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Noora Amalie Sætre is a Lesbian - a headcanon

(So like, if you’re looking for compelling evidence just… shoo. Not the place tbh.)

(Better yet, there are all the source elements on Noora’s past, but my mind runs.)

(Thanks to @isakiyakis for being the trigger who shot this lesbian Noora bullet in my ear and I couldn’t be in peace without writing something about it. This thing is really long, really rambly and a lot confused because it’s in narrative form and what is consecutio temporum anyway. I’m sorry. Not really.)

(Also Nooreva found a way into this post. Again, not really sorry.)

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Twice Reaction To Realizing They Like Girls


Mina: She would feel lost and a little scared at first cause it’s a totally new “world” for her. She wouldn’t really know how to react over it and would feel a little weird over girls for quite some time.

Originally posted by nayeoh


Momo: I think she would be a little confused. But she wouldn’t care with the hate at all. She wouldn’t be someone that she’s not just to make some people happy.

Originally posted by 0ncelovestwice


Dahyun: She would be happy that she discovered herself. She would feel more free and liking girls would explain a lot of things that ran through her mind. She would be really proud of herself for it.

Originally posted by kimnatozaki


Jungyeon: I think she would try to deal with it cause there’s no way she can deny it. So she would think a lot about telling people she would think about the backlash and how that could affect her idol career.

Originally posted by jeongyeon


Tzuyu: She would be reaaally shocked at first. She would try to convince herself otherwise and would fail. Then after that she would start to accept that she can’t change it and accepting herself would be a really slow process.

Originally posted by girl-groups


Chaeyoung: I don’t think she would have a problem with it. She would embrace herself and would feel good and would be really proud that she finally discovered who she really is.

Originally posted by kyuteu-k


Sana: I think she would accept it pretty well but she would be kind of afraid of the fans or the members don’t accept it. She would probably hide herself from her members for a long time.

Originally posted by misamo


Jihyo: I think that she would be afraid that the fans and the midia have a negative reaction. So she would think twice before coming out or something. But apart from that I think she would be glad that she finally realized it.

Originally posted by 9477


Nayeon: She would be really scared of all the hate she could get for that. She would think through it and would try to accept it cause it’s who she is and she can’t run from it even if she’s scared of the hate.

Originally posted by kiihong

kgutierrez2222  asked:

I love you blog your writing is so great!! 😁 could I request a mlt to date an innocent girl! Please and thank you!

Thank you so much!! This is so cute, here you go:

(Based in my opinion)

Most

  • Yuto: Yuto’s definitely not innocent, but he has stated he liked pure girls. He’d ask himself how can someone be so cute. He’d also love to show you things, seeing you grow and becoming more ‘mature’ would make him happy, although a little sad at the same time because he’d want to protect such an innocent mind. You’d be an adorable couple!! He’d tell you the most beautiful things, he’d make sure you’re alright all the time. He’d care for you a lot.
  • Yanan: I think this is no surprise! He is so innocent too, pure and fluffy, so I think he’d totally date someone who was like him. I believe you’d be such a cute couple! You’d discover new things together because you just cannot be innocent for all your life. Your relationship would be fluff, fluff,  and MORE fluff! You’d rarely fight, and Yanan would come up with the cutest date ideas ever. You’d grow together, which would result in you guys having a very strong bond, not only a boyfriend-girlfriend bond but also the best friends ever bond! Yeo One would have to share him with you
  • Jinho: He’s pretty shy and reserved, and kinda innocent in my opinion too, so I see him dating an innocent girl rather than an ‘impure’ girl. He’d be thankful you’re like him, because not many people are as innocent at the age of 24 years! He’d be complimenting you all the time and writing the most charming poems for you, sometimes he’d be a little cheesy, but he’d just want you to know how he sees you in his eyes.
  • Yeo one: I think he doesn’t really care about how spoiled a girl is, but in my opinion, he’s more into pure and innocent girls. He’d think you’re super cute and adorable! And would love it because he’d love to tease you and make you blush. Also, expect a lot of cheesiness. He’d take a lot of care of you because your cutesy would make you look so defenceless even if you’re black belt in taekwondo, y’all know how much he loves taking care of people lmao
  • Hui: Would think you’re the biggest cutie pie on earth. Like Yuto, he’d love to show and teach you things; he’d love to expand your horizons and make you discover new things. I think, out of all the members, he’d be the one who in some moments he’d treat you more like you were his little sister. He’d be pretty touchy in a non-sexual way because he wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable.
  • Kino: I think he prefers non-innocent girls, but he’d also go for an innocent one. Would tease you a lot and would dance sexily in front of you just to see your reaction, because he’d think they were so precious and cute. Even though he’d do and say dirty things when he’s with you, he wouldn’t like if someone else did them. Outside home, you’d be his little angel who’d need to be protected at all costs lmao
  • Wooseok: Being innocent while dating this giant boy would basically be: teasing, teasing, teasing, teasing. He’d try to tease you as much as possible, and would say many dirty pickup lines like “Call me leaves, cause you should be blowing me” or “There are 8 planets in the universe, but only 7 after I destroy Uranus”, and your face would turn all red and he’d laugh his ass off while taking photos of you to look at them later and think how can someone so adorable be with him. he’d be such a little shit
  • Shinwon: Would be a mix of Yeo One and Wooseok tbh, sometimes he’d love to tease you until your face looks like a tomato and sometimes he’d just look at you and think you needed to be taken care of because your purity couldn’t and shouldn’t be destroyed.
  • E’Dawn: Hyojong would admire your pureness a lot, just like he admires Yanan’s. He’d be surprised you were so innocent, so he’d want to hug you all day long. He’d be so respectful when it comes to skinship or having sex. Sometimes he’d tease and bother you, so you’d be super embarrassed, and he’d pinch your cheeks while saying “aw my beautiful flower”. He’d also write amazing songs for you, comparing you with things such as cotton or clouds because their softness would remind him of you.
  • Hongseok: Would love to make you blush. He often makes double sensed jokes, so he’d laugh a lot and would think you’re so cute when you didn’t catch or understand them although later he’d make you understand them. Out of all the members, he’d be the most direct and not that ‘careful’, but not because he wouldn’t care, he just wouldn’t think it was a big deal or something that ‘especial’. Though he’d respect if you didn’t want to do certain things.

