who will be there to support me which helps. But through this I have not wanted to be held or anything I just kinda want to not be touched if that makes sense. Idk what I need. I just discovered I need to look in the mirror a little closer cause I am wearing 2 different earrings…. ugh lol at least the stones are the same colors lol

I’ve spent the last year taking risks, chances, and discovering who I am. I’ve grown to be a person who loves simplicity and enjoys the little things in life. The beauty in the world around me, the simple things like flowers in a window, a rustic bench in a park, the laughter while being with friends. I’ve shifted my perspective and I truly appreciate the fine details of things. Less is more sometimes. I no longer see the big extravagant things that don’t secure happiness, but rather appreciating and valuing the amazing things around me each and every day. I love the little reminds from people that they are thoughtful and care about me. When someone remembers a little detail about me from months prior, a text message to see how I’m doing, buying my coffee when we’re out for a catch up date. I am so overly happy by the little things, and discovering this has lead me to a happiness that I never knew existed. 💖