Least

It was difficult af, because I see them all dating an innocent girl!

I hope you liked it :)! Also thank you so much for requesting and for your kind words!! <3 

Originally posted by yut0s


Excuse my English, it isn’t my native language :c

Scandal

Originally posted by jjilljj

Pairing: Jin x reader

Genre: Teacher Au! Angst, Smut

Summary: Your brother and his friends won´t let you study so you go to the library where you stumble upon one of your old friends.

Word count: 3052

I swear this idea came out of nowhere sorry but I´m excited about this fic ✿

You were lying on your bed in an awkward yet comfortable position, your head between a bunch of pillows and your feet dangerously resting on your night stand.

Hands lingering on your lap along with your literature book, opened by the exact same page as thirty minutes ago. Your eyes were itchy and you rubbed them in an attempt to relax  just to start reading the paragraph again, concentrating on each word as much as you could: “Soon thereafter, Ophelia rushes to her father, telling him that Hamlet arrived at her door the prior night half-undressed and behaving crazily. Polonius blames love for Hamlet’s madness and resolves to inform…” A loud noise interrupted your study session, once again. You sighed in frustration, furiously closing your book and standing up from your bed, not bothering to put your slippers on or mind what you were wearing.

“Does he fucking think he lives alone?” you muttered to yourself as you went downstairs and straight to the living room, your arms crossed below your chest and your eyebrows quirked up in anger. Each step you took made your indignation grow as the noises were becoming even louder, as if they were challenging you to get as irritated as possible.

“Yah Tae! I´m trying to study and you guys keep shouting. Can you at least lower the volume of the TV?”

You gestured towards your brother and his friends who seemed not to notice your presence. They were all sitting on the couch immerse in a video game, snacks everywhere and their shoes lazily thrown over the carpet. It wasn´t an unfamiliar sight.

Your dog was staring at them and he gave you a guilty look before running away to the garden. You couldn´t blame the poor animal, you yourself wanted to grab your things and move to the other end of the world.

“Ah! Y/n! Why don´t you go to the kitchen and bring us some more drinks?”

You couldn´t believe he had the nerve to ask that when he should be apologizing. That was it. You didn´t think twice before leaning in the sofa and bending over whoever was sitting there to try and grab your brothers remote, but he was much stronger than you and managed to get away with it making you stumble a bit. Too many similar scenarios had been played between the two of you already to know there was nothing you could do against his muscles.

“Yah! You are going to make me lose! If you want to play with my friends just wait until we finish! And why aren´t you wearing pants?”

A roll of your eyes was enough for you to bite on your lip, something you did when you reached your limit, while you tried to understand what he had just said.

“What do you mean with play…?”

You frowned in confusion and froze in place when you realized your brother was the only one still concentrating on the game. On his right, there was his friend Jungkook who was openly staring at your now exposed chest due to your baggy t-shirt and the position you were in. Your hands were placed somewhere in between your brother´s leg and his friend Jimin´s thighs, pressing against his muscles. And the worst part, your legs were on Yoongi´s lap, your ass raised up in the air and threatening to show your underwear because you were, indeed, not wearing pants. You immediately blushed and got up, making the situation even worse as you could´ve sworn you touched something you weren´t supposed to in the process. You didn´t look them in the eyes, although you were a year older than all of them and had known them for a long time, you still were embarrassed. You sighed for what it felt like the twentieth time that day.

“I´m going to the library or else I´ll fail if you are planning to continue on being this annoying”

You felt relieved now that their eyes were back on the game again and went upstairs to change and grab your stuff, positive that you´d find the silence you needed in the library. Oh, how wrong you were.

It had been a long time since you had been there, but nothing seemed to have changed over the years. The same wooden shelves with a slight coat of dust, the same books alphabetically ordered and the same grumpy librarian welcomed you when you closed the door behind you. The room was in complete silence and it felt like a gift to your ears after the concert game your brother had unknowingly invited you to. So annoying. You´d be sure to eat part of his dinner as a punishment.

There was an unoccupied table next to the biggest window and you almost run to it, feeling lucky because of the view you had from your seat. With the atmosphere you wanted finally surrounding you, Hamlet didn´t seem like such a difficult piece to study, so you quickly opened your book and started reading the same sentence you were having trouble with back there in your room. As the time passed, you had gotten so deep into the story you didn´t notice a hand tapping your shoulder until they cleared their throat louder than someone would in a normal situation.

“Can I sit here?”

You turned around, almost annoyed by the interruption and to say you almost fell of your chair would be, well, true. You were so shocked by seeing him again that you stumbled with your backpack and fell sideways on the floor.

“Are you okay? I didn´t mean to scare you…Oh”

He had recognized you as well. How could he not? He knew your face and your body just how you knew his. You stared in awe at his features, not believing he had turned even more handsome in only two years. It had been that long since he left, and all the lies you had told yourself about being over it disappeared the moment his hand met yours to help you get up, still feeling the exact same electricity. Kim Seokjin, the love of your life.

 You had met him in one of the parties your parents had organized, your eyes immediately meeting his and knowing there would be something between the two of you. He was the son of one of your dad´s clients, and while they were doing business he had approached you, complimenting your dress and somehow, taking you to the backyard to make out. After that, you never dated, but you often had encounters to talk about life or to have sex. He never asked you to be his girlfriend and you never wanted to, even though you knew you had feelings for him. There was something thrilling about sneaking out to see each other, about going to a room to kiss in the middle of an event knowing both your parents were next door. The only problem had been, and maybe it would always be, that he was seven years older than you. And even though you didn´t hurt anybody, even though you were discrete and careful, people eventually discovered. Your parents didn´t like it at all, yet they made sure everyone knew about it complaining about how rebellious you were. Your relationship became a scandal. Already hating the kind of life he had, the gossiping and his class status, he decided to study abroad. He explained, and you understood. Above everything you were friends. It wouldn´t have been painful for you if he hadn´t said those three shitty little words right before he left. “I love you”.

They had ringed in your head through the sleepless nights, wondering if he meant it, wanting to ask him about it. But he never called, and he never answered your attempts of reaching him. You spent months feeling like you had no energy, wondering if he had met someone else, if he was happy, if he thought about you. He had given you your closest experience to heartbreak yet you stood there, looking at him like he was your whole world again. After two fucking years.

“Long time no see”

His voice was just as sweet as you remembered it, making a shiver go down your spine as you hugged yourself, not sure about how to react. He still looked the same, except that now his hair was a light pink you´d never thought you´d see on him, he smelled the same and he was looking at you the same way he had done the first time you met. As if he could see right through you.

“Y-yeah. How´s Europe been treating you?”

You both sat and now the table felt a lot smaller than it had before, his body invading your personal space. He gave you a gentle smile while running a hand through his hair making your heart skip a bit. It wasn´t fair that you were at the verge of one of your panic attacks while he remained so calmed and confident.

“It was amazing. I saw a lot of places, met a lot of people. My opinions about a lot of things are different now”

But he wasn´t different. He apparently still blinked when he was hungry and he still did that strange yet cute thing with his fingers. He was the same and you hated him for it. Without him, you had turned pretty miserable while he lived his life. But you couldn´t let him know.

“What about you?”

He leaned in closer, as if he was actually interested and not trying to read your body language, something that couldn´t happen. Because if it did, you´d give away how much you had missed him.

“I´ve been doing pretty good. I got into college last year and Tae was accepted too”

All you could think about was bad things that had happened, so you observed as he nodded, deciding you didn´t have anything else to say.

“And are you in a…relationship?”

His blunt question surprised you and you mentally scoffed. Of course he´d be confident enough to ask what he wanted to. You were dying inside to tell him how hurt you were, to ask why he hadn´t answered your e-mails. On the other hand, him mentioning the topic of dating was quite interesting despite making your insides turn.

“Not right now. I´ve met some great guys, but nothing serious. A couple of flings from time to time”

He nodded again, this time clenching his jaw and you wondered if he was jealous, but he didn´t have any right to be. Except, maybe, just maybe, if he had actually meant his words before flying to another continent.

The silence between the two of you was unbearable, and you both opened your mouth at the same time. You laughed, trying to relax while giving him permission to talk first.

“I know I owe you an explanation. I left you without telling you how I truly felt about us. I did say that, but I realized it was a mistake as soon as I stepped on the plane. You obviously didn´t feel the same way. That´s why I never answered any of your calls or anything. I was afraid of rejection”

 You suspected there was more to the story, but he looked vulnerable for once and it made you feel slightly better that he also had doubts about what you used to have.

“It´s okay. Given the circumstances, it would´ve been useless. You know my parents didn´t approve our thing. And they still refuse to acknowledge that it happened”

He grabbed your hand, a brave movement considering how tense the topic was and that it was the first time you were touching each other after two years. It still felt familiar, his warmth making your skin battle and collapse in sensations you didn´t know you could still feel.

“I know. My parents weren´t too keen on it either. That´s one of the reasons why they sent me to study abroad.  They didn´t want me around you”

Oh. So going away wasn´t his own decision? That changed a lot of things. You still were hurt, because all the feelings you had been accumulating couldn´t just disappear in the half an hour you had been talking. But, at the same time, you thought about how a couple of words could clarify a lot of things.

“It wasn´t fair. I-I really enjoyed being with you and they took that away from me”

He gave your hand a tight squeeze, and you could´ve sworn he was getting closer each second that went by.

“Us Y/n. They took it away from us”

The words were so soft on his lips, so delicate and sounding so meaningful you did nothing when they literally collapsed against you. He was kissing you, and you didn´t stop him. Instead, you searched for his neck as you had already done several times before. You caressed his hair, he grabbed your chin and moved his mouth against yours almost expertly. It felt too good, like a little revenge to everyone who had judged you, especially your parents. It felt like giving your body what it had been waiting for, but it still didn´t change anything. You couldn´t be together two years ago and you would definitely not be able to be together again after what had happened. Your brows furrowed as you separated yourself from him, the action almost hurting. He looked at you and you stared back, your doe eyes and parted lips making him understand you were confused, puzzled even.

“I don´t think I´m ready for this”

He let go of your hand as if he had realized just now that he had been holding it all the time. He made you feel things you had tried to suppress so hard you were now scared to let them go. You weren´t ready for him coming back, you weren´t ready for him acting as if everything was still the same even if he gave you a million reasons to.

“What exactly, Y/n? We didn´t even date. I´m not telling you to go back to the casual sex sessions and the stargazing but can´t we at least be friends?”

You felt overwhelmed with memories of the two of you together, of all the things you had lived. Friends? You didn´t even know about that. You´d figure it out on your own, because all you wanted to do was go back home. Frantically picking up your textbooks you merely glanced at him before you were able to mutter some words.

“I´ll see you around. And I´ll let you know… Whatever I decide”

You almost run away from him and sighed loudly when fresh air hit your skin. The walk home was tedious, your hand reaching for the spot on your lips were he had kissed you several times in a masochist routine. By the time you reached your porch, you weren´t even in the mood to pet your dog or steal Tae´s tater tots.

“How was the library Y/n?”

Your brother was in his usual good mood, not having a care in the world except his looks and how many girls he slept with. Still, he was younger than you and you had to protect him. That included not letting him know about your problems.

“Just fine”

That was all you said before going to your room and torturing yourself by watching a video you had recorded with Jin. It was the chubby bunny challenge, which would´ve been funny any other day. You angrily turned off the TV and placed a blanket over your trembling body.  The night was long, and you had a lot to think about.

“I swear Y/n, you have to believe me!”

Your friend, Lauren, was clinging on you like a koala while rambling about who knows what. With barely two hours of sleep to get through the day and zero caffeine, you weren´t in the mood for her talks about the latest episode of whatever Tv series was trendy or about how much weight she had lost in a week.

“What is it this time? The ten bananas a day diet has given you an allergy?”

She pouted but didn´t do anything else to show she was offended, apparently too excited with what she had to tell you.

“The new teacher is extremely hot. I swear he glanced in my direction and I almost passed out. It´s like God himself can´t believe what he has created. Unbelievably handsome. And I think he´s single”

Tae appeared out of nowhere grabbing your shoulders and shaking you a bit. You didn´t know where he got his constant energy from and you weren´t sure if you wanted to know.

“Who´s single?”

You rolled your eyes and pushed him away receiving a fake hurt expression in return, something he did often. Lauren was staring at the both of you in amusement, not knowing what it really was like because she didn´t have any siblings.

“You, for example. Has nobody told you it´s rude to overhear conversations?”

Your brother scoffed and you heard him say something under his breath while Lauren laughed, but he was quick to recompose as the three of you walked down the hall.

“You are in one of those moods, huh? I only heard the last sentence, you witch”

“Yeah, Y/n. You weren´t even listening”

You wanted the both of them to shut up, but your love for them outweighed your bad temper. Plastering a smile on your face you begged Lauren to repeat her words.

“I was telling you about the new drama teacher and how good looking he is. Look! He´s right there!”

You opened your eyes wide as Lauren was uncontrollably shaking your arm and turning you around so that you could see…him. You instantly felt Taehyung´s hand on yours. He knew, the real thing. He knew seeing Jin again, dressed so nicely and so perfectly standing next to a secretary after what had happened was too much. You held him tight, and you wanted earth to swallow you. Not only had the universe given him back to you, but he had placed him in a position where he could control you. Kim Seokjin, your new drama teacher. That was the true scandal.

anonymous asked:

(1) when i first discovered bangtan i immediately liked yoongi the most and i always got this really soft vibe from him and it confused me a lot to see fans act like hes this overly agressive guy and i was worried i was just projecting but like. my boy is so incredibly soft. like i know sometimes he gets cocky and likes to tease or be a little rude but hes such a sweet and caring soft soul inside and i wish more people would see it ;o;

Anonymous said: (2) remember how he said he chose the name suga because he wanted to have a sweet image and he said smth similiar about his pink hair… like dont get me wrong i love me some aggressive dom yoongi but i really think soft and silly yoongi deserves more love!! especially lately hes been showing us that side more and it seems intimate and comfortable somehow and i love it

anonie yes!! you literally just spoke my mind!!

aggressive/dom yoongi is amazing, and it’s there, but in general he is so much softer than that. he isn’t really ‘’agust d’’ all the time, he’s a squishy boy who has the most beautiful gummy smile and loves to joke around. 

when I first got into bangtan I saw all the grandpa jokes and how he’s cold and hard and serious all the time, but I didn’t agree with that at all. he’s so caring and loving (just look at the way he touches the other members and talks about them). there’s a lot of soft to yoongi and honestly I’ve always thought him and jimin were the two softest members. I wish this was more commonly known in the fandom because it’s so important. 

Originally posted by sugamysavagebaby

I mean…

So I figured since it is pride month, I would talk a little bit about how I discovered I am demisexual. I used to think I was asexual in highschool, but didn’t tell anyone out of fear of being ridiculed. I dated several people, but usually because we were friends, or I didn’t really want to say no and feelings get hurt. I also sometimes noticed that when my friends fawned over people together that they considered ~hot~, I found myself not caring. I realize my idea of hot was someone aesthetically attractive, not in a sexual way like them. I didn’t think too much of it… Well on my first day of college, I was feeling confident and decided to be friends with a (very aesthetic) classmate sitting next to me. We became best friends over the next year, and I never felt so close emotionally to anyone before. After a wonderful night talking and stargazing, we decided we should be dating! Sometime later, I was on tumblr and saw someone talking about being demisexual. As I read more and more about it, it finally clicked! I was so happy I wanted to scream, and my significant other was very happy for me as well. I immediately went to tell my roommate/bestest best friend since highschool about it….. only to find that they didn’t believe me at all. I was devastated. They started making some really hurtful comments along the lines of how I can’t possibly be anything close to asexual since I date so many people, and insinuated that I’m a slut. I cried for days. I beat myself up a lot. Long story short we aren’t friends anymore. But my point is… don’t let ANYONE to have that much power over you. If a label feels right and helps you better understand yourself and your place in the world, then gosh darn it you can use it! You are valid. You are loved. Don’t forget it. Happy pride month, from your local demisexual with her partner in crime ♡

Originally posted by soundwave5542

                    Happy 32nd birthday, Lana ❤️

you are honestly one of my biggest inspirations.. there aren’t too many artists that I really feel connected to but you and your music have helped me through some of the darkest times in my life and I am forever grateful for that. This may come off a little cheesy and I’ve had people make fun of me for saying stuff like this but I don’t care. I guess they don’t understand that when you feel alone in this world or you’re feeling like you don’t have anyone to talk to and then you discover a song, or a lyric or an album and suddenly everything changes. You don’t feel so alone. That’s the power of music - that’s how you make me feel! Hopefully one day I will finally get to see you perform live or even get to meet you and be able to tell you this in person. Hope you have the best birthday ❤️ xo @lanadelrey

On Deacon (2)

You guys thought I was done talking about Deacon? Ha ha I’ll never be done.

So there has been a lot of back-and-forth about Deacon’s final high-approval dialog (involving his gang activity and his wife) and whether or not it’s true. As we know, Deacon lies. A lot. And just because the Survivor can call him out on his lies, a successful persuasion check doesn’t necessarily mean he’s being truthful afterward. However, as I’ve stated before, I do believe Barbara was real. I believe all of his confession story for two reasons: First, such a lie would be radically far removed from his typical grade of bullshit, and second, I don’t think people have really taken into account Deacon’s present social situation.

So, yes. Deacon lies to the Survivor as a method of feeling out their boundaries. He claims to be a synth with a “recall code” that will scrub his personality but give the Survivor information on their enemy. It’s a pretty basic litmus test for reverence of synthetic life. Later Deacon claims he founded and secretly leads the Railroad in an obvious attempt to gauge the Survivor’s gullibility. These are character checks. These lies are meant to give Deacon a look at the Survivor’s morality to make sure they are of one mind on the entire synth issue, and to assure him the Survivor won’t go and do something stupid like start buying into the Brotherhood’s proselytizing. Brass tacks, they’re lies, but relatively harmless ones.

So what about the whole story about University Point? I could almost believe Deacon might fabricate something about once being a bigot to see how the Survivor would react. Are they dangerously forgiving? Would they condemn a killer, even if they’d reformed and become a friend? Would they dismiss Deacon’s crisis of conscience after the lynching by saying, “So what? It was just a synth”?

But I absolutely cannot believe Deacon would lie about his spouse being killed to the Survivor, an individual who is still recovering from the murder of their own partner. Why? Because that’s not a character check. That’s not a lie you tell and at the end go, “Ha ha, just kidding. Here’s the lesson I’m trying to teach you…” No. That’s a very personal, very raw issue to start poking at just to see what kind of reaction you get.

It’s the kind of lie that, when it’s inevitably discovered was a farce all along, destroys trust. And it doesn’t teach the Survivor that they can’t trust everything they hear, oh no. It teaches them that they can’t trust that lying, emotionally manipulative fucker Deacon. Nobody gains a thing from Deacon using that method to test how skeptical the Survivor is. From the pragmatist’s perspective it makes no sense to risk shutting down a working relationship full-stop just for a little behavioral insight. From a human perspective it’s just a damn heartless thing to do.

And Deacon? Deacon is cautious and paranoid, but he cares about people. I can’t accept that he would be so cruel as turn the Survivor’s pain back on them in order to fuck with their head.

I’ve seen it said that it feels cheap, somehow, that Deacon spills his guts about the U.P. Deathclaws and Barbara to the Survivor; that it goes against the character of the game’s habitual liar to start telling the truth to a person he has only known a short while. Personally, I don’t think opening up to the Survivor “changes” Deacon. Who else could he talk to about once participating in the lynching of a synth when the only other people in his life are militant synth supporters and/or, you know, synths? His story gets out and at best he becomes a pariah, at worst the Railroad kicks him out and he’s left with nothing. I think he truly, desperately wants somebody to talk to about his past, air out the hurt and the guilt he feels, but there’s just nobody else he can talk to. The other members of the Railroad are like his family, but they are not his friends.

I think Deacon would die to protect the other agents, don’t get me wrong. He’ll go to any length to protect them and advance the cause. But as we know, Deacon is already the loner of the Railroad. He spends most of his time away from Headquarters. He doesn’t work with partners very often. He has reservations about how the organization operates. An idle dialog reveals he wishes Desdemona would let them help normal humans once in a while, but the boss keeps all resources allocated to their synths. (And I don’t think Des implemented this policy because she’s ambivalent, but probably because the more “face” the Railroad has the more vulnerable it becomes.) And it’s one thing to wish the rules could be a little more relaxed, but a lot of people don’t know – because it’s tied to dialogs they often never see – is there are hints there of discord between Deacon and the other agents.

The most glaring of examples is the dynamic between Deacon and Glory. Sure, they’re total bro’s on the surface, but there’s a sort of reverse-magnetism that keeps them from coming together. Deacon says as much in one of his low-approval dialogs with the Survivor. He understands the salt-the-earth types like Glory are necessary, but he is bothered by the collateral damage they cause. Sometimes people get hurt who don’t need to be. The Railroad’s reputation suffers. Glory, meanwhile, doesn’t have much patience for Deacon’s “stealth and guile” approach. She’s fighting for her people here, and doesn’t give a damn if a few humans get pissy when it’s a matter of freedom or slavery for synths. It’s why Deacon and Glory don’t work together. They can be chummy back at the base because that’s just the type of guy Deacon is, but they are at odds on fundamental issues.

And it’s not just Glory. If the player sides against the Railroad in the end game sequence they may be faced with Desdemona saying something akin to, “I never should have trusted Deacon.” Maybe it’s nothing more than an excited utterance, putting blame on Deacon for bringing the traitor in on their operation as opposed to blaming herself when she knew she should have been more careful with an outsider. However, given Deacon provides some less-than-ringing endorsements about Desdemona as well, I’m willing to bet there’s some bad blood flowing between those two. They respect each others’ talents and count on them to do their jobs, but I get the sense their ideology is too different for them to be more than allies. Desdemona’s outlook falls within the same vein as Glory’s: synth liberation now, to hell with everything else.

Meanwhile Deacon, the only agent who is out in the cities, who is out listening to people talk, hears nothing good about the Railroad on the lips of settlers. Only more of the same: soulless synths are out to infiltrate your community and the Railroad is helping them hide right in front of your eyes. Deacon has probably made an appeal to Des for a better PR campaign before but got shut down. More important things on the docket, Deacon. Now get back to work.

So does Deacon have friends in the Railroad? P.A.M. is, well, P.A.M. Tinker Tom is certainly unique but doesn’t seem like the type one would go to for heavy emotional stuff. Deacon describes Carrington simply as an “asshole”, so… No? That’s why I don’t think it’s so unbelievable Deacon confides in the Survivor. It’s not just that they’re kindred spirits in terms of what they’ve lost. It’s that the Survivor is on the same wavelength Deacon is: Help synths. Yes. Absolutely. But help other people too if you can. ‘Shit… maybe even help me.’

So, yes, I think Barbara was real and no, I don’t think a man wanting to talk about his painful experience with somebody who can relate “cheapens” him as a character. I can certainly understand why people are quick to question Deacon’s honesty on the tail end of the friendship track, and granted I don’t know for sure one way or the other either. I’d like to point out that nothing here invalidates the arguments made that the Barbara story might be a lie. This is simply how I read into Deacon as a character and is what I choose to go with as my personal cannon.

SEVENTEEN's plagiarism of EXO's Love Me Right.

I recently watched the newly released MV from SEVENTEEN, while watching this I’ve noticed that the outfits, some dance moves and the concept of the video/comeback is very closely related to EXO’s Love Me Right. The choreography is quite similar in multiple places through out the video released, as well for clothing I’ve also witnessed that the costumes for this comeback are also frighteningly similar to the striped uniform based clothing used in Love Me Right, in the MV for SEVENTEEN I’ve noticed that not only are the uniforms grey like in some cuts in Love Me Right but they are also striped meaning SEVENTEEN copied EXO in the latest release from SEVENTEEN. I have listened to the song, due to this I have input on the song, in one part of the song you can yeah the back up vocals extremely similar to Love Me Right do the “uh huh!” in the background exactly like in Love Me Right, I have concluded that over all SEVENTEEN did plagiarize, if you’ve seen this video and EXO’s MV I dare to state that SEVENTEEN is indeed plagiarizing EXO concept and song wise, I’m sorry if this offends Seventeen fans.

I will link the MV’s down below

SEVENTEEN’s MV MANSAE:

http://youtu.be/9M7k9ZV67c0

EXO’s MV Love Me Right:

https://youtu.be/RuqaVryDRd0

I hope you all read that correctly. I didn’t say anything in there that Exo “invented” this school boy concept. But there is an article on Koreaboo that say Seventeen did copy Growl. I happened to notice, along with numerous amount of other people I know, that Seventeen copied Love Me Right and people I know who’ve seen the videos also stated that there is multiple connections between the two MV’s. This was an observation of mine, not a bashing post, people. (plagiarized means copied, it’s the same meaning for both words, So stop freaking out and bashing me in my observations)

Telling me that I’m the reason that Exo-L’s are hated because me is a good example of why people can’t get along with each other, I’m not spreading shit to bash. I’m stating something. Stop overreacting. This is the first time I’ve ever done something like this, I’m not the reason why Exo-L’s are hated, so that’s a lie. Also in the tags I’ve seen people post stuff like “you’re just jealous because your members are leaving” I couldn’t care less how many members Exo has right this second, am I being biased, sure maybe a little. But that doesn’t mean that I’m purposely setting this out to hurt people. I’ve noticed and decided to show others, not to hurt them but to show them that “Hey! Seventeen copied Exo, am I the only one who thinks this?” You know? I won’t delete this post because I feel like there are other people who may be wanting to see the resemblance in the videos. That’s all.

Punch! >> Jungkook, OC (Part 12)


Parts 1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|11

Ten years ago…

“One more fight and you are out of this.”

Seokjin stood in the middle of his training room, hand held the other in front of him as his head was down. He looked at the ground in shame.

“I’m sorry.”

“There’s no, sorry. And LIFT YOUR HEAD UP.”

Seokjin flinched from his uncle’s loud voice and raised his head immediately. “I’m sorry.”

“Stop apologizing!” His uncle hit his head with his hand slightly before sighing “You aren’t a gangster, why do you keep on getting into fights.”

“They were bullying him. I couldn’t just stand there watching them.”

“No, leave them. It’s none of your business.” He put a hand over Seokjin’s shoulder. “He will do anything to get you out of this, you have to fight him with you; being the winner of this championship.”

Seokjin nodded as his uncle squeezed his shoulder once before leaving him for practice.

Seokjin hated seeing weak people being bullied. He wasn’t a fan of; The stronger always win

The strongest should win when he helps weak people and protecting them. Not bullying them and making fun of them.

He got involved in many fights because of that. He was helping the bullied and protect them. But it was most likely, people only want to believe what they want so this was the start of his ‘gangster’ name. Just because he was able to defeat some people the whole countryside were scared of them.

He was chosen between himself and his other best friend 'Haneul’ who was kicked out of their club when it was revealed that he was using boxing in violence and fights, for the championship.

Seokjin’s uncle got so angry and kicked him for good.  

Haneul was about to go to with Seokjin for the pro test, but they refused to take him this year until he found a club to belong to.

The feeling of revenge was eating Haneul’s mind slowly. It took over him and controlled him. He swore that he would get Seokjin 'kicked’ as well or maybe not participate in it at all.

One day when Seokjin was training for his pro test, which was the next day, suddenly, Luhan banged into the practice room, breathing hard as if he was running males.

“Jin…” He panted and Seokjin panicked. He ran to his breathless friend and put a hand over his back.

“What’s wrong?”

“M-Min… Minyoung.”

“What’s wrong with Minyoung?” Seokjin tensed, he felt all his muscles being eaten up from the tension. He grew impatient as he yelled, “WHAT’S WITH MINYOUNG?”

“He took her…. Haneul, he got Minyoung.” Luhan finally found the strength to say the words after regaining parts of his breath.

Seokjin wasted no time as he ran off to find that bastard who took his sister.


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What gives you the right to decide if someone is overreacting? Is making joking posts about how much you hate nickelodeon overreacting? Is voicing your frustration that your favorite show that is not only enjoyable but culturally influential is going off of television an overreaction? Because I don’t understand why people aren’t allowed to be angry about this. Sure we all watch online already, but we don’t only care about the tumblr fandom, but everyone else. I want new people to watch and fall in love with LOK. I want kids to discover this show and want to be just like Korra and save the world. I want little poc girls to see Korra and see themselves in media for a change. And now that its online, a huge part of the potential viewership is gone. 

It’s fine to look on the bright side, because yeah, the show wasn’t cancelled. But don’t try to minimize the loss of LOK from being on TV.

Masterlist

**Haven’t posted one in a while :) So yeah…anything else wanted I’m always taking requests so absolutely nay suggestions are all good, it doesn’t even have to make sense…mine never do  haha…Ta loves ya very muchly xxx**

Preferences

Preference #1- Happy Father’s Day

Preference #2- Little Black Dress

Preference #3- His child doesn’t like you so they split you up the get you back together

Zayn (Part 1) (Part 2)

Liam (Part 1) (Part 2)

Niall (Part 1) (Part 2)

Louis (Part 1) (Part 2)

Harry (Part 1) (Part 2)

Preference #4- He gets your best friend pregnant but you stay with him

Zayn (Part 1)(Part 2)

Liam (Part 1)(Part 2)

Niall (Part 1)(Part 2)

Louis (Part 1)(Part 2)

Harry (Part 1)(Part 2)

Preference #5- Child asks for another sibling but your already pregnant

Preference #6- He asks you to sign a prenup

Preference #7- He gets carsick

Others by boy

Harry

Oneshots/long imagines

Baby love

Taking Care of my World

Because I Love You

Friends

Secret Night

Graupel

Youth

The End of the Universe - Part 2 number 1  Part 2 number 2  Part 2 number 3

Promise Me 

Fanfiction

Overjoyed

**Isobel and Harry find out they are having a baby and some things happen as a consequence. These are the crazy tales that go on….**

Henry and Harry

**Olivia decides to send her parents to Austria for their anniversary so she and Harry have to look after her 9 year old brother for a week.**

Fighting For Everything

**What is Emily’s life like without her older brother being around? Different, but she gets on. Now he’s home and tensions run high when her brother finds her more grown up than he remembered.**

Still No Name

**Working for your dad in his concert venue has some perks, maybe more than Poppy first thought.**

Ring Ring

**He’s been away now. How long? Days, but does it matter he clearly doesn’t care. 

Niall

Oneshots/long imagines

I’m Coming Home

Fanfiction

I Don’t Wanna Love Somebody Else

**People leave us with things, memories of them. Niall definitely left something behind**

Louis

Oneshots/long imagines

Civilised

Fanfiction

A Brother Like You (Under major revision)

A Brother Like You (AO3)

**Isobel has always loved her brother, maybe a little too much…but she discovers just how much she is willing to do to make sure he gets exactly what he deserves.**

It’s Me

**Amelia has been looking for Louis for years and now she’s found him…Why can’t he be happy?**

None specific

Date Night(Non-specific)

Guilt Ridden Daydream(Non-specific)

Nobody will probably read this

I don’t have a lot of friends. A lot of them drifted away and I was too afraid to reach out to them. The few that I do have, tend to leave me out of the loop because, I guess, I don’t “connect” with them or I don’t have the same interests.

I usually “connected” with people who had a similar humor to me, however, people found me “hit or miss,” which was fine. But then I became more of a “miss” and I eventually stopped trying and recoiled into my own little shell where there was a smile always painted on and a generic conversation starter for subjects I didn’t care much for.

Then I discovered people like Mark, Wade, Sean and Bob on YouTube. Watching them, I really loved their humor and I could see how close they were. It made me wish I had friendships like that, where we could give each other crap over a game, but still had each others backs. It made me feel alone. But, it also gave me hope. A hope that there are other people out there that I can connect with like that.

So, thanks to them, I’m trying to slowly break out of my shell and just enjoy what I love to do whilst making friends along the way. It’s a big leap of faith when I’ve wrapped myself in doubt for so long, but at least I can say I’m trying. If this message ever reaches any of these guys, thank you. I hope that one day I can find the courage to say that to you all in person. therealjacksepticeye lordminion markiplier muyskerm

So basically Suzy fucked up. She lied and that was wrong.
People stalked her business and found out about it through very shady ways. I want to make that clear, it was stalking. They emailed people she was potentially in touch with. He even claimed not to bother looking through the store to bother to see if it had any items to match her store before messaging them. So was he just messaging a bunch of etsy stores on a whim? Also what was he asking to get him to reveal her information. Some gave the tracking info even. One said I hope she is ok. An odd thing to say in normal conversation…  regardless of what Suzy did wrong how these people went about discovering this is creepy and not ok! not even a little bit.  
But Suzy owned up to her mistake which really wasn’t that big of a mistake. but yeah it was a mistake. No one’s really denying that. She apologized and people are still saying it’s not enough. So really they never wanted an apology. The people who stalked her didn’t care about her business ethics or her customers. The people up in arms about her shop were never going to purchase anything. They just hate her and want to watch her suffer though they claim to be fans of game grumps. A channel she help build.
The thing is I saw more positive reaction to Arin’s angry rant than Suzy’s apology and you’re really going to sit there and try and tell me this isn’t just flat out hate for Suzy. You’d all rather celebrate a stalker who probably broke a few laws to find out information than forgive someone who made a mistake and owned up to it. There is something seriously wrong with that
If you don’t like Suzy then don’t watch her videos. But do not tear her down and hurt her just because you can. She is a person not just a face on a screen

The Pooh Report

I didn’t ignore the Pooh messages in my box…


Ok I kind of did but not because I was ignoring you guys or being ungrateful for the concern in any way. 
I just wanted to wait until I had something happy or something amazing to report back…
I didn’t want to write up a depressing post and cry about how difficult it is and how I desperately want things to get better. I mean other than me being whiny - that approach accomplishes nothing else but me bringing everyone else along for the pity party nobody wants to go to.

The thing is, while as you see - we aren’t exactly having fun here and we are both feeling completely miserable and cranky…the last few weeks have also been beautiful and heartwarming but in a completely weird, surprising way.

